thought im pretty damn sure the world is going to be fine

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James Potter to Mrs. Wife: lily can we have another baby?

Lily Potter to Wears Socks to Bed: R u going to text me that every time Harry does something cute?

James Potter: yes

Lily Potter: U know if we got one every time u asked we’d have like 35 babies by now??

James Potter: i’d be okay with that

James Potter: they might give us our own tv programme

James Potter: lil and jim and their kin 

Lily Potter: Ur right what’s the point of having children if not to pimp them out for reality television

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Game On│01

Spy!AU Jungkook x Rivals!OC 
Length: 6.8K 
Type: Mindless Fluff aka my specialty hehe
Warnings: May have angst in later parts; ments of weapons and violence, etc. 
Recommended OST: (x
(a/n): this wasn’t supposed to see the light of day until I finished all my other things but I figured I might as well post it because it’ll give me motivation to finish it T^T also… how long has it been since my pure pure fluff days? this part is realllyyyy just fluff hahah next part may have angst and action so stayed tuned bebs. As always comments and feedback is always appreciated. I must give credit where credit is due and say that this is loosely inspired by the Gallagher Girls academy, but mainly the concept of the academy and the mother as a headmistress, but other aspects are birthed from my fluffy ass imagination.

→Summary: “As the daughter of the headmistress, you’re not particularly impressed by the age old history of the academy, the stories turned bland since you spent most of your childhood hearing the tales as your bedtime story. In fact, you remain unfazed by most circumstances, but as luck would have it, these circumstances happened to exclude a certain golden boy named Jeon Jungkook.” 

Originally posted by jungkook-e


Aha, got him.

Trailing your eyes to from the receding figure to your cellphone, you can’t help but feel the corners of your lips tug themselves upwards.

Yes, this is how it should be. You had no reason to worry, even if it is a mission against his school today.

Rhythmic tapping of your fingers against the screen and your sneakers scratching against the pavement is all that is heard as you drift away from the scene, almost but not quite letting your guard down. You never let your guard down. Subtle vibration of the phone alerts you to the next step of the mission and you swipe your finger across the glass surface, expectant. A familiar robotic voice greets you,

“Hello, welcome to the final stage of your practical. Enclosed in locker 080604 between the intersection of 5th and 7th street you will find a package. Retrieve it. A carrier will arrive at exactly 12:00a.m. on Platform 4 from a train heading South. Deliver the package safely by 1:07a.m. and return to campus by the curfew of dawn. Best of luck.” by the time the voice is done speaking you’ve already thrown the device a few meters away from you where a tiny explosion can be heard. 


Sighing slightly, because you’re going to have to run this one, you’re sprinting towards the underground tunnels and away from the crowded streets of downtown, too preoccupied to notice the man in all black on your trail.

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Devotion: 1950s!Bucky AU

A summer stuck in the south was not what you expected, nonetheless you spend your time along the porch of your Aunt’s home - placed in a summertime sadness. You were devoted to your image of good girl ways, your family expects nothing less than the perfect little girl to be married off by the age of 19 - that is until you met the boy next door.

Notes: 50s!Bucky AU, teasing, Naked Bucky, smoking

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illneverrecover  asked:

Pass the happy along! When you get this reply with five things that make you happy then pass it along to the first 10 people in your activity <3 (P.S. - YOU MAKE ME HAPPPPYYYYYY APRIL)

AHHHHHHH JACKIE @illneverrecover you make me happpppy too TTTT___TTTT

Just for you baby cakes! 

What makes me happy? The thought of the RFA being caught singing/dancing when they thought they were alone. 

1. Yoosung:
He was cleaning his apartment before she came over because he wanted everything to be perfect for their first weekend together. He had opened up all the windows and his front door to let out any smells that may have festered from his months of his LOLOL hermit lifestyle. He had put in his earphones and was singing along to that new K-pop girl band that MC was so obsessed with- he had to admit their songs were super catchy… so catchy that he was busting out the moves he had seen from their videos as he dusted around the room… until he turned around to see a wide eyed, slack jawed MC- her overnight bag sliding off her shoulder slowly in its agonising descent to the ground. 

“M-MC! I didn’t hear you come in!” 
“No… I gathered that… but… Yoosung- I could hear from down the street!” 

Yoosung wanted to die, he thought about shanking himself with his feather duster for a minute or two… 

“… You sounded really good! You didn’t tell me you could sing Honey!” 

Ahhhh crisis averted. 

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dally & the curtises’ sister - imagine

requested by 2 anons - this is v long overdue im really sorry!
warnings: strong language

The dreaded Monday morning rolled around the corner more quickly than you anticipated. It had felt like only a second since you had fallen asleep late Sunday night and then woken up to the sounds of your regularly bustling house. But Monday mornings were like any other weekday - Darry got up first, then Soda, and then you and Pony. Normally, all that was on your mind was getting to school and finishing the monotonous school day as soon as possible.

But for the past two weeks only one person had been on your mind: the person  you’d been warned countless times by your older brother and two younger ones to stay away from - the one and only Dallas Winston. You knew, or rather thought, that he couldn’t be as terrible as many told you he was. You’d been hanging around him recently… in a way that had been quite a bit more than simply friendly. You knew your brothers would yell at you if you slipped up and let them figure it out, so you usually were very careful when it came to cutting class to meet up with Dal.

Initially, Dally nearly refused to acknowledge you at all, since you’re the only Curtis sister. It was easy for you to see that Dal definitely knew better than getting close to you, but was tempted by the possibility that none of your brothers would ever know a thing. 

So, you were up and dressed and nearly out the door when you finally noticed the commotion in the background.

“C’mon guys, don’t go worryin’ about me,” Pony croaked out from a sore throat. He was jamming a foot into one of his beat sneakers while sniffling. “I’m alright guys, you hear?”

“Are you sure you’ll be okay goin’ to school, Pony?” Soda asked, actually having remembered to button up his DX shirt. 

There had been countless times that Pony had gone to school being sick, so you and your brothers knew he’d be alright. But Soda always asked just to make sure.

“Yeah, Soda, just get to work. I can take care of myself just fine.”

Hearing that, you realized you were in the clear - Pony was going to school and no one would be home. Now all you had to do was go in through the front door of school and leave through the back, so that no one you knew could say that you didn’t show up. But after that, you’d be home free.

You made your way to school, got through the front door, quickly greeted acquaintances who told you greeted you first before finally escaping through the door in the back. Just enough time had passed for you to be sure that Pony was probably at school, leaving the house empty. But waiting for you out the back door was the slightly intimidating figure of Dally, who had been smoking a cigarette. Upon noticing you, he pulled you closer by one of the belt loops on your jeans.

“Where to?” he asked, tilting his head at you a bit with squinted eyes and furrowed eyebrows because of the sun.

“Well, no one’s home, so if you don’t feel like sneaking back into Bu-”

“The Curtis house it is.” He nodded, taking his last drag on the cigarette between his middle finger and thumb before he putting it out. 

You two were at your front door, Dal’s lips on yours, his hands feeling you up as you began to open the door. The door fell open, probably just in time for you to have realized that Soda’s and Pony’s jaws fell open too.

“Y/N! What the hell are you two doing?!”

“Dally get offa her!”

Soda’s voice and Pony’s hoarseness scared the living shit out of you. And so you and Dally had pushed each other away, almost simultaneously taking a step away from each other. You felt your ears get hot, but instead of seeming embarrassed, Dal looked more irritated than anything.

“You said no one was fuckin’ home, Y/N,” he huffed under his breath.

“Well, Pony said he was fine!” you argued, gesturing to the sick kid wrapped in what seemed like three blankets on the sofa.

“Mind you, I am fine, Soda oughta go to work,” Pony, white as a sheet and sweating bullets, managed to squeeze out of a lost voice.

“How ‘bout you shut up Pony! You threw up all over me right after Y/N left!” Soda shot back, pointing at an ugly stain on his blue DX shirt.

You rolled your eyes at their conversation, your heart pounding at the fact that Soda and Pony knew now. Knowing the boys - and the way they knew Dally - it was inevitable that they would tattle and tell Darry. Darry couldn’t know about this - he’d lose it.

“But forget that! Since when were you two-” Soda started, clearly frustrated and struggling to find the words to express his anger or shock at you and Dal. “Gosh, Dally, I oughta beat your damn head in!”

“Y/N, what were you even thinkin’?” Pony quickly added.

“Listen you two, if you do so much as even breathe of word of this to Darry, I’ll-”

“You’ll what?” Soda pushed.

“A word of what?” The owner of the voice you dreaded to hear had just walked in through the door, a white pharmacy bag in hand. You witnessed the expression of disappointment and anger spread across Darry’s face when he realized you and Dally were there. 

“Y/N, why in the world are you here?! And why are you here?!” he asked you first, and then Dally. You looked over at Dally who seemed pretty apathetic before returning your gaze to Darry, unable to find the words to say. And then it seemed to click for Dar.

“No,” Darry said, almost in denial, as if he didn’t believe his eyes. “This is not happening. Ever.”

“C’mon Darry, don’t you think you’re overreacti-”

No, I don’t think I’m overreacting! Y/N, you have a future! Y/N, he’s a terrible influence and I just can’t let you destroy it all over someone like him! Dallas, granted, he’s more or less our friend, but I don’t think I’d like to know how often you been skippin’ school!”

”Whatever, man,“ Dally said, shrugging his shoulders and rolling his eyes. “I didn’t wanna be here anyhow.”

“Like hell you didn’t,” Darry said, glaring at Dal as he left.

And with that, Dally spared you a passing glance as he managed to squeeze between you and Darry in order to leave. Dal closed the door behind him and you noticed that there were no words to explain yourself - you felt speechless.

“God, are you serious?” you managed to choke out.

“I’m only lookin’ out for you, Y/N,” Darry said, after a sigh of disappointment. “I’d never try and steer you in the wrong direction.” 

“I get that, Darry. And I appreciate it. But you gotta trust that I can look out for myself.”

“Well as long as Soda, Pony, and I are breathin’, we’re the ones lookin’ out for you, y’hear?”

SVT Cute Jobs; Joshua!!

Originally posted by jishooua

ok so yall knew this was coming

i hope

also i got inspiration from Shawn Mendes’s new song cause the guitar work in the song is making me sCREAM YES (i might be a lowkey stan)


-Joshua Hong



-guitar dad (who shouldn’t have acquired a nickname that his related to his religion thanks)

-it all started when his parents opened up a music shop before he was born

-then the brightest sunshine on the whole planet was born

-and the rest is history 

-sort of

-so when he was old enough his parents gave him his first guitar

-at first he had no idea what to do with it

-he used it as a lightsaber once oops

-in the long run he actually started to learn how to play guitar and it was really cool cause he could play all these different songs on the guitar

-he tried to replicate the opening to Still Original by Dr Dre and Snoop Dogg

-it actually went really well damn kid you got talent

-he also owns a small channel on youtube but doesn’t upload often rip

-after working in the shop for a while he had a genius idea

-he noticed that a lot of kids were getting guitars from his family’s shop

-but wouldn’t know how to play

-so he offered to teach the kids

-for free

-what a kind soul

-his parents suggested that he did it for money and to earn it as a job but it didn’t appeal to him as much as seeing little kids smile after mastering twinkle twinkle little star on guitar

-he also asked if he could hold sessions in the shop and his parents agreed

-so everywhere he went he put up flyers about free guitar lessons in the shop and 1 on 1 sessions too

-at first the parents weren’t too sure about a teenager teaching kids how to play songs like Toxic by Britney Spears and Its Gonna Be Me by Nsync 


-but after they came in to see him

-they soon realised that he is a gentle soul and cannot hurt anyone at all

-not even a fly

-except for that one moth in the 7th grade but that was because it flew into his face

-but that’s not the point

-speaking of parents

-your parents and little brother have been talking about taking guitar lessons and after seeing him with the other kids they soon agreed

-but you didn’t exactly know what was going on

-so one morning

-you wake up before anyone else

-it was like 10 am and your parents were out of town

-what amazing timing 

-your little brother was dressed before you

-and it was a saturday morning

-w      h      a     t

-”dude why the hell are you dressed before me??”

