this took kinda long because i coloured him wrong at first


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@bleebug. A little extension of the pancake moment. And for @spartanguard for chest hair comments. Because.  And for: @this-too-too-sullied-flesh on her birthday.

Rating: M

He really doesn’t care.

The Charmings have dragged them all throughout town for the past few weeks and pestered him with questions he seldom had an answer to. What kind of flowers did he like? What was his favourite cake flavour? What colour did he want to wear? (Okay, that one he had cared, but he thought the answer of black was bloody obvious.) Who did he want to invite?

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When I Was Jungkook // JK x Reader

Formerly known as Salt and Pepper

This was a little random. I had the idea to write about what would happen if Jungkook and Y/N switched lives and bodies, and had to go through the other person’s life, kinda like Freaky Friday. I thought it’d be funny haha, but this one is a lil random. I loved writing it though, so let me know if you want a part 2?

Genre: comedy, fluff, i can make this somewhat smutty in future if ya’ll want hehe
Jungkook x reader
Length: 9k words

YOU closed the lid of your laptop with a sigh, pushing it to the side and running your fingers through your hair. Leaning back in your chair and eyeing the clutter of your desk, you basked in the realisation that now you could finally go to sleep. You looked over at the clock next to your bed to find that it was 2:43am. You had only just finished everything now. And you still knew that soon enough you’d be assigned another twenty things.

Being a university student meant that you were given barely time to even breathe around all the work your professors set for you. What with your job added onto all of that, the amount of stress you dealt with on the daily was crazy. But you dealt with it regardless because you were passionate about what you were studying, and if this is what you had to do to reach the place you wanted to get to then so be it.

Your job was one thing you were less enthusiastic about, but that couldn’t be helped. Your tuition wasn’t going to pay itself.

Besides all the stress and work, you liked to think you were a cheerful and optimistic person. You were reasonably confident that at some point your life would stop being as damn repetitive as it was now. Work, lecture, study, sleep, repeat. You hated to admit that your life was dull, but it really was. There wasn’t much else to say about it, if you were honest.

Pulling yourself out of your desk chair hurt far too much. You’d been sitting still there for so long that your back absolutely killed now that you’d straightened out. Your bedroom door opened as you sat down on your bed, allowing your dog to wander lazily into the room. He immediately came to you and rose up to rest his paws on your thighs, trying to lovingly lick your face. You pushed his head away from you with a soft chuckle, mindful of the fact that the rest of your family would definitely be asleep by now. Cookie must have gotten bored of staying in your sleeping sister’s room again, which would be why he was now here trying to lick your cheek as you tried to keep his tongue off of your skin.

Eventually you fought him off and managed to lie down with your head resting on your pillow. Your poor rejected Cookie took the hint that you were going to sleep and curled up in a fluffy ball next to your body. You lay there for a minute petting his curly fur for a few minutes, just thinking. Right before your eyes fluttered closed, you wished for the fiftieth time that your life would change from dull and repetitive to somewhat eventful. At least you could dream of what it would be like.

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My 20 year old Idol Husband - [Day 10 - Can you trust me?]

20 yr old Jungkook, at the top of his idol boyband career, has a secret only he & his bandmates know – An underground relationship, with you, a girl he met at a fanmeeting. Things get a little out of hand and you find out you’re pregnant.

Read: Day 1 / Day 2 / Day 3 / Day 4 / Day 5 / Day 6 / Day 7 / Day 8 / Day 9 / Day 10

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But it's not sweater weather

Originally posted by veronikaphoenix

Pairing: Bucky x reader

A/N: kinda new to this, kinda not. feedback would he hella appreciated please (if anyone reads this let me know if you want a part 2?)

Warnings: PTSD, tension, jealousy, potential danger, mentions self harm

You knew what you were doing was wrong, you knew shutting everything and everyone out (quite literally since you locked your bedroom door) wasn’t a good idea. nonetheless, you didn’t stop. You had convinced yourself that no one cared making what you were about to do much easier, but something was stopping you and you didn’t fully understand what it was. Was it the fact that your best friend, Natasha, beat the shit out of you because she was drunk and knew you were in love with her boyfriend, was it the fact that you really were in love with him and you thought he didn’t feel the same way only to find out he did, was it that after finally being able to be free from hydra both you and bucky still had nightmares from the days locked in your cells. You were willing to bet it was all of them, you took the blade and went it for the first cut.

“He could never feel the same way towards you as he does towards me, Y/N listen you’re nothing compared to me, I’m the fucking Black Widow.” Natasha’s words echoed and you screamed out in pain, almost loud enough that someone would’ve heard, but not loud enough plus you had been blasting your music in fear someone would hear you and try to save you. 

The memory played back in your head as you took another slice at your skin, you watched as the door slammed open revealing a very drunk Natasha and very sober Bruce, although not the best combination for your best friend, It was probably the safest and Bruce knew that too, “I’m going to put her on the couch i don’t want Buck to murder me because I took her home.” Bruce announced in a low voice to prevent Nat from screaming about a headache, “Thank you green giant, much appreciated” You smirked back at the young physicist as he played rolled his eyes at the nickname you associated with him, “alright silver I’ll see you around.”, you sighed as you watched Natasha fall into a deep sleep, you went to get a glass of water for your friend but when you turned around she uppercutted you right in the jaw, “What the fuck Nat!” you leaped for her knees as you then had to head lock her, eventually becoming tired you had to let go thus giving her another clear shot to throw an inverted punch straight into your ribs, as soon as you doubled over in pain knowing you’d have to get that checked out in the morning, you tried to crescent kick her back down but failing as she grabbed onto your throat and held you against the counter, “You think I don’t fucking know that you’re in love with my boyfriend, my bucky, hear that Y/N? mine, he doesn’t fucking want trailer trash, PTSD ridden, dumb little sluts like you, do i make myself clear?” you nodded, your whole body shaking as you saw the rest of the team at the elevator, who seemed to have just witnessed everything Nat said to you, Wanda used her powers to throw the infamous black widow off of you, and into the wall. Steve and Sam rushed over to you due to the lack of oxygen you had just experienced, Bucky still standing there while Tony rushed over to Natasha and Wanda started screaming at your best friend about how she could’ve killed you, little did she know those were her exact intentions, after your face was no longer blue and back to your pasty coloured skin, Sam insisted on knowing what had happened, you simply said, “Can we talk in the morning? ya know I’m feeling a little drained here bird boy” he laughed and scurried you off to your room. 

As the memory was finished you had already drawn 4 more cuts, a total of 6 marked your skin, not satisfied you continued to draw upon your canvas coloured skin knowing nobody would ever know as long as you hid it well, which you always did. Soon enough there were a total of 25 cuts 9 on your left arm, 5 on your right, 6 on your right thigh, and 5 on your left hip, it was a lot but you couldn’t stop, the only reason you did was because bucky had broke down your bedroom door, soon enough he could find you with the blood dripping from your wrists, you had locked the bathroom door but that wouldn’t stop him, “FRIDAY, turn the music off” Bucky pleaded, you could tell his back was up against the bathroom door “Y/N?” luckily you had started the shower as the music was still playing, “yes buck” you half shouted in hopes he couldn’t hear the sobs you were holding back, “I’m worried about Nat, I’m sorry really doll, I don’t know what made her hurt you.” he whispered something inaudible after that but you were fuming with anger so even if he said it louder, you didn’t care. “I’m in the shower James could you wait to talk to me until i get out?” there was annoyance laced in your voice and you knew he heard it as he quickly muttered a string of curse words knowing you were mad “yeah okay I-I’ll um do that yeah just g-gonna sit on the bed” the soldier stuttered on his words scared of what might happen knowing what he truly barged into your room to say but no longer being able to say it. As soon as you stepped out of the shower you threw on the sweater you stole from steve a few weeks ago knowing it was long enough to cover your thighs and hips but you still put sweats on just to be safe especially with bucky. “Ok so listen ab- Y/N?” just as bucky was speaking he turned to look at you, sending you a confused glare, “why are you wearing a steves sweater, scratch that why are you wearing a sweater at all? its 70 degrees outside.” you were shocked, bucky never usually questioned you when you wore things to hide your scars because he didn’t really know you were hiding anything, so why was now any different? “you know Tony always keeping it below freezing so his suits don’t over heat.” your pulse was racing, you knew your excuse came out like more of a question than an answer to his but he seemed to let it go, for now.

It's Called a Baby, Sweetheart- Chapter 6: Heck of a Morning (Pov Judy)

Judy, now knowing Nicks big secret, is still trying to come to terms with the concept of Nick being in his condition. Though she may be his closest friend, as he is to her, will their friendship be enough to hold through Nicks life decision? Click "Keep Reading” to find out in this weeks chapter!

