this tells a lot on the show

So showed coworker my new tattoo. He’s got full sleeves and was like “Awesome!” but also said “huh. And surprising. Wouldn’t have expected you to get a trek tattoo.”

And I said, “well it has a lot of meaning for me” and he said cool, will have to tell me sometime when we aren’t holding up the line at lunch.

And it was weird as a statement but then I reflected I don’t always express my geeky interests. He doesn’t know. He knows I was fangirling SWTOR and dresssed as Rey for halloween but didn’t know about how I watched TOS as a wee little Aylaa who of course liked Uhura because she was the girl. Who thought spock and kirk were funny because I could understand the 1960s style production as slapstick comedy and missed the groundbreaking aspects.

He didn’t know I discovered TNG in 5th grade. He didn’t know how much I liked Deanna because her hair was flawless and she sat on the bridge and was kinda and embodied all the caring I did not get from my peers, or Beverly because she was a doctor and awesome or Tasha because she kicked ass. He didn’t know that I liked Wesley because he was me- the too-smart kid who often saw issues with what adults did. but unlike me, Wesley was given agency and respect. He was wish fulfillment and I was at the age he was intended for. It was heartbreaking to grow up and go online and find that “everyone hated Wesley.” I didn’t. He was me.

He doesn’t know that when Voyager came out I could see myself again in Kathyrn Janeway and in Torres and later in Seven. He doesn’t know that I found my voice telling relatives “Yeah so, I’m into star trek. and Scifi. And babylon 5 and the matrix. Can you maybe not give me clothing or guess at what I want? I’d really like a subscription to Star Trek Magazine or trek or star wars books.” And that when I found my voice, I asked for Star Trek.

He doesn’t know that in Trek I found Hope and understanding and celebration of differences. I found a humanity no longer at war with itself - because in 3rd grade we went to war in iraq and kuwait, there was war in the balkans, there were terrifying things all over. A post-scarcity society where money didn’t matter - because money was a finite, hard to acquire resource that allowed you to have a leisurely lifestyle and enabled you to go on vacations or get the things you wanted and a lack of which had turned my father into a 6-days-a-week workaholic because he had a family and employees relying on him. Status was gained by how well you do the thing you love, not by looks or by ownership. Learning was valued. Discovery was valued. Exploration for its own sake was of value. Science was good.

Star Wars gave me the Black and White of Good and Evil. The simplicity of the heroes Journey with robots and lasers as a skin. Babylon 5 gave me a future where we’ve gone to the stars… and met ourselves. Where Humanity is one of many races and when we get to space, we still want mom’s lasagna. it was real but forward thinking. Still hopeful but scrappy. Stargate gave me humanity holding on to the rollercoaster by our fingernails, with pluck, determination and teamwork we survived. I loved these science fiction shows but Got something very different from each and I loved the variety.

But Trek gave me Hope. Even when they went to war, it was about being better than ourselves in an honest and not jaded way. Trek was there first.

He only knows that we worked professionally on a Trek-related product for a few years. It was a job to him and he thought it was okay. I was a fan. I don’t think he understood that.

He doesn’t know what Kathryn Janeway meant to me, a female geek, seeing a woman, a scientist, leading a crew. He doesn’t know that TNG got me through the end of Elementary school and the beginning of middle school when children were cruel. He doesn’t know that Voyager saw me through the transition from middle school to highschool and then into the beginning of college. He doesn’t know that I, and many other freshmen, went hunting for a TV in the dorms those first few weeks of college because Voyager was ending. He doesn’t know we sat together and watched them come home. He doesn’t know about me dragging my entire family to Philly so I could go spend the weekend at a convention and meet most of the cast of Voyager. He doesn’t know it was *my* ship and I chased the perfect season for seven years and while I never found it, I treasure the characters and my fan experiences. He doesn’t know that I am collecting the cast’s autographs on my copy of Endgame II (Beltran is the one I am missing).

He doesn’t know of the friends I have made because Star Trek was a shared love. He doesn’t know I have a group of lifelong people I can always go back to, because we were on a Trek/Wars BBoard RPG. He doesn’t know I have met many other wonderful, fantastic and creative people, most women like me!!! Who Like Scifi!!!!!!! He doesn’t know I started writing long-form fiction beginning with Voyager fanfic. He doesn’t know Trek books got me through when I was too young for “adult novels” but hated the YA offerings of the early 90s. He doesn’t know it was where I found I had a voice. He doesn’t know when children were cruel, Deanna was kind, Torres was tough and Seven was smart. He doesn’t know.

