this video makes me feel lonely

Thank You, Markiplier

@markiplier You should be proud of yourself Mark, not only for what you’ve accomplished but for what you’ve done for us too.

For me, you make me feel less lonely. I’ve loved the Evil Within 2 livestreams over the last two weeks, I felt like I was right there along with you; dealing out the soup, getting jump scared and laughing at the goofs. No matter how bad a day I’ve had, I can come home and watch one of your videos, a new one or an old one it doesn’t matter, and for however long that video is I have a friend. I’ve a friend who, like me, enjoys gaming and dumb jokes and dogs and I’m not alone any more.

You said that you wanted to know us Mark. So, hi, my name’s Meaghan. I have two beautiful dogs who I love dearly, I’m from Australia and I hope one day I can thank you in person.

I look forward to continuing on this journey with you.

@markiplier

I’ve been thinking about Tyler a lot lately. I’ve been thinking about when he was younger, when Twenty One Pilots was just starting out. This scrappy teen from Ohio with button up T shirts and shaky hands has started to grow on me. I’ve been thinking about his struggle as he got older, there’s something about it that’s really caught my attention. I keep dreaming about it and looking through old videos of Tyler when he was 17. I keep searching and searching for this boy who was finding his way, and probably still is. It’s scary. Tyler, with a rubber band on his wrist and dorky glasses on, just simply doesn’t exist anymore. It makes me sad. It makes me feel so lonely. I want to talk to him. I want to find 17 year old Tyler again so desperately. I want to walk down the streets of Ohio at 2 am to see him recording goner on an old accordion. I want to go down to the local Columbus baseball fields and see him scribbling down lyrics to Slowtown in a journal. I want so badly to see him and Josh in their white van parked outside a gas station while the sun rises. I want to see the basement where Tyler recorded No Phun Intended. I want the Tyler that was still looking for his purpose while standing over a kitchen sink. And what I mean by all if this is not that I don’t love him how he is now, or that I want to invade his privacy. I just want to find someone who understands. I want to find the Tyler that didn’t know if he was going to make it to 18 or 19. I want to find him simply for the fact that I feel the same way. I want to find him because maybe that would validate my feelings, maybe somehow that would fix my struggle, it would end my pain. But this isn’t true, and I know that.
Think about this.
Tyler is 29, married, and happier then he’s ever been. He’s wrote about love, hope, recovery, and yes, he still writes about pain, but not nearly as much as before. Him and Josh live comfortably and with the support of all of us. Tyler beat his Blurryface. Tyler found his purpose. Tyler has gone so so far. He’s lived through his own personal hell and back and by god, that’s so incredible. That’s what I’m searching for, it’s what we are all searching for. Purpose.
17 year old Tyler can’t give me that. 17 year old Tyler can’t give YOU that. 29 year old Tyler can’t even give you that. Only you can.
Only you can find your purpose.
Keep looking, keep searching, that’s what this life is about.
Stay Strong, Stay Safe, but most importantly, Stay Alive.

i hate you, you know that? i hate what you did to me. i hate that it’s 3:04am and i’m thinking about you. i hate that every song makes me think of you. i hate that i like to watch videos of you kissing me. i hate how much i miss you when i feel lonely. i hate that you still love me. i hate the fact that i can’t speak to you and the fact that i can. i hate that you left me with no option. i hate that thinking of you is making my face covered in tears. i hate that i cant picture myself loving anyone the way i loved you. i hate how much i want to text you right now. i hate how weak you made me. i hate that i think i can move on. i hate that i have to be with somebody else. i hate that i still see myself with you. and most of all, i hate how easy it would be to take you back. but i must wipe away the tears, i must love myself more than i love you, and i must stay away from people that are no good for me. so thank you for the experiences, thank you for the memories, thank you for the moments, and thank you for the temporary happiness you gave me. but it’s 3:16 now and i must sleep, so that i can heal and so i can forget. good night.

