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some good things abt LupRen

- June (rens daughter) and Angus (taakos son) would be cousins!!!!!

- Ren and Kravitz bonding over discussing what its like to date a Taaco sibling 

- Ren dating her idol’s sister just seems like such Icon Fanfic Material like cmon now guys

- both ren and lup are heavy hitters….. they’ll shoot magic at anyone who does them wrong…. truly powerful girlfs

- idk i meant for this post to be longer but im gay and i love them

another trashy angsty simon minter imagine

not requested for once lmao, probably absolute trash but have this while i take some time out - also are any of my followers one direction trash bcos i am and i would really like to write some harry imagines but obvs its up to u guys cause i wanna please yall?? anyway idk enjoy

“Why is it that everytime I see you, you’re drunk, Y/n?”

His voice instantly soothed the aching in my brain. I shut my eyes, hoping to just listen to that voice for a while without hurting. I knew that seeing his face would hurt. I wasn’t ready for that. 

He sounded cautious, almost. Hesitant. I wasn’t sure how to react. Part of me wanted to scream at him, to throw something, to make him hurt. But I couldn’t. 

I wanted him to think I didn’t care anymore. But the alcohol in my veins took control of my shy mouth, running the controls behind my timid, shaking voice.

“Oh don’t worry, Simon,” I breathed, feeling my words float away into the hall. “I’m drunk when you don’t see me too.”

“And how often is that?”

“I’ve lost track.”

His sigh was audible between the narrow white walls. Disappointment. I’m so damn familiar these days. He always managed to do this; to make me feel like it was my fault. I hated him for doing that. I hated myself for believing him.

“Y/n, why are you out here? Why aren’t you inside?”

“I could ask you the same fucking question Simon,” I spat at him bitterly. “It’s my flat. Why are you here? Why aren’t you out with your fun little friends, picking up girls, smashing and forgetting? Why, Simon?”

He sighed again, his lips pressed in a straight line. I couldn’t exactly tell what the look in his eyes was. I wasn’t sure I wanted to.

“Because, Y/n, it’s a Tuesday. Some of us work. And plus, my ‘fun little friends’ told me you were locked out. And I…” his voice trailed off as he cleared his throat, scanning the floor for his next words. “Well, I still have your key. The spare one.”

Spare. 

Just like that, I burst into tears. Uncontrollable, loud, messy sobs. I hated myself for it, but I hated myself anyway, and so what really was the difference? After all this time, it was still Simon coming to my rescue, picking up the pieces that only broke when he started to touch them. It was almost like I couldn’t live without him. The thought made me cry more.

As I sobbed his face softened, panic overtaking it.

“Oh no please, please don’t cry.” He crouched down to face me from where I sat slouched on the floor. “You’re okay, you’re fine-”

“No I’m fucking not Simon! Stop kidding yourself, you know just as well as I do I’m not fine!” I pushed him away and he flinched. 

“I don’t know what you want me to do, Y/n,” his voice came out so small, so defeated. My heart throbbed. I focused on my hands, the dark makeup stained tears falling into them. “I’m trying, I really am. But I’m so worried about you. I’m constantly scared about what you’re gonna do when I’m not around. I can’t leave you alone.”

“Look at yourself, Y/n,” he continued as he lifted me, holding me in his arms. I curled up against his neck as he fumbled around in his pocket for the key. “You’re ruining yourself.”

I cried harder as he lowered his voice to a whisper that I wasn’t completely sure I was intended to hear. “Or am I ruining you?”

Before I knew it I was on my bed again. The hard, unwelcoming mattress was familiar against my back. I watched as Simon sat beside me. The fatigue had hit.

“What am I gonna do with you, Y/n?”

“Stay with me,” I responded groggily. His hand reached out, stroking my hair. The cold silver of his pinky ring touched my scalp slightly.

“You know I can’t do that, Y/n. You have to learn to live without me.”

“But it’s hard,” I sobbed softly. 

“I know, Y/n. I think you forget I’m learning too.” His face was a picture amongst the dark room as he continued to stroke my hair. “It’s weird, and it’s lonely, and it’s hard. But it’s for the best.”

“For the best?” I asked drousily. “You’re better without me?”

“No, best for you. I’m not what you need, Y/n. You’ll realise it one day.”

“You’re what I want.”

He edged further away from me like an elastic band I’d lost control of. An elastic band with a lot of commitment issues and insecurities. I felt my heart crack as he withdrew his hand. Amongst the darkness, in my drunken tired state, I wasn’t entirely convinced I hadn’t seen him use it to wipe away a tear of his own.

As I drifted to sleep he continued to talk to my state. I knew I wouldn’t remember half of this tomorrow, and I knew he knew that too. But for now it was nice to hear his thoughts.

“We always come up too short,” Simon sighed from the end of my bed. “I just wish…I wish it had been different. That I had been different.”

“I don’t,” I slurred. “Do you love me, Simon?”

“More than you know, Y/n.”

“So why didn’t it work?”

“I don’t have the answers, Y/n. I wish I did.” For a brief second he turned away. Then forcing a smile, he turned back to me, standing. “Now get some sleep.”

