this time i feel sorry for you

Nails Painting Scene


Kaede Akamatsu: (It’s time for my appointment with Shirogane-san! I gotta go fast.)

Kaede Akamatsu: Shirogane-san! I’m here!

Tsumugi Shirogane: Wow, oh? Why are you so excited?

Kaede Akamatsu: Ahaha, sorry! I’ve never got my nails done before, so I’m looking forward to it!

Tsumugi Shirogane: I-I’ll simply feel under pressure if you’re that excited…

Tsumugi Shirogane: It’s not like I’m good at doing nails, so don’t expect too much, okay?

Kaede Akamatsu: Right!

Tsumugi Shirogane: You’re still expecting too much, aren’t you!?

Kaede Akamatsu: (Anyway, from one hand… Shirogane-san started to paint my nails repeatedly…)

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anonymous asked:

yeah canon divergence, sorry for not being clear! Thanks btw!

The nonnie asked for canon first time smut stories. Took me a while, but okay, here’s what I got (and anyone please feel free to add fics here, and if you rec your own, all the better):

Another New York City Serenade (7 chapters) by @unfolded73fics (set after 4x11)

Coffee For Two by @elaine-spades

Eyes Wide Open by @the-captains-ayebrows (post-Underworld)

Leaving Neverland (6 intense chapters) by @onceuponsomechaos (set on the journey home)

Hollow Beginnings (21 chapters) by @emeraldromance (set after 3x07)

Her True Love by @emeraldromance (set after 3x20)

You Can Wrap Your Arms Around Me by @amagicalship (post-Underworld)

All Roads Lead Me Back To You (WIP) by @morelikeaghost (set in 3x22 when the return through Rumple’s portal doesn’t work)

Kill, kill by @this-too-too-sullied-flesh​ (set after 3x05)

A few gems by the one and only @startswithhope:

Come In For A While… (set after 4x13)

More Powerful Than Magic (set in Camelot)

I Told You So (set mid season 4)

In Dreams (set in Camelot)

And here are mine:

Smooth Sailing (12 chapters), set after 3x22

Black As The Devil, Hot As Hell, set after 4x10

All Of The Hell I Had To Walk Through, set after 4x11

Consider Living A Life, set between 4A and 4B

Exit Light, Enter Night, Take My Hand, very dark, set in the middle of the Dark Swan arc, before we knew that Killian was a Dark One, too

Where We Belong, set after Killian’s return from the Underworld

Stay With Me — Newt Imagine

Anons:  “ can you do a full on smut newt x reader please??” & “ Can I get a newt imagine with him being 26 and reader 23-24 and feeling self conscious and too old for her?”

After a shit load of time trying to write, it’s finally here. Sorry for taking so long!  :( I had ver busy holidays plus I had a humongous writer’s block. But I finally made it! I hope you like it! :D 

Stay With Me — Newt Imagine

Disclaimer: smut towards the end. :p  

Newt went immediately to work, and check out on some creatures. In the last two years you’ve been travelling with him as his companion. Spending so much time with him, you learned how to read his body language. He was hurt. He didn’t want Jacob to forget about him and everything he’d seen. He always did this. Whenever he felt hurt or angry, he would work on something to calm himself down. Seeing him work after something happened meant he wasn’t ready to talk about it just yet.

You followed his steps and walked to one of the rooms in the case. You looked for the room with a dark forest in it, looking for thestrals. He had heard of a creature that could only be seen when people saw death for the first time. Newt couldn’t see them after all. Not even after what happened in Sudan. He didn’t get to see the girl die. He met you in the middle of a forest, and you were taking care of a wounded thestral, and that was the sparkle in his head that made him ask you to travel with him, so you could help him take care of the thestrals.

You helped Newt with the beasts, and learned from him. But the thestrals were your entire job, and you tried to learn as much from them and showed Newt what you learned.

You walked inside the forest room, with a bucket with meat. As you fed them, Newt was staring at you. Paying close attention to your moves, trying to imagine where the thestrals could be. At the same time, he was staring at you with such tenderness. Tina noticed the way he was looking at you and immediately knew how he felt. Queenie’s mind reading skills weren’t necessary to see the humongous crush Newt had on you.

“Have you told her?” Tina broke the silence with a gentle whisper.

Newt flinched and looked away immediately. He scratched his head, trying to seem distracted and oblivious.

“You should tell her how you feel” Tina continued.

Newt felt his face blush a little and shook his head, looking at his feet. He shrugged and walked towards one a small tree with bowtruckles in them climbing the branches.

“No, no, no” He chuckled awkwardly. “I-I don’t think that would be appropriate” He muttered.

As they spoke, Queenie entered the case and walked towards Tina, as they both exchanged looks, and Queenie knew what was going on. She then looked at Newt, as he played with Picket in his fingers.

“Why not?” Tina asked “I’ve seen her, and I’m pretty sure she likes you too”

“It’s true” Queenie confirmed what her sister had just said.

Newt remained silent, deep in his thoughts. He didn’t want to tell them why, he felt ridiculous. He knew it was a silly reason, but he felt even sillier admitting it. Besides, he didn’t want to risk it. The two of them worked perfectly together, he didn’t want to ruin that.

“He feels too old for her…”

“Please don’t read my mind” Newt interrupted Queenie, raising his voice a little bit. “Please”

You heard Newt’s voice and looked towards him, wondering what could be going on. A Thestral bumped its head against your arm, You turned back around and petted him, trying to pay attention to what they were talking. They kept talking, however, you could hardly get anything from what they were saying.

“But Newt” Tina continued. “You look 25, she looks 21, I don’t see the problem…”

“I-I’m actually 27, and she just turned 22” Newt muttered.

“Honey, 5 years isn’t much of a difference” Queenie said sweetly. “And she doesn’t care”

Newt looked up at her, meeting her blue eyes, and then looking back at his feet again, he shrugged.

They remained silent, and you decided to go back with them. You couldn’t hear anything from what they said, but you decided to shrug it off. Tine and Queenie looked at you as you When you caught up with them, you stood next to Newt, as he shyly smiled at you.

“Well, I guess we should go home…” Tina said.

“Y-yeah, it’s getting late. I should probably buy tickets for the ship to England” Newt added quickly.

“No ship leaves this late, you’ll have to wait for tomorrow. You can stay in our place if you want to. You’ll have a bed where to sleep, a nice dinner, and hot cocoa” Tina said with a soft smile. “What do you think?”

Newt smiled warmly at Tina and bowed gently.

“That sounds delightful, thank you” he whispered. “Let me tell Y/N”

“Okay, we’ll wait for you outside” Tina said, as she and Queenie walked towards the stairs.

You were unable to hear anything from the conversation, and gave up. You remained petting the thestrals, as a little one was running in circles around your feet. Newt walked inside the room, but stayed at the entrance. He called your name softly, like a gentle purr from a cat.

“Yes, Newt?” You said turning around.

“We’ll have to spend the night here with the girls. But tomorrow we’re more going back to England. I was thinking of buying the tickets for the first ship tomorrow, and then arrive to Tina’s and Queen’s place to have dinner and get some rest…”

“Sure” you smiled at him.

It was a natural reflex for Newt to smile back at you with the biggest of smiles. His green eyes sparkled, and a light blush covered his cheeks. He walked out the room, and you followed him closely, as you two made your way outside the case. Newt told Tina he was going to buy the tickets and you were going to see them both in their apartment. The two girls nodded and wished you luck before they left towards their building.

* * *

Once back at the girls’ flat, and after dinner, you were staying in an improvised room with magic. Newt was staying in the same room he had stayed with Kowalski. You were reading one of the books Tina and Queen had, until a soft knock on the door distracted you. You grabbed your want next to your bed and waved it, opening the door.

Newt poked its head from the other side and asked if it was okay to come in.myou giggled and nodded, as he walked inside, closing the door behind him.