Haikyū!! Youtubers AU #1

Have you not realised I am a slut for Seijou and youtubers? I have so many parallels for ships like Matsuhan and Iwaoi you have no freaking idea, and I can’t help but procrastinate about what it would be like if Oikawa and Iwaizumi were both Youtubers sharing an apartment, kinda like Dan and Phil. I mean, they’re both a pair of best friends that people ship with each other so why not? This will have a few parts, this is merely the summary. I’ll go into details in different specific posts.

-Important-

Please note, that though most of these headcanons are drawn from Dan and Phil, not every single one of them is inspired the British duo. I am very aware that Dan and Phil may not be involved in a relationship and I do not wish to disrespect them by assuming they are. In other words, if they are indeed not together, and find someone else they decide to start a family with etc, I as a fan will be happy for them.

I am going with the headcanon that Iwaizumi and Oikawa are openly dating each other.

 - Iwaoi -

  • Oikawa basically makes videos of male apparel, life advice, vlogs, gym routines and pretty much anything that comes to mind. He also has a long running series on his channel where he takes in requests for a tag or challenge, then films it with Iwaizumi on Friday; things they have done include the 7 second challenge, chapstick challenge, miracle berry and even attempting to put on a hundred layers of socks.
  • Oikawa live-streams on Saturday at odd times cause usually, he’s really busy with other more “Personal” stuff. Iwaizumi used to live-stream on Sundays but now, he does it on Tuesdays. Fans suspect it’s because they have some cheeky bum sex on weekends and Iwaizumi is either too sore to live-stream or too doused in hickies. It has been hinted multiple times by Oikawa that he gets jealous really easily and has a propensity to display it physically.
  • Sometimes when Hajime is streaming, Tooru would come and start kissing his neck or give him a quick peck on the lips. When reversed, Iwaizumi would simply plop himself beside the brunette while resting his head on the taller’s shoulders and start browsing his phone. When fans comment how domestic they’re acting, they tend to laugh it off.
  • Tooru calling Hajime babe sometimes when he live-streams and wants something, the raven just coming in like “What?” with some random-ass granola bar.
  • When Oikawa has a fan telling him they’re new, he’ll greet them with words like, “Thanks for deciding to watch me!” or “That’s great, I hope you look forward to more content!”. Iwaizumi is just like, “I’m so sorry.” or “You must be pretty lonely if you decided to watch me of all people so I guess it’s my responsibility to ensure you don’t feel so alone.” People think he’s this really asshole like guy but fans who have met him in real life say he’s one of the nicest people they’ve ever met.
  • Iwaizumi makes gaming videos, mainly horror or PS4 games he’s fond of, and he swears so fucking much it’s actually funny, one of the most memorable moments was when he was playing Outlast and called the dude in the game “A even more fucked up version of Oikawa on drugs”, and to give context to his viewers, he explained that Oikawa had wondered into their room with a facemask on at 3 am in the morning scaring the shit out of him.
  • Both of their channels have around seven million subscribers, though Iwa did begin his channel a little earlier.
  • Tooru has a very outgoing personality so he usually engages with other’s really well. Even at events or fan-meet-ups, he tries his best to take a picture with every one of them. Iwaizumi is socially awkward but he gives really good hugs to those he knows need them.
  • He has to drag Oikawa away from fans if he constantly dwaddles, their friends merely say it’s Iwaizumi’s way of showing he’s jealous.
  • Oikawa has stated a few times he’s bisexual while Iwaizumi says he doesn’t really like labels. They’ve been dating for over five years but only recently came out as a couple. 
  • They have a cat called Princess that fancies Iwaizumi over Oikawa, when she appears in one of Oikawa’s blogs, she’s most commonly found lying on Hajime’s lap. Oikawa would most of the time turn to the camera and murmur, “What a spoiled piece of shit.” Before scoffing and resuming his intended task. She’s a snow white maine coon Hajime rescued from a ditch.
  • Fans noticed that when Hajime does playthroughs, Princess is either beside him or on him 90% of the time. 
  • The duo having a short series of them taking care of Takeru, and in the process, the internet sees how good of a cook Iwaizumi is and what good parents they’ll be.
  • Oikawa calling Iwa-chan compilations, done by Hajime just to prove how often he says it. It’s one of his most popular video and he doesn’t understand why.
  • Iwaizumi rarely vlogs, he calls it a hassle. But he does appear a lot in Oikawa’s vlogs so fans are cool with it. Besides gaming, sometimes he does song covers because this fucker can play the guitar and has an amazing voice, he even wrote a song once for Oikawa and made him react to it, he cried. They do a Q&A over on Hajime’s channel twice every year, one at the beginning and one at the end.
  • Tooru steals Iwaizumi’s cereal all the time. Which only results in a pissed off raven talking about it on one of his live-streams. Apparently other things Oikawa regularly does on a daily basis is leave his glasses in the fridge, sneak onto Iwaizumi’s laptop and change the background to weird pictures of aliens, hog the blanket, spill coffee all over their coffee table and print out candids of the raven before sticking them around their house. Once, he also mentioned that Tooru also sleep-talked and it was the creepiest thing to hear without context. He was going on about dicing some sort of motherfucker but it turns out he was trying to chop some onions without crying in his dreams.
  • Hajime casually stealing Tooru’s hoodies to get back for his empty cereal boxes. Oikawa says that when they aren’t filming, Hajime tends to wear his shirt and walk around in only that along with his boxers.
  • They occasionally film with their close friends Hanamaki and Mattsun who share a prank channel named ‘TheDankMemes
  • Hajime’s most popular video is the one of him singing the song he wrote for Oikawa.
  • Oikawa’s most popular video was the chapstick challenge, but now it’s his marriage proposal to Hajime ;)
  • Tooru vlogging them planning their wedding; choosing matching tuxes and deciding on a location. They chose the beach.