“Are you gonna leave?”

“Not yet, Y/n. Not just yet.”

I ran into some art block lately and decided to branch out and draw a different Pokémon for once. This isn’t related to @dailyshinyampharos in any way, (but their art is amazing check em out!)

But don’t fear, weavile posts will resume normally! I just wanted to show you guys a colored pencil drawing and not something that’s only pencil like I usually do. :)

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Tagged by my gorgeous friends @taesflower and @jimintensify to do the lock screen/ home screen/ last song/ bias-selfie tag, ily both (^з^)

Evidently I should be sleeping but I just finished a chapter of psychology - half regretting taking this elective (T_T)

Lock screens and home screens are from twitter I think, but I can’t find the sources anymore…

And yeah, idk when I took the selfies but I really love this filter and I know jungkook’s isn’t a selfie but I’m too tired to find one heh cut me some slack ヽ(;▽;)ノ

Tagging my lovely mutuals (I’m sorry I keep tagging you guys, but you know you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to) @dearmyjimin @cuteji98 @slutlingar @spellboundsangria @comeherejimin @hobipd @jungkookpd @mochikotae @noxiim @yoohnseok @hobibliophile @sugaswagdaddy @flowerchildchim

I wish everyone would stop hating on Mutsuki…. no one does this to similar characters so?? Is it really just because of your ships? Idk in sick of the drama with it. I don’t like what Mutsuki is doing obviously but does everyone really hate them just because they want to kill Touka now? I mean no one hates Tsukiyama who tried to kill Touka and Kaneki.. or Ayato for basically torturing Touka, no one hated him even back before he was a good guy. Just to name some examples.

Idk tho I’m not saying this to join the drama so please no one start any with me. I’m just saying it’s pretty ridiculous to turn on a character you used to love because they’re getting in the way of your ship. And you can’t pretend it’s cuz Mutsuki went psycho bc the TG fandom loves every other psycho character. It’s like a thing. People started loving Kaneki when he went crazy (he used to be called a boring protagonist), Takizawa was never loved so much til he lost it, Kurona tried to kill Juuzou, another beloved character, and went crazy, why does no one hate her?

It’s just dumb af. Like Mutsuki isn’t gonna end up with Kaneki obviously and anyway you all started hating them before anyone knew Mutsuki liked Kaneki. I just don’t get it I guess.

look, its sarah shamelessly doing yet another (very small) follow forever because i now follow more amazing blogs (seriously like way more than before) and they need some recognition!!

plus, i hit 3.5k so!!! you guys!! are!!! amazing!!!

mutuals in bold, blogs I cannot live without in italics.

@memecook there u go ily you mean the world to me and honestly idk what’d I’d do without you you’ve filled the hole in my hEART

this isn’t in order, just listing as I go:

@triptaech | @donewithjeon | @taeverie | @inktae | @seokvie | @kookingtae | @itsrainingmin | @tayegi | @cremesuga | @imeightout (SUCH A GOOD BLOG BYE) | @versigny | @minsuxga | @seoulscapes | @imarkson | @namjooniebun | @datyugyummy | @jackssion | @nightbts | @holyfuckmark | @jypnior | @ughtaehope | @rapmonsterlove | @rudeboywonho | @yoongguksx | @kths | @jiminfinity | @maximum-salty | @ohjiminn | @jingogi | @the95liner |

umm yeah I love all of you sososo much and I really hope your day/week/month/year is going well, and I think about you all a ton and am so glad you and your blogs exist. that’s all ♥

(btw, a lot of these blogs are writers so if you’re ever looking for some amazing people to follow who write for k-pop groups look no further!!!)

anonymous asked:

Ok so I'm replaying ME1 as mShep and I gotta say, the voice acting is as bad as people make it out to be. It's not the best either but I've heard worse voice acting(try watching a dubbed american movie in my native lang. it's a nightmare) I think he sounds really angry in some cases, even the Paragon choices sound so aggressive or sarcastic. idk the acting seems like he's TRYING to keep his emotions in check,I like to hc that in ME3 his tough guy mask finally drops but that's just me

You mean, it’s not as bad? 

I will always defend Meer’s voice acting because he was told to play the tough emotionless soldier in ME1. He sounds a lot more vulnerable in ME2 and in ME3 he does a FANTASTIC job showing a gentler MShep. 

So yeah, I think your headcanon might really work :) 

anonymous asked:

lmao i love how anti karamels hold the fact the he had slaves against him but literally forget that he said he didn't agree with it ?? also you guys forget that kara herself judged him based on the fact that he's a daxamite. he's grown over this past season and he's starting to learn what's right and wrong and he always praises kara when she does the right thing but u guys just pick and choose what u hear. things were different for him back on daxam and he's just starting to learn how earth is

