this video is doing things to me

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I will never understand why people consider certain things cringy

Minecraft??? its just a game about creating and having an adventure,you can 100% ignore that videos on the internet

MLP??? Let people have fun??? its just a cute show?? if its not your thing than do like me and ignore it

FNAF/Undertale??? its just games?? literally just games and the guys behind it have their stories (Toby worked on UT for like 3.5 years and Scott has a family and donates the fnaf money sometimes)

its just so easy to not become an asshole about people’s interests?? its not even hurting the others,if you wanna hate on people then hate on the notorious nazis and hateful people in this hell site instead,most of these “cringy” fandoms are just kids having FUN,literally just having fun

let people have fun in this site,by what it seems its gonna go down soon so why don’t we snap out of this and have fun for once?

Another drawing challenge where I continue a previous challenge, but add a new rule to it. In this case, I wanted to draw sketchy poses that were messy but still readable, but wanted it to be sequential poses rather than random poses. I figured I may as well turn it into an animation while I was at it.

Since I rarely animate, I wanted to mix things up and tried to animate straight ahead in a way I normally never do to see how it felt. Usually the way I animate is doing very loose key sketches to see the movement (Which you can see me fall back on around the 40 min mark), but here, I just wanted to see if I could wing it without much info. 

Also, uploaded this video in real time so you can see how painfully slow I draw sometimes.

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“I was telling all of the girls at our brunch on Sunday that whenever I feel like I can’t do something that needs to be done or whenever I let certain insecurities about my body or the way I look overtake what I KNOW to be true about me, I watch my old dancing with the stars videos! I know that may sound stupid or maybe conceited 😳 but honestly, it was one of the hardest yet rewarding things I have ever done in my life. The body type that this world refuses to accept actually won a competition using this same body. People watched, enjoyed, and actually VOTED! I still to this day can’t believe I did it. So I had a hard week last week and the girls wanted to watch the videos on sunday and I just smiled, and I came home tonight and I thought 💭 why do I have to live in the past to get that feeling 💭?!? Dancing makes me so happy, so why not just dance whenever you feel down?!? So tonight, I DID! I put on my fave jam right now “Distance” by Omarion and I danced until my legs gave out 😂 I don’t care that it may look silly or off, I just got my life celebrating and using this body to make myself happy. I wanted to share the video and that moment with you to encourage all of you to do the same. So many of you tell me that me just being me encourages you. Well, I want you to know I have mountaintops and valleys but I am always climbing and making my way through life with as much joy as I can create! I challenge you guys to do the same! Turn on a song and just dance or sing or do something to celebrate YOU this week! Something positive that makes you happy or makes you feel beautiful! Tag me in it if you like 💜 ok time to ice my knees now, I think I got ahead of myself trying to drop it low goodnight y'all”

msamberpriley I was telling all of the girls at our brunch on Sunday that whenever I feel like I can’t do something that needs to be done or whenever I let certain insecurities about my body or the way I look overtake what I KNOW to be true about me, I watch my old dancing with the stars videos! I know that may sound stupid or maybe conceited 😳 but honestly, it was one of the hardest yet rewarding things I have ever done in my life. The body type that this world refuses to accept actually won a competition using this same body. People watched, enjoyed, and actually VOTED! I still to this day can’t believe I did it. So I had a hard week last week and the girls wanted to watch the videos on sunday and I just smiled, and I came home tonight and I thought 💭 why do I have to live in the past to get that feeling 💭?!? Dancing makes me so happy, so why not just dance whenever you feel down?!? So tonight, I DID! I put on my fave jam right now “Distance” by Omarion and I danced until my legs gave out 😂 I don’t care that it may look silly or off, I just got my life celebrating and using this body to make myself happy. I wanted to share the video and that moment with you to encourage all of you to do the same. So many of you tell me that me just being me encourages you. Well, I want you to know I have mountaintops and valleys but I am always climbing and making my way through life with as much joy as I can create! I challenge you guys to do the same! Turn on a song and just dance or sing or do something to celebrate YOU this week! Something positive that makes you happy or makes you feel beautiful! Tag me in it if you like 💜 ok time to ice my knees now, I think I got ahead of myself trying to drop it low 🤣 goodnight y'all ✌🏾

anonymous asked:

