this took kinda long because i coloured him wrong at first

“Niall is the straightest member of 1D”

No one is probably gonna read this but I’m writing it anyways because I feel like it’s important to talk about, and no one really did before. 

From the moment I joined the 1d fandom (2012) Niall was referred to as the captain of the Larry ship, and later the captain of the Ziam ship as well. A big portion of this fandom saw him as the guy who was secretly outing his best mates by sending ‘signs’ or just simply standing in the middle of them. He was the biggest ally to them but also the only straight member of the band. These people didn’t just call him ‘straight’, no, they called him ‘the straightest’. They based this all on stereotypes because Niall loves beer, sports and the way he dresses is TOTALLY straight. 

This isn’t some post about proving how ‘not straight’ Niall is, this is a post that explains how wrong and disgusting it is that people gave him this role in the band. 

First of all, let me start off by saying Niall NEVER stated his sexuality, he never even talked about it on any public occasion. Which means if you think Niall is straight, you’re basing it on nothing but stereotypes. If you’re basing it on the fact that he’s dated women, I’d like to congratulate you on your bi/pan erasure. 

Second, Niall goes around calling men attractive, hot, sexy, you name a compliment and Niall probably gave it to a guy. Not to mention he’s very cuddly and touchy with other men as well. Now I’m not saying this means anything for his sexuality, he could be straight and still be like this. However, when Harry (or any of the other boys, but Harry is the most similar to Niall in this) gives a guy a compliment about his looks, or when he’s close with another man people freak out because this OBVIOUSLY means he’s gay. (Spoiler alert: it doesn’t.)

Third, Niall has shown his support for the LGBT+ community on multiple occasions but this is usually swept under the rug because most people don’t CARE!! Just recently Niall wore rainbow socks that are literally called ‘pride socks’ on the Happy Socks website and the description says ‘wear to show your support for the lgbt+ community.’ He did this in a country where homosexuality was recently ruled as a disease and yet barely any of these people commented on it, and if they did it was often something like ‘okay but rainbows don’t always stand for lgbt+ pride… :/’ or they see it as proof he’s ‘SUCH an ally, he really wants Larry and Ziam out!!’ AND YET these same people flipped shit when Harry grabbed a random rainbow mug (that didn’t even have the right colours) in the DMD video. And don’t get me wrong, I think Harry is amazing for all the support he gave the lgbt+ community, and I think the stuff he’s doing with the pride flags at his concert is great but there’s a reason people started taking these pride flags to Harry’s concert, and never took one to Niall’s. Why are you assuming if a pride flag was thrown on stage during Niall’s gig he wouldn’t take it? 

And last, people are often analyzing the songs Harry, Louis, Liam and Zayn wrote to see if their could be a hint of why that song is a gay anthem. They talk about it for YEARS on end when a song doesn’t have pronouns (or no she pronouns) While the biggest percentage of Niall’s album has NO pronouns and no one cares? He might have done this without even thinking about it, and once again I’m not saying we SHOULD be analyzing his lyrics, but the double standards are insane. It’s not even just in lyrics, when Harry uses ‘them’ pronouns while talking people go: “NO STRAIGHT MAN EVER DID THIS” but Niall is talking about ‘someone’ and ‘them’ instead of a girl all the time. And when asked about what This Town was about he said (quote): “It’s basically about when you had a girl or a guy you dated when you were like 12, but when you go home you bump in to them everywhere.” could you IMAGINE the hundreds of posts being made about this if it was any of the other boys who said this? Yet, when it’s Niall no one gives it a second thought. 

I’m really sorry about this long post but this had been bothering me for a long time. Niall is NOT the straightest member of 1d, Niall’s sexuality is unknown and remains unknown until he decides to speak up about it. Niall deserves so much more love for the things he does and he doesn’t deserve to be used to prop up  a ship. 

Not Sakaarian

Author: Nat / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69

Requested: Yes – Anonymous

Tagging: @claireisbetterthandom , @lady-loki-ren

Fandom: Thor

Relationship: Pre-Established; Loki x Reader

Summary: The Reader is from Midgard but lives with her best friend, Valkyrie, on Sakaar. When Loki comes to Sakaar he flirts with the Reader and Valkyrie is really protective.

Word Count: 958

Warnings: Kinda spoilers for Ragnarok, but not really?

Originally posted by maryxglz

 

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Mawiage

-Read on ff.net here

@bleebug. A little extension of the pancake moment. And for @spartanguard for chest hair comments. Because.  And for: @this-too-too-sullied-flesh on her birthday.

Rating: M

He really doesn’t care.

The Charmings have dragged them all throughout town for the past few weeks and pestered him with questions he seldom had an answer to. What kind of flowers did he like? What was his favourite cake flavour? What colour did he want to wear? (Okay, that one he had cared, but he thought the answer of black was bloody obvious.) Who did he want to invite?

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When I Was Jungkook // JK x Reader

Formerly known as Salt and Pepper

This was a little random. I had the idea to write about what would happen if Jungkook and Y/N switched lives and bodies, and had to go through the other person’s life, kinda like Freaky Friday. I thought it’d be funny haha, but this one is a lil random. I loved writing it though, so let me know if you want a part 2?

Genre: comedy, fluff, i can make this somewhat smutty in future if ya’ll want hehe
Jungkook x reader
Length: 9k words


YOU closed the lid of your laptop with a sigh, pushing it to the side and running your fingers through your hair. Leaning back in your chair and eyeing the clutter of your desk, you basked in the realisation that now you could finally go to sleep. You looked over at the clock next to your bed to find that it was 2:43am. You had only just finished everything now. And you still knew that soon enough you’d be assigned another twenty things.

Being a university student meant that you were given barely time to even breathe around all the work your professors set for you. What with your job added onto all of that, the amount of stress you dealt with on the daily was crazy. But you dealt with it regardless because you were passionate about what you were studying, and if this is what you had to do to reach the place you wanted to get to then so be it.

Your job was one thing you were less enthusiastic about, but that couldn’t be helped. Your tuition wasn’t going to pay itself.

Besides all the stress and work, you liked to think you were a cheerful and optimistic person. You were reasonably confident that at some point your life would stop being as damn repetitive as it was now. Work, lecture, study, sleep, repeat. You hated to admit that your life was dull, but it really was. There wasn’t much else to say about it, if you were honest.

Pulling yourself out of your desk chair hurt far too much. You’d been sitting still there for so long that your back absolutely killed now that you’d straightened out. Your bedroom door opened as you sat down on your bed, allowing your dog to wander lazily into the room. He immediately came to you and rose up to rest his paws on your thighs, trying to lovingly lick your face. You pushed his head away from you with a soft chuckle, mindful of the fact that the rest of your family would definitely be asleep by now. Cookie must have gotten bored of staying in your sleeping sister’s room again, which would be why he was now here trying to lick your cheek as you tried to keep his tongue off of your skin.

Eventually you fought him off and managed to lie down with your head resting on your pillow. Your poor rejected Cookie took the hint that you were going to sleep and curled up in a fluffy ball next to your body. You lay there for a minute petting his curly fur for a few minutes, just thinking. Right before your eyes fluttered closed, you wished for the fiftieth time that your life would change from dull and repetitive to somewhat eventful. At least you could dream of what it would be like.

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My 20 year old Idol Husband - [Day 10 - Can you trust me?]

20 yr old Jungkook, at the top of his idol boyband career, has a secret only he & his bandmates know – An underground relationship, with you, a girl he met at a fanmeeting. Things get a little out of hand and you find out you’re pregnant.

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But it's not sweater weather

Originally posted by veronikaphoenix

Pairing: Bucky x reader

A/N: kinda new to this, kinda not. feedback would he hella appreciated please (if anyone reads this let me know if you want a part 2?)

Warnings: PTSD, tension, jealousy, potential danger, mentions self harm



You knew what you were doing was wrong, you knew shutting everything and everyone out (quite literally since you locked your bedroom door) wasn’t a good idea. nonetheless, you didn’t stop. You had convinced yourself that no one cared making what you were about to do much easier, but something was stopping you and you didn’t fully understand what it was. Was it the fact that your best friend, Natasha, beat the shit out of you because she was drunk and knew you were in love with her boyfriend, was it the fact that you really were in love with him and you thought he didn’t feel the same way only to find out he did, was it that after finally being able to be free from hydra both you and bucky still had nightmares from the days locked in your cells. You were willing to bet it was all of them, you took the blade and went it for the first cut.

“He could never feel the same way towards you as he does towards me, Y/N listen you’re nothing compared to me, I’m the fucking Black Widow.” Natasha’s words echoed and you screamed out in pain, almost loud enough that someone would’ve heard, but not loud enough plus you had been blasting your music in fear someone would hear you and try to save you. 

The memory played back in your head as you took another slice at your skin, you watched as the door slammed open revealing a very drunk Natasha and very sober Bruce, although not the best combination for your best friend, It was probably the safest and Bruce knew that too, “I’m going to put her on the couch i don’t want Buck to murder me because I took her home.” Bruce announced in a low voice to prevent Nat from screaming about a headache, “Thank you green giant, much appreciated” You smirked back at the young physicist as he played rolled his eyes at the nickname you associated with him, “alright silver I’ll see you around.”, you sighed as you watched Natasha fall into a deep sleep, you went to get a glass of water for your friend but when you turned around she uppercutted you right in the jaw, “What the fuck Nat!” you leaped for her knees as you then had to head lock her, eventually becoming tired you had to let go thus giving her another clear shot to throw an inverted punch straight into your ribs, as soon as you doubled over in pain knowing you’d have to get that checked out in the morning, you tried to crescent kick her back down but failing as she grabbed onto your throat and held you against the counter, “You think I don’t fucking know that you’re in love with my boyfriend, my bucky, hear that Y/N? mine, he doesn’t fucking want trailer trash, PTSD ridden, dumb little sluts like you, do i make myself clear?” you nodded, your whole body shaking as you saw the rest of the team at the elevator, who seemed to have just witnessed everything Nat said to you, Wanda used her powers to throw the infamous black widow off of you, and into the wall. Steve and Sam rushed over to you due to the lack of oxygen you had just experienced, Bucky still standing there while Tony rushed over to Natasha and Wanda started screaming at your best friend about how she could’ve killed you, little did she know those were her exact intentions, after your face was no longer blue and back to your pasty coloured skin, Sam insisted on knowing what had happened, you simply said, “Can we talk in the morning? ya know I’m feeling a little drained here bird boy” he laughed and scurried you off to your room. 