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nct dream!kids au

youre their babysitter ok istg (theyre also like 4-8) (and theyre also all related)


-a literal mess omg!!

-tries his best but ends up failing somehow

-cant make a sandwich, ends up blowing up the kitchen

-needs your help for a lot of things but not before he accidentally screws it up himself when he tries to be a big boy!!!

-like one time, you went over to babysit

-and he was a precious angel! said hi and smiled and dragged you to his room to play!!

-everything was fine and dandy until you left the room for a sec and came back to mark upside down hanging from his bed with his toys scattered on the floor when it was in a neat pile before

-dont leave him alone for too long

-dont leave him alone at all omg, hold his hand and take him as your smol useless sidekick

-tries to help take care of the kids with you because he’s the hyung and he needs to have a responsibility! (never ends up doing what he’s supposed to do but you love him anyway)

-falls asleep really easily, is always disoriented when he wakes up from naps

-has his own bed but prefers to crawl in bed with his bff and best brother hae!!!

-doesnt have a teddy bear or any stuffie and falls asleep with nothing in his arms but ends up hugging anything he can grab in his sleep

-it can be hae, a pillow, their pet bunny that manages to escape bc chen forgot to lock it up, it doesnt matter (hae pretends to hate it but it makes him feel warm so he’s lowlowlowlowlowlowlowkey ok with it)


-what a sass master

-youngest sass master youve ever seen

-pickiest eater ever omg

-doesnt like ANYTHING you give him unless it has peanut butter on it

-he’ll make you put peanut butter on pizza

-he doesnt CARE he just wants peanut butter

-such a tsundere omg hates your jokes but loves your smiles (will never admit it)

-stubborn ass kid jesus

-but a cutie so you dont mind!!

-loves his hyung mark but will not hesitate to push him down the stairs for candy

-is always there to give mark bandaids for wounds HE caused

-has to always sit beside you or mark or jisung or jaemin during movies (will not sit still unless he’s with one of you)

-LOVES superheroes

-tried to fly once but just ended up scraping the palm of his hand

-he’s the bandaid guy so he has no one to put a bandaid on him :c

-BUT he has you!!! and mark to the rescue ofc

-mark puts the bandaid on backwards and it accidentally sticks to his hand instead

-haechan doesnt have the heart to tell him and neither do u

-you end up putting the bandaid on hae when mark isnt looking

-reminds you of how cute and perfect he is every 3 minutes hours


-the most talented child you have ever babysat

-will sing the kids to sleep if you asked him to

-will sing YOU to sleep if you asked him to

-sweetest smiles!!!

-total suck up, will do anything to make you happy/smile

-sings around the house, hops everywhere, refuses to stop singing even if jeno threatens to throw his pet bunny on the street


-takes his teddy bear everywhere

-has emotional detachment issues

-loves his parents but lowkey loves his teddy bear more

-highkey loves you more, probably has a cute lil kid crush on you


-buy him stuffed animals and he’ll love you forever

-reallyyyyyyyy likes strawberries

-more than usual

-likes feeding them to his bunny even tho they shouldnt really be eating them

-but it makes the bunny happy so chen is happy!!

-please love him all he wants is for everybody to be happy

-the type to tug on your clothes instead of calling for your name or tapping you to get your attention



-mysterious as heck

-you didnt even notice him the first time you babysat him

-like, their parents came back and thanked you and all the kids came to say goodbye

-and then you just saw renjun there but???

-”omg i didnt even notice you during this whole time im sorry why didnt you say anything?? where were you???”

-and he just responds with “i was in the shadows” right before you leave

-gave you nightmares but you were determined to make him loud and bubbly!!

-so the next time you babysit, you made SURE to find renjun

-took him with you everywhere, so now you have sidekick mark and sidekick renjun

-theyre both useless but in a cute way!!!!

-it takes time but he goes from a chocolate bar left in the freezer for 85 years to a bagel in water!!! (what is this omg)

-still kinda tough but soft and smol at the same time

-doesnt smile often but when he does it’s like a fireball!!! watch out nasa we have a new sun!!!

-small grins and smiles 24/7

-the kids always try to include him in everything bc he may be quiet but they know he’s just shy and can be absolutely insane (in a non ghost-kid creepy way)

-they love him and will do anything he asks bc he never asks for anything usually!!

-the least-needy kid ever


-sly ass lil kid

-probably learns how to flirt from tv shows and uses pickup lines on you

-a sweetheart deep down, cares for you a lot

-will 100000% fight chenle for your heart!!!!

-smile so sweet itll give you cavities but has a lowkey smirk to it so you have to stop him from watching too many tv shows

-follows you around asking you the most dumb questions

-”do you trap people in your phone and talk to them??”

-”jae omg no what the heck ofc not”

-”how do you talk to your friends then??”

-you worry about him a lot

-tries to act tough when he gets booboos

-doesnt like crying and usually doesnt cry when he gets hurt

-BUT when he gets hurt like real bad, he’ll crack

-one time he was running down the stairs chasing jeno

-and he accidentally fell and tumbled down the stairs

-he was ok, no big booboos but his knee got scraped pretty bad

-and *dootdootdoot trumpet sounds* haechan swoops in with bandaids!! (and a HALF hug, gotta keep that tsundere front)

-and as haechan puts like, 3 bandaids on jae’s 1 wound, his lips start quivering and his eyes are tearing up but he cant cry wont cry!! gotta look tough so mark can stop babying him!! so everyone can stop babying him!!

-but then mark hugs him to make up for hae’s half hug and min starts bawling

-chen feels bad too so he hugs jae while mark is still hugging him so it’s a hug-fest!!

-hae reluctantly joins in but only bc he’s hip and with the trends!!! not bc he wanted to hug him or something


-highkey likes learning lowkey likes messing with his brothers

-he likes learning how to make traps and how to successfully prank people

-the annoying smartass kid of the group but nobody minds!! (except haechan bc hes supposed to be annoying and smart!!)

-partners in crime with haechan

-pranks everybody BUT jisung

-everybody has a soft spot for jisung

-starts off with dumb things like whoopie cushions and hand buzzers

-still uses dumb things like whoopie cushions and hand buzzers

-colours pictures as a side job hobby

-quiet and behaved surprisingly when he isnt trying to make you sit on a whoopie cushion

-will eat anything you give him as long as it’s not like, kiwis or something

-hates kiwis with a passion

-will sass you if you try to feed him kiwis

-which makes you seperate him and hae from hanging out for too long

-it never works, they always find a way to navigate back to each other

-you end up just letting him become a sass master in training

-judges your food but compliments your appearance!!

-everything you do is pretty to him

-cleaning up chen’s spilled apple juice?? nO PROBLEM WHAT A CUTE THING YOU ARE

-just dont feed him kiwis, then youre not cute

-really hates kiwis

-like, really really

-will probably slap your hand

-will apologize and hug your hand afterwards

-*cue hae’s eye roll*

-eye smiles all day everyday!!!!


-an actual angel

-youngest and cutest!!

-leader of the cutie sqaud rEPRESENT!!!11!!11!

-probably religiously likes apples

-just imagine him nibbling on an apple

-chen probably really likes him (ONLY WHEN HE’S EATING AN APPLE) bc he reminds him of their pet bunny

-a bit of a crybaby but nobody minds because he doesnt cry on purpose!!

-hurts himself a lot too smh jisung r u having a competition with mark or smth

-but he has spongebob bandaids so “who cares if im bleeding?? i have spongebob!!”

-probably wants to be like, devious and not innocent but cant

-one time, hae and jeno tried to teach him how to prank one of his hyungs but ji just went “i dunno i dont really wanna anymore” all uncomfortable and smol and timidly bc he didnt wanna make hae and jeno upset

-but it was ok!! they took him to the living room to watch spongebob

-dancing machine omg

-like, everybody in the family likes dancing but bOY jisung has such a firey passion for it, it’s insanely cute

-likes candy a lot (but what kid doesnt)

-will most likely sell his soul for candy

-instead of walking around the house, he moonwalks

-nobody has the heart to tell him to stop

-chen almost did once but when jisung smiled real wide when chen called his name, he like stopped and just sputtered out “i have apples”

-the kid that literally does nothing wrong

-you used to be suspicious but not anymore he’s an angEL BEAN

-smol and precious, doesnt like trouble nor does he like loud noises

-yet he enjoys screaming??

-when anything wrong goes down he screams like a siren so everybody knows something is wrong

-he’s practically their fire alarm

nct dream (as a whole)

-puts on shows for you ALL the time

-you were going over to babysit them once but when you arrived you didnt expect a cupcake and a performance!! (their parents told them it was your birthday so they had to be nice to you)

-you didnt even get sassed!! a miracle!!!