Next part!

Masterpost on how to improve mental health

Thought i would collect all the things I personally try to do whenever I don’t feel good about myself.
I hope this at least helps some of you :)

•Stop overthinking
•Be kind and good things will happen
•Cry if you need to, you’ll feel better afterwards, believe me
•Cuddle with your pets or your friends pets
•Hug your friends
•Hug your parents
•Take some ‘me time’
•Take care of your body! Drink at least 1.5l a day! If you don’t like the taste of pure water, then mix it with some taste you like, but drink. Especially when it’s hot outside
•Appreciate yourself, you’re doing great!
•Walk around outside in the sun
•Sing to yourself
•Do what makes you happy!
•Smell flowers or any other smell you love
•Eat what you like, don’t let your inner voice tell you that you shouldn’t
•Buy gifts for yourself or just do something nice for yourself!
•Use face masks if you like them, leave them on for longer if you feel you need to
•Dress how you like
•Use the makeup you like or none at all
•Don’t let anyone tell you what you can and can’t do
•Smile at yourself
•Smile at other people
•Love yourself
•Scream if you need to
•Go for a run
•Spend time with yourself
•Learn a new language
•Read
•Study, be the smartass you always wanted to be (😁)
•Watch a movie
•Dance
•Spend time with people you love
•Remind yourself that you are not alone!
•Talk to people if you don’t feel good! Talking about what bothers you can make you feel better
•Go outside
•Watch funny videos
•Party with friends
•Go to are lonely new place
•Learn something new
•Draw
•Meet new people
•Be thankful
•Lay out in the sun
•Go for a swim
•Eat ice cream
•Dress well

Lingering Effects: Arrow 6x01 Review (Fallout)

Hello friends!!! Missed you guys! Man it has been a long writing break for me. I hope I remember how to do this!

Another hellatus survived! Another season premiere! Six seasons - wow. We’ve put in a chunk of time with this show. What I admire about Arrow is they really pay attention to what worked and what didn’t in the previous season and try incorporate those lessons into the next. Arrow has five years of lessons informing their sixth season premiere and the episode reflected it.  