“I didn’t wake you, did I?” He asked. You shook your head softly, and showed him the book you were reading. “Great. I don’t feel like sleeping just yet, but also I don’t feel like being alone, so I thought I could come here…” He said, looking down shyly, as his face turned slightly red.

“It’s okay, Newt” you assured him “I’m not feeling like sleeping either” you muttered, as he smiled at you, like saying thank you. “Newt, can I mask you something?” Newt nodded immediately. You always asked him if you could ask something, and newt found that incredibly cute. “Earlier, while I was feeding the thestrals, you were talking with Tina and Queen, I didn’t hear anything, except when you raised your voice all of a sudden…I mean, it’s none of my business, I just wanted to know if you were okay”

Newt looked at the floor, and took a deep breath.

“Yeah, I’m fine” he said, smiling at you.

You knew he was lying, and that he had lied so you wouldn’t worry about him. You sat on the bed and patted the bed softly, telling him to sit next to you.

“Are you sure, Newt?” You said, as he walked towards the bed, sitting next to you.

He sighed bitterly. He rested his elbows on his knees, and stared at the floor. He remained silent for several seconds. You were staring at him, knowing there was something in his mind, and he wanted to talk about it. He couldn’t bring himself to speak at first, and after a long silence, he sighed and looked at you.

“Can I ask you for a favour first?” Newt whispered, staring with his bright green eyes as you nodded. “Please don’t ask anything until I’m finished talking, and it’s not necessary for you to say something. If you want you can not talk about it, and that’ll be fine as well. And I want you to know that you’re free to chose whatever you’d like after I’m done…”

You chuckled lightly at what he said.

“Newt, you’re kinda scaring me. You sound like you’re about to fire me or whatever…I mean, I don’t precisely work for you, since we’re more like…partners in crime…” Your voice shook, as you slowly began to worry.

“What? No. No, no, no. I mean, no. I-I would never let you go…” He muttered, looking at you, and then blushed once rep he realised what he said. “Not unless you’d want to…”

“Newt, what’s wrong?” You said, brushing his cheek with your hand.

He grabbed your hand gently between his hands. He opened to mouth, but any sound came out of it. He took a deep breath, and looked down at your hands.

“Y/N” he began “I would never let you go, unless you wanted to. I-I’d never hold you back…But that’s not the point.” He shut his eyes closed, and continued talking. “Y/N, I really like you. A lot, actually.” You gawked, trying to assimilate everything in your head, however, he continued talking. “But I’ve always felt really stupid about it…and insecure” He sighed. “Earlier, Tina noticed the way I was looking at you, while you fed the thestrals, and immediately knew what was happening. Then Queen read my mind, and told me it was ridiculous for me to think that I felt too old for you…”

“Newt, you’re barely five years older than me…” You interrupted him softly.

Newt looked at the floor, without saying anything. You grabbed his face in your hands and stared into his eyes, as he stared at you ashamed. Without giving it much thought, you leaned forward, pressing your lips. He remained a few seconds motionless before he kissed you back. You two intertwined your lips awkwardly, trying to figure out how to move.

Your guts began feeling wobbly, and your stomach suddenly felt funny. You’d been into Newt after the first few months of travelling with him. He was so gentle and nice all the time, it was impossible for you to fall for him. And now, he’d finally told you he liked you back.

After several seconds, you  finally synched, and began to be pulled away from reality, and towards a heating passion. Newt brushed your cheek with his finger, and continued to trace a delicate line down your neck. He was kissing you with such tenderness, although he occasionally bit your lip. You played with his hair, and grabbed some of it in your grip, as you pulled him closer.

His hands held your waist lightly and pushed you gently over the bed. Once he was on top of you, you began to lose control of yourself. Feeling his weight on top of you made your skin shiver. His kiss was warm, passionate, full. You could no longer think, you were just acting.

He kneeled on the bed, and unbuttoned down his vest and shirt as he took them off. You kneeled on the bed in front of him and wrapped your arms around his shoulders as he kept kissing you. Newt placed his hands on your waist and moved them up your back, underneath your jumper. He then moved his hands to your shoulders and took off your jumper. You began unbuttoning your white shirt and took it off.

Newt began kissing your neck as his arms snaked around your waist, pulling you closer to him. His lips brushed your skin all the way to your shoulders. He went back to your lips and kept kissing them sweetly. He tightened his grip, squeezing you against him, as you felt his warm chest against yours. You suddenly became aware of his erection against your body, and felt turned on by it.

You placed your hands on his chest and moved them down to his hips. You then tried to undo his belt, but found it slightly hard. Newt helped you out, and took off his pant. You lied on the bed, as he crawled next to you and started leaving small kisses on your face, as he used one of his hands to trace delicate lines with his fingers on you belly, going down to your crotch.

He stopped kissing your face, but remained close.

“Can I…?” He asked, as you nodded, before leaned forward, kissing you, brushing his tongue against your lip teasingly.

His hand went under your underwear and skirt. You moaned softly, as you felt his warm touch on your clit. You bit him gently, as he sighed deeply. You felt his warm fingers caress you and without previous warning he fingered you, making you moan even louder. You tightened around his fingers, feeling your body grow warm.

Newt broke the kiss at once and pulled your skirt along with your panties and threw them on the floor. He then took of his underwear and crawled back on top of you. You blushed and stared into his eyes, as his sweet stare was melting you down.

“Stay with me” He whispered, “Y/N. Please, stay with me” He brushed your cheeks with his fingers as he spoke.

“I want to stay with you, Newt” You purred as he leaned forward and gently pressed his lips on yours for a few seconds.

“If it’s okay if I…”

“Please do” You interrupted him, as he smiled shyly and you noticed him blush.

“Y/N” He moaned as he slowly filled you in.

You groaned and clawed your fingers on his back, as he kissed your shoulder. He began moving his hips slowly, deeply. You wrapped your legs around his hips, and pulled him closer whenever he pushed his body closer to you.

“Newt” You inhaled sharply as he thrusted in.

“Y/N” He breathed to your ear. “You feel so tight”

As time went by, he began gaining speed and strength. And the sweet kisses were turning into passionate ones and occasional bites. You felt his arm muscles tighten as he held you close, going deeper inside you with every thrust. The silence of the night soon faded and your moans and groans filled the room.

He sat on the bed and pulled you on top of him, and snaked his arm around your waist, as he kissed your neck. This time you were moving your hips. You were moving slowly yet, pushing your hips strongly, as he groaned your name in a low voice, and tightening his grip on your skin. He gently bit your neck, containing his moan. He buried his face in the crook of your neck as you wrapped your arms around his shoulders.

As you felt yourself climax, and the warmth spread like wildfire all over your body, you tightened around Newt. Newt noticed you were cumming and pushed you to the bed, pinning your wrists against the bed as he thrusted faster and stronger than before as you screamed his name. You wrapped your legs around his waist quickly, still feeling your orgasm electrify every inch of your body.

Hearing your shaky voice call his name made him shiver and buried his face next to your head, as he kept thrusting before he came. He pushed one last time, deeper, as you felt his back muscles contract, and with your legs you pushed him even deeper, and hugged him tightly as he came inside of you.

The two of your were panting, as the room became silent again. Newt pulled out but remained on top of you, catching his breath. You brushed his shaggy hair softly.

“Newt” You called his name gently.

“Yeah Y/N?” He breathed heavily.

“Stay with me tonight” You muttered.

He looked at you, blushing heavily and leaned forward, kissing you softly.

“Of course” He purred.

I don’t really feel like talking about Sherlock :(

Gonna be blogging elsewhere for a time. Might delete this blog. I’m not sure. If we’re pals here, hmu for my new URL.

We made something beautiful. We saw the world for something better than it was. I don’t regret that. I don’t regret you. I’m proud of you, and of us.

