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Have a tiny self-indulgent gif while I try to remember how to hold my pen!

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I would’ve left you behind.
    Shut up man, don’t try that.
I did leave you behind.
    Yeah, well, good thing I ain’t you.

I never imagined you dead

But tell me, are you even aware

That all that we did, you undo?


I first heard this song soon after finishing A Paragon of Her Kind, and it perfectly encapsulated my warden’s feelings. please listen to it so that you’ll know my pain (also it’s a good song).

Classic Doctor Who Masterpost
(for watching online only - no downloading)
*Starred episodes are missing episodes that have been reconstructed & consist of pieced together pictures/videos/animation with audio.

SEASON ONE

FIRST DOCTOR

An Unearthly Child - An Unearthly Child | The Cave of Skulls | The Forest of Fear | The Firemaker
The Daleks - The Dead Planet | The Survivors | The Escape | The Ambush | The Expedition | The Ordeal | The Rescue
The Edge of Destruction - The Edge of Destruction | The Brink of Disaster
Marco Polo - The Roof of the World* | The Singing Sands* | Five Hundred Eyes* | The Wall of Lies* | Rider from Shang-Tu* | Mighty Kublai Khan* | Assassin at Peking*
The Keys of Marinus - The Sea of Death | The Velvet Web | The Screaming Jungle | The Snows of Terror | Sentence of Death | The Keys of Marinus
The Aztecs - The Temple of Evil | The Warriors of Death | The Bride of Sacrifice| The Day of Darkness
The Sensorites - Strangers in Space | The Unwilling Warriors | Hidden Danger |A Race Against Death | Kidnap | A Desperate Venture
The Reign of Terror - A Land of Fear | Guests of Madame Guillotine | A Change of Identity | The Tyrant of France* | A Bargain of Necessity* | Prisoners of Conciergerie

SEASON TWO

Planet of Giants - Planet of Giants | Dangerous Journey | Crisis
The Dalak Invasion of Earth - World’s End | The Daleks | Day of Reckoning |The End of Tomorrow | The Waking Ally | Flashpoint
The Rescue - The Powerful Enemy | Desperate Measures
The Romans - The Slave Traders | All Roads Lead to Rome | Conspiracy |Inferno
The Web Planet - The Web Planet | The Zarbi | Escape to Danger | Crater of Needles | Invasion | The Centre
The Crusade - The Lion | The Knight of Jaffa* | The Wheel of Fortune | The Warlords*
The Space Museum - The Space Museum | The Dimensions of Time | The Search | The Final Phase
The Chosen - The Executioners | The Death of Time | Flight Through Eternity |Journey into Terror | The Death of Doctor Who | The Planet of Decision
The Time Meddler - The Watcher | The Meddling Monk | A Battle of Wits | Checkmate

SEASON THREE

Galaxy 4 - Four Hundred Dawns* | Trap of Steel* | Air Lock | The Exploding Planet*
Mission to the Unknown*
The Myth Makers - Temple of Secrets* | Small Prophet, Quick Return* | Death of a Spy* | Horse of Destruction*
The Daleks’ Master Plan - The Nightmare Begins* | Day of Armageddon |Devil’s Planet* | The Traitors* | Counter Plot | Coronas of the Sun* | The Feast of Steven* | Volcano* | Golden Death* | Escape Switch | The Abandoned Planet* |Destruction of Time*
The Massacre of St Bartholomew’s Eve - War of God* | The Sea Beggar* |Priest of Death* | Bell of Doom*
The Ark - The Steel Sky | The Plague | The Return | The Bomb
The Celestial Toymaker - The Celestial Toyroom* | The Hall of Dolls* | The Dancing Floor* | The Final Test
The Gunfighters - A Holiday for the Doctor | Don’t Shoot the Pianist | Johnny Ringo | The OK Corral
The Savages - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four*
The War Machines - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four

SEASON FOUR

The Smugglers - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four*
The Tenth Planet - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four*

SECOND DOCTOR

The Power of the Daleks - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four* | Ep Five* |Ep Six*
The Highlanders - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four*
The Underwater Menace - Ep One* | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four*
The Moonbase - Ep One* | Ep Two | Ep Three* | Ep Four
The Macra Terror - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four*
The Faceless Ones - Ep One | Ep Two* | Ep Three | Ep Four* | Ep Five* | Ep Six*
The Evil of the Daleks - Ep One* | Ep Two | Ep Three* | Ep Four* | Ep Five* | Ep Six* | Ep Seven*

SEASON FIVE

The Tomb of the Cybermen - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
The Abominable Snowmen - Ep One* | Ep Two | Ep Three* | Ep Four* | Ep Five* | Ep Six*
The Ice Warriors - Ep One | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Enemy of the World - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Web of Fear - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three* | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
Fury from the Deep - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three* | Ep Four* | Ep Five* | Ep Six*
The Wheel in Space - Ep One* | Ep Two* | Ep Three | Ep Four* | Ep Five* | Ep Six

SEASON SIX

The Dominators - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five
The Mind Robber - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five
The Invasion - Ep One* | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four* | Ep Five | Ep Six | Ep Seven | Ep Eight
The Krotons - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
The Seeds of Death - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Space Pirates - Ep One* | Ep Two | Ep Three* | Ep Four* | Ep Five* | Ep Six*
The War Games - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six | Ep Seven | Ep Eight | Ep Nine | Ep Ten

