this was my favorite show when i was younger

[trans] Ivyclub 2017.04 member interviews

Q1: What special items do you bring around with you often?
Four Leaf clover, toothbrush.
Q2: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Taeil: Winwin. He’s handsome. He might look chic (or cold?) when we first met, but he’s really cute.
Q3. Recommended food from convenience stores?
Pizza bread.
Q4. Any fans who left a deep impression on you?
Fans saw us and started crying. I can feel like we influence our fans a lot, I’m really thankful!!!

Q1. A tip for making friends during the new school year?
Taeyong: Now I think of it, people who have brighter personalities and positive mindsets tend to make more friends.
Q2: An unforgettable memory from White Day or Valentines’ Day?
Taeyong: Now that I recall, I don’t have experiences like that..
Q3: Eat or Rest? Which would you choose?
Taeyong: Resting. I used most of my time for eating to do other activities. Usually I put eating last.
Q4: Any desires you had for life in university?
Taeyong: To be able to meet a soulmate

Q1: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Yuta: Taeyong. He’s so charming on stage.
Q3: What’s my charm point?
Yuta: My eyes, especially when I laugh.
Q3. Recommended food from convenience stores?
Yuta: Snack. (Oh! Potato!)
Q4: An unforgettable memory from White Day or Valentines’ Day?
I received chocolates from my crush in junior high, I was worried for a long time on White Day as it was my first time buying chocolates for a person.
Q5: Words that motivate you when you are tired?
Yuta: The wall only comes to one who are able to cross it.
Q5: A goal to achieve in 2017?
Yuta: I have many goals. I want to be someone who is able to fulfill every single small goal I set

Q1: What special items do you bring around with you often?
Doyoung: Notebook, because there might be things I want to record down.
Q2: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Doyoung: Haechan, Mark. They are cute.
Q3. Recommended food from convenience stores?
Doyoung: Hamburger and yogurt that costs 1000won.
Q4: Words that motivate you when you are tired?
Doyoung: Don’t be too hung up on what you have done, you are actually doing well!

Q1: What special items do you bring around with you often?
Ten: Notebook and a black pen. Whether I’m unhappy or happy, when I have the inspiration I would listen to music and draw. 
Q2: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Ten: Mark. He’s very hardworking and sincere. To me he is a cute younger brother but in NCT DREAM he’s a mature brother who takes care of the younger kids.
Q3: Ideal type?
Animal lover and someone who challenges herself.
Q4: Words that motivate you when you are tired?
Recently I fell in love with this phrase “Be Different Be Unique”. I want everyone to understand me more as a person. And I want to show off the dances and music that is uniquely me.
Q5: Any desires you had for life in university?
To attend art school in London and part time at the same time!

Q1: A tip for making friends during the new school year?
Jaehyun: Rather than purposely trying to do something, just get closer naturally.
Q2: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Jaehyun: Taeil. He was shy, but after getting to know him better he’s someone full of charms.
Q3: Most memorable talent show I have done during school trips?
Jaehyun: I danced to SNSD’s Genie (Tell Me Your Wish).
Q4: An unforgettable memory from White Day or Valentines’ Day?
Jaehyun: As my birthday falls on Valentines Day, I have ever received chocolates instead of presents on that day.

Q1: Unforgettable memory of 2016?
I’m happy to have debuted.
Q2: Movies or dramas that you like?
I like Signal and Léon: The Professional
Q3. Recommended food from convenience stores?
Winwin: I like ramyeon.
Q4. Any fans who left a deep impression on you?
The fans are always encouraging me, so I have to work harder.
Q5: Goals to achieve in 2017?
Winwin: I want to work even harder to show fans a cooler side of myself. I want to speak Korean better than last year, and let more people know about NCT. Fighting!

Q1: A tip for making friends during the new school year?
Mark: Eat and chat with friends at food stalls.
Q2: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Mark: Jaehyun hyung. He just makes people feel comfortable. He’s sweet and nice.
Q3: What’s my charm point?
Mark: Not sure if this is a charm point, but I like to laugh. Even if it’s not funny haha
Q4: An unforgettable memory from White Day or Valentines’ Day?
Mark: In 2016 we spent Valentines Day with our fans for the first time. Back then we did the Rookies Show in Thailand. It was Jaehyun hyung’s birthday that day too.

Q1: A tip for making friends during the new school year?
Haechan: Look for common topics to talk about with people you want to get closer to.
Q2: If I was a fan of NCT, who would be my favorite member? Why?
Mark hyung. He’s cute yet manly.
Q3: What’s my charm point?
My legs and my voice.
Q4: An unforgettable memory from White Day or Valentines’ Day?
Haechan: I received so many chocolates and candies that my mum had to drive her car over to bring me home!
Q5: Goals to achieve in 2017?
Diet more! haha

Yesterday I had the joy of meeting and hanging out with an inspirational girl named Margaret through the Make-A-Wish Foundation. At the age of 15, Margaret has to get dialysis 3 times a week. She really impressed me with her great attitude, sense of humor and kindness to everyone around her.

When Margaret and her family walked in I could immediately tell that it was going to be a fun visit. We decorated Winnie the Pooh cake pops and then played the board game ‘Life’. Margaret’s younger sister Hailey was the champion of that game, AND she showed me her amazing Pokemon card collection.