I’m sorry we squandered so much on cruel, arrogant men who never deserved our love or our faith. I’m sorry.

anonymous asked:

i don't really understand what the significance is behind the apple tree yard article?? i'm not trying to be rude at all but could you explain what your point was when you read it?? i don't understand the connection between that and sherlock? is it the middle aged part of it? this is probably really stupid right now sorry :(

uh… like, i know this is going to sound crazy right now, like, believe me, and i myself feel vulnerable and not ready to get back unto the breach, but apple tree yard might not be a real show. it’s supposed to be replacing sherlock in the 9pm time slot, but the bbc schedule for the 29th (when the second episode of apple tree yard would supposedly air) is empty. like, as if there isn’t… a second episode. as if there’s only one episode

am i losing my mind? is the world made out of pudding? i guess i have to wait one more week to find out 

keelynoelleart  asked:

Sorry this isn't related to the character art tag, I just had a question. What do you feel is your biggest artistic weakness or just thing you wish you were better at drawing? I always found your art to be nothing short of mesmerizing but I know the artist themselves tend be more hard on themselves and wondered if you too saw more flaws/things to get better at than not.

I think artists tend to seem harder on themselves because the audience that views their stuff don’t know the initial idea behind the image and what the artist wanted to convey. Artists want to communicate something and when it does not come out that way it’s flawed to them. Also depends on one knowing what they are looking at. With time comes a trained eye.

But, my response to your question is ‘everything’. There is always studying to do.
To me art in all it’s forms is an undertaking that has no end. It’s forever in flux just like the person. The lineart I like today is not what I like tomorrow. The backgrounds from yesterday can be improved with something from today.

Because of this, the answer will always be everything and it’s always going to feel that way.

Have You

Hoseok x Reader


Genre: Smut but theres a hECK TON OF FLUFF

Words: 4.5k whOOPS

Warnings: Lil tiny daddy kink, light spanking, lil bit of teasing here and there

Summary: He’s was your bad boy, and you were his good girl. You had always avoided your mutual feelings towards him for your studies. You two had a study date, and this time, this time he wasn’t going to let you go.

A/N: for @yoonkookgrl​ because i wanted to !!! this got too long im so sorry im terrible at writing smut so so sorry

Originally posted by btsumari

You huffed as you left your class. Your professor had given you a B+, when you most certainly should’ve gotten an A! You knew it wasn’t really anything to be upset about, but you just couldn’t help it. You were such a perfectionist when it came to your grades and your work. You had high standards for yourself.

Your friends were jealous of your relationships with your professors. Most of them loved you, and your friends simply dismissed it as you being a nerd. You didn’t mind it though, you knew they were just playing around. You couldn’t really deny it though, you just loved it when you received high marks or got a perfect grade on an assignment. Then again, you were always cooped up in your dorm when all your friends were partying. You longed to hang out with them, but your assignments have been piling up lately, and you haven’t had any down time.

You were walking down the corridor, lost in your thoughts, when you suddenly bumped into someone in front of you. You stumbled backwards and almost fell on your ass. Coherent words seemed to fail to come out as you attempted to talk a mile a minute. “I-I am so so sorry! I d-didn’t mean to! I’m really s-sorry! I must be i-in your way, I’ll just-”. Before you could finish your sentence, a hand grabbed hold of your arm and pulled you so you were standing straight.

“Woah, woah, slow down there, princess. Are you okay?” the voice spoke, and you recognized it immediately. No one else called you princess like that. You finally looked up right into the eyes of who you bumped into, and you blushed immediately. “I-I’m fine. can let go now. And I’m not your princess.” You pouted, trying to pull your arm out of your grip. Hoseok only smirked and held you closer.

“Aw, but I’ve missed you, (Y/N). You haven’t been coming out with your friends lately, why’s that?” He asked with genuine interest. His grip loosened a bit, enabling you to slip your arm free, even though you two still stood a little too close for comfort. “I’ve been busy, Hoseok. I actually care about my grades.” You huffed a little impatiently. You had one more class before you could go home and finish your work. You only had two assignments left to finish. Hoseok, being the ‘bad boy’ he is, didn’t spend all of his time studying. Most of the time, he was partying or doing something illegal. Somehow he still managed to pass.

Hoseok let out a laugh and grinned at you brightly. It wasn’t his usual smirk, it was the grin that made you blush and stutter, but nonetheless smile back at him. “You’re such a nerd, princess.” He said and flicked your nose. Then his face lit up with an idea. “Since you’re so smart, could you help me study tonight?”

Your ears perked up at that. Hoseok? Studying? It was hard to imagine. “You want me? To help you study?” You questioned, absolutely shocked at his request.

Hoseok’s hand started twirling a strand of your hair. “Mostly the first part, but yes. I’m kinda sorta failing this one class, and I can’t have that, ya know? You’re in that class. So you should help me.”

You sighed, hoping he didn’t see the blush on your face. “Fine, Hoseok. But no funny business, alright?” You said, poking at his chest. Hoseok pouted and reluctantly nodded. “Not even one kiss?” He said and you laughed and punched him in the arm. It was always like this with Hoseok. Him shamelessly flirting with you, trying to take you out somewhere, and you denying him for your studies. Maybe another time, you would always say.

Although you couldn’t deny your own feelings for the strikingly handsome man.

You decided to flirt back for once, just for the fun of it. “Maybe one kiss, but that’s only if you really study!” Hoseok was taken back by that, and his cheeks flushed cutely. He smiled and pulled you into a hug that lifted you off of your feet. You giggled and squirmed. “P-Put me down! People are looking!”

“Let them look. That way they’ll know you’re mine.” He murmured into your hair and your face turned a bright shade of red. When he finally put you down, his hand lightly brushed against your cheek. It was an intimate gesture, and it made your heart beat faster. “I’ll see you, princess.”

“Y-Yeah, I’ll see you, Hoseok.” You said, walking off to your last class of the day. Hoseok watched your retreating form with adoration. God, if he could hold you like that forever. Hoseok realized at the last minute, that you had let him call you princess for once. As he walked off, he had a big dumb smile on his face, all because of you.

Later on after you had finished your last class, you had decided to head up to your dorm to clean up. Your roommate wouldn’t be back for a while, you had already checked with her. You set up your books and texted Hobi.

You: Bring takeout! I’m starving

Hobi: Anything for you, princess. I’ll be there soon.

You sighed and went to go shower and change your clothes. You didn’t really know what to put on for your study date, so you had opted for a simple baggy t-shirt and some shorts that may have been a little too tight. Then you had thought to yourself, were you about to tease him with these shorts?

You decided yes. It was the least bit of fun you could have. Hoseok always teased you. Calling you princess, swiping your notebook and keeping it out of your reach, lingering touches that had always made you shiver..

Woah. Too far. Contain your urges (Y/N). You sighed to yourself as you tried not to think about the man in ways that wouldn’t exactly be appropriate. Then you heard a knock at the door. You stood on your toes to look through the peephole, and saw Hoseok standing at your door with Chinese takeout. You opened the door and Hoseok greeted you with a smile. “Hey there.”

You let him in and told him to sit down on the couch, in front of the table where your books were set up. “I’ll be back in a minute. I’m gonna get my notebook.” As you left the room, Hoseok looked around your dorm. It was just so you. Traces of your roommate, of course, but she was never really around as much as you were. Hoseok shook his head. Always in your room.

Hoseok swore, he would show you the world once you’d let him. Hell, he’d give you the world. He’d been chasing after you since freshman year, and he could tell that you liked him too. But it was always studies first, relationships and fun second. The handsome man sighed. You walked back into the room, notebook in hand. Hoseok had finally noticed your tiny, tight shorts and visibly stiffened.

You frowned as you sat down on the couch. “Hobi? What’s wrong?” You questioned. Hoseok shivered. He loved when you called him Hobi, and you didn’t do it often. But when you did…God. Was he getting hard right here on your couch? Within the first five minutes of being here? He had the urge to hang his head in shame. “I-I’m fine. Just got..chills.” He explained, even though that was the quite opposite.

He’s had the hots for you since forever, and he didn’t know how long he could keep it under control.