As the memory was finished you had already drawn 4 more cuts, a total of 6 marked your skin, not satisfied you continued to draw upon your canvas coloured skin knowing nobody would ever know as long as you hid it well, which you always did. Soon enough there were a total of 25 cuts 9 on your left arm, 5 on your right, 6 on your right thigh, and 5 on your left hip, it was a lot but you couldn’t stop, the only reason you did was because bucky had broke down your bedroom door, soon enough he could find you with the blood dripping from your wrists, you had locked the bathroom door but that wouldn’t stop him, “FRIDAY, turn the music off” Bucky pleaded, you could tell his back was up against the bathroom door “Y/N?” luckily you had started the shower as the music was still playing, “yes buck” you half shouted in hopes he couldn’t hear the sobs you were holding back, “I’m worried about Nat, I’m sorry really doll, I don’t know what made her hurt you.” he whispered something inaudible after that but you were fuming with anger so even if he said it louder, you didn’t care. “I’m in the shower James could you wait to talk to me until i get out?” there was annoyance laced in your voice and you knew he heard it as he quickly muttered a string of curse words knowing you were mad “yeah okay I-I’ll um do that yeah just g-gonna sit on the bed” the soldier stuttered on his words scared of what might happen knowing what he truly barged into your room to say but no longer being able to say it. As soon as you stepped out of the shower you threw on the sweater you stole from steve a few weeks ago knowing it was long enough to cover your thighs and hips but you still put sweats on just to be safe especially with bucky. “Ok so listen ab- Y/N?” just as bucky was speaking he turned to look at you, sending you a confused glare, “why are you wearing a steves sweater, scratch that why are you wearing a sweater at all? its 70 degrees outside.” you were shocked, bucky never usually questioned you when you wore things to hide your scars because he didn’t really know you were hiding anything, so why was now any different? “you know Tony always keeping it below freezing so his suits don’t over heat.” your pulse was racing, you knew your excuse came out like more of a question than an answer to his but he seemed to let it go, for now.

Language

James Buchanan ‘Bucky’ Barnes x Reader

Summary: Long Drabble. Bucky seems to have found his best girl, and Steve is ecstatic about it. What happens when she swears a lot, and Bucky follows? Is it really her fault his best friend keeps spitting the F-word out? 

Warnings: Actually a long drabble because I didn’t quite know where it was going; Cursing; Funny; Fluffy; Mentions of sexual activities, if y’all can get it  ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

2.895k Words.


It all began when Steve and Bucky were at it with their daily training. Steve was used to welcoming the warmth of the rising Sun, using that to prompt himself for a fresh start unlike others who would just cuddle deeper into their comforters. Bucky, on the other hand, had some other issues that made him get up in such an unholy hour. His memories of days back in Hydra would always haunt him, even in his sleep. He found out that the only remedy was to head to bed early before the nightmares arrive and proceeded with their job. Thus, began their morning routine of sweat and soreness.

The first thing Steve noticed was that Bucky had been showing up later than usual, and he was perfectly fine because it meant his best friend wasn’t jumping out of his bed in the middle of the night covered in cold sweat. The next thing, though, wasn’t too pleasant for the Captain. He had heard Bucky mutter the word under his breath when the said soldier sent the punching bag flying to the corner of the gym. Steve brushed it off, thinking it might’ve just slipped past his mouth, as did he for the second time, or third.

The fourth time, he was sparring with Bucky, because not many people could hold off a spar with either one of the Super Soldier (Nat could, but she would be more on the defensive side). Bucky was rushing towards Steve and he thought it’d be a good time to test out a new move Natasha had showed him last week. He waited till Bucky was an arm’s length away before stepping forward and gripping Bucky’s wrist and elbow. He grounded his back foot, pivoted his front in a beautiful 180 spin before dropping it down on the ground in a half-kneeling position, bringing Bucky down with him. Bucky had not expected that, although he had a hunch on who taught it to Steve, he still felt that jolt of lightning travel up his spine when he (rather ungracefully) slammed onto the floor. With a grunt, he gritted his teeth and muttered under his breath.

“Fuck.”

Instantly, Steve let go of his friend, standing back up with an annoyed look painted on his features.

“Language! Jesus Buck, I haven’t heard you swear in a long time and all of a sudden you’ve been swearing to hell and back within a month! What happened?”

Bucky pushed himself into an upright position with his metal arm, cheeks flushed and chest rapidly rising from the past hour of training. He contemplated telling Steve that it was your fault, but at the same time, as far as anyone in the team is concern, you and he don’t hang out with each other a lot.

You were first introduced to the Avengers by Agent Hill, she told them they needed some extra help, since Clint retired. No, you weren’t there to replace the genius archer, and everybody (thankfully) understood. Although Natasha was a little bitter about it (still being very much attach to her best friend, to the man who spared her old life and gave her a new one), all it took was a few days before she warmed up to you and treated you like a little sister, alongside with the Sokovian brunette. The team loved you, they found out that you were kind and caring yet hard-headed and strong, but one of the downside in having you with them (more for Steve than anyone else), was that you have a knack of cursing even towards the smallest of situations. Of course, Tony and Sam found it hilarious that you managed to rile up the Captain every time, and everyone was sure that Steve’s record of shouting ‘Language!’ became something close to 143 times a week.

“Buck, I know you. That look means you’re thinking of something, what is it you want to tell me?”

Fuck. He’s using his Captain voice on me, Bucky stared up at Steve, who’s observing his every movement. Lying to him is useless, because Steve knows him best, maybe even better than himself.

“Didn’t tell you this but, (Y/n) and I have been going out for a while now…”

Silence took over, and Bucky was left to stare at Steve, waiting for his friend’s reaction. Given a few seconds for the new information to sink in, Steve beamed. No wonder Bucky has been sleeping well these past few weeks, it’s all because of (Y/n)!

“Congratulations Bucky! My god, why didn’t you tell me this sooner?”

“Well, our feelings are mutual, but we weren’t sure if it’d stay for long. So we thought it might be better to keep it to ourselves until we find it comfortable.”

“Seeing that you’ve just told me, I’m guessing that you both are into it pretty deep now?”

All Bucky did was nod, and this time, the red tint on his cheeks was not because of training.

“That’s wonderful! I’m really glad for you, Buck, seems like you’ve found your best girl-” Steve furrowed his eyebrows, the gears in his head started shifting, placing pieces of a puzzle together.

“Is she why you picked up cursing?”

“Uhm… maybe?” Bucky offered.

Steve groaned inaudibly. Don’t get him wrong, he loves you. You’re a ball of energy that harms only your enemies, but when you start cursing, Steve wants the world to swallow him whole. How can someone younger than him, have such colourful choice of words? Sometimes he found himself wondering where all your vocabulary came from, and that if you found it on the web, or constructed them all on your own.

“Look, Buck. (Y/n)’s an exception, but please, please, for the sake of my sanity, stop copying her, okay?”

Before Bucky could reply, the doors burst open and in came you and Natasha.

“Hey boys,” Natasha greeted.

“Hey Cap! Hey Buck!” You shot them a smile.

Steve shot you both smile. Bucky nodded at Nat before shifting his gaze towards you shyly, you biting your lower lips lightly and grinned upon his action. While you both were too busy sharing smiles full of love and secrets, Natasha and Steve stared at the two of you lovingly, heart blooming for the happiness both of you deserve.

“I hate to break the lovely exchange going on between you two, but (y/n) and I agreed to spar with each other today. So if you don’t mind Barnes, I’d like to snatch her away from her now,” Natasha smirked.

Bucky looked at the red-head with wide eyes, he gasps and turned to you.

“You told her?”

“Well, I’m pretty sure you told Steve too,” you shot back playfully.

He all but grinned and ran towards you, grabbing you by the hips and spun you around, earning the sweet sound of your laughter. When he’s done, he landed you back on the ground, but still locking you within his embrace.

“What brought this on Bucky?”

“They know, so I don’t have to restrain myself with you now.”

“As much as I love hugging and cuddling with you Buck, Nat is right. I’ve agreed to train with her, and I’m not backing down, you know that,” you pushed his chest lightly, glancing up to see a small pout, “but when I’m done, I’ll tell you, okay?”

Bucky nodded with a wide smile. He kissed your forehead and motioned for Steve to follow him out. You turn to Natasha to begin your training. She tied up her long red locks before laying those dead-serious gaze on you, daring you to make the first move. You waited for her, and when she charged towards you, you side stepped and went behind her, trying to swing a kick. The assassin saw it coming, she back flipped to keep her distance with you, but you shuffled forward and turned a 360 kick. It narrowly missed her because your aim was a little off, so she took it to her advantage and grabbed your extended leg, pulling it down with her before she rolled off to the side, getting back up. You hid the ground with a thud and sucked in some air between your gritted teeth. Out of the corner of your eye, a fist was coming right at you and you willed yourself to roll to the side, focusing all your strength in your upper body, you pushed both your legs up in the air to get back into a standing stance, kicking one of Natasha’s arm in the process. She smirked at your success before diving past you and swung her right leg at yours, causing you to fall back to the position you were before.

“Ugh,” you groaned.

“You’re getting better.”

“Evidently not. I mean, you’re still owning me,” you retorted, pushing yourself up once more, taking the hand Natasha offered. Before you both could advance further into your training, Steve barged in the room.

“Forget something, Rogers?” Natasha smirked, “Your age is really catching up to you.”

Steve glared at her before adverting his eyes to you. His eyes weren’t hostile but his lips were thinned into a line, and you found yourself wondering if you had left him with any sorts of prank lately.

“I really appreciate you being there for Buck, (Y/n), I really do. And I’m guessing you’re the reason he stopped banging on my door at 3am in the morning?”

You smiled sheepishly and nodded your head, feeling kinda guilty that Steve wasn’t the one Bucky goes to when he has his troubles now. Though, every last drop of that faded away when you heard him let out a sigh of relief.

“I really needed my rest, thanks for that.”  

“I guess Nat really is right, your age must be catching up now, Cap,” you teased.

Steve raised an eyebrow, when will the team finally quit making age related jokes about him and Buck?

“I’m here for a different reason though, (Y/n).”

“Oh? And what’s that?”

“I know you curse a lot. And you’ve toned it down quite a bit nowadays, which I’m grateful for, but Buck’s been imitating your choice of words (Y/n).”

It was your turn to raise your eyebrows now. Bucky’s been cursing a lot lately? Why was this the first time you’ve heard about it? You stared at Steve, debating if you should tell Steve that you have never once heard your boyfriend swear, but decided against it. Whatever Bucky was getting at, he’s definitely gonna hear it from you later.

“Woah, woah, woah. What? Barnes’ been cursing around?” Natasha asked, reminding you and Steve that she was very much still around.

“He was just cursing during our training when I pull a new move on him,” Steve paused seeing the delighted expression on the Widow’s face, and whipped out a smirk of his own, “Yes Natasha, the very same move you taught me last week.”

Natasha beamed and gave the blonde a high five.

“Good job, Captain.”

“Thank you, Agent Romanoff. Anyway, back to what I was saying, Bucky’s been really going at it, and I was wondering if you could talk to him, (Y/n).”

“I’m sorry Steve. I am pretty sure I stopped spewing about the f-word a little while back, but I’ll make sure to talk to him about it.”

Steve patted your head and nodded, seemingly satisfied with your answer. He left right after. You immediately turned to Natasha, eyes narrowed down dangerously. You told her you needed to look for Bucky, and she let you off, only after promising you extra hours for tomorrow’s session. You found Bucky leaning on the kitchen isle, chewing into one of his precious plums. He stared blankly ahead until his eyes fell on you. He pushed himself off the counter and pulled you to him, arms encircling your waist.

