this turned out really bad but

Hurt (Remus L. x Reader) [PART TWO]

Originally posted by nellaey

A/N: ok so i really tried to format the paragraphs like the anon suggested where a new paragraph starts when each character speaks, but im not really comfortable with it and i feel like this turned out bad so i sincerely apologize

warning(s): not really any, i think??

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Remus isn’t sure what he should say to her. How to explain to her the complex situation he’s in. The voice of doubt lingers in the back of his mind, but he decides to ignore it because [Y/N] is far too important.

“Why did you ask me to come out here, Remus?” she inquires softly, her hands shoved into her jacket pockets.

It’s been a few weeks since the breakup and the weather has turned freezing, prompting every student at Hogwarts to don their jumpers. Remus didn’t bother with one, though. He subconsciously believes that he deserves every bit of pain he gets and if that means risking hypothermia then so be it.

“I… I wanted to apologize about hurting you before.” he murmurs, his eyes looking directly at hers. He didn’t really plan to start out with that, but it is part of what he wanted to say. “It was inconsiderate of me to breakup with you like that. You deserve better.”

[Y/N]’s eyes soften slightly and she’s silent. Remus assumes she’s going to start yelling or get upset. He takes a moment to listen to the wind whistling through the trees. It’s just enough sound to distract him for a moment. Just enough to make him feel at peace.

It’s broken, however, when [Y/N] finally responds. “Look, Remus. Yes, it hurt when you broke up with me. I loved you.” She makes sure he’s looking directly at her. “I still do.” she murmurs so softly, Remus almost didn’t hear it. He says nothing and lets her continue.

“But what hurts more is that I don’t know why. I’ve spent the last few weeks asking myself if I did anything wrong or what you could possibly be hiding. It hurts because EVERYONE knows except me.” Remus’s heart aches when he notices her glassy eyes.

[Y/N] rubs them quickly as if they were never teary in the first place. Her voice raises as she becomes more emotional. “I tried to be understanding and respect that you have things you need to keep from me, but I’ve seen you come back with cuts and bruises, Remus! You have new scars that you look at during class and then you start tearing up and it breaks my heart because I know I can’t do anything to help you!”

Remus feels a familiar lump in his throat and he has to swallow it back or else it will come out as a small sob. His vision becomes blurry, but he ignores it. “I know it must have been very difficult on you and I’m so sorry for saying I don’t love you and putting you through all of that.”

[Y/N] crosses her arms and stares at the ground. “It’s still difficult on me.” she whispers. She takes a moment to presumably calm her emotions before raising her gaze to meet his. “I just… want to know what’s happening to you. I worry about you everyday.”

The male takes a deep breath and clenches his fists at his side as if the action alone will give him all the confidence he needs. “If I do tell you, will you promise you won’t become an Animagus like Sirius, James, and Peter and try to follow me whenever I leave?”

[Y/N]’s brows furrow. “Wait, what?”

Remus’s lips twitch into a smile. He’s always found [Y/N] cute when she’s confused. “Just promise.” His smile disappears and turns back into a nervous frown. “Please.”

The girl in front of him nods, albeit with hesitation. She extends her hand to him, her fingers curled into a fist except her pinky. Remus almost bursts into tears because he’s missed the little things like when she told him pinky promises were as good as an unbreakable vow. After he wraps his pinky around hers, he’s so caught up in his emotions and her homely eyes that he just spits it out.

“I’m a werewolf.”

Silence.

The air is tense between the two and the only thing Remus can hear is his heart drumming against his rib cage.

“Oh.”

Remus’s eyes widen and he swears every organ in his body stopped working. He doesn’t feel anything except shock. “I-I’m sorry, what do you mean ‘Oh’?” he manages out.

“Oh, as in ‘Oh, is that all?’” [Y/N] smiles shyly, making the male’s mouth part in shock.

“[Y/N], I love you, but I just spilled my deepest secret to you and you decide to say ‘Oh, is that all?’”

She steps forward, softly grabbing his hand and holding it with both of hers. “Remus, I don’t care that you’re a werewolf. I love you for you. All of you. Werewolf, too. This doesn’t change my feelings for you.”

He can only stand there, trying to process her response. “So, you don’t think I’m… an abomination?”

“Of course I don’t. You’re Remus Lupin, a genius student and a caring friend to the Marauders. Who I miss, by the way.”

He sighs and takes a deep breath of relief. “I can also be a pretty cool boyfriend if you’ll still have me.”

[Y/N] giggles and it’s music to Remus’s ears. It makes butterflies flutter in his stomach and his heart start racing again.

