Do you read any riren/ereri fanfictions? If so what are your favorite ones? Ps your art is fucking amazing
I read ereri fanfic all the time! But my favourites… This is going to take a while to figure out because there’s a bunch and I can’t share every single one D: I’ll just pick a few that really stuck with me.
(This isn’t going to be a good fic rec list, since you’ve all probably already read these. Also, I’m only going to pick completed multi-chaptered ones, because the list of one-shots in my bookmarks is way too long to pick from)
Ok, SO! One of the first ereri fics I ever read was 1994 (which everyone and their mother has read) and it holds a special place in my heart.
A Warm Breath made me smile til my cheeks hurt and then made me bawl my eyes out so hard that my friend had to come check on me (I told them it was a fanfic and they rolled their eyes and laughed at me, how dare?!)
Giving Up the Ghost, just… wow. My heart still aches if I think about this fic. And Words Cannot Describe was one of those fics you try to finish in one day, even though you desperately need to eat or sleep but you just can’t stop because it’s so good.
Summary: Jonathan isn’t the reader’s favorite Byers
Warnings: Pure fluff
I knocked onto the door of the Byer’s home, only for Dustin to open it, “Come on in, we’re just talking about the new Star Wars movie right now.” I chuckled at his humble allowance to walk into a house that wasn’t his own but I followed suit anyways. I waved hello to Joyce who was more than eager to see me, I had always loved Joyce, she was constantly friendly and made me feel at home. I continued down the hallway, hearing the chattering of the boys, but somehow I ended up at the doorway of Jonathan’s room only to find him listening to new music. I knocked lightly as his head whipped around, “Can I join you?” I looked at him expectantly, I had formed an odd friendship with Jonathan in the past few months, that consisted of small hangouts when we picked up our brother’s from each other’s houses. He nodded eagerly, “Y-yeah.” I sat down next to him on the bed, striking up a conversation about the Clash before we heard someone clearing their throat, I turned around to see Will staring at us, “I still better be your favorite Byers.” I laughed at the comment, that I had mentioned to him once, but seemed to stick. “Nonsense, Will, you’ll always be my favorite Byers.”
My boots hit hard against the tiles of the hospital flooring as I ran up the hallway of the hospital, the boys following behind me. I had stuck with them and Eleven at the school since Jonathan didn’t want me to get hurt by tagging along with him and Nancy, in their effort to kill the demogorgon. So I babysat the boys, almost got killed by strange government people, watched Eleven sacrifice herself to save us, then proceeded to comfort all of the kids. “Will Byers room?” I called out to the woman behind the desk, barely giving her time to answer, “Last room on the right.” I nodded and continued running again.
“Jonathan?” I called out and I heard footsteps matching the pace of mine before seeing Jonathan appear out of the doorway, his smile was something that couldn’t be topped. Our footsteps quickened as soon as we saw each other, his arms outstretched as his hands grasped my cheeks to pull me in for a kiss. The kids continued to run past us and into Will’s room, “He’s okay, he’s small and a little weak, but he’s okay.” He breathed out as our foreheads touched. “I knew he’d be okay, the Byers are tough people.” I smiled as I pulled away and grabbed his hand continuing my run to the doorway. By then the boys had calmed down a bit, their rambling had slowed down.
“Oh there’s my favorite Byers.” I called out as Will’s head turned towards me, “Y/N!” He called out but his voice was as weak as he looked. I walked towards him and sat on the bed, I smoothed the hair out of his face, “Buddy, please never scare any of us like that again.” We shared a sympathetic look, Will had been best friends with my brother since they were 6. He was like another younger brother, like all the other boys had been also. “I missed Will the Wise watching SNL with me, watching it with Jonathan just wasn’t the same.” I felt the bed indent behind me and was sure that it was Jonathan, “I also miss the car rides where we listened to Jonathan rattle off about songs on the radio.” I watched as Will’s eyes filled with tears, “I missed you guys so much, all of you.” In that moment nothing mattered more than making sure Will felt safe, warm, and loved. So when I pulled him into my arms, I practically felt my heart break when his hands grabbed at my shirt and shoulders as he tried to control the tears leaving his cheeks. “You’re okay, buddy, you’re safe.” I soothed him as I repeatedly ran his fingers through his hair. I pulled back and wiped the tears off of his cheeks, “And we’re going to make sure nothing bad ever happens to you again, okay?” He nodded his head quickly. As I glanced over to Joyce whose eyes were filled with tears as she gave a weary smile, “If you weren’t considered a Byers before, you definitely are one now.”
is easily one of Ed’s best and most honest raps I think he’s put out there.