To top it all off, after hanging out for a few hours they gave me the best gift ever: Boxes of Girl Scout Samoa cookies (my favorite)! Margaret’s family is involved with Girl Scouts just like my sister was growing up. They also made me an honorary member of their troop. I couldn’t believe that their badge logo was even a unicorn!

Margaret: It was a pleasure to meet you and I had a wonderful time getting to know you and your family. You are one tough cookie and I am honored to have been your wish.

A special thanks to Make-A-Wish America for setting this day up and Kin Community for hosting us.

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Shannon Boxx - I broke a chair at a national team dinner, but never hit the floor while still holding Christie Rampone’s daughter Rylie on my lap.

Lori Chalupny - I wish I could grow just a little bit so I could be listed at 5-5 instead of 5-4.

Lauren Holiday - When I was 10, I wanted to go to football camp but my mom put me in cheer camp instead. I won best toe-touch.

Tobin Heath - I used to steal gear from U.S. Soccer when I was younger, but for that I am sorry.

Carli Lloyd - I prefer sandals over sneakers.

Heather O'Reilly - I have an enormous sweet tooth. I maul chocolate.

Ali Krieger - I never leave the house without mascara.

Christie Rampone - I am a real red head!

Morgan Brian - My favorite show growing up was “SpongeBob SquarePants” and kinda still is.

Megan Rapione - Playing in Chicago may be dangerous for me, because as I said, I love to shop.

Amy Rodriguez - One of my worst habits is cracking my knuckles. My Grandma thinks I’m going to get arthritis.

Hope Solo - I buy myself flowers because I love to have them in the house.

Abby Wambach - When I was waking up from the anesthesia after my surgery for my broken leg, I was crying and saying “I want my mommy.”

Alex Morgan - My cat has six toes on each of its front paws.

Kelley O'Hara - I put water on my cereal.

Alyssa Naeher - My parents told us that when Amanda and I were babies, we’d just sit up in our cribs talking to each other for hours.

Christen Press - I never touched the ball once in my first soccer league.

Becky Sauerbrunn - I’m really good at video games.

Whitney Engen - My parents loved to dress my brother and I up as children.

Julie Johnston - I used to cry every time I fell down on the soccer field when I was nine.

Sydney Leroux - I was at the office every single day and they had to call my mom to come get me every single day.

Ashlyn Harris - I hit a kid in the face with a fish in Florida when I was younger.

Meghan Klingenberg - When I was around six years old, believe it or not, I was really shy.


To let y'all know when I was WAY younger, I used to watch Samurai Jack and boi I thought he was awesome af and was one of my favorite shows of ALL TIME. To see that he is coming back is just brings back memories~

Also, Jack’s beard and hair in the trailer is just MMMMMMM 👌👌 But I still love the original Jack! ❤️❤️😍😍

“You went after her man. Andi with the good hair 💁”

Oh my god. I seriously love this show.

The reason why I’m so stoked about it is because it is written in a way that doesn’t dumb things down, like other children’s tv programming nowadays.

And this isn’t meant to come across as a “my generation had better shit than your generation” thing, because let’s be real, when was the last time a Disney Channel show involved serious topics? That’s So Raven and The Proud Family had episodes dedicated to racism and discrimination, Raven and Miranda from Lizzie McGuire had eating disorders..

They even celebrated different cultures in ways that weren’t so fucking stereotypical, like they did with Jessie, with Ravi’s “In my country, India..” in every episode. Jake long grew up in New York and was an Asian American kid, who kept both cultures. If a kid moved to a different country at a young age, their accent would eventually adapt to their environment, as well as the way they act. But I know it’s just for the [terrible] comedy.

This show is really making an effort to tell a concise story, and the little references to Buffy, Nickelback, the “disc heads” and “Amber Alert” jokes show that they wanna make this enjoyable for all ages.

Another thing I really loved was the little discussions they had with kids in between commercials. They really wanted to have a discussion with them, and didn’t treat them like they were a bunch of idiots. It was adorable and really cool to hear their reactions to the teen pregnancy thing, how they would’ve reacted to the other things on the show, etc.

There’s nothing more disrespectful than treating your kid audience like they aren’t capable of understanding more mature topics, and I’m SO glad that the creator of one of my favorite childhood shows, along with the writers and the crew, made the decisions that they made. I respect that a lot. This is the kinda show that, if I had a younger sibling, would love for them to watch.

All in all, I had a really great time watching this. It felt similar to watching old Disney Channel shows that were on when I was a kid, which was especially needed for me at this particular time.

Let’s get more shows like this that actually teach kids something, yeah?

anonymous asked:

Hii, could you please do more Fanboy!Tae HCs please???

Yoongi remembers the first time he ever saw Taehyung jealous. It was actually so hilarious and a fun time for him. Yoongi’s usually the only to pout and glare at the boys Taehyung pulls with him to events and for once it’s Taehyung being pouty and grumpy literally Yoongi wants to milk it for all it’s worth because the younger is so fucking cute!!!

It’s during a fan sign in Seoul. Taehyung arrives at the usual location dressed up in his best outfit and carrying his favorite camera to capture any cute poses his boyfriend might do in his direction. It catches him off guard for a moment, though, when he lines up and none of the normal fan masters he interacts with come up to say hello like before. 

His eyebrows scrunch together and he looks around to notice that most of the fan masters are in a circle a little further ahead of the line. 