“Done with your training so soon?”

“I had to cut it short today. A birdie told me something very interesting.”

“Oh? And what is that?”

You smiled and tapped his nose before pushing yourself away, ignoring your body missing his warmth against yours.

“Stevie told me you’ve been cursing a lot,” you smirked when you saw him tensed, “I’m your girlfriend and yet I haven’t hear you curse before, why is that?”

“Oh… I’m just doing it to annoy him, doll. Don’t worry about it.”

“I didn’t want to Bucky, but it’s hard when Stevie puts the blame on me when you curse.”

Bucky swallowed hard, he didn’t expect Steve to confront you so quickly. Damn, he should’ve thought this through. He bit his lip and shot you a small smile, but you could see through the lie he’s building.

“I did it just to annoy him, (Y/n). It’s nothing, really,” he wrapped his arms around you once more, kissing your forehead, “I’ll stop. I promise.”

A few days had passed and it was evening when most of the Team gathered for some binge-watching. More specifically, Game of Thrones. Bucky and Sam weren’t around, they got into an argument before the show started and Steve sent them both out to grab some takeout, instead of calling.

Finishing the first episode of the first season, the team decided to lay it off for a while and chat around because damn they were hungry. Despite that fact, it was comfortable, Tony’s fancy couch was filled with fluffy blankets and pillows, and everyone was dressed in their own pyjamas. It’d be funny to have a distress call happen right now. You munched on some popcorn, finding it amusing as Bruce groaned in frustration, trying to explain to Thor how cotton candies weren’t actually flavoured cloud. Tony though, turned to you, his eyebrows raised and lips curved up smugly.

“So, (Y/n).” That smile meant trouble.

“Hmm?”

“Great episode, wasn’t it? I personally like the quote ‘Winter Is Coming’, don’t you?”

“Uhm, yea. Sure,” you cocked your eyebrows, what is the man getting at?

“Does Frosty use that line when he goes down on you with his metal arm?”

You choked on your popcorn and Wanda, who was sitting beside you wordless grabbed your can of drink and handed it to you. You chugged half of it down, then shot Natasha and Steve a look immediately after.

“Did you guys tell them?” you asked, but Clint cut in.

“(Y/n) sweetie, we’re not blind. You both give each other the dreamiest look there is when you’re in the same room together, completed with deep red blushes and heart eyes.”

“I’m sorry, we were debating for a good time to tell you guys but keeping it a secret seemed kinda fun.”

Everyone laughed at the blush spreading from your cheeks to your neck, as you curled up deeper into the teddy bear you were cuddling with. Suddenly, you felt it unfair that Bucky wasn’t around to share the embarrassment.

“Hey, why can’t you guys wait till Bucky’s home so you could embarrass us both?”

“I highly doubt that James will be that affected by Tony’s comment,” Vision piped in.

“Fuck, you’re right.”

“Not again. Look (Y/n), I told you to lay off the words. You told me you’d tell Bucky to stop as well,” Steve groaned.

“What do you mean?”

“He’s been cursing more than usual these few days, (Y/n)-”

Just then, the door opened and in came Queen Elsa and Flamboyant Falcon. Both of their hands were holding bags full of takeout.

“Here y’all go,” Sam started.

“Chinese takeout delivery?” Bucky finished.

As hungry as you were, you stalked towards Bucky and pulled him to where Steve sat at. Taking a glance at you, Bucky knew he was in trouble.

“Bucky, Steve here told me that you were cursing, more than usual, lately.”

“I uh…”

“Okay wait, someone fill me in on this,” Tony interrupted, “Grandpa Russia cursed?”

“When did that happen?” Sam walked over, arms crossed and eyebrows raised.

“I have never heard Sergeant Barnes do the mighty cursing before.”

Steve furrowed his eyebrows before staring up at his best friend.

“Bucky? Do you only curse around me?”

“Yes he does. The last time you told me to talk to him about it, he promised he would stop. Obviously, that wasn’t true,” you shot Bucky the same look Steve’s giving him.

“Why?”

“It was funny, Steve. Seeing you all riled up because of a few words…”

Steve had his lips curled into a small frown, still not believing the fact that his best friend had deliberately tease him. Your stomach grumbled, quickly reminding you of your hunger. You looked to the kitchen, expecting to see a paradise of Chinese takeout waiting, but you did not expect to see Clint already there, munching down some Chow Mein.

“Hey! Clint Barton I swear to fucking God if you finish the goddamn noodles I will kill you!” You shouted. Instantly, everyone snapped their heads to the archer, unhappy that he started without them. You all rushed towards him and grabbed whatever food you guys preferred. While most of you settled in your seats filling your taste buds with the Asian goodness, Bucky was fumbling around over the remaining takeout.

“Something wrong, Tin Man?” Sam asked.

“I can’t find the dumplings!”

Clint froze in his seat, and it didn’t go unnoticed by the Sergeant.

“I uh, ate them all already.”

“Fuck.”

Steve groaned, glaring daggers at Bucky.

“Language!”


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@iamwarrenspeace (I’m sorry, is this what you meant by it? Just drop me a message in my ask or dm if it’s not!)

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-a literal mess omg!!

-tries his best but ends up failing somehow

-cant make a sandwich, ends up blowing up the kitchen

-needs your help for a lot of things but not before he accidentally screws it up himself when he tries to be a big boy!!!

-like one time, you went over to babysit

-and he was a precious angel! said hi and smiled and dragged you to his room to play!!

-everything was fine and dandy until you left the room for a sec and came back to mark upside down hanging from his bed with his toys scattered on the floor when it was in a neat pile before

-dont leave him alone for too long

-dont leave him alone at all omg, hold his hand and take him as your smol useless sidekick

-tries to help take care of the kids with you because he’s the hyung and he needs to have a responsibility! (never ends up doing what he’s supposed to do but you love him anyway)

-falls asleep really easily, is always disoriented when he wakes up from naps

-has his own bed but prefers to crawl in bed with his bff and best brother hae!!!

-doesnt have a teddy bear or any stuffie and falls asleep with nothing in his arms but ends up hugging anything he can grab in his sleep

-it can be hae, a pillow, their pet bunny that manages to escape bc chen forgot to lock it up, it doesnt matter (hae pretends to hate it but it makes him feel warm so he’s lowlowlowlowlowlowlowkey ok with it)


haechan

-what a sass master

-youngest sass master youve ever seen

-pickiest eater ever omg

-doesnt like ANYTHING you give him unless it has peanut butter on it

-he’ll make you put peanut butter on pizza

-he doesnt CARE he just wants peanut butter

-such a tsundere omg hates your jokes but loves your smiles (will never admit it)

-stubborn ass kid jesus

-but a cutie so you dont mind!!

-loves his hyung mark but will not hesitate to push him down the stairs for candy

-is always there to give mark bandaids for wounds HE caused

-has to always sit beside you or mark or jisung or jaemin during movies (will not sit still unless he’s with one of you)

-LOVES superheroes

-tried to fly once but just ended up scraping the palm of his hand

-he’s the bandaid guy so he has no one to put a bandaid on him :c

-BUT he has you!!! and mark to the rescue ofc

-mark puts the bandaid on backwards and it accidentally sticks to his hand instead

-haechan doesnt have the heart to tell him and neither do u

-you end up putting the bandaid on hae when mark isnt looking

-reminds you of how cute and perfect he is every 3 minutes hours


chenle

-the most talented child you have ever babysat

-will sing the kids to sleep if you asked him to

-will sing YOU to sleep if you asked him to

-sweetest smiles!!!

-total suck up, will do anything to make you happy/smile

-sings around the house, hops everywhere, refuses to stop singing even if jeno threatens to throw his pet bunny on the street

-howevER IF YOU THREATEN TO TAKE HIS TEDDY BEAR AWAY HE’LL HARNESS THE POWERS OF JESUS CHRIST HIMSELF AND JUDOFLIP YOU DOWN 80 FLIGHTS OF STAIRS

-takes his teddy bear everywhere

-has emotional detachment issues

-loves his parents but lowkey loves his teddy bear more

-highkey loves you more, probably has a cute lil kid crush on you

-hearteyes!!!!

-buy him stuffed animals and he’ll love you forever

-reallyyyyyyyy likes strawberries

-more than usual

-likes feeding them to his bunny even tho they shouldnt really be eating them

-but it makes the bunny happy so chen is happy!!

-please love him all he wants is for everybody to be happy

-the type to tug on your clothes instead of calling for your name or tapping you to get your attention


renjun

-????

-mysterious as heck

-you didnt even notice him the first time you babysat him

-like, their parents came back and thanked you and all the kids came to say goodbye

-and then you just saw renjun there but???

-”omg i didnt even notice you during this whole time im sorry why didnt you say anything?? where were you???”

-and he just responds with “i was in the shadows” right before you leave

-gave you nightmares but you were determined to make him loud and bubbly!!

-so the next time you babysit, you made SURE to find renjun

-took him with you everywhere, so now you have sidekick mark and sidekick renjun

-theyre both useless but in a cute way!!!!

-it takes time but he goes from a chocolate bar left in the freezer for 85 years to a bagel in water!!! (what is this omg)

-still kinda tough but soft and smol at the same time

-doesnt smile often but when he does it’s like a fireball!!! watch out nasa we have a new sun!!!

-small grins and smiles 24/7

-the kids always try to include him in everything bc he may be quiet but they know he’s just shy and can be absolutely insane (in a non ghost-kid creepy way)

-they love him and will do anything he asks bc he never asks for anything usually!!

-the least-needy kid ever


jaemin

-sly ass lil kid

-probably learns how to flirt from tv shows and uses pickup lines on you

-a sweetheart deep down, cares for you a lot

-will 100000% fight chenle for your heart!!!!

-smile so sweet itll give you cavities but has a lowkey smirk to it so you have to stop him from watching too many tv shows

-follows you around asking you the most dumb questions

-”do you trap people in your phone and talk to them??”

-”jae omg no what the heck ofc not”

-”how do you talk to your friends then??”

-you worry about him a lot

-tries to act tough when he gets booboos

-doesnt like crying and usually doesnt cry when he gets hurt

-BUT when he gets hurt like real bad, he’ll crack

-one time he was running down the stairs chasing jeno

-and he accidentally fell and tumbled down the stairs

-he was ok, no big booboos but his knee got scraped pretty bad

-and *dootdootdoot trumpet sounds* haechan swoops in with bandaids!! (and a HALF hug, gotta keep that tsundere front)

-and as haechan puts like, 3 bandaids on jae’s 1 wound, his lips start quivering and his eyes are tearing up but he cant cry wont cry!! gotta look tough so mark can stop babying him!! so everyone can stop babying him!!

-but then mark hugs him to make up for hae’s half hug and min starts bawling

-chen feels bad too so he hugs jae while mark is still hugging him so it’s a hug-fest!!