YNMIDNY and Take It Back have more the undertones of not giving a fuck about
what the industry thinks and staying a step ahead while being aware of the
darkness to avoid. Eraser shows the side of Ed I feel he had been trying to
hide from us. It’s honest about his struggles and alludes to cocaine, which is
a terrifying drug (not that he needs to be told). It seems to be an almost apology for the
wrong turns he’s made throughout his career; to us, to his family and friends,
and to himself. I think this song is the perfect reminder as to why Ed took his
year long break to find himself and his happiness again and for that reason it
is a perfect opener for this album. It forever warms my heart endlessly to know
Ed trusts us with songs like this that are so brutally honest and full of his
deepest emotions. I feel happy that he can open up and get these feelings out,
but I hope he never feels like he needs to apologize to us for things like
this. This is a reminder that celebrities are real people too, just like you
and me. It can’t be easy to live under a microscope all the time. I hope he
knows how much we love and appreciate him. We are well aware he is not a
perfect person and it is totally acceptable to make these mistakes and lose
yourself because everyone does.
Castle on the Hill: I
remember when Ed dropped this song and Shape of You at the same time, I was
immediately drawn to this one despite the ABSOLUTE BOP that Shape of You is. It
made me feel so nostalgic for a childhood that wasn’t even mine and that is an
amazing talent that no other artist has ever really made me feel (besides when
I was 4 and first heard ‘butterfly kisses’ with my dad). This song made me, for
the first time in my entire existence, feel nostalgic for my home town, I
remember being back on campus in the city and crying in my bed about home AND I
WAS MISERABLE IN MY HOME TOWN. I have always heard that nostalgia is a dirty
liar and they would be right. But I found that, even though I hated home, I
felt a longingness to be there and was reminded of the little moments of
drinking in corn field at my friends barn and running through fences when the
neighbors called the cops, of driving down every country road around my house
with my dog or best friend listening to music, of all the little memories Ed
sang about. It gave me an over powering feeling of excitement for the future;
to look back and feel happy and whole at my life as ed does. As I have said so
many times, I feel blessed to be alive at the same time as an artist like Ed
Sheeran. He trusts us with these personal feelings. Hearing this song reminded
me a lot of the same sensation I got from watching the Photograph music video.
I felt like he had let us into such a different point in his life, before fame
and music and before we existed in the same world. Letting us into his
childhood and pre-fame life is such a big deal and he has no obligation to tell
us anything about his past. I’m lucky to love an artist that acts as our friend
in telling us childhood stories and secrets.
one if for sure in the top 3 best of this album. I love the beat and the whole idea
of starting a relationship and being nervous on whether or not to trust them or
to just dive in. I think this might be the most relatable and best song both
lyrically and sound wise on this album. Also, I low key see this as an Ath*na
drag… do with that what you will.
Shape of You: I’m
very happy Ed released this song first because it’s catchy and attracted more
people to the album and him in general. It’s a very different sound and at first
listen, I thought it was the SING of divide and didn’t love it, though it is an
absolute tune. As I listen to it more, the more I really hear the lyrics. I appreciate
a big star like Ed writing a song about the female body without degrading it.
Also, he is talking about the entire shape of the female body; any and all
types. As someone who has struggled with eating disorders and body image
issues, it actually made me tear up a bit when he talked about appreciating the
female body because the media usually puts pressure on women to look a certain
way that isn’t possible and I guess I just really love Ed’s appreciation of
women in every sense that he does. Also, that music video actually killed me
and is absolute perfection. *cough**cough* SHIRTLESS ED!!
knew this song would be my favorite on the album because Ed had told us that
this song was about Cherry and you all know how hard I ship them. Lyrically
this song is beautiful. I think it really shows a very happy and in love side
of Ed that we didn’t really get in + or x and I love that he is happy now. It is
the purest song I have ever heard and an amazing change of pace from all of Ed’s
other love songs because it’s not so sad. Thank you Ed for sharing yet another extremely
personal part and emotion in your life. Cherry is extremely lucky to have such
a beautiful song written for her AND I BETTER BE INVITED TO THIS WEDDING.