“Hey, Yoona! What’s going on over there?” 

Taehyung smiles as he spots and talks to one of the Seokjin fan masters he’s gotten close with. She’s a cute girl who always has a Mario plush with her and wants Soekjin to call her baby girl and also one of the few persons that knows of Taehyung’s and Yoongi’s relationship. The girl giggles and covers her mouth before her eyes shut into half moons with her grin and Taehyung himself can’t help but grinning. 

Until she speaks. 

“There’s a new Yoongi fanboy! You remember how wild it was when you first came, they are just excited to see another boy.” 

The grin on his face falls and he wants to say something else but before he can the staff is asking them to line up and of course, of fucking course, the boy lines up right in front of Taehyung. He doesn’t even try to hide his frown. The boy is fucking adorable as fuck. His hair is dyed silver, to match Yoongi’s Taehyung notices, and his almond eyes are lined in sharp dark black liner with light red shadow covering the lids. Really if Taehyung thinks about  it the boy looks similar to himself and that thought only pisses him off more when he sees the boy wearing a shirt that reads “Suga’s boyfriend!” on it.  The boy grins when he sees Taehyung. 

“Hello, I’m Baekhyun! Are you a fanboy too? Ah i bet your girlfriend dragged you here right?” 

Taehyung just points to his camera that hangs around his neck and more specifically the card taped to the camera that reads “Sugas_Sweets.” Baekhyun’s mouth drops open.


Thankfully before Baekhyun can try talking to him more the line begins moving and the fans are aloud to enter the building. Taehyung quickly looks for Yoongi and his mood instantly brightens when he notices Yoongi is already staring at him with a gummy smile on his face. His mood again is dropped when he hears Baekhyun squeal followed by “Holy shit Suga hyung is so handsome!!” 

He’s really not normally the jealous type but something about Baekhyun gets the possessive juices in him flowing. The boy is pretty, fucking gorgeous really, and Yoongi’s type. It makes Taehyung frown.  

“Did you get Hyung a gift? I got him this signed Eminem cd and some of his favorite candies!” 

Baekhyun is tossing an arm around Taehyung’s shoulder as he talks and Taehyung tries to focus on getting quality pictures of his boyfriend, and some of Namjoon for Kyungsoo, he really just wants to toss his camera because he knows Yoongi is going to fucking love that gift. It’s not a competition but Taehyung wants nothing more than to casually toss out a “I sucked his dick last night that’s a good enough gift.” but he stops himself. Instead he just smiles and shakes his head. 

“I go to every event. Yoongi asked i stop getting him gifts because my love and support is enough for him.” 

It’s their turn to meet the boys at the table and he counts it as a win when he sees Baekhyun look a bit jealous at the way Yoongi lights up when he notices Taehyung is in line. Most fans themselves have just figured Taehyung is Yoongi’s favorite fan site and that’s why the rapper lights up whenever he sees him. Taehyung knows it’s really because his boyfriend is a giant sap that loves when Taehyung shows his fanboy side. Sadly the way the line is set up has Baekhyun going to see Yoongi before Taehyung does. 

He watches with a frown as Baekhyun hands his gifts to Yoongi and Yoongi’s eyes shine when he sees the Eminem cd. Baekhyun raises his hand and Taehyung assumes he’s asking for a high five until he sees Yoongi link their fingers together for a few seconds. It makes his stomach turn unhappily as Baekhyun blushes when he makes eye contact with Yoongi and Yoongi himself laughs at how fucking cute Baekhyun is. 

The staff push him along and Yoongi laughs again when Taehyung sits in front of him with a pout. 

“He’s cute.” 

Yoongi teases his boyfriend and Taehyung huffs. 

“I’m turning into a Namjoon fan site.” 

Of course they both know he’s lying and Yoongi laces their fingers together as he coos. 

“Kyungsoo would kill you if you did.”

They don’t have much time together and Taehyung knows Yoongi has a packed schedule so they won’t get to have any secret dates anytime soon so he tries to smile as he hands over some sticky notes with questions for Yoongi to answer. One of them has a question that reads “Hyung what is your ideal type?” and he winks as he writes down “Pretty boys that pout when they are jealous and have purple hair.” 

Taehyung leaves with a blush on his face as staff ask him to move on. Damn Yoongi can be so smooth sometimes. 

Yoongi laughs the moment he reads the text. He knows, thanks to Taehyung, how much the fans are fearing for his hair now that a new comeback has been announced and although Yoongi already knows he’s keeping his dark hair he decides to tease Taehyung. 

He uploads an old selfie he has on his phone that was never posted onto twitter with his hair a bright orange, from when he was in the middle of bleaching it, before texting Taehyung back. 

“You haven’t checked Twitter?” 

A little bit of worry runs through him when twenty minutes pass and he’s gotten no reply from his boyfriend.  Another ten minutes go by and finally Yoongi texts his Taehyung again. 

“Are you okay?” 

What he receives is a picture of Taehyung in front of the bighit building with the words “BRB fighting Bang PD.” under it. 


It’s hard on them sometimes. Not always sunshine’s and rainbows. Sometimes they fight and it’s so ugly because they care for each other so much. Yoongi has idol friends that are just so fucking rude sometimes and there the ones that know about him dating a fan and they put words into his head that normally he wouldn’t think about. 

“What if he’s only with you because of the fame?” 