Yes, I love star wars and babylon 5 and Stargate. And I have met people through those and was impacted by my love of those as well.

But Trek was first. 

I’ll always have the friends I’ve made. I’ll always have the time I worked on the Trek property I did. That is something that isn’t going to change. So that is why I got the starfleet symbol, Coworker dude.

Edit: Edited to add more because Voyager….. Voyager <3

anonymous asked:

Magnus really does get naked a lot, compared to the other characters... (including Taako apparently having seen his ass before the show even picks up, as referenced in the Klaarg argument in Here There Be Gerblins)

U don’t need to tell me twice that taako’s seen magnus’s ass. I’m well aware

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Request: Idk if you’re still accepting stuff for Crowley, but if you are, could you do something where the reader is chubby and self conscious and doesn’t think she deserves anyone’s love, especially not Crowley’s, but then he tells her how he really sees her and that he loves her and just a lot of fluff?

Pairing: Crowley x Reader

Warnings: Negative thoughts, body image negativity, fluff

Word Count: 700

Originally posted by allmarksheppard

Sometimes it felt like the mirror was your worst enemy. Of course, you knew it was mostly your mind, but what you saw in the mirror gave your mind the ammo. You just couldn’t stand what the mirror showed you, who was gazing back. You felt so far from perfect that you couldn’t even get there in your wildest dreams and fantasies. You hated your curves, which you decided were far from desirable. You hated how every outfit looked on you. You just couldn’t get it right. You didn’t love any part of yourself, so why would anyone else?

You were crying before you even realized how upset you were, hot tears racing down your cheeks as you took a step back from the full body mirror.

A knock sounded on your door, a familiar voice murmuring your name on the other side in the Bunker’s hallway. “Y/N? Ready to go? The case isn’t going to solve itself,” Crowley chuckled, leaning close to the door to listen.

“No … just a second,” you answered, trying to make your voice sound strong but failing, your pitch way too high, your words splitting apart with cracks, sniffling accompanying your words.

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ID #97758

Name: Robyn
Age: 18
Country: Philippines

Sup guys, I’m awkward. Wanna be friends?

No matter how hard I try, I still can’t seem to be not awkward in social situations. A lot of people have called me “quiet” before. I’m a bit of an introvert but I love the idea of a pen pal because I write so much better than I talk. Plus, I read a lot of books (The GoT series, Mortal Instruments, Harry Potter, Miss Peregrine’s, etc.), watch a lot of TV shows (Jane The Virgin, 13 Reasons Why, HTGAWM, Stranger Things, etc), and I speak really good English. I’m a Daniel Howell (See what I did there?) and AmazingPhil fan!
Oh, and I also love food. If you asked me what my favorite food was, I couldn’t tell you because I have a lot -and I mean A LOT- of favorites.
I have a strange attraction to stationery items like notebooks, paper, and pens. And, yeah I sniff my books because I love that papery smell.
I can talk about anything and everything. My favorite topic is life. I’ve always struggled trying to find people that understand me, so I decided I’d give this a shot.

So, what are ya waiting for? Let’s be awkward people together. Send me an email. :)

P.S. I prefer emailing as I believe it is more convenient.

Preferences: 17-23 year olds or generally people around my age who are willing to talk about anything and everything with me.
Just don’t be a creep, okay?
any gender is fine.

Idk my dudes.. The idea of clone troopers painting their helmets/armour like Ahsoka doesn’t click with me because it takes a lot away from their own individuality. Idk man I don’t like it, it seems pretty out of character for them.. I really loved how the clones painted their armour with things that fit them and show more about who they are. That is a big part of what made them such intriguing characters.

Anti Tagging

Hey guys.

I think it’s time we consider using “anti” tags for the Expanse tags.

It’s perfectly fine and okay to not like characters, ships, and other portions of Tge Expanse. Not everyone is gonna like everything or agree on everything. But with negativity, it gets harder for a lot of people to enjoy the tags or even go look in them. People want to see edits and gifs and meta when they go into character, ship, and show tags. Not hate or negativity. It’s not fun when you want to check your tracked tag for your favorite character and just see a bunch of negative or hate posts about them.