“Well then, let’s start!” You said, taking some of the takeout and blowing on it before putting it in your mouth. You had chewed and swallowed before speaking again. “Show me where you need help, Hobi.” There it was again. Hobi. Hobi. Hobi. He could listen to you say it all day. He quickly opened the book before you could say anything else. “A-Ah, chapter eight. I don’t get it at all..”

You two had been at it for about an hour, and all the food was gone. Hoseok was starting to get the gist of it now. You were relieved. Even with Hoseok being a so called ‘bad boy’(with a fear of almost everything), you still didn’t want him failing any of his classes. He was one of your closest friends, and crush.

Not that anybody else would know that.

Sighing, you two decided to take a break, much to Hoseok’s relief.

“Yah, (Y/N) wouldn’t have even taken a break if I wasn’t here. Don’t try to deny it either.” The man huffed childishly. You laughed and hit his chest. Just a simple touch like that made his heart rate pick up. God, you looked so pretty when you laughed. His mind started to wander, and eventually he wondered what you looked like when you-

“I guess you’re right, but your studies are important! You want to graduate don’t you?” You scolded, giving him another smile. You threw your legs over his lap, assuming that he wouldn’t mind. And he wouldn’t have minded, if he wasn’t desperately trying to keep himself from getting half hard while he was sitting on your couch trying to study. As much as he wanted to take you right then and there, with your permission of course, he knew studying was important to you.

“Yeah, but what am I gonna get for all this studying?” He pouted, suggesting something. All you did was roll your eyes. “You get to pass.” You answered bluntly. Hoseok whined and pulled at your arm. You giggled and sat up. “Fine. We’ll go through the review. For every question you get right you’ll get…” You stopped and started to contemplate what you could reward him with. “A kiss!” Hoseok blurted excitedly, before he could stop himself.

You blushed and looked at him. As if he had just realized what he’d said, he blushed too.


As soon as the words came out of your mouth, you jumped in surprise. Hoseok had put his hand on your ankle. He stared at you wide-eyed. “R-Really?”

You swallowed the lump in your throat. “W-Why not? No harm done..” You said shyly. Hoseok’s grip on your ankle tightened, and you had started to wonder if you’d regret this. This could either end horribly, or end up just fine. You guessed that you’d just have to take that chance.

You saw that the first set of review questions were pretty easy, and you started to sweat. Surprisingly, Hoseok had only gotten four of them right. Four kisses. Four little pecks. That’s all. You could do this. You gulped and looked at Hoseok. Unsurprisingly, he was already staring at you, eyes flickering from your lips to your eyes, and back down to your lips.

You leaned in first, deciding that if you took the lead, it would be over quicker. Hoseok was quick to close the gap in between you, and as soon as he did, his soul left his body.

He’d been waiting for this since freshman year, and now he finally had you, in a way. Your lips were so soft, just as he imagined them. As soon as it happened, it stopped. “One.” You whispered.

Another. “Two.”

Another. “Three.” One more. “Four.”

You and Hoseok were sitting much closer than before now, and you couldn’t take your eyes off of each other. You blinked and shook yourself out of your daze. “O-Okay. A-Alright. Next set. It’s..It’s twenty this time.”

Hoseok just nodded. Holy hell, if that was what it felt like to kiss you, he was going to make sure he got every fucking question right. That didn’t happen. Out of twenty, he got fourteen right. He was pissed at himself. You, however, were ecstatic. That was way better than what he did in the first set. Then you realized you had to kiss him…fourteen times…

You didn’t know how long you would last. At the same time, you were curious as to which one of you would break first. You scooted even closer to Hobi. You could do this.

This time, he eagerly leaned in first and captured your lips. “One.” He said. His voice was much steadier than yours had been.

“Two.” It was you this time.


“Four.” You two were taking turns counting.

“Five.” He growled. At this point, you were sitting in his lap, his hands on your hips, your own hands on his strong shoulders.

“S-Six.” His hands grip your hips harder.


“Eig-hah..” His tongue found its way into your mouth and you moaned softly. He’d stopped counting. He couldn’t take it anymore. Your moan threw him over the edge. Fuck studying, he wanted you.

One of his hands traced up your body and made you shiver. His tongue licked into your mouth so hungrily, almost as if he wanted to devour you. Which he did, in a way. Your tongues tangled, fighting for dominance, which you thought you had, until he slapped your thigh and growled, which made you whimper and give in instantly. The sting only amplified the growing heat in between your legs.

His wandering hand that wasn’t on your hip found your hair, keeping you from pulling away. Who needed air anyway?

Oh. You did.

You whimpered at his hold, finally finding the strength to pull away from him. As soon as you pulled away, his mouth went to your neck. Hoseok planted opened mouthed kisses, sucking at the skin as if his life depended on it. He bit, sucked, and licked everywhere, making sure to leave marks. “H-Hoseok, I, hah, I c-can’t cover th-those..”

“You’re not going to cover them. You’ll leave them uncovered and everyone will know you’re mine.” You shuddered at his words. They ran through your head over and over again. Your wetness was pooling in between your thighs. You just couldn’t help it. But you remembered, you had studying to do.

“Hoseok, Hoseok, we have to, ah, w-we have to study..” You stuttered as he was attacking your neck. He groaned and lifted his head to look at you. “Can’t we study later?” He whined. You shook your head furiously. “W-We have to study, Hobi! You still haven’t finished the review!” You said, pointing to the open book. Hobi glanced at the book before staring at you again. “…Fine. But you’re staying right here, princess”

Hobi picked up his notebook and started at the review again. There were twenty more questions. He worked surprisingly silently, seemingly focused on the work in front of him. You sat impatiently on his lap, squirming ever so slightly to get the tiniest bit of friction. Maybe you should have just forgotten studying..

“I’m finished. Stop squirming.” Hoseok said, voice an octave lower than it was before. You grabbed the paper from his hands and made sure to check it slowly. Your eyes widened in shock. “You..”

Hoseok quirked his eyebrow.

“Y-You got all twenty right..” Hoseok smirked at your words. You barely had time to register before his hands were on your hips again, pulling you closer and making your hips grind down on his. You whimpered at the friction, suddenly hyper aware of the growing bulge in his pants.

“That means I get twenty kisses. Pay up, (Y/N).”

As soon as the words left his mouth, you grabbed his face and closed the gap once more. He grabbed your wrist and pinned your arms down to your sides. You whined as he pulled away.

“Ah ah ah, no touching. Hands at your sides.” His tone was commanding, and it didn’t fail to turn you on. Your obedient side wanted to listen, but you wanted to tease him further. “And what if I don’t?” You teased, eager to see what he would do. Hoseok growled gave a harsh slap to your thigh, making you cry out.

“You don’t want to get punished, princess. Or do you?”

You gulped loudly and shook your head. “N-No, Hobi..” Another slap to your thigh came and you cried out again. This time he soothed the spot. “Wrong answer, doll.”

“N-No, sir..?” You said, hoping it was the right answer. Wrong. One more slap to your thigh had you dripping. Hoseok chuckled. “Getting closer.”


Hoseok grinded your hips together roughly, making you moan and throw your head back.

“Good girl. Now hands at your sides.” You obeyed and let Hoseok attack your neck with his mouth once more, leaving even more love bites and hickies that were sure to say for a while. Not that you minded. Hoseok’s hands started to wander once again, finding your breasts under your baggy shirt. He kneaded them, squeezing and pulling. You couldn’t resist tangling your fingers in his dyed locks, which earned you a squeeze to both your nipples that was borderline painful. You shrieked at his sudden aggression.

“What did I say, princess?” You groaned and put your hands back down. What you didn’t expect was for Hoseok to abruptly lift up your shirt and take one of your nipples into his mouth. When had he even gotten your bra off? You sighed and pressed further into Hoseok. His tongue swirled around your nipple while his hand played with the other. You longed to touch him, but all you could do was be a good girl and let him have his way with you.