“He only likes you because you’re Suga.” 

“Once the excitement of being with an idol wears off he’ll leave you and go to a magazine about your relationship.” 

Yoongi’s so stressed out when Taehyung calls to tell him about how much he loves the new mv and talk about it he just snaps. 

“Can you please just shut up about the music video.” 

Taehyung goes silent for a moment before trying to change the subject to maybe cheer Yoongi on for his next concert. Yoongi knows he’s being a dick but again the stress it there and the lack of sleep and the words from his friends creep up and he just can’t handle it. 

“All you ever want to fucking talk about is concerts and music videos and it’s so fucking annoying can you just stop being such a fucking fan for once! I’m sorry i don’t want to be your idol boyfriend Suga today you can leech from me later.” 

The line clicks as Taehyung hangs up their call before Yoongi can even realize he’s taken out his stress on his boyfriend. Of course the younger doesn’t answer any attempts Yoongi makes to call him back. It just makes everything hurt more when a few days pass and Yoongi doesn’t see Taehyung at the fan event that he knew for sure the younger had tickets to. Yoongi checks twitter and his gut drops when he sees the top tweet. 

Sugas_Sweets: Hello it’s admin of S_S, for the first time ever S_S will be going on hiatus. Thank you for understanding.

He tries one more time to text Taehyung. “Am i really losing my favorite fan site?” and of course he feels like a dick when Taehyung text him back. “Clearly it bothers you that i’m a fan so i’ll stop.” 

That same day he nearly runs to Taehyung’s apartment as soon as he gets the free time. He has no idea what he’s going to say or do but he knows he needs to fix things with his boyfriend. He never really realized how much he looked forward to seeing Taehyung at events and concerts until the younger hadn’t showed up. He sees it coming when he knocks on the door and Kyungsoo answers just to slam the door back shut when he sees who it is. He’s always been protective over Taehyung and Yoongi is ready to fight his way into the house if he has too to get to Taehyung. Thankfully the younger opens the door a few minutes later. 

Yoongi doesn’t say anything before pulling him into a tight hug. 

“I’m sorry i’m a fucking asshole. I love your support and i love that you’re my fan and that you are there to cheer me on and i didn’t mean anything i said i just let some stupid words some people said get to me and i’m sorry.” 

He hates that Taehyung’s eyes are red, probably from crying, and the younger sighs as if he’s given up. 

“You know i’m dating you because you’re Yoongi right? I love Min Yoongi the man that snores too loud and is picky about his ramen. I don’t care if you are Suga of BTS i love Min Yoongi and i only talk about your work so much because i want you to know how proud i am of you.”

Yoongi nods. He does know that he just fucked up and he says so as he holds the love of his life to him. Taehyung finally hugs him back.

“I love you, stupid. If you make me cry again i’ll get Kyungsoo to kick your ass.” 

Yoongi just chuckles.

“I love you, too brat.” 

anonymous asked:

superhero, rapmonster

Summary: Sort of a sequel to Stay…? Set a good few months after the series.

Genre: Dad!Namjoon, not Daddy. Fluff, cute shit

“Yeonjoon-ah, what are you doing?” you slid beside your son who was concentrating on his homework from school. You placed the food on the table setting the plates around him, trying not to disturb him. “Don’t you want to help me? Dad is going to be home in a few minutes.”

Your young son, who was growing steadily more and more like his dad, pursed his lips slowly. Of all the things that he inherited from Namjoon physically, you were so glad that he took the dimples as his eyes slowly raised to meet yours. ‘Too bad he got my eyes though.’ you mused, returning his look with a smile.

“Mom,” you loved the way he said that with his bouncy cheeks. “…who’s your favorite superhero?”

The question caught you off-guard, but you decided to go with honesty, “I don’t really have a favorite superhero, sweetheart. You see, I liked k-pop stars like your dad more.” You nudged him, trying to make him feel better because of your lame answer. “Why did you ask? Is it part of your homework?”

He nodded, showing you the question on his notebook, ‘Who is your favorite superhero and why?’

“Oh, you like Iron Man, don’t you? I remember when you were younger, Uncle Jungkook gave you an Iron Man plushie and you loved it.”

“But it’s not like he’s my favorite.” he muttered, his eyebrows scrunching in thought. 

“Well, it doesn’t have to be someone who flies and has x-ray vision, right? I always thought my dad was the coolest person in the world. He can open jars that I couldn’t and could fix things around the house.” you turned to him with your hand under your chin. 

“But Dad breaks most of things around the house.” he giggled.

“You’re not wrong, but your dad is cool in his own ways too.”

You heard the door slam shut and counted to three before you felt Namjoon’s arm wrap around you and Yeonjoon. He kissed you full on the cheek and ruffled Yeonjoon’s hair before lifting him and hoisting him on his hips. “What are you guys up to?”

“Yeonjoon was doing his homework and I was helping him.” you answered just as Yeonjoon wrapped his arm around Namjoon. 

Namjoon turned to his son and asked, “Really? What is it about?”

“My favorite superhero.” the younger replica of his father answered with a mysterious smile. 

“Who is…?” 

“Mom, because she cooks, makes my clothes smell nice and gives me kisses. She helps me with homework and takes me to school. She does all of that and still looks pretty all the time.” he beamed at his father and Namjoon proudly smiled. 

On the other hand, you were stunned and before you could make a comment, Namjoon said, “What about me?”

