thus life

sometimes I feel like I’m doing alright and then there are times like these where I wake up at 3am and make some coffee and scroll thru tumblr for a while, then I’m three cups in and the exhaustion kicks in but there’s too much caffeine so I can’t sleep and my eyes are burning from looking at my phone so I just sit in the dark and contemplate my existence and evaluate my every failure thus far in life and then my stomach growls and I try to eat but it just makes me feel sick and what I’m trying to say is I’m not doing alright at all tbh

reasons to read Siren’s Lament:





and mORE ABS

Bonus: Some butt cleavage

When has Mickey Milkovich ever been toxic/bad for Ian?

Was it when he was getting shot in the leg after getting caught fucking Ian?

When he got himself arrested because he would rather be in jail than be possibly killed by his dad if he was outed?

When he literally got the shit beat out of him when his dad caught him with Ian?

When his dad had him raped in front of Ian in order to fuck the “faggot” out of him?

Maybe it was when he was forced to marry his rapist and raise the kid he conceived with her.

Or it was when the person he loved left him for the army after he got married as if he had a choice in the issue.

How about when he took Ian, who was drugged the fuck out, back to his own home to take care of him and keep him safe for the night?

Maybe when he came out to his entire family and South Side when Ian threatened to leave him? Thus risking his life and getting the shit beat out of him once again?

Or it could have been the time that he let Ian move in with him in order to keep an eye on him whenever the possibility of Ian being bipolar came up.

Oh right, it was the time Mickey wanted to take Ian to the doctor and Ian flipped out and stole his son. No?

Okay what about when he learned everything about Ian’s disorder and medication, making sure he took it when he was suppose to and not eating/drinking anything that could cause negative side-affects?

Shit, there was that time when he got punched BY IAN for trying to keep Ian from drinking on medication.

It was probably when he tried fighting off the Military Police who were arresting his mentally ill boyfriend because his cunt half-sister turned him in.

There was also that time when Mickey was then dumped by his boyfriend for taking care of him and wanting him to be healthy.

It was kinda bad when he was arrested for almost killing the person who tried to RUIN Ian’s life.

Then I guess the icing on the cake was giving Ian the personal option of running away with him to start a new life. He even had the audacity to give Ian multiple chances to say goodbye.

The moral of the story is: don’t try and convince me that Mickey Milkovich is a toxic person for Ian/bad person in general.

…..“NEXT LEVEL”????? Do you think this is a GAME Kubo-sensei??? Do you think that my ENTIRE reason for living, the ONLY. THING. I get up in the morning for, and the show that single-handedly SAVED the worst year of my life thus far is SOME. SORT. OF. A. GAME????? Honey🍯🍯🍯. You’ve got a ⛈⛈BIG sToRm⛈⛈ coming bc I’m about to THROW👏THESE👏HANDS👏I STG.

Night in the Woods is such an incredible game. It came to me at probably one of the lowest points in my life thus far and hell if it didn’t keep me afloat during it. Maybe I’m biased because of this fact, but I’d say it’s one of the best games I’ve ever played, if not THE best game I’ve ever played. The story, the characters, the writing, the music, the art- every single thing about it is magical and I implore you to buy it on Steam and play it for yourself. 

Everything may suck forever, but this game sure doesn’t!


We are STARISH vs. Maji Love Live 5th Stage 

Hijirikawa Masato || Suzumura Ken’ichi

  • Spock: Doctor, I must say your approach to cosmetics reminds me of your approach to life: shouting without constructive purpose. Quantity without quality. Ostentation without–
  • McCoy: –it’s EYESHADOW Spock, you WEAR it. You’re supposed to ENJOY WEARING IT.
  • Spock: Forgive me, I thought its purpose was to improve the aesthetics of daily life and thus subtly elevate morale.
  • McCoy: Well YOU CERTAINLY AREN'T elevating MY MORA–
  • Kirk: –Gentlemen! Bones, keep enjoying yourself. Spock, you’re perfect. Let's look at space :)
so, hansung...

that last episode made me so incredibly hyped that i zoned out in three of my four classes yesterday just thinking about his character. boy am i glad i called dibs on that boy let me tell you. i should mention that everything that im about to say is under the assumption (once again) that hansung really is sixteen.

the main priority of this post isn’t just talking about his personality. i wanted to talk about hansung’s relationship with dansae, as it supports my previous post (which you can read here). to paraphrase, i basically stated that hansung, while loving them, feels his family is a burden to him for various reasons. that much was explicitly stated in episode 12.

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Past events are already gone, and the future is yet to happen. It is only in the present that we can be in our life. The present is the joystick, controlling the moment, and thus the direction our life takes. Being with the breath is the most effective way of being in the present. It completely connects us with reality.