-”i’m practising guitar today”

-”since when did you start guitar??”

-”i started a while ago”

-”thats why im finding note sheets i thought i was losing my mind wow okAY”

-you shook it off as it was nothing because

-a. your little brother was weird as hell and b. your life was like a really cringey and cool 2000′s Disney Channel sitcom 

-you continued eating your breakfast as it was nothing special because it was nothing special

-ding dong

-just as you put your plate in the sink someone rings your doorbell

-as you’re walking to the door you’re thinking about who it could be

-shit maybe your mum and dad came back early cause you and your brother alone in the house spelt out the word trouble in big fat fucking letters

-or its the mailman 

-you’re at the door in your pjs holding a cup of tea

-you’re ready to fuck shit up if it’s not the mailman or your parents

-did i mention you had great bed hair like you looked like you just came out of a Pantene commercial 

-you open the door

-its a dude

-just holding a guitar


-like wtf

-he’s incredibly handsome

-and hes just smiling to you

-like he doesn’t notice the fact that you’re in your god damn pjs



-can that be his nickname instead of the reference to his religion thank

-if he has notice them


-you’re just praying that hes just like awww thats cute

-you give a blank stare like what are you doing why are you here what’s your name hi are you single and ready to bingo


-”hi is y/b/n in? i’m joshua and i’m here to teach him guitar. whats your name?

-”ah, yeah hes in. i’ll get him quickly. and my name is y/n.”

-so that’s why the brat is dressed up so nicely

-and why he has a guitar

-that also explains the sandwich you had that was wrapped in music sheets

-thanks dad

-you let him in and you let him sit in your front room

-and you slyly watch from the sidelines

-and you think

-theres an angel in my god damn house

-oh m y   g o D

-so you just go upstairs and call your brother

-”why is there an angel in the front room??!!!!”

-”oh you mean Joshua? yeah hes pretty cool! you should hear him sing too! he sounds like one of those dudes on the voice!”


-inside you’re breaking down

-f u cjokjsdkwjd


-okay calm down y/n

-you finally get dressed after spending like 10 hours in your eevee pjs i want some so badly 

-and you just wear a normal jumper and a pair of jeans 

-nothing fancy

-and you just brush your hair

-but when you go to check up on your brother and his new guitar teacher


-he just


-like he stops after you ask them if they want a drink and hes just looking at you

-like wow


-you bring the two drinks in and place them on the table

-”let me know if you want anything to eat, okay?”

-f  r   o      z     e   n

-hes just screaming on the inside

-after a while you hear them play a really popular song

-ok it’s There’s Nothing Holding Me Back by Shawn Mendes

-aka it’s the song you kind of like

-take away the kind of 

-you like it a lot

-so you’re just in the kitchen

-you hear them play it

-and you just hum

-then you quietly sing 

-then you just sing

-and boi your voice is nICE CHILL FAM

-and joshua hears you laugh a little


-”you hear that?”

-”oh it;s just y/n singing. she does it a lot.”

-”her voice is beautiful.”

-and as he said that



- W  H   A   T 


-Joshua is also shook that you’re in the room too

-”y-you heard me? i swear we need to get that echo fixed in the hallway omg you know what i’m gonna call my mum about that now–”

“no, he said that your voice was really nice.”

-”i said beautiful”

-”what he said”


-you smile so much


-“i have an idea! i’ve been thinking–”

-”bro thats a little dangerous”

-haha very funny but my idea is that you sing and Josh can play the guitar! just once, please?”

-joshua smiled to your brother then to you 

-”that sounds like fun, what do you say y/n?”



-”y/n are you okay?”

-”i-i’m fine…could you excuse me for a moment?”

-you run out the room

-you run upstairs to your room

-you jump on your bed

-and you sCREAM 


-you calm down and then go downstairs again

-”that sounds really cool”

-but you always thought

-maybe theres a catch


-maybe not

-so your brother just sits on the chair 

-and you two are sitting on the sofa



-you two finish

-and smile to each other


-you genuinely made him happy with his voice

-so at the end of the day

-you say goodbye at the door and he just gives you a piece of paper

-with a number

-”what’s this?”

-”it’s my number. we should sing together more often.”

-”it’s a date.”

-“wait iS IT A DATE??”



-and then your little bro is just in the other room like

-”i swear to god they’re made for each other….”

this got sorta long and its ramble-y and i’m sorry there’s probably some unpopular opinion-y stuff but that’s fine. if you read all of this and still love me <33333 also tldr: still ride or die, babes. just frustrated with the writers and i may have also gone on a mini bandaid rampage??? somehow??? i’m so sorry i’m like this..

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, but nothing will ever be as bad as the Lodge stuff for me. That was the bottom of my robron barrel, the was a big low for me, that was my ‘can i still do this’ moment. I stuck through it because I couldn’t give them up then and I won’t let shoddy storylining do it to me now. I knew the baby reveal would be huge and dramatic, it had to be after last night’s episode and their conversation about it. But this episode felt so similar to those Lodge scenes for me in some ways, where my heart broke and my chest ached and I wondered briefly how the hell can they do this to them? how can they come back from this? again.

But the thing is, I do think they can come back from it, baby or no baby (as much as I’d like there to be no baby). They’ve come back from worse. And Aaron was right; he is different. He even said it yesterday, that Robert didn’t have to tell him, he didn’t wait until he was caught out like he had the last time. Love is messy and hard, and yeah there are bumps, some larger than others, but when you really, truly love someone you take the mistakes you’ve made and you work through it. You fight for it (not physically, I think Aaron’s already learned that lesson enough times now thanks ED can we try WORDS NOW?). No matter my views on the lack of consent or how I could do without them bringing an innocent child into the mix or how frustrated I am that Marlon seemed more concerned about the situation than Paddy or this whole ridiculous Victoria and Rebecca thing, i was still struck by how well Aaron and Robert communicated yesterday in comparison to how poorly they seemed to communicate tonight. They’re doing the same “well let’s not properly talk about it, side step it, and let it fester until one of us explodes” stuff they’ve always done in the past. They argue, they don’t listen to each other properly, they run away from each other in the heat of the moment, and nothing gets solved. Robert wants to put a non-waterproof bandaid on it, one of those shitty ones that comes off the second you move wrong, and that does feel like a kind of step backwards yeah. But I’ve never ever looked at character development as just an upwards slope where the character grows and gets better and doesn’t stumble a bit, cos holy shit I know these are fictional characters, but no one is like that. That’s just so fucking unrealistic. If there’s no realism at all to fictional characters we’re gonna be fucking bored in a second. Sure we all grow and change for the better over time, but we’ve all made mistakes. We’ve all said shit we shouldn’t have, we’ve all done things we shouldn’t have, but we’ve apologized and learned and done better the next time. And maybe we stumble again and again with the same things, but you keep trying. That’s true character development imho, there’s no ‘going backwards’ in that for me. 

But I also have hope in Aaron to maybe be the one to lead this towards something good, to maybe use what he learns in counseling for positive steps forward? My lil bub who went to an emergency counseling session, realizing that he needed to do so without being shoved into it by anyone else. He made that decision. But you don’t change overnight. Anger issues, self harm, depression, self loathing, whatever issues Robert’s dealing with etc. isn’t going to just disappear after a few therapy sessions. Nothing’s going to change overnight with someone’s love and one ‘magical’ counseling session. Mental health doesn’t work like that. It takes time and open, honest communication. I’m hoping that’s what the writers are trying to show. It doesn’t seem like it’s coming across that way just yet, but I’m hoping beyond hope that the communication we got yesterday was supposed to be a sign of that ‘it’ll take time and we’ll stumble but eventually we’ll get there’ growth. This being Emmerdale though, I’m keeping my bar very low.

I do think this is Robert finally breaking down though, I think this is him losing his cool and his patience. I think it’s finally, and about damn time, for Robert to have that moment (without violence, Robert, for the love of god without violence *swats Robert’s head with a rolled up newspaper*). So in a sense I do get it. I get the putting the decisions about the baby on Aaron (as much as I hate it, that’s just.. fucking writers…), I get his anger and frustration to a point. He’s more terrified of losing Aaron than anything else because Aaron is his world. He’s said it time and time again that the thought of losing Aaron is so unbearable to him. So I have to believe they’re gonna be okay, eventually. It might take some time and we might have to watch some pretty rough moments, but I have to believe that they’re going to fight tooth and nail for each other, for this rollercoaster of a relationship. Because they promised each other messed up forever. 

Just Roommates: Part 5

Plot- Jungkook as your roommate+College Adventures lol.

Characters- Y/N, Jungkook.

Word Count- 1.8k+

Warning- None, but like accidentally touching and stuff. lol.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3  Part 4  

casual texting shit- part 1, part 2  

Are you all even ready?

(A/N- should i give them a leap and put them in 3rd year so i can spice up things a bit more, like add smut and stuff *wink wink*? please do suggest)

<3 much love who are still following this <3



Man, this is so much fun. I am so happy that my ‘hot’ roommate actually took me here, and he was trying to spend time with me. I would seriously be ready to do this with someone like him on any given day. I couldn’t keep his face from coming into my mind.

Pretty odd as it seems, but he was acting strange suddenly. He didn’t make any eye contact with me, and just left… he was inside the tent, basically abandoning me, all alone, into the wilderness.

Strange, indeed.

What was even strange was that, what had gotten into me to suddenly agreeing to this plan.

‘About time, Y/N’, I whispered to myself. ‘I should probably go and sleep too. Long day ahead.’

I waked towards my own tent, to only discover that, we have only had bought, one sleeping bag. And that was with Jungkook.

Well, fuck.

I got inside my tent and zipped it. I removed my jacket and laid over it. I started wondering as to what shall happen next. I was tired and I haven’t spoken to anyone who was close to me, in the past two days.

‘I should probably text my mother,’ I thought.

I got my phone out and I discovered that it was dead. My phone’s battery was over and so was my life. Being an internet addict I was, couldn’t even fathom survival without my phone. HOLY FUCK IM SCREWED. I WAS IN A DESPERATE NEED OF INFORMING MY PARENTS THAT EVERYTHING WAS FINE! JEEZ, WHY ME?! OUT OF ALL DAYS, WHY TODAY?!?!?! FML.

Then it hit me.

I quickly got up and hesitantly walked over to Jungkook’s tent.

“Hey, Jungkook. Are you awake?” I asked from outside. I could tell, he got startled as he immediately opened up and peaked at me.

“Hey, yeah. What’s up?” he told with a little smile.

“Do you, by any chance, have a powerbank or something? My phone died.” I explained, tossing my phone.

“Oh- I don’t think so.” He said.

“Alright.” I awkwardly told and walked away like a meme.

“Hey! You can use mine if you want?” he exclaimed, which made me turn my head back at this handsome fucking hot piece of man.

“You sure? I mean, it’s not that of a big- “he cut me off.

“Y/N, I insist. Please, you should inform someone about this.” He genuinely told.


I was trying my best to hold back the stupid smile that he caused every time he looked at me. but I just, couldn’t.

“Here.” He offered. I took the phone and stood there.

“What aren’t you coming in?” he asked me surprizing. I got shook.

Did he just ask me to get inside his tent? What?

“No, no, I’m fine.” I told.

“STFU Woman, its cold outside, come in.” he snapped as he pointed me to get in.

“Thanks.” I chuckled, uncomfortably.

I dialled my mom’s phone. “Hey mom, it’s me, Y/N.”

“Hi Y/N, how are you, child?” she was really happy to hear from me.

“Okay, so I’m outside and my phone is dead so I want you to not worry about me.” I quickly said.

“Oh, where are- “before she could finish, I told her bye and hung up. I looked over to Jungkook who had raised his eyebrows at me and gave me a smug look.