-hae reluctantly joins in but only bc he’s hip and with the trends!!! not bc he wanted to hug him or something


jeno

-highkey likes learning lowkey likes messing with his brothers

-he likes learning how to make traps and how to successfully prank people

-the annoying smartass kid of the group but nobody minds!! (except haechan bc hes supposed to be annoying and smart!!)

-partners in crime with haechan

-pranks everybody BUT jisung

-everybody has a soft spot for jisung

-starts off with dumb things like whoopie cushions and hand buzzers

-still uses dumb things like whoopie cushions and hand buzzers

-colours pictures as a side job hobby

-quiet and behaved surprisingly when he isnt trying to make you sit on a whoopie cushion

-will eat anything you give him as long as it’s not like, kiwis or something

-hates kiwis with a passion

-will sass you if you try to feed him kiwis

-which makes you seperate him and hae from hanging out for too long

-it never works, they always find a way to navigate back to each other

-you end up just letting him become a sass master in training

-judges your food but compliments your appearance!!

-everything you do is pretty to him

-cleaning up chen’s spilled apple juice?? nO PROBLEM WHAT A CUTE THING YOU ARE

-just dont feed him kiwis, then youre not cute

-really hates kiwis

-like, really really

-will probably slap your hand

-will apologize and hug your hand afterwards

-*cue hae’s eye roll*

-eye smiles all day everyday!!!!


jisung

-an actual angel

-youngest and cutest!!

-leader of the cutie sqaud rEPRESENT!!!11!!11!

-probably religiously likes apples

-just imagine him nibbling on an apple

-chen probably really likes him (ONLY WHEN HE’S EATING AN APPLE) bc he reminds him of their pet bunny

-a bit of a crybaby but nobody minds because he doesnt cry on purpose!!

-hurts himself a lot too smh jisung r u having a competition with mark or smth

-but he has spongebob bandaids so “who cares if im bleeding?? i have spongebob!!”

-probably wants to be like, devious and not innocent but cant

-one time, hae and jeno tried to teach him how to prank one of his hyungs but ji just went “i dunno i dont really wanna anymore” all uncomfortable and smol and timidly bc he didnt wanna make hae and jeno upset

-but it was ok!! they took him to the living room to watch spongebob

-dancing machine omg

-like, everybody in the family likes dancing but bOY jisung has such a firey passion for it, it’s insanely cute

-likes candy a lot (but what kid doesnt)

-will most likely sell his soul for candy

-instead of walking around the house, he moonwalks

-nobody has the heart to tell him to stop

-chen almost did once but when jisung smiled real wide when chen called his name, he like stopped and just sputtered out “i have apples”

-the kid that literally does nothing wrong

-you used to be suspicious but not anymore he’s an angEL BEAN

-smol and precious, doesnt like trouble nor does he like loud noises

-yet he enjoys screaming??

-when anything wrong goes down he screams like a siren so everybody knows something is wrong

-he’s practically their fire alarm


nct dream (as a whole)

-puts on shows for you ALL the time

-you were going over to babysit them once but when you arrived you didnt expect a cupcake and a performance!! (their parents told them it was your birthday so they had to be nice to you)

-you didnt even get sassed!! a miracle!!!

-they felt bad that they didnt get you a present so they drew you something instead

-didnt let mark help in fear he’d accidentally set the paper on fire but he was ok with that bc he got to monitor and was on apple juice duty!!

-likes having pillow fights

-you arent about that life so you just sit back and monitor

-jisung doesnt join in but he screams while they fight!!

-he has lungs of steel

-he doesnt join in bc one time he was running around, spinning with a pillow and he accidentally got smacked in the face (dont tell anyone but it was probably mark) and he FLEW BACK

-like FLEW BACK

-the room grew quiet and everybody rushed over “omg r u ok???”

-he was ok but no longer particpates, traumatized but also vv thankful bc woah he flew (into a wall but he flew)

-they have pillow fights real often bc it makes renjun happy and he laughs and smiles a lot during them

-pillow fights are BRUTAL

-they have never EVER seen chen so hardcore

-he karate jumps and smacks people in the face

-mark screams and charges headfirst (with a pillow on his head ofc) at everybody

-hae pretends not to care but hits SO hard (as hard as he can with a pillow at least)

-jeno is so good at dodging, so swift it’s scary

-renjun is reallllll quiet so he sneak-attacks people really easly, giving them minor (or major, if youre like, mark) heart attacks

-jaemin pictures everybody as giant, walking kiwis so he screams “I HATE KIWIS” before he runs into the fight blindly, hitting everybody and anybody he can bc deFEAT THE EVIL KIWIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-chen doesnt even have a tactic as long as he gets to hit someone he’s ok

-there’s really no prize so idek why these losers are so competitive

-HOWEVER no matter how much they fight and no matter how competitive they are, they ALWAYS have each other’s back

-like this one time, hae was getting bullied and it all started like thiS *dramatic flashback*

-they all walk home together and instead of being loud like usual, hae was just really quiet and didnt join in the conversation

-so mark the responsible hyung!!! noticed and was like “what’s wrong hae??”

-and he didnt respond so ren, jae, and jeno answered for him

-”that kid in our class said he was loud and annoying”

-”WHERE DOES HE LIVE I’LL HURT HIM” -mark 0.1 seconds after hearing that

-the next day at school, the dream team (im calling them that from now on) confronted the kid and mark went iN

-”HOW DARE U CALL MY BROTHER ANNOYING WHEN U HAVE A BOWL CUT AND CANT EVEN GO TO THE WASHROOM ON YOUR OWN, U THINK UR SLICK I SEE YOU IN THE HALLS”

-like, jae and ji got a lil bit offended at the bowl cut comment but iT WAS FOR HAE SO THEY DIDNT CARE

-mark is a third grade SAVAGE

-made the kid cry

-all while hae was hiding behind jeno and jisung (jisung was too short to hide him but like w/e)

-the kid apologized with like snot and tears running down his face

-hae lowkey laughed really hard

-they all got in trouble after

-jisung for sneaking out of kindergarten

-mark for roasting yelling at the kid

-everybody else for being his sidekicks

-their parents couldnt even yell at them bc they were so touched

-do NOT bring these kids to the grocery store

-not altogether

-if you do, youll get kicked out of the grocery store in 0.3343 seconds

-jisung wants EVERYTHING in the store

-hae complains every 2 minutes

-they fight over who gets to sit in the cart

-jisung, mark, hae, and jeno share a room

-jae, chen, and ren share a room

-during nap time, they all end up in one room or another tho

-they kinda hate each other (bc that’s how siblings are!!) but if given the chance to be put in another family, none of them would even THINK about it

-theyre all a mess but that’s how the dream team works!

I’m Sorry (DK x Reader)

Originally posted by soonrongs

A/N: Seokmin is a literal ball of sunshine and it was so hard to imagine him being angry or yelling at someone (。•́︿•̀。). To the anon who requested this, I’m sorry that I’m so bad at writing angst but I still hope that you’ll enjoy reading this nonetheless! [Request box is open]

Genre: Angst

Request: Hey hi hello, I would like to request Seokmin full length scenario where he gets mad at his gf and yells at her and she’s kinda scared bcs of past, like parents yelled at her 24/7 or smthng like that, amd bcs Seokmin doesn’t yell he’s just stressed or whatever i can’t explain well but make the reason why, i leave it to u. Like super super angsty but fluffy ending, i love fluffy endings, ty and good luck(baby good luck to you,,, got it? Hhha k im leaving) -Anon.


“All I asked was for you to pick up my medicines, Seokmin. Was that too bothersome to do for your sick girlfriend?” You croaked, trying with all your might to fight off the throbbing at the back of your head.

Your boyfriend stood still at the side of the sofa, running his hands through his hair. “I told you I forgot and I’m sorry. You know our comeback is around the corner and practice has been crazy. I- I have a lot of more important things to worry about so I’m sorry I forgot your medicines.”

“More important things… Is that really how you see my health now? Is that how you see /me/ now? Unimportant? I thought you were better than that.”

“Babe, you know that wasn’t what I meant.” You didn’t hear what he said. If only your head would stop pounding.

“Hey,” Seokmin said again when you didn’t reply, “Are you okay? Can’t you just sleep it off?”

“What do you mean ‘sleep it off’? If I could, we wouldn’t have this conversation right now!” You snapped when a wave of nausea hit you hard, colourful spots appeared whenever you blinked.

“Well, you didn’t have to snap at me! I told you I’m sorry!”

Your knuckles went white from gripping at the kitchen table too hard. “Please don’t yell-”

“I’m not yelling at you!“

You flinched. You never liked loud noises, let alone being shouted at, and your parents were to blame. Growing up, all you hear were yells, cries, and the sound of glass shattering against the wall. Your dad would yell at you when stressed, your mom would yell at you even louder when she fought with your dad. You never liked loud noises, you hated them.

And Seokmin knew.

“B-Babe.. ________, I’m sorry… I really didn’t mean to yell at you..” He stuttered in a way smaller volume.

You shook your head at him, turned around and walked into the bedroom quietly. You didn’t notice you were shaking until you sat down at the bed, your silent sobs turned into loud cries. But outside was quiet. You figured your boyfriend had left the house to let off steam, so you continued crying. Tears after tears fell and not long after, you were sound asleep. Head heavy from both the crying and the non-stop pounding.

You didn’t know that after you went into the bedroom, he went out to buy your medicine. You didn’t know that he was so angry at himself for even raising his voice at you. You didn’t know that when he came back, he placed your pills and a glass of water on your bedside table for you to take in the morning. You didn’t know that he tucked you in, made sure the temperature wasn’t too cold nor too hot when you were asleep. You didn’t know how much guilt he was drowning in, moreover when he knew he had to leave early tomorrow morning. You didn’t know.

But you woke up the next morning, head still throbbing. Glancing to your left, you saw the pills and the glass of water Seokmin had prepared for you. You took a deep breath before taking them, then you turned on your phone. Your lips twitched into a small smile seeing a picture of you and Seokmin together on your wallpaper. A notification came from his number,  a voice note.

“Good morning…” He paused, “I hope you feel better after waking up. Yesterday after you slept, I went out to get your pills. I placed them on your table, please don’t forget to take them.”

“I just wanted to say that I’m sorry. I’m sorry for putting work first instead of the woman I love, I’m sorry that I failed to take care of you. I’m sorry for yelling at you, even though I know you don’t like being yelled at. I’m sorry, I’m sorry for making you cry when I promised you I’ll make you happy.”

“I know I’m wrong and I don’t blame you if you are angry at me or if you don’t want to see me for the time of being. But forgive me for being selfish, because I don’t want you to leave me. I’m a terrible boyfriend, no, I’m the worst boyfriend ever and I really don’t deserve your love, but please don’t go. If you want to be left alone, I’ll stay over at the dorm until you’re willing to see me again. ________, I’m sorry, I love you.”

Without even blinking another eye, you called him. You were a sobbing mess when he picked up, worriedly asking if you were okay.