This song makes me want to take Irish dancing again like I did when I was 4
years old just so I have the proper dance moves for this tour. I really appreciate
hearing Ed say “pretty little” and sing about Irish girls. I had heard that
this song wasn’t approved by his label because I guess Irish folk music isn’t
popular but bitch now it is. I appreciate that Ed has always felt he could stay
true to himself and where he comes from in his music. He is always 100% honest
and embodies his roots, even when it’s not “the popular” thing to do. He had always
talked about how important it is for artists to break in America to make it
big, so most artists gear their art towards the American audience; Ed, though,
has always kept it diverse and different. He further emphasizes the importance
of being yourself to be the most successful you can be. Without realizing it,
Ed has influenced and inspired so many people, whether it be in pursuing a
musical career or just going out and doing what you want regardless of what
anyone says. What a guy, what a bop.
one was such a tease because I was really expecting a happy song but instead I got
my heart ripped out. I think this goes with New Man because it’s about moving on
from someone. It’s very heartbreaking to see someone you loved be happier with
someone else and learn to be okay with it because if you really loved them you’d
be happy for them regardless on if it includes you. This is another + vibes
song and a sad song, and I live for the sad songs.
New Man: This
song is a great change in pace and it gets goofy but is also serious. This is
part of The Holy TrinityTM: YNMIDNY, Take It Back, and now New Man. This
is such a drag on the fuck boys and I appreciate it and the fact that, even big
famous popstar Ed, isn’t a fuck boy. This song drags this New Man to the
deepest pits of hell with a catchy beat and lyrics about bleached assholes. Clearly
this song is the quality content we all expected on this album and this
honestly has to be in my top 3 favorite tracks on this album.
Hearts Don’t Break Around Here: For whatever reason, I really thought this was going
to be the next Take It Back. I thought it was going to be a rap but again I WAS
WRONG. This is the only time I actually enjoy being wrong and I should just
learn to expect it with Ed because he’s always doing some type of shit to surprise
us. It ended up being one of the sweetest songs on the album. It really
continues on from Perfect and it makes my heart feel so full when I think of
how happy he is now. As a fan, I think our job is to support his career but
also respect his personal life and encourage his happiness; even if that doesn’t
include us. This song just fills my heart and warms me at the thought of the place
someone must be in to write songs like this. I feel lucky to hear it and anyone
who has been through heart break and come out the other side can relate to the
complete feeling you find in someone that you know won’t do that to you again.
Ed somehow has the talent to make me feel in love when I’m not and has the ability
to articulate the sweetest and purest feelings through amazing lyrics and song.
What Do I Know: To
be completely honest, this is my least favorite song on the album and the only
one I don’t really like. Ed had said his favorite lyric was in this song (Love
can change the world) but I personally find it generic. Whoops. I do like the
beat and how he mentioned his father. This album has such a big emphasis on
family and love, so lyrically it related to that. But yeah not my favorite so I
How Would You Feel (Paean): I love this song and I’m adding it to the second Holy
TrinityTM on this album: Perfect, Hearts Don’t Break Around Here,
and How Would You Feel. These all truly embrace the happy and in love feeling
of this album and of course I love any song about Cherry. The story behind this
song actually makes me kind of laugh because Ed had only just reconnected with
Cherry a week before writing this and he says he loves her. I actually really
do love the sound of this song, though to be honest it’s not my favorite on the
album or lyrically. I think I didn’t dismiss this song because of the back
story of it. I think this song has a very + feel to it about being young and
innocently in love and I really live for that. It’s a very soft and beautifully
written insight to the very precious and personal time in their relationship.
Supermarket Flowers: OH GOD HERE COMES THE WATER WORKS. This song killed me
just like I had expected. Ed has always been incredible at writing songs in
honor of other people. I think this song killed me just as much as Afire Love
did because I had just lost my great grandmother a week before this album was
released. I felt an incredible connection to putting someone to rest and
getting supermarket flowers to decorate their grave. It’s heartbreaking but
also peaceful to know they are at rest. “you are an angel in the shape of my
mom” killed me because I have never heard someone describe having an angel in
such a beautiful way, as well as “heaven singing hallelujah you’re home”
describing the peace that comes at knowing someone’s at rest. He wrote this
song for his mother and played it at his grandmother’s funeral, which is so personal
Ed sing in Spanish was beautiful and amusing because I don’t think it was
proper Spanish, but again I love the very worldly vibes that came with this
album. I think this year off was both good for Ed’s mental health and his
sound. It’s not only lyrically diverse but also sound and culture diverse and I
love it. I feel like I’m traveling around the world listening to this album.
Bibi Be Ye Ye: I
was especially excited for this song because I knew it was the song he wrote in
Africa. This song truly embodies the theme of Divide and its diverse sounds. I remember
when x came out and people were complaining that he “sold out” to pop and lost
his sound, but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I was pleasantly
surprised that Ed took such a big leap in sound and really changed his image
and I loved it. He got to experiment and find himself in x and I think that gave
way to his confidence to make Divide because he did so well last time with the
diversity. I appreciate the he takes sounds from all over the world and
represents other cultures while still respecting them and of course giving them
credit. This is also such a BOP and the upbeat kind of song that it going to
make everyone dance at his concerts.