“Your cool in your own ways too, Dad. You’re the coolest among the Bangtan Uncles at least!” Namjoon died, laughing boisterously and you couldn’t help but chuckle at their cuteness. 

“Alright, break it off, you losers.” you clapped your hands and Namjoon put Yeonjoon on the floor. “Honey, why don’t you clear your homework from the table while I help Dad with his jacket?”

Your son smiled and obeyed while you and Namjoon went to your room, so that he could change. 

“Your son is growing up to be your carbon copy. He even speaks like you now.” your rolled your eyes as you hung Namjoon’s jacket while he disappears into the closet. 

When he came back in a lose shirt and sweatpants, he had a grin on his face. “He’s not wrong.”

“What do you mean?” you raised an eyebrow and he simply swooped an arm around you to press you flush against him.

“I mean, you really are like a superhero, Y/N. For one, you saved my life by being in it.” he molded his lips with yours and you could feel him smiling as he tried to deepen the kiss. 

You pushed him slightly and wrinkled your nose at him. “You’re so cheesy, I swear to God…” He rubbed his hand on your slightly protruding belly and kissed your neck. “…if our next child takes after you too, I won’t be able to stand it.” 

anonymous asked:

Do you and Mattias like anime? And if so which one is your favorite?

We used to watch a lot of anime when we were younger, but lately very few new shows have caught our attention. My all-time favourite is probably Tiger & Bunny, and then D.Gray-man and pre-Shippuuden Naruto. Also Yuri on Ice. You’ll have to ask Mattias about his favourites, because we have often have different taste (he loves shounen, I like seinen).


Rules: Re-imagine your founder (or a sim you made as an adult) as a teen! Maybe even on prom night? 

I was not tagged in the challenge, but I wanted to do it! So here we have my not so berry founder, Andi Mints, as a teen! Thanks to @alwaysimming for creating this challenge!

I think when she was younger her mother wouldn’t allow her to color her hair so she showed her favorite color through her clothes. She also tended to be a bit on the rebellious side. 

Seriously Jack there is no way i’ll forget you and i’ll tell you why


I remember really terrible youtube channels I watched as a kid.

I remember really bad tv shows i watched as a kid

but i also

remember vividly Tv shows I was obsessed with

and pretty much every word of my favorite movie when I was younger

When i get older, there is NO WAY that I’m forgetting you

the incredible content

the tears

the love you have for the community

the community itself

the hours i’ve spent on tumblr reblogging things about you

the theories i’ve made about anti

the copious amounts of fan art i’ve made >w<

dude if i forget that the only reason would be i lost my memory, i an serious

we love ya man


Ed, Edd n Eddy - fan art / July 2016. — Hahaa, this show means everything to me. My favorite characters are of course the three Ed-boys, though I didn’t like Eddy when I was younger. Can you imagine! He’s awesome! Maybe his greediness made me angry or something. Kevin (and Jimmy) are surprisingly fun to draw. There’s no other characters because I’m lazy, but maybe some other time. Also sorry about the messy quality, pages in my sketchbook are super thin and scanning anything is a nightmare… 

Negan - Pick Me UP

Summary:  Every Saturday night, you go to a local bar to get your mind off of things. When you think things are finally looking up the next day, but you find out that’s not the case. You end going to the bar during the week and someone took a notice. This someone, decided it you need a pick me up.

This is for: @arwenundomielofrivendell

Negan - Pick Me Up

Warning: Cussing (duh Negan lol)

Chapter 1

It’s been a long day and I need to lay back, so I walked over to the local bar. I took my usual seat at the bar and kept to myself. I sat there, drinking my usual drink, a strawberry margarita. Girly? Yes, but really delusions and I can drink quite a bit of it before the buzzing kicks in. 

As I kept drinking, I saw a guy that works at the bar, Negan. He was one of the barterers and one of the guys that performed. Since I’ve been coming in for a little over a month, I always see him. And like always, soon as he sees me he walks over to me. He starts talking to me and try to let him by me a drink. He’s always calls me Bambi, don’t know why but I don’t mind it.

“So Bambi, can I finally by you a fucken drink?” Negan said, smiling at me. I just kept drinking my drink. “Okay, that’s a fucken no.” I just smiled back. “Alright then” He chugged down his whiskey and sat the empty glass on the counter. “ So, got any fucken request for tonight Bambi?”

“Going to play some Papa Roach, Getting Away With Murder?” I said, winking at him.

“O someone had a fucken shitty day.” Negan said, leaning in closer to me. “Need me to beat someone’s ass for ya?” I just smiled, making him laugh. “That’s a fucken yes.” He search over the counter and grabbed his guitar. “I would play Papa Roach, but you fucken know these pussies would through a shit fit.”

“I know. Whatever is fine.” I said.

“Alright Bambi.” Negan said, walking off and to the stage. “Here’s a song for the little Miss at the fucken bar, that refuses to let me by her a drink.” He smile as the crowd laugh. “But I’m stubborn as fuck so I’m going to keep bugging her till she says yes.” 

The crowd laugh again as I shook my head. He fix the mic stand and clear his throat. He slowing nodded his head as he started string the strings on his guitar. He started playing a nice melody and gave me a wink before he started singing a very familiar song, Karl Urban,  “Blue Ain’t Your Color”.