There is a seamless fluidity and confidence to “Fallout.” Arrow knows what it does best and what it doesn’t. The captain of the Arrowverse, the original DC TV show, “the veteran” is owning their experience. The cast feels incredibly well integrated, it’s fast paced, funny and emotional. Most importantly it answers the long awaited “cliffhanger” while still leaving some unanswered questions and launching new mysteries.

The term “Fallout” is an interesting choice for the episode title. It stuck with me as I watched because of the open endedness to the term. The definition of fallout is:

1 a :the often radioactive particles stirred up by or resulting from a nuclear explosion and descending through the atmosphere; also :other polluting particles (such as volcanic ash) descending likewise

b :descent (as of fallout) through the atmosphere

2 :a secondary and often lingering effect, result, or set of consequences

There is no conclusion or end to what happened on Lian Yu and what Adrian Chase did.  The characters are still falling through the consequences. Some are grappling more than others with the, but the lingering effects are shifting them all in new directions. For some, these new directions are wonderful. For others, it is like a radioactive particle slowly descending all around them… like a cancer taking hold.

Let’s dig in…

Keep reading

Reasons Why Jack is Not “Just A YouTuber”

- He makes us feel like we matter as individuals, as well as a community

- He tells us that he cares and believes in us

- He gives us the best advice he can, and admits when he doesn’t know much about something rather than acting like he knows everything

- He makes us laugh and smile, even when nothing else can. No matter how bad depression has been, he’s never failed to make me smile

- He gives us something else to think about and focus on, instead of our problems. He gives us a break

- He tells us that we are good enough as we are, to embrace our differences and to not be afraid to be ourselves

- He’s there for us like a friend, and makes us feel less lonely

- He treats everyone equally, with kindness and respect

- He has his own life and does other things besides videos. Just because we don’t always see it, doesn’t mean it’s not true. People who say he’s ‘just a YouTuber’ needs to remember that, that he is still a human being, with a life outside of his job just like everyone else

- He interacts with us every day, he never forgets about us

- He inspires us, he gives us courage. I wouldn’t have started making my own videos if it wasn’t for Jack saying ‘I believe in you’ and giving me the courage to try it out. I now want to be a YouTuber too, thanks to Jack.

@therealjacksepticeye this community loves you! You mean the world to all of us and you’ll always be more than just a YouTuber. You’re our friend, and we are all one big happy septic family. <3

please seek help if you think that there’s no more that you can do for yourself or you think that stuff is the worst that could ever be, that there always is help out there and i don’t want to see anybody take these actions that they can’t take back, to do something that they’re going to regret whether it be to themselves or to be to somebody else or stuff like that. so please, you’re not alone and keep fighting through it, and if any of you out there are struggling right now and my videos can help distract you from that kind of stuff for 20 minutes, for 15 minutes, whatever long the video is, if i can help distract you or help you smile during that period of time when nothing else can make you smile or make you happy, then that is the best compliment i could ever get for my content. so, thank you so much for being here and just leave my videos on in the background sometimes if you’re feeling lonely, i would be your friend for the day, i will be there to help you through whatever you’re going through, so, just thank you guys for being here with me because i know if you guys weren’t here with me every day, i know that’ll be a lot sadder than i am now, so thank you as well.
—  seán william mcloughlin
Lana Del Rey Songs For The Signs

ARIES ♈

The Blackest Day
Carry me home, got my new car and my gun
Wind in my hair, holding your hand, listen to our song
Carry me home, don’t wanna talk about the things to come
Just put your hands up in the air, the radio on

You should’ve known better
Than to have, to let her
Get you under her spell of the weather
I got you where I want you
You’re deader than ever
And falling for forever
I’m playing head games with you

It’s not one of those phases I’m going through
Or just a song, it’s not one of them
I’m on my own
On my own
On my own again


TAURUS ♉


National Anthem
I’m your National Anthem
God, you’re so handsome
Take me to the Hamptons
Bugatti Veyron