Nancy Mulligan: This
is an absolute BOP and the story behind it is amazing. It’s quite amazing that
he wrote a song in the point of view of his grandfather, much like how I was
blown away by Small Bump. The idea that he could embody the view point of a
love story that happened years before he was born is quite amazing. One of the
things I enjoyed most about this album was his focus on love and family and
this song fuses them together with a very Irish sound. When this song title
came up on the track list before the album was dropped, I was very curious to
find out who this song was about because WHO IS NANCY? Ed being Ed didn’t fail
to let us in on not only his very personal life but also his grandparents love
story, which is quite an amazing tale. Like so many of Ed’s songs, I felt like I
was almost invading someone personal space or listening in to a deep
conversation that I was not part of. It is so personal and no matter how many
times Ed is open and honest with us, I still get blown away; especially with
this song in the fact that he references his grandmother in the point of view
of his late grandfather. His story telling skills forever give me chills and
take my breath away. I can only imagine what his grandmother must feel
listening to this.
Save Myself: Jesus
I was not ready for this song. It had so much pain in it and it kills me to
know how greedy and selfish people are towards people who give and are the most
selfless. It worries me a lot about Ed, but again I think this song compliments
Eraser. He really needed the break from fame and especially his phone. I hope
Ed learns to say no and to learn to be a little more selfish when it comes to
giving people things, and I hope people who took and took from him learn to be
more appreciative. I could say so much more about that, but I think I’ve
So, overall I think this
is the best album Ed wrote and I love every song on it, which is a first! He
was so open and honest with us about his family, emotions, love, pain, and
loss. I appreciate Ed and all he gives us. Love you Ed, I wish you a long life
jinho - i relate to him a lot, on a personal level?? also… his vocals… i love his english covers a lot. i noticed he tends to hold back when he stings with other members so i’m glad he has magajinho that gives him to opportunity to shine on his own.
hui - this guy made a banger that topped charts but remains humble and keeps on downplaying the whole thing…boi… (get a soundcloud) also he loves every pentagon member so much it shows on his face… happy hui is the best hui.
hongseok - wannabe food blogger yang hongseok…. flop jokes master…. relatable. i am guilty of using his predebut pics as reaction memes.
dawn - he runs on super low energy which is.. relatable (again), also he’s from mars and it’s fascinating, you can’t read him. with time i even grew fond of his tone while rapping.. who would’ve knew!!!!
shinwon - !!!!!!!!!!!!! he’s… amazing…….. supportive great person… remember how terrified he was when yanan was cutting things during his cooking v app…. n he streams you are and every hui song 24/7 bc he wants to make him rich… tbh i love all ten of them but shinon has special place in my heart.
yeo one - how is this person real????? jjanggu is a living contradiction… extra cursed and rude yet calls himself a church oppa. when i look at pictures of him laughing i can hear it. also i’m a big fan of his long note in lukewarm but it seems like no one else is.. lmao
yanan - top visual, a nail to my stan coffin… i have bought a frame to put his picture inside and now it proudly resides on my desk, watching over me. i like him a looot even though i can’t really tell why…
yuto - a good person. a great person!!! precious. i’m all for yuto positivity and adachi appreciation. i really have no words i like him so much. yutoto is wonderful and it sometimes breaks my heart when people are being gross
kino - hyunggu is an exceptional dancer, has a+ aesthetic, produces great tracks in his spare time??? how. also he’s just… warm. cube rly… is lucky to have him (and the rest of ptg as well but kino is an exceptionally great catch if you ask me).
wooseok - lovable little shit, top yanan enabler (annyeong chingudeul was his doing essentially). i still don’t understand why is he so tall but it’s funny so!! also his lyrics are very… distinctive? i hope he grows more and improves because i’m curious!! the potential!!
Oh, Crooked Kingdom. What can I even say. Our beloved murder nerds return in this second and final installment of The Dregs, this time wreaking havoc in their own city. The stakes were higher, the conversations were sassier, and the plot twists were twistier. I somehow grew to love my favourite band of criminals even more; especially Wylan, my tiny explosives-maker. Moreover, the romantic relationships were excellent–flawed, heart warming, heart breaking, and perfectly in character.
And before I forget, can I also say how much I love the representation in this series? Pretty much every single character is a well-rounded, strong, well-written person who is also part of a minority group (of various sorts) and it’s beautiful. We have representation of pretty much all walks of life here, and god knows we need more of that in our media.