“Wow, you could talk to her actually. I still have my battery.” He said in a mocking tone.

“Yeah, but you know…” I said and hand over his phone.

“Aren’t you too formal with me?” he abruptly asked making me widen my eyes.

“Um, it’s like been 2 days since we met and I mean, I don’t know!” I hid my face in my palms which made him suppress a laugh.

“Gosh, you’re really weird you know.” I fist bumped my shoulder.


“Haw! How can you just say that!? You’ve just met me.” I stick out my tongue teasing him.

“Well, I did spend the past couple of hours with you and you definitely don’t seem normal to me.” he mocked me back with a sarcastic tone.

“Well, you’re not too normal either.” I pouted playfully at him.

He just gave me his gorgeous smile and that eye smile of his which could actually melt anyone’s heart.

“Dude, seriously.” He said.


I wanted to say something but mouth seemed to have lost words. So I just shrugged it off.

There was a comfortable silence between us. It was rather numbing and calming in a way, unlike before. Sound of the crickets, the movements in the lake were audible, occasionally disturbed by the burning wood that was outside. This was getting strangely stable for me.

I heard him thump down on the sleeping bag and to my surprise, he grabbed my wrist and made me fall besides him.


“What even- “before I could finish he shushed me. “So, you’re my roommate and I don’t want things weird between us ever- “

What the hell do you even mean there hottie

“-Like, let’s start being casual around each other, like roommates… or more like, friends?” He turned around to meet my eyes which were already staring at him.

I nodded because that’s all I could process in that moment. It was the most beautiful moment in my life and in that moment nothing seemed more perfect. Not only was it initiation of a new friendship, but also a start of my own new life as an adult. I was free now. I wasn’t worried and that’s what mattered.

The thing I realised about jungkook was that he didn’t seem to be unnatural. He didn’t feel creepy to even have laid down with. He didn’t seem dangerous. It was rather, a safe feeling, a feeling of being home. I know it had only been a short while, but things were right. So right. I never thought I could get this right, but I did. I was happy.

“Aigo, I’m sleepy. “he stretched his arms making sure not to even have brushed with my body, even accidently.

“Yes you better.” I smiled and got up from there and as I was crawling towards the door, he called me out.

“Yah! Where are you going?” he asked me.

“Um, to my tent?” I said with a confused look.

“Oh please, do you even know, how bloody cold it is? And we don’t even have an extra sleeping bag.” He explained.



I couldn’t process what he had said and in answer I could only tilt my head and hang my jaw low because I just couldn’t think of what to say.

He frowned at me majorly. “What are you waiting for? A snake to come, and eat you alive?”

I just blinked a few times and realised that he had indirectly asked me to get in the bag with him.

“So, like, I should sleep here then?” I asked, obviously.

“Duh?” he gave me the most disgusted look ever which seemed to scream ‘how dumb are you? who even got you graduated’ look.

Without saying a word, I crawled over to him and he made room for me to fit in. To my luck, this one was spacious enough to fit us both, like a burrito. Oh well.

“Wow okay.” I managed to breath out.

“You fine there.” He asked.


“Yeah I guess.” I giggled.


We just laid there staring at the wall of the tent for 12.5 minutes without exchanging any words or movements to avoid any further touching. and the there it was, my bad habit.

I was getting drowsy despite all the activities that had been going on in my heart and mind. I was knocked out.

Tired and asleep, literally next to the guy I met 2 days ago accidently who happened to live with you now.



But despite all that, I was happy that I made this decision. I was happy that I got to talk with her, but I wasn’t happy for the fact that she was so close to me and breathing and having her chest go up and down and I just couldn’t help but notice her face. Even though things were barely visible, I could see her silhouette. The texture of her hair, the way it fell on her face, how she had her lips so moist, how her eye lashed curled like magic and how her little nose scrunched when she senses any sharp air. Gosh, she looked exclusive. Probably the first time ever that I had seen a girl up so close. I don’t want to lie, but damn, she looked so pretty.

I felt an unconscious smile form on my lips and I could feel a bit of adrenaline rush up my stomach. There was something about her, which didn’t make me uncomfortable anymore, enough to give me panic attacks as usual. She was different. I was sure. She had a very positive vibe to her. She was cool and certainly would make my perfect roommate.  

It was about 30 minutes that I had been awake after her. Just as I was about to close my eyes, I felt something. Heavy indeed. Near my thigh. The weight exponentially increased as another second passed. Now, it was on my torso ascending towards my clavicles.


Just as I was processing the situation, I felt her face bury inside the crook of my neck. I could feel her breathing next to my neck and it was bothering me more than anything in the world right now.

‘Jungkook, be strong.’ I reassured myself.  


Thanks if you made it til the end. i really hope you liked it <3 

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  • Jaehyun would still be the cool guy let’s get real
  • Despite that he’d still be really nice and accepting to everyone
  • He’d stay in on the first day surprisingly enough instead of going out
  • That’s how you guys met anyways
  • He found you and some other girls watching anime in a common room and asked to join you
  • Somehow you convinced him to let you paint his nails a sparkly blue color
  • He’d insist that it’s only because there weren’t any guys around to see it
  • And then he begged you to take it off when you threatened to leave it there for the whole week
  • After that, he’d make a point to stop by your room and come study with you or talk about life
  • He was a decent student but he sucked at literature so you’d walk him through the author’s intent before big tests
  • He also struggled a lot with Spanish and he couldn’t roll his R’s to save his life
  • You spoke to him in Spanish sometimes just to annoy him as he tried to figure out what you were saying
  • “Puedes hablar dos idiomas pero no me entiendes ahora.”
  • “What????”
  • I get the feeling he would drag your sorry ass to the gym late at night
  • “Gains, man.”
  • You only became willing to lift when Jaehyun promised he’d attend a fitness class with you
  • What the little bitch didn’t know is that he would end up going to a Zumba class
  • He’d surprise you with his mad dance skillz and enthusiasm during the class
  • Even the instructor was like damn boi when everyone saw his moves
  • Jaehyun had no idea how to twerk though so he kinda shook his ass a little bit
  • You’d walk everywhere together and get meals together a few times a week
  • Sometimes you’d complain about how everyone probably thought you two were dating
  • But Jaehyun would shrug it off
  • I mean it was true; everyone on your floor gossiped about you two sleeping together but you both pretended not to know
  • Eventually you agreed to go to a house party with him and good lord he’s so much fun to party with
  • He wasn’t the type of person to be seeking a cheap bang at parties at all
  • You kicked his ass at beer pong and you still won’t live it down
  • That night you got really, really drunk good lord
  • Somehow you ended up kissing a random guy but you didn’t even feel your lips ??
  • Jaehyun wasn’t having that shit and ushered you away from him
  • He got rather worried about you, claiming to know what those sort of guys want
  • You probably said some shit like “Fine, you can kiss me instead if you won’t let me kiss someone else.”
  • Yeah he got pretty quiet after that but stuck by your side
  • He’d take excellent care of you and basically force food down your throat
  • Like seriously he wouldn’t leave you afterwards until you drank two bottles of water
  • He’d be hesitant to leave you so he would end up sleeping on your rug overnight to make sure you made it through
  • You’d wake up in the morning and nearly step on him, causing him to wake up too
  • Yeah he’d tease you for a while about how nice you get when you’re drunk
  • Apparently you couldn’t stop complimenting everyone
  • “You told me I have a pretty face six times.”
  • The next time you went out Jaehyun got absolutely plastered for the first time
  • He’d start complaining about how you made out with that other guy and how inconsiderate it was for him
  • You’d be dancing later and he’d complain AGAIN about how you were dancing too sexy and would attract the wrong sort of attention
  • So you’d get drunk later on and both of y’all are clusterfucks for real
  • And you’d get back to the dorms and be an absolute messes together in his dorm
  • The two of you guys would fall asleep on his bed together, still wearing the same clothes
  • Like neither of y’all took off your damn shoes like
  • You’d wake up first with the literal worst hangover ever and find yourself wrapped in Jaehyun’s arms
  • You’d both panic like flailing
  • Somehow you’d get really comfortable with light cuddling after that
  • And find yourself talking about Jaehyun’s drunken protectiveness some time later
  • The bitch finally confesses that he got jealous of that random boy
  • And fucking kisses you randomly and murmur something about how you told him to do that when you were drunk
  • You’d punch him bc he should’ve done something weeks ago
  • Then kiss him again despite it bc let’s get real you’ve been in love with him
  • You wouldn’t be officially dating for a couple more days
  • But man he’d make a point to treat you to dinner though you were both broke as fuck
  • He said he hated skinship but he always either had his arm around your shoulders or held you hand
  • Not a lot would change though
  • Bc you’re still two best friends who mean the world to each other

Originally posted by rudesuga

a/n: “Could you do a Jungkook scenario where he transforms into a demon and then you too meet and you understand he’s different? You’re like best friends and then he turns you too and says that he loves you Thank you 💖” -anonalso slightly basing this off blue exorcist heh, and happy halloween!!

