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soltserra  asked:

Are you feeling okay?

Taking this opportunity to vent vent vent..I’m on mobile so I can’t tag so tw for: hospital ment//
Sort of. I had a sugar high but now it’s fading and I’m back to my anxious self ;-;
I’m really worried about dad. The other day I broke down crying at the mall because dad like. Never complains about any sort of pain but he was clutching at his side and making faces it made me so anxious. I dunno what to do since we don’t have insurance and stuff and HHHHHHHHHH. I’ve never been so scared in my life. I guess most of this fear stems from that time mom almost di ed when I was like. 9 years old? 10 years old? I don’t remember. From a sepsis attack and the trauma never truly left me. I’m still really scared. Dad is going back to the hospital tomorrow. Ghxhsjsha I really wanna cry about it????? I’m so scared

I was tagged by @wonderfulcinderella ,thank you!! 

Rules: tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better

Nickname: Fe but only like one person calls me that
Zodiac sign: Taurus
Height: 5′5
Last Thing You Googled: Boy names that start with R
Favourite music artist: 1D, Zayn, Liam, The Weeknd
Song stuck in my head: New Man - Ed Sheeran
Last Movie you watched: 10 Cloverfield Lane
What are you wearing right now: a huge green t-shirt and dark blue capri pj pants with white and blue little spots
What do you post: things that I like
Why did you choose your URL: when the track list for Mind of Mine was released, I picked a song title that I liked and added ziam to it, and then when I actually heard the song, BRIGHT ended up being one of my favorites on the album
Do you have any other blogs: A Sims sideblog and a shit ton of saved urls
What Did Your Last Relationship Teach You: not to trust people when they say that they’re really over their ex
Religious Or Spiritual: Not really… more scientific
Favorite Color: aqua/turquoise/minty blue
Average Hours Of Sleep: these days its 10+
Lucky Number: 17
Favorite characters: Arya Stark and Sirius Black among so many others
How Many Blankets Do you Sleep With: one comforter
Dream Job: Zayn or Liam’s PA

As usual I’m gonna tag the first 20 mutuals in my activity: @guilty1dlove @zaynispureperfection @ot5neverdies @latinxstan @loveourtimeisnow @rogueandeskimo @zlanet @cactus-in-the-snow @zquadislaw @zayndrogynous @deniallisstrong @justneedbeloved @rainbowliam @coeuralacreme @warzoneziam @queerlylibra @maybeitdontmakesense @roseygoldharry @iftheycouldfly @zayniepaynie and anyone else that wants to do this, you can say I tagged you

Mother’s Day (Finn Balor Imagine)

Finn Balor x Reader
Warning: None. Fluff
A/N:  Decided to mix it up a little, really hope you guys enjoy it. I loved writing this! And ty anon for requesting this!
     Tagged; @tatyanawaka @lclb13 @shadow-of-wonder @kurominonsense @kelstenkiara @sietefinns @castielscamander @oraclegazes @socyd @lindseyrae20 @eliza-kitty-cat @daintymissdevitt @princess3733 @nickysmum1909 @50shadesofadamcolebaybay @raphaelvavasseur @alexahood21 @unepetitecrise @grey-acefinn @gts-widow @fightblissfight @caramara3 @rainfoxx13 @hiitsmecharlie @widow-png @racheo91 @moxtiel @blondekel77 @wrestlinghasruinedmylife @crossfitjesusinskinnyjeans @totorototo-ro @devittslegos @grappling-giraffe
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Finn and his twin girls get ready for Mother’s day.

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anonymous asked:

bless u for keeping with canon (aro) ace jughead my crops are flourishing my skin has cleared

 JUST  DOIN’  MY  CIVIC  DUTY !       &  i  mean  …  as  someone  who  is  aro/ace  themselves  i  remember  when  i  heard  about  the  show  i  was  incredibly  dejected  that  they  weren’t  going  to  keep  him  ace  as  he  is  in  the  comics.   it  would  have  been  such  a  huge  representation  for  the  aro/ace  community.    now ,  i’m  not  going  to  bash  the  show  nor  throw  dirt  on  anyone  who  ships  b.ugh.ead  or  any  other  ship  with  jug  for  that  matter ,  people  can  ship  what  they  want  i  can’t  stop  anyone ,  but  the  jughead  i  first  came  to  know  was  the  one  repulsed  by  any  idea  of  romance  for  himself  &  i  just  don’t  think  i  could  see  or  would  even  like  to  have  him  be  any  other  way  than  just  that ,  personally.   it’s  important  to  his  character ,  imo ,  &  it’s  always  important  for  the  aspec  community  to  have  some  representation  out  there.   we  have  so  little ,  i  wouldn’t  dare  change  jug  like  that  &  take  him  from  aspec  community.   aro/ace  jughead  or  bust !