Is it just me or recently have dnp been exaggerating more in their recent gaming videos (ex. Yelling, being v enthusiastic, general craziness) it could be that as we get older we just seem to recognize these things more or do you see it too? Like no hate I love them the most but idk

i think there’s always been a pretty blatant element of performance to the gaming channel videos (all of their videos, actually) but if anything i feel that dapg in 2017 has been the most chill on that front in comparison to past years. while dan especially can tend to do be quite shout-y and exaggerated in his reactions, i’ve found the humor they’ve been going for, their level of interaction with each other, and the balance they strike between sort of formulaic bants and in-the-moment teasing/flirting to be a lot more natural/organic-feeling than in the past. maybe it’s a function of them filming a lot more regularly and putting out more frequent content, which causes them to be less premeditated and in their own  heads when they’re in front of the camera, but i think if you compare the videos from this year to  like 2015 dapg there’s a bit of a noticeable difference! idk though, as it’s all obviously a bit subjective.

anonymous asked:

about your last rant...honestly i think sometimes people just need something to believe in and something that gives them hope.... obviously no one but yourself can really 'save you' but that fact that watching someones videos or someones music makes you smile or laugh gives you hope and makes you feel like as long as these people keep making music/ videos you'll always have something to smile about..... do you think that people really believe that they owe their existence to someone else?

It’s less that I think people owe their existence to someone else, and more that I think people take that concept of ‘[insert whoever] saved me’ and project a personal importance on that that is not universal and Dan and Phil quite literally cannot reflect on or take to heart. 

Someone indirectly providing you with a community that brings you comfort or a entertainment that takes your mind off things is not them saving you. It’s you making use of what is available to you to hold onto what you need to hold onto. 

Remember Dan at Playlist saying that he was still emotional over the sad mum who thanked him for her videos being what made her kids smile? That felt genuine. ‘Your videos make me smile.’ is never a bad compliment. ‘I would have killed myself without you.’ when said to a total stranger is because it puts them in the unfair position of having to respond with gratitude and take responsibility for your life, and that’s just a terrifying position to be in. 

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I aint know if yall seen all the things on YouTube bout Christian burns lately but yall it has me real worried. I caint believe what I have red with my own two eyes.

Like scribe a thumb an comment if you want to do it or if you a good one.

I have more videos bout serious topicks like this one on my chanel

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i’ve been in such a big depressive episode for literal years that i haven’t been able to do the one thing that actually helps a little bit which is making videos. i recently have committed myself to getting healthy and getting to know myself again. one of the first big steps to doing that, for me, is posting this video. 

anonymous asked:

I have a dilemma. I'm to a point in life where I don't want to keep living my life. I don't want to die, but I want to reset it and start it over again and do things differently. But. Life isn't a video game, I suppose. Sorry if none of this makes sense. Things are in a weird place for me and I really just don't know what to do.

it makes sense. i’ve been there a few times myself, too - i’m sorry this is something ur going thru

i’m not rlly sure what ur situation is but even if it seems rlly dark right now, nothing is ever completely hopeless! it’s ok to want to sit down and reset life and even want to cry over things that have happened.
but it’s also rlly important that u reach out to other ppl for help, ok?? even when u feel like u shouldn’t. u need to reach out and let true friends help u up. maybe even talk to a therapist or a crisis line. sometimes they can see things that we can’t because we’re stuck in the middle of everything like a fly in PhD Pepper ;;;;

it’s like one of my favorite lines goes

let ur friends help u. and don’t forget to keep pushing forward, even when it’s hard. 
don’t give up, ok?? keep fighting. it’s worth it. so are u.
u can do it~

After pre op today, I they decided to switch things up and do the surgery tomorrow instead of wednesday. Aaaand I’m scheduled for 7:30am. 

So things have been a little crazy today. But the pre op nurse suggested Randy Rainbow, who does Trump/political bashing to broadway songs, and HE IS BRILLIANT.

I started with Fact-Checker, Fact-Checker and have been working my way through his videos. Best distraction ever.

I’ve genuinely been actively avoiding WillNE videos because that’s what I do with things I’m not already familiar with, but I watched one of them out of curiosity like two days ago….I’m done for. I’m completely hooked, this lads had me life. Sub to WillNE guys.

* 5 things tag game

I’ve been tagged by a few..cool shoutout to @sttudy @meg-is-studying (i feel like someone else tagged me???)

