this was such a nightmare to color i'm cry

I like to imagine a future where shao understands he is worthy of love, a future where he doesn’t have to hide his feelings, doesn’t have to be defensive about everything, doesn’t feel like he has to fight against the whole world. I like to imagine shao finding a boy who loves and supports and cares about him, a boy who shows shao he can be soft, can be loving, can be protective without being agressive, a boy who makes shao want to scream to the sky that he loves him, who makes shao feel like there is nothing wrong with being who he is and loving who he loves. I like to imagine a future where shao talks to zeke and the boys everyday, they still love hanging out and making music together. a future where he’s made peace with mylene and they’re always mocking zeke. a future where he and his boy love to go to clubs with dizzee and thor and they always end the night writing on the walls because old habits die hard. a future where shao still has fears, he still has nightmares about les inferno and fat annie, but he’s learnt to put all the emotions on his music and his art, so they can become something beautiful. a future where shao is as happy as he deserves to be.

STARTER MEMES // 'CATCHING FIRE' EDITION
  • “I wish I could freeze this moment, right here, right now and live in it forever.”
  • “You know, you could live a thousand lifetimes and not deserve him.”
  • “My nightmares are usually about losing you. I'm okay once I realize you're here.”
  • “I always channel my emotions into my work. That way, I don't hurt anyone but myself.”
  • "How come I never know when you're having a nightmare?”
  • “At some point, you have to stop running and turn around and face whoever wants you dead.The hard thing is finding the courage to do it.”
  • “I just want to spend every possible minute of the rest of my life with you.”
  • “Whose is it, do you think?"
  • “I had to do that. At least once.”
  • “I don't care if you got knocked up. I can still rip your throat out."
  • “You've got to go through it to get to the end of it.”
  • “Oh, the fun we two have together.”
  • “I swear if you cry, I'll kill you here and now."
  • "You could do a lot worse."
  • “No one really needs me."
  • "I do. I need you."
  • "Stay with me."
  • "Shame isn't a strong enough word for what I feel.”
  • “Isn't it strange that I know you'd risk your life to save mine, but I don't even know what your favorite color is?”
  • “I do think you're mad and I'll still go with you.”
  • "My nightmares are usually about losing you. I'm okay once I realize you're here.”
  • "She's one of the few people who actually likes me.”
  • “Hey. I just wanted to make sure you got home."
  • “It'd be better if he were easier to hate.”
  • “By the way, I know about the kiss."
  • “Having an eye for beauty isn't the same thing as a weakness.”
  • "Is this the first time in your life you haven't looked pretty?"
  • "There's no one left I love.”
  • “Everything is happening too fast for me to process it.”
  • “You know, I think this is the first time we've ever done anything normal together.”
  • “They're a little strange, but I'm pretty sure neither of them is going to try to make me uncomfortable by stripping naked.”
  • “You’re going to make a great mother, you know."
  • “You're hideous, you know that, right?”
  • "Always."