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Restless Nights

Summary- MJ hasn’t been sleeping well recently.

A/N- Another part of my Uncle Sam and MJ series; this fic will make sense if you haven’t read the others.

*Let me know if you want to be tagged in any of my works*

Uncle Sam and MJ Masterlist

Masterlist

“Please tell me you started the coffee,” Dean groaned as he stumbled into the kitchen Saturday morning. MJ had not been sleeping well the past week and since his daughter was getting such little sleep, so was Dean.

Sam briefly looked up, doing a double take. Dean did not look good. He had dark circles under his eyes, his hair was disheveled and he looked like he might pass out any second. Sam shook his head, “Dude, you look terrible!”

“Really? I never would have guessed,” Dean snarked. “Coffee?” Sam nodded his head toward the counter where the pot was still mostly full.

“Was MJ up again last night? She fell asleep alright.”

“Yeah, she did, but I don’t know what happened after that. She came into my room soon after I went to bed and she’s pretty much been up since then. I’ve got her dosing in front of the tv now.”

Sam was confused, “I don’t get how she’s still going. She’s had maybe five hours of sleep all week.”

“I don’t know man, but she really needs to start sleeping right again. I don’t know how many more nights of this I can take.”

Sam frowned at his brother, “If she gets up again tonight just send her down to my room. You don’t have to always be on top of it.”

“Thanks Sam.”


“Uncle Sam,” Sam felt a small shake of this arm waking him up. He slowly blinked his eyes, bringing his sight into focus. MJ was standing at the side of his bed, “Uncle Sammy, are you awake?”

“I am now,” he groaned, shifting up onto his forearms. “What’s wrong?”

MJ looked down at her feet, “I can’t sleep and Daddy seemed really tired today. I thought maybe I could come in here.”

“Of course squirt,” Sam sat up in bed, reaching out and lifting MJ onto the bed next to him.

Sam sat back against the headboard, MJ nestled into his side, the stuffed moose Sam gave her squished between them. Sam ran soothing circles into her back, “What’s wrong kiddo, why have you been having such trouble sleeping lately?”

MJ rubbed her face into Sam’s stomach mumbling incoherently. Sam sighed, pushing his niece’s face away from his body, “I can’t understand you when you cover your face and talk.”

MJ picked at her nails, “I don’t know.”

Sam didn’t quite believe her, “C’mon MJ, there must be a reason you haven’t slept all week. Aren’t you tired? If you tell me what’s wrong I might be able to help?”

MJ stayed quiet for a few minutes before she said, “I had a nightmare the other night and I didn’t want to have another one.”

“Why didn’t you just tell your dad or I sooner? We could have helped.”

“I was embarrassed,” MJ frowned. “I didn’t want you to know I had a nightmare.”

“You don’t need to be embarrassed. It’s okay to have nightmares, I have them sometimes.”

“Really?”

“Yeah, nightmares are normal. They can be scary sometimes, but they’re not something to be ashamed of. Your dad and I love you, nightmares and all. So next time you’re having bad dreams, let us know. We want to help you.”

“Okay Uncle Sammy. I promise to tell you next time.” MJ snuggled back into her uncle’s side, comforted by the fact that her uncle had nightmares too.

“Good. I love you and would do anything for you,” Sam kissed her forehead. “Let’s go to sleep okay? You can stay over in here tonight.”


tags: @27bmm  @exploratiionist  @winchesters-favorite-girl   @fabulouslycassie   @iamflanneltrash  @jesstherebel   @nothingiswrongwithit  @percussiongirl2017  @mogaruke  @captainemwinchester