-they felt bad that they didnt get you a present so they drew you something instead

-didnt let mark help in fear he’d accidentally set the paper on fire but he was ok with that bc he got to monitor and was on apple juice duty!!

-likes having pillow fights

-you arent about that life so you just sit back and monitor

-jisung doesnt join in but he screams while they fight!!

-he has lungs of steel

-he doesnt join in bc one time he was running around, spinning with a pillow and he accidentally got smacked in the face (dont tell anyone but it was probably mark) and he FLEW BACK


-the room grew quiet and everybody rushed over “omg r u ok???”

-he was ok but no longer particpates, traumatized but also vv thankful bc woah he flew (into a wall but he flew)

-they have pillow fights real often bc it makes renjun happy and he laughs and smiles a lot during them

-pillow fights are BRUTAL

-they have never EVER seen chen so hardcore

-he karate jumps and smacks people in the face

-mark screams and charges headfirst (with a pillow on his head ofc) at everybody

-hae pretends not to care but hits SO hard (as hard as he can with a pillow at least)

-jeno is so good at dodging, so swift it’s scary

-renjun is reallllll quiet so he sneak-attacks people really easly, giving them minor (or major, if youre like, mark) heart attacks

-jaemin pictures everybody as giant, walking kiwis so he screams “I HATE KIWIS” before he runs into the fight blindly, hitting everybody and anybody he can bc deFEAT THE EVIL KIWIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-chen doesnt even have a tactic as long as he gets to hit someone he’s ok

-there’s really no prize so idek why these losers are so competitive

-HOWEVER no matter how much they fight and no matter how competitive they are, they ALWAYS have each other’s back

-like this one time, hae was getting bullied and it all started like thiS *dramatic flashback*

-they all walk home together and instead of being loud like usual, hae was just really quiet and didnt join in the conversation

-so mark the responsible hyung!!! noticed and was like “what’s wrong hae??”

-and he didnt respond so ren, jae, and jeno answered for him

-”that kid in our class said he was loud and annoying”

-”WHERE DOES HE LIVE I’LL HURT HIM” -mark 0.1 seconds after hearing that

-the next day at school, the dream team (im calling them that from now on) confronted the kid and mark went iN


-like, jae and ji got a lil bit offended at the bowl cut comment but iT WAS FOR HAE SO THEY DIDNT CARE

-mark is a third grade SAVAGE

-made the kid cry

-all while hae was hiding behind jeno and jisung (jisung was too short to hide him but like w/e)

-the kid apologized with like snot and tears running down his face

-hae lowkey laughed really hard

-they all got in trouble after

-jisung for sneaking out of kindergarten

-mark for roasting yelling at the kid

-everybody else for being his sidekicks

-their parents couldnt even yell at them bc they were so touched

-do NOT bring these kids to the grocery store

-not altogether

-if you do, youll get kicked out of the grocery store in 0.3343 seconds

-jisung wants EVERYTHING in the store

-hae complains every 2 minutes

-they fight over who gets to sit in the cart

-jisung, mark, hae, and jeno share a room

-jae, chen, and ren share a room

-during nap time, they all end up in one room or another tho

-they kinda hate each other (bc that’s how siblings are!!) but if given the chance to be put in another family, none of them would even THINK about it

-theyre all a mess but that’s how the dream team works!

Fix You

pairing: Lin x reader 

warnings: ANGST LOTS OF ANGST, depression, suicide

requests: Anonymous asked: a,, lin x reader where reader is!! suffering from depression and reader fakes being happy (lin doesnt know bc he doesnt notice) and,, reader overdoses and lin kinda breaks down (reader doesnt make it) 

summary: You faked happiness for him. And yet he lost you anyway. 

This is very angsty and not as good as I wanted it to be. I think I went a bit overboard with the descriptiveness. Anyway, shoutout to all my friends who tried to get me out of writer’s block, you all are great, and the mystery anon for keeping me entertained. ENJOY LOVE YOU BYEEEEEE

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It was ridiculous how easily people believed things that they wanted to believe. Dangle a lie in front of their eyes and they’d grasp it, so desperate for something to hold on to.

Every day was the same. You would smile at people, and they had no idea that it was fake because they’d never seen your real smile, so how could they tell the difference?

Your conversations with people were punctuated with long silences, where your thoughts began buzzing too loud for you to focus, and people just attributed it to your quiet personality.

You skipped meals, and you always got away with it because “She’s a teenager having her I-wanna-be-slim phase. Leave her be.”

No one understood you. You weren’t sure you even wanted them to.

“You’re awake,” Lin grinned when you stretched your arms. He was reading a book while you napped.

He padded over to the fridge and took out a chocolate bar. He settled on the couch next to you. “Want some? They’re the colour of your eyes.”

Lin never shut up about your eyes. He would spout poems and haikus about the colour of your eyes. He even inspired you to make a metaphor of the people in your life.

Some people were hurricanes. They came into your life, suffocating you, turning your world upside down and leaving you with nothing but wreckage.

Some people were the Sun, bathing you in their warmth, providing you with comfort until you couldn’t survive without them. You couldn’t leave them, so you stayed until they burned away who you were and left you dehydrated of emotion.

Lin was a drizzle. You didn’t notice him at first. You expected him to be one of those people who would tire of you soon. But like a drizzle, he was always there, persistent but unassuming. He had the potential to turn into a storm, but he stayed true to who he was, a constant presence in your life.

You didn’t talk to him about your problems, just listened to his as he ranted about them until he was out of breath. He always began every conversation with “How are you?” and you always insisted that you were fine and he always believed you and that was that.

Time went on, and your parents began fighting again, your mom almost never sober. Your mood began to go on a downwards spiral. Your happy days became less and less frequent, and your black moods stopped disappearing and began hanging over you all the time like an overhead cloud.

“What’s wrong?” Lin asked from next to you. Your heart missed a beat. This was your chance to tell him how you really felt.

“Nothing.” You weren’t in the best mood today. Lin had droned on for hours about his stupid neighbor and how lonely he was.


“Shut up, Lin! Quit trying to fix me when you’re just trying to fix yourself.”

Lin stared at you.

“Don’t act dumb. I’m not some charity case that you can work on so you can feel better about yourself. I don’t need you,” you said viciously.

“It’s not like that!” he insisted. You ignored him. He left, furious.

The next day, he showed up with a bouquet of lilies. Your favourite.  “I’m sorry. You don’t have to talk about it.”

“No, I’m sorry,” you said, taking his hand in yours.

“Is it a competition now?” A smirk was playing on his lips. You pushed past the layers of darkness in your brain and managed a smile.

Some days were easy. You would curl up on the couch together watching chick flicks.

“This is stupid,” he’d say before every movie. And yet, at the end of each movie, he stared at the screen with moony eyes, squealing in joy whenever the couple kissed. You ignored the gaping hole in your chest and forced a smile for him everyday.

Some days were hard. You would skip school and give him half-assed excuses. He’d show up and you would slam the door in his face. You would ignore everyone’s calls and texts, needing some space for yourself. This day, however, was particularly bad. You woke up feeling like you had fallen into a hole you couldn’t dig yourself out of.

“Can I come over?” Lin asked over the phone.

“No, I’m buying my grandma her vitamins.” You muted the phone as you placed an order for your meds.

There was a dubious silence. Then, Lin answered. “Can I come over tonight?”

You had to bite back the sudden tears. The meds kept the depression at bay. Maybe if you took more, it would leave forever.

“No, I’m busy,” you replied. Lin sighed. Disappointed, definitely, but no trace of suspicion. You were good.

“You sound like you’re gonna cry, are you okay?” Lin asked, sounding concerned.

“Yes. I’m fine. Great. Bye,” you said, clicking off the phone. You released a shaky breath. You were okay. Really. Tonight, you were being released of all your guilt.

This was it. Your absolution. Your freedom. Your deliverance. And yet your hand couldn’t close the distance between your body and the bottle. Absolution. Freedom. Deliverance. You grabbed the bottle. More pills, more happiness.

You swallowed all the pills in the bottle, gulping it all down before your front brain could process what you were doing. You felt heady with a strange mix of paranoia and euphoria. Was this dying? You always imagined dying as your body shutting down, but this was like your body finally becoming alive.

It was like the universe was at 200% volume. The soft patter of rain on the window became a thudding bass on speakers. The low hum of your laptop became a high pitched static on surround sound. You could feel the endorphins rushing like lightning through your bloodstream.

Your heart racing and your body shaking, everything sharply increased in intensity until it was too bright, too loud, too much. Then everything paused, and there was a second of silence. It was like an orchestra had been playing at a crescendo, and now the players had their fingers poised over their instruments, waiting for a command from their conductor, ready to play the grand final note.

