this was like a month or two ago

i was so excited abt being on prozac for a straight ten weeks and when the drop hit it took me another four weeks of a depressive episode to realize “why yes that anon from two months ago was right i was indeed having a manic episode” and when i told my original doc she was like “yeah no you don’t know what that is because you’re not a doctor” and i could have had treatment so much sooner if she hadn’t literally put in my goddamned file thing “hypochondriac” and caused me MONTHS of grief i dunno what i’m getting at really there’s no plot to this text post just fuck her and i hope she dies

publicities  asked:


Okay so here’s the summary which is pretty barebones bc I only started this like two months ago and I’m still working many things out!!

It’s about a latina, wlw journalist, Elena, who is trying to change the world. Her entire life is devoted to writing. So much so, that she puts writing above her health.

She is desperately trying to effect change in the way society is, but she can’t quite get it right. She doesn’t have the right motivation or the right subject.

So on a journey to find a new subject and herself, she meets Ashton, a college student trying to find her purpose. Ashton quickly becomes a significant part of Elena’s life. She is always trying to convince Elena to (excuse the Hamilton pun) Take a Break, which Elena refuses citing that if she doesn’t keep working, the world will never change. But when she sees how much Ashton cares, Elena develops a crush.

And that’s only act one

But then shit hits the fan (y’all aren’t ready for it. It gets real for a minute) , giving Elena a new reason to write, while leaving her to clean up the mess that was made.

I know the follow forever isn’t a flashy picture, but I kind of want to speak from the heart with this post. I don’t really believe having a flashy promo or follow forever really matters as long as you enjoy what it is you’re doing (not to discredit anyone that does make everything look beautiful and amazing with their promos/follow forevers!)

So, I started this blog about a month ago and Ken is one of my two muses that I created when I was a kid. The other muses name is Akio Shimada and both of them were like separations of myself. Eventually, as time passed on, Ken became more of his own character. I brought him to tumblr about a month ago and the reception I received with him was astronomical. I’ve heard people reading about my threads (people who I don’t even interact with) to people who have recommended my blog to other people. Seriously, it’s a huge honor and it makes me feel so good that people actually feel like I’m someone worth telling  other people about. I don’t want to keep it super mushy because I have people who I really want to mention below

@domina-gladiis : You should have known you were going to be on this list. We’ve talked about Ken and Elizabeth so much that Ken has actually mentioned Elizabeths name in a couple of my other threads LOL. You’re such a wonderful person to talk to and I was so surprised that you came to me to talk about Ken and Elizabeth. We’ve been talking ever since that first day and I really enjoy all of our threads. Those two are so cute for each other and are definitely one of my favorite ships on this blog. I love the two of them so much.

@radiantdescender: There are so many things that I want ot be able to express to you and some other people that I can’t in mere words. You’ve been with me since I first started my blog with Akio and you still decided to follow me onto this blog. While Rias may like Akio more, I personally like Ken and Rias a lot more. They have such an interesting dynamic, but it’s really hard to pick favorites with either of my boys LOL. Seriously, you’ve been so supportive since I began this new blog and I appreciate you so much for it ♥

@morteem: Yet another person who has been so supportive and has followed me to the ends of the Earth. I really appreciate all the conversations we have and the fact you take the time out of your day to talk to me is phenomenal. I’m so glad to be apart of your life!

@karismatickitty: and yet ANOTHER person who I literally can’t describe in words. I’ve known you for a very very LONG time and everytime we’ve talked you have been supportive. You were with me when I FIRST started Akio and we’ve been RPing and friends ever since (even though we don’t really talk as much anymore). You’re a great person and I never want you to change. I appreciate all it is you’ve done for me (especially all of those cute drawings you did of Akio when we first met LOL). I really really enjoy our conversations and I hope you’re doing well!

@aceprinccss: You literally talk to me everyday. I’m honestly surprised you haven’t gotten tired of me. Even though I may not seem like it, I am genuinely interested in all the stuff we talk about when it comes to Eve and Ken. It all makes sense honestly and the two of them together are super cute. Ken will protect his smol girlfriend at any cost.

