21/07/17: I have decided to do a big sort out of my laptop today (deleting/organising). This is hard as there are many documents/pictures that I have kept hold of on here ‘just in case’, that anorexia does not want me to part with. However I am choosing to do just that, to part with them. There is something strangely liberating in defying those thoughts and being able to say ‘No, I do not need those things anymore, I am stronger than you’.
This is the right thing to do.