this song is definitely in my playlist and it may or may not make me cry every time i hear it

 I wrote a long ass rant about the entire Jin drama and stopped because when I read what I wrote, I notice it was all full of anger/saltiness. I thought ‘Hey, if I’m going to express/show my love and support and appreciation for my ultimate bias, Kim Seokjin, why did I type the cons about being a Jin stan? Why not tell others why I stan Jin from BTS instead of what I didn’t like about being a Jin stan?’ Before I start listing, I want to tell you that being a Jin stan is sad and awesome at the same time. I enjoy being one, will always be one. Here it goes.

  • EatJin: Do I have to say this? EatJin is the best thing that was created. His cheeks when he stuffs food into his mouth. I wouldn’t be surprise when BigHit announces the true form of Jin; a rabbit/hamster.
  • EatJin Live: He interacts with ARMYs. He talks about his story/opinion/rants/complains, LITERALLY ANYTHING. He chose dinner time (In his timezone because that’s where he lives, you that complains about not being to watch him live because your time is early in the morning. He has no choice right?) because that’s when almost everyone in Korea is at home after work/school.
  • Manly Princess: Ya’ll know that he is manly yet delicate at the same time. I find that appealing, handling both sides pretty well.
  • Effortless Visual: Need I say more? With or without makeup, he looks the same. Honey face Kim Seokjin yay Everyone might have different types that’s why they have different biases but no one can argue with me that Jin is a visual not because of his given title but because he really is.
  • Pink is for man (too): Do you ever get annoyed because pink is seen as a feminine color and is never for boys? Jokes on you because my boy Seokjin here doesn’t care whether it is blue or pink. If he likes the color, he likes the color.
  • Pink flip phone: He admitted it is a concept. But it is a good memory. The pink flip phone did justice for all his airport photos.
  • Rose gold iPhone 6: He upgraded from a pink flip phone to a rose gold (which is still pinkish) iPhone.
  • Mario hoe: Have you seen his room back at his old house?
  • His broad shoulders: Everyone might melt over his shoulders but in all honesty I’m not one of them. But damn, when compared to anyone that are wearing the same shirt as him he always wore it better because of his shoulders. If you don’t see it that way I see it, you can say that any clothes suits him or you can just melt from seeing his shoulder.
  • His plump lips: THIS IS WHAT MAKES ME MELT. His lips are really fresh and ripe. I don’t want to say kissable because I don’t intend to kiss him (Keeping a fan and idol relationship here ehem) but they are really something you want to touch or feel. Don’t you ever touch your lips and thought “Ahh .. Jin’s lips might be twice the softness ..” THIS GUY KNOWS HIS LIPS ARE ONE OF HIS STRONG VISUAL POINT TOO.
  • A full package: Husband material, wife material. I’m not trying to make him a woman lmao What I meant is he has the characteristic of both husband and wife. Cooks, enjoys food, takes care of the younger boys, plays with the younger boys etc 
  • His attention to the fans at the airport: He waves to the fans at the airport. I don’t know if you notice this, he gives attention to the fans the most whenever they are at the airport.
  • His vocal: I’m sure you all listened to both his covers at least once just because he posted it that one time. If you all haven’t listen to it yet, get your earphones/headphones ready for his angelic voice ( I Love You / Eomma ) Also, of course ya’ll be judging his vocal because he doesn’t have much lines and still living with one or two lines BUT THAT’S THE REASON WHY YOU CAN’T HEAR HIS VOICE, BECAUSE HE DOESN’T HAVE MUCH LINES IN THEIR SONGS. You want to know how Jin stans live with these little lines? Yea, I wonder too. When he talks, it is soothing. He has that cute voice but at the same time manly? I don’t know how to describe it. 
  • His determination: ARMYs that are sleeping on this man may or may not see this. Yea, he can’t be compared to the other members but damn Kim Seokjin is very determined and is hardworking for him to be here today. Definitely not a dancer, but manages to slay the choreographs. Bangtan is known for having difficult dance moves.
  • His habit of covering his mouth whenever he laughs or hiding any facial expressions that may destroy his visual title stopped: The sentence pretty much explained itself. I find it cute that he does that last time but stopped because he is comfortable with himself in front of the camera which is very good.
  • His cheeks: He may be fit everywhere but it is a smart move to leave his chubby cheeks. I know most of them prefers to not have chubby cheeks but I really find it appealing because it makes him cute. It helps to boost whenever he smiles or pouts.
  • His inside jokes or humor: He has a pretty great humor. He jokes about everything, he makes puns out of his name.
  • The youngest in the family: For anyone who doesn’t know this, I’m telling you now. He is the youngest in the family which explains why he is childish too. Respect this guy for having to be the eldest suddenly and had to take care of 6 other kids.
  • Oldest in Bangtan: Related to the point above. Respect this guy for having to take care of 6 kids suddenly despite being the youngest in his family.