  • this isn’t really an au bc jungkook is a demon
  • ok ok ok so the thing about kook is that his mother was a demon and his father was human
  • the two met and you know they did their thing and jungkook wasn’t supposed to happen, it was pretty rare for human babies to survive in the womb of a demon and vice versa, but jungkook was a special case
  • immediately when he was born four months later (demon babies grow fast lmao), his parents knew there was something special about him
  • half demon babies that live genuinely have a 50/50 chance of coming out either human or demon
  • unfortunately, it was hard to tell in youth which one you had ended up with
  • it was imperative to keep an eye on him and since his father didn’t know jungkook’s full extent of capabilities yet, anything could set him off
  • his mother had decided to leave jungkook to his father to grow up human and ditched town never to be heard from again
  • it was tough on papa jeon
  • strangely though, for the first thirteen years, jungkook is pretty human
  • he’s got humanly brown eyes, humanly black hair, and a humanly lanky teenage body
  • kook’s dad was kind of in a place like “yeah he’s good he’s fine he’s human. he’s human.”
  • then the blue flames incident happened
  • blue flames are exclusive to half demons
  • they’re a tell of the danger and the power contained in a mortal being, and are considered as rare a sighting as the species they belong to
  • jungkook goes to a school but he’s not very good at making friends
  • most kids think he’s too quiet, too awkward, too strange
  • jungkook keeps to himself and yeah, its lonely, but he manages
  • everyday at lunch, jungkook goes to the library and reads
  • reading has always calmed him and helped immerse his overactive mind into something tangible and not dangerous
  • however some kids decide to corner jungkook before he gets there
  • they start saying some shit about how he never talks, that he’s some banished freak, that people crossed the street when they saw him and then one of them, a pastor’s kid, pulls out a flask
  • it’s fast, too fast for even jungkook, but the kid thrusts the flask jungkook’s way and a gulp of clear liquid hits his skin
  • it burns on contact, and jungkook hisses bc like that shit hurts and today has already been stressful and the only thing that he can do is read to calm himself but they’re blocking his way
  • the kids look on in awe, screaming “i knew it!! he is a demon baby!” and other stuff, still throwing holy water at him
  • jungkook is already losing what little patience he has left and they’ve cornered him in a dark, abandoned part of the school so he feels even more trapped
  • suddenly, his anger overtakes him and he just yells a resounding “stop!”
  • the kids around him start screaming in terror and when he opens his eyes, he’s enveloped in blue flames licking at his skin
  • it doesn’t hurt him
  • in fact… it feels comforting
  • the kids are freaking out though, and they run off leaving the flask of holy water behind in a puddle on the floor as jungkook takes in deep, scratchy breaths
  • he doesn’t even notice that someone else is in the hallway until his flames die down and he locks eyes with you
  • he’s seen you around, your nose stuck in a book before and after classes, the pretty girl with the comforting smile and warm laugh, the only kid in his whole grade that jungkook is sure wouldn’t ever judge him, or at least he hoped
  • you’re standing wide-eyed, clutching on to the skirt of your uniform as you stare from the holy water to jungkook a few times, eyebrows furrowed cutely
  • jungkook wholeheartedly expects you to run before he can explain himself, even though he knows he can’t, when you walk toward him carefully, kicking the flask of holy water out of the way and stopping a few feet in front of him
  • “…you… were you just covered in blue fire?” you ask him, not sure if you believe your own eyes yet
  • jungkook can’t lie so he stays silent, offering you a timid nod
  • you raise your hand and he subconsciously flinches away, but then you’re digging into your backpack and pulling out- hey, is that his favorite book??
  • you smile gently at him, bravely grabbing a hold of his hand before pushing the book into his palm “that’s pretty cool. i saw a disney movie about a guy with blue flames for hair, but he wasn’t as nice as you”
  • and then you just. skip away.
  • jungkook’s heart tightens with something unfamiliar but all he knows is he’s holding his favorite book, a book that you, the kindest girl in his grade, knew was his favorite book (he wasn’t sure how you knew either, he only ever read it in the comfort of the library by himself) and you had just seen him burst into blue flames only to brush it off like nothing
  • after that day, you start hanging out with jungkook and the bullies back off
  • you two begin to learn everything about each other, and you explain that you explore the library around lunch time too, and that you had seen jungkook cuddled up in a big chair once reading the very book he deemed his favorite and had become intrigued about him ever since
  • when he asked how you felt about the rumors and the “incident” you just shrugged it off like “its not that weird”
  • tbh he thinks you’re kind of weird for thinking its not weird but he’s happy you’re weird
  • you promise to never judge him and to help keep his secret, and when the bullies go blabbing to the principal saying that jungkook was a demon… well, would the principal take their word or yours, the straight a student with a flawless record?
  • yeah lol you used your status at school to keep jungkook safe
  • this didn’t stop for the next couple of years
  • as you two grew older and jungkook learned more and more about his power (both through meeting up with local demons and you aka the internet god) you two started to grow,,, close
  • faint brushes of lips against cheek
  • hands grabbing for each other unconsciously in school hallways
  • staring at each other when you think the other doesn’t know
  • also, to jungkook’s surprise, you were really interested about demons
  • like not just for his sake
  • you learned everything you could about them and relayed the information back to him with this excited gleam in your eyes and expressive hand gestures and jungkook honestly wanted to kiss you you were so cute
  • well he wanted to kiss you all the time but ANYWAY
  • one night you two are studying for an upcoming exam
  • he’s laid out across your bed with a book hovering over his head, using his power to keep it afloat and to flip the pages for him while you tap away at your computer for a english assignment
  • halfway through your studying session, you turn to jungkook apprehensively, twiddling your thumbs
  • “hey… kook… i found something new out about demons”
  • jungkook is so shocked by the sudden attention that he loses focus and his book hits him square in the face, drawing blood instantly
  • you squeak and begin to fuss over cleaning him up as jungkook swears he’s fine, just wanting you to go on
  • you’ve got a billion tissues pressed to his nose before you tell him “so, i read on this website that apparently demons can turn people into demons like vampires do”
  • and jungkook is half listening, still focusing on keeping his nose from bleeding more “oh really?”
  • “yeah, either demons can use their fangs to bite them or they can cut their wrist and feed the human subject their blood. pretty neat huh? they’d be considered half demon as well”
  • “wouldn’t that be like ¼ demon” he jokes, and you smack his arm as he tries to laugh, groaning when it strains his nose more
  • “im serious kook. imagine if all the half demons in the world got together and created more willing half demons!! you guys could become a whole new race”
  • “we’d be a whole new species” jungkook clarifies, finally pulling the tissues from his nose “and why would anyone wanna be half demon? you can’t enter a church without someone cursing the very ground you walk on, holy water is just water but it burns like acid, you can barely say go- ah, his name without feeling like you just bit into a hot pepper-” “turn me into a demon, jungkook”
  • the room falls silent
  • jungkook is frozen in the middle of balling up his tissues and staring at the red on his hands while you stare at his eyes, willing them to look up and at you
  • it stays silent for an uncomfortable couple of minutes, with jungkook attempting to fathom a reasonable reply and you squirming in your seat on the bed, part of you wishing you could just eat your words
  • what” is what he comes up with
  • “I’ve thought long and hard about it, and… being a half demon isn’t so bad you know? I’ve learned a lot of coping methods from you, and wouldn’t it be better if you had another fellow half demon hanging around you?” you try to reason, but jungkook is having like… none of it
  • “are you out of your go- fuck, out of your damn mind? why would I ever ruin your life like that???”
  • you furrow your eyebrows like you always do “its not… you wouldn’t be ruining my life”
  • “do you know how hard it is to look normal to people? to have to grow up with a dad who was left in the dark and all alone, having to raise a freak like me? i had nothing but you and good luck… i’m surprised i’m not dead at this point. and every moment… i’m trying to make sure that the power… that my blue flames… they dont take over and hurt someone i love. someone i care about” 
  • it seems jungkook had been hiding more from you than you had expected, because as close as you were, you had never known how he had felt about himself
  • you knew that he didn’t like his powers at first, sure, but you had assumed…
  • “kook… you aren’t a freak. you did not ask to be born this way, but look where you are now. you’re stronger than ever and you’re only getting better. and your dad loves you so, so much. i see it in his eyes every time he looks at you. he wants what’s best for you and just tries to do what he can to keep you safe. and i’m here, ill always be here to help you… i’m asking this of you not out of ignorance. i know the risks, i know the setbacks… but i know what i want. don’t ask me why, don’t call me crazy…all i’m asking for is you to give it a chance”
  • jungkook is silent again, but not for as long “what else does it say about it… what happens after you get changed?”
  • “i’ll be a newborn, and since you’d be the one changing me, i’d be attached to you for the rest of my life. i dont know much about newborns but!! i trust you can help me, and so can the other demons we know”
  • jungkook is seriously thinking it over, his thoughts flitting to your family and friends, to the future you’d be inevitably throwing away to become one of his kind
  • half demons weren’t bad, and in fact, did a lot to help maintain peace in the world, doing the dirty work everyone else didn’t see like keeping other supernatural creatures in check, so it was an honor to be one for sure
  • once you were trained, it was a piece of cake
  • that life… if you really wanted it…
  • “would you rather I bite you or feed you my blood?”
  • you jump a little in the air and quickly grin, smiling so hard that your cheeks begin to hurt “bite! bite is fine”
  • he seems somewhat reluctant as he gets up to kneel on the bed, and looks you over once before looking you in the eyes, and you’re frozen under his stare like always
  • the older that he’s gotten and the stronger he’s advanced in his demon abilities, the more his eyes have changed from the gentle brown you had seen that day back in junior high
  • they were lighter, almost verging on honey yellow, and they moved rapidly, taking in everything with a speed you could only imagine
  • they were breathtaking, and with him hovering over you like this, you couldn’t help hanging on to his every word “are you sure you want this? there’s no reversing this”
  • you nod your head once and fix yourself so that your neck is exposed
  • you wait with your eyes shut as silence carries, the tension so thick it closes around your throat like a hand
  • only when you’re being shoved back into the mattress do you realize that a hand really was around your neck
  • it isn’t choking you, rather keeping you in place as jungkook straddles your hips
  • he tilts your head this way and that before settling on a position, gingerly holding you still as he runs his fingers through your hair, “i’ll be gentle, alright?” he says, sounding much softer, like the timid jungkook you know and love
  • you nod, and he bites
  • it doesn’t hurt too much, though you do hiss through your teeth. as soon as jungkook hears he stops all movement, but you urge him to continue, hoping to get it over with as soon as possible
  • when he pulls back, there are two holes in the side of your neck, red and clean as the veins underneath pulse bright blue before fading
  • “hows it look? do you think i can get a tattoo right under it that says ‘a demon bit me’?”
  • your eyes are still shut until jungkook sighs against your neck, biting back a laugh, “i can’t believe i’m in love with a maniac”
  • you turn your head at the sound of “love”, though you seemed to have moved too fast when you hit jungkook in the nose with your forehead, making you both cry out in pain
  • jungkook sighs through a pained laugh, watching as you close your grip your forehead “did you… did you just say you were in love with me?” 
  • “i dont see any other crazy girls asking to get turned into demons like bella swan around here, do you?” “hey smart ass, at least i’m more practical that bella. i can handle myself” “your ultimate weapon is an internet browser” “without my wifi connection you would be helpless!” “you make it seem like its so hard to type on a computer-”
  • You stop jungkook mid sentence with a small, tentative peck on the lips, shocking him into silence as he looks at you
  • “i only kissed you to shut you up, now get off, you’re heavy” you lie, pushing at his shoulders, but the large boy doesn’t budge from his spot, caging you in with his arms as he sighs into your neck again, sending a shiver down your spine as his breath brushes the bite
  • “you never told me if you loved me back, you know” he whispers softly, his hand finding yours to play with your fingers
  • your hands are sweaty, and you hope he passes it off as the nervousness from being turned and not because of his close proximity, but was there any reason to hide it any more?
  • “i guess i maybe kind of tolerate you sort of” “hey!” you let out a soft, embarrassed giggle and look over at jungkook who’s smiling at you lazily, “fine. you win. i’m in love with you too” 
  • he grins in triumph and hugs you closer, resting his chin on top of your head instead of in the crook of your neck, his breath rustling the hairs on your head as he speaks, “ah, of course you are. im hot” “the flames of hell don’t count”

part two

Tough Love Pt 11

Hello my loves!!!! whoo hooooo here part 11 Enjoy .. I know I did writing it ;)

Warning: Bound to put you in the feels  @sparklemichele @readsalot73 @ariwolff14 @jaihardy @pathybo

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When I woke up I was alone. Just as I expected. Looking around the room I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I looked awful. I slung myself back down in the bed and tossed the covers over my entire body.  The only thing I wanted to do was sleep the day away. I needed a break from real life. I had just fallen back to sleep when I heard the bathroom door open. I didn’t move and through a tiny opening in the covers I watched Eric come out of the bathroom in his towel. I took everything in about him. I was drinking him into my soul. When his towel dropped I couldn’t help myself and I gasped biting my lip.

“You know, you really do have an amazing backside” I said pulling off the covers.  He looked over his shoulder and smirked. “So I’ve been told”.   “Ugh nothing but a common whore I see” I wiggled my eyebrows.  He turned around and I was rewarded with a full frontal view, which was ruined when he put his hands on his hips.  “Oh god, stop” I laughed.  He walked over to the dresser and put on some clothes. “Come on Dya, we’re going to be late” he said turning back around as he zipped up his pants.  “I’m not going” I declared, throwing the covers back over my head. “You can get up on your own or I can make you” I heard him say from under the covers. “My body hurts and I’m exhausted. Tell my father I’ve fallen ill.” I mumbled. Eric snatched the covers off the bed. “Sorry Sir, I Tongue-fucked your daughters pussy so hard she can hardly walk so she won’t be joining us” He smirked. “On second thought, I’m awake” I said jumping out of bed. I watched Eric laugh while I rushed around the room to find something to wear. When I got dressed Eric frowned. “You look like a bum with white hair” he walked up to me and grabbed my face. “Beautiful” he stared at me but I felt like he was staring inside my soul. “That’s it I’m changing” I squirmed in his hand. “We don’t have time for you to change lets go” he pulled me out of the bedroom and out of the front door.

On the way to my father’s office I pulled my long hair into a ponytail. He stopped me outside the door and planted a long and deep kiss on my stunned lips. When the doors slid open. He stepped forward and I followed behind him.  “Eric, it’s good to see you” My father smiled and Eric nodded his head.

 “Aadya. You look well” he addressed me. “Father” I frowned. I was still cross with him from our last meeting. I had been perfectly fine with only seeing him once a month and now I’d seen him twice in one week. “Why have you called us here?” I pressed, eager to get this conversation over with.  “I wish to invite you both to mine and Madalia’s engagement dinner” he said. I blanched at his statement “I have to work” I said plainly. “I haven’t even told you when it will be!” My father said. “We would be honored to attend” Eric said in a stern voice. I looked up at him my eyes aflame. “You might be honored but I have prior engagements no matter what day it is. I have no desire to attend your frivolous attempt to replace my mother” I turned on my heels. “Aadya.. I would never try to replace your mother” he said in a soft voice. “You already have” I said closing the door behind me.  