But the command never came. Everything shut down. The noise in your ear died, leaving a ringing, deafening silence. You saw your phone light up, and you knew, somehow, that it was Lin.

Oh, Lin. He was the only person you didn’t want to leave behind. People said that your life flashed before your eyes when you were dying.  

You saw a fast forward of your memories together, and then your last memory of him: on his roof, lying down on your backs staring at the sky, calm washing over you as he spun the dizzying vastness of the sky into constellations, making the world into something you could hold in your hands.

Then it went on, but you were out of the picture. Lin at the altar, waiting for a faceless woman in a veil, Lin holding a baby that looked nothing like you, Lin old and grey, alone. You were erased from his life.

Lin’s name rang in your ears. Your breath came out in heavy bursts. Why did you feel so much for him? Your heart rate slowed. Your heart belonged to Lin. Your arms went limp. Why did he inspire you to be a better version of yourself? Your heart stopped beating.


“No, that’s not- she wouldn’t,” Lin yelled. He sank down against the wall. He had shouted himself hoarse at the doctor, he had screamed apologies at your parents, and now he felt empty. Drained. Hollow.

How did he not notice? All those times that he failed to see the truth, even when it was so obvious. Maybe he knew it deep down, he just believed what he wanted to see. It was his fault.

In college, everyone had to deliver a speech about something they were passionate about. Lin broke off in the middle of his speech about suicide, unable to hold back his sobbing. If his professor noticed, he didn’t mention it.

Before his wedding, his mother asked him if he wanted lilies as a decoration. Lin turned pale and nearly punched a wall. If she noticed, she didn’t mention it.

After his baby was born, he cried. But when the baby opened her eyes to reveal chocolate brown eyes, he made a sound that was half sob half gasp and closed his eyes for a minute. If his wife noticed, she didn’t mention it.

Every year on November the 4th, he went to the graveyard and sat next to a neglected grave. He would place a bouquet of lilies on the grave and recount everything that happened in his life during the past year. Sometimes, he would pause and lean closer to the headstone as if he could hear a reply. If the graveyard guard noticed, he didn’t mention it.

No one ever mentioned it, because they knew sadness that profound only came from lost love.

She’ll love you (Dan Howell imagine)

This was requested a while ago and I finally finished editing it so here it is! Hope you enjoy reading!

Y/D/N=Your daughters name 


“But Y/N, what if she doesn’t like me?” Dan whined “I mean, she might not be used to a man in the house, let alone in her life!”

Today I thought it was finally time to introduce Dan to Y/D/N. At first, I was a little hesitant. You see, my ex-husband left when she was only 3 months old so she’s never really been around a man in her life. Until now. 

Me and Dan have been together for almost a year now, so I think it’s the right time for both my favourite in the world to meet. I rolled my eyes at how stupid Dan was being. Y/D/N was going to adore him, I mean they’re practically the same person.

“Dan, calm down she’ll love you!” I took his hands in mine and pecked his lips softly. “Now, I’m gonna go get her from nursery and then we’ll both see you when we get back, okay?”

“Okay, I love you” he smiled

“I love you too” I said, putting my coat on and walking out the door. I opened the car door and got in.  Taking a deep breath to calm my nerves, I started up the car. Don’t get me wrong, I was really anxious. Today could interpret the future for the rest of our lives. All in all, I wanted everyone to be happy.

I parked up and made my way down to the school. It was so colourful! Maybe a bit too colourful. It was quite busy as every single parent was either trying to get in or get out. Luckily, the path to Y/D/N’s class was nearly empty so that was a relief.

When she got out, her hair was all messed up and her hands and dress had paint all over it. “Hey baby, what happened to you?” I chuckled

“We were painting pictures of what we like best and I tried to draw you but then Joseph knocked the the paint pot over and it went all over me and the picture” She pouted, her voice like a chipmunk.

“Oh no worries sweetheart, I’m sure it will look lovely, come on lets go home!” I held her hand as we made our way back to the car. I strapped her in before starting up the car once again.

A few minutes later, I drove up the driveway to our house and stopped the engine. Y/D/N started to get out the car. “Y/D/N wait a minute, I need to talk to you!” I said. She slowly closed the door and sat back in her seat, looking confused. “So, you know how mummy has been mentioning her special friend for a long time!” She nodded “Well, he’s here now and he really wants to meet you!”

Her face lit up at the word meet. She loved meeting new people, big or not. “Okay, lets go!” she squealed. I quickly got out the car and went round to her side. I unbuckled her belt and helped out the car. As soon as her feet touched the ground, she ran to the front door, eager to get inside and meet this new person.

Unlocking it, she quickly ran straight in looking for Dan. “Slow down, he’s not going anywhere!” Well I hope not. Suddenly, I here an all too familiar laugh from the kitchen and guessed Y/D/N did too as she quickly ran to the kitchen, with me following behind. We both found Dan watching YouTube video on his phone. He had his back turned towards the door, making him an easy victim of a jump scare. I looked at the five year old girl next to me and held my finger up to my lips, making the “shhh” signal. I slowly crept up to Dan’s back before shouting:


Except this time I was accompanied with a small tiny voice as well.

Dan jumped back with a loud scream, nearly dropping his phone whilst in the process. Y/D/N and I both started laughing hardly, the small girl on the floor with tears in her eyes.

“Oh my god, you guys scared the life out of me!” Dan said holding his chest tightly. I hugged him softly, still laughing.

“I’m sorry, my love” I said and kissed him on the cheek. I then remembered that my daughter was in the same room. Dan let go of me and bent down to Y/D/N’s height.

“Hi, my names Dan!” he said, showing his dimpled smile, “You must be Y/D/N”

Y/D/N nodded and laughed “Yeah”

Her and Dan talked for hours and hours until it was time for the small child to go to sleep. She hugged Dan before gong up the stairs into her bright blue room. I read her a story and after the first few paragraphs, she was sound asleep.

Quietly, I went downstairs and entered the living room, where Dan was sat watching “The Walking Dead” He smiled as I sat down on the sofa and lay my head on his shoulder.

“Y/N?” Dan’s voice was croak

“Yeah?” I said, siting up and looking at his gorgeous brown eyes. He smiled lightly and then grabbed my hands.

“I really love both you and Y/D/N, I think she’s a beautiful little lady just like her mother” I blushed at his comment. “I just wanted to say thank you for trusting me and letting me into your life, because I realise that’s a very hard thing to do but I’m so glad you did”

By the time he finished talking, I was in tears. Not even my ex-husband a=had said anything that sweet before. I grabbed Dan’s face and kissed him passionately, before turning back to the film


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Originally posted by 50shadesofgraylee

Simon Dominic request

Genre: soft smut idk

Word Count: 4,156 words (holy shit I wrote this much?) 😭

The place where magic takes place was in Gray’s very studio. The GRAYGROUND was your favourite place to visit within AOMG’s building. This was due to the the ambience it brought, the soothing atmosphere, the music lightly playing though the speakers making you feel things and the perfect place to make love. Yes you read that right. You were a bit of a thrill seeker, I wouldn’t say exhibitionist, more of an introverted version of it I guess.

Kiseok also known as Simon Dominic is a popular character with women. On sets, on shoots and basically around the world. His appearance, deep voice and rapping with sensual verses had people melting whenever they saw him. Since his arrival at AOMG, the re-birth of him was successful and females despised your position. Oh that’s right, you fit in here somewhere. (Y/N) formerly known as AOMG’s makeup artist.

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bhyekyungsoo  asked:

Hello! I stumbled upon your blog after reading the couple ring post! Regarding that, I think the chrome heart ring that similar to yeol's isnt the same as the one that polar light gave, because PL gave the one with black background, and the similar with yeol's is just the black version of it? And do you mind giving out the 'chanbaek timeline' you mentioned before? Keep loving baekyeol <3333 this lovely couple is unstoppable. Have a nice daay!

Hi ^_^ 

about that ring.. yes.. the chrome heart ring given by polar light are not matching with yeol.. before polar light gave baekhyun the ring, baekhyun already have another ring he wore.. he also wore it during their recent Nature Republic Fansign (where his ring went missing).. 

the one polar light gave baekhyun have black background and silvery white chrome heart design one it (the top ring on his finger) .. meanwhile the one on chanyeol’s pinky finger has all white/silvery background and greyish chrome heart design on it.. this design matched baekhyun’s ring (the one not given by polar light) which are also silver background but with black/darker chrome heart design on it ( the bottom ring on his finger).. 

about chanbaek time line.. lol.. this thing i  just come out with my fellow chanbaek shipper who closely monitor chanbaek (we’re not sasseng don’t we are just ninja.. hahah..

p/s : this is what I THINK.. it can be false.. it can be true.. no one knows for sure besides chanbaek themselves.. its gonna be long, so brace yourself with my delulu writing..

this is purely chanbaek.. don’t like chanbaek..? don’t read.. i don’t want my inbox blown with hate.. thank you ^_^ ..

lets begin..

if you realized, when chanbaek first meet, they got close in just one night.. kai confirms this..