Listen idk how fucking old this ask is but lemme hit you with some info.
First of all, the slavery thing is dumb af. Honestly get out of here. He owned slaves. His parents owned slaves and when they died they were probably going to pass them down to him and he probably wouldn’t have said no. They tell us throughout the first 12 years of our life that if you don’t speak up when someone is being bullied that you’re just as bad as the bully. Same goes for slavery. If you don’t speak out against it then you are on the side of the slave owners. It’s that simple. If you can honestly sit here and say you wouldn’t speak out against slavery then you’re a piece of shit.
Second, I haven’t watched Supergirl for the last probably 4 or 5 episodes because everything Mon-El did reminded me of my abusive ex boyfriend. And here’s the thing. I tried to make excuses for him. I tried to say “he’s learning! He’ll get better! His planet was different!” But no. No. No. NO.
Excusing the behavior of abusive partners (gender aside) is exactly what allows them to remain abusive. My ex wasn’t going to stop degrading me or yelling at me or hitting me. I had to get out of the situation. And looking at Mon-El always reminds me of that. I get that he’s from a different planet. Some people are raised in households where they are taught that it’s okay to treat their partners like that. It doesn’t make it okay. He can be from Daxam or Venus or an island in the Caribbean or Betty White’s asshole for all I care. It doesn’t excuse abuse. I would hit you with the facts of “he did this, this, and this and that’s why he’s an abuser” but I’m gonna hit you with this one instead.
Being a witness to Mon-El’s treatment of Kara Danvers has made me physically sick in the past and brings up traumatic experiences that have, on more than one occasion, triggered panic attacks from me. This is not about our wlw ship. This about trauma and abuse and a tv show that is showing little girls and boys that it is 1. Okay to treat others that way and 2. Okay to BE treated that way.

Now do me a favor and get the fuck out of my inbox

anonymous asked:

God damn it I love otabek so much and I see myself in him but the fandom makes him into some kind of creep??? They need to leave him alone, like he's such a great guy whose entire character doesn't revolve around yurio like they think it does??

Yeah like the fandom made me really not like him for awhile. Then I was like fuck that and made my own fanon. 

It also bothers me how the fandom completely ignores kazakhstan but idk that’s just a little thing that bothers me 

ashtheunicoorn  asked:

There's this guy who's annoying me to a huge point. Awhile back I was talking about my opinions on gender equality with my friend and we were having a gr8 discussion but the guy tried to invalidate my opinions?? Say Idk what I'm saying?? How do I respond??

Tell the person that you are having a conversation with someone else and that he should either be respectful and join, or piss the fuck off. Do not let this person stop you from having a nice conversation. If he doesn’t leave just ignore him, he will get bored eventually and leave. I wish you all the best and have some nice moments with your friends.

Game of...Supernatural?

This is just an IDEA for now….but how do you guys think this sounds???

It’s my idea of a ‘The French Mistake’ rewrite.

I’m not even 100% on what the pairing would be lol


Your day becomes a lot more interesting whenever Balthazar appears at Bobby’s house; where you, Sam, and Dean are doing research. Not only is he rattling off about something about Raphael aiming to kill Castiel’s allies, he’s shoving a key at you and sending you off into some alternate universe. When the three of you arrive, you quickly realize you’ve been sent to Westeros; a world the three of you recognize from Game of Thrones. When you and the boys figure that the only one who would possibly believe you about where – or when you’re from is Daenerys Targaryen; the three of you must come up with a plan to cross The Narrow Sea to Essos to find her.

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Just some progress on the currently unnamed little guy. On the left, I’d just put the seeds in the small terrarium, and on the right, I’d done as the instructions said and placed it in a sealed plastic bag near some light(it’s currently afternoon but light usually tends to shine most through my window).

@the-moon-and-stars-my-love since you wanted to follow the progress, I believe.

boftboy  asked:

@ peps who are feeling horrible or stressed over all this: get away from tumblr for a bit,get rid of notifications to blogs that are talking about this stuff for a bit, look at things u like and watch some some lovely stuff. go get some water or something,eat a snack,pet some dogs or take nap. do whatever will help u feel better. y'all don't deserve all this bad stuff a*zy has started in here, try to rest and listen to music if you can, just get away for a bit. idk if this helps but i lava u all

i care abt u guys n idc if pepe the frog is gonna make more rare pepes

ya’ll need to step out of tumblr for a bit bc this discourse is gonna be here for a while

okay but what if:

 hunk and lance are on a mission one day and there’s not much going except some hardcore girl talk™ and lance is all like “idk man i don’t think I can ever tell Keith how much I like him” then it just cuts to keith and shiro on their mission side eyeing the speakers on their helmets because oh my god did that really just happen?? and a little while later there’s this crackle on lance’s end and just a quiet Keith voice out of nowhere like “I like you too?”

I got invited to @yoiauzine and I immediately got struck with the idea of a Corpse Bride AU! ; ♡ ; My second fav movie after Tangled (it was on the top, until Tangled happened lmao)

Won’t get too deep into this AU tho, and I’ll leave the final, properly drawn pic for the zine (so please consider supporting the project to see it ♥). But as I was sketching some things this morning, I realized that Viktor and Yuuri work in almost any AU you put them on lol

Would this AU follow the original story as it is? Hhmm, don’t know yet. I’d like to give it a “happy” ending for Viktor and Yuuri (”happy” because we know what that implies for Yuuri).

Who am I kidding, this was just another excuse to draw Viktor with long hair and flowers lmaoooo see ya guys

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