With all that in mind, I do feel like some parts of the story could have been done better. One event in particular felt a bit rushed and almost like an afterthought for being so pointless, story-wise. Plus the ending felt a tad too perfectly wrapped up.
I did love this novel, though, and my misgivings really only knock out about half a star (which unfortunately does not exist in emoji form, hence the five stars pictured above and on GR). So my overall verdict is READ THIS BOOK.
This photo makes me feel so many different things. Every time I see this picture I feel pure love. I feel a connection that is genuine and heart warming. It makes me crave a relationship more than just physical attraction, but a connection with someone where our hearts beat for the same thing. This photo shows me that there is still genuine love in the world no matter what gender your significant other is. It also breaks my heart because they had a plan for their coming out and it was ruined by an opportunist and disrespectful ass fans. Whether they are still together or not this picture will always remind me that no matter what happens there’s always the chance of more. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ @ssweet-dispositionn
I keep rewatching the recent episode and ya midoriya's small whispered "todoroki-kun" was really nice but I also enjoyed todoroki asking midoriya if he managed to sleep? He didn't ask iida so I like to imagine neither deku nor todoroki were able to sleep and actually stayed up talking a bit before breaking off and trying to get some rest (which was futile on both their ends anyway). Iida was only able to sleep out of pure exhaustion
I like this idea, actually. It’s vivid and quiet in a way that really appeals to me.
Can we take a moment to appreciate that our lovely Colly has gone straight from working on ‘Murder on the Orient Express’ in which she co-stars with amongst others: Josh Gad, Daisy Ridley, Johnny Depp,
Judi Dench and
Derek Jacobi to ‘The Favourite’ starring: Emma Stone and
Rachel Weisz. Of course Rachel has worked with Olivia before on ‘The Lobster’ and said this about her: “I think Olivia is one of the greats, I think she’s a national treasure, I think she’s incredible. I think there is nothing she can’t do. She can be heart-breaking and funny and absurd and scary and warm and sexy. I’m a massive, massive fan.”
“Padmé appears tired. She senses someone watching her and turns around with a start. She sees Anakin sitting in the corner, shivering and looking
very dejected. She goes over to him. He looks up at her with tears in his
eyes. He is holding his arms to keep himself warm.
Padmé : “Are you all right?”
Anakin : “It’s very cold.”
Padmé gives him her over-jacket.
Padmé: “You’re from a warm planet, Ani. Too warm for my taste. Space is
cold.”-from the TPM script
I think this small scene is very symbolical. Anakin has left the warmth of his mother’s care and suffers from it. No one else seems to think it’s their job to take care of him or think of his needs. Padme finds him by coincidence and she has her own sorrow, but she instinctively reaches out to help him, to warm him (and it’s her jacket). She’s also dressed in very warm, bright colours, standing out like a fire against the cold white and black of the surroundings. And then she tells him “Space is cold.” How much that means! The jedi are cold, the republic is cold, the world is cold. It also means that Anakin will have to adjust in order to survive. From warm to cold.
Also, his reaction is important - you can see the pain on his face, but he says: “You seem sad.” His is a parallel to Padmé’s reaction - he reaches out to her, talking about her problems, putting his own aside.
Hello beautiful people!! How are you doing? Today this is special for @takeiteasyonmyheart. Thank you for all sweetie! You are a sweetheart💕 hope you liked!
“Hey!” You say getting into the kitchen,finding Shawn sitting there,elbows on the table and head rested on his hands,looking down. “Shawn?” I call got him confused.
“We need to talk Y/N.” He say with his raspy voice.
“Ok,did something happened? Is everything ok?”. You ask pushing the chair next to him and sitting down.
“I think we need to break up.” He said it. He said the words that you wish he didn’t.
“What? You THINK we need to break up? Where did you take this from Shawn?”
“We need to break up y/n, it’s not like we have been that perfect couple from last year.” You could feel your heart breaking down,piece by piece.
“No relationship is perfect Shawn. Last year we could see each other more often,you didn’t had a big tour going on. We are just passing throw a tough time,that’s all.”
“We will not have time to work this out y/n. I’m leaving tomorrow for a big tour. I can be by your side as you and I wish and I could. I won’t be available to help you anymore. We must end this now!”
“Shawn?” He looks at you,seeing your tears streaming down your face.“ Are you breaking up me because you need or because you want to?” You ask but you can see on his eyes that you’re not getting an answer. He get up from his chair,hold you face in his hands an place a kiss on your forehead,and then,he just leaves you there.
6 months later
“So,should we go to the party or not?” You ask Alex,sitting next to him at the couch.