“I’m sorry.. Please don’t cry…” He said over the phone.

“I’m not mad at you, I-I was just frustrated. My head was spinning around and my ears were ringing and when you raised your voice, I got startled. But I’m not mad at you and I’m not going to leave you, please don’t think that you’re a terrible boyfriend because you’re more than I could ask for.”

“________…”

“I don’t want to be left alone. Come home, please…”

“I will, don’t worry. I will.”

bhyekyungsoo  asked:

Hello! I stumbled upon your blog after reading the couple ring post! Regarding that, I think the chrome heart ring that similar to yeol's isnt the same as the one that polar light gave, because PL gave the one with black background, and the similar with yeol's is just the black version of it? And do you mind giving out the 'chanbaek timeline' you mentioned before? Keep loving baekyeol <3333 this lovely couple is unstoppable. Have a nice daay!

Hi ^_^ 

about that ring.. yes.. the chrome heart ring given by polar light are not matching with yeol.. before polar light gave baekhyun the ring, baekhyun already have another ring he wore.. he also wore it during their recent Nature Republic Fansign (where his ring went missing).. 

the one polar light gave baekhyun have black background and silvery white chrome heart design one it (the top ring on his finger) .. meanwhile the one on chanyeol’s pinky finger has all white/silvery background and greyish chrome heart design on it.. this design matched baekhyun’s ring (the one not given by polar light) which are also silver background but with black/darker chrome heart design on it ( the bottom ring on his finger).. 

about chanbaek time line.. lol.. this thing i  just come out with my fellow chanbaek shipper who closely monitor chanbaek (we’re not sasseng don’t worry..lol) we are just ninja.. hahah..

p/s : this is what I THINK.. it can be false.. it can be true.. no one knows for sure besides chanbaek themselves.. its gonna be long, so brace yourself with my delulu writing..

this is purely chanbaek.. don’t like chanbaek..? don’t read.. i don’t want my inbox blown with hate.. thank you ^_^ ..

lets begin..

if you realized, when chanbaek first meet, they got close in just one night.. kai confirms this..

Kai said during 120605 EXO-K joynews24 interview : At first I was a bit surprised, Baekhyun joined us very late but he became close with Chanyeol in just one night..

i think chanyeol and baekhyun love each other as soon as they see each other..lol.. but seriously look at them..

The fans who attendedBaekhyun’s birthday party said Chanyeol first opened the party by making aspeech indicating  ; “This is Baekhyun, my roommate and we are in a loving relationship.”

121126 Chanyeol’s birthday party Baekhyun said that when he just entered SM, Chanyeol was the first person to walk towards him, and after having eye contact for 10 seconds, they had the feeling of “That’s him!”. Anyway, the two could really get along very well. The other members told them to get married. Baekhyun said “Umma! I’m going to get married” 

the picture below was during MAMA Era.. and these two are surely chanyeol and baekhyun.. only baekhyun have that hair colour during MAMA and that guy, thats chanyeol.. look at the ear..! i think they are together since the first time they meet but they are in the state of secrecy.. 

you can see that baekhyun actually feels uncomfortable when chanyeol holds him and chanyeol kinda hesitant(?) with his hold.. so i think by this time they are scared people gonna know about them..

during MAMA and History, they are in good term.. just being careful.. not going overboard with their fanservices.. the still in good term when they record Happy Camp on 130604 recording.. 


however they had a fight during Wolf promotion fansign event on 14th June 2013.. 

https://www.facebook.com/EXOglobal12/posts/551690534873581

in this link there are parts where chanyeol and baekhyun refuses to reply to any request from fans relate to chanbaek..lets face it.. isn’t chanbaek started as just a fanservice made by the company..? so why are they suddenly refused to do anything with it..? aren’t they afraid of the company..? this is during Wolf Era.. they are promoting Wolf at that time..

 what happened between them until the choose to ignore the fan’s requests..?? and just 10 days difference with their lovey dovey recording of Happy Camp.. i think during that time, something happened.. maybe that time Baekhyun already set to have a girlfriend.. or their company already asked them to stop.. 

i think chanbaek already have feelings for each other when they first meet but they are restricted by people ( their company maybe.?).. they even wrote songs together, practice duet together (the things about their duets is, it never went on-air..except the Love Song on 130808 Youngstreet„,)

Can you imagine, practicing this song, with just the two of them.. while looking at each other..? and why Baekhyun have that look on his face..?? maybe throughout the practice and spending time together make them closer again and they started to ignore what people said.. 

Do you know who is the first person that posted Baekhyun a Happy Birthday on Instagram..? nope.. its not Sehun.. its Chanyeol.. but why he deleted that cake post..? Baekhyun’s birthday cake was chanyeol’s FIRST ever post in his IG.. 

in my opinion, Baekyeon already set up long before February.. why..? because, out of nowhere suddenly Chanyeol said Chen as his new soulmates.. i emphasizes “NEW”… he didn’t say “my soulmates” he said “new soulmates”.. that means he still remember that he has a soulmates before..and it is Baekhyun.. the guy sitting infront of him.. 

Chanyeol called Baekhyun as his “number 1 soulmate” in [MISC] 130814 - STAR CAST : “Trend’s Core ‘EXO Life of Research’..

look at Baekhyun.. he didn’t smile at all.. thats Baekhyun’s jealous face.. when Baekhyun is jealous he will stare at distance and his lips gonna be thinner as he curl his lips.. and i think one of the earliest member who knows about chanbaek is Kyungsoo.. and kyungsoo just look at at chanyeol with straight face too.. 

after this interview, they shoot for EXO Showtime.. didn’t anyone realizes that chanyeol didn’t have much skinship with Baekhyun unlike with the other members..?? in showtime, if you look clooosseeeely you will noticed that chanbaek have many scene where they are together being cut off.. during the sunrise episode, actually Chanyeol and Baekhyun stand next to each other but it never shows in the show.. 

(sorry i got into EXOST..but i always wanna talk about this just no one asked.. haha..lol)

there are only two person wearing that white jacket at the time.. its suho and chanyeol..the editing of exo showtime is very weird.. why..? chanyeol stands next to baekhyun but not one shot where they are standing next to each other..

see..? the most left is baekhyun and who is taller than baekhyun and wearing that white jacket..? its chanyeol.. but exo showtime’s crew make sure the shot are not clear.. why..? i think some inside connections are influential here.. 

and this one.. did you noticed that in the real show, (at least from what i watched) the leg part are completely covered but big ass words at the bottom..

Chanbaek are being very fearless when Baekhyun suddenly come to Roommate.. 

when baekhyun come to Roommate house, many of their moments and interactions got cut out by SBS.. i have another theory about Roommate (here)..

ok i’m gonna talk a bit about Baekyeon.. they said Baekyeon starts dating in February right..? Anyone who knows me know that i don’t believe in Baekyeon.. i believe that Baekyeon are not dating and are a stage up thing by SM.. idk.. i can be wrong.. but thats what i believe (because there are just too many things that are shady about them..idk).. don’t you think its weird, that SM revealed Baekyeon EXACTLY one day after baekhyun came to Roommate..?? read my chanbaek in Roommate post and you’ll know why i said its very weird..

when Baekyeon revealed, Baekhyun looks like a wreck.. have you seen the picture of him go out from music show..? hurmm.. i dont remember what broadcast..

after Baekyeon revealed, we Chanabek shippers are kinda depress and thought that Chanbaek are really broken.. but Chanbaek proof us wrong.. Chanyeol still with Baekhyun in the airport like he always did.. 

they lost the laugh on their faces but they still together.. thats enough for me.. because after that they are normal again.. it took time but they are ok again tho.. after this, chanyeol starts being very obviously close with kyungsoo.. he starts making moments with kyungsoo, he choose kyungsoo.. (i don’t hate kyungsoo, no no.. i love him.. i just say that chanyeol become obviously close with kyungsoo..)..

i can see Baek look so hurt.. i think i have the gifs but maybe in my phone sorry.. 

there is one event that happened and the timeline are perfect.. its 1140719 TLP Shanghai.. 

first Chanyeol posted “Love is a losing games” lyrics in his IG.. a song about the pain in love (at least thats what in the lyrics chanyeol posted)..

Few hours after that (when they are in china) Baekhyun, who keep silent about the Baekyeon thing suddenly posted an “apology” letter in his IG..

after this letter was posted in 4 in the morning few hours after that he deleted it.. i dont know why he delete it, maybe he got a lot of hate because of it, but in my thought that letter actually just for EXO-L and also Chanyeol.. he talk about misunderstanding.. what misunderstanding..? that he dating tae..? thats not a misunderstanding , right..? about he didn’t love his fans and betrayed them..? we all know how much baekhyun loves his fans.. he used to be no.1 in fanservice @ fanlove.. so what is the misunderstanding..? if he really wanna make his fans forgive him why he didn’t posted on the fancafe..? or somewhere many other people gonna read it..? and why deleted it..???? only baekhyun knows.. i think he just want chanyeol and people who believe in them read that and after making sure chanyeol read it, he delete it.. who knows.. it might be true.. 

after that chanyeol posted another thing.. exactly few hours after baekhyun deleted his letter.. heart shaped leaf.. hurmmmmm… 

feeling better chanyeollie..??

after the apology letter incident you know what happened..? TLP Shanghai.. what so special about TLP Shanghai..? well.. after few other TLP conducted, chanbaek had been very distance.. they are there, but there are no actual moments between them.. until Shanghai..

in TLP Shanghai, this happened.. they finally have real moments.. real contact.. and chanyeol seems happy again.. 

few month after that, they are very happy on stage.. off stage.. everywhere.. Chanyeol who stops being nice to Baekhyun after the scandal, suddenly being a prince charming again..

chanyeol again being the charming boyfriend material him with baek (baek only) by taking baekhyun’s bag and push it for him.. awww.. so sweet.. ^_^..

and they still do their little “love sign” just between them.. isn’t baek already have a girlfriend at this moment..???? look at their smiling faces.. 

they still love each other even after so many rough obstacle come their way.. and i hope they can always love each other forever and people just stop disturbing them..  


Here are the clearer timeline of all this..

  • 4 June 2013 - Happy Camp recording ( they do the lovesign)
  • 14 June 2013 - Wolf Fansign (fight?)
  • August 2013 - Growl
  • 8 August 2013 - EXO Youngstreet (duet with weird expression)
  • October 2013 - EXO Showtime
  • ** Feb 2014 - BY said to start dating (EXOST still in recording)
  • 17 June 2014 - Baek come to Roommate
  • 18 June 2014 - Baekyeon revealed
  • 17 July 2014 - TLP Shanghai
  • 15 August 2014 - SM Town 2014 (another lovesign)


at the end.. no matter what we think, only chanyeol, baekhyun and SM knows what actually is between them.. me and my friend can spend hours talking about chanbaek..lol.. we come out with many theories, and look from many perspectives.. hehe..

that’s the thing about me and my friend.. we love chanbaek but we don’t blindly loving them.. we have our reasons (plausible reasons) why we think chanbaek is real.. we look from many perspectives.. we don’t look in one sole reason and one sole perspective only.. 

