I’m in an odd mood. I went to bed sad because someone forgot about me, then dreamed of my beloved dog, who died two weeks ago yesterday. He was either still alive in the dream or a ghost, but a warm, snuggly, lovely ghost if that’s what he was. I woke up with tears on my face in the middle of the night and it took forever to fall asleep again. Then when I did, I dreamed the oddest thing - I was on a canoe trip with Kit Harington, which involved stopping in to visit his family, who all assumed we were dating and we weren’t, but it was awkward that they thought so. His mother gave me a pair of knee-high white knitted socks with bells on them and matching, elbow-length gloves, also with bells. It was very weird. And on top of that, today is my high school’s 20th reunion in my home city, and I’m not there so I’m not going, but it’s just dredging up high school memories and making me wonder if I would have gone if I could have, who of those people I would actually want to see (I haven’t seen most of them since actual high school since I’ve lived somewhere else since then), etc. And how has it been 20 years since I graduated?! Hence, age crisis as well. I’ve been spying on their facebooks and seeing what they do for work and how many children they all have and wondering what they would think of my career and little apartment, etc. Yeah: weird mood.