I can see you over there
Staring at your drink
Watchin’ that ice sink
All alone tonight

And chances are
You’re sittin’ here in this bar
‘Cause he ain’t gonna treat you right
Well, it’s probably not my place
But I’m gonna say it anyway
'Cause you look like
You haven’t felt the fire
Had a little fun
Hadn’t had a smile in a little while

Blue looks good on the sky
Looks good on that neon buzzin’ on the wall
But, darling, it don’t match your eyes
I’m tellin’ you
You don’t need that guy
It’s so black and white
He’s stealin’ your thunder
Baby, blue ain’t your color

I’m not tryna
Be another just
Pick you up
Kinda guy
Tryna drink you up
Tryna take you home
But I just don’t understand
How another man
Can take your sun
And turn it ice cold

Well, I’ve had enough to drink
And it’s makin’
Me think that I just might
Tell you if I were a painter I wouldn’t change ya
I’d just paint you bright

'Cause blue looks good on the sky
Looks good on that neon buzzin’ on the wall
But, darling, it don’t match your eyes
I’m tellin’ you
You don’t need that guy
It’s so black and white
He’s stealin’ your thunder
Baby, blue ain’t your color, no,no no
Mmm. It ain’t your color, baby

Mmm, baby.

Blue looks good on the sky
Looks good on that neon buzzin’ on the wall
But, darling, it don’t match your eyes
I’m tellin’ you
You don’t need that guy
It’s so black and white
He’s stealin’ your thunder
Baby, blue ain’t your color
Blue ain’t your color

Mmm. No, no, baby
Come here, baby
Lemme light up your world 

Everyone started to clap as he finished the song. Negan smiled and nodded, thanking the crowd, but his eyes weren’t on them, they were on me. Just like they were the whole time he sang the song, he’s just a flatter.

 After a few more songs, he took a seat next to me. For hours we just talk and laugh at each other jokes. It was like that up until closing time. He would always walk me home, since we both lived near by. Like always, he always try to get a kiss, but like always, he just got a pat on the shoulder and smile.

One fucken day Bambi.” Negan said, smiling as he walked backwards towards his apartment “I’ll get that kiss.”

“It’s good to have life goals you’ll never reach.” I said, smiling as he laugh and walked away. “Goodnight Negan.” He waved his hand as I went inside.

Chapter 2

Shitty, shitty, shitty day. I had enough and I was so done with everyone’s bullshit. So i grabbed my purse and headed to the local bar for a drink. I took my usual spot and order my usual drink. 

“What’s wrong Bambi?” Negan said, taking a seat next to me.

“Nothings wrong.” I said, keeping my eyes on my drink.

“It’s only two in the fucken afternoon and it’s Tuesday.” Negan said, putting his hand on my shoulder, making me look at him. “What’s wrong Bambi, you can fucken tell me?”

“I’m having a really shitty day, that’s all.” I said, going back to my drink. “I don’t want to talk about it, at least, not right now.”

“Alright so then.” Negan said taking my drink from me. “I think we should go have some fucken lunch together.”

“Aren’t you working?” I said, trying to take back my drink, but he wasn’t having it. “Negan, come on.”

“Nope.” Negan said, chugging my drink down. “I hate these.” Shaking his head. “I only fucken came in today to help put shipment away.” He got up and took my hand in his. “Come on Bambi, lets get some lunch.”

Before I could say anything, he just dragged me out of there. It started raining on us, but he didn’t care. Negan took of his jacket and place over my head, shielding me. He took me to old school mama papa diner, it was nice. 

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We sat at one of the booths and he started talking about coming here as a kid. He even order use his favorite food and his favorite shakes. Too be honest this was simply, but I think simple is what I needed right now. It was cute, how he instant we share the same shake. It was something you see in a movie.

After we were done, we started walking around town. Negan kept showing places he went to when he was younger. I didn’t even know we had so much places downtown. I’ve always been busy with other things that I never had time to take in the sites. 

“O shit, we’re in luck Bambi.” Negan said, smiling as we walked over to the docks. “The fucken carnival is in town.”

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“I don’t know Negan.” I said, as he kept dragging me. “Negan.”
“Can’t fucken hear you, over my fucken excited.” Negan said, smiling as he started looking at all the rides and games. “What to you want to do first Bambi?”

“I don’t know to be honest.” I said, looking around. “Here, won’t you show me your shooting skills.”

“Do you don’t my fucken mad skills Bambi?” Negan said, smiling at me. 

“I don’t doubt them. I just want to make sure your ready whenever the zombie apocalypse happens.” I said, smiling at him. 

“Alright Bambi.” Negan said, laughing. “Stand back and watch the fucken master.” Negan started shooting, nailing the targets without missing. “Bam.” He put the gun down and his hands in the air. “That’s how you fucken do it.”

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Negan picked out a Trigger doll for me and went over to the next game. He just kept winning any game I pointed out. We need up with tons of stuff animals to the point we started to give them away to the kids running around. Then we started going on rides, a course Negan wanted to more. He said he liked hearing me scream because I was freaking out. 

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“Tired Bambi?” Negan said, when he saw me yawning. 

“Yeah, just a bit.” I said, nodding my head and rubbing my eyes. “What time is it?”

“Almost midnight.” Negan said, smiling at me when my eyes widen. “Come on Bambi, I’ll fucken walk you home.”

“I don’t think I can walk back.” I said, dragging my feet. 