Again i will say this.. THIS IS JUST MY OPINION.. I USE “MY OPINION” IN THIS ENTRY.. you can believe it or not i don’t care.. 

The Sun Will Always Thaw The Winter - Part 2

Request from @fandom-rpblog: Hey. Can you please do a one-shot or story where reader/y-n was created by hydra to be like the female equivalent of the winter soldier, (Cuz there were some missions that they couldn’t have tws just barging in so they would go like under cover as like a couple or something like that you can decide on that if you want.) But like bucky she had a life before. Where ever tws goes she went and they got separated and after hydra fell they found each other again. possible love/fluff/smut or all 3

Note: I apologise for the delay in this part being posted. When I get requests in I like to get them out as quickly as I can for people but I have taken a short break from them to get this out for you all <3 I am thinking this series is going to be fairly long as our two leading characters don’t even like each other yet…I know I am going to have so much fun with it though so I can’t wait!

The Winter Soldier x Hydra!Reader

Words: 1,768

Warnings: Violence, mention of injury, language and hints of sexual intentions.

Disclaimer: First GIF is mine but the second one isn’t so credit goes to it’s creator <3 Also I am not Russian so I relied on Google Translate so if any of it is wrong I apologise!

You were pissed. Both of you were but at the same time you knew the consequences should you defy Hydra would be a whole lot worse than having to deal with an irritating pest for an evening or two. Your mood wasn’t made much better by the fact that you were having to dress like some knd of floozy while ‘the asset’ as they called him was able to wear his combat gear, of which was far more comfortable and not at all demeaning unlike the silky red dress you had on that showed far too much flesh than was necessary….and much more than was appreciated in this war-torn decade.

“You remember what you need to do?”

His stone-cold voice sounded out behind you and immediately you rolled your eyes in annoyance. He must have known how patronising he sounded. As you slipped your gun into the holster bound around your thigh underneath the dress you let your annoyance show by responding to him first with nothing more than a growl until you turned to face him.

“I am perfectly capable of remembering the fact that I have to throw myself at someone for you to take the shot you needed….” As the words escaped your lips a smirk started to tug up on them. “….there was me thinking that Hydra’s top asset would be able to shoot someone without needing them to be distracted. Now I can see why they brought me in, you’re losing your touch.”

In the blink of an eye he covered the distance that had been between the two of you and used his body to push yours up against the wall, a darkness in his eyes you hadn’t witnessed until now, but it didn’t intimidate you which is what he was clearly wanting to achieve….it just fuelled your amusement.

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It's Called a Baby, Sweetheart- Chapter 6: Heck of a Morning (Pov Judy)

Judy, now knowing Nicks big secret, is still trying to come to terms with the concept of Nick being in his condition. Though she may be his closest friend, as he is to her, will their friendship be enough to hold through Nicks life decision? Click "Keep Reading” to find out in this weeks chapter!


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At the GRAYGROUND

Originally posted by 50shadesofgraylee

Simon Dominic request

Genre: soft smut idk

Word Count: 4,156 words (holy shit I wrote this much?) 😭

The place where magic takes place was in Gray’s very studio. The GRAYGROUND was your favourite place to visit within AOMG’s building. This was due to the the ambience it brought, the soothing atmosphere, the music lightly playing though the speakers making you feel things and the perfect place to make love. Yes you read that right. You were a bit of a thrill seeker, I wouldn’t say exhibitionist, more of an introverted version of it I guess.

Kiseok also known as Simon Dominic is a popular character with women. On sets, on shoots and basically around the world. His appearance, deep voice and rapping with sensual verses had people melting whenever they saw him. Since his arrival at AOMG, the re-birth of him was successful and females despised your position. Oh that’s right, you fit in here somewhere. (Y/N) formerly known as AOMG’s makeup artist.

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anonymous asked:

Can I do a request for a hiking date? Like RFA (+ V + Saeran if you like) planning/getting dragged along on a hiking date and where they'd go and what they'd do? Thank you so much!

A/N: A hiking date sounds so cute!! someone, quick, let’s go on one!! (Sorry this one got kinda long ^^;) ~Admin 404

*YOOSUNG:

           -W H E E Z I N G

           -Same Yoosung

           -This little one plays games all the time, I don’t think he’s in any sports clubs…

           -“What do you mean battling on LOLOL isn’t a work out?”

           -But if you ask him to go on a hike with you, he will dO IT!

           -HE WANTS TO MAKE YOU HAPPY!

           -HIKING DATE MAKES YOU HAPPY? THEN HIKING DATE YOU SHALL GET

           -You took into account that this puppy needs to ease into bigger and longer hikes, so you plan on going to a small one that’s near by

           -He packs a huge backpack full of unnecessary things- like 10 water bottles, 5 different sandwiches, 2 full blown first aid kits, his favourite plushie

           -Please Yoosung we’ll be gone for like an hour we don’t need all of this

           -It’s small, and honestly just used by bikers most of the time to get back and forth

           -There’s only a slight incline to this pathway

           -He has to stop and catch his breath about half way into the hike

           - Little kids are running past y'all like it’s nothing

           -The both of you will agree to stop at the halfway mark to sit on these large rocks that are off to the side and eat some of the many sandwiches he thought was necessary

           -“MC! These flowers were super pretty and reminded me of you!” “Yoosung, those are Azaleas.” “Wow, they have a pretty name too!” “They’re poisonous.” “….whAT

           -SCREAM

           -When you two are at the ER, you decided to teach him a little more about the wilderness before taking him on any more hikes if you can even call that a hike

*ZEN:

           -He’s hyped!!

           -He’ll take you on this trail where he’s seen the prettiest flowers

           -Unlike Yoosung, knows not to TOUCH the flowers

           -He frequents this trail a lot, and knows it by heart!

           -Because of that, he knows how much he needs to pack for your trip

           -“Just leave it to me, babe! I’ll do it! Just get some rest and we’ll head out in the morning!”

           -He packed according to what he can handle

           -He forgot to take into account that you are noT HIM

           -He doesn’t notice this until almost a quarter into the hike when you’re trailing behind him

           -“???? MC? What’s wrong? It’s only a 20% incline?” it’s a whAT NOW?!

           -He’ll slow down and walk behind you because he doesn’t want you to tumble backwards

           -It flattens out a little around the midway mark, and you just drop to the ground and beg to take a nap

           -He’ll make you drink most of the water and let you nap for about 10 minutes before waking you up to look out over the edge

           -You can see fields of flowers, and tops of trees, and not a soul in sight (Other than you and Zen of course)

           -It’s honestly breathtaking and so peaceful that you two stay and appreciate the view for over half an hour

           -On the way down the trail though, he’ll carry you on his back

           -“I can’t let this trail exhaust my darling! That’s my job

*JAEHEE:

           -She’s already exhausted please let her just sleep on her day off

           -But you really want to go out and see nature!! You have so many different places you want to show her!!

           -So she reluctantly agrees

           -You two split the job of planning and packing everything out

           - Meaning you planned where to go and mapped it out while Momma Jaehee packed what you two could possibly need

           -At least she’s sensible about her packing; she only packs the essentials

           -Nobody wants to carry a large, heavy backpack Lookin’ at you, Yoosung

           -You decide you weren’t going to tire her out too much, and went with a small, quiet trail next to a creek!

           -There was no one else on the trail but you two, so she got to really relax during the trip

           -Hearing the birds sing, soaking in the rays of the sun that peeked through the leaves, she was in HEAVEN

           -NATURE IS SO RELAXING WHAT IS THIS

           -In awe of how many bunnies she witnessed running across the trail in front of you

           -Pulls you towards the creek and sits on the shore, dipping her feet into the clear water

           -So you joined her, and you both sat in a comfortable silence, just watching the water flow

           -She was enjoying it until you saw a fish swim too close to your foot and freaked out

           -Definitely snapped her out of her relaxation

           -Sorry Baehee

*JUMIN:

           -“Why?”

           -Because it’s nice to get out of your suit for a while???

           -You planned to hike this trail that was lined with huge trees that were changing colours for autumn

           -Jumin needed a dose of gorgeous sights to ease his stress besides you of course, you’re his favourite gorgeous sight

           -JUMIN IN CARGO SHORTS

           -HE LOOKED SO UNCOMFORTABLE BUT YOU COULDN’T STOP LAUGHING

           -Many pictures were sent to the group chat

           -He refused to go without a group of body guards Also dressed in cargo shorts

           -Made them carry all the supplies in multiple backpacks

           -They’re often asking you if you’re okay and if you need any water No, please, I’m fine

           -“Do you know how many crimes happen on hiking and jogging trails? You never know who could be lurking behind the trees, MC. I’d prefer it if you stayed close to me.”

           -Deciding to go in the late afternoon was the best decision you have made because the lighting through the trees was perfect

           -It illuminated the colours just right, you wish you would have brought a camera

           -He tried to take a picture of the trees for you but they were blurry

           -Made the excuse that the phone can’t capture the beauty of the trees and that’s why they’re all blurry

           -Secretly likes being out in nature, it’s a nice change from his office

           -He’s taken back by bunnies on the trail, though

           -“Don’t they realize they can get hurt? Maybe we should start a project to make a safe space for them”

           -RIP Jaehee

*SAEYOUNG:

           -NIGHT HIKE NIGHT HIKE NIGHT HIKE

           -You guys search for the highest mountain to climb!

           -You actually get there before sun down just so you can see the trail going up

           -This dork would run ahead of you and climb the large trees just to hang upside down and scare you

           -You had to pack and carry the bag just so he wouldn’t pack only Honey Buddah Chips and PhD. Pepper or lose the bag all together

           -Pops out from behind the bushes to, once again, scare you

           -You have to hold his hand just so you know where he is

           -He pouts because he can no longer scare you

           -“You’re so mean, MC”

           -He doesn’t try to pull away though sssoooooo..

           -By the time you two get to the top, it’s night fall

           -You lay out a large blanket to lay on, and the both of you spend hours staring at the sky

           -The stars littered the sky, and all of it was such a beautiful sight that neither of you felt the need to talk

           -He’d hold you close and kiss your head every time he saw a shooting star

           -Honestly, you two would probably fall asleep and wake up in the morning

           -Now you two are exhausted, sore, and caught colds

           -Way to go guys, 10/10, good job

*V:

           -Can we all just agree that as a photographer, V has been on quite a few hikes

           -He knows all of the best trails, when to go, what to pack in the bag, EVERYTHING

           -HE PLANS THE WHOLE TRIP, YOU DIDN’T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT UNTIL HE WAKES YOU UP BEFORE DAWN

           -“MC, sweetheart, get up, I want to show you something”

           -So he decided to take you to a trail he thinks you’ll love

           -Only he didn’t you to be half asleep most of the time

           -You woke me up before the sun got up what did you expect???

