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LITERALLY JUST IMAGINE FUCKING TEDDY LUPIN DECKED OUT IN HIS HUFFLEPUFF ROBES WITH THE HEAD BOY BADGE ON IT WITH HIS HOT BLUE HAIR AND THIS BIG BOY SEVENTEEN YEAR OLD SMIRK AND SMILE AS HE CROSSES HIS ARMS AND WATCHES LITTLE ELEVEN YEAR OLD JAMES SIRIUS POTTER BRAVELY WALK TO THE HAT AND SIT DOWN AND HEARING THE VOICE RING OUT GRYFFINDOR. AND TEDDY POUTS AND GOES ‘DAMN’ BUT HE WATCHES PROUDLY AS HIS YOUNGER FREAKIN BROTHER RELATED OR NOT WALKS TO THE GRYFFINDOR TABLE AND SITS DOWN WITH AN AWE FILLED FACE. AND HE WHIRLS AROUND TO WAVE FRANTICALLY AT TEDDY AND TEDDY GRINS AND WAVES BACK AND STICKS HIM A THUMBS UP BECAUSE ‘GOOD JOB, JAMES. MUM AND DAD’LL BE PROUD.’

reason #375 I’ll never be over 4x13: 

The way Clarke says “‘Only choice’….also an oxymoron, by the way.” It’s so unnecessary and so blatantly flirty like….she’s flirting with him. She’s wasting precious seconds of the 90 minutes before the world ends to smile and talk and joke with Bellamy Blake, because she’s scared she’ll never get the chance to again. It’s the lightest we’ve seen Clarke in at least a season. It’s almost like when facing the prospect of her imminent death she finally just lets herself just bask in Bellamy’s friendship, in having him there and smiling and with her. Still not over it

diploglottis  asked:

Top 5 Loki angst/feels moments from both the MCU and the comics?

ffffff. okay I guess I’ll break this down into two separate categories because I’m pretty sure I can come up with five from each, easy. 

COMICS

1. from Journey Into Mystery: Loki’s I TRIED moment in Everything Burns.

The shit has hit the fan for Loki on a number of fronts at this point - basically somehow everything he’s tried to do has gone somehow awry, despite the best of intentions. 

Fortunately, the panel after this one sees one of the great Thor and Loki hugs of this run. Unfortunately, things only get worse from here.

2. from Journey Into Mystery: the entirety of #645 but especially kid!Loki’s last three conversations. These are, in order: 

A question to the Disir looking for a last ditch solution to the need to dissolve himself to save the world, because Loki would take having his soul devoured rather than having himself supplanted by his old, eviler self.

Sending Leah, his best friend, away, presumably to protect her from said old, eviler self.

Asking Thor to kill him if he ever goes bad.

Right at the end, facing the annihilation of his entire self, Loki spends his last three conversations on trying to protect others. Because however unorthodox, whatever his methods, in the end kid!Loki was what he tried to be: a hero.

3. from The Mighty Thor: 

I metaed about this here, but the basic context of this moment is that Loki steals something called the World Seed from Asgard and hides it to keep Galactus away from Asgard, and when it comes out that Loki was the one behind the theft Thor attacks him, accusing him of betraying Asgard and threatening to break Loki’s neck. Thor does later apologize, but the moment itself is still heartbreaking, and exemplifies everything about the tragedy that is kid!Loki’s life on Asgard. Even when he tries to do good, it comes back on him - here, from his one and only protector, and the person he most wants to please. And, in this case, save. 

4. from Agent of Asgard: Loki finding out he’s been played by the All-Mothers and they intend him to end up as his evil self after all. 

It’s just such a painful moment of betrayal, and underlines one of the major themes of this series about the expectations of others, the weight of story, and the pressure to stay the same - especially as it exerts itself on Loki. 

5. from Agent of Asgard: ”It’s all right.”

This isn’t angst, but it is feelsy. 

I’ve talked about it before, I’ll probably talk about it again, but just…guh. The theme, about forgiveness of the self, is one that’s really personally powerful to me, and the execution of it is beautiful. The way it culminates the whole story about being able to choose what you are, and the way it brings Loki around from his earlier rejection of his older self to the ability to understand, to empathize, and to accept, even while saying definitively: “this isn’t what I am.” 