Kai said during 120605 EXO-K joynews24 interview : At first I was a bit surprised, Baekhyun joined us very late but he became close with Chanyeol in just one night..

i think chanyeol and baekhyun love each other as soon as they see each but seriously look at them..

The fans who attendedBaekhyun’s birthday party said Chanyeol first opened the party by making aspeech indicating  ; “This is Baekhyun, my roommate and we are in a loving relationship.”

121126 Chanyeol’s birthday party Baekhyun said that when he just entered SM, Chanyeol was the first person to walk towards him, and after having eye contact for 10 seconds, they had the feeling of “That’s him!”. Anyway, the two could really get along very well. The other members told them to get married. Baekhyun said “Umma! I’m going to get married” 

the picture below was during MAMA Era.. and these two are surely chanyeol and baekhyun.. only baekhyun have that hair colour during MAMA and that guy, thats chanyeol.. look at the ear..! i think they are together since the first time they meet but they are in the state of secrecy.. 

you can see that baekhyun actually feels uncomfortable when chanyeol holds him and chanyeol kinda hesitant(?) with his hold.. so i think by this time they are scared people gonna know about them..

during MAMA and History, they are in good term.. just being careful.. not going overboard with their fanservices.. the still in good term when they record Happy Camp on 130604 recording.. 

however they had a fight during Wolf promotion fansign event on 14th June 2013..

in this link there are parts where chanyeol and baekhyun refuses to reply to any request from fans relate to chanbaek..lets face it.. isn’t chanbaek started as just a fanservice made by the company..? so why are they suddenly refused to do anything with it..? aren’t they afraid of the company..? this is during Wolf Era.. they are promoting Wolf at that time..

 what happened between them until the choose to ignore the fan’s requests..?? and just 10 days difference with their lovey dovey recording of Happy Camp.. i think during that time, something happened.. maybe that time Baekhyun already set to have a girlfriend.. or their company already asked them to stop.. 

i think chanbaek already have feelings for each other when they first meet but they are restricted by people ( their company maybe.?).. they even wrote songs together, practice duet together (the things about their duets is, it never went on-air..except the Love Song on 130808 Youngstreet„,)

Can you imagine, practicing this song, with just the two of them.. while looking at each other..? and why Baekhyun have that look on his face..?? maybe throughout the practice and spending time together make them closer again and they started to ignore what people said.. 

Do you know who is the first person that posted Baekhyun a Happy Birthday on Instagram..? nope.. its not Sehun.. its Chanyeol.. but why he deleted that cake post..? Baekhyun’s birthday cake was chanyeol’s FIRST ever post in his IG.. 

in my opinion, Baekyeon already set up long before February.. why..? because, out of nowhere suddenly Chanyeol said Chen as his new soulmates.. i emphasizes “NEW”… he didn’t say “my soulmates” he said “new soulmates”.. that means he still remember that he has a soulmates before..and it is Baekhyun.. the guy sitting infront of him.. 

Chanyeol called Baekhyun as his “number 1 soulmate” in [MISC] 130814 - STAR CAST : “Trend’s Core ‘EXO Life of Research’..

look at Baekhyun.. he didn’t smile at all.. thats Baekhyun’s jealous face.. when Baekhyun is jealous he will stare at distance and his lips gonna be thinner as he curl his lips.. and i think one of the earliest member who knows about chanbaek is Kyungsoo.. and kyungsoo just look at at chanyeol with straight face too.. 

after this interview, they shoot for EXO Showtime.. didn’t anyone realizes that chanyeol didn’t have much skinship with Baekhyun unlike with the other members..?? in showtime, if you look clooosseeeely you will noticed that chanbaek have many scene where they are together being cut off.. during the sunrise episode, actually Chanyeol and Baekhyun stand next to each other but it never shows in the show.. 

(sorry i got into EXOST..but i always wanna talk about this just no one asked..

there are only two person wearing that white jacket at the time.. its suho and chanyeol..the editing of exo showtime is very weird.. why..? chanyeol stands next to baekhyun but not one shot where they are standing next to each other..

see..? the most left is baekhyun and who is taller than baekhyun and wearing that white jacket..? its chanyeol.. but exo showtime’s crew make sure the shot are not clear.. why..? i think some inside connections are influential here.. 

and this one.. did you noticed that in the real show, (at least from what i watched) the leg part are completely covered but big ass words at the bottom..

Chanbaek are being very fearless when Baekhyun suddenly come to Roommate.. 

when baekhyun come to Roommate house, many of their moments and interactions got cut out by SBS.. i have another theory about Roommate (here)..

ok i’m gonna talk a bit about Baekyeon.. they said Baekyeon starts dating in February right..? Anyone who knows me know that i don’t believe in Baekyeon.. i believe that Baekyeon are not dating and are a stage up thing by SM.. idk.. i can be wrong.. but thats what i believe (because there are just too many things that are shady about them..idk).. don’t you think its weird, that SM revealed Baekyeon EXACTLY one day after baekhyun came to Roommate..?? read my chanbaek in Roommate post and you’ll know why i said its very weird..

when Baekyeon revealed, Baekhyun looks like a wreck.. have you seen the picture of him go out from music show..? hurmm.. i dont remember what broadcast..

after Baekyeon revealed, we Chanabek shippers are kinda depress and thought that Chanbaek are really broken.. but Chanbaek proof us wrong.. Chanyeol still with Baekhyun in the airport like he always did.. 

they lost the laugh on their faces but they still together.. thats enough for me.. because after that they are normal again.. it took time but they are ok again tho.. after this, chanyeol starts being very obviously close with kyungsoo.. he starts making moments with kyungsoo, he choose kyungsoo.. (i don’t hate kyungsoo, no no.. i love him.. i just say that chanyeol become obviously close with kyungsoo..)..

i can see Baek look so hurt.. i think i have the gifs but maybe in my phone sorry.. 

there is one event that happened and the timeline are perfect.. its 1140719 TLP Shanghai.. 

first Chanyeol posted “Love is a losing games” lyrics in his IG.. a song about the pain in love (at least thats what in the lyrics chanyeol posted)..

Few hours after that (when they are in china) Baekhyun, who keep silent about the Baekyeon thing suddenly posted an “apology” letter in his IG..

after this letter was posted in 4 in the morning few hours after that he deleted it.. i dont know why he delete it, maybe he got a lot of hate because of it, but in my thought that letter actually just for EXO-L and also Chanyeol.. he talk about misunderstanding.. what misunderstanding..? that he dating tae..? thats not a misunderstanding , right..? about he didn’t love his fans and betrayed them..? we all know how much baekhyun loves his fans.. he used to be no.1 in fanservice @ fanlove.. so what is the misunderstanding..? if he really wanna make his fans forgive him why he didn’t posted on the fancafe..? or somewhere many other people gonna read it..? and why deleted it..???? only baekhyun knows.. i think he just want chanyeol and people who believe in them read that and after making sure chanyeol read it, he delete it.. who knows.. it might be true.. 

after that chanyeol posted another thing.. exactly few hours after baekhyun deleted his letter.. heart shaped leaf.. hurmmmmm… 

feeling better chanyeollie..??

after the apology letter incident you know what happened..? TLP Shanghai.. what so special about TLP Shanghai..? well.. after few other TLP conducted, chanbaek had been very distance.. they are there, but there are no actual moments between them.. until Shanghai..

in TLP Shanghai, this happened.. they finally have real moments.. real contact.. and chanyeol seems happy again.. 

few month after that, they are very happy on stage.. off stage.. everywhere.. Chanyeol who stops being nice to Baekhyun after the scandal, suddenly being a prince charming again..

chanyeol again being the charming boyfriend material him with baek (baek only) by taking baekhyun’s bag and push it for him.. awww.. so sweet.. ^_^..

and they still do their little “love sign” just between them.. isn’t baek already have a girlfriend at this moment..???? look at their smiling faces.. 

they still love each other even after so many rough obstacle come their way.. and i hope they can always love each other forever and people just stop disturbing them..  

Here are the clearer timeline of all this..