           -He’ll gently drag you along the trail, since you’re too groggy to actually do it yourself

           -Stops every now to let you rest and takes pictures

           -Totally has a picture of you half asleep, thrown over a rock

           -There’s no way that’s comfortable MC, let’s go

           -He’ll take you to the top and have you sit on the over-hang, feet dangling off the side

           -Perfect timing with this guy, because as soon as he sits you down and you actually open your eyes, you have the perfect view of the sun rising over the horizon

           -He catches one of the greatest photos of you, smiling with the sunrise illuminating your face, feet dangling and hands gripping the edge, morning breeze blowing your hair softly backwards

           -Jesus Christ this man loves you, there’s nothing more beautiful to him than this moment right here

           -He actually puts the camera down to join you

           -You two watch the sunrise, with you laying your head on his shoulder

           -Holding you close, he’ll whisper how much he loves you and the sunrise

           -Loves you more though

*SAERAN:

           -“Why can’t we stay inside”

           -“I don’t want to go”

           -You pack everything that you may need, including a picnic lunch

           -If you want to go on a hike you have to physically drag this boy out of the house

           -With some help from Saeyoung, you pull him outside and he shuts the door, after that you’re golden

           -He pouts the whole walk up the trail, arms crossed, refusing to let you hold onto him

           -He won’t admit that he enjoyed seeing just how green and tall the trees along the trail were

           -Also won’t admit that you were extremely cute when you got overly excited over a baby bunny

           -The huge smile on your face almost made all this walking worth it for him

           -You made him close his eyes as you laid a blanket and the picnic out in a large, bright green field, bright pink and purple flowers sprouting up here and there

           -You pushed him towards the blanket and told him he could open his eyes

           -He honestly had no words

           -He started to blush a little and got really flustered HOW CUTE

           -You two ate in silence, and laid on the blanket afterwards

           -Aren’t you glad you picked a day where the sun was bright and the clouds were large and fluffy???

           -The two of you took turns pointing out shapes in the clouds You more than him, though

           -He enjoyed just laying back and listening to you come up with ridiculous back stories for these vaguely shaped clouds

           -DREADING THE WALK BACK DOWN THOUGH

           -“We walked all the way up here, now we have to walk BACK DOWN????? I didn’t sign up for this

           -Me neither Saeran, I dunno what to tell you

           -At the end of it, he’s tired of walking and acts like he hated the whole thing

           -But he’ll lightly kiss the top of your head when you least expect it and murmur a soft thank you my heART

“Solace” (StevexReader)

Hope ya’ll like, it’s been a while. Comments are always appreciated.

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“Steve, just give it time,” you pleaded with him as he stormed past you in his quarters, ripping off his helmet and trading it for the whiskey bottle on his nightstand, taking a swig. You weren’t completely sure why he kept drinking it, everyone knew he couldn’t get drunk,  although you had your own suspicions.

“You can’t give yourself alcohol poisoning, so you might as well give it up right now. Listen to me, it’ll get better,” you assured him, leaning against the beam in the middle of the room, arms crossed.

Steve swallowed thickly, talking through the burn that he still wasn’t quite used to. “What, I need more practice?” he scoffed, eyeing you as he leaned against his desk.

You sighed raggedly, hesitant to try and talk to him in his current mood. “I’m not talking about getting used to the enhancements.” You looked down, swallowing hard as you continued. “I know losing Bucky was hard and you’re still–”

“Hey.” he interrupted harshly and you looked up quickly. “I don’t wanna talk about that.” He glared at you angrily and you dropped your gaze down to the floor, clenching your jaw.

“Y’know what? What right do you have to hit me with that “time heals” garbage?” he snapped and you looked up in surprise as he continued, slamming the bottle on the desk. “What the hell do you know?”

“Well, believe it or not, I’m human too, Steve,” you snapped. “I still remember what it feels like to lose someone, and oh, yeah! Bucky was my brother.” you pointed out sarcastically.

Your brother’s death had hit you hard too, but not in the same way as it hit Steve. You’d been the test subject for Dr. Erskine before Steve, and while it hadn’t worked out completely well for you, you’d been assigned the task of helping Steve with his new abilities, having experienced it for a short period before the side effects began to threaten your life and you’d been forced to stop the serum injections.

But it was your job to make sure the great Captain America performed to the best of his abilities, and Steve and you had been close before the war, having grown up together, so you kept pushing on for him. And it was what Bucky would have wanted.

“I’m sorry,” you softened, stepping forward to brush his flattened hair away from a cut on his forehead, an unfortunate reminder of why he was supposed to keep his helmet on.

He grabbed your wrist and pushed it away, shaking his head with a bitter smile. “Uh-uh,” he warned, his foot tapping anxiously as he glanced down, then back at you, his voice cracking. “Don’t. I can’t.” he forced out, and you swallowed the lump in your throat.

You were tired of carrying this pain around and having to hide it. Why did Steve get to have an outlet and you didn’t? You needed someone to lean on and so did he. Surely he could see that.

“Steve,” you began softly, cupping his face, forcing him to finally look at you. “You’re not alone,” you whispered, stretching to press your lips against his.

Before Bucky fell, you and Steve had grown closer than ever before, and it had seemed the feelings you’d had for him since you were a teen were finally beginning to be returned, and he was able to work past the thought of dating his best friend’s sister, until revenge and anger became the only emotions he was capable of and he’d pushed you farther away than you’d ever been.

His lips were impossibly soft against yours, and his hand landed heavily on your hip before he brought it up to your hair, tangling in it for a moment. You pushed forward against him, dropping your hands from his face and he pushed you roughly away, shoving past you as he stood.

“What do you think you’re doing?” he asked, his voice hoarse and accusatory. You followed his gaze as he sat heavily down on his bed, his fingers brushing over his lips.

“Steve, it’s okay,” you assured, close to tears. For a single moment there, you’d let your walls down, letting everything you’d been feeling pour out, and now there was no stuffing them back in. You needed each other, hell, you wanted each other. Why couldn’t he just admit that?

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The scars you left on me ( Draco Malfoy/ Fred Weasley Imagine

Request: Can you do an imagine where the reader is n a relationship with Draco but then she realizes that he is just using them and then they break up, but she is really hurt and starts self harm, but then she finds some one who really apreaciates her and they end up together ?

( I didn´t copy and paste the request because my laptop kinda didn´t wanted to do it so I wrote it myself how I remembered it. )

WARNINGS: self harm  

Y/N POV:

I always thought that Draco and I had pure and loving relationship, I always thought that he would love me with every nerve of his body…at least that´s what he was telling me and what I believed. It wasn´t a secret that I do enormous great at school and it sure wasn´t a secret that I had a huge crush on Draco Malfoy. That´s why I wasn´t even suspicous when he asked me out, I just was super happy. I thought that maybe because I´m a Slytherin and not ugly would be one of the reasons why Draco had thrown an eye on me. But what do people always say? Loves makes blind, and that´s what I was all the five months. We dated for five months and part of our daily routine was of course studying and homework. Draco wasn´t the best student and sometimes had a rough time with school, that´s why I almost did every of his homework and helped him understand the things he couldn´t. The day I found out that our entire relationship and love was a lie, was the day where all the strings that hold my body up broke. I was walking down the corridors in Hogwarts, with a huge smile on my face because I would meet Draco, my beloved boyfriend. As I was walking near a corner I heared some boys laugh. Out of all the laughs I could identify Draco´s one, his laugh was full with a rusty undertone. I stopped and my face got brighter, I wanted to run around the corner and hug him tightly until I heared my name. I didn´t move because I wanted to hear what Draco was about to say. “You an Y/N have been dating for quite a long time dude, you must really love her “ Said one of the boys and a huge smile was on my face, which soon broke: Dracos clear and dark voice echoed a little in the corridor “ Hahaha, wow I must be really good at acting if you guys believe that I´m in love this weird girl. Don´t worry guys, I will break up with her soon after finals. She is a really good help because she does everything I say plus, she really is good in bed though. “ I couldn´t believe what I just heared, was he telling them that he used me the entre time for sex and homwork ? My cheast felt so heavy and I had troubles breathing.  I went around the corner to face my so-called-boyfriend. I couldn´t stop the tears from running down my red cheeks. “ Do you really mean it? Have you been really using me all the time Draco?” My voice trembled and I looked him straight in the face. He looked at me with a shocked face and for a moment I thought he would my demonstrate the opposite, but I was fooled again. Suddenly his smirk, that he always has when he tortures others, appeared on his face. “Oh honey, I´m sorry to disappoint you, but everything you heared was the truth. You are just a boring girl who is as dumb as every other girl. You get fooled so easy just by saying I love you “ His words hit me right in the face and in my heart. I bite my lip and answered “ Well, thanks then for at least telling me the truth I guess “ and with that said I turned around and left. I couldn´t even insult him, I wanted to tell him what an ass he was and how he will fail all his classes and how much I wished he would just die, but none of these words left my mouth because I was too scared to say them. I loved this boy with my entire heart and now a part of my heart was ripped out without me seeing it come. I ran straight to the toilet, my vision was blurry because of the thousand tears runnin down my face. Some foun their way to my lips and I tasted the saltyness of the tears. As I reached the toilet no one was there, which was lucky for me. I choosed the last cabin and looked myself inside. I slid down the cold wall and started sobbing loudly.   I´m going to be okay I wispere, but my voice trembled and I knew that I was wrong, I´m not going to be okay. Days have passed and I felt like a trash can. I couldn´t sleep at night and under my eyes where dark bag. Draco ignored me and acted like he didn´t know. I can´t imagine that all of these five months, he didn´t feel anything. But eventhough he ignored me, I just felt nothing. I felt empty but not any sadness. It sucked, I wanted to feel something because feeling nothing was like being dead. It was 3 am and laid awake in my bed, the emptyness flood through my veines. I went into my bathroom, locked it up and looked inside the mirror. The dark eye circles and the light colour of my skin made me look like a ghost. I lost weight because I can not swallow or taste any food. The ony thing I ate the last days where toast bread. I bit my lip and slowly tasted the metallic taste of my blood. I swallowed, I can not do this, I just can´t, I wispered.But why can´t I? I opened the door of the drawer and pulled out a new razor blade. I unwrapped the plastic and hold the cold metal in my hand. I took a deep breath in, maybe I can feel something now. I laid the sharp side of the razor on my arm and pressed it on it, making a line. The pain suddenly started and blood was running down my arm. I had a relieving feeling and felt like my whole body has been brought back to life. A little smile appeared on my face. After making two other cuts I put the blade back into the drawer and went back into my bed. I soon fell asleep and it was the first time that I slept more than two hours. The next morning I woke up and felt refreshed and alive, a feeling I haven´t had for days. I even could ate more than usual. Weeks have passed and I did cute myself regulary because it just made me feel so unbelievable good. I didn´t feel that eyes were watching me and I didn´t thought that  a Fred Weasley was observing me. He never talked to me, but during potion class, I realized he was watching me, in particular my arms. After class I rushed out, but some one stopped me by grabbing my arm. “Hey, don´t touch me!” I said angrily and pushed the ginger haired boy away. “ Chill Y/N, show me your arms. “ Fred said looking dead serious. My heart starte pounding really fast. “What? No, why? “ I answered and crossed my arms infront of my chest, makung sure that he couldn´t see my scars. “Because I watched you and kinda came to the realization that you harm yourself” I bit my lip, was it tha obvious? “ Well, you are wrong, I don´t do selfharm and by the way, you are creepy. So if you don´t mind; I´m hungry and want to get some food before the next class starts. “ With that said I wanted to go, but he again grabbed my arm. This time h pulled up the sleeve of my hoodie. I was shocked and started to trembled,I wanted to say something, but I was speachless. “I knew it. Y/N why do you do this? “ he said lookind worried. They way he holds my arm, the feeling that his warm skin left on my cold arm was like a thousand candles touching my skin. “I want to feel something again. “ I wispered and a single tear rolled down my cheek. “But you don´t have to feel pain.” He wispered and pulled me into a hug. A strangers hug can move your heart. Ever since that day Fred didn´t leave my side, he waned to make sure that I am okay and that I don´t start cutting again. It was a hard way to heal, but at least I had someone next to me, who is willing to walk that way through all the pain with me.