But it’s a part of him, and Loki recognizes that and takes it in, but turns his back on the potentially crippling weight of guilt, instead choosing to move forward. 

I will probably never read another series that speaks to me quite as much, or in the same way, as Agent of Asgard did.

MCU

1. The scene in the vault. I mean, this one is obvious. Everything about it from start to finish is painful - seeing Loki absolutely break and fall apart, the failure of communication between him and Odin, his panic and fear and horror. It’s Loki’s breaking point and part of the strength of Thor is that you see it happen, and it happens so fast.  

2. The scene after Frigga’s death. I loved this scene - Thor coming down to get help from Loki, the initial attempt to fend him off with an illusion of certainty and confidence and sharp edges - and then how quickly it melts away to reveal the devastation underneath. Not only does it hurt because of how much it says about Loki’s grief, but also because of the way it’s a microcosm of the way Loki operates as a whole: the shell of confidence and mockery, and the wreck within. 

I also love that Loki isn’t very visibly emotional other than the leftover wreckage in his cell - he’s burned out, just tired. There’s nothing left.

3. The opening scene in The Dark World. I come back to this scene all the time because it’s so dense in what it says about Loki and especially his relationship to Odin. The way his carelessness and insouciance melts away the second it becomes clear that Odin doesn’t intend to kill him indicates a lot, to me, about the reasons behind Loki’s behavior in the first half of the scene: he’s expecting it to be a chance to spit in Odin’s face one more time. But instead Odin does the one thing that really, really hurts: buries Loki, dismisses him to be forgotten. And you can see it dawn on Loki that this is it - he’s going to spend the rest of his life alone. 

And god, “your birthright was to die” still makes me want to scream.

4. Loki’s death in The Dark World. I don’t care what Marvel says, this scene was Real and you can’t tell me otherwise. Loki believed he’d die, and whatever happened afterward was a surprise to him. Everything about this, from the moment you can see Loki turn toward Thor being beaten by Kurse to “I didn’t do it for him” makes me want to sob. And I did. Do. 

e v e r y t h i n g. Loki using his moment of closeness even as he’s mortally wounded to kill Kurse. “See you in hell, monster.” The babbled apologies, the fact that it’s the first time Loki’s been held, or even touched in gentleness, since he embraced Frigga at the end of Thor. Thor crying because he just lost his mother and now he’s losing his brother too. And what I’ve talked about before, too, about Loki recognizing that this is the best possible ending for him: he’s never going to be a hero, but at least he can die like one. 

Regardless of what comes after, it’s a damn painful scene. I love it.

5. Loki and Thor on top of Stark Tower in The Avengers. The entire thing is so painful, but my favorite part is when Thor finally gets the chance to address Loki, telling him to stop, trying to get him to see sense, and Loki’s “It’s too late. It’s too late to stop it.” 

It says so much about Loki’s fatalism, his belief that he can’t turn back, that his bridges are burned and that the outcome of everything going forward is inevitable. It’s not just that there’s no resisting Thanos, but that there’s no resisting the inevitable course of his own existence and what he’s meant to be. 

And yet he comes so close, for a moment, to turning around. Teetering on the edge. 

Only to turn his back on that in the (literally) sharpest way he can - by stabbing Thor and throwing himself off the building. (Onto a flying alien motorcycle, but still.)

ML S2 Wish List
  • Enemies Ladynoir. Yeah I said it. As much as the idea makes half of me want to sob, the other half of me CRAVES that sweet sweet angst. Bonus points if Marinette enlists Alya as her Foxy sidekick and Adrien enlists Chloe as his Queen Bee. With the whole “Gabe is Hawkmoth” theory kind of on the rocks, I cant think of why they’d be fighting, but boy howdy do I want it.
  • Please no Adrienette love triangle/quadrangle/etc. We get it. They’ve both shown their jealous streak before. Please dont reduce any new characters to love drama fodder. Let Adrien and Marinette make new friends- and let them be friends with each other! Not only does friendship set up a strong basis for a later relationship, but it also makes any possible Ladynoir angst that much more painful.
  • Chloe. And. Marinette. I want to see major progress between these two. The trailer has sparked my thirst for a Chloe redemption arc like you wouldn’t believe, and I think it’s time. She’s played the one dimensional bully long enough, and considering she’s about to get a miraculous, it’s time we see what else there is to her. I want Chloe and Marinette to fight like hell then talk things out. Clear the air and start on the road to recovery. I’m doubtful we’ll get a full Korrasami out of these two (imagine that tho holy shit), but I NEED them to move past “two girls fighting over a boy” to actual friends.
  • LORE LORE LORE. TELL ME EVERYTHING ABOUT THE MIRACULOUS. TELL ME THE HISTORY. TELL ME WHY HAWKMOTH IS DOING WHAT HE DOES. TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED TO ADRIEN’S MOM. LOVE SQUARE IS GREAT AND ALL BUT GIVE ME THE B E E F.

