do you think shy sid worries about being too boring? or too quiet?
it’s constantly on his mind, and he’s not even worried about being too boring or quiet anymore. he’s absolutely convinced that it’s the facts, so he’s more worried about holding himself back so as to not bore the people around him. when he and geno started dating, sidney would say yes to going to a bunch of different pens events/mixers because he thought that if he didn’t he’d lose geno as a boyfriend. but all the events ended up tiring him out and made him feel so out of place that he ends up completely exhausted and dreading the next event.
(it’s only until geno overhears sidney admitting very quietly to Flower that “I feel like if I don’t go with him to these parties then he’ll finally figure out how boring I am and leave me” and Geno’s heart breaks a little. then they finally sit down and talk everything out.)