So all I ask is that maybe we start doing what larger fandoms do and introduce “anti” tags.

For example:
“Anti-Joe Miller”
“Anti-Nolden”
“Anti-Season 2”
Etc

It just makes it less fun for people who like what other people hate to just see hate in the tags when they expect that new post to be something fun or positive. If we want to have a fun environment for all fans no matter what they love, we have to start with being considerate in how we tag.

It’s just a thought, but I think it will help make this a more positive place for everyone and more fun for everyone.

anonymous asked:

quesstion, from 1 to 10 how gay is Little Witch Academia and as a gay recovering from Hibike!Euphonium should i watch it

HMMM well I’ve never seen Hibike! Euphonium so I can’t compare, BUT I can tell you this abt LWA, from my uniquely gay perspective

Pros!

  • cute AF
  • lots of them Good Female Characters!!
  • no but seriously my fav thing about LWA is the characterization of the girls - they all have big distinct personalities + motivations and really cool diverse character designs
  • no generic moeblob wankbait thank fuck
  • b/c all the girls have rly fleshed out, human personalities, there are tons of opportunities for shipping??  i’ve said it before but honestly everyone has chemistry and history with one another and i don’t think there’s anything I don’t ship in this show??  Bountiful shipping pastures
  • rly engaging character moments
  • HOT TEACHERS!!!!!

Cons!

  • on the other hand (in the TV show at least) there’ve been a couple of homophobic jokes that’ve made me go 😒😒😒 so take that as you will
  • in the TV show again there are a couple of bland ass male characters they’ve set up as romantic interests (but they’re mostly easy to ignore imo)
  • due to the above two points, and given studio trigger’s history i’m guessing no endgame f/f ships lol

So, all around, anon, I wld recommend Little Witch Academia!!  I just love these characters a lot & the animation and scenarios and character interactions are just really cute and charming.  The cons are unfortunate, but hey, what’s a girl to do.

anonymous asked:

and when party FINALLY gets his shit together (which takes ages) he's all estranged from everyone else because they can't fully trust him anymore bc of what happened i guess? and even dr dd and show pony and cherri cola know. and the girl is all acting nervous around him. and finally him and ghoul work things out but they have a huge fight for that to happen and ghoul gets his anger out by yelling at poison and telling him what he did to them. but it's still always there, you know

aaah omg this is so good!! i imagine ghoul ends up breaking down eventually too but its not the complete system shutdown it was with party, it’s just a lot of crying and shouting as those pent up emotions rip their way out

(i think things would eventually return to normal, it’d just take a long time, and even though ghoul learns to trust party again the memory is always there)

your morgwen feelings of the day: that time when morgana was telling gwen to kill sarrum because of what he did to her, and the moment when she says “you didn’t know.”

because morgana was held captive for two years in a pit, her only friend and companion being tortured in front of her, and she just assumed that her former friends knew about it and didn’t care. maybe even that they thought she deserved it. 

but gwen, gwen who mattered to morgana most of all, who morgana tried to protect, would have protected - she didn’t know. 

it shouldn’t matter, but it does.

Someone not liking something and deciding to write something voicing legitimate reasons why they don’t is not “discourse/why are people so negative!!!!/stop ruining what I love”. Valid criticisms are just a valid opinion as mindless praise and as welcomed on a public place like Tumblr as your praise for it. There is a reason why a lot of old fandom forums died out, the echo chamber “everything has to be positive” mindset many of them had alienated people. 

Because let me tell you something, praise is fine, but constant praise with zero discussion gets boring after a while.  And just because you like something doesn’t mean you will like everything about it and scaring people from voicing those thoughts is censorship and more of a show of actual harassment than someone criticizing media, which is valid thing and people even get paid for. Otherwise sites like Goodreads or reviews in websites like Amazon would be pointless. 

So. Mother’s Day is Sunday.
There are a million posts out there about showing your appreciation for your mother and it can make a lot of people with abusive moms feel guilty.

So this is specifically for the people dealing with that guilt: it’s ok to Not buy her a gift, and it’s also ok to go out and buy something super nice for her. Your health comes first, and whichever option helps YOU feel best, then do it.

It’s ok if you cringe when/if she thanks you, if she hugs you and tells you she loves you. That sense of wrongness is hard to deal with, and I’m sorry you have to be one to bear it.