Hobi groaned. Hobi loved this about you. You were so good; not just in a sexual way, but in general. You were good to the people around you, good to animals, hell, you were even good to inanimate objects. He remember when you’d once knocked over someone’s lamp at a party and said sorry to it, and you weren’t even drunk! You were such an amazing and wonderful person. He couldn’t help but be hopelessly in love. You felt the same of course.

Behind his bad boy demeanor was a literal ray of sunshine, who could make you smile with just a look. He was so sweet, so caring, rarely anyone got that close to him to where they could see that side of him. But you and Hobi were close. But you both knew that you wanted to be closer.

Hoseok had decided that he’d teased you enough. “That’s it. Come on.” He picked you up by your thighs, making you wrap them around his waist. You and Hoseok both groaned at the tiny bit of friction. Hoseok knew where your room was by now. He stumbled to your room while sucking on your neck. Once he finally got the two of you there, he placed you on the bed and kissed you again. He kept your arms beside your head, pinning you in place.

One of his hands started tracing along your body and soon got down to where you needed him most. His finger traced along your slit through your tiny shorts and you couldn’t help but moan loudly into his mouth. He growled, wanting to rip your shorts off of you already. Which he did.

You squeaked in surprise as he threw your shorts across the room to who knows where. Hobi rubbed your slit through your underwear, making you squirm and writhe. You broke away from the kiss, gasping for air.

“H-Hobi, hah, ahh..stop..teas-” You were cut off by your own loud moan when Hobi pushed your underwear aside and dipped a finger into your heat. The look in his eyes was predatory. You shivered. Then you realized you had one hand free and started to feel down his toned chest, to which he payed no mind. “That’s not the right way to ask, princess.” He simply stated, as if his finger wasn’t knuckle deep inside you.

“Please..p-please, Daddy..I c-can’t..” You whimpered. Hoseok took pity in your wrecked form, and started pumping his finger in and out, making you whine. “D-D-Daddy! Another o-one..please..”

Another digit entered you and you were a mess. Your senses were overwhelmed and Hoseok staring directly at you wasn’t helping. “You’re doing good, princess. Maybe I should reward you, yeah?”

You were confused as to what he meant, but when his head dipped down between your legs, you couldn’t even speak to question him on it. His tongue immediately started swirling around your sensitive nub, making you see stars. You almost screamed at the sensation. He sucked and gave kitten licks, while two of his fingers were inside you. Another curl of his fingers and you felt that familiar knot tightening in your stomach way too soon. You tried to squirm away, but Hoseok kept you in place.

“A-Ah, Daddy, p-please! I’m g-going to..”

“But isn’t that what you want, princess? Don’t you want Daddy to make you come?” You hesitated at that, but still protested nonetheless.

“I..I want to c-come with Daddy..” You stuttered, trying not to scream. That stopped Hoseok altogether. He quickly rid himself of his clothing, and removed your underwear. You got on your knees as quickly as you could and pushed him down onto the bed. “Princess? What are you-”

“Shh. I want to make Daddy feel good, too.” You said, running your finger up and down the underside of his length.He shivered and tangled his hands in your hair. “Don’t tease, princess.” You started dragging your tongue flat against his length, giving kitten licks to the tip when you got there. Hoseok groaned and threw his head back, and you took that has a sign to keep going. You abruptly engulfed the head into your mouth, making his hips buck into your mouth. “S-Shit..” You gagged a bit, but then giggled at his eagerness, the vibrations making him hiss. “Princess…” He warned. You then took him in slowly, inch by inch until you got to the base. You then started bobbing your head up and down.

“’re doing so good, princess.” You moaned at the praise, letting a hand trail down your own body to touch yourself, but you were quickly stopped.

“Don’t. Make Daddy come first, doll.” He growled, knowing you would listen. Despite whining, you did what you were told and kept your hands on his hips. You bobbed your head, determined to make him come. Hoseok let out quiet moans and groans, trying not to take control and fuck your face right then and there. It was when you sucked on a vein that he lost it.

“Hold still, princess.” You halted your movement and waited for him to tell you what to do next. But he didn’t tell you to do anything. It took you a moment, but when he slowly started bucking into your mouth, you started to get the idea. Hoseok’s movements slowly started to speed up, and you gagged when his tip hit the back of your throat repeatedly. Tears started forming at the corner of your eyes.

“Hah, fuck. You’re so good..” He moaned. His bucking got even faster and more erratic and you knew he was close. “Ahh, fuck, fuck,’re mouth is so good..” You hollowed your cheeks and that’s what sent him over the edge, spilling his warmth into your mouth with a loud groan.

You swallowed as much as you could, some dribbled down your chin. You looked at him and saw he was catching his breath, but still looking at you as if he were about to pounce. “Hah, come here.” He pulled you into his lap again and captured your lips once more. You held his face, but this time he didn’t stop you. This time the kiss was a lot more intimate than the ones before. It was slow, and passionate. He pulled away, looking you in the eye with more than lust. “Condoms.”

“Nightstand, second drawer.”

Hoseok reached into your nightstand, grabbing a condom, nearly ripping the foil open and rolling it onto his still throbbing member. He flipped you two over so that he was on top, and gave you one more look in your eye. You were confused as to why he stopped, then you realized.

He was asking for consent.

You nodded and pulled him in for a kiss. You let out a shaky breath when you felt his tip against your slit. Slowly, he pushed himself in to the hilt, filling you completely. Both of you moaned. Finally, finally, finally. Hoseok had you. You weren’t pushing him away.

Sure, over the years you and Hobi had known each other, you had fooled around a bit. Handjobs in the bathroom, fingering in the library, but that’s as far as you would go. You had always pushed him away, explaining how a relationship would be too much for you right now. Of course, he respected your choices, but that didn’t stop him from pining after you.

Now he had you. You were in his arms, and he had you. And he was never letting you go.

Hoseok stilled, allowing you to adjust and you wrapped your arms around his neck. He also was trying to keep himself from bursting right there, just at the thought of him being inside, the thought that he finally had you. After a minute, you squirmed a little. “Hobi..m-move..”

Complying to your request, he pulled out almost completely, and slammed back in. You yelped at the sudden movement. He did it again, and again. The steady pace was electrifying, but you wanted more. “Hobi..Hobi- hah..faster..”

Hoseok grunted. “What’s the magic w-word?”

“Hobi please.”

Of course, he couldn’t deny you. He sped up his pace, and you tried to meet his thrusts halfway, moaning loud and uncontrollably. Getting embarrassed at your own high pitched noises, you covered your mouth with one of your hands. Hoseok growled and pinned your arms down. “I want to hear you, princess.” From this point on he was set on making you moan louder. His thrusts got even harder, and your own hips couldn’t keep up.

Your release was starting to creep up on you faster than expected, now even more powerful due to your lack of release earlier.

“Please..P-Please please please..Hobi..fuck..” You panted. Hoseok then threw your legs over his shoulders, pounding even deeper and hitting that one spot that made white speckles spot your vision. You nearly screamed, repeating his name like a mantra.

“F-Fuck, (Y/N). You take me so f-fucking good.” He groaned, thrust becoming sloppy. You were overwhelmed with pleasure, you didn’t know just how much more you could take. The knot in your stomach was unbearably tight.


“Me too, j-just..Hold on..” Hold on? You were holding on as much as you could, and you were just about at your limit. “I-I can’t! Hoseok I-”

“Come for me, (Y/N). You can let go now.”

Just his words were enough to send you over the edge, moaning his name like it was the only word you knew. A few more thrusts, and Hoseok was coming too, a loud growl ripping from his throat. He rode out both of your orgasms, before throwing the condom away and cleaning you two off. He laid down next to you and pulled you into his arms. You were breathing heavily and were exhausted. Yet you pulled him in for a slow, loving kiss. When you pulled away, Hoseok was smiling so brightly and you couldn’t help but smile back.


“Yes, Hoseok?”

“Does this..Does this mean..”

