this-is-sad-but-makes-me-happy-at-the-same-time

I just came across something that made me very happy and very sad at the same time.

I was going through old Doctor Who posts of mine, and I found this post that I had written after The Snowmen aired, and it was basically me trying to be rational against people making judgements about Clara when she technically hadn’t been in a single episode yet (or like, two, but you know what I’m getting at). Younger me had so much optimism in what I could expect of people.

And I came across this comment I made:

“Actually, I am really excited about this. That’s a thing I love about New Who. We’ve known the Doctor for so long, there’s barely any secrets (except for his name) that we don’t know. So I like them focusing on the companion instead. And Clara really intrigued me. Also can I just say how awesome that for once IT’S THE DOCTOR CHASING AFTER A COMPANION? I mean, almost all of them keep looking for him. Rose, Donna, Sarah Jane… But here, we have the Doctor chasing after someone for once. THANK YOU….! “

And then, jumping ahead just a few post later, having watched The Bells of St John, I was complaining about this exact thing.

I mean, as it turned out, S7.B, however messy it was due to production issues, was at its core trying to be a subversion of the exact trope most people accuse it of having (the mystery girl thing). But I just feel like in that first comment, I was totally open to that. I wanted to see that. That is what ended up happening, with a commentary on it as well. We had the Doctor as our following-character, and Clara was the mystery (that turned out to not be mysterious at all, in the end). 

What happened?

Popular opinion happened. Both with friends, and with the internet as a whole. You were not supposed to like Moffat, you were not supposed to like Clara, or at least the direction Moffat was taking her, and you were not supposed to like Eleven. 

And I’m not saying there aren’t legitimate or completely subjective reasons to do all of those things. I’m just saying it became a requirement. It wasn’t until I rewatched s7 without a lot of expectations on what I was supposed to think that I went ‘hey - there’s some pretty interesting stuff in here!’. 

Without that demand to have certain opinions, who knows how open I would have been to s7. Maybe I would have loved it, maybe I would have hated it. I don’t know, and I never will, because I didn’t form my own opinion about it. And I’m not saying this was like, the internet’s fault, because I should have been able to separate what people were saying from my own enjoyment and opinions of the show. But I very much think that there was (and is) a way of reasoning in fandom, that perpetrates this thinking. The ‘don’t think for yourself, don’t be open to changing your opinion, just try to dig for more interpretations that supports this very specific thing’. I never did give that series a shot on my own terms, and I just kept on seeing the things I was told was there, and didn’t even make an effort to see the rest.

And that’s sad. 

  • what she says: i'm fine
  • what she means: How much should i pay cheritz for a route where you can save all of them and even if romantically you're only with one of them, you can help each and everyone as a good friend and make all of them eventually happy? because it's so sad that you can only help one of them,but in game u had to either be rude or neutral towards those whom you're not choosing and it just breaks my heart?? so MC leads only one of them to the 'light', while other stay in the 'darkness' of whatever they're going through?? i did not sign for thid?? i know it's just how the game works u only choose 1, but that doesn't stops me from thinking how it would be great to help all of them at the same time withoute reseting

You see these people? 

These seemingly perfect humans? 

That always seem so happy? 

Well, just like us… They have baggage. They all feel sad sometimes.

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They have dealt with the same things we deal with everyday. In fact, some of them still deal with it.

What I love about YouTube is it’s a family. The community will let you in and accept you for who you are. Whether you’re gay, straight, bisexual, transgender, or etc. YouTube will always be there. YouTubers especially. 

The YouTubers make YouTube what it is. They all relate to one another and their fans because nothing is fake. Unlike reality or regular T.V shows and celebrities today, nothing is scripted. Everything is real and raw. YouTubers and YouTube in general never stop making me smile. I love the community (and fanbase). 

Lately, no one has taken the time to appreciate YouTube and it’s true value. It was time for someone to step up, so that’s exactly what I did. So thank you, YouTube. Thank you Dan, Phil, Joey, Zoe, Joe, Caspar, Tanya, Tyler, Marcus, Miranda (or Colleen), Bethany, Michelle, Grace, Hannah, Mamrie, Alfie, Jim, Connor, Finn, Jack, The Fine Bros, Anthony, Ian, Felix, Jenna, Sawyer, Ricky, Troye and anyone else I missed (There’s a lot, I named as much as possible). Thank you for making the internet a better place and giving me an alternate family. <3

seeing jungkook now vs when they first debuted makes me so happy yet sad at the same time. he was so shy and quiet and now he’s done a complete 180 and does little weird videos pretty frequently to make us happy. he’s so grown, like remember when yoongi said that jk was shorter than him when they first met and now look, jk is the size of a tower. is this what if feels like to be a mom and see your kids grow bc that’s how i feel rn

Ladybug and Chat Noir

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Does this mean that we have to wait a whole freaking year for the next attack of feels…

Can we just talk about this moment for a second? 

I just, it makes me so sad but like at the same time happy and now im conflicted with my emotions.

I just love em’ so much.

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look at them they are sooooo together, my babies.

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okay okay okay okay 

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how can you not 

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like every time i see chat noir EVERY TIME.

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and im like 

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So in conclusion

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whether its adrienette

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ladynoir *breathing instensifies*

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marichat (my respect to the gif drawer)

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or Ladrien

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its totally happening.

goodnight fokes i’m done - S.