Alright then.” Negan said, kneeling down. “Hop on Bambi and I’ll fucken carrying you home.”

“What? No way.” I said, shaking my head.

“I promise, I won’t fucken drop you.” Negan said and I took a deep breath and jump on to his back. “Hold on tight, so I won’t drop your ass.” He chuckle when I smacked his shoulder. “I’m fucken playing Bambi. I got you.”

As he carried me back to the apartments, I finally told him what was upsetting me. He listen to everything I had to say, listening to my ranting and raving. But not once did he say for me to stop bitching about my problems. 

Negan just help talk me through everything. Telling me to keep hanging in there and not to let anything get me down. How it’s always darkest before the dawn. He told me about rough patches he went though and how get got through them. He told me he was there for me, anytime he needed me. Day or night, even if it was just to listen, he was there. 

“You know something?” I said, as turned down the street where our apartments where at. “I never thank you.”

“For what Bambi?” Negan said as we got to my apartment.

“You know.” I said, as he stay me down on the steps “For this, for everything.”

“No need to fucken thank me Bambi. Everyone needs a pick me up.” Negan said smiling down at me.

“Really though.” I said, placing my hands on his cheeks. “Thank you.” I lean up as I pulled his face towards me, I gently gave him a kiss on the lips. “Goodnight”

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“Your welcome Bambi.” Negan said against kiss my lips. “I mean what I fucken said earlier. Anytime you need me, just call me and I’ll fucken come running.” He wrapped his arms around my waist as he kiss me passionately. “Goodnight Bambi. I’ll see tomorrow.”

“Yeah, see you tomorrow.” I said, as we both let go of each other. “Night.”

“You know I fucken told you.” Negan said, smiling as he walked backwards. “I’ll get that kiss one fucken day.” I started blushing. “Hopefully, I can get some fucken more tomorrow.”

“If you play your cards right.” I said, opening up the door. 

“O trust me. I”ll fucken will.” Negan said as his smile got bigger. “Night Bambi” 

“Night.” I said, stepping inside and closing the door. “God.” I touch my lips as I lean up against the door. “I hope you play your cards right.” I jumped when I heard a knock on the door. I opened to see Negan standing there. “Negan?”

“It’s 12:01.” Negan said, smiling as he should me the time on his phone. “It’s tomorrow.”

“Yeah.” I said, blushing. “It’s tomorrow.”

I stepped back as Negan walked in, closing the door behind him. We both smiled as our arms wrapped around each other and we started to kiss. God, this man knew how to play his cards right.

The End

I hope this one came out good and help cheer you up sweetie.

@dyingformyships @witch20 @wickednerdery @lilred91 @thejulietfarciertlove @idonthavehusbandsihavelovers @wadeyourebarelyalive @magikat409 @ali-pennell

Q. Hats suit you very much! Do you own other hats beside the one you usually wear? (PN. Kuro-san)

A. Nfu, thank you♪ I wear that hat a lot simply because it’s my favorite. But actually yes, I have an entire collection of hats… do you want me to show you? Huy~ry♪ let’s go to my room~

Q. What do you think when people call you a “pervert”? (PN. Hentai-san)

A. They probably say it because they think I’ll feel bad about it mh…? But no, if anything it makes me excited! All the better when it’s a cute girl who says it~

Q. Why is that you call your older brothers by their names only but add “-kun” to Ayato’s, Kanato’s and Subaru’s names who are younger than you? (PN. Mozuku-san)

A. Mmh… now that you mention it it’s odd isn’t it…? Honestly ever since I can remember I have always called them like that, I think… besides it never sounded wrong to me… nah, I don’t know.

Q. I really wonder what have you done during the period you got suspended from school. Tell us please! (PN. Suzu-san)

A. After it happened I was given a real dressing-down from Reiji. But you know, no school and I could do whatever I liked… it was actually fun! “What” you say? …nfu♪ that’s a se~cret♪

INFJ Mirroring (pt 1)

I hate the image of INFJs that is frequently presented online.  If one was to read personality site descriptions, the general impression is that the INFJ is a psychic empath with the power to change the world who walks on water and understands the mysteries of the universe while maintaining a breathtaking balance of strength and fragility that defies understanding.

Um.  *cough* Bullshit.  

That drivel is written either by people who don’t understand INFJs or by INFJs who need their ego stroked. I wish they’d go found a cult or something because they really give the wrong impression…and they fuel the tidal wave of people who took a quick online test, came out (incorrectly) INFJ, and now think they’re Jesus on a luck dragon.  

In a way, I understand where the myth comes from, but it’s really misunderstood.  Empaths?  Hell. No. INFJs are just really good at knowing what people want to see, need to see, and showing exactly that.  There’s a term for it – it’s called INFJ Mirroring.

In order to understand what’s really going on, you have to understand the IN*J function stack.  For an IN*J the instinctive, easiest way of dealing with the world is through Introverted Intuition.  So we make intuitive leaps…we just “get” stuff.  But that’s not all there is to it. The thing that makes IN*Js look “magical” to others is the fact that our last function is Extroverted Sensing.  We are constantly taking in the world around us, picking up details, stimuli…we just don’t realize we’re doing it.  When you feed that stream of sensory data into the world filter of Introverted Intuition, we use all of that info to fuel those leaps.  We look as if we’re telepathic.  Really, we’re just oblivious to the massive amounts of data our brain is using to “get” stuff through deduction.  