“Mean what, Hoseok?” You giggled. You knew what he was talking about.

“Does this mean you’re actually mine? Like, really mine?” He asked worriedly, fearing that you would just brush him off. You pressed into him and giggled into his chest. “Of course. I was yours the moment I climbed into your lap on the couch.” Hoseok’s heart started beating a mile a minute. 

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes.

“Thank God. I don’t know how much longer I could’ve waited.”

That had you frozen on the spot.

“Hobi…You would’ve waited for me..?” You queried, looking up at him with a shocked expression. He was looking right back at you, eyes soft and warm.

“I would’ve waited for as long as you needed if it meant I could be with you.” He confessed, arms wrapping around you tighter. You dug your head back into his chest shaking it back and forth. “Oh my God…I love you so much..Why did I wait so long?” You said, laughing, more to yourself than him.

Hoseok could’ve bursted into tears of joy. He felt so warm, so loved, so complete. “I love you too. So so so much. Does this mean I can finally give you the world?”

“As long as you promise to come study with me.”

Hoseok rolled his eyes, but smiled nonetheless. “Deal.” You smiled brightly and tilted your head up to plant a chaste kiss on his lips. Hoseok could swear that this was the happiest day of his life.

He finally had you, and he was never letting you go.

anonymous asked:

How would the torture seen go with flowey and sans as humans?

That’s what fan art is for ;3c

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry if you've already done a hc about this but if you haven't what do you think Even did surrounding that first Kosegruppa meeting (so how did he find out Isak was going, how that made him feel etc.)


i think that even first got the notion that isak was going to the kossegruppa when he not so subtly watched him get approached by vilde + the Girls in the cafeteria - but i think that maybe he also approached vilde later to be what time is the thing exactly?? uh huh also where is it???? uh huh and also is that guy with red snapback gonna be there asking 4 a friend

and vilde’s a little bit confused as to why he’s interested but even gives her a good enough excuse, he’s a smooth guy, he’s also really hot and vilde is easily distracted so her suspicions are soon put to rest. so he gets the Information he needs - which is, yeah, cute guy with the red snapback is probably going to the meeting!

which like. gives even this sort of weird this is it feeling?? like, he’s never had a reason to approach this guy before, never had any classes or friends or hobbies in common with him - all he really has is that they have lunch at the same time. so this is sort of exhilarating, but also feels a little bit dangerous. bc having small little crushes while ur in long term relationships is fine if u don’t do anything about it and get over it in a short period of time - but this crush on isak has been lasting weeks, and getting more and more intense, and making contact with him. actually talking to him, interacting with him - it makes it real. and it makes it one step closer to cheating on sonja and ruining this safe relationship that he has. so there’s something inside of him that’s telling him to don’t break the rules, play it safe, stay away. you don’t even like kossegruppa anyways, you shouldn’t go. don’t give yourself exposure to temptation because then you cant act surprised when you give into it. 

but a bigger part of even is a highkey anarchist and says fuck you to that voice and fuck you to those rules and a biGGEr part of even is a hopeless romantic and he thinks that maybe this could be his shot at an accidental meetcute, the beginning of his own Real Love Story that’s exciting and passionate and nothing like his boring, dry romance with sonja. so he goes. and he’s determined to do whatever he can to grab snapback guy’s attention, bc fuck. when even does something, its all or nothing. he’s either 100% in or he’s out. if he’s going to that meeting to meet snapback guy, you bet he’s gonna meet fucking snapback guy. 

anyways. that’s what i’m thinking.

Sorry (Bucky x Reader)

A/N: Lol what an unoriginal name haha anyways, I hope you feel better anon!! I had to listen to the song a lot of times because I never heard it before and it’s quite good haha and wow is Bucky getting a lot of love the past few days😅

((P.s. Song lyrics are in italics))

Request: Hey ❤️ would you mind doing an imagine for a sad anon where you’re in a relationship with Bucky but one time you both get into a terrible fight about something stupid and he moves to Steve’s room. Later you realize how wrong you were and want to apologize. So the girls help you and then you’re singing the song ‘Sorry by Buckcherry’ to him (you’re a good singer) and you both realize then you can’t live without each other. So you make up and Bucky moves back. Also buckys pov if you like ❤️ thx

You crossed your arms and frowned at your boyfriend as you watched him pace in front of you, a tense atmosphere between the two of you.

“Why did you do it?” Bucky asked, stopping in front of you. You had just gotten back from a mission with Black Widow, and everything was going okay until an enemy came out of nowhere and attacked, shooting you which you managed to miss narrowly, except for a light graze.

“It’s fine now, I didn’t even get hurt at all,” you defended.

Bucky gave you a look, glancing at your arm with the bandage.

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anonymous asked:

What about the RFA searan+v reacting to MC telling them they are going to be a father?

Sorry if this is too small(and bad)…I hope you like it!And thanks for the request!

Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!
Any mistakes, report to me


  • You discovered that you’re pregnant.
  • Yoosung finally proved that he’s not a baby anymore.
  • This was just, so awesome, you’re finally building a family with the man that almost lose completely the vision of one eye because of you.
  • He even takes a picture of that moment and sends it, just so you guys don’t worry, faking that smile, you remember this until today, Yoosung’s not that weak that everybody, though.
  • He’s a strong man, he’s an angel.
  • Your angel.
  • He could even lose his life in that moment, but you know all that was in his head that moment was one thing: you.
  • Now you two have a stable life, he’s working now, you too, you guys are married, but the love?Never changed.
  • Yoosung just made omelettes for the two of you, and now you two are having coffee.
  • “Hey…Yoosung…” You said while he was chewing, but he looks at you anyway “Huh?” he said with his mouth full of food “I have something to tell you.”
  • He swallows all that food that was in his mouth and looks at you, smiling, “What is it?” He picks the coffee from the table, drinking.
  • “I’m pregnant” He spits all that coffee on the ground, looking at you with wide eyes,“Are you serious?” You nod, smiling at him, “MC ARE YOU REALLY SERIOUS?” You keep nodding and laughing.
  • And he kept asking and asking, hugging you, he doesn’t believe it.
  • When he stops hugging you, he looks at your eyes, with his eyes filled with tears “…Are you serious?”
  • You laugh and give him a little kiss “I’m really serious”.
  • He gives you a big smile and a kiss, after that, he would hug you and keep saying between the tears “Thank you MC”.


  • Zen just came back from rehearsals, you’re so nervous, you thought i would be a good idea to do a surprise revelation!
  • But you’re so nervous that you haven’t prepared anything, you go straight to the point.
  • When he came home, you run to him and give him a hug, greeting him, you always to this.
  • You have always supported him and let him know that you’re there for him.
  • “I have good news princess…” He says kissing your cheek, you smiled “Oh…That’s strange, i have good news too!But you can go first!”
  • He laughs “Ok…” He closed his eyes and lift his arms, “ I GOT THAT ROLE!” You open your mouth and congratulate him as you hug him.
  • “I WANT TO SEE YOU WIN THAT PRINCESS!” He laughs, letting you say “Ok, my turn”.
  • You close your eyes, “I’m pregnant” you open your eyes after a while, Zen looks like a statue “…This means i’m going to be a father?”.
  • You laugh and nod, he kisses you, a deep kiss with all those emotions that you guys have been in all those eyes, he can’t help himself, he cried a little bit.
  • After that, he’s flipping out “Omg MC we have to find a new house!And if it’s a princess?I would have to protect her from all those beasts!”
  • You just laughed, he’s so dramatic, that is one of the reasons that you love him.


