I was tagged by the precious @niallandharrymakemestrong to post my lock screen, home screen, last song I played and a selfie.

My home screen is actually my daughter so I changed it to my Irish boyfriend for this. And I can’t post a real selfie due to my job so hopefully this will do!

I tag @lifesbetterasamermaid and @cobaltwriting and @team-styles (sorry if you’ve already done this one.)

A recipe for me:


  • ½ cup English
  • ½ cup Kiwi (New Zealand)
  • a pinch of crazy Welsh blood
  • a shit ton of sweet food
  • 3 tbsp emo music
  • tbsp of strange obsessions
  • 5 cups of a need for band merch
  • 3 buckets of hidden depression
  • 4 cans of internal screaming
  • a pinch of fangirl crying
  • 3 cups anxiety
  • a pinch of insanity
  • 3 truckloads of procrastination
  • a can of laziness
  • 4 cups of really thick hair
  • 2 tsp musical aspiration
  • a cheap version of Dean’s amulet
  • 1 pair of converse shoes
  • a packet of Airwaves chewing gum
  • tsp confusion
  • 1 bucket of: “School doesn’t matter, we are all gonna die *does homework anyway and stresses immensely about getting good grades*”
  • a grain of an eccedentesiast (look that shit up on google)
  • 3 tbsp social awkwardness
  • 1 tbsp of strangely dark eyebrows
  • 2 grinds of quiet swearing
  • 2 cups of someone who is: actually nice, quite shy, probably not as messed up as she thinks she is, and afraid to offend anyone in any way, in real life, but makes it seem like they are an asshole by doing this
  • 3 strips of loneliness
  • 2 cans of a need for hugs
  • and 15 years of stone cold livin


Mix all ingredi-… oh… you dropped all of them on the floor?… it’s okay, just… scoop them up-… wait- no that’s okay, yeah use some glue… just… put that weird spot on their face and you’re done.

Serve cold

Show me your recipes: @mychemicalchinchilla @shipsareamazing123 @omg-i-cannot-even @victorious-killjoys @gerardstolemycookie @trashholeofshittybandstuff @potterlock5ever @poppunkisbetterthanyou @immacrazyfangirl @kindasortamaybeemo @lizbeth-loves-bobear @dallnweeks @anyone who wants to <3 and you guys don’t have to do it lmao

Hey guys, have we cried over episode 9 of Yuri on Ice enough yet?

I think not!

Let’s talk about that airport scene (my precious, beloved airport scene).

It’s beautiful and tear-jerking on its own.

But how about we remember that Yuuri said that he will retire after this year’s Grand Prix Final?

Let’s look at that scene from that angle.

What he’s saying here is basically “Please stay with me, please take care of me for these last few weeks before everything is over.”

And this line, this line especially sounds melancholic. As though Victor is saying “I wish I could stay with you longer but we both know that we can only stay together until the Grand Prix Final. I wish we had more time. If only this didn’t have to end so soon…”

And Yuuri knows that’s exactly what he means. He wishes it would be a promise that they’ll stay together forever, but really, it’s only a reminder that what they have is temporary, that even though they wish it would last longer, it won’t. That everything between them will end, and will end soon.

It’s no wonder there are tears in his eyes.

And of course, we can imagine that Yuuri’s plans can change, that he will compete again next year, or that Victor will stay by his side not as his coach, but as something more.

But they don’t know that yet.

They’re clinging to each other for dear life because, for all they know, this is all the time they’re going to get.

They want to make the most of it while it lasts.