He loves to romance them
Reckless abandon
Holdin’ me for ransom
Upper echelon

Money is the reason
We exist
Everybody knows it, it’s a fact
Kiss, kiss

On our drugs and our love
And our dreams and our rage
Blurring the lines between real and the fake
Dark and lonely
I need somebody to hold me



GEMINI ♊

Video Games
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you wanna do

I heard that you like the bad girls
Honey, is that true?
It’s better than I ever even knew

They say that the world was built for two
Only worth living if somebody is loving you
Baby, now you do


CANCER ♋


Born to Die
Can you make it feel like home, if I tell you you’re mine?

Don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don’t know why

Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain



LEO ♌

Young & Beautiful
Hot summer nights, mid July
When you and I were forever wild
The crazy days, city lights
The way you’d play with me like a child

Will you still love me
When I’m no longer young and beautiful?

I’ve seen the world, lit it up
As my stage now
Channeling angels in the new age now

Oh that grace, oh that body
Oh that face makes me wanna party
He’s my sun, he makes me shine like diamonds



VIRGO ♍

Shades of Cool
And when he calls
He calls for me and not for you
He lives for love, he loves his drugs
He loves his baby too

But I can’t fix him, can’t make him better
And I can’t do nothing about this strange weather

Baby lives in shades of cool
Cool heart, and hands and aptitude
He lives for love, for women, too



LIBRA ♎

Old Money
Will you still love me when I shine,
From words but not from beauty?

Blue hydrangea, cold cash, divine,
Cashmere, cologne and hot sunshine.
Red racing cars, Sunset and Vine,
And we were young and pretty.

My father’s love was always strong
My mother’s glamour lives on and on
Yet still inside, I felt alone
For reasons unknown to me

But if you send for me, you know I’ll come
And if you call for me, you know I’ll run
I’ll run to you, I’ll run to you
I’ll run, run, run



SCORPIO ♏

Off To The Races
Light of my life, fire of my loins
Be a good baby, do what I want
Light of my life, fire of my loins
Give me them gold coins, give me them coins

I’m your little scarlet, starlet, singin’ in the garden
Kiss me on my open mouth
Ready for you

And he shows me, he knows me
Every inch of my tar black soul



SAGITTARIUS ♐

Ride
I hear the birds on the summer breeze,
I drive fast, I am alone in the night
Been tryin’ hard not to get into trouble,
But I, I’ve got a war in my mind
So, I just ride, just ride

Dying young and playing hard
That’s the way my father made his life an art
Drink all day and we talk ‘til dark
That’s the way the road dogs do it – ride ‘til dark.



CAPRICORN ♑

Swan Song
Put your white tennis shoes on and follow me
Why work so hard when you could just be free?
You got your money now, you got your legacy

And you’ve been gone so long, you missed everything
The world can change in a day if you go away

Do you like where you’ve been and
Where you’re going to?



AQUARIUS ♒

West Coast
Down on the West Coast I get this feeling
Like it all could happen that’s why I’m leaving
You for the moment, you for the moment,
Boy Blue, yeah, you

I can see my baby swingin’
His parliament’s on fire and his hands are up
On the balcony and I’m singing
Ooh, baby, ooh, baby, I’m in love

Down on the West Coast, they love their movies
Their golden gods, and rock and roll groupies
But you’ve got the music, you’ve got the music in you, don’t you?



PISCES ♓

Brooklyn Baby
I think I’m too cool to know ya
You say I’m like the ice I freeze
I’m churning out novels like
Beat poetry on Amphetamines

I’ve got feathers in my hair
I get down to Beat poetry
And my jazz collection’s rare
I can play most anything

College really sucks for me right now. All of my friends transferred because of our university being too expensive, leaving me alone. I spend most of my time by myself, in my room, at the cafe, or in class. I have tried to join the free clubs and have not had much luck making friends. I almost 3 months into this semester and I have not made any friends. The other week I cried because I watched a video of people goofing their friends. It made me feel so lonely and sad.