I’m sorry there’s so much mothers day shit out there. I’m sorry it’s all over facebook where she posts with her friends and they all tell her she’s a wonderful mom.

You deserve better. This weekend will be over soon.

Keep yourself safe the best way you can.

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I realised that A.C.E are terribly underappreciated and decided to fix it.Please go and support them, they really deserve it.

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It’s not fear. It’s faith. Not just religious faith, faith in something. They all believe there’s something guiding them, about to save them. That’s what it replaces. Every time someone was confronted with their most primal fear, they fell back on their most fundamental faith. And all this time, I’ve been telling you to dig deep, find the thing that keeps you brave. I made you expose your faith. Show them what they needed. Faith is an energy, the specific emotional energy the creature needs to live. | favourite nu who episodes    the god complex

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he’s so beautiful (´▽`ʃƪ)♡

Imagine

Here’s my meta about the last clip of episode 5.

  • Our intro shot of the karaoke bar introduces our players. I’m especially interested in how we see Mari and Sara twice each (and sharing one shot).
  • May I just say: I am glad my son Eskild is alive and Extra.
  • We have Chris talking to Sara (we don’t see Sara’s face but it’s her jumper) 👀
  • In general we have a big focus on couples (including Evak) and russebussen people. Showing, again, this season’s themes (love and identities/belongings).
  • We have some Chris and Eva talking about wiring money, which seems like foreshadowing to the russebuss contract and payment.
  • Even is about to sing and no one ships Evak more than Magnus.
  • @newlevelofdesperate​ wrote a great meta about Even singing “Imagine” by John Lennon. I agree with most of it.
    I’ll just add that the song is ironic, just like “I’m Not In Love” in s3e5. “Imagine all the people living life in peace.” Sana is feeling the song at the moment. She feels that everything came together, finally. But it’s not true. She wished she could create world peace (if you gave her the power to do so she would, she really would). But she can’t. Some things are beyond her reach and she still hasn’t managed to reconcile her two identities (Norwegian & Muslim).
    Also, I think the song is as much an Even song as a Sana one. Once again.
  • We barely see Mikael walk in, and Elias and the gang look around. Yousef seems to be looking in the crowd for Sana. 
  • No shot of the squad until we get a shot of Even seeing them. Then Magnus and Jonas turn to see where Even is looking (not Isak or Mahdi) and we get another shot of balloon squad: no Mikael. Adam and Mutta seem unconcerned. Elias though sees Even and is not smiling (but he’s not looking mad either).
    He grabs Yousef who was smiling towards Sana and…the smile falters.

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don’t turn away

i did that once and lost a country 
and then lost the language
to name the loss


i don’t have a name,
just a lot of empty places on a map

and everything that has happened to me
has happened inside my own head

i waited for someone to show up and tell 
me i was forgiven 
but i made myself impossible to find
and then i made myself impossible

and of course the war never ends for people like us.

whatever was lost is gone for good this time.

i know because they didn’t show up in even the good dreams.

i’ve been so many people;
forgive me.

if i can’t look you in the eye 
it’s because i’m scared you’ll see in me
only what’s missing. 

i know every border is made up of nothing but hands
that take and take 
until you’re not the same person
you were on the other side

and i know that land can be sick with amnesia
until the only thing inherited
is the
forgetting.

(i belong to that failing memory,
and all the names i forget
are mine.)

(i belong to the words that escape me
in both languages. )
—  Y.Z, inherited memory loss

Young Viktor Nikiforov dressed like a Disney Channel main character and you can’t tell me otherwise.

There were pastels and patterns and so many layers? Sometimes Yakov got migraines just from looking at him???

Viktor kept a lot of those clothes even after he developed a more masculine and mature aesthetic and sometimes Yuri P shows up unnanounced and throws himself into the back of Yuuri and Viktor’s closet.

“Would you like a cup of tea, Yura?” Yuuri asks, leaning around the corner.

“No,” Yuri snaps. “What do you think of this?” He’s wearing a peasant top and jean vest tucked into a tulle skirt.

“Is it a pretty day or a handsome day?”

Yuri frowns down at his shoe choices and says, “Pretty.”

“Very pretty, then.”

Yuuri isn’t sure what Yuri was dressing up for, because he appears to spend the rest of the day lounging around, viciously pummeling Viktor at video games. He only stops insulting Viktor briefly, for about fifteen minutes, as Viktor puts an intricate braid into his hair and mumbles about choreography through the bobby pins in his mouth.