For INFJs, that ability to just seem to get stuff is compounded by the Extroverted Feeling that’s our secondary function – the second most important part of dealing with our world.  We make those intuitive leaps…and we apply them to emotional and social contexts.  That means that when we’re talking to you – whether “you” is an individual or an audience – we intuitively sense what you want and expect…and we give it to you.

That’s mirroring. It’s this subconscious feedback loop that picks up on all the little social cues in an interaction, matches them to what we know about social norms and contexts, and then responds in the way the audience wants.  It comes out as warmth, social connection, empathy.  

Most often, it’s not. Yeah, I know…I just pissed of a lot of INFJs.  But really, we’re not always that empathetic, especially as we mature.  INFJs tend to be very private and very intense.  We have a surface connection, a basic empathy, sure.  But most of that is the result of mirroring what you need. We protect the really sensitive, emotional core of connection, reserving it for the few people we let in. The rest of it is a lot of instinct and a little emotion.

That ability to mirror is powerful, and it can be used.  When you have a knack for showing people what they want to see, everyone has a different image of who you are – an image that frequently resembles their idea of themselves. Year in and year out, I have students and administrators who think they’re my dear friends.  They tell me that we’re “just alike.” Or, my favorite among older faculty and administrators, that I remind them “of a younger version of myself.”  Actually, they’re just seeing me instinctively mirror them; they see surprisingly little of me.  Do I let them remain under the impression that they know me?  Of course.  

INFJs aren’t psychic or empathic.  They’re just good at mirroring.  And, of course, depending on upbringing and environmental factors, they can be really…really…really good at mirroring.  Yes, mirroring is exhausting, even when you’re doing it instinctively.  It contributes to social burnout and makes the INFJ need to escape from interactions with others.  But when you’re in the midst of it?  In the moment?  You know how to create the needed connections; you get caught up in the reflection, and quite frequently, you totally empathize.  Until the mirror falls empty again.

On being a monstrous person.

I’m very glad I waited so long to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer, because as much as I knew Spike would be one of my favorite characters - as it turns out, not just the show, but pretty much anywhere - I wouldn’t have easily been able to articulate my attachment to him. I know in middle and high school, I’d have fallen for him hard, and I might even have been glad for that, and even now I’m happy to see him. Maybe I’d have used him when I was younger, that I can’t say. What I can say is how much of what I love about him is due to him being a vampire, being very much a product of genre fiction. The things I love most about him are pretty much impossible to find outside of genre fiction.

Beyond him being a monster whose ability to express his feelings was deliberately broken - he had the feelings but no way to act on them without being hurt, and even if they were some of the most horrible feelings possible, they were still his.

Beyond him never not wanting to be a monster, someone who reveled in that even while he knew it cut him off from things he wanted and people he wanted to be with, because he was genuinely happy with what he was.

Beyond him being something everyone, including him, agrees is a monster who’s done terrible things and deserves terrible things done to him but still has the chance to make himself better, to be accepted, even if he doesn’t want to change his fundamental nature, because he wants to be a better person without stopping being a monster.

Spike is a demonstration that monstrosity isn’t a prohibition against being a person.

Because Spike is one of three characters I know of - the other two are Shadowchild from Digger and Chava from The Golem and the Djinni - who developed a sense of morality through deliberate work and conscious intelligence. Without any innate awareness of right and wrong, without an intuitive grasp on the subject, he still managed to piece something together, with the kicker being he never denies his emotions. Spike is consistently a deeply emotional character, even before getting ensouled, and it’s those emotions which pushed him out of his amoral state into a place where he wanted to do better, and be better, so he struggled to change himself. Even in genre fiction, most characters who come to morality consciously aren’t necessarily emotional. But Spike is. And Spike stays emotional, even while trying to figure out what’s expected of him, what he’s supposed to do. Even without that innate grasp on the concepts involved, he still tries to understand them.

His emotions are never denied or repressed; they’re always present and intense. He decided to become moral because of his emotional ties to the people around him, without his emotions being able to tell him how to be a good person, and he figured that out through deduction, observation, and conscious intelligence.

It’s the internal division of morality, emotion, and intelligence without any of those parts being ignored or denied, but all of them allowed to remain, and inform each other, as he develops and changes. The decision to behave morally before developing the internalized sense of how to do so is a very compelling narrative, and one that doesn’t happen much outside of fantasy.

I wouldn’t have had the words to say how much seeing it would have meant to me.

fatale-distraction  asked:

2, 9, 10! (And good luck with your trials tomorrow!)


2. Favorite color when you were younger, and now?

when I was a little girl I wanted all pink everything. these days I like rose golds, mauves, deep purples, black, and grey.

9. What’s your aesthetic?
I don’t really know how to answer that? I guess I like vintage macabre kind of stuff with a feminine edge? I like skulls and flowers, lol. here’s my Pinterest to get a better idea of what my aesthetic is. Probably better to show you than try to explain.


10. Do you wear dresses, and skirts?
I used to! I mean, I still do wear a lot of dresses, but skirts not so much. My go to outfit these days is leggings, a t shirt, a plaid over shirt, and sneakers.

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!!!!!!! And for the well wishes and ALSO *whistpers* you are one of my favorite writers aaaahhhh im still freaking out over “a heady blend”