I am composed of a series of contradictions.
I love interacting with people, but it’s hard for me to handle.
I simultaneously love and hate myself, and everything around me. I have a love/hate relationship with a lot of things in this world.
Sometimes I think my problem is that I am too open, that I express my emotions too much, and other times I feel that I don’t communicate my emotions, bottle them up.
I thought I was in a better place, thought I found some people who cared, but I was not entirely correct.
I thought I was over you, over it, but now I think I want you again, if only to get this war in my head to cease.
I thought I could handle myself, but with every new twist of the knife the more wrong I see that I am.