  • 4 June 2013 - Happy Camp recording ( they do the lovesign)
  • 14 June 2013 - Wolf Fansign (fight?)
  • August 2013 - Growl
  • 8 August 2013 - EXO Youngstreet (duet with weird expression)
  • October 2013 - EXO Showtime
  • ** Feb 2014 - BY said to start dating (EXOST still in recording)
  • 17 June 2014 - Baek come to Roommate
  • 18 June 2014 - Baekyeon revealed
  • 17 July 2014 - TLP Shanghai
  • 15 August 2014 - SM Town 2014 (another lovesign)

at the end.. no matter what we think, only chanyeol, baekhyun and SM knows what actually is between them.. me and my friend can spend hours talking about we come out with many theories, and look from many perspectives.. hehe..

that’s the thing about me and my friend.. we love chanbaek but we don’t blindly loving them.. we have our reasons (plausible reasons) why we think chanbaek is real.. we look from many perspectives.. we don’t look in one sole reason and one sole perspective only.. 

Again i will say this.. THIS IS JUST MY OPINION.. I USE “MY OPINION” IN THIS ENTRY.. you can believe it or not i don’t care.. 

Joker Imagine - Project 6277 PART 2

Your P.O.V.

An awful headache made me groan in pain. My eyes stung and even tho my room wasn’t so bright, it was awful. The natural light coming from the window was enough to make me feel worse. So I sat up and felt my head spinning. What the fuck happened?

I was still in my working clothes and I felt my lipstick all over my face. So  I stood up and tried to ignore the hangover. As I walked to the window and pulled the white curtains in front of them, I remembered something. I was in Joker’s private room. My heart skipped a beat and I nearly threw up. I felt so sick from the alcohol, especially now that I had been sober for months. Joker and I drank a little too much and I was making out with him.

“How the hell” I whispered under my breath and felt a little scared. I could somehow remember him saying ‘we’ll meet later’.  How could I be so stupid and drink that much? Why the fuck did he take me to that luxurious room? I was kind of annoyed that I had started kissing him. Joker wasn’t just a man. He was dangerous, insane and a criminal. Oh and my boss! Tears stung my eyes that were hurt from the lights. I had a plan. I’d take medicines and a nice bath.

So I walked out of my small bedroom and walked to the kitchen. I had a small apartment in Gotham. It had a small bedroom, a bathroom, a living room, a kitchen, a toilet and a balcony.The walls were white in every room, but the bathroom had tiles. Also the floor was mostly dark brown. Once again the only difference was in the bathroom that had a red tile floor. My bedroom had three white walls, but one of them was greyish blue. I groaned in pain as I grabbed my box of painkillers. They were 800mg strong. I grabbed one white pill and then filled my glass with cold water. Then I put the disgusting tasting pill in my mouth and took it down with water.

What a hangover. How the fuck could Daniel even survive this all the time? I hated him, but dealing with these hangovers was impressive. He deserved the pain tho.

I took off my clothes and then left them on the floor. I would clean the apartment later. Soon I was naked and I put my red underwear in the laundry. I yawned tiredly and then let warm water fill the bathtub. The apartment was nice and the bathtub made it even better. I loved taking baths. As the tub started to fill, I grabbed a purple bath bomb. It smelled like blueberries and besides I deserved to relax. My heart was still beating kinda hard and I was a little tense. What if Joker knew where I lived? How did I even get home? I couldn’t remember anything at all. When did I come home?

                                                         After a nice warm bath I felt way better. I was draped in my white towels as I sat in front of my mirror with my makeup bag on my lap. I didn’t use much makeup, but I wanted to do my eyebrows, fix my dark circles and then add a little mascara and eyeliner. My laptop was on the nightstand and I was listening to music. It was a grey day outside which wasn’t surprising at all since this was Gotham city. Right now a song called 'Pumped Up Kicks’ was playing and I hummed along as I finished my eyeliner. All I had to do was put on a layer or two of mascara. I groaned as I noticed that the bottle was nearly empty.

Just as the song ended, I was done with my makeup. It didn’t look bad, but it wasn’t super amazing either. Just casual, just like me. I sighed and put the makeup back into the bag. Then I put the bag on my nightstand with the mirror. I got up and put the white towel at the edge of my bed to dry, with the other one wrapped around my hair. Then I opened my drawer and decided to get dressed. I put on a black bra and black undies. They weren’t the same set, but as long as the colour matched, no one would ever care. It was autumn so I didn’t want to freeze outside. I grabbed black jeans and a white button up shirt with black pumpkin print on it. I matched it with orange socks and a dash of my favourite perfume.

My hair was still a little wet as I took the towel off. I was just about to go and blow dry it, but the doorbell rang. I sighed and thoughtlessly walked to the door. Without even looking at the peek hole, I opened up to see a complete stranger. At first I couldn’t see anything wrong with him since he was looking to his side, but then he turned his head to look at me. My eyes widened as I saw that the other half of his face was covered in burn marks. I had no idea who he was so I tried to act like I didn’t see it.

“Hi” I broke the silence and was ready to lock the door if he’d try anything. Our eyes met and I saw that his were brown.The man was wearing a business suit and he had dark brown hair. “Hello. May I come inside?” He asked me with no emotion in his voice. “I’m sorry. I’m kind of in the middle of something. Who are you?” I questioned him nervously and tried to keep my chill. He didn’t seem pleased with my answer. “Just call me Harvey Dent” He smiled a little. I just nodded and kept the door nearly shut. “I was just curious. Are you the girl seen with Joker last night?” He suddenly asked me. I felt a blush on my cheeks and I grew a little nervous. “N-No. You’re asking the wrong person” I muttered and tried to sound as reliable as possible. Harvey tilted his head a little bit and examined my face closely.

“Oh I’m sorry. There must be a misunderstanding. Bye” He mumbled mysteriously and walked off. I made sure he entered the elevator in the red and white hall until I shut the door. The second my door locked, I let out a long breath. Jesus. My knees were a little weak and I felt small. It had only been a couple hours and apparently people had talked about me and Joker already. What the fuck is wrong with Gotham?

I groaned and then got angry. Why the hell did I get myself drunk? This was my fault. Also Joker’s but he didn’t force me to drink. “Fuck” I hissed under my breath and stared at my blue flannel that was on the floor. I had work tonight and I had to go to the club in just a four hours. I had slept until 2 p.m. and I would have to be there at 7 p.m. or else I couldn’t get everything ready for a new night of fun for strangers. We had to clean, make sure the DJ had all his tracks, get everything dangerous like broken glass out of the way and get updated on the day’s special drinks.

Joker could be there tonight. He owned the club and he was damn proud of it. Mostly he was on duty doing some criminal shit, but he often came there. I rarely saw him, but that’s probably since he was in his VIP area. I couldn’t help but to get nervous. What did he want from me? Just as I was about to overthink, my phone buzzed twice, letting me know I had received a message. I sighed and grabbed it from the floor. It was from my co-worker, a dancer called Tiffany. She was gorgeous. She had brown long hair and piercing green eyes. She was honestly smoking hot, but a little bitchy. She thought she could treat me differently because I wasn’t a dancer, but a bartender.

“Omg did you sleep with our boss? People are talking about it Y/N. Wtf” She had texted me. I stared at her message for a good minute until I waned to smash the screen. I replied with simply a no. Then I shut the phone and ran my hand through my wet hair. How did this happen again? Why me? I’m the most average casual person in entire Gotham. Joker could’ve got company from his dancers instead. They would have loved to rub their bodies onto him and get all hot and steamy. They’re  horny at work, but it’s probably normal. The girls were a little strange, but it was okay. After all most of them were good people who got really hyped by music and money.

My eyes looked across the living room. I had a black couch and a white coffee table. Then I had a couple plants that were dying because I always forgot to water them. In the corner I had a tv that I barely used since I was always out or working. Now I felt like locking myself in my home for weeks. I had made out with my fucking boss and now a creepy man had asked me about it behind my door. Why would he care anyway? I had never seen him and neither had he seen me. It was none of his bloody business.

My stomach rumbled and I realized that I was a little hungry. So I walked to the kitchen and opened my fridge. It was quite empty for a change. Then I looked into my cabinet and saw some ramen noodles. I grabbed my favourite and then ripped the package open, pouring the noodles into a bowl. I put water into a kettle and then let it boil. As I waited for it to boil, I noticed a letter on my kitchen island. It was small, but big enough for preparing food or eating around it with a few people. I had a table on the balcony too that I took inside when it got colder.

Curiosity took over me and I grabbed the letter. My heart almost skipped a beat as I saw three letters scribbles on it. 'Mr. J’ was written on the white letter in cursive letters. My knees went weak, but I forced myself to unfold the letter and look at the message..

Hello dollface,

I thought I'l leave you this so you would know what to do at work tonight.

Instead of going to check things and making sure everything’s neat, come to my office. One of my henchmen will show you the way. I have a surprise for you. I’m sure you’ll like it just as much as I do.