“Only if you want to,I can tell the guys that I didn’t see the text.” He answer looking at you. Alex was the first guy you agree on going out with after Shawn.
“No way,I think we should go! I miss having a little fun at parties!” You agree and he smile at you.
“So let’s go have little fun at that party because it’s totally forbidden to be at college and not have fun at parties!” He say making you laugh as he get up from the couch. He takes your hand and help you get up,taking you to his car.
You arrive at the house and see that it’s full of people you know from classes.
“All good?” Alex ask you.
“Totally,let’s find something to drink!” You say,and he leads you into the house,taking you to the kitchen and picking beer for you both.
“Hey,you two! I thought you would come anymore!” Alex friend get closer.
“We are here now!” Alex answer and you guys talk for a while.
“Hey,here you are!” Sara,another Alex’s friend show up,you talk to her for a while,until she asks.“ Ok,let’s take a pic! Alex,Josh! Come closer,let’s take a pic!” Alex rest his hands at your hips,pushing you closer. You start feeling uncomfortable,but you smile at the pic. He’s hand stay there for at least more 10 minutes,and you have a weird feeling on your chest,like that hand wasn’t supposed to be there.
“Yeah man,me and y/n!” He said that to his friend,who asked if he was at his dorm.
“I’m going to use the toilet ok?” You said to Alex,who just nod at you.
You go out of the house,taking you phone out of the purse and asking for a taxi. On your way to your dorm,you keep trying to convince yourself that you’re not feeling this way because you still did not get over Shawn ,but deep down,you know it.
On the next morning,you had like 10 calls and hundreds of texts from Alex and few other friends. You just ignore all of them and went to the kitchen and start doing your breakfast. When you start drinking your coffee,your phone starts to ring,you look at the name on the screen and feel surprised. Aaliayh don’t call you since you and Shawn broke up,you met her once after all that happened. So you feel surprised that she’s calling to you right now. So you answer right on time.
“Hey Liayh,is everything okay? Did something happened?”
“Y/N?” Your heart stopped. You spends six months avoiding his voice. Hearing it now was also heartbreaking and warming.
“Shawn..I-Why are calling? And why your sister phone?” You let your breath out.
“You wouldn’t answer me if I called you from my phone. We need to talk!”
“I don’t think we have something to talk about Shawn. You let that very clear six months ago.”
“You don’t get it y/n. I’m in Toronto! Can I go see you?”
“Shawn..” You breath out again,trying to hold back the tears. “ You were the one who decided that we should break up,I don’t see why you’re calling me now,why you want to see me now!”
“Ok,pay attention on what I’m saying ok? I’m sorry okay? I’m so so sorry. I thought that you would be happier and better without me,with someone who would have time to spend with you. And I regret doing that from the minute I say it!! And yesterday,Liayh showed me the photo of you and some guy at this party. And all I could think about it was that I need you back to me,because I still love you little girl. I still can’t stop thinking about you love! Please,tell me do you feel the same!!” I could only feel my tears on my cheek,my mouth didn’t open.“Please y/n,please baby girl,tell me you feel the same way.”
“Yes.” I could feel he breathing relieved on the other side of the phone.
“Can I please go see you today?”
“Thank you baby girl. I’ll be there in 10 okay?”
“Don’t break my heart this time?”
“Never again,I promise! I Love you babe.”
“Love you too!” When he turn off the phone you feel your heart racing,anxious,but happy. He still loved you,and that’s all you needed for now.
oh pal, you have come to the right place! all i do is read evak fic. i willl try to reduce this down but honestly its gonna get long strap urself in. (if there are any i have missed i’m so sorry! i only went through the last few pages of my ao3 history, i’m so bad at bookmarking fics so there could be easily ones that i’ve missed and it doesn’t mean i didn’t love your fic if its not here!)
twice by intothewind (ok this isn’t just evak, its also josak and a strange mix of the three, which i previously never entertained the idea of. this fic is worth it though, it p much converted me cos its so brilliantly written and the whole fake relationship trope just gets me every time)
boom! by imsosupernova (my pal zoe is writing this fic! and its so adorable, despite being only on the first chapter, i have high hopes for what is to come!)
half blade and half silk by smokeshop (cause of death: this fic. my heart does a lil jump every time i see theres a new chapter, its so fluffyyyyy (even tho it can be a lil angsty at times) the interactions between isak and even are so perfect and healing and peaceful and warm. read this fic pls i beg of u)
a transference of feeling by rumpelsnorcack (is this fic everything i’ve ever wanted? i think so. its just so well written, and perfectly combines the scenes that we know and love from s3 into this fic, and all the characters are so spot on. i am in awe, quite honestly)
love and condoms by evenbakkas (this fic is just… ahhhhhhh, isak is so perfectly isak and kassie’s writing is just not real okay? its just not humanly possible for her to be this good. i bow to u kassie. i bow to u.)