Rules: Tag 15 people


5 things you can find in my school bag:

+ a calculator

+ pencil case

+ a shitload of lipstick and lip balm

+ graph paper notebooks

+ wallet


5 things you can find in my bedroom:

+ journals…lots of them

+ family photos

+ clothes and shoes, everywhere

+knitting supplies

+ a messy desk 


5 things i always wanted to do:

+ Go to Europe

+ roller skate

+ swim

+ ride a bike

+ go on a proper romantic novel like date


5 things that make me happy:

+ the sun

+ seeing other people cry because they are so happy ( i get very emotional..those surprise welcome home veteran videos where veterans come home and surprise their kids or family literally make me cry)

+free stuff/ gifts / money ( I’m a bit materialistic..is it a good thing? maybe not but oh well.. )

+ learning something new

+music 


5 things that I’m currently into:

+ Korean hip hop and kdrama

+ webtoons

+Shakespeare 

+ makeup..i just ordered from Sephora yesturdayy

+ kawaii stationary.. omg i need more pens and cases in my life. they are so cute. there’s this one website i LOVE


5 things on my todo list

+ Japanese practice

+ exercise … (probably not gonna do..SEND MOTIVATION! please)

+ Pack for class tomorrow..(find bag and id)

+ print a waiver for a bus ride to Macaulay orientation

+ Not to fuck up my sleep schedule 


Have fun, i tagged a few people I’d like to think I’m chill with. I’m chill with everyone but like .. I don’t talk to a lot of people, however, I wish i do

@study-ren @lizleestudies @fairlyathleticjishwas  @chim-chimp @studyingwithcatsandtea @elisa-studies @idcstudies @wahoda @architstudy @intcllectual @studyhhours @nic-biostudies @rosyrevision @raestudiesjapanese 

anonymous asked:

hi!! I love your blog very much it is...fluffy????and makes me calm and soft 🍯so I have diagnosed adhd and a guy in video said 'you don't have adhd if you procrastinate and get stuff done at night THIS is how adhd looks like (vid of interview with adhd little girl)' and I think I need some validation cause I began to think that I'm faking it all and became very sad and even cried. thank you keep doing things you like you are great!!

hello I’m happy you like my blog! 🐝

- please don’t believe the guy! adhd can take a lot of forms and symptoms can be on a spectrum. there isn’t one form of adhd. everyone with adhd is different! what’s important is, you have diagnosed adhd and your adhd is definitely real and valid.

- it must be really hard to have adhd and have ignorant people make it worse. so please try and ignore them, don’t let them get to you. you’re important and valid and deserve so much! don’t ever forget that.

I hope this helps! have a nice day, I’ll be thinking about you! ✨💛

anonymous asked:

When you're drawing, do you listen to music or videos?

Oh, all the time, Anon.

I often use music to get a certain mood of a drawing/illustration down. I especially use it for comics if I need to get a specific feeling or vibe to come through in a panel.

Going through Univeristy, I was taught by my professors that music is distracting and shouldn’t be used when making art. I respectfully disagree. It allows me to focus on other things and cease any over-thinking I might do. Besides, I have always been… in tune with music, so it just makes sense that I would listen to it while I draw.


And for that horrible pun, Elle was banned from the internet for two months and beaten with a wet noodle.

Background on Arye time I guess.

I’m bi. And mixed race. I struggle with depression and bipolar disorder. And I grew up a Jehovah’s Witness. I used to have to hide things that I liked, books, video games, you name it, in my grandfather’s car because my grandmother burned them if she found them, because they were “demonistic.” When I misbehaved or wanted to play with my friends instead of going to the Kingdom Hall for the third fucking time that week, my grandmother would sit me down and tell me “Sweetie, your friends are going to burn in hell. Do you want to burn in hell? Do you want me to forget all about you? Because I’m going to live forever, and I’m going to have a new, obedient granddaughter, and I’m going to forget all about you if you keep acting like this.”

I spent my entire young life putting up a pretty, uncontroversial front so that the people around me would approve of me. And when I didn’t want to do that anymore, they shunned me. I was told, at thirteen, that I would burn in Hell forever while my family lived on a perfect paradise planet. Because I wanted to go to a fucking anime convention.

So it kind of really pisses me off. To have people talking shit about how I don’t understand the religious and emotional abuse they went through, because I like the fucking Templars in fucking Dragon Age and they don’t. I don’t have to justify myself to you. Fuck off.

anonymous asked:

For real though I completely wasted my day watching buffy. I hate myself so much. I only studied a little and I'm probably gonna mess up terribly but at least I know I can't get under 75%. And EVEN WORSE after this week I start summer school for the first half of summer. Please wish me luck and tell me you believe in me mom - buffy anon

i believe in u u can do it. if it’s any consolation i woke up at 5pm and spent the entire day feeling hungover and now i’m watching youtube videos about a kids’ show instead of doing any of the things i really should do 

Happy simming for Autism Acceptance Month <3