  • He thinks a family is very important, and you know he wants one with you and Elizabeth.
  • And now that you know that you’re pregnant, you are so excited to tell him!
  • Jumin is a piece of ice, but with you,  he’s sweet and tells everything that he’s feeling.
  • But this doesn’t mean that you know how he’s going to react.
  • He came back from work, you were on the couch with Elizabeth, yeah, you guys are best friends now, got a problem?
  • Jumin see you two together and he laughs while taking off his suit, he goes to you and kisses your forehead “I’m back love…” You look at him and smile “That’s good, i have something to tell you, i already told Elizabeth…Now i must say to you!”
  • He laughs, what did you do? You’re so happy, he thinks you may have done something wrong “You can tell me now.”
  • “Well…” You look at Elizabeth smiling and then you look at him “I’m pregnant!”
  • He froze, you’re a bit worried because of that,  especially after you see some tears in his eyes, you stood up, really worried right now “Jumin…Are you alright?”.
  • He just hugged you so tightly that you almost lose all your breath.
  • He’s so emotional right now, so you gave him time. After some, while he’s all over you, kissing your belly really happy, saying that this child will have everything.
  • And that night he would sleep with his head on your belly, smiling.


  • What will be your life after this kid? He’ll make dad jokes, YOU’RE ALREADY CRINGING!
  • This means…It’s going to be awesome!
  • Maybe you should search for some mom jokes.
  • You didn’t even take some time, you just run to him and screamed “I’M NOT MC ANYMORE, I’M PREGNANT”
  • You are getting good at this, yeah!
  • Kill yourself.
  • He looks at you, surprised, but he jumps from his chair and yell “THEN I’M NOT SAEYOUNG ANYMORE, I’M DAD!“ 
  • And then you two shared hugs, kisses, crying, so happy!
  • Saeran appeared "Hey Saey—I’ll call you later…”
  • Saeran will kill himself, he can’t take this anymore.
  • You guys are just laughing, calling yourselves mom and dad.
  • Wtf is your problem?BE NORMAL!


  • He made your life better, and you made his life better.
  • V deserves better 2017.
  • Petition.
  • And now you’re pregnant of this precious man.
  • He was sitting on the couch, hearing some music, relaxing.
  • You walk to him, turn off that radio, he doesn’t understand why you did that “Sorry for that, i just need to tell you something” you sit beside him, smiling, he looks at you “What?Something’s wrong?”
  • You laugh, he always thinks something is wrong, always “No… I’m pregnant” “Oh, that’s good MC…” He smiled, you froze, that’s all?But after some seconds he looks at you again “What?You said that you were pregnant?”
  • You laugh again, yelling a big YES and he starts to cry, like, cry a lot.
  • You hug him, letting him cry on your shoulder when he’s better he would fill your face with kisses, with a big smile on his face, “You’ve made my life so much better…Thanks….You’re giving me a child…I don’t even know if i deserve it…” He said with a broken voice for crying too much “…I will make the surgery…I have to see my child’s eyes!”.
  • This is another good news…Looks like everything is working out for him FINALLY.


  • You’re afraid.
  • He always doesn’t care, or be grumpy about something, it’s not unusual.
  • So the inner you are saying that he’ll not care, and this make you sad.
  • But you’ll say to him, doesn’t matter how he’ll react to it.
  • “Hey Saeran” he just looks at you, with that expressionless face, this made you nervous “…I’m…I’m…I’m pregnant”.
  • ….
  • His expression is blank, but after some, while he runs to you and hugs you, he’ll not let you see his face, he’s crying.
  • He starts to kiss your neck while whispering sweet things in your ear “Thank you for saving me and taking me to the paradise…”.
  • This made you so happy!After some while, he stopped crying, but that smile doesn’t go away from his face.
  • Is so weird to see him like this.
  • “Okay then, i will make something to eat, i’m hungry!”

anonymous asked:

i was in love with my best friend of 5 years, and throughout that time her feelings back were on and off, but we've come to the conclusion now that i should move on. now i'm in a new relationship, but i still feel like i can't move on from her. my close friends say i should cut her off and move on, but they don't understand how close we were. I'm sorry if this is weird but i need advice from an outside party. if you don't want to, i understand. have a great day <3

hey, as hard as this may sound, i agree with your close friends. you need to cut her off, but ONLY FOR THE TIME BEING, as it’ll help you move on faster. once your feelings for her are ‘gone’, then it’ll be easier for you to be friends with her without wanting more. that’s just my opinion and what i would do in your situation. good luck! 

It’s not real. Graves x Reader

This is a short piece, but I had to write it cause it kept me awake at night and I had to get it out of my system. Sorry for making our beloved Percival suffer. I promise you that time will heal him.

Words: 934

Warnings: angst, nightmares, unconscious self harm (very light)

You couldn’t exactly say what woke you up from your peaceful dreams. Was it the heart wrenching sobs coming from the other side of the room? Was it the cold sheets and the otherwise warm spot next to you now empty? The lack of strong arms holding you tight? While slowly opening your eyes, you tried to orientate yourself in the dark. Blinking, your hand grasping for the familiar feeling of your man next to you. You only found a vacant spot, the sheets a tangled heap. “Percival?” you asked, your voice barely a whisper. No answer came. It was then that you heard the broken cry, a guttural sound that went straight to your heart. A sudden cold chill washed over you. In the corner of your bedroom sat a crouching figure, hunched over. He seemed to be trembling but it was difficult to tell in the dark. Three soft glowing orbs appeared with a flick of your wand.  The sudden light confirmed what you had feared, it was Percival.

You threw the blankets to the side and got up, the orbs floating with you. “Percival, my love, are you alright?” you asked, your voice gentle. The only response was a small whimper, his form drawing further back into the corner, drawing away from an invisible enemy. You took a few steps closer, wanting to get him back to the safety of the bed.

“Please, don’t hurt her” he pleaded, the trembling seemed to be getting worse, his hands clawing at his arms  “Please, hurt me, take me, not her…” His desperate pleadings made you realize he wasn’t awake. Your heart shattered into a thousand pieces at his repeated begs and cries. Begs and cries he once had experienced for real. Pleading for you life, offering anything just to keep you safe. Surrendering himself, his identity, his dignity to make sure you would be left in peace, to make sure no harm would come to you.

“My love.” you cooed “Wake up my love.” Step by step, like you were approaching a wounded animal, you took yourself closer to frightened man in the corner. “No, no, nooooo….” he cried, his face a mask of pain, his nails digging up blood now. It made your stomach turn. You could only imagine how he had been tortured, how days had faded into nights, hours and hours of never ending pain. Nothing but a shadow of the once fierce and proud man had been left when they found him, bound by invisible chains, barely alive. Patience and love were what had him slowly coaxed back to his old self. A new version of his old self though. A version that was hiding his vulnerability behind a brave mask, filled with fighting spirit. A version that broke down when he was alone, waiting for you to pull him up and put the pieces together. After a while that had faded too, your strength giving him the courage to hold on, your love fixing him piece by broken piece. Except some nights, when his walls would crumble down and the mental agony of what happened would engulf him. Nights like this.

“It’s me, love. Please wake up.” You sank down to your knees in front him,  trying to gently pry his hands away from his arms, the glowing orbs now floating above his head. They lit up his face, his dark eyes now opening, looking confused and scared. “It’s me.” you repeated. “It’s me and you’re safe. It’s not real.” All energy seemed to leave him and you were now able to pull his hands aways, his own blood under his fingernails. Your thumb started rubbing smooth circles inside his palms. You knew the delicate gesture calmed him down. The lost look in his eyes would haunt you for days but you made yourself look into his eyes. “He was hurting me.” Percival said, his voice sounding hoarse. “I know. But it’s not real. It’s not real, just a dream my love. Just a dream”  The trembling subsided, your hands now gliding up his arms, towards the prints his nails had left. With one smooth move you healed them, leaving no visible marks. If you could only heal the ones inside his head.  “He wanted to hurt you.” Another loud sob left the man’s body,  shaking him, the sound giving a chill to your bones. “I’m okay. I’m not hurt. I’m here.” you reassured. By now you knew all the right things to say, the exact words that would calm him down. The sobs became more intense now, alternating between desperate gasps for air. “Breathe, my love. Breathe.” Your hands found his face now, stroking his cheeks in what you hoped was a soothing gesture. “Breathe.” Percival cast his eyes down, ashamed for his own weakness, ashamed to be found like this. Ashamed that you had to see him like that. You were anything but ashamed. How could you be, when all his suffering had been for you.