I could hear Eric’s footsteps behind me. “Aadya STOP!” he called, catching up to me he snatched my arm and spun me around. “Don’t!” I snatched my arm out of his grip. “You’re behaving like a young girl!” He yelled.  “NO, you don’t get a say in my behavior when it comes to my father! He just met that woman and now they’re engaged! I will not be a part of it, I WONT!” I was so worked up that my face felt hot. “This isn’t about you or me; it’s about the happiness of your father! How can you be so selfish?” I turned away from him and stormed down the hallway. “Yeah run the fuck off!  THAT’S WHAT YOUR GOOD AT!” I stopped and turned around. Running at Eric I smashed my fist into his stomach. “IM GOOD AT A LOT OF THINGS!” he was on me in one second. Rushing me I ended up on my ass. When his fist came down I rolled out of the way quickly but I was stuck in between his legs. “I Fucking Hate You” I huffed.  He stood up and pulled me up with him. “We are going to your father’s dinner! You will stop being a Bitch!” he said pointing a finger at me. “Get your damn finger out of my face!” I warned him. Nothing bothered me more than being pointed at in an argument. “Or what!” he challenged.  I grabbed Eric’s finger and yanked it down so hard I heard it pop out of place. I watched him drop to his knees as I held on to his finger. As he screamed I stood over him “I told you to get your finger out of my face” I yanked on his finger one more time and then dropped his hand.

He took a deep breath and popped his finger back into place and I watched his hand go from tan to purple. When he stood up he looked furious and I took a step back. He stepped up to me and flexed his fingers.  “No woman has ever brought me to my knees” he reached under my ass and lifted me in his arms. My shirt was over my head along with his before we even reached the elevator. Eric pressed the stop button and looked at me “There’s cameras in here are you scared?”  I looked up at the corner of the elevator and then back at Eric shaking my head no.  He backed me up in to the cold elevator wall. From the moment he shoved his cock into me, his eyes never left mine. It was the most intense thing I had ever experienced, a challenge if you will. I wrapped my arms around him and my black polished finger slipped into his mouth as he used one arm to brace us against the wall. “Fuck me harder Eric” I begged. A sinister glint appeared in his eyes as he slowed down and thrust with so much force I was forced to break the connection. I leaned my head back up against the wall. I could feel myself coming with no warning. The wave started from the tip of my toes and made every hair on my skin stand. I felt Eric come shortly after I started to. Pulling me back from the elevator wall he set me on my feet and he caught me right as my legs gave out. After he fixed himself he turned to press the go button and up into his arms I went Bridal style.

Eric had to attend to the initiates so we both went our separate ways when the doors opened.  I was grinning to myself when I thought about the show security surveying team just got and I was sure it would be saved. I decided to take a trip to the infirmary. I needed to get another shot for my Birth control. When I walked in they saw me straight away. “Hello Aadya, what can we do for you today” a perky young dauntless asked. “I just need my monthly shot for Birth control” I said sternly. “Right this way” she pulled back a curtain. “I just need to draw some blood” she pulled out a syringe and drew blood from my right arm. Slipping away she placed the blood into the analyzer. A machine on the left started humming and then a slip of blue paper slipped out a slot on the front. She pulled the slip and her eyes got big and then she smiled.

“It looks like we will have to put a hold on your Birth Control shots Aadya” she came close.  “Is everything alright?” I asked calmly “Everything is fine. You’re in perfect health as always” she paused. ‘But…” I prompted. “You are pregnant” she said and I swear her words echoed around that small room.  My world stopped. I felt like I was under a thousand pounds of bricks. I placed my hand to my chest and the nurse was by my side in an instant. “Is it too late to terminate?” I asked. “No. If you are sure I can present you with a pill that will terminate the cell right away” Her eyes were kind but sad. “I want it and I don’t want anyone to know” I said barely above a whisper.  After I left the infirmary I felt like I was walking in slow motion. The pregnancy was terminated almost instantly. I had her run my blood work to check. The selfish part of my brain wanted to keep this all to myself but I knew if I didn’t tell Eric it would drive me crazy. I despised lying so much that growing up my father swore I should have been in Candor.  When I got to the apartment Eric was waiting for me.

“I brought you something” He said holding out a black small box. “You may want to hold on to that” I frowned. I was pretty sure that he wouldn’t want to give me anything except a concussion when he found out what I had done today.  “What’s wrong?” his eyes searched mine.  “We need to be careful when it comes to intimacy” I said in a stern voice. I knew that I had to maintain my composure during this entire conversation because of the sensitivity of the subject.  He made it very clear about his future plans for us. “Meaning? You are on Birth control right?” he frowned.  “I am but, the gaps between the shots were too long and we conceived a child Eric” I paused as the shock crossed his face. “And then I had it terminated” the word rang out into the air like the first war cry in a battle.  “WHY? AND WHY DIDN’T YOU CONSULT WITH ME FIRST?” his voice was deep and sent chills down my spine.  “Why on earth would I. we are not in any union and it is my body” I said plainly. “GOD DAMNIT YOU ARE THE MOST SELFISH PERSON I KNOW! HOW COULD THINK I DID NOT HAVE A FUCKING SAY AADYA!?” Eric’s face was red and his hands were balled tightly by his side.  “What would you have had me do? Certainly you did not expect me to have a child born out of wedlock. I have a faction to run I don’t have time for children!” I shouted. “Listen to what you’re saying! Every sentence starts with “I” instead of WE and I am fucking tired of it!” he yelled. “THEN LEAVE!” I shouted back.

 Eric stomped up to me in two strides and grabbed me by my shoulders. I winced from the pain.  “When are you going to get it through your brain that you belong to me” he snatched my chin like always. “I did not want to treat you this way but now I have to” Eric released me and reached into his pocket pulling out the black box from before, he placed it in my hand. “Open it. Now” not wanting to anger him even more I did as he demanded.  Inside the box was a beautiful black pendant. It sparkled like a thousand suns and I gasped. “It’s beautiful” Eric stepped forward and motioned for me to turn around. I lifted my ponytail so he could put it on.  After he finished he lifted his hand to my neck roughly. “You will go to your room. From this moment forward we are not equal. You will obey me.  You status as Faction Leader will not be compromised in public. Am I in any way unclear?” he asked and I nodded my head no.  He released me again and I went straight to the bedroom. He closed the door behind me.  I walked over to my bed and lay down.  Looking up at the ceiling I started to think about everything I had done to get where I was today, but where was I? I was locked in my own room by a man whom wanted more than anything to be my companion. Or was I trapped here by my own resistance to let my guard down? Had I lost my will to fight? Was I even still me? How long would I let this last? Rolling on to my stomach, I realized that everything Eric had said about me was true. I had always been selfish, even when I was a young child. Four and I would fight every single day over my refusal to share anything. I felt very confused. Pulling the covers over my head while fully dressed I could feel the former parts of myself slip away. Everyone wanted different things from me. I have never felt more alone in my life..


Genre: smut

Warnings: sex

Word Count: 3,873 (this turned out to be way longer than i thought it would)


A/N: this was meant to be a quick smut fic but ended up as a sort of fluffy first time fic but with rough sex too (ignore the bit at the end it was like 1am when i finished writing this and i was losing my mind) but i tried to make it realistic dont throw things at me pls

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anonymous asked:

thoughts on kenji kishimoto pls???

omg anon who are lets me friends omg im crying yes

  • kenji my son, my husband, my boyfriend who spits in my mouth
  • 100/10 would bang kenji kishimoto
  • if juliette didn’t exist i would pray every night for kenji and warner to bang
  • peoples reaction to the new books like: wARNETTE. While im like kenJI
  • more kenji 2k17
  • everyones not talking about this but they should like a line in the synopsis for restore me is “When tragedy hits, who will she become? Will she be able to control the power she wields and use it for good?”
  • Like nothing better happen to kenji. IF KENJI IS HARMED I SWEAR TO GO d
  • kenji protection squad
  • also did i mention that i would bang kenji because i definitely would
  • kenji can deck me and i’d cry and tell him do it more
  • I love how sarcastic he is like yes my son yes

    All you do is sit around and think about your feelings. You’ve got problems. Boo-freaking-hoo,” he says. “Your parents hate you and it’s so hard but you have to wear gloves for the rest of your life because you kill people when you touch them. Who gives a shit?” He’s breathing hard enough for me to hear him. “As far as I can tell, you’ve got food in your mouth and clothes on your back and a place to pee in peace whenever you feel like it. Those aren’t problems. That’s called living like a king. And I’d really appreciate it if you’d grow the hell up and stop walking around like the world crapped on your only roll of toilet paper. Because it’s stupid,” he says, barely reining in his temper. “It’s stupid, and it’s ungrateful. You don’t have a clue what everyone else in the world is going through right now. You don’t have a clue, Juliette. And you don’t seem to give a damn, either.” I swallow, so hard. “Now I am trying,” he says, “to give you a chance to fix things. I keep giving you opportunities to do things differently. To see past the sad little girl you used to be—the sad little girl you keep clinging to—and stand up for yourself. Stop crying. Stop sitting in the dark counting out all your individual feelings about how sad and lonely you are. Wake up,” he says. “You’re not the only person in this world who doesn’t want to get out of bed in the morning. You’re not the only one with daddy issues and severely screwed-up DNA. You can be whoever the hell you want to be now.
    You’re not with your shitty parents anymore. You’re not in that shitty asylum, and you’re no longer stuck being Warner’s shitty little experiment. So make a choice,” he says. “Make a choice and stop wasting everyone’s time. Stop wasting your own time. Okay?”   
  • also his humOR:

“Who’s Bruce Lee?”
“Who’s Bruce Lee?” Kenji asks, horrified. “Oh my God. We can’t even be friends anymore.” 

“I am going to MURDER YOU—”
“No,” he says, pointing at me as he shifts backward again. “Bad Juliette. You don’t like to kill people, remember? You’re against that, remember? You like to talk about feelings and rainbows—” 

“Hey, um, I’m sorry to bother you, but I’m looking for a friend of mine,“ he says. “Have you seen her? She’s a tiny little thing, cries a lot, spends too much time with her feelings-”
“Shut up, Kenji!”
“Oh wait!” he says. “It is you.”

“So that’s it?” Kenji says. “You just like him for his personality, huh?”
“All of this,” Kenji says, waving a hand in the air, “has nothing to do with him being all sexy and shit and him being able to touch you all the time?”
“You think Warner is sexy?”
“That is not what I said.”

“Can you, like, see invisible people, too?”
“No,” Warner says to him, eyes focused in front of him. “I can feel your presence. Hers, most of all.”
“Really?” Kenji says. “That’s some weird shit. What do I feel like? Peanut butter?”

“I’m not falling for Warner,“ I say quietly.
"Sure you aren’t.”
“I’m not,” I insist. “I’m just– I don’t know.” I sigh. “I don’t know what’s happening to me.”
“They’re called hormones.”
I shoot him a dirty look. "I’m serious.”
“Me too.” He cocks his head at me. “That’s like, biological and shit. Scientific. Maybe your lady bits are scientifically confused.”
“My lady bits?”
“Oh, I’m sorry” - Kenji pretends to look offended - “would you rather I use the proper anatomical terminology? Because you lady bits do not scare me-”

“You know, I can sort of control it now,“ I tell him, beaming. "I can moderate my strength levels.”
“Good for you. I’ll buy you a balloon the minute the world stops shitting on itself.”

Kenji clears his throat. "Hey–guys? Your loin passion is grossing out the little ones.”

