this is worthy of my text post tag i think

anonymous asked:

how does jack hate himself there isn't anything that suggests it in the book he is proud of everything he does, in fact ralph is the one that's unsure of himself and asks for piggy's help, not to mention ralph always needs other people's approval -as in the hunting scene, whereas jack didn't need approval for his hunting he did it because he was crazed as f, and no he didn't do it to impress ralph that's another hc of the fandom. there isn't such a thing as low self esteem jack in the orig book

are u sure abt that anon… are u RLLY sure bc look here. lookit the scene in which jack first paints his face. (this is halfway thru ch 4 if u wanna read along)

now this line raised some questions for me: did he dislike the paint or did he dislike the face underneath?? jack is canonically ugly, bony, and a ginger (which has been regarded as undesirable since the dawn of time apparently) so it would make sense if he didnt like the way he looked. i made a little note on it and continued, deciding to analyze later.

then.. this passage a few paragraphs down

“an awesome stranger” … jack looks down at his reflection and sees someone different!! wouldnt that be jarring for the typical egomaniac? he’s excited to not look like himself, indicating a previous disdain for his own face.

and if thats not enough for you, please direct your attention to the highlighted line. (ngl its where i started screaming in the annotations) jack has a new face, one which “[liberates him] from shame and self-consciousness.” jack was ashamed of himself. he was self-conscious about himself. he hated himself. and now he has a chance to look like– to be someone new!

the idea of not being himself is so exciting to jack that he actually dances (what a cutie), which he only does in cases of extreme happiness (see: when he finally catches a pig)

furthermore, there are questions that arise when considering jack and piggys relationship: why does jack hate him so much??

the simplest answer is that piggy is an easy target– already an outsider on multiple fronts and an easy scapegoat/punching bag. but bullies do things for a reason. and there are about a million studies that say people hurt other people because theyre hurting.

so yes anon, jack seems proud of all his actions, but just like the paint that jack hides behind, that’s a mask too. theres a difference between ones thoughts and ones actions, and for someone like jack (a liar, manipulator, and all around bad dude) that difference can be incredibly huge

but dont worry anon!! you didnt catch it because you didnt look hard enough. and thats exactly what jack merridew would have wanted.

nightingaleseeking  asked:

I don't know enough about Grey Warden or Blight lore to have much of an opinion on that post, but aren't both Leliana and Wynne referred to as Heroes of the Fifth Blight (Leliana when introduced at the Winter Palace, and Wynne when she's introduced at the White Spire in Asunder)? And that would mean seeing someone referred to as the Hero of the Third Blight wouldn't necessarily mean they were even at the Archdemon fight.

The Blighted Heroes

Fair point, @nightingaleseeking.  Thanks for taking the time to remind me of this detail.  Looking back at my response to @thereallonelyagain post, I can see that I need to clarify why I think Loris is a significant person and worthy of a few lore tags.  

How common it is to use the term “hero” for someone who fought the Blight?  I searched all the print text available, including the codices of all three games, the books, and comics.  I found some interesting results.  Calling someone a “Hero of the Blight” is actually quite rare.

So when and how is this title applied?  

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