“Why don’t you just give him all your old clothes?” Yuuri mumbles after Yura leaves.

“I’ve tried,” Viktor says, shrugging. “He won’t take them. I think he wants to have a reason to come over here and be told he looks pretty. He’s a teenager. He needs reassurance.”

Yuuri nods slowly. “Does he know that he doesn’t need an excuse to come over here and be told he’s pretty?”

“He’s sixteen, Yuuri. Do you know how uncool that would be?“

“Fair enough.”

Hey there everyone! WHOO! Finally got a reprieve, as I’m done with my drawings for my final project, now I have to continue typing the written parts.

Done largely in part because I love the lore, practice drawing human characters, and to pass the time whenever I need a breather from from college.

While researching for the lore of Dark Souls for my In-progress AU Comic, I noticed how LARGE the mythology of Dark Souls and the deities that reside, along with the fan speculation of which god corresponds with whom and etc. In spite of all this, from what I can tell, outside of Gwyn’s family, there has never been a, for lack of a better term, “compendium piece” of the gods and goddesses of dark souls, so I made my own :D

Because some gods are not represented in imagery, I decided to design how they might look if they ever showed up amongst mortals. I owe a lot to Tumblr, Reddit and the DS fandom as a whole, the amount of theory and lore discussions are always gold, and of course, the lore-lords like @vaatividya and @silver-mont, their vids are always interesting to watch :)

From the Top Row: The Bearers of the Lord Souls

Gravelord Nito: No need for an explanation here xD

Gwyn, Lord of Sunlight: Drawing him was easy, but here I wanted portray a very stern, no-nonsense god king who really, REALLY is someone you don’t want to piss off, and someone who is almost NEVER happy and/or satisfied.

The Witch of Izalith: I’m honestly surprised there’s not much fanart of how her face might look like, so I pitched in. She basically resembles her daughters, but with a more matriarchal vibe, with a stronger jawline and sharper eyes to reflect that. She’s also very tall, towering over Gwyn and just slightly edging out NK in height.

The Furtive Pygmies, featuring Manus and a Pygmy Lord: With the Ringed City revealing that there were SEVERAL pygmies, I had quite some fun with the speculation and possibilities of how the Pygmies as a whole looked like.

Personally? I simply interpret them as humans but more, with more power over the dark soul, but otherwise having different roles in society like regular folk, the Ringed Knights are Warriors, the Lords are the rulers, etc.

I put Manus amongst them, why? Because no way should ONE man be able to have THAT much abyss power just because he’s a human. Since the dark soul is divided amongst humans, I interpret him having a huge chunk of the Dark Soul (as per these two threads), and thus was simply a mighty sorceror who happened to be really, REALLY old, even by Pygmy standards. Plus I always wondered… How does one torture a dead man? The Mad King was described as undying, so according to my own logic, he wasn’t totally “dead” when he was buried. His grave could signify him wanting a modicum of peace, after all, his entire race was basically put in a glorified prison by Gwyn… Sensing the growing madness within him (probably due to sheer isolation), he probably decided to “die” on his own terms in Oolacile… then future idiots proceeded to listen to TOTALLY NOT SUSPICIOUS AT ALL SERPENT and dug up his grave.

The random Pygmy Lord is basically representing one of the first Pygmy Lords.


Second Row: The Children of the Gods

The Nameless King, Firstborn of Gwyn, God of War: In a short period of time, has become my favorite character amongst the gods… There’s so much of a story to tell from him, his relationship with his family, the reasons as to WHY he betrayed the dragons, and thanks to lore threads a-plenty, I interpret him as one of the most honorable and dedicated of the gods. He watches over his warriors of sunlight even if they ARE humans (whom Gwyn HATES) AND he protects Dragons. Despite meI head-canoning him bigger than Gwyn and is in general a wall of muscle and armor, he’s STILL shorter than his sisters.

Gwynevere, Goddess of Fertility: Gwynevere here I interpret as one of the nicer gods, so I made her expression to reflect such. Because Gwyndolin’s illusion of her may be simply him projecting what he remembers most of her and thus potentially exaggerating certain aspects, I toned down a lot the “Aphrodite-esque” glamor, in favor of a more personable look, though still decked out.