{ IN MY VEINS } a sansan playlist by @thehound

georgia vance joy / kiss me ed sheeran / a drop in the ocean ron pope / bloodstream stateless / can’t help falling in love haley reinhart / in my veins andrew belle / home gabrielle aplin / the howling dog ears / only you joshua radin / shiver lucy rose / gotta have you the weepies / here with me susie suh / bad blood bear’s den / all you never say birdy / into the wild lewis watson / mountains (love won’t burn my heart) savoir adore / ghosts that we knew mumford & sons / a closeness dermot kennedy / tee shirt birdy / sea of love langhorne slim / i was made for loving you kina grannis / only love ben howard / don’t lose your love ivan & alyosha / magnetised tom odell / give me love ed sheeran / safe & sound taylor swift ft. the civil wars / faded from the winter iron & wine / i get to love you ruelle / strangers jesse harper / my lover birdtalker / i’m so in love with you jill andrews / reunite isbells / light sleeping at last / to build a home the cinematic orchestra + adding more all the time!

[listen on spotify]

A Thousand Moments {a shallura shortfic}

Rating: G/T (some sexual references)

Words: 1500

Notes: So @mayuuunaise posted about Shallura-as-exes in the shallura tag {here}, and I don’t have impulse control so here’s 1500 words of angsty regretful pining I guess. Also I based my description of Older Shiro on @herrolddrawsthings picture of Shiro with a beard {here} because I’m weak and predictable and I have a beard kink. And yes I also leaned on my own Shiro-is-Altean-and-can-do-magic theory because again, I do not have impulse control. Enjoy!

{Also on AO3}


Allura fiddled with the engagement band around her wrist, her thumb rubbing over each stone set into the slim metal bracelet. It did nothing to alleviate her nerves. She chewed at her bottom lip as she stood on the grand steps of New Altea’s Royal Palace, surveying the ranks of the Peace Guard lined up across the courtyard. The deep blue of their uniforms offset the gold highlights of their belts and sashes, and for a moment she imagined herself back in old Altea, before the war and Zarkon and her ten-thousand-year sleep.

She shook her head to clear the rush of nostalgia. No time for that sort of thing. Not today.

Over the horizon, the Voltron Lions emerged into view. They flew in formation, a tight V that swung low over the Royal Palace, roaring in the dazzling sunlight. The assembled crowd cheered in appreciation as the Lions circled back around and landed at the far side of the courtyard.

Prince Romin leaned down to murmur in Allura’s ear: “You look nervous.”

“It’s an important day,” she replied, trying to keep her voice even. She silently cursed herself for fidgeting, and forced her hands down to her sides in a suitably regal pose. She didn’t need Romin’s scrutiny. Not today of all days.

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Insecure and confessing (Gladio - fluff/angst (???) )

Requested by an anon via my main account!

Ask: Hello, may I request Gladio confessing to his crush who tends to be insecure and isn’t very confident? Thank you!

Of course you can, Anon! Just request it on this blog instead XD 

I thought that having the S/O (you readers) in Prompto’s position (half MT that is) would work. It’s just what happened as I wrote this.

I hope this is to your liking, Anon! Enjoy!

Tagging: @honeybeelily @fieryfantasy (it never lets me tag you for some really saddening reason) and @bloody-geisha


It was quiet now. Gladio had deliberately waited until the others were asleep, not wanting to bring up anything personal around them just in case it made you anxious. That and some things were better left as a secret. Even the big man knew that. And he valued you. Truly, he did.

It was dark now, the fire humming and crackling. He looked at you with a smile, getting lost in his thoughts. He examined you - no. Examined was the wrong word. You weren’t a scientific breakthrough or a specimen to be tested. He gazed at you, his amber irises glazing over you, trailing there way over your body, the only light being the fire which you sat beside.

The both of you had been best friends for just about twenty years. And he didn’t want a brash decision to ruin that. As it was, he was already taking a risk. Liking you. Loving you. As more than a friend. By the six her freaking adored you more than he ever thought he could. 

Gladio always that that your insecurities would make it difficult for him to view you as anything other than a friend. But now… you… this journey… You had proven him wrong. It had been, what, a year since he had last saw you. And now you were here. At first you seemed more confident but… once the King died and shit hit the fan…you secluded yourself again…

He wanted to help you. Be there for you. Now more than ever. 

“Hey.” He greeted you with a gentle smile as he sat down beside you. You didn’t reply like you normally did. You only hummed, staring blankly at the fire. He looked at your plate. You had only eaten one skewer. “You haven’t eaten all your dinner.”

“I was too slow out there.” Your reply was plain. Emotionless.

“Probably because you only had two hours sleep last night.” 

“Didn’t have an appetite.” 