authors whose work u should just read all of (at least their evak fics, but honestly, i could probs be converted to other fandoms if i did read their other stuff because DAMN all of these writers/murderers are so good):
my awesome pal isi schedazzle who also does hcs on the tumbz and never fails to make me WEEP with them. all of her hcs are just so sOFT.
bellakitse (has the cutest meet cute series eVER i cry always, and also science buddies fic, SCIENCE BUDDIES FIC. so good so pure.)
cosetties (writing half of wlfa which, as everyone knows, is murdering everyone rn. also wrote the most perfect fake relationship au ever i cant handle how great it is and also telling u how many times ive reread it would be embarassing)
iriswests (is writing the other half of wlfa, also wrote true or false, and as we all know, childhood besst friend aus are the cause of my repeated death. everything that ceecee writes is the cause of my death actually.)
allyasavedtheday (i guess that is destiny doing it right is genuinely the most cutest most adorable most fluffiest thing ive ever read, the ending waas just… AAAAA perfect. also cut us out into little stars killed me. also just read everything that ciara writes. it is necessary for ur life)
also, cos i gotta keep on top of that self promo, here’s a cheeky plug for myself: my hcs | my ao3 ;)
The tone of this episode felt very jarring following last week … We went from Somber/Emotional to full on WAR mode - however, once again a lot happened within very little time. I mean, this was a literal continuation of the same day… we saw Johnathan return to his apartment, to Valentine following his escape from Clary…. Then all hell breaks loose in search of Valley boy and his demon toast son.
It was awesome to see our lead Shadowhunters fighting on the front lines again - Alec with the bow + Izzy and her whip = Battle Siblings are the best… also, Clary’s fire red hair flying as she slices through an army of forsaken… Loved it - I don’t know what Jace did physically but he managed to annoy Jonathan out of choking him to death with a chain, so like, he’s got that going for him… Jake Peralta would give #kudos
Its truly ridiculous that the parabati bond is so Fucking inconsistent - Jace cuts his hand and Alec feels it but Alec nearly dies trying to find Jace and Jace has to hear about it from Clary before it starts to affect him… Jace nearly chokes to death, then is stabbed through the lung and nothing… Magnus breaks Alec’s heart, nothing but when Magnus and Alec moved forward as a couple = Jace senses Alec is happier and gives Magnus “the talk”… there’s just so much off with it and my point is that the bond is used as a plot device, a very lazy one. And I think it’s naive of the writers not to know that we, as an audience, would notice that shit. So just like, drop it altogether or use it for everything. That’s literally the point of it.
Jonathan seriously needs a therapist because that boy has some rage issues and like, I’m pretty sure he’s not dead but I was also pretty sure Magnus and Alec wouldn’t break-up this season and I’m eating my words on that because right now, during this particular day - the are not together and that sucks. Also Valley boy got away and Johnny boy might have died or whatever so that sucks too… Moving on…
OMG Madzie and Catarina!!!!! And Magnus having his people just chillin in his home when he returns kinda totally warmed my heart… I miss seeing Magnus’ life outside of the other main characters… but like does this boy actually have locks on his doors? And if so, How many keys to the loft are just floating around NYC? Seriously anyone can totally walk into his home anytime! Is anyone else worried about this? - But of course my heart was first broken by the photo-booth pictures of him and Alec (however, I call bullshit because those weren’t their outfits when they went to Tokyo and come on… that was so not planned by the writers/people who do this shit and that bugs me. All I’m saying. Cute idea, poorly executed. Also Magnus and Alec are in love so like, why you gotta be like this?)…. Honestly, I really didn’t get where Magnus’ head was in this episode and he had very little screen time so like, we’re clearly not supposed to get it… I suspect we’ll need 2.20 to understand 2.19 for the Alec/Magnus/Seelie Queen + Valentine arc to make sense… I hope
Look, we KNOW the Seelie Queen is obviously playing everyone and we’re only seeing fragments of what’s really going on in the downworld, while the Shadowhunters try and fail to gain some sort of control over the situation. So a lot of information is in question for us, the audience - What did Valentine offer the Seelie Queen to make her walk alone with him? Why is Magnus suddenly siding with the queen and letting her speak for his people while filling his home with warlocks like he did before he met Alec? Why is Magnus so adamant that the best chance for his people lies in the Seelie Queen when he didn’t appear too fond of her like a week ago? What did she tell him? Offer him? What’s up with that? Is it all because of the lie/secret keeping issue involving the soul sword? And why would Magnus turn on Alec? - We know they love each other, has he just accepted defeat here? IS MAGNUS THE ONE PLAYING WITH EVERYONE? IS ALEC IN ON IT? CAUSE LIKE … I don’t get THIS?! Because Magnus legit had his people set up portal wards to prevent ANY shadowhunter from traveling out of the city… and he didn’t warn them that they would like, totally DIE if they tried to use a Portal? That seems cold and Magnus isn’t cold… I’m so confused… I’m hoping Magnus has a plan of his own under all this because Holy Fuck the Seelie Queen is playing EVERYONE…. Except Simon. You go Simon. #ohbutwaitno…
Luke is finally being level headed and doing right by his pack so that’s awesome + Maia is his beta #it’scanon… but like, where’s his snoopy cop partner in all this? I don’t trust her silence.