“When are you putting me down?” he counters, no longer amused. “I mean, I’ve got an excellent view of your ass from here, but if you don’t mind me staring -”
I drop him without thinking.
“Goddammit, Juliette - what the hell -”

“I’m sure he is fine,“ Kenji is saying to me. "He probably just got hung up doing whatever it is he’s doing. You know, commandering and shit.”
“Commandering isn’t a word.”
“It has letters, doesn’t it? Sounds like a word to me.”

“I have a pretty spectacular face.”

“Back to work. And this time, focus. You’re not an ape. Don’t just throw your shit everywhere.”

“The man is moody as hell.”
“I am not moody—”
“Yeah, bro.” Kenji puts his utensils down. “You are moody. It’s always ‘Shut up, Kenji.’ ‘Go to sleep, Kenji.’ ‘No one wants to see you naked, Kenji.’ When I know for a fact that there are thousands of people who would love to see me naked—”

“Have you ever had a girlfriend, Kenji?”
“What?” He looks mortally offended. “Do I look like the kind of guy who’s never had a girlfriend? Have you even met me?”

“Please—please get up—and lower your voice—”
“Hell no.”
“Why not?” I’m pleading now.
“Because if I lower my voice, I won’t be able to hear myself speak. And that,” he says, “is my favorite part.”

“Okay, hold up,” he says, turning to block my path. “We both know there’s no way you haven’t noticed all of this” — he gestures to himself — “so if you’re trying to play games with me, I should let you know up front that it’s not going to work.”
“What?” I frown. “What are you talking abou—”
“You can’t play hard to get, kid.” He raises an eyebrow. “I can’t even touch you. Takes ‘hard to get’ to a whole new level, if you know what I mean.”
“Oh my God,” I mouth, eyes closed, shaking my head. “You are insane.”
He falls to his knees. “Insane for your sweet, sweet love!”

Kenji snorts.“That’s because you’re not fragile,” Kenji says. “If anything, everyone needs to protect themselves from you. You’re like a freaking beast,” he says. Then adds, “I mean, you know—like, a cute beast. A little beast that tears shit up and breaks the earth and sucks the life out of people.”

“You know, you have a really strange way of telling me you’re attracted to me.”

“Damn,” Kenji says after a moment. “Damn damn damn. This shit is bananas”

“Son of a motherless goat!”

“So, let me get this straight,” Winston says. “Our plan is basically seduce the soldiers and civilians of Sector 45 into fighting with us?”
Kenji crossed his arms. “Yeah, it sounds like we’re going to go all peacock and hope they find us attractive enough to mate with." 

°☆。 ❛ — prompt list #01: 2 broke girls inspired
  1. “Hey, when you get a second, stop looking at my boobs.”
  2. “You’re an A. He kinda seems like a B.”
  3. “I thought you’d be at home feeling bad for yourself, not feeling your bad self.”
  4. “Hello, reason I do two hour phone therapy sessions every Wednesday.”
  5. “Don’t look at me like that, everyone masturbates.”
  6. “And text me next time. This whole talking thing is insane!”
  7. “I know your idea of fine dining is a ham and cheese hot pocket.”
  8. “You don’t have to be embarrassed in front of me, I’ve seen worse.”
  9. “Don’t get attached.”
  10. “When you went through that toilet looking for my earring, I knew I found my soulmate.”
  11. “Sorry, I wasn’t listening. I was staring at my new boyfriend over there.”
  12. “I’ll ride you home on my bicycle like a real man.”
  13. “You look so beautiful, I forgot how bad your personality is.”
  14. “It finally happened. Someone doesn’t want to have sex with me.”
  15. “Dude, don’t make me hit you.”
  16. “Just so you know, I’m not a hooker.”
  17. “And I should have told you four years ago, but I thought we wouldn’t last a month. But then we did. And then another month. And I’m still not sure how this happened, we became best friends.”
  18. “I really liked him. I did what you said and I let him get to know me. I’m never doing that again.”
  19. “I’m not wearing a bra and I think my thong is on backwards.”
  20. “Maybe this is the universe’s way of telling you to stop doing drugs.”
  21. “Cheat on me once, shame on you. Cheat on me twice, your balls are in a jar.”
  22. “Damn, girl, you look good. What you doing later? Can I get your number?”
  23. “Oh, shoot, now I’m gay.”
  24. “I will do anything for that girl.”
  25. “I’m sorry, have we met?”
  26. “I’m not good with faces I never want to see again.”
  27. “Sorry about the entire experience.”
  28. “You’re so beautiful. I don’t tell you that enough.”
  29. “Yo, did you just ask me to marry you?”
  30. “You can’t seriously be into him.”
  31. “He looks like someone in a boy band.”
  32. “He’s going in one direction, down there.”
  33. “What you need is a good nine inches.”
  34. “I was masturbating.”
  35. “I don’t have sex in beds, that’s where I eat.”
  36. “My pants kept saying ‘take me off,’ and I was like 'no, pants!’”
  37. “Well, I’m pretty classy, so…anal?”
  38. “I’m not ready to live without you.”
  39. “I need a break.”
  40. “Not seeing you 24 hours, 7 days a week would kill me!”
  41. “You know I don’t hold hands.”
  42. “You are the one person I care most about.”
  43. “So you’re not sick of me?”
  44. “That’s the first time you’ve said I love you.”
  45. “You’re the only person in the entire world I am not sick of.”
  46. “Your knowledge of these superhero movies is kinda turning me on right now.”
  47. “Are you about to come over here and touch me?”
  48. “You’re very cute when you’re worried.”
  49. “I can’t have another idiot up my ass right now. It’s at capacity.”
  50. ( anon’s choice of any line from the show )
Written on the wrist - Dean Winchester x Reader - Chapter 7 (French Mistake/Soulmates AU)

Title: Written on the wrist

Pairing: Dean Winchester x Reader

Word count: 5,832

Warnings: None

Prompts: Your Imagine getting zapped to the Supernatural universe and meeting Dean.” imagine is perfection!! Please please write a mini story or something based on it! It would be so good! P.S. You are one of the best writers whose stories I follow! :)

Im so glad requests are open! What about a readerxdean with French mistake reader whose soulmate is Dean?? Maybe soul mates have each other’s names on their arms so her name is on his arm and she enters the spn universe and he gets nervous because she doesn’t have his name on her arm since she’s from a different world?? I’ve never seen this done before so I think it might be nice to see! and your writing is amazing! Thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️

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And the temptation was so big, too big for you to resist anymore. Crazy or not, embarrassing as hell or not -because ohyou were going to blush fifty shades of red at this -you just couldn’t stop yourself. You just wanted- no you needed to lean in and press your lips to his.

The hunger was just too much and Dean- well it didn’t help that he pretty much had the looks of a god or something. And those lips, you knew they were going to be your breaking point, but damn it at that moment everything of his made you feel drawn to him. It wasn’t the first time, sure you’ve had this weird connection ever since the beginning (hell maybe even before you met him), but at this moment it was stronger. So so much stronger you couldn’t even think straight.

And maybe you didn’t have to, after all.

“Hey guys! We’re-” Sam’s voice and the door almost bursting open made you jump from your place and hurry to move away from Dean. You were very sure you looked like a deer caught on headlights and at that moment your entire face felt as if it was on fire. You pulled your hand away from his, almost instantly missing the contact, and you could swear for a moment that you saw a look of disappointment on Dean’s face. But he quickly tried to cover it up.

“Back…” Sam trailed off, a frown setting on his face as he took on the flustered state you were in and how awkward Dean looked at that moment.

“Oh y-yeah? Did you get something?” Dean asked with maybe just a little more interest than he should.

“Uh maybe, I am not all that sure. You can tell me too.” he said, his eyes still narrowed though as he looked between the two of you.

“Where’s- where’s Cas?” you asked, although it was mostly to keep your mind occupied and certain thoughts from entering again. You were practically struggling to not look at Dean’s direction, much less do something else.

“Oh he’s-” Sam looked for a moment behind him and only then did the blue-eyed angel appear behind him.

“Hello.” he gave you a small nod, looking between you and Dean “You must be (Y/n), right? Sam talked to me about you.” he gave you one of his awkward grins and for the first time you were glad your fangirl part took over and you forgot for a second how you were feeling about Dean at that moment.

“Oh my Chuck- Gosh- God- Sorry.” you began stuttering before you could even comprehend it and you knew that at this point you shouldn’t let out what you knew “H-Hi.” you breathed out a little shakily, smiling awkwardly at him “Sorry about that.”

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You. (Dean X Reader Soulmate AU)

Short Story Description: Set in supernatural universe. You wake up one day, with no memory or knowledge as to how you got in the middle of a forest. All you know is youre a hunter and a good one. Almost getting killed, however, leads to you meeting the boys. Dean, instantly, feels different with you as you feel different with him. You fall in love, and knowing you have the name ‘Dean’ on your wrist calms you. But without being able to tell Dean your name, you panic. Little did you know, Dean already knows your name.

Characters: Dean, Sam, Reader, Castiel

Word Count: 2158

Warnings: ⚠ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠ Angst, fluff, self-hate, self-harm, jealousy

A/N: So, this chapter is pretty intense. When i started this story, it was my venting tool. Now that there’s people who actually like it, I’m happy. The reader is based on me. So alot of things that reader says and describes are self feelings. All of the chapter below is everything thats happened to me regarding reader’s feelings and what she does to herself. I hope this isn’t a trigger for anyone. If so, im so sorry. I hope that you guys like this chapter.

Chapter One | Chapter Two | Chapter Three | Chapter Four | Chapter Five | Chapter Six

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Chapter Seven


I don’t know how long it’s been since (Y/n) fell asleep. I’m not complaining though. Its quite nice to have her sleeping peacefully near me. I could feel her chest slowly rise and fall. The small noises she made when she moved. The way her face would scrunch up randomly. It was beautiful. As I was driving to the bunker, I pretty much smiled the whole damn way. “You don’t know what you do to me (Y/n), god, how is it that you’re here with me right now ?” I whispered to her because I didn’t want to risk waking her up. I sighed contently, and kept rubbing her soft hair. She moaned. That gave me shivers and a slight erection which I hoped it went the freak away. I cannot let her already know how much control she has over me. I would do anything for her. Seeing her, asleep, at peace, I’d do everything to make sure she always feels and looked this way. But if she’s with me, that will never happen. Dammit, Dean. Be happy the girl is actually here. Your soulmate ! She’s here ! She’s yours. I can protect her. I’ll do everything to make sure she’s happy but that won’t be with me. I drove in silence, listening to (Y/n)’s soft breathing until I reached the bunker. I slowly got out of the car, making sure to not wake (Y/n) up. I went to her side of the car and slowly, picked her up and took her inside. It was night and dark. When I finally got to the door, I somehow was able to open it, carrying precious cargo inside. I slowly walked and took her to her room where I laid her down slowly. I took off her jacket, her shoes and everything else that isn’t considered pajamas. As I was walking out, I almost face planted into Castiel.

“Cas, what the hell ?!”

“Dean, why are you whispering ?”

“(Y/n) is asleep.”


“Cas, we need to talk.”

“OK Dean, but first I need to tell you something.”

“Ok, shoot.”

“Why would I shoot you Dean ?”

“No, Cas, its a figure of speech, it mea- just never mind, what do you need to tell me ?”

“Dean, you aren’t worthy of her love.” That’s when my rage took over. I wasn’t worthy of her love ? I mean, I didn’t want her to be stuck with me, but I’m sure as hell ain’t letting this angel make me look like an ass.

“I’m not worthy ?” As I said this, I realized I couldn’t have said it anymore venomous than it came out.

“No, you’re not. That’s why my name is on her wrist as well. However, I thought I’d be best if she didn’t have me in her life, but I realized she needs me more than she needs you.” Every word that came out of his mouth stung and cut me up inside.

“Well, guess what ? My name was there first. She belongs to me.”

“She was given a second chance. She has a chance to not be doomed. I wish I could’ve realized this sooner. Before everything I did.” I couldn’t stop myself from clenching my jaw so hard, I felt like a Ken barbie doll. My hands immediately went into fists. It took all my might to not punch him right there and then.