@seacrowned : I don’t really know where to begin honestly. We talk on skype a lot and you really do mean the world to me! 

People who I don’t talk to as much, but we all have threads together and we’ve talked once before. I love you all! I want to talk more to people!

@rosaiism @fxlsificxtion @unknxwn-hxcker @vericulumvenatrix @kizcku @oblitusxxpuella @queenharumiura @kinkshameus @undesiredcrown @awadatsu @woodrattt @belladonnax

People who I have yet to talk to yet but never be afraid to message me! <3

@panthertastic @behutend @gothiciism @galaxtia @milagrosloera @juhososhiken @nekoka @crxssedworlds @thecrystalizeddemongirl @the-younger-umino @bubbleheartz @pplwatchrz @captivusborn @maddesan @hikxrii @amxgii @summersworn @fructevampir @oongxku @childxvil @detectivewxlf-revived @sullyxwan @succubiism @ousaiacademy @ammxt @fragilefated @shxnigxmi @stzgesu @bluepedant @sofficecuore @divinaedominus @lunarcyrus @lcvasuite @insomniius @kxkehi @fanxlis @koseisha @bimycu @chiijoku @avengeriiism @kniightli @verdiansoul @dissimulxte @sxikii

If I didn’t tag you I’m so sorry! Thank you so much everyone! I love you all! My inbox is always open and it always will be! ♥♥♥♥

EDIT: In conjunction with this here is a picture of my discord!

focus > intelligence.

Bruce Lee said the successful warrior is the average man with laser-like focus. Focus determines one’s reality. It trumps natural talent, intelligence, and even the magnitude of the goal itself. Nothing is accomplished without focus. It is the vise that holds the board in place so the nail may reach its destination. It is the scope by which the sniper makes the perfect shot. It is the lens through which the stars are brought into view. 

My youngest student, the Raven (previously Dog), tested for his Green II two days ago. I first introduced him to you sixteen months ago.

The boy is hard on himself. I have the distinct notion he’ll grow up to be his own worst critic. His mind is always racing, his focus like a rabbit dodging foxes in the trees. - original blog post, January 2016

It has been over a year since I began teaching the Raven. It was temporary at first, but shortly after the trial period his father elected to enroll him in private instruction permanently, and I have been his instructor ever since. In sixteen months he has advanced three ranks and put a lot of personal effort into improving his kung fu as well as his attitude. The Chinese zodiac was not incorrect when describing his animal’s nature - 

Because dogs genuinely feel they know best, they can sometimes appear bossy. They accomplish goals quickly, their successes the result of hard work and intelligence. But the Dog never really relaxes. Despite appearing calm and at rest, his heart and mind are always jumping.

In the three months he trained for his Green II test, the Raven proved he could be diligent about his practice, intentional with his training, respectful to his instructors, and well-behaved in class. He gave me numerous examples of self-improvement that I drew upon continuously in my decision to allow him to test. And of course, he met the requirements for performing all of his chamber material well and correctly. I had no qualms about handing him a test application. But for whatever mysterious reason, Raven’s focus led him very far off the path of success come test night. 

Before the finishing tea ceremony, I pulled the boy aside for an impromptu, stern heart-to-heart. While I have never been angry at him, nor have I ever been so quick to reprimand him on a night that I typically view as one he should enjoy (let me destroy him in his next lesson, I joke with myself). But at this point, Raven is aware of what is acceptable etiquette/behavior on a test and what is not, as he is also aware that his focus should not be on what other students are doing, saying, or how well (or not well, as he is fond of pointing out) they are performing. 

Sometimes you wish they were older, so you could be more methodically formulaic with your words. Statistically, people who are distracted take much longer to complete tasks than their focused peers, and they also make many more mistakes. The Raven’s kung fu suffered on test night. His forms were about the shoddiest work I’d seen him put out. Where focus goes, energy flows. 