dagnalson  asked:

I'm the student tech director at my college, we have a very small department so techies are few and far between. We had just moved into a new, state of the art fine arts building and I designed our lights for the very first show in the building without a base light plot or any outside help. After months of work, the Dean finally called in "professionals" a day before we opened. These guys completely destroyed everything I had worked on, giving me less than 8 hours to fix it before curtain

alec’s face here makes me want to actually sob because the look that he has after hearing magnus laugh says so much about how he’s missing him and how he’s hoping he can get the love of his life back and a second later he does and all is right in the world because alec truly can’t imagine his life without magnus in it

anonymous asked:

i just wanna talk about jikook 25/8 because they're so in love it makes me want to sob? like they just drop so many hints and i just think jungkook has just grown to love jimin so much? in 2013-2014 he was scared shitless of him, like of how much jimin showed his affection. and then he just gave in. he has a soft spot for jimin for sure. jungkook is dominant af but goes soft for jimin when he needs to. that spank was so much more than just for the skit tbh. u don't just do that to your hyung.

I feel like Jungkook has always appreciated and been fond of Jimin, but definitely back in the day he struggled. He was a bit shy, a little introverted and he said himself that he struggled with expressing his emotions and saying what he feels. He was really upset about his inability to be open about his feelings back in the day, if you’ll remember, when talking to/about ARMYs. I’m sure that carried to all of his relationships. As much as he struggled with interacting to and talking to ARMYs, it was probably that way with Jimin too.

That’s why he ended up just kind of freezing up or running away or teasing Jimin when Jimin was cute @ him. But ya know, he doesn’t struggle nearly as much now. Barely at all actually.

Jeongguk has really grown into himself. He’s a confident, affectionate, respectful and loving man these days. He still doesn’t speak his emotions much, because he’s a very action oriented man. That means he tends to speak through glances, through attention and touches. He’s a physically grounded man and I think more than anything, you can tell that Jeongguk is affectionate towards Jimin.

To me it seems like, over time Jeongguk learned that if he isn’t good at speaking his thoughts very much, he would just show them. And I think around that time he started growing up, stopped being quite so shy, learned how to express himself better, was the time you can see a difference in the way he responds to Jimin.

It was never about Jeongguk not liking Jimin back, it was always about him not knowing how to deal with their relationship, and how to express himself well about it either.

He definitely has no issue now. Between touches, stares, unspoken things literally EVERYWHERE, and even occasionally voicing his thoughts, or at least, expressing his fondness through teasing, he clearly has gotten used to both Jimin’s presence and their dynamic, as well as expressing himself to Jimin .

Jikook has the best dynamic in BTS when it comes to unspoken agreements and understanding each other.

ALSO, abt the a$$ slap that changed the world, Jeongguk took the MOST enjoyment out of that it was fkn WILD. I will nEVER be over it. It was 100% more than just a skit slap, anyone with EYES should be able to see that tbh.

Also can we talk about Jikook’s chemistry because???? 👀👀👀

My personal favorite lyrics from each DEH song

Does anybody have a map: no specific line but Rachel Bay Jones is a Queen and kills it through out the entire show.