“What. Did. You. Do ?” Every word came out angrier than the last.

“I thought it would be best if I erased all of her memories of the last five years. All the years that included me in her life. When we met, when we fell in love, when she had a choice to be with me, but she was weak. Not even my grace could heal her. She was broken inside. She was hurting. I just, I didn’t want her to have memories of those hard times.”

“So, you’re the reason she’s like this ? Does Bobby know ?”


“Ok, well he’s gonna beat your ass.”

“I know he will be angry, but I believed it was for the best.”

“Well, it wasn’t, but you did it, you screwed her up. I’m willing to help her be her again.” And it was in that moment that I realized, I wasn’t going to leave her side. I just, couldn’t. She was my world now. And I was gonna take damn good care of it despite, what everyone, or angel, says. “Well, screw you Cas, I’m gonna be here for her.”

“Dean, I don’t want to fight.”

“I’d fight for her any day.”

“Fine, its war Dean. She will be mine. I will get her and she will be mine.”

“Not if I win her first.”

“What the hell ?” This voice was one that would make me melt, but in this moment, it filled me with fear. It sounded so, broken. “I’m not some item.” My eyes quickly turned to see a beautiful tearstained girl looking at me and Cas. “I’m not some trophy or property to be won and shelved. So you can both go and screw yourselves. ” she quickly pushed past me and ran towards Sam’s room. She slammed the door and I could hear her angrily, telling, practically yelling, to Sam what just happened. I was stunned. I couldn’t speak. I screwed up badly.


“Sam, they were talking about me like if I was some t-trophy or item, they had no respect whatsoever ! And I found out why I can’t remember anything !” Sam just watched you as you walked back and forth and ranted. Sincerely, you had woken and scared the crap out of him. He was worried from the moment he saw you pressed against the door.

“It was Castiel, he did this to me.” Your eyes began to water again, which made it worse. “He said, he s-said I was broken.” You couldn’t stop crying. Sam stood up from his bed right away and engulfed you in a big hug. Thats when you began sobbing. “I, Sam, I have to show you something.” Sam pulled away enough to hold you closely at arms length. You slowly moved back and took the shirt you were wearing slowly off. The moment his eyes landed on your body, they were wide. Full of fear, of mixed emotions, of hurt, of anger, of anything that wasn’t good. You were vulnerable infront of Sam. You had no idea why you trusted him so much. You had only met him the day before, but god, did he feel like that brotherly, father type you ever so needed in your life. His staring and wide eyes made you extremely self-conscious, as if you weren’t already. You began to cry. “Im sick Sam, and I can’t be helped.”

The tears in your eyes wouldn’t stop falling down your face. Sam was breathless. Eventually, you turned on the light only revealing everything else, which made Sam cry with you. He dealt with monsters, with spirits, with demons, he had scars of his own, but he’d be lying if what he saw didn’t break his heart. When you removed your shirt, he was shocked. He didn’t want to do anything. He just didn’t see you that way, and you were his brother’s soulmate. He couldn’t do that. But the moment he saw your bruised, cut up, scarred skin, he couldn’t help but stare, wide eyed. When you said you were sick, it didn’t click to him at first. But the moment he saw your skin covered in lines, so many lines, he knew you weren’t in a healthy state of mind. After a long time of quietness, you explained your theory to Sam. You were a cutter. These, could never be hunting scars. These were from internal battles you always lost too. You concluded, you were depressed. And the jumpiness and uncontrollable panics, was anxiety. It was the only reasonable explanation. Once you had turned on the light, it only made everything much more exposed. Upon your thighs, you had an endless amounts of dark, faded lines going in every direction, and covering, almost, every inch of skin. Your stomach wasn’t a great sight either. It burned you so much to see soo many self harmed places. Your arms weren’t pretty, your stomach neither, you legs were bad, and even, your ankles took a pretty bad beating. What Castiel said was right. You felt broken. You looked broken. You were broken.


After she left to Sammy’s room, Castiel poofed of to God knows where. I was standing alone inside of her temporary room. I couldn’t believe we had argued about her if she was a toy. I wanted to cry. The last damn thing I’d want her to think was that she wasn’t worth every fight. I can’t bare the thought of hurting her, but losing her was worse. She was mine. She was meant to be mine. I have to protect. No, i need to. Shes someone who ive been waiting for my whole life. I just… Dean, snap out of it ! Shell suffer with you, youll break her more. I can’t do this to her. She doesn’t deserve crap like me. Im nothing compared to her. She was worth everything. I cant hurt her. I’ll keep her away. Thats the only solution. I stood up from her bed and slowly walked to my room.


I need to save (Y/n) before he hurts her. She broken. I need to heal her. I need her to be safe. Shes the reason for my existence. Flying to the nearest motel, i stood in the room observing my suroundings. She needs me. I need her. I will fight for her. If Dean will declare war for her, i will fight.


As i fell asleep in Sam’s bed, feeling safe, i felt like crying everything i had inside of me. I hope that everything i believed was the answer, wasn’t. I slowly drifted off to sleep, thinking of what i have dont to myself. The pain, the stupidity, the want for in the moment pleasure. The swift movement of the object, creafting a swift line of red across your skin. The suddent feeling of a sharp object on your arms jolts you awake. You felt the blade cross your skin, again and again. It burned inside. You looked at your arm and it was as clean as it could but the burning, new cut sensation fueled uour body for more. It felt like ecstasy. One minute you were terrified of this sudden hunger for pain, but it made you feel good to know, it was going to be over soon. You slowly stood from Sam’s bed and walked to the kitchen. You looked for a sharp object. You found the knife drawer. You grabbed the sharpest one and sat down, back to the wall. You slowly placed the blade up to your skin, hesitating a few seconds before merely slicing your skin, over and over. You couldn’t control yourself. It felt like you were trapped in yoir brain. Nobody being able to hear you. “(Y/n) ? Wha- (Y/N)!!!” Dean practically pranced to your side. You had cut up both of your arms very badly. You had lost blood, but not enough to be considered fatal.

Dean carried you, practically running to the library. Setting you down on the table, he ran for alcohol and gauze wraps. He had never seen this side of you. It was as if you were in a trance you couldn’t be awoken from. You watched Dean and you screamed from the inside for him to save you, to free you. He didnt hear you. You watched as he cleaned you and wrapped you. You had knocked out unconsciously.


When i heard noise in the kitchen, i thought it was Sam. However, walking into what i saw, was the one thing my mind feared of most: losing her. She had a knife in one hand, and on the other, blood. She was covered in it. She was hurting herself. After cleaning her up, i picked her up softly and took her to my room. I set her down and practically ran for Sam. “SAMMY !”

“Dean, c-calm down.” He immediately stood and reached for my shoulder to get me less tense.

“Sammy, i almost lost her. She almost-” i swallowed the words before saying them. His eyes showed those of concern and pure fear. “She cut herself, badly, and, she has s-scars all over !” Sam stayed quiet. “Sam, why are you quiet ?”

“Dean, she, uh” he couldn’t finish. I saw the tears silently forming in his eyes.

“Shes sick, Dean.” And i swear, in that moment, every ounce of my being came crashing down. My world was broken. She was not ok, i was not ok.

Baby, ill save you. I promise.

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Request: Hey! I was wondering if you could do a Kai Parker Imagine where the reader is taken as a hostage kind of thing by him, they get to know each other and he beings to feel comfortable around her? And he decided to let her go if she goes on a date with him? Xx

Pairing: ReaderXKai

Word Count: 1.8K

Warnings: None really…

Authors Note: Thank you so much for requesting! Sorry for the lack of imagines, Im in my final year at school and there is just a lot of pressure and homework egh meaning its hard to find time to write… so I hope you understand ☺️anyways I hope you enjoy ❤️ Ps. Kai is just aghhhh 🙌🏼



Originally posted by celestialviolets

*GIF is not mine*


With a bag over your head, the feeling of suffocation taking over your body was starting to make you shake. Your last memory was…

“Hey! Y/n!” You hear Matt yell from behind the bar.

“Yeh?” you questioned whist turning to face him.

“Don’t forget your shift starts at 7 tomorrow morning” he yawned whilst drying a wine glass.

You just nodded and headed out, that’s when the darkness hit….

“Well well well, I guess that my little Salvatore is finally awake, I have heard many stories about you” You heard a strange voice chuckle from behind. Shuffling followed, the sudden outburst of noise, You could sense them getting closer.

“You know my name not my story” You hissed as the bag was ripped off from your face. You rolled your eyes at the face that was staring at you.

“Oooo I have a feisty one” he grinned and knelt down to match your eye level.

His face seemed familiar, You couldn’t put a finger on it….. Literally. The sudden sting from the vervain soaked ropes made you grimace.

“So who are you, and what do you want?” You asked rather calmly , his face suddenly changed as he saw you wince but he shook it off.

“I’m Kai Parker, a sociopath and I was going to kill you” ‘Kai’ smiled and patted my knee.

I flinched at the contact and he put his hands up in defense as he stood up.

“Hey! I said ‘was’. Don’t be a sour lemon” He giggled, You rolled your eyes yet again at the stupid humor you were forced to put up with.

“Could you just let me go?” You sighed.

He shook his head and wagged his finger.

“No can do missy, just because I might not kill you doesn’t mean I’ll let you go that easily” Kai walked towards the door.

You stared at the ceiling and he spoke again.

“I’ll get you some food, then the fun will start!” he laughed and the door slammed shut.

You sighed again and fiddled with the rope that tied my hands together. You had Kai’s damn face in your head even though he wasn’t in the room.

You weren’t going to lie, you found his features highly attractive and strangely intriguing. It was concerning, very concerning.

5 minutes passed and the door swang open, Kai walked in holding two bags.

“I got you two types of blood, O- and B+” he stated and held them both out.

“I would’ve thought you already know which blood type I prefer” You said sarcastically.

“Oh I do, but I didn’t want to seem creepy” Kai said as he placed the O- bag on your lap. He threw the other out of the door.

He walked up to you slowly and tilted his head.

“Ok, so because you don’t have hands I’m going to have to feed you this” he tutted, as if it was your fault that your hands were tied behind your back, and picked the bag back up.

He took a knife out of his pocket and slit the top of the bag, then he brought it to your mouth.

“Open wide” he chuckled which caused you to smirk.

Kai’s hand scraped my chin and You lunged forward with your fangs. Biting his hand hard enough to make him fell back.

“Ohhh she bites!” He grinned and grabbed his hand.

You sent him a warning look. A never touch me again look.

“Look, I only want you to drink something. If you don’t want that, then ok” he sassed, with a concerned expression. He moved to the closest chair and sat so that he was facing you.

“So, are you going to explain why i’m here?” you say sighing, this wasn’t the first time you had been 'kidnapped’, in fact the last time you were it was 1987. You had managed to get into a it of bother with so werewolves, no biggie.

“Ah! Right! So, basically Im pissed at your brother Damon because he is making it very difficult to merge with my twin sister.” He explains looking you straight in the eye to show he was serious.

“ And that has something to do with me because?” You say in a duh tone.

“ Well, we both know he and Stefan would do anything for you even let me end the world…” he chuckled. You pulled a confused face, what was this dude on? Coke? Meth? Its got to be something…

“ Basically I kill you if I don’t get what I want.” He smiles, tossing the now resealed blood bag on a nearby table.

You just look at him, he looked troubled but full of life at the same time… very confusing…

“Okay” you say, settling back into your seat, the ropes stung as you moved making you mumble curse words under your breath.

“ Okay? What do you mean, Okay?” He questioned.

“ Okay as in Okay, fine you keep me for as long as you want” you yawn.

“ My pleasure” he smirked, getting out of his chair as he neared you again. Kneeling down to you eye level.

“ You make me so confused Y/n” he whispered. Looking everywhere but your face, making you shuffle in you seat.

“ Thats my job” you wink. Catching his full attention.