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The Signs as period thoughts
  • Aries: I am totally gonna shove this hairbrush up someone's ass today
  • Taurus: would you like me to demonstrate how to be happy and sad at the same fucking time??
  • Gemini: GIMME CHOCOLATE BY BABY METAL ON LOOP
  • Cancer: you should go out and buy pancake mix... except then everyone would see how shitty you look today
  • Leo: if I make a fort out of beanbags will my responsibilities disappear?
  • Virgo: mental sobbing
  • Libra: *glares at cup of instant noodles* you won't let me down will you?
  • Scorpio: why can't I have a dick!?!?!?!
  • Sagittarius: something about how there are subatomic planets in everyone's elbow joints
  • Capricorn: is it possible to perform a sex change with nail clippers and embroidery floss
  • Aquarius: MAMA JUST KILLED A MAN
  • Pisces: *gets a hangnail* this is it my life can not get worse than this *cries*

Thank you for spending long hours talking with me. For staying up late with me every time that I need someone to listen to my endless stories. Even if it’s 3 in the morning, you wouldn’t hesitate to pick up the phone and listen to my drama about things that makes me worry and sad. Whether it’s about someone who ruins my life or brightens up my day, you are there to listen.

Thank you for giving advice even if sometimes, I don’t listen to it at all; you keep on telling the same advice over and over again and let it sink into my head. For lending your shoulders for me to cry on, for reaching my hands and tapping me on my back when I doubt myself and pushing me so hard to realize that in this life, I don’t need other people just to become happy and contented.

Thank you for sharing me your smile.

Thank you for being crazy and weird as hell like me. Talking about a lot of random things in life as if there’s no tomorrow. Singing, playing, making funny faces, joking around and laughing all day long; spending the entire night looking at the bright sky with a couple of beers beside, and we end up naming and owning stars as if they are ours.

Thank you for sharing your wardrobe with me even if most of the times they seem don’t fit. For being my fashion analyst that always criticizing me when I’m matching colors and style.

Thank you for staying by my side through the good and bad times, for being my love doctor and clown at the same time. Thank you for pacifying me when I’m angry and for making me laugh when I’m not in the mood. Thank you for being my human alarm clock. You wake and feed my soul with goodness.

Thank you for being the best travel buddy. For pushing me to explore the places that I never thought I could ever visit in my entire life, for experiencing every single thing that life has to offer; for tasting different kinds of food with me for the first time, meeting different people and embracing their culture, eating and enjoying as if it’s our last day on earth. Thank you for taking memorable pictures wherever we go and whenever we have each other. Thank you for making those travels worth while. Thank you for leading me to the path where I could discover and find myself.

Thank you for appreciating my existence.

Thank you for sharing a page of your life and for trusting me to write on it entirely. I never thought I’d be this important as I am right now in someone’s life. Thank you for making every page of my book worth reading and meaningful. You filled everything with a burst of incomparable happiness and details. Thank you for laughing with my jokes, for removing the awkwardness between us and even the distance.

Thank you for sharing the rain with me.

Thank you for being the best gift I ever received in my entire life. I didn’t expect you will come into my life and make me feel these things and to make things feel new and exciting again. Thank you for having the courage to shake and break the walls around me. I had trust issues before, but you shattered the seal. You proved that you are different from them. Your presence brought indescribable feelings, rays of sunshine and a new light to my path. You made me one step closer to Jesus Christ, you became an instrument for me to know Him more, strengthen my faith and cleanse my spiritual soul. It feels like I’m a complete and a different person because of you. Thank you for being my home and for loving me unconditionally despite of my flaws. Thank you for staying. Thank you for this wondrous and memorable experience.

And now, you are slowly turning into someone I have always wanted.

Thank you. I’m so glad that I met you in this journey.

I’m blessed to have you and love you.

I adore you.

Every part of you.

“I usually will speed through conversations with people, especially ones that I have heard a hundred times before—especially merchants!  But every time I go to Angeline Morrard’s Angeline’s Aromatics, I let her say her whole little spiel about how, “I hope your parents are proud of you.  They’ve got a lot reason to be.”  It always makes me a little sad, and happy, at the same time.“

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taylorswift HEY TAYLOR!! i’m george and i kinda wanna tell u how much u mean to me!! ur music means the world to me, no matter if i feel happy or sad or anything in between, i listen to your music and it makes me feel happy and like i’m not alone in feeling and thinking the things i do (i know it sounds dumb but it’s true lol). i love u so much, i couldn’t put into words how much u mean to me and how excited i am to see u for the first time in manchester in ONLY 50 DAYS THAT’S SO CRAZY!! when i leave school i want to become a musician, and i want u to know that u are the person who inspired me to start learning guitar and piano, and u also are the reason that i started writing songs, and i am so thankful for that!! ANYWAY im gonna shut up now, but thank u again for making me happy every day and being such a positive energy in my life, i love u endlessly.

You make me happy
 and sad at the same time
 you allow me to feel loved
and feel awful all in the same way

You are words turned into poetry
 a poem I love to write
The kind that I’d love to read,
memorized yet still longing

You’re a poetry I’ve been keeping
 the kind that I’d always carry
 a poem composed of my feelings
consist of our mistakes
and possibilities

Like how this feeling must be
you’re a poem I love
yet never I could share
 never that I could tell

You’re my poetry 
I’ll never publish
 the one poem 
I’d never got to finish
The kind of poem
 you’ll never get to hear about

—  janinamarean