Gladio sighed when you changed your story. He knew the truth. You were in a slump, just like the rest of them. Only, for a different reason. You felt like you didn’t belong. Right?
“Okay, ___. C’mon. Tell me what’s wrong.”

Your shoulders slumped and you sighed, finding the emotions to portray.”I don’t belong here. With you guys…”

Your words prompted him to raise his scarred brow. “What do you mean?”

“Well…I…You see…” You looked at him, your eyes bright - not with happiness, or sadness. But with anguish. With pain. “I…” You looked back to the fire. “It doesn’t matter. It’s not important enough to waste breath on.”

“___.” He placed a hand on your knee, tone calm yet demanding. Sincere, you could say. You sighed again and looked up, gazing straight ahead.

“It’s difficult to explain. And it’s…somewhat…complicated.” You took a deep breath, rubbing your hands together, he noted, a tell tale sign of your anxiety. “You know I was adopted when I was ten, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Well, there was a reason behind that.” You swallowed thickly. “I was a test subject, a science experiment, a toy. I was supposed to be melded with a demon. I heard what the empire was going to do to me and I… I broke free. Ran as far away as I could.”

Gladio rubbed his thumb on your knee, looking at you intently, acknowledging your every word. “Okay. So that had a negative affect on you.”

“Yeah. A big one. I mean, I felt like I didn’t belong: bar-code on my wrist, scars from needles and knives upon my skin.” You sighed again. “I felt caged. Not belonging anywhere. You know? It wasn’t exactly something I could just tell anyone - not even my wonderful family - in Insomnia. All I was into was learning how to fight, not how to play with dolls or socialise. I just didn’t fit in at all. I wasn’t normal. I didn’t know what all these children programmes were. All I knew was torture, pain.”

Gladio’s palm tensed on your knee, beginning to clench it, as anger began to course through his veins.

“You know how everyone has that black secret that they don’t want anyone to know?” You looked at him. “I was supposed to be an MT, Gladio. I was supposed to be one of those things that try to kill us everyday. Thankfully I escaped before they could tie me to a deamon.”

He looked at you, gazing right into your eyes, hoping to find that you were lying, only wanting your pain to be false, wanting it all to be untrue. But all he found was the truth within your now watering orbs. He couldn’t find anything to say. His own heart being crushed by ten anvils before being shattered into ten thousand shards of glass.

“I knew it.” You turned you head. “I guessed - had hoped - that you would still see me as you always have done. That you sincerely wanted me to fit in instead of being there to spy on me. But, just like I was promised freedom only to discover I was to be a monster, you lied to me… gave me false security.” You stood. “I’ll be gone in the morning.”

That only crushed him further. That you had no belief in him. That, for all this time, you were worried over not having anyone. It weakened him. 

Gladio took your hand tightly. “How could you think that!?” He raised his voice. You flinched. But he didn’t back down. “Not once have I lied to you! I didn’t want to make you feel like this! If I was the course of all your fears I’m goddamn sorry, ___!” He pulled you harshly into his chest, your knees clattering to the ground. 

When you didn’t struggle, he was confused. He was half expecting you to do so. Gladio looked into your eyes to find them filling with water, to notice the shaking of your shoulders as he held you tightly. Through fear of hurting you further than he already had done that evening, he loosened his grasp. His eyes gazed into yours, looking into one eye before the other, searching them for something. Anything. 

“Shit.” He sighed. “I’m sorry. I didn’t…I shouldn’t…” He buried your face into his shoulder and brought his lips to your ear. “Ifrit’s flame, __ you should hear yourself,sometimes.” He let out a soft breath. “I love you too much to ever lie to you.”

Gladio felt a tear fall onto his skin, felt your shoulders shake more profusely, felt your arms wrap around his waist. And he took your action as consent, allowing him to hug you a little tighter. “Dammit, I love you, __.” He spoke quietly against the shell of your ear. “And you’d do well to remember that.”

You looked up at him and he saw the brief fear in your eyes. “But… you’re a womaniser. How can I be sure that you aren’t lying to me? That you just up and - mmmf!”

Gladio kissed you hard, his hands cupping your cheeks, thumbs collecting your tears whilst his tongue stroked your lips, only easing up when you replied to him. He kept kisses you for a few moments before he pulled away, running his thumb over your bottom lip.
“You’re the only person I won’t jump to third base with. I value you more than you could ever imagine.”