“ Could you at least take these damn ropes off of me? Please?” You huff.

He quickly moved so that he was behind you, then untied your hands.

“ If you try to escape I wont give it a second thought on snapping your neck” he says happily, and within seconds of your hands being free you had him pinned up against the wall.

“ Its a shame I don’t play nice” you whisper, nose brushing past Kai’s, keeping intense eye contact. His breath hitched, you could hear his heart pounding. This made you smile, aw he was nervous or just scared…

“ I dont find that any problem” he smirked, you returned it and backed away.

You took a good look of your surroundings, you were in Mystic Falls High School… Great. You instantly rolled your eyes.

“ You do know that this is a shit place to hold a hostage?” you say raising your eyebrow as you turn to face Kai.

“ Oh really? Where would you suggest I put you?” He says amused by the current conversation, what was so funny?

“ I don’t know? Somewhere they wouldn’t look” you say in a duh tone as you slump into a chair.

“ Wow I didn’t think of that” he fires back in a mimicking tone. You caught his eye and began to chuckle.

“ Why haven’t we ever talked before? We would be great friends” you laugh to yourself as you run your hands though your long locks.

“ Friends..” Kai mutters to himself, looking down at his hands that were holding the back of a canteen chair.

“ Its maybe because your brother Damon doesn’t particularly me, in fact I’m pretty sure he hates me ” he grumbles, moving to sit opposite you.

“ Well that doesn’t mean that I have to hate you” you say with a reassuring smile. “ My brothers are very protective, but to be perfectly honest I just want to be free and live life dangerously” you mumble, losing yourself in visions of what kind of life you would of hoped for…

You never chose to be a vampire…

Stefan and Damon did.

“ Thank you for not hating me, the whole town does” he chuckled.

“ No problem, so wheres this blood bag? I promise I don’t bite” you bite your lip slowly.

“ I’ll be right back” Kai laughed.

Over the next four to five hours you had learned that Kai wasn’t as bad as the rumors say he is.

He was really sweet when you talked about how you had an awful tine in the 20’s. The guilt still riddled within you, Stefan had become the Ripper… and you his accomplice.

You went for town to town, killing every weak soul you could lay your fangs on… Stefan was bad but you were worse.

The deadly duo is what Lexi called you, flashbacks still haunted your dreams making it impossible for you to attempt to rest.

In the 50’s you told yourself you couldn’t live like that no more, so you tried Stefan’s “Vegetarian” option. It didn’t satisfy the urge so you decides weekly visits to the local blood bank was as good as it could get.

You refused to kill for food…

Kai thought what you had done was some how heroic, managing to suppress the need to feed on humans and recover from a seriously bad habit.

In turn Kai told you about his time in the isolated dimension for 20 odd years. How he met Damon and Bonnie in a supermarket and that his family were responsible for him being locked away.

“ I never wanted to hurt my sister, never… I just wanted to follow the family tradition, to merge… But Im too dangerous” he wandered.

“ Hey, you’re not dangerous at all.. You said you were going to kill me but here we are four and half hours later eating chocolate pudding from the schools cafeteria, if that doesn’t scream ’ this guy is really a sweetheart that loves chocolate’ I don’t know what will” you say as you scoop another spoonful of the gooey delight. He just chuckled in response.

“ Wow, you’re the first person to ever say something like that to me… ever…” Kai whispers, shuffling closer to you. You guys were both sat on the tiled floor of the school’s kitchen.

“ Well its all true” you whisper back, setting your chocolate pudding and turn to face him.

“ I tell what, I’ll make you a deal” Kai grins, brushing some of your hair behind your ear.

“ What kind of deal?” You ask, moving your head toward his warm hand.

“ I will let you go under one condition”

“ Hmmm.. Im not sure if I like where this is going” you squint your eyes at him playfully.

“ Go on a date with me” he states confidently, cupping your cheek, rubbing gently along your cheekbone.

“ Thats it?” You say, kind of surprised by how little he wanted.

He nodded slowly, waiting for your response. Instead of replying, you moved closer to him. Your hands slowly snaked around his neck, you could hear his heart speed up.

After a torturous few seconds you planted your lips onto his. Your cool lips moved perfectly against his warm ones. The kiss itself got more heated by the second…

You eventually pull away, and bite your lip, concealing a huge grin. He was an amazing kisser.

“ I take that as a yes then?” He laughs out, catching his breath.

“ You got yourself a deal” you wink, moving back to continue your make out session.

5 tips for new Tumblr RPers!

I actually see a lot of new RPers recently, in this community and others, and I love all of you. Still, sometimes, I see a lot of y’all making the same mistakes I did. And since I’ve been at this shit for an embarrassingly long time (15 years and counting), I thought it might be helpful to throw together a few tips I learned over the years.

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• seungcheol would have proposed using his minions for help. by minions i mean the members bc they have to listen to their leader and eldest hyung lol
• anYWAY so he’s been like literally planning it for the longest time but u don’t notice that he’s slowly chipping away at it secretly without u knowing bc the second he met u he had a feeling u would be the one :333
• then one day he kinda just disappears to who knows where for the entire day and you thought he was kidnapped and was so close to calling the police when the members came to you and dragged you into the pledis building.
• they gave you to their hair stylist and designer and you didn’t know what was happening but went along w it anyway bc the looks on the boys’ face looked serious so you stayed where you were instead of screaming and flailing around trying to get away.
• afterwards, you looked beAUTIFUL and the members dragged you into this hella dark place and then suddenly the room lit up and it was so beautiful with all these decorations everywhere and standing in the middle of it all is choi seungcheol your amazing boyfriend :):):):):):)
• the second he sees you his jaw like drops bc he told the stylists to get you dressed up but he never knew you’d look this good osmdosnxicnsincid
• and when you approach him in caution he gets really nervous bc hE DOESNT THINK HE CAN DO THIS U LOOK TO FABULOUS UGH
• “you look… beautiful, wow.”
• then you two would have a lovely dinner together and danced the night away but your lowkey still confused bc what’s this all for ??????
• then at the end of the night he distracts you with something and when you turn back around to face him he’s on one knee with a ring shown to you and your heart just s t o p s
• “y/n, for the past few (months or years), you’ve made me the happiest man on the planet. I can’t possibly think of how my life would be like without you in it. You make me laugh, you make me cry and I love you so much. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to be the father of your children, the one who shows you off to all my relatives, the one that gets to spend eternity and forever with you. Y/n, would you make make me the luckiest man in the universe, and be my wife/husband?”
• when it came to planning for the wedding seungcheol was more into it than you were lmao
• you had a feeling he’s been planning it way before he proposed bc the second the two of you met up with the wedding planner he just started rambling on and on about what he wanted the wedding to be like
• “okay, so I’ve been thinking maybe we can use this as our colour scheme.”
• “oH and I went window cake shopping already and I saw this reALLY PRETTY CAKE”
• then you’d whack him in the head and tell him to slow down bc this whole thing was something the two of you had to do lol
• but seungcheol was really cute about it all, he constantly asked for your opinion on everything to do with the wedding and he made sure you really really love it otherwise if iT WAS A REALLY TO SHORT HE THROWING IT AWAY
• the wedding of the century if you ask me
• everything was flipping perfect the venue was beautiful and YOU WERE BEAUTIFUL
• everyone was there like your whole family and his whole family and all your friends and all their families like half of the people there you didn’t even know buT IT DIDNT MATTER BC THE ONLY PERSON YOU NEEDED THERE REALLY WAS UR SOON TO BE HUBBY COUPS
• then the wedding bells ring and the music begins to play and as seungcheol is watching you walk down the aisle he can’t help but c r y bc this really was it, he was gonna be yours forever :3333
• couldn’t stop staring at you throughout the whole ceremony and the celebrant had to like repeat himself a lot just coz he was too busy staring at ur entire face to hear anything he said.
• cut the celebrant off as he was in the middle of saying ‘you may kiss the bride’ and just kissed you bc he’s sO EXCITED AND SO HAPPY THAT YOU TWO ARE GONNA BE FOREVER AND EVER
• tbh father/husband!coups would want fifteen million little coups and y/n’s running round and u think he can’t handle it buT HES TAKEN CARE OF 12 FULLY GROWN BABY KINDA
• “okok fine, lets have one kid.”
• “actually, two.”
• “nope, three.”
• and when he found out you were pregnant with your first child he was the happiest man in the universe and immediately began naming the baby.
• during the preparation for the baby he bought everything like evERYTHING and it may seem like it’s no big deal but that’s where you’re wrong.
• he freaking bought EVERYTHING for BOTH GENDERS
• you just casually come home from work and see diapers, toys and other baby necessities for both genders jejdjdie
• and every night and every morning, seungcheol lays his ear on your stomach, listening for the heart beat of ur unborn child and he talks to it and it’s the cutest thing in the world
• “if you’re a boy, you’ll grow up to be just as big and strong as your daddy, and as kind and sweet as your mommy/daddy.”
• “if you’re a girl, you’ll be just as damn beautiful as your mommy/daddy and just as good with the bros and the chicks like your daddy.”
• and ofc u whack him on the head because haha no hoe he’s yours for life
• will literally give you EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING IF YOU ASK FOR IT BC IF UR CRAVING IT ITS FOR THE BABY AND HE NEEDS TO TAKE CARE OF BOTH OF HIS BABIES pretty much seungcheol would run to the ends of the earth and back just to satisfy whatever it was you needed :3
• after nine long and fun months, it was finally time to give birth to the baby!!1!!1!
• not gonna lie he was a complete mess when you told him your water broke like he was running everywhere and doing nothing productive and you like yelled really loudly at him to just take you to the hospital because tHIS BABY IS COMING AND YOH DONT HAVE TIME FOR THIS
• but seriously he was the most supportive husband ever, he held your hand while you were giving birth and kept whispering encouraging stuff to you whilst you were in pain and you honestly couldn’t have done it without him.
• “you’re doing so great, baby. just a little more. im so proud of you.”
• cried incredibly hard when he first held your baby, because this was a start of a whole new chapter for you two. and he couldn’t wait to get started :3
• cried and screamed when you first started walking
• pretty much what happened was he was working on some rap lyrics then he felt a tug on his foot and thinking nothing of it he looks down and says “not now, daddy’s working.” And he like pauses and stares at your child and stares at where he or she just came from and like thEY WALKED
• when he first heard them talk he cried then you cried then the baby cried then he screamed then you screamed then the baby screamed
• first word was mommy but seungcheol is always changing it telling people they said daddy first like uM nO
• “who are they?”
• “where are they from?”
• “who are their parents?”
• “how old are they?”
• “when do I get to meet them?”
• coups reaction when finding out you have a lover ^^^^
• continues to take you out on dates as often as he can and always sends you mushy texts just to keep that fire going
• when you two get old, he STILL has the same personality as before. though his greasy moves don’t come too often as he’s too sore and tired to do it. But he does constantly remind you of anything that was EMBARASSING or sexual in your relationship and your like BABE STOP PLEASE MY EARS ARE BLEEDING
• life with seungcheol is gr8 he’s a gr8 husband, gr8 father and gr8 soul mate for life.
• “y/n, I promise to always be by your side until I die. You’ll be the first to know all my secrets, and I’ll never keep anything from you. I would do anything for you and will go out of my way to keep that beautiful, heart warming smile on your lips. I promise to support you in everything you do, to love you through thick and thin, to never leave you and the future babies coming ;;;;;). but seriously. This is a day I will cherish in my heart forever, the day where everyone is present, a day when you become mine forever. I love you.”

Age of Ultron is a mess. It has no meaning behind the story, no character development except a collection of witty one liner, and the plot doesn’t advance the MCU one single bit. This movie bit off more than it could chew with an array of characters and plot line brought in only because they looked cool, and left underdeveloped in an overcrowded movie that felt about five hours long. Like Ultron is Tony Stark’s vanity project, AOU is Joss Whedon, and that’s all there is to it, made so much worse by the comparison with the first movie, and the MCU as a whole.

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