                - Mr. J

My eyes were open wide now. I stared at the letter in shock and I had to re read it to be sure I could believe me eyes. What on earth did the clown prince of crime himself want from a normal woman like me?


The One With The Red Sweater

Malec AU drabble based on one of my favourite friends episodes. 


Izzy was worrying about her brother. Although he had never been an overly social person, the amount of time had recently put into work was starting to be ridiculous. He kept coming home late in the evening and sometimes Izzy didn’t see her brother for a whole day.

“I think Alec is working too much”, she told Jace during one their sparring sessions. “He never has time to go clubbing with me anymore and he had to cancel the date I set him up with last week.”

“Yeah?”, Jace answered distractedly, trying to punch her in the side but Izzy managed to block him easily.  “Maybe because he has enough of you trying to find him a boyfriend”, Jace laughed.

“Oh come on, I just want him to be happy! Besides, he didn’t have a proper boyfriend in like, a year and I doubt that he has much else going on right now. He needs some balance in his life.” replied Izzy and brought Jace to his knees by aiming an expertly executed kick at his left calf.  

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I wanted to do Ishavalan Ed but I also wanted to do Modern so obviously the only choice was to do both.

Headcanon time!

Ed is that one kid who enrols in school halfway through the year with no warning what so ever. No one knows who he is; he just kinda… showed up. Everyone figured that he would be that one loner kid, not too smart, not too dumb, just stays in his lane. They were wrong. In his first day alone he managed to challenge and outwit 5 out of 6 teachers (the 6th being one he didn’t bother to challenge because it would’ve been too easy.), took complete control of an advanced physics lesson and explained it better than the teacher, beat up three kids who were trying to pressure someone to do drugs with them and then managed to get out of trouble for all of these things by reasoning with the principal.

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Fitz & acceptance

His pack was overturned, Amber’s wardrobe spilled out across the floor. ‘Do you want me to put your clothing back in the pack?’ I asked him.

He straightened from washing his face with one hand, groped for and found a drying cloth. ‘Sweet Eda, no! I’ll have Spark repack our things. Fitz, you’ve never had respect for fabric or lace. I won’t trust you with it now.’ He came toward me, his hands fluttering before him. His bared hand touched my shoulder, and then he crouched down over the spilled pack. He found garments by touch, considering texture. He paused once to hold up a skirt. ‘Is this blue? Or turquoise?’

‘Blue,’ I said, and he set it aside. ‘Are you hungry? Shall I ring for food?’

‘Please,’ he said as he shook out a white blouse.

So I know that the scene on the next page is a lot more direct about this, but I was thinking about this particular one a lot. It’s also nearly eight in the morning and I’m legit delirious with exhaustion and writing this instead of going to bed, but I wanted to talk about it I guess?

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anonymous asked:

Can I do a request for a hiking date? Like RFA (+ V + Saeran if you like) planning/getting dragged along on a hiking date and where they'd go and what they'd do? Thank you so much!

A/N: A hiking date sounds so cute!! someone, quick, let’s go on one!! (Sorry this one got kinda long ^^;) ~Admin 404


           -W H E E Z I N G

           -Same Yoosung

           -This little one plays games all the time, I don’t think he’s in any sports clubs…

           -“What do you mean battling on LOLOL isn’t a work out?”

           -But if you ask him to go on a hike with you, he will dO IT!



           -You took into account that this puppy needs to ease into bigger and longer hikes, so you plan on going to a small one that’s near by

           -He packs a huge backpack full of unnecessary things- like 10 water bottles, 5 different sandwiches, 2 full blown first aid kits, his favourite plushie

           -Please Yoosung we’ll be gone for like an hour we don’t need all of this

           -It’s small, and honestly just used by bikers most of the time to get back and forth

           -There’s only a slight incline to this pathway

           -He has to stop and catch his breath about half way into the hike

           - Little kids are running past y'all like it’s nothing

           -The both of you will agree to stop at the halfway mark to sit on these large rocks that are off to the side and eat some of the many sandwiches he thought was necessary

           -“MC! These flowers were super pretty and reminded me of you!” “Yoosung, those are Azaleas.” “Wow, they have a pretty name too!” “They’re poisonous.” “….whAT


           -When you two are at the ER, you decided to teach him a little more about the wilderness before taking him on any more hikes if you can even call that a hike


           -He’s hyped!!

           -He’ll take you on this trail where he’s seen the prettiest flowers

           -Unlike Yoosung, knows not to TOUCH the flowers

           -He frequents this trail a lot, and knows it by heart!

           -Because of that, he knows how much he needs to pack for your trip

           -“Just leave it to me, babe! I’ll do it! Just get some rest and we’ll head out in the morning!”

           -He packed according to what he can handle

           -He forgot to take into account that you are noT HIM

           -He doesn’t notice this until almost a quarter into the hike when you’re trailing behind him

           -“???? MC? What’s wrong? It’s only a 20% incline?” it’s a whAT NOW?!

           -He’ll slow down and walk behind you because he doesn’t want you to tumble backwards

           -It flattens out a little around the midway mark, and you just drop to the ground and beg to take a nap

           -He’ll make you drink most of the water and let you nap for about 10 minutes before waking you up to look out over the edge

           -You can see fields of flowers, and tops of trees, and not a soul in sight (Other than you and Zen of course)

           -It’s honestly breathtaking and so peaceful that you two stay and appreciate the view for over half an hour

           -On the way down the trail though, he’ll carry you on his back

           -“I can’t let this trail exhaust my darling! That’s my job


           -She’s already exhausted please let her just sleep on her day off

           -But you really want to go out and see nature!! You have so many different places you want to show her!!

           -So she reluctantly agrees

           -You two split the job of planning and packing everything out

           - Meaning you planned where to go and mapped it out while Momma Jaehee packed what you two could possibly need

           -At least she’s sensible about her packing; she only packs the essentials

           -Nobody wants to carry a large, heavy backpack Lookin’ at you, Yoosung

           -You decide you weren’t going to tire her out too much, and went with a small, quiet trail next to a creek!

           -There was no one else on the trail but you two, so she got to really relax during the trip

           -Hearing the birds sing, soaking in the rays of the sun that peeked through the leaves, she was in HEAVEN


           -In awe of how many bunnies she witnessed running across the trail in front of you

           -Pulls you towards the creek and sits on the shore, dipping her feet into the clear water

           -So you joined her, and you both sat in a comfortable silence, just watching the water flow

           -She was enjoying it until you saw a fish swim too close to your foot and freaked out

           -Definitely snapped her out of her relaxation

           -Sorry Baehee



           -Because it’s nice to get out of your suit for a while???

           -You planned to hike this trail that was lined with huge trees that were changing colours for autumn

           -Jumin needed a dose of gorgeous sights to ease his stress besides you of course, you’re his favourite gorgeous sight



           -Many pictures were sent to the group chat

           -He refused to go without a group of body guards Also dressed in cargo shorts

           -Made them carry all the supplies in multiple backpacks

           -They’re often asking you if you’re okay and if you need any water No, please, I’m fine

           -“Do you know how many crimes happen on hiking and jogging trails? You never know who could be lurking behind the trees, MC. I’d prefer it if you stayed close to me.”

           -Deciding to go in the late afternoon was the best decision you have made because the lighting through the trees was perfect

           -It illuminated the colours just right, you wish you would have brought a camera

           -He tried to take a picture of the trees for you but they were blurry

           -Made the excuse that the phone can’t capture the beauty of the trees and that’s why they’re all blurry

           -Secretly likes being out in nature, it’s a nice change from his office

           -He’s taken back by bunnies on the trail, though

           -“Don’t they realize they can get hurt? Maybe we should start a project to make a safe space for them”

           -RIP Jaehee



           -You guys search for the highest mountain to climb!

           -You actually get there before sun down just so you can see the trail going up

           -This dork would run ahead of you and climb the large trees just to hang upside down and scare you

           -You had to pack and carry the bag just so he wouldn’t pack only Honey Buddah Chips and PhD. Pepper or lose the bag all together

           -Pops out from behind the bushes to, once again, scare you

           -You have to hold his hand just so you know where he is

           -He pouts because he can no longer scare you

           -“You’re so mean, MC”

           -He doesn’t try to pull away though sssoooooo..

           -By the time you two get to the top, it’s night fall

           -You lay out a large blanket to lay on, and the both of you spend hours staring at the sky

           -The stars littered the sky, and all of it was such a beautiful sight that neither of you felt the need to talk

           -He’d hold you close and kiss your head every time he saw a shooting star

           -Honestly, you two would probably fall asleep and wake up in the morning

           -Now you two are exhausted, sore, and caught colds

           -Way to go guys, 10/10, good job


           -Can we all just agree that as a photographer, V has been on quite a few hikes

           -He knows all of the best trails, when to go, what to pack in the bag, EVERYTHING


           -“MC, sweetheart, get up, I want to show you something”

           -So he decided to take you to a trail he thinks you’ll love

           -Only he didn’t you to be half asleep most of the time

           -You woke me up before the sun got up what did you expect???