SEASON SEVEN

THIRD DOCTOR

Spearhead from Space - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
Doctor Who and the Silurians - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five| Ep Six | Ep Seven
The Ambassadors of Death - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six | Ep Seven
Inferno - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six | Ep Seven

SEASON EIGHT

Terror of the Autons - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
The Mind of Evil - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Claws of Axos - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
Colony in Space - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Dæmons - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five

SEASON NINE

Day of the Daleks - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
The Curse of Peladon - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
The Sea Devils - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Mutants - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Time Monster - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six

SEASON TEN

The Three Doctors - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
Carnival of Monsters - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
Frontier in Space - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
Planet of the Daleks - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six
The Green Death - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four | Ep Five | Ep Six

SEASON ELEVEN

The Time Warrior - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Invasion of the Dinosaurs - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four |Part Five | Part Six
Death to the Daleks - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Monster of Peladon - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six
Planet of the Spiders - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five |Part Six

SEASON TWELVE

FOURTH DOCTOR

Robot - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Ark in Space - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Sontaran Experiment - Part One | Part Two
Genesis of the Daleks - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five |Part Six
Revenge of the Cybermen - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

SEASON THIRTEEN

Terror of the Zygons - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Planet of Evil - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Pyramids of Mars - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Android Invasion - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Brain of Morbius - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Seeds of Doom - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five |Part Six

SEASON FOURTEEN

The Masque of Mandrogora - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Hand of Fear - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Deadly Assassin - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Face of Evil - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Robots of Death - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Talons of Weng-Chiang - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four |Part Five | Part Six

SEASON FIFTEEN

Horror of Fang Rock - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Invisible Enemy - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Image of the Fendahl - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Sun Makers - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Underworld - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Invasion of Time - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five |Part Six

SEASON SIXTEEN (THE KEY TO TIME)

The Ribos Operation - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Pirate Planet - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Stones of Blood - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Androids of Tara - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Power of Kroll - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Armageddon Factor - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six

SEASON SEVENTEEN

Destiny of the Daleks - Ep One | Ep Two | Ep Three | Ep Four
City of Death - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Creature from the Pit - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Nightmare of Eden - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Horns of Nimon - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Shada (unaired) - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four | Part Five | Part Six

SEASON EIGHTEEN

The Leisure Hive - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Meglos - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Full Circle - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
State of Decay - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Warriors’ Gate - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Keeper of Traken - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Logopolis - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

SEASON NINETEEN

FIFTH DOCTOR

Castrovalva - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Four to Doomsday - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Kinda - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Visitation - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Black Orchid - Part One | Part Two
Earthshock - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Time-Flight - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

SEASON TWENTY

Arc of Infinity - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Snakedance - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Mawdryn Undead - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Terminus - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Enlightenment - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The King’s Demons - Part One | Part Two
The Five Doctors - (1) (2) (3) (4) (5)

SEASON TWENTY-ONE

Warriors of the Deep - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Awakening - Part One | Part Two
Frontios - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Resurrection of the Daleks - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Planet of Fire - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Caves of Androzani - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

SIXTH DOCTOR

The Twin Dilemma - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four

SEASON TWENTY-TWO

Attack of the Cybermen - Part One | Part Two
Vengeance on Varos - Part One | Part Two
The Mark of the Rani - Part One | Part Two
The Two Doctors - Part One | Part Two | Part Three
Timelash - Part One | Part Two
Revelation of the Daleks - Part One | Part Two

SEASON TWENTY-THREE (THE TRIAL OF A TIME LORD)

The Mysterious Planet - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Mindwarp - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Terror of the Vervoids - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Ultimate Foe - Part One | Part Two

SEASON TWENTY-FOUR

SEVENTH DOCTOR

Time and the Rani - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Paradise Towers - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Delta and the Bannermen - Part One | Part Two | Part Three
Dragonfire - Part One | Part Two | Part Three

SEASON TWENTY-FIVE

Remembrance of the Daleks - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
The Happiness Patrol - Part One | Part Two | Part Three
Silver Nemesis - Part One | Part Two | Part Three
The Greatest Show in the Galaxy - Part One | Part Two (1) (2) | Part Three (1) (2) | Part Four (1) (2)

SEASON TWENTY-SIX

Battlefield - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Ghost Light - Part One | Part Two | Part Three
The Curse of Fenric - Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Part Four
Survival - Part One | Part Two | Part Three

EIGHTH DOCTOR

Doctor Who

Noncanon Specials:
Dimensions in Time - Part One | Part Two
Doctor Who and the Curse of Fatal Death
Scream of the Shalka - (1) (2) (3) (4) (5) (6)

If there are any issues, please let me know

Pairing: Time Tracer/Arc Tracer (one-sided Diabolic Esper/Arc Tracer)

Word Count: 1.8k

Summary: Watching the boy you love die is enough to break you.
Watching it happen in an endless loop is enough to push you into the depths of madness.

Notes: Based off an Anon prompt. I took a few liberties.

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