2

“Good Morning America!” Darcy said enthusiastically.  “How’s the view from your part of the world?”

“It would be much better if you were here, Darce.”  He replied honestly. “And, I just got up.”

“You’re slacking off, Handsome.”  Darcy teased him.  “It’s 8a.m. in New York. What happened to your ‘ass crack of dawn’ morning run?”

“Can’t sleep good without you, Sweetheart.”  A hint of loneliness in his voice. “Been far away for far too long.” Darcy frowned.  She knew that Steve hated losing time with people he loved.  One of the side effects of his seventy years ice nap.

“I love it when you use song lyrics, to show how much you care about me”  Darcy said, trying to make him smile. “Much better than any mixed tape.”  

“That wasn’t intentional, it’s how I feel.  But, I’m surviving without you.” Taking a bite of his corn flakes before continuing.  “Not that I want to. Natasha kicks my ass when I start to mope.  I guess I have you to thank for that.”

“Yes, you do.”  Darcy explained.  “No one likes seeing a sad Steve Rogers.   It’s the equivalent of someone taking all cat videos off the Internet.  It’s something that you don’t want to happen.”

“I must sound lonely, needy and desperate for you.” Steve replied.  “It’s official, I’m in love.  I’m blaming you.”

“Damn straight you’re mine.”  Smiling and sounding very proud of herself.  “And, you’re not needy or desperate.”  You just miss your girl, and it’s nice to be loved and missed.”

“I’ve been away for a month, and the separation has been hard on me too.  But, it proves we’re not clingy or joined at the hip.”

“At least the time difference isn’t that huge.  London is four hours ahead of New York City.  You could alway steal the Quinjet, and come visit me.”

“Always an option.”  Steve said regretfully. “Unfortunately,  I have to be a responsible leader.  Putting my wants and needs aside, no matter how much I don’t like or want to.“

“Let’s blame Jane for our misery.”  She continued.  “How dare she be the world’s only expert on the Convergence. She’s finally getting the scientific acknowledgement she deserves, and a Nobel Peace Prize.“ 

“All the fame is keeping me away from my cuddly human space heater. At least, we both have our comfort foods.” Purposely slurping her coffee to prove her point.

“How’s your corn flakes, and what you call ‘real’ milk in the glass bottle?” She asked, and Steve knew what she was going to say next.  “Do you know the real reason corn flakes were invented?”

“Some crazy doctor thought it was a way to stop people from masturbating. An anti-sex food.”   It really was one of the most ridiculous, but true things that he had read about. “Internet so helpful.”

“And, how’s that working for you?”  Darcy laughed.  “You eat that cereal like it’s religion.  Is it curing that craving?”

“Not even close.”  He replied, his voice a little rougher. “You’re the only taste I crave.”

“Damn it, Steve!  Now I need to have room service bring me a few boxes of corn flakes…you know for Science.”

“Save the science experiment for when you come home.”  He laughed. “I’ll demand our money back if it doesn’t work.”

“Very funny.”  Darcy said.  “I already told Jane that when we get back,  I’m taking a few days off to work on my science experiment.”  

“Like Jane would have any say in the matter.”  He replied. “I’ll probably go all caveman on you.  Throw you over my shoulder, and carry you back to our apartment.”

“As long as it doesn’t end there.”  She demanded. “I expect a lot of sex and cuddling when I come home.  Phone sex, sexting you while you’re in a meeting and video chats don’t compare to the real thing.”

“I don’t sleep well without you either.  She finished, stifling a yawn.  “I need to feel you wrapped around me.  Guess that means I’m in love.  It’s all your fault.”

“Damn right it is.”  He replied, and Darcy could picture the smile on his face.  “I love you, now get some sleep.”

“Love you too, Steve.” She replied.  “I’ll hang up, and let you have some quality time with your anti-sex food.”