           -He’ll gently drag you along the trail, since you’re too groggy to actually do it yourself

           -Stops every now to let you rest and takes pictures

           -Totally has a picture of you half asleep, thrown over a rock

           -There’s no way that’s comfortable MC, let’s go

           -He’ll take you to the top and have you sit on the over-hang, feet dangling off the side

           -Perfect timing with this guy, because as soon as he sits you down and you actually open your eyes, you have the perfect view of the sun rising over the horizon

           -He catches one of the greatest photos of you, smiling with the sunrise illuminating your face, feet dangling and hands gripping the edge, morning breeze blowing your hair softly backwards

           -Jesus Christ this man loves you, there’s nothing more beautiful to him than this moment right here

           -He actually puts the camera down to join you

           -You two watch the sunrise, with you laying your head on his shoulder

           -Holding you close, he’ll whisper how much he loves you and the sunrise

           -Loves you more though


           -“Why can’t we stay inside”

           -“I don’t want to go”

           -You pack everything that you may need, including a picnic lunch

           -If you want to go on a hike you have to physically drag this boy out of the house

           -With some help from Saeyoung, you pull him outside and he shuts the door, after that you’re golden

           -He pouts the whole walk up the trail, arms crossed, refusing to let you hold onto him

           -He won’t admit that he enjoyed seeing just how green and tall the trees along the trail were

           -Also won’t admit that you were extremely cute when you got overly excited over a baby bunny

           -The huge smile on your face almost made all this walking worth it for him

           -You made him close his eyes as you laid a blanket and the picnic out in a large, bright green field, bright pink and purple flowers sprouting up here and there

           -You pushed him towards the blanket and told him he could open his eyes

           -He honestly had no words

           -He started to blush a little and got really flustered HOW CUTE

           -You two ate in silence, and laid on the blanket afterwards

           -Aren’t you glad you picked a day where the sun was bright and the clouds were large and fluffy???

           -The two of you took turns pointing out shapes in the clouds You more than him, though

           -He enjoyed just laying back and listening to you come up with ridiculous back stories for these vaguely shaped clouds


           -“We walked all the way up here, now we have to walk BACK DOWN????? I didn’t sign up for this

           -Me neither Saeran, I dunno what to tell you

           -At the end of it, he’s tired of walking and acts like he hated the whole thing

           -But he’ll lightly kiss the top of your head when you least expect it and murmur a soft thank you my heART

Catastrophes of the Human Heart (Biadore) - by Sadie and Fairy

A/N: Can you guys hear me screaming from here? Good! Because that is exactly how I am feeling right now! I am so glad I had the chance to work with this amazing human being, and this fic is going be on the list of the saddest fics on AQ haha! I hope you all like it as much as we did! Xx Sadie

A/N: Let this be a lesson, when in a group chat with Sadie don’t wonder why ‘there aren’t any fics about xxx dealing with xxx’ because you will decide to collaborate on it and it’ll end in 3 crying jags and Sadie calling you Satan. I loved working with you. Enjoy - Fairy

Trigger Warning: Death, Self harm, Child abuse, Use of slurs, Anxiety.

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Pepper Spray (phan)

Title: Pepper Spray

Summary: based on a prompt from phanfic that i lost the screenshot of but it was basically “i think you’ve been following me so i pepper sprayed you but you turned out to not be a creep at all”. basically, dan sprays phil and they turn out to be neighbours.

Warnings: none

Word count: 1864 words (est. reading time 10-15 minutes)

Author’s note: i’ve finally written something again! It’s very short though. I saw this promt on phanfic and it just kinda appealed to me, it was cute and stuff so i decided to make too much of a long hot mess out of it. I hope you like it and if you do, reblogs/likes are v much appreciated!

He was being followed. Dan was sure of it.

This guy, this tall, weird guy, had been walking behind him for 10 minutes now. When Dan took a shortcut to the supermarket, that guy had been behind him. When he took the path towards the building, that guy had taken the same path.

Being followed was never something good. In movies it always led to the first murder, and in detective shows it’s always the first scene of the episode.

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kimnaamjoonie  asked:

26. "Say that again" for Lucaya

Thanks for the prompt! (Also y’all should go follow this cutie!)

This is part 1 of a 3 part mini series & it’s a Girl meets Texas AU! Part 2 is now up here! I hope you enjoy & if you have a prompt for me please direct it here

Pairings: Lucaya
Word Count: 1,620
Tags: angst, lucaya kisses, kinda just a bunch of feelings

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And so this marks the start of what I hope to be a few Christmas themed blurb/one shots. I’ve got a couple of things planned already but it felt right to begin with this one. Now, although this is CEO!Luke, be warned its just a little idea that came to my head when I started thinking about festive writings and like how I saw them spending a Christmas ahead of time. It’s not got a lot of like /business/ like my other ones or some big angsty storyline but it is kinda long because I got carried away and rammed it full of all the Christmas things. Anyways, I hope you don’t hate it too much. And if you’d like to read any of my other CEO!Luke things or the other things I’ve written you’ll find those here!

Tapping your nails against your phone you willed the car to go faster, silently hoping that for some unknown reason all of the lights would turn to green and all of the other drivers on the road would take the opposite turns to yours. This had been scheduled in your diary for the past two weeks, red exclamation points surrounding it so that all those involved in your time management would understand that this was not to be moved, postponed or cancelled under any circumstances. You’d even rushed through your presentation to your deputies just to ensure you left yourself enough time. Of course, you hadn’t. You probably were going to be late. Not only that but late for meeting with the one person that wouldn’t let you live it down.

Eventually the traffic showed you some mercy and you were able to zip through the snow dusted streets, finally pulling up at your destination. Looking around it seemed as if you were the first one there, you may have pulled this off. You quickly checked your phone - no sign of any messages complaining about your poor time keeping there either. You’d made it.

You decided to use your time wisely, replying to a few emails, as many as you could before your fingers became slow and sore due to the bitter chill in the air. “You know for someone who’s supposedly one of the most successful women in business you’re really shit at being on time.”

His signature cocky tone and the kiss pressed to your rosy cheek pulled you from what you were doing, locking your phone and dropping it into your bag as you looked up at him in disbelief. “I have no idea what you’re on about, I was here first!” you defended, hands gesturing to where you stood. 

However instead of admitting defeat and apologising profusely he merely scoffed, smiling smugly. “Nice try, sweetheart, but that’s where you’re wrong. Your car was behind mine in the queue coming in here, I got here first.” Luke beamed, smile taunting - not that you expected anything less from him, you’d be disappointed if he lost his competitive edge. “I just took longer because I had to find a parking space.” He grumbled, smile disappearing from his face and being replaced by a light frown at the recollection of the trauma he’d been through trying to find a spot. But it soon returned as you found yourself able to do nothing but pout. “Slacker.” He whispered, eyebrows raising as he grinned at your inside joke, leaning down as he pressed his lips to your upturned ones. “Shall we?” He questioned with an apprehensive laugh, nodding his head towards the building you were both stood in front of.

You nodded quickly, desperate not only to get in from the cold but to get to work on what you’d been looking forward to all day. His gloved hand slipped into yours as you both made your way through the glass doors, the noise of the place hitting you both instantly. “Now, remember” you began, shooting him a pointed look. “We have to remain calm and not go too crazy.”

Rolling his eyes he stuck his tongue out at you, nodding along obediently. Finally you made it through the sea of people that seemed to all be going the opposite way to you, the magnitude of what you were about to take on washing over you both like a tidal wave.

Bright lights and colourful decorations everywhere.

Christmas music ringing out throughout the entire building.

Aisle upon aisle of shelves stacked with every imaginable toy, game and everything else in between.

As you both stood silently at the entrance, unbeknownst to the other, the sight before you had evoked the exact same reaction in each of you. Pure, childlike excitement and the overwhelming urge to break the one rule you’d reminded him of upon entering.

One look at each other and those feelings became painfully clear, you reaching into your bag to pull out the list you’d both been adding to over the past month or so while he jogged over to where the trolleys were kept, grabbing the biggest one because he knew it was inevitable that between the two of you it’d end up filled to the brim within the hour. Which reminded you of your time restraints.

“Alright we have exactly an hour an a half to get this done, take it all home and hide it before we have to leave for daycare.” You nodded, determination laced through your tone as you headed for the first aisle.

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