this was so damn hard to make

It hurts to let go. Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold on to something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you, because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain. Damn, there’s nothing like that, is there? I’ve been there and you have too. You’re nodding your head.
—  Henry Rollins

I find it hard to digest mysteries/crime thrillers in which the detective obviously has superpowers, but the show pretends they don’t. ‘Observation’ and 'reasoning’ and 'intelligence’ are great, but when the detective’s powers are so overblown that the explanations are clearly afterthoughts… I’ve already lost interest.

If you can’t make the detective’s reasoning actually logical, just make them a damn psychic with zoom-and-enhance eyeballs.

ALSO. ALSO. the fact that jack views their relationship as a them being a team? so fucking awesome. and not only that, he said those words? literally out loud?? to bitty???? that is the best thing. the BEST thing. if there is one thing we know about jack zimmerman is that he is a damn good captain and he clearly sees himself and bitty as captains of the team zimmerman-bittle and he is sticking hard and fast to the first rule of captaining: “got your back”. which means having clear, open discussions about the things that are not right in their relationship and working through it together and that is honestly so refreshing to see. i can not really describe how thrilled this update has me.

n is so good at making us feel so many thing without the payoff being cheap or forced and i appreciate this story and her narrative so dang much, you know?

I CRIED SO HARD! IM NOT LYING (SPOILERS EP 11)

SCARLET HEART RYEO DRAMA IS DAMN INTENSE!!!

I HAVE NEVER EVER WATCHED A DRAMA THIS THIS AARGHHH

well lets see, I cried:

when so reached out for soo after the poison

when haesoo looked up to talk with so - their beautiful moments in the jail (and the OST in the bg IS MAKING IT WORSE)

WHEN HAESOO BEGGED FOR LADY OH TO NOT LEAVE HER 

and when I saw Lady Oh’s feet dangling in the air, lifeless THE BACKGROUND MUSIC /flips tables/

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS DRAMA!! IT RUINED MY LIFE 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!! I APPRECIATE EVERYTHING YOU DO SO MUCH!! THANK YOU FOR CONSTANTLY MAKING SMILE AND LAUGH! THANK YOU FOR BEING THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE ME HAPPY AFTER A LONG DAY OF SCHOOL &/or OF WORK! Just thank you for existing. Thank you to your parents for birthing such a beautiful, hilarious, awesome, etc. (there are way too many adjectives to describe you) into this world!! Not sure why this text turned from uppercase to lowercase, but I’m not gonna change it because I would never change anything about you! Thank you for working so damn hard! A hard work ethic is a trait that I admire so much in people, and thank you for setting that example for me! Thank you for being so kind! Thank you for showing us that it’s better to be nice than to mean! I met you 7 months ago, and you were the nicest human being ever! Thank you for that! Also thank you for signing a maxipad for me,me that day, that was really cool of you! Thank you for thriving to make the best content that you can make! Thank you for constantly wanting to expand your horizons! Thank you for DIRTY 30! Thank you for NOT TOO DEEP! Thank you for ELECTRA WOMAN AND DYNA GIRL! Thank you for THE GRACE HELBIG SHOW! Thank you for ITS GRACE! Thank you for GRACE’S GUIDE: THE ART OF PRETENDING TO BE A GROWN-UP! Thank you for GRACE & STYLE: THE ART OF PRETENDING YOU HAVE IT! Thank you for CAMP TAKOTA! Thank you for the LOWES COMMERCIALS! Thank you for HEY USA SEASON 1! Thank you for HEY USA SEASON 2! Thank you for HEY USA SEASON 3! Thank you for FREAK WEEK! THANK YOU! I APPRECIATE YOU MORE THAN THIS CHEESY TUMBLR POST COULD EVER SAY! YOU CONSTANTLY INSPIRE ME IN WAYS HAT I CAN NOT PUT IN TO WORDS! I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT SO MANY PEOPLE LOVE YOU! THANK YOU FOR MAKING STUPID VLOGS WITH MICHELLE! thanks for everything!

P.S. I WILL NOT REREAD THIS BECAUSE I WILL BEGIN TO CRY MY EYES OUT! Ignore the immense amount of grammatical mistakes and weird structure!

P.S.(again) IM GOING TO A BOYZ II MEN CONCERT TODAY IN YOUR HONOR! HAPPY 31st!

i have a lot of issues with communicating when i’m in a large group but today i was having dinner with people from my program and this girl came over and kissed one of the guys and he was like “oh this is my wife btw” and i was like yeah i was hoping that was your wife (he’s mentioned her before) and everyone laughed so hard and i was just like damn i’m funny!!!!!

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THIS DUMB IS 31 TODAY!!

I hope you understand how every single on us appreciate you so so much. Thank you for all that you do for us and thank you for making me laugh and smile every single day even after a hard day of school/work. Just thank you for existing in general. We all love you so damn much and I hope you have a wonderful birthday you gorgeous human being.

anonymous asked:

Do you think.... as a celebration ... you could maybe write a smutty collar blurb ... I need it

I think about it. I feel like everyone is writing those now and I don’t know what else I could do to make it unique. Also, I am trying to stay away from the more hard core smut for the time being, and that collar just brings out a loooot of smut.

However, @canistayhaz and @stylesunchained have been writing (and are writing?) some blurbs about that, I think. Allie damn near killed me last night, so you can try those for now!

glowingchaos  asked:

So the one thing that stood out at Sebastian's panel (besides his gorgeous face - he's SO much hotter in person) was that he thinks "I remember them all" wasn't the truth. He saw it as Bucky giving in to the fact that Tony wasn't listening to anything he was saying because it wasn't what Tony wanted to hear, so he was just giving up on trying to get through to Tony.

Really?  That’s fascinating.  And so damned sad.  Jeez, Bucky stuff always makes me wanna cry!

But thank you for letting me know Sebastian Stan is even hotter in person.  Seems hard to believe, but I trust you on it!

Wow someone is trying to make me feel bad for charging $60 to make mermaid tail blankets. it’s a lot of hard work to make those things. 60 is cheap! And wanting to buy her own yarn so I will lower the price more. That just makes it harder on me cos what if she buys the wrong damn thing?! Ugh. I don’t think people realize how many hours and work goes into making those things. It’s not like I can work it up in an hour and sit around on my ass. :pp

This meeting blows so I’m going to waste time and vent.

Okay my fellow men it is time to stop. Stop what you ask?

Stop being stupid and childish when you have to buy tampons for your significant other or daughter.

No one’s going to judge you and I guarantee you that the cashier ain’t gonna poke your masculinity bullshit.

Just buy them and make sure they’re the right type/kind, then go on with your fucking day!

IS THAT SO DAMN HARD TO DO?! SERIOUSLY!?

stellaa33  asked:

BABY IM SO GLAD YOUR BACK AND YOU ADDED STAN OMFG THIS BLOG MAKES MY SHITTY LIFE WORTH LIVING. YOU DESERVE MILLIONS OF AWARDS. DAMN IM SO LUCKY THAT I FOUND YOU 🙏🏽 KEEP DOING YOU!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU AND ALL YOUR HARD WORK. ITS VERY MUCH APPRECIATED. ALSO YOUR SAUCY MONDAYS MAKE MY MONDAYS SO TOLERABLE. Okay so I went a little crazy sorry just so happy you're back 💖💖💖 SENDING YOU WATERMELON LOVE 🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉🍉

YOU ARE THE SWEETEST! THANK YOU SO MUCH! I really appreciate the watermelon love, so I’m sending you cherry love! 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒 . 

I’m so happy to know you like this blog! Thanks so much for being here. ☺️

~A.Wölf.

Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.