Steve hung up the phone, and ate another spoonful. Whoever believed that cereal was a cure for masturbation, obviously didn’t have someone like Darcy Lewis in their lives.

(Yes, it’s crazy but true. In 1894, two brothers, Dr John Harvey Kellogg and Will Keith “WK” Kellogg, were running a sanitarium and health spa in the town of Battle Creek, Michigan. Corn flakes were originally invented as a way to stop people from masturbating. )

anonymous asked:

I see all kinds of great love and I know people who never felt anything close and I keep thinking I'll never be loved as deeply as I've felt

I think we all find places to pour that immense love. Even if it’s not into another person. That’s not to say that you’ll never find someone who makes you feel good, someone who loves just as hard, just that it won’t be the end of the world if you don’t. It really won’t. I don’t know, I’m just really over feeling like I’m not real until I’m loved romantically.

I love my mom. I love my friends. I love days where I have nothing to do. I love singing so much. I love boxing. I love doing what makes me feel good. I love playing video games. I love when people tell me they’re thinking about me. Yeah, I get lonely all the time. Yeah, I still worry that I’ll be alone forever, and I do stupid things for attention when the fear gets too big. But I’m a whole person. And I’m loved deeply. I love deeply. I’m happy. I’ll be happy if I fall in love. I’ll be happy if it’s like how I pictured it. I’ll be happy if it’s different. I’ll survive if I don’t find it. I’ll be okay. We’ll be okay. We’ll take up ball room dancing or learn to paint. We’ll make and create things. Maybe have a baby or maybe not. We’ll feel so much love. We’ll write poetry in whatever bedrooms we find ourselves in.

Boyfriend: Rocky

Originally posted by binsblush

- Shy when you first get together
- Like seriously you guys start blushing when you hold hands
- Video Chatting almost everyday
- Pecks on the cheek
- Texting a lot
- He’s always smiling when you are either around or when he’s texting you
- Rocky feeling lonely whenever he can’t text or call you
- Nicknames: Angel and Babe
- Gets all cutesy when people mention your name
- You and Moonbin are close
- Not as close as they are though
- Teaching you their dances
- or making up dances of your own
- “Babe, who do you love more? Me or Moonbin?”
- “hmmm I can’t decide”
- “Babe!”
- “I’m kidding, I love you more just don’t tell him”
- You guys are just a cute couple

TEXTING

SNAPS

Hello! This is my first post! I am a new Astro blog and I’ll be making these for every member! Requests are open!!

Home

Heyyyaaa can I get a scenario with taeyong when we have twin baby girls and he comes back after some long tour and sees them and you can also put smut in there if u want it’s up to you honeypie k thankyouuuu x 

You can’t be any happier when your husband finally comes home.

me: the worst at doing scenarios on time
you guys: keeps in sending scenarios.
this one is legit from like, two months ago what are you doing people… i’m the worst. hopefully the anon who sent this in likes it ^^

Keep reading

I’ve never really gone public with my ships, but with The Last Jedi coming soon and me feeling a bit more lonely than usual, I thought I’d join up with those who also ship reylo. None of my friends are into Star Wars which makes my experience of seeing posts and videos about reylo so much better. Thanks guys, you really bring my spirits up and I’m happy to finally join the reylo community publicly. (:

If I can even make one person smile, if I can make one person happy, make one person feel less lonely during the day, then I am very happy because other YouTubers have made me feel less lonely in the past few years and if I can do that for somebody else then I will consider what I do to be very good, and it’s very much a success.
—  Jacksepticeye from the video “Welcome Back, December”, 2016.
You have one amazing job my friend, one fun job! ❤ @therealjacksepticeye
anti fucking likes chicken nuggets.

* Have not proofread. Wrote at 3am while high. I am now craving mcnuggets.

Shit, I’m hungry. Shit, I forgot to eat. Shit. Shit, shit, shit. Editing videos is really time consuming..

I stand up with a loud yawn, stretching my arms up behind me.

I feel that annoying twitching in my fingertips, sighing softly as I lower my arms.