“I’ll always have you, Remus.”

He grins and envelopes her in a tight hug, lifting her off her feet. “I can’t tell you how much I love you.”

“You don’t need to.” she laughs out while he sets her down. Her hands lay themselves on his chest and her expression shifts from playful to loving. “I already know you do.”

She suddenly swats his chest. “But if you ever ignore me again, I will get Sirius to give you a talking to that lasts for months because I don’t have the heart and he WILL listen to me.”

“Sweetheart, I wouldn’t dare.”

Well I didn’t draw anything for a long time so I’m kinda bad now >.<

I tried drawing some of my OCs but they weren’t turning out so good so I just did a redraw of my 3rd drawing ever, I think? i dunno i miss drawing often

Oh yeah and this is the original

anonymous asked:

If the psycho tinhatters really are spreading rumors about Sam being a drunk/junkie, he needs to rally his legal team and shut that shit down ASAP. Having such rumors about an actor is lethal in Hollywood, whether true or not, it can keep an actor from being insured and therefore cast in anything (case in point: Brittany Murphy and Robert Downey Jr. - both had such rumors, although Brittany's turned out to be false, and both's careers suffered). ES are not spreading innocent lies, this is bad.

cont) Sam seems to be way too nice and accommodating to these nuts and maybe he’s just not confrontational or has been media trained by Starz not to say anything out of fear for bad PR. But he needs to grow a backbone and speak up or at least let his legal team (if he has one?) put a stop to the madness. There will come a time he’ll really regret not saying anything if the tinhatters don’t stop the lying and rumor-mongering. No studio or network will hire actors with addiction rumors.

Good points Anon, however I honestly don’t believe that ESers will damage Sam’s career. These women are not fans and will soon grow bored and find a new “Ken doll” to play with now that he gives zero fucks. Secondly, the decision makers in H-wood can spot batshit crazy a mile away. Nothing these women say will influence those who have or will have anything to do with Sam’s future opportunities. Those in the know, know that every actor worth casting will at some point have a few “fans” who don’t operate with a full deck, and they know those “fans” are active on SM 🙄Sam will be fine. His fans aren’t going anywhere, he has a solid fan base and it’s growing. I would think this is more important than what a few disgruntled “fans” are saying. IMHO.

Finally, I suppose Sam has a PR agent and if she or Sam grow concerned, I’m sure the nonsense coming from ESers will be dealt with. I’m not worried.

Off topic because I can’t say this enough. I’m all about Sam right now. He once again delivered an amazing performance in Surrender, and my immediate future plans include rewatching the episode, and tuning into Outlander each week for all of the goodness Sam will bring us in Voyager. I am so excited for all the feels to come. I personally can’t wait for Jamie’s first meeting with LJG.

Alice 🐇

Whether Mouse turns out to be Mike or just another baddie, I really like him. He seems more generic compared to Fiddler and Tetra, but just as dangerous. To me, at least, he seems like the type of character who’s underestimated by the good guys and maybe forced to do a lot of the heavy lifting by the bad guys, but he’s probably the smartest and most dangerous. I was expecting Mouse to stop the ES crew last minute having seen through their disguises, but then MC, Zahra, Craig, and Sean beat him before putting the rest of their friends in stasis so I was… shocked. So, idk, maybe he’s just another bad guy.

anonymous asked:

Thinking about the TMTA video, we have this beautiful mv from such a talented director who clearly /got/ Niall to the core. She understood the song and more importantly, she understood him. It makes me curious what happened with Fulwell. They should know Niall really well after so many years, but I'm wondering if the SH video turned out completely not in line with Niall's image. A bad video can get you some streams but it can also undermine you in the long run if people don't see who you are.

Oh man, I’m so curious too. A music video could have pushed Slow Hands & Niall to another level in the public consciousness - if done right. And interesting to see that Idolator piece mentioning that. But I do trust that they made the right decision in not releasing it if it didn’t turn out the way he wanted.

I guess the Fulwell 73 team’s longstanding relationship with Niall could work both for and against him - on one hand, they know him really well and he has that level of comfort of working with friends he trusts. On the other hand, maybe that shared history made it harder for them to move on from 1D era Niall to solo Niall in conceptualising the video, especially when it’s more of a subtle shift than a radical break between the two?

As hard as it must have been to scrap something he had commissioned his friends to produce, I think that says a lot about his vision for his solo career - and his confidence that his music can speak for itself. And I’m really happy that Capitol introduced him to a new creative team who were able to articulate his vision for his music. It turned out really beautifully, didn’t it?

