I’m sorry for everyone that’s been waiting for requests and the gifts I wanted to give you so badly. I’m just not, it’s hard for me right now. I can’t learn to accept or like myself. And with negative comments like “ why aren’t you done with your art yet?! Are you done?! Hurry up! It’s been more than enough days!!!!” I feel even worse. I don’t really care if that’s your intention to make me feel worse. But this is not to everyone because I know most of you are kind and patient and understanding, and I thank you dearly because of that. But I just hate myself to the guts and lost my self esteem. So that’s why I’m drawing less or slower. I hate my art too. I hate my characters.
I’m sorry this is messy hand writing, my hands were shaking during it because I was having a meltdown. But I hope most of you understand and I’m really sorry 😔
My new manager gave me the nickname "turtle" because I'm "slow at doing everything"...I'm the fastest cashier in the store, I just take my leisurely time if its not something that needs to be done in a hurry.