Joker Imagine - Project 6277 PART 2

Your P.O.V.

An awful headache made me groan in pain. My eyes stung and even tho my room wasn’t so bright, it was awful. The natural light coming from the window was enough to make me feel worse. So I sat up and felt my head spinning. What the fuck happened?

I was still in my working clothes and I felt my lipstick all over my face. So  I stood up and tried to ignore the hangover. As I walked to the window and pulled the white curtains in front of them, I remembered something. I was in Joker’s private room. My heart skipped a beat and I nearly threw up. I felt so sick from the alcohol, especially now that I had been sober for months. Joker and I drank a little too much and I was making out with him.

“How the hell” I whispered under my breath and felt a little scared. I could somehow remember him saying ‘we’ll meet later’.  How could I be so stupid and drink that much? Why the fuck did he take me to that luxurious room? I was kind of annoyed that I had started kissing him. Joker wasn’t just a man. He was dangerous, insane and a criminal. Oh and my boss! Tears stung my eyes that were hurt from the lights. I had a plan. I’d take medicines and a nice bath.

So I walked out of my small bedroom and walked to the kitchen. I had a small apartment in Gotham. It had a small bedroom, a bathroom, a living room, a kitchen, a toilet and a balcony.The walls were white in every room, but the bathroom had tiles. Also the floor was mostly dark brown. Once again the only difference was in the bathroom that had a red tile floor. My bedroom had three white walls, but one of them was greyish blue. I groaned in pain as I grabbed my box of painkillers. They were 800mg strong. I grabbed one white pill and then filled my glass with cold water. Then I put the disgusting tasting pill in my mouth and took it down with water.

What a hangover. How the fuck could Daniel even survive this all the time? I hated him, but dealing with these hangovers was impressive. He deserved the pain tho.

I took off my clothes and then left them on the floor. I would clean the apartment later. Soon I was naked and I put my red underwear in the laundry. I yawned tiredly and then let warm water fill the bathtub. The apartment was nice and the bathtub made it even better. I loved taking baths. As the tub started to fill, I grabbed a purple bath bomb. It smelled like blueberries and besides I deserved to relax. My heart was still beating kinda hard and I was a little tense. What if Joker knew where I lived? How did I even get home? I couldn’t remember anything at all. When did I come home?

                                                         After a nice warm bath I felt way better. I was draped in my white towels as I sat in front of my mirror with my makeup bag on my lap. I didn’t use much makeup, but I wanted to do my eyebrows, fix my dark circles and then add a little mascara and eyeliner. My laptop was on the nightstand and I was listening to music. It was a grey day outside which wasn’t surprising at all since this was Gotham city. Right now a song called 'Pumped Up Kicks’ was playing and I hummed along as I finished my eyeliner. All I had to do was put on a layer or two of mascara. I groaned as I noticed that the bottle was nearly empty.

Just as the song ended, I was done with my makeup. It didn’t look bad, but it wasn’t super amazing either. Just casual, just like me. I sighed and put the makeup back into the bag. Then I put the bag on my nightstand with the mirror. I got up and put the white towel at the edge of my bed to dry, with the other one wrapped around my hair. Then I opened my drawer and decided to get dressed. I put on a black bra and black undies. They weren’t the same set, but as long as the colour matched, no one would ever care. It was autumn so I didn’t want to freeze outside. I grabbed black jeans and a white button up shirt with black pumpkin print on it. I matched it with orange socks and a dash of my favourite perfume.

My hair was still a little wet as I took the towel off. I was just about to go and blow dry it, but the doorbell rang. I sighed and thoughtlessly walked to the door. Without even looking at the peek hole, I opened up to see a complete stranger. At first I couldn’t see anything wrong with him since he was looking to his side, but then he turned his head to look at me. My eyes widened as I saw that the other half of his face was covered in burn marks. I had no idea who he was so I tried to act like I didn’t see it.

“Hi” I broke the silence and was ready to lock the door if he’d try anything. Our eyes met and I saw that his were brown.The man was wearing a business suit and he had dark brown hair. “Hello. May I come inside?” He asked me with no emotion in his voice. “I’m sorry. I’m kind of in the middle of something. Who are you?” I questioned him nervously and tried to keep my chill. He didn’t seem pleased with my answer. “Just call me Harvey Dent” He smiled a little. I just nodded and kept the door nearly shut. “I was just curious. Are you the girl seen with Joker last night?” He suddenly asked me. I felt a blush on my cheeks and I grew a little nervous. “N-No. You’re asking the wrong person” I muttered and tried to sound as reliable as possible. Harvey tilted his head a little bit and examined my face closely.

“Oh I’m sorry. There must be a misunderstanding. Bye” He mumbled mysteriously and walked off. I made sure he entered the elevator in the red and white hall until I shut the door. The second my door locked, I let out a long breath. Jesus. My knees were a little weak and I felt small. It had only been a couple hours and apparently people had talked about me and Joker already. What the fuck is wrong with Gotham?

I groaned and then got angry. Why the hell did I get myself drunk? This was my fault. Also Joker’s but he didn’t force me to drink. “Fuck” I hissed under my breath and stared at my blue flannel that was on the floor. I had work tonight and I had to go to the club in just a four hours. I had slept until 2 p.m. and I would have to be there at 7 p.m. or else I couldn’t get everything ready for a new night of fun for strangers. We had to clean, make sure the DJ had all his tracks, get everything dangerous like broken glass out of the way and get updated on the day’s special drinks.

Joker could be there tonight. He owned the club and he was damn proud of it. Mostly he was on duty doing some criminal shit, but he often came there. I rarely saw him, but that’s probably since he was in his VIP area. I couldn’t help but to get nervous. What did he want from me? Just as I was about to overthink, my phone buzzed twice, letting me know I had received a message. I sighed and grabbed it from the floor. It was from my co-worker, a dancer called Tiffany. She was gorgeous. She had brown long hair and piercing green eyes. She was honestly smoking hot, but a little bitchy. She thought she could treat me differently because I wasn’t a dancer, but a bartender.

“Omg did you sleep with our boss? People are talking about it Y/N. Wtf” She had texted me. I stared at her message for a good minute until I waned to smash the screen. I replied with simply a no. Then I shut the phone and ran my hand through my wet hair. How did this happen again? Why me? I’m the most average casual person in entire Gotham. Joker could’ve got company from his dancers instead. They would have loved to rub their bodies onto him and get all hot and steamy. They’re  horny at work, but it’s probably normal. The girls were a little strange, but it was okay. After all most of them were good people who got really hyped by music and money.

My eyes looked across the living room. I had a black couch and a white coffee table. Then I had a couple plants that were dying because I always forgot to water them. In the corner I had a tv that I barely used since I was always out or working. Now I felt like locking myself in my home for weeks. I had made out with my fucking boss and now a creepy man had asked me about it behind my door. Why would he care anyway? I had never seen him and neither had he seen me. It was none of his bloody business.

My stomach rumbled and I realized that I was a little hungry. So I walked to the kitchen and opened my fridge. It was quite empty for a change. Then I looked into my cabinet and saw some ramen noodles. I grabbed my favourite and then ripped the package open, pouring the noodles into a bowl. I put water into a kettle and then let it boil. As I waited for it to boil, I noticed a letter on my kitchen island. It was small, but big enough for preparing food or eating around it with a few people. I had a table on the balcony too that I took inside when it got colder.

Curiosity took over me and I grabbed the letter. My heart almost skipped a beat as I saw three letters scribbles on it. 'Mr. J’ was written on the white letter in cursive letters. My knees went weak, but I forced myself to unfold the letter and look at the message..

Hello dollface,

I thought I'l leave you this so you would know what to do at work tonight.

Instead of going to check things and making sure everything’s neat, come to my office. One of my henchmen will show you the way. I have a surprise for you. I’m sure you’ll like it just as much as I do.

                - Mr. J

My eyes were open wide now. I stared at the letter in shock and I had to re read it to be sure I could believe me eyes. What on earth did the clown prince of crime himself want from a normal woman like me?


PART 3

Twelfth Doctor Rewatch: Mummy on the Orient Express

Originally posted by weareheadoverfeels

Where the Doctor and Clara are saying they’re not friends anymore and yet act super cute, the Doctor does a lot of flailing movements, and Clara turns into a blanket burrito.

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I wanted to do Ishavalan Ed but I also wanted to do Modern so obviously the only choice was to do both.

Headcanon time!

Ed is that one kid who enrols in school halfway through the year with no warning what so ever. No one knows who he is; he just kinda… showed up. Everyone figured that he would be that one loner kid, not too smart, not too dumb, just stays in his lane. They were wrong. In his first day alone he managed to challenge and outwit 5 out of 6 teachers (the 6th being one he didn’t bother to challenge because it would’ve been too easy.), took complete control of an advanced physics lesson and explained it better than the teacher, beat up three kids who were trying to pressure someone to do drugs with them and then managed to get out of trouble for all of these things by reasoning with the principal.

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The One With The Red Sweater

Malec AU drabble based on one of my favourite friends episodes. 

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Izzy was worrying about her brother. Although he had never been an overly social person, the amount of time had recently put into work was starting to be ridiculous. He kept coming home late in the evening and sometimes Izzy didn’t see her brother for a whole day.

“I think Alec is working too much”, she told Jace during one their sparring sessions. “He never has time to go clubbing with me anymore and he had to cancel the date I set him up with last week.”

“Yeah?”, Jace answered distractedly, trying to punch her in the side but Izzy managed to block him easily.  “Maybe because he has enough of you trying to find him a boyfriend”, Jace laughed.

“Oh come on, I just want him to be happy! Besides, he didn’t have a proper boyfriend in like, a year and I doubt that he has much else going on right now. He needs some balance in his life.” replied Izzy and brought Jace to his knees by aiming an expertly executed kick at his left calf.  

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