Waving through a window:
DID I EVEN MAKE A SOUND
DID I EVEN MAKE A SOUND
ITS LIKE I NEVER MADE A SOUND
WILL I EVER MAKE A SOUND

For Forever:
Basically all of it from when Evan climbs up and then falls out of the tree to the end of the song but mostly
-I’m on the ground
My arm goes numb
I look around
And I see him come to get me
He comes to get me
And everything’s okay

Sincerely me (aka the only song that doesn’t make me want to scream or sob):
-Kinky!
-Smoking drugs
-RE IN VEN TION
-The only man that I love is my dad

Requiem:
-I gave you the world and you threw it away
-Cause when the villains fall the kingdoms never weep
-that YOU WERE NOT THE MONSTER that I knew
(ZOE AND HER DAD UGGHFHGDJS THOSE HARMONIES)

If I could tell her:
-He thought you looked really pretty er-
You looked pretty cool when you put indigo streaks in your hair
-I love youu I LoVe YoUuuuuu I LOVE YOUUUUU

Disappear:
-Make me more that just an abandoned memory
-No one should flicker out
-All you need is for somebody to find you

You will be found:
(SO GOOD AND INSPIRATIONAL I LOVE IT SM)
-Let that lonely feeling wash away
-There’s a place where you don’t have to feel alone
And every time you call out you’re a little less unknown
-When you’re broken on the ground
You will be found

To break in a glove:
-Or you’re just trying to do what’s best for a kid who’s lost control
(This isn’t that emotional of a song but this single phrase breaks my heart every god damn time)

Only us:
-I don’t need you to sell me on reasons to want you
-Try to quiet the noises in your head
We can’t compete with all that
-If you like me for me and nothing else

Good for you
-well I’m sorry you had it rough and I’m sorry I’m not enough
-(JARED!!!!)and if somebody’s in your way crush them and leave them behind
-(EVANNNN) like a train coming off the track cause the rails and my bones all crack I’ve got to find a way to StOp iT sToP It JUST LET ME OOOOOFFF
(this is probably one of my top 5 moments in the show I love Ben platt so much how does he have so much talent)

Words fail: (I have a love hate relationship with this song because it is hands down my favorite song but it makes me sob uncontrollably 10/10 times. The way that Ben platt can be sobbing and still sing so flawlessly wows me to no end)
-I never had that perfect girl who somehow could see the good parts of me
-nothing can make sense of all these things I’ve done
-cause if I just believe then I don’t have to see what’s really there
-I’d rather pretend something other than these broken parts, pretend I’m something other than this mess that I am (THIS IS THE LINE THAT GETS ME AGGSGHHKK IM AN EMOTIONAL WRECK)
-ALL OF THE WAVING THROUGH A WINDOW REPRISE
-how do I step into the sun

So big So small:
-I knew I’d come up short a million different ways
And I did
And I do
And I will
-your mom isn’t going anywhere your mom is staying right here
(RBJ IS A GODDESS)

Finale:
-today at least you’re you and thats
enough
-we could be alright for forever this way

I live in Phoenix, Arizona and there is a
.0001% chance that I will ever get to see DEH in New York bc I can’t afford to travel across the country, but tbh I would probably drive everyone out of the theater with the amount of crying that would occur if I ever saw the musical on broadway. So I send my love and thanks from a distance. This musical has had such an impact on my life this year. I’ve never connected to something more in my life and sometimes I get so emotional while I’m listening to the sound track that have to take a break for like a week so I can take a rest from crying. Thank you Pasek and Paul. Thank you Steven Levenson. Thank you Ben Platt. Thank you to the rest of the cast for touching my heart so deeply. You have all made me feel so understood and you’re doing so much more for people than you’re probably ever going to be aware of. Thank you all so much.

anonymous asked:

Jungkooks eyes literally SHINE when he's looking at him sometimes, It's pretty obvious lmao. And jimin does it too😭The biggest example to me was when jungkook graduated and they were in that car and jimins eyes were like physically full of admiration and his voice as low and soft and I kinda had to take a step back for a second

HONESTLY. HE LITERALLY HAS THE SHINY I-LOVE-YOU-SO-MUCH EYES. AND SO DOES JIMIN. AND IT’S ADORABLE. THEY’RE ALWAYS SO SOFT FOR ONE ANOTHER AND THEY STARE AT EACH OTHER WITH SO MUCH LOVE AN D IT MAKES ME WANT TO SOB. OKAY. and like, i love that video so much????? like, jimin literally looks so proud of jungkook and with these giant heart eyes????