You blinked. “Really?”

He nodded and brought you back into his chest. “Really really.”

tagged by: @chaleurette. thank you! ♡

rules: answer all of the questions, then add one question of your own and tag as many people as there are questions!


  1. coke or pepsi: neither
  2. disney or dreamworks: disney
  3. coffee or tea: tea
  4. books or movies: ……………………asdf both
  5. windows or mac: windows
  6. dc or marvel: idk i’ve never really read comics?? sorry :(
  7. xbox or playstation: ….never really played video games either
  8. dragon age or mass effect: um what
  9. night owl or early riser: ………….night owl, sadly
  10. cards or chess: chess
  11. chocolate or vanilla: both
  12. vans or converse: converse
  13. lavellan, trevelyan, cadash, or adaar: ???
  14. fluff or angst: aNGST i live for angst sorry not sorry
  15. beach or forest: my room neither
  16. dogs or cats: cats
  17. clear skies or rain: clear skies
  18. cooking or eating out: cooking
  19. spicy food or mild food: mild
  20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: christmas!!!
  21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? too cold bc that’s how i am already lmao
  22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be? flying
  23. animation or live action: both
  24. paragon or renegade: ???
  25. baths or showers: showers
  26. team cap or team ironman: idk i’m sorry
  27. fantasy or sci-fi: fantasy
  28. do you have three or four favorite quotes? if so, what are they? i have more than three or four and it would take me forever so i’m just going to pass 
  29. youtube or netflix: i don’t have netflix so youtube
  30. harry potter or percy jackson: have i mentioned….. that i’ve never read or watched….. harry potter??? (pls don’t kill me i really want to and i will!! sometime!! asdfghjkl!!) (also rose if you see this i am so sorry for disappointing you i hope you love me anyway ♡)
  31. when do you feel accomplished? when i don’t procrastinate for once and actually do my work i’m procrastinating rn i’m trash bye
  32. star wars or star trek: idk i haven’t watched either
  33. paperbacks or hardcovers: both are cool but bending paperbacks makes me sad
  34. horror or rom-com: i love psychological horror but i literally cannot even read a wikipedia film summary without freaking out and losing sleep so…. rom-com i guess
  35. would you rather live in a world without literature or music? …without music
  36. pastel colors or dark colors: both 
  37. tv shows or movies: movies bc i just grew up not watching tv? though skam is effing me up so
  38. city or countryside: city
  39. if any other zodiac sign could describe you, what would it be? idk i don’t know that much about the signs?
  40. if you could only listen to one album for the rest of your life, what would it be? i mean…. i once listened to lorde’s pure heroine for nine hours straight and didn’t get tired of it so…. probably that
  41. cinema or theater? cinema
  42. if you could be any fictional character’s best friend, who would it be? isak valtersen probably….. my golden boy :’)
  43. smiling or smirking: smiling
  44. are you an “all or nothing” type, or are you more consistent? i’m lowkey dramatic (woah oxymoron) so probably all or nothing
  45. playlists or your whole library on shuffle? whole library on shuffle
  46. traveling or staying home? ……staying home 
  47. what languages are you fluent in? english (obviously), kind of mandarin (americanization via the public school system really kills those skills man), kind of french (taking it rn), and a tiny bit of norwegian (bc skam lmao)


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♦ BATTLE QUOTES

Battle Theme : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bL1kzvvmMsk

Battle intro : “You just had to wake the dragon…”
Victory : “…what have I done?”
Defeat : “…my children… but they need me…”
Taunt : “There’ll be a reckoning!”
Reacting to Taunt : *growls*
Tie : “Please, don’t push this further…”
Perfect Victory : "Never threaten my family /ever/ again!”
Final Finisher : Ashes to Ashes.”

♦ TAG QUOTES

Assist : “I believe in you!”
Your muse down during Assist : "Get up! Get in!”
Using item : “Neat!.”
Healing/Buffing : “Let me mend that!” / “Take my strength!”
Tag Team Special : “Let’s become Thunder and Lightning!”

Tagged by : @nightmaze
Tagging : @pettankoprincess, @ladyrivienne, @tiergan-vashir, @exkage, @neoma-eltanin, @sera-xiv, @tambriart, @yoiku, @blodforblod, @xmimiteh, @samaelsammy, @raelcsart

PS : Anyone not tagged, feel free to chime in!