“Let’s get pizza!” I hear in my own mind, scoffing at the voice.

“We had leftover pizza for breakfast, dipshit.” I said aloud, not worried about someone hearing me talking to myself. Ah, yes, lonely advantages.

“Yes, but I want more!” It made my hand twitch, a lot more violent than before.

“No! Shut up, you’re gonna make me fat!” I huff and cross my arms, grabbing my wallet and hoodie.

“So? You’re already a gamer, it’s not like it’ll make a difference.” I only roll my eyes at the voice.

Soon enough, I’m at a total crossroads. Well, literally.

On one side of the street, McDonalds. On the other side, some stupid vegan restaraunt.

Instead of just standing in front of the cross, looking dumbly between establishments while I battle with my own mind, I take my phone out and lean against a nearby lamppost.

“McDonalds! C'mon! Let’s fuckin go!” Stupid, stupid, voice. I sigh and pretend to take a call, making it easier to blow off talking to the voice in my head.

“No, we had McDonalds last week.” I retorted, sort of watching the people idly walking around me.

“It’s been a week, that’s long enough. I want my fuckin’ McNuggets!” The voice was attempting to take control of me, I could tell. My foot twitched a bit, my sane half disguising it with easy tapping.

“God, shut up. No more junk food.” I rested one hand in my pocket, chewing on my lip as I took a step forward in the direction of the stupid vegan place. He’s gonna be so mad.

“No! No, no no, you idiot - God damnit, no, other way! Go the other way! The McDonalds is the OTHER WAY!” Maybe slapping myself would hurt him, too. Would it get him to shut up? Even if it would, I didn’t attempt it.

This.. second personality of mine? Asshole. TOTAL asshole. Here I am, trying to stay healthy for my own sake, and he’s forcing me through the doors of a damn McDonalds.

Wait, when did I get to the doors of the McDonalds - Fuck. Fuck, god damnit, no. He got control, shit.

We’re here anyways, so I just sigh and go up to the counter. He’s quieted down, thankfully.

Well, I THOUGHT he quited down. Until he makes me flinch with how loud he shouts “MCNUGGETS!” in my own head.

God, it’s so weird. I swear I can hear him but no one else can. He’s not real. Well.. sort of.

I sigh yet again and order for the both of us. His stupid fucking McNuggets - and thankfully they’ve got salads, albeit huge and probably still somehow greasy. But it’s good enough.

As soon as the cashier hands me the back, I’m gone. He stole control, yet again. Woop de fuckin’ DOOOOO.

We’re home. Wait, when did we get home? I don’t even remember unlocking my apartment.

God, I hate this stupid fuckin’ asshole in my head.

I finally regain control, feeling just a bit dizzy and awfully hungry.

“Loooove you, Jackaboooy!” I hear the voice resonating through my head as I open the bag.

“No, fuck off.” I grumble, immediatley going for the chicken nuggets.

No matter how healthy I try to be, or how much I try to stay fit, chicken nuggets are fucking amazing.

Hey it’s early November!

Which means I started watching Jack’s videos about a year ago! Two videos a day every day for a year now :D I was a silent viewer for about 2 months before making this blog, and I couldn’t be happier in this community.

2017 hasn’t been a wonderful year for me- my family has been a lot of severe financial difficulties, meaning we had to move and I lost all my friends. I would have been so lost and so lonely if not for Jack’s videos. Throughout all of this, Jack’s felt like a friend I can play video games with every evening, and laugh with over everything. And when I log onto tumblr and see a bunch of people’s names I know and see their posts and see Jack chatting to us all- it’s made me feel so welcome and made all of my lonlieness and sadness go away.

Jack, I just want to thank you for everything you do. Your videos are getting me through such awful, lonely times, and you make me laugh when I’m not sure I can. You’re a constant in what has been really really hard times. You’re a friend to me.

Just thank you for everything. It means so much to me 💜

Here’s to the next year! :D

@therealjacksepticeye