“Come here.” you said, opening your arms. No amount of shame could make him resist the comfort and warmth your body offered to him. Tears were now streaming over his face, leaving hot trails on his cheeks. He leaned into you, the familiar scent that was you giving him an anchor to hold on to. Your body heat giving life to the coldness in his soul. You pulled him against you, planning on holding him as long as he needed you to. Providing him with anything that could soothe away the pain. You would be there, always, never letting go.

arustykiss  asked:

#17 "I'd really like it if you stayed". KLAROLINE.

I’m really really sorry this took forever and a year! *hides* I started a few different versions with this one but ultimately this was the one I ran with but please feel free to let me know if you don’t like it and I can definitely rewrite it. :) Thanks so much for the request and again, sorry it’s so late!

Happy New Year, love! <3

Caroline closes her eyes for a brief moment, almost as if needing the time to get herself to do what she knew she needed to do.

This isn’t the first time they’re doing this but she knows. Tonight is different.

It had been different since before they made into his bed. It had been since she’d let him in in a way she hadn’t let anyone else in in a really long time. So long, she’d forgotten what it was like to bear your soul like that to someone.

She sits up, ignoring his stare she can feel on her.

He always watches her and every time, he sits quietly and watches her leave, always waiting until the next time, but she knows. Tonight he won’t just watch her leave. Tonight is different.

It was a dangerous game she had been playing, she knew it from the start but somehow she had allowed herself to believe that she was always in control of the situation. That she could do this without getting caught up.

Tonight had proven otherwise.

Tonight she had broken her carefully constructed rules. Rules she already had a hard time following for weeks now but tonight she had. She had broken everything that made this nothing more than an arrangement of sorts that she had tried convincing herself was all this was.

She thinks about all the times they’ve done this, the desperation with which they’d take each other, to feel skin on skin, but tonight, it was a different type of desperation it had her choking back a sob.

Tonight had proven what she had suspected for a while now.

She feels the pads of his fingers tracing along the column of her spine and even though it’s no secret to him anymore that she desires him, she still fights back the shudder threatening at his touch.

She was always so responsive to his every touch. She always had been and deep down, she knows she always will be.  

“Leaving already, love?”

She feels him move closer so she can feel his warm chest against her bare back and feels his lips press lightly against her shoulder.

It’s a simple gesture he’s done many times in the past but tonight it doesn’t feel the same and she knows. Tonight is different.

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go-sherlockwatson1895  asked:

I wish be so optimistic like a lot of the fans but the truth its that I saw the early screening and I don't think that a miracle happen in sunday. They made it pretty clear in the Q&A. I felt terrible after the screening, I cried a lot. I know that I gonna feel even worse in a few days when everyone feels the deception that I have. I'm really done, a lot of my time was wasted. I trusted in the writers and they just threw everything in the trash. Nothing of television history for me, nothing new.

*HUGS* Lovely, I am so sorry that you feel that way, and you have every right to do so! I’m going to direct you to this post to hopefully bring your spirits up

After the hullaballoo with the leak of the Russian episode, which as far as I know is the BFI version of it, I cannot seriously believe that it is real, ESPECIALLY with how… carefree that TPTB are with the WHOLE EPISODE LEAKING and just not trying to block it?? When beforehand they were STUPID protective of the episode and sent a cease-and-desist for ONE promo photo that was leaked early. Logic states that THEY SHOULD BE IN A WILD PANIC. But they’re not. In fact, Sue and the official Sherlock facebook page made people aware of it, when only a small amount of people knew about it and probably wouldn’t have circulated on the grand scale that it probably now has. AND they’ve not made any “copyright claims” on the one on Youtube after “finding out about it”.

I don’t know, it all feels SO off to me. I look forward to seeing what they’re airing on BBC today.

Anyway, that aside, Lovely, I really hope that your faith can be restored! I really do think they made a dummy episode. *HUGS* Watch today’s episode, and see what comes of it :) *HUGS*

Anon: Hi, since you always write such nice analysis on the ships, I wanted to know your opinion on V/min at ISAC’s! They were just so extra and cute all the time, and Tae slapping Jimin’s butt, and Jimin backhugging Tae, and them being all heart eyes and lovey-dovey.. It made me happy, but also question Ji/kook a bit? Do you think that we overlook some of their interactions and make them bigger than what they are? I don’t know :(((((( I’m a bit torn and maybe sad. Thanks and sorry about anything.

I’m sorry you feel that way, Anon. But I want to remind you and other people that shipping is not a zero-sum game. That’s not how it works. Kook/min’s relationship does not deteriorate or become any less special whenever there’s an interaction between another couple. Don’t trust anybody who says otherwise. Take a breather. Nothing has changed. 

Anon: hey!! I just woke up now expecting lots of kook/min moments at ISAC but theres almost none lol i’m like tt. What do you think about it? Seems like jk hang out with his new friend yesterday and now are having more interactions at ISAC and v/min is sailing. Is jimin jealous? Are kook/min both jealous? lol btw, love your blog <3

There are quite a few, actually. But I’m hesitating to post some of the fan accounts until I get more confirmation. To answer your questions tho: Yes, V/min is sailing. When have they ever stopped??? And no, nobody is jealous. Kook/min are looking very happy today. They were joking, spending time talking together, following each other around, eating together, etc., etc. They’re good, my friends. They’re good.  

Anon: I knew v/min were close but holy shit today confirmed it even more for me like they are literally inseparable in isac even tho they see each other everyday! and it makes me think if they did all of that in public, then what do they do in private….

I saw them practicing MMA moves on each other.. That’s both the straightest and gayest thing I’ve ever seen. Which is V/min in a nutshell. So… that. 


“Little guy! How are you there?”

“Daddy! We seriously thought something happened to you,” Silver couldn’t let go off Dain, but he had to because Wendy came out of the room and gasped seeing her husband alive.

“God, Dain,” she started crying again, but this time these were happy tears. “Never scare me like this. I love you so much.”

“It’s alright Wendy… I’m sorry,” he said. “I had to stop them in any way. And I did it. However, I have a feeling something’s not right.”

jesus christ i didn’t realise how many people would be so willing to help me !! i’ve got so many messages of support, people offering their couches and spare rooms, even saying they’ll pay for food and buy me a few clothes to make things easier. i forgot that there’s so many kind people in the world! so thank you all so so much !!

bc of the heck load of messages and stuff i’m sorry if i don’t get back to you soon but there’s legit 100 messages and more of beautiful people offering their help.

i’m staying at a 24 hr maccy’s tonight and i’m not gonna leave at this time bc it’s dark and i don’t wanna walk around london alone ya know, but i promise you all i’m fine and i’m feeling so good bc of everyone that’s being so kind to me even though no one knows me. i’m so grateful to everyone, honestly !

Sherlolly Ship Sails Further.

Why feel sorry for Molly?
Whether the i love you is forced or not the fact remains that it saved her life. Molly is a levelheaded person, though in love with sherlock she will totally understand his reasons for giving her false hope at that time. (though i strongly believe those three words uttered by sherlock, twice mind you, are not empty) By the way, assuming that molly was hurt by those words, she already forgave sherlock, considering that she showed up at 22b towards the end part of the episode. As to those asking how can she still be in love with sherlock after this, after everything? Why the hell not? Love is never simple. The heart has it’s own reason. We could never really grasp why because it is internal, personal. Who knows? At most staying in love with sherlock shows us how brave she is, how great a person she is by being able to love a very flawed man unconditionally. With regard to my belief that somehow sherlock meant it, well at first utterance he struggled, but after finally saying it the first time, he said it again with an expression of a realization, as if realizing that indeed he loves her. Ok fine this part is shippy, but I state will state it clear, i ship Sherlolly, no shame in that. More on this analysis later.