  • Ridiculously cute laugh: Ridiculously cute laugh. Makes my day. Jin stans definitely enjoy this one video name “Jin Laughing Compilation”. I have it downloaded in my laptop and phone.
  • His soft/doe eyes: Even Jin said it himself. He is proud of his eyes because it balances and tone downs his facial causing him to look soft. I really love his eyes, he gives me a warm and comfortable feeling. It is cute too.
  • Jin stans are very loyal: From what I see, Jin stans are really really loyal. Yea, they might change bias once in a while but Jin will be back as a bias in no time. Either that or they stick with Jin. In my case, I don’t really have a bias list. Jin is my UB.
  • The excitement when he post a song cover: I swear, whenever he post a song cover, I get extremely excited and happy. He gets that little in BTS songs and hearing only him sing for even only 2 minutes, I get crazy. ‘I Love You’ and “Eomma’ is still in my playlist because the covers are THAT precious.
  •  High-quality Jin fancams/focus: If you don’t know, finding for a high quality Jin focus is really really really really really hard. Especially for a certain performance (ahem Perfect Man and Baepsae Jin focus where are you) That’s why when I finally found one, I get all crazy. Salute all fansites or fans that gave us high quality focus/fancams of Jin btw
  • PHOTOS OF KIM SEOKJIN: This is one of my personal favorite as a Jin stan. Do not tell me that you don’t agree with me about Jin fansites take absolutely beautiful pictures of him. *Never forget the Beautiful Night of Melon Music Awards which made Cha Moon Nam* I have a few years till entering adulthood which means I’m not an adult yet, I still can have the excuse to cry about how beautiful he was that night to even created a buzz in the internet for just getting out from his car. Honey face Kim Seokjin yay
  • That one time he signed an autograph for a fan near his university: How I wish I was that fan. I couldn’t recall what happened because I read it months ago but it was something that makes you go “Awwww~” I also read someone’s encounter with Jin during a fansign and her bias is Jin too. She was so happy and she said that he is really really really beautiful up close. envyenvyenvy
  • S line body: “Hip line you would envy” “An S line with resilience” Remember Rookie King episode where Jin had to wear a qipao for his punishment? And another time Jin had to wear a shirt that is way too small for him as a punishment for BTS Gayo Track 9?
  • When he did the Photoshop games: I didn’t participate because I don’t have the skills to do it. But I sure know he enjoyed himself playing with the fans and teasing too (the picture of him driving *sigh*)
  • Singing Converse High with Rapmon and J-Hobi: I totally enjoyed myself watching 3 of them performing this song on stage. A little selfish here because again, I’ve always wanted to hear more of Jin’s voice in their song. Also, I’m happy because there is Rapmon and J-Hobi too. I might not have a bias list but Hobi comes in second and Rapmon comes in third.
  • Different shades of brown: I had to include this in because someone mentioned it and it stayed in my head. “Seokjin went through different shades of brown” He looks good in dark hair and am I the only one who isn’t really ehem for him with light colored hair like blonde? Doesn’t matter though, if he changes his hair color to another color other than dark, I can’t do anything but to accept and admire.
  • BLACK HAIR: Absolutely my favorite. You can guess my favorite era was Danger era. His black hair really contrasted with his skin and did a great job bringing out his eye. I swear his eyes was shining every time I see a picture of him in black hair.
  • Blogging about his cooking: I’m not someone who cooks and probably won’t follow whatever he posted but I enjoy seeing him cook and his blogging style really makes me happy.
  • Him blogging or being active on social media: In my au for Jin, if he weren’t an idol, he would be a entertainer on the internet. Again, his blogging style is really good. I think Jin is very active on Twitter together with Jimin and Taehyung (imo). I’m not sure about the others since I don’t usually check Twitter.
  • His aegyo: I can’t miss this one. With a soft face like that, I’ll definitely fall for it. He says he is manly but the aegyo game is strong. *insert Jackson’s ‘cute’*
  • Interaction with members/friends: Of course I won’t get to see how he interacts with the members or friends in real life but photos and videos are enough for me. Ken, Sanduel and Jin yay
  • He smiles when others smirk: During performances, he mostly smiles than smirks. For example Danger. Danger is a sexy song ehehe but instead of smirking, he smiles as if he is performing Just one Day or For You or Good Day or The Stars. You get what I mean??? Of course he do smirks but what I usually see are smiles.

Overall, Jin is a great guy. I could have written more but this has been in my draft for I think 3 or 4 days already? I just left unedited for a few days because I wanted to write more about this. But I really couldn’t write much, there are some things you just can’t put into words. If I ever got the chance, I’ll tell him how great of a guy he is, how glad I am that he is here in BTS and not anywhere else. Bless this boy for being someone that I look forward to seeing the next day on social media. Bless this boy for eating good and doesn’t mind eating in front of the camera like a hungry beast. For being in BTS.