Some of my friends here already know (and thank you so much for listening to me, sweethearts ♥) but last tuesday my brother got hospitalized and he’s just come home today. He was diagnosed with vestibular neuritis and couldn’t walk or retain food, not even liquids. He started saying he couldn’t focus his eyesight and that he felt like something pulled his eyes towards right, so we were really scared he had some sort of brain damage. In the end nothing bad happened, turns out that since the swollen nerve was the right one, his eyesight drifts there automatically. He’s gotta do therapy for a whole month to be able to read again (he *can* read, but he gets dizzy really quick trying to do it) or to move his head without pain. He also can’t walk long distances and he might lose this semester (which is awful, this was his last semester of college), but what’s important is that he’s okay. He wasn’t at any moment in mortal danger (although if you love someone deeply and see them in that state, you *do* start to think they might be in mortal danger), nonetheless, these kind of situations make you think once again how important it is to tell those you love how much you love and appreciate them. I know it sounds stupidly silly and cheesy, but take 5 seconds to remind someone you adore how much they mean to you. It never hurts to do it.

anonymous asked:

what about like, another older brother thing. them finding out that their little sister is getting along with the popular crowd and like, dating a jock

this is a good request
eric:
-would see a really expensive car pull up to the house and automatically be suspicious
-when a guy in a white hat got out he’d turn to you with a shocked/offended expression
-“he’s not that bad eric!!”
-when the guy came in eric would be standing in front of you with his arms crossed. the jock would be surprised bc you never mentioned your older brother who went to columbine was eric fucking harris
-he’d stop stiffly in front of eric and go “harris.”
-it was all eric could do not to haul off and deck him
-but he’d let you go with him
-would be really annoyed that you had a good time
-but as u guys dated for months and months he had to admit that at least one jock wasn’t a complete waste of air
-“really eric you won’t just say he’s a nice guy?“
-“not a complete waste of air is pretty fucking close to a compliment!”
dylan:
-you wouldn’t tell him at first bc you knew he’d lash out
-but he’d be walking to your locker to let you know he’d be home late bc he had some theater stuff to work on
-& he’d see you lean in and kiss a guy from the football team
-so he’d stomp over and you would jump apart from your boyfriend
-he’d be like “y/n, can we talk?”
-he’d walk you to some empty classroom and be like “what the fuck??? you know how they treat me why would you do this??”
-& you’d insist he wasn’t a bad guy and be like “dylan come onnnn you know i wouldn’t even look at him if he was a dick to you”
-he’d be like “fine.” but would insist on driving u home
-wouldn’t even talk to the jock boyfriend for most of the first year you were dating him, he would choose to lock himself in his room whenever he saw a certain car pull into the driveway
-but finally on ur one year with the “fucking jock boyfriend” he’d grudgingly have dinner with him, you, and you and dylan’s parents
-would warm up to him a tiny bit while talking about cars
-when dinner was over and the jock was gone he’d stiffly tell you “if there’s gonna be a white cap in my house all the fucking time that one isn’t the absolute worst”
-your eyes would roll back into your head but you’d give him a hug bc you knew it took a lot out of him to say that

10

Passing by the edge of the cold winter,
until the days of the spring,
until the days of the flower blossoms
Please stay, please stay there a little longer

okay but how funny would it be if, after all this build up, Sam is the one to use the grenade launcher

Her Skeleton Will Lie In The Chamber Forever…

Inevitable

An Alpha!Bucky One-Shot

Character Pairing: Alpha!Bucky Barnes x Omega!Reader

Word Count: 5,109 (oops!)

Warnings: NSFW 18+ EXPLICIT Smut! A/B/O Dynamics, fingering, sexual penetration, slight(?) impregnation kink, unprotected sex, a NSFW gif, some angst (blink and you miss it), language, dirty talk…

A/N: I make my own rules. 

 You smelt him before you saw him.

Your senses came alive when you saw him walk through the main entrance.

Alpha.

He exuded the title perfectly.

This isn’t the first time you had seen him at the museum but this was the closest you had ever gotten to him. He was at the ticket counter, smiling at Mandy as he presented his membership card. The leather jacket he had on moved like soft butter as he put the card in his wallet before it went back into the side pocket.  

Catching a whiff of his scent in the air, you wanted to melt to the floor. Sandalwood. It was earthy and it warmed your whole body.

You could make out his voice from where you were hiding in the gift shop. It was deep and raspy as he talked to Mandy. He took off his baseball hat and ran his fingers through his thick brown hair. He stuffed the hat into the back pocket of his jeans as he laughed at something Mandy had said.

Damn her. You were jealous.

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