Raphael and Izzy need to stop. Straight Up. STOP… it got too weird and you can’t go back from that. Be friends, care for each other, support each other through this shit and whatever, But you’re not lovers… please don’t go there again. Pretty please? - Maia and Simon need to keep it up because they’re cute but like, let’s be real here… Maia was a walking target for the Seelie Queen (does she have a name? I hate that she is just like “the queen” fuck off bitch you’re not The Doctor or Beyonce. Come on now…) anyway, Maia is dating the daylighter, a possession the Seelie Queen appears to need/want and she’s a werewolf in Luke’s pack. 2 for 2 bitch.Take her… I get the Seelie Queen’s play on this… but meeting with Valentine? Whatcha doin with that BITCH?
The Clace scenes felt out of place for me - unless they both have a sexy battle times kink…. The intimate scenes felt overwrought in juxtaposition with the rest of the episode. I don’t know, they really are sweet on each other and it’s cute and the actors did their part (Kat likes Dom’s chest a lot…) but I just didn’t FEEL it… in fact, I would actually say I didn’t truly FEEL anything in this episode. (accept maybe Maia waking up after being drugged and finding herself in the Seelie Realm because fuck man, anyone would be shitting bricks…) But we moved through so many scenes very quickly and while the story followed well, we also saw a lot of those scenes in previews and that ruins the suspense a bit. Just saying…
Okay but Imogene can’t be Valentine’s fucking mole because of her actions in 2.12… end of discussion. Unless they flip the script and Imogene wanted to kill Magnus but like. It can't… it doesn’t work… So who is it? And like, of fucking course Valentine has a mole in the institute! Was anyone actually foolish enough to think he didn’t? But it wasn’t the Seelie Queen either, given their scene tonight she may be working with him now but she wasn’t when he found out the true identity of the mortal mirror… So who is it???? - Also, Valley boy got away, again and is working with the very people he means to destroy, again and Johnny boy might be dead? Or Was he ever properly alive? I don’t know man but my best friend will never watch another episode of this show with me because she’s terrified of zombies and those were fucking zombies. Also, Alec took out two with one arrow through the fucking skull.#damnson #myboysgotgame
have you ever noticed what a chaotic ship vmon is like it warms my heart these straight fools fumbling tryna do shit remember american hustle life and the cooking challenge!!! like sope is a lot of shouting I feel like vmon is just breaking a lot of shit and being adorable dorks my hearteu
omg yes!! these two bumbling dorks, i’m so soft for them (*ꈍ꒳ꈍ*)
lmao the sandwich in ahl was a hilarious disaster also on bon voyage when jimin called them out for not cooking and also them being called the team that can’t cook on that gayo episode poor babies how are they going to survive on their own
@summonerskies prompted azalea, fragile and ephemeral passion, for Perc’ahlia, pre-68
Syngorn was a tangled mess of memories and pain. A dull, throbbing ache that wouldn’t let loose its stranglehold no matter how much Vex tried to tell herself she’d moved past it, she’d grown stronger. It was a part of her, even if she wanted to dig it out with her dirty, chipped nails and scarred hands. Hands that didn’t belong to a proper elven lady, whatever the fuck that meant.
No, the second she walked through those gates and saw the familiar elegant streets and fine armor of the Syngorn Guard, she was fourteen and angry. Angry, and embarrassed, and desperately trying not to want their attention or approval. She was a frightened girl, not the slayer of dragons, not the woman who’d been to hell and back, almost literally.
But for all its shadowy drag on the memories she’d locked tight behind a veil of winks and sarcasm, building her own armor out of shoddy confidence and charm, it was a damn beautiful city.