So, sixteen months in, we’re narrowing our focus. Raven is on the 7th of the first fourteen ranks he hopes to achieve, halfway to 1st-degree black. It will take all the time it takes, and I have no issue with that. But I do take issue with the notion that if we do not tighten up, he will not only be a sloppy black belt, he will be an arrogant one, and that is a dangerous combination. 

Next time the Raven tests, he will be a machine. 

Since I joined the tumblr fandom like three months ago, I wasn’t able to make any friends until a few days ago. I’ve met two beautiful people that are seriously so so great and easy to talk to and I don’t know what I have done to be so blessed but I’m grateful I had the courage to talk to them and that they were so nice. Well, my point is, I want to have the opportunity to meet more people. I want to get to know you, like really really get to know you whoever you are. So, what I mean is that, if you ever want to talk about the show or, about anything really, I’m here to listen. Just hit the dm bottom and write me a message. Who knows, it could be the start of a very beautiful friendship:)!
Review | Shonda Rhimes plus Shakespeare? It’s a no-brainer.
Shondaland expands to fair Verona with “Still Star-Crossed,” taking place in the wake of Romeo and Juliet’s deaths.

I have been waiting for this show since the pilot was approved months ago.  “Still Star-Crossed” is what happens in Verona *after* R & J bite the dust.  It’s an AU, and I’m assuming that, like A Knight’s Tale, it is precisely as accurate as is compatible with having fun.   I’ll be checking my “History didn’t WORK like that!” at the door, at least for an episode or two.

From the Washington Post nonspoiler review: 

…a multicultural Verona. Rosaline and her sister are black. Their uncle, Juliet’s father, is white. Prince Escalus (Sterling Sulieman), newly ascended to the throne after the death of his father, is black — his sister, Princess Isabella, is played by Iranian American actress Medalion Rahimi. And those are just a few examples of the show’s perhaps unexpected casting.

10 Facts About Me

I was tagged by @doctor-q
Time to talk about me for a bit…

1. I started doing art when I was 13. It was mostly just coloring super heroes and such at first.

2. I can paint with oils and I was part of a art expo last year.

3. I like escape modeling and I’ve put together a few models and helped my dad with others.

4. I once read 11 books in two months. All were 300+ pages.

5. I met my boyfriend in swtor 3 years ago. We’ve been dating for nearly that long as well.

6. I like open world games a lot but I can’t stand Skyrim. It bores me out of my mind.

7. I once spent 6 months completing a game. It was The Legend of Zelda: Skyward Sword.

8. The first game I ever completed alone was X-Men Legends II: Rise of Apocalypse. I was 8 and never stopped gaming.

9. I am allergic to bees. Nothing really dangerous, I don’t need an Epi pen, but I do get extra swelling and pain in the area of the stung. The first time I was stung by a bee I couldn’t use my hand for a week.

10. I really like Imagine Dragons. I can spam their music for days and not get bored at all. I’ve had Thunder stuck in my had since I first heard it weeks ago.

Okay, I’m tagging @aearyn @cystemic @darthyaoi @sapphic-sith @imkerf-uffle-d


For the anon who asked, here’s a sort of cute photo of my boyfriend and I before I was put on literally 20 different medications and gained 50 lbs. And the second one is from like, two months ago at Naka Kon when I cosplayed Sapphire from Steven Universe.
I’ve gained a lot of weight in three years, I’m currently working on losing some of it.


Dan and Phil x Harry Potter x Life is Strange Crossover

[Part 2 here]

A Concept: You play as Daniel Howell, a young half-blood wizard who mysteriously receives time-rewinding powers at the beginning of his first year at Hogwarts. He realizes his powers do not adhere to the same spatiotemporal constraints as time turners: they do not obey the Novikov Self-Consistency Principle, and can only rewind up to five minutes at a time.  Unbeknownst to Dan, his powers are finite - the rate of depletion is available only to you, the player, in a meter on the right of the screen. For the first half of his time at Hogwarts, you use Dan’s powers to remake decisions to make life easier for him and his Muggle-born best friend Phil. Then, in his fourth year, Harry Freakin’ Potter returns from the maze with a dead body and life for Dan gets really dark really quickly. You realize too late you should probably have conserved your powers for the war.