Filianore: The daughter we know even less of than Gwynevere, but thanks to a certain reddit thread that discussed how dedicated NK was to her via the floral carvings that is present in Archdragon peak… She must have been someone who NK was VERY close with, so I interpret her as the “Always trying to bring life to the family” kind of sister, though closest to her eldest brother.

Gwyndolin: The Dark Sun himself. Not much else to say here, I just wanted to draw him happy for once… Because WHY FROM? He really, really needs it.


The Daughters of Chaos

Quelana, Mother of Pyromancy: Due to her own title, I interpret her as the Studious Daughter, incredibly dedicated to her craft and always finding out ways to further her pyromancy… Until the Chaos Flame incident happened of course… Then she became wracked with survivor’s guilt…

I also interpret her as being the responsible one looking out to make sure her sisters don’t do anything too brash… Though in hindsight, that would make her suvivor’s guilt worse.

Quelaag: The most well known Chaos Daughter, and whom I interpret as The Aggressive Daughter, hence why she’s the only one of the sisters with a melee weapon. As the most in-your-face daughter I head-canon that she is the one who lowers down her hood the most, especially when she feels like challenging someone. Also VERY protective of her family.

Quelaan, The Fair Lady: Last but not least, I interpret Quelaan as always having been the shyest and nicest of the daughters. Her hood is more drooped down compared to Quelana, to highlight her shyness.

Fun fact, while trying to find her real name, turns out the name Quelaan was the name the community gave to her, and just became established fanon, so I just opted to name her just that.


Third Row: Other Members of the Larger Pantheon

All-Father Lloyd: Gwyn’s uncle, founder of the Way of White. Now there IS speculation that he’s not real, but here I interpret as the real deal, and thus looks like a wimpier, older version of Gwyn, yet still has an aura of authority. I used a bit of Paladin Leeroy for his crown, because I interpret that, when he REALLY needs to get his hands dirty, he too wields a mace, setting an example to all paladin-esque worshipers after him.

His clothes are tattered despite being the godly equivalent of a pontiff, to highlight two things:

One, despite him being a “lord”, his tattered look is to signify he is not “above” the rabble/his followers.

Two, I head-canon him becoming slowly more insane and full of hate toward the undead,as more and more of his family and friends either dies off or leaving home… He eventually disappears for unknown reasons and becomes forgotten.

Fina, Goddess of Love: The most popular candidate for Gwyn’s wife, or at least his first, I wanted to design her with the Embraced Set in mind, just modified to look more queenly rather than armor. Going by the general fanon, I interpret her as the mother of both NK and Gwynevere, but due to unknown circumstances, just up-and-left. Why? I dunno I haven’t thought that deep :(

Also wanted to try out and giving her a different look, skin-tone and facial wise compared to all the other gods and goddesses out there.

Velka, Goddess of Sin: My favorite goddess, her lore and weaponry associated with her is cool, but even with DS3 and all its DLC, I wish we got to know more of her and how she even became the one to hold the title of “goddess of sin” and how she absolves it. She is also, I noticed in fan-art and fanfic, the other most popular candidate for Gwyn’s wife.

Due to the fact that both Gwyndolin and Filianore are associated with illusions and magic, I interpret her as the mother of Filianore and Gwyndolin. She has sharp features and very pale skin, and share’s Filianore’s dark hair.

For her design, I compared aspects of the Statue of Velka from DS3, and both Oswald of Carim and Cromwell the pardoner. I didn’t want her to strictly dress like Oswald and Cromwell, so I incorporated more feathers to her outfit to give her a more “regal” look, as befitting a goddess, and not just pardoner. Funnily enough, with her book of sins and outfit, she also gives the aura of a medieval judge.

Caitha, Goddess of Tears: The third goddess associated with Carim, and one that I intentionally kept her eyes hidden. Mentioned in both 2 and 3, I want to reflect her constant “mourning” nature, and since ‘Gentle Prayer’ is associated with her chime in DS3, I thought her being in a position of prayer would be most appropriate.

Nahr Alma, God of Blood and Murder: Take Titchy Gren, make him more beast-like in proportion, now make him the size of Father Ariandel with the animalistic agility of the Orphan of Kos or Slave Knight Gael, and you have the God of Blood himself. I interpret him as a kind of god that is shunned by the rest, and is mostly treated as an attack dog, and nothing more. REALLY resents the other gods.