There are four fixed events in the game: Befriending Phil, Cedric’s death, Dumbledore’s death, and Dan’s powers running out sometime during the Battle of Hogwarts.


SUUUUUHHH DUUUUDES @therealjacksepticeye fan community fellow trashbags!! It’s yo girlboi fighting against Billy the cancer a.k.a. Dany!

So I haven’t updated in a while, reason to that being laziness and I’ve been on a some sort of semi-hiatus from Tumblr anyway so.

As you can see from the snaps, it’s final boss time! Meaning I’ll get chemo for a few days, starting today and ending on June 2nd. That day the stem cells that were collected a few weeks ago will be transplanted. And hopefully new healthy cells will start to grow in a few months.

But for now, I’ll be in Turku’s hospital until June 2nd and then I’ll be moved to Pori’s hospital for approx. two weeks. Right now I’m really going to work on quitting smoking because I do realize how bad it is for my health. It’s just been kinda hard to quit like that after smoking for almost 8 years (I was 15 when I started. I was young, stupid, stressed and depressed). Anyway now that I can’t leave my room for the next three weeks, I’ll quit smoking once and for all. Bless nicotine patches.

I took my bf’s and my PS4 console with me to the hospital so at least I don’t get bored when I can play Dangan Ronpa and Kingdom Hearts HD Remixes, watch Netflix and of course watch Jack and other youtubers.

I miss my bf and cats a lot 😭💗

Anyway hope y'all havin a nice day/night/etc, I’ll try to update when something happend!

percy weasley and oliver wood were in the same year and house at hogwarts, i don’t know why it’s taken me so long to realise this but

  • oh god they would be so annoying to live with
  • both total perfectionists but about different things
  • percy getting annoyed at oliver for revising his quidditch strategy when they had a test tomorrow
  • percy acting smug because he’s head boy, oliver firmly believing that being quidditch captain is much more important
  • oliver happily aiding the twins in their pranks to get his own back at percy for not appreciating how important it is that he wins the cup
  • their dorm mates getting totally fed up of the two of them stressing tirelessly
  • ‘oh my god we have an exam in three weeks i need to revise’ ‘oh my god i have a quidditch match soon and the team is not practicing hard enough’ 

honestly, im surprised that none of the other gryffindor boys smothered them in their sleep

Two years ago I met the guy I’m with now, and we connected instantly but I was going into a new relationship, so we remained friends. Even though I battled with myself internally for months at my decision.

Today he said, if we had of started dating back then, today we would’ve had a family.!

I told him, mentally I wasn’t ready to embrace a man like him. I always have to learn things the hard way. I guess I went through all that drama and came back to square one, so I could learn how to appreciate a good thing when it crosses my path.

Ladies when you find a good good good man, don’t wait or second guess. Don’t chase what excites you, think wisely about the long term and your future. Honestly, there are some weird energies out there. Be careful.

I’m thankful that in the second time around, he’s mine.

anonymous asked:

YOU CAN WRITE AND DRAW??? NEVER KNEW YOU COULD WRITE????? YOU'RE SO GOOD???? I feel blest thank you so much!!!


Tbh writing is hard as heck for me bc I’m like rewording sentences or paragraphs like 8 times until it sounds right & then I skim back over and it’s way too descriptive or there’s too much dialogue smh

another self-indulgent drabble I’ll never finish:


Originally posted by jikookfantasy

Tantalizing: 01 02 03 04
Ship: Jungkook | Reader
Description: Back in high school, you were nothing more than a nerd Jungkook wanted to deflower, to get a good fuck from. When he sees you at the club, though, things have changed drastically, and his dominance starts to teeter on the edge.
Warning: Cumplay, Degrading Names, Angst, Intercourse, Oral, Orgasm Denial, Thigh Riding
Word Count: 5,965

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