this song gives me hope for everything you know

mysticmessofcrap  asked:

This is just a thought but it would be a great oneshot or reaction or something. What if Jumin had to put down Elizabeth 3rd because she got sick (I cried when I thought about this I want to know how you feel about this)

This legit triggered me so much because I love my dog so much that I spent a week crying thinking about that one day I need to say goodbye…. well here we go T_T WARNING: This may be OOC because I know Jumin just sees Elizabeth as a cat after he puts his emotional stability on MC but whatever just enjoy (Jumin POV) (for my animal lovers please listen to this fucking song so we can die together ) * ill let y'all know when to play the song* 

Ugh. Each and every single day I recieve more and more paperwork. No matter how many hours I put into my job, I will always need more. I picked up the 649 page proposal that Assistant Kang left on my desk so I can look over it. I gave a deep sigh knowing I was going to be late going home again. Well there is nothing I can do. I must do what I can so I can support my family.

I was already on page 443 before I heard a knock on the door. I perked my head up “Who is it? Im busy. It better be important for it to demand my attention” I scowled.  The door slowly opened and Assistant Kang popped her head out. I motioned for her to come in “What is it Assistant Kang? Do I need to over look more papers? If so, just leave it on that chair” I sighed pointing at the chair with four piles of paperwork. She walked closer to me and cleared her through “Have you checked your phone Mr. Han? (Y/N) just called the office” she said with a bit of shakiness in her voice. I reached into my pocket to see that my phone was left on silent. I put the volume on high and I was shock to see I had 23 missed calls from (y/n), 12 missed called from Yoosung, and 3 missed calls from Saeyoung. Hmm. I was getting ready to go through my voice mail to see what the fuss was about before Assistant Kang interrupted my thoughts “Mr. Han you need to leave. Now.” she commanded. I gave her a puzzled look but then my wife barged into my office screaming. She panted and caught her breath “Jumin, Elizabeth is dying!” she shouted. My heart stopped and I got up and ran to my wife “What did you say!” I shouted back. My wife looked me into my eyes and I notice she had tear stains on her cheek. She grabbed my hand and dragged me outside to where Saeyoung was. She pushed me inside and Saeyoung drove to the speed of light to Yoosungs hospital. 

I ran helplessly through the hospital doors and went to the second floor. I noticed Yoosung outside of room 8 looking down at his clipboard. I ran to him and kneeled down in front of “What happened! I thought removing the tumor would guarantee Elizabeth 3rd life! What the fuck did you do! What did you do to my Elizabeth” I screeched while I shook his shoulders. He looked into my eyes and then pull me in for a hug “Im sorry Jumin okay I’m sorry! I warned you that with her age she might not make a full recovery. It’s even a miracle that she’s been alive for this long. She’s been bleeding internally and she doesn’t want to let go yet. She’s waiting for you Jumin. Im sorry… but its time..” he whimpered. I got up from the floor and started to pull on my hair trying to focus on a different pain “IM NOT READY FUCK IM NOT!! HOW CAN I SAY GOODBYE TO SOMEONE WHO SAVED ME HUH!! HOW CAN I LET HER DIE WHEN SHE HELPED ME LIVE!”I shouted while kicking a nearby trashcan. I couldn’t breath and I just fell on the floor screaming Elizabeths name. My wife and Saeyoung helped me back up to my feet and they gave me a drink of water. I breathed in heavily and then went to Yoosung to take me to Elizabeth. I told my wife and Saeyoung that I want to say goodbye by myself and they respected my wishes. 

I entered the little room and I heard painful meows coming from my sweet Elizabeth. It hurt like hell seeing her in agony. I am her owner and I will forever be her owner. I am the one that holds the power to ease her from pain. However, it meant that I must go through life without having Elizabeth 3rd greeting me at the door. I breathed in heavily and nodded at Yoosung so he can get everything ready. I signed my heart away and the assistants and Yoosung were gracious enough to give me one last time alone with her. I got the nearest chair and I sat down right by her side.  *play the song so we both can die*

I took her paw into my hand and I already felt my tears escaping my eyes “I knew this day would eventually come but I always hoped it would be many years from now. I remember the first time I settled you into my home. I was a bit distant with you because I didnt know how to take care of a cat. So I just bought you high end pet food and hoped for the best. You were really patient with me because it did took me a while to know how to properly raise you. Its funny to say but we sure did get into many fights but at the end of the day I couldn’t get mad at you. You were always there meowing happily when I got home. It felt nice having someone excited to see me. You know something my sweet Elizabeth, I really cherish the time we had together. I just wished I could of spent so many more hours with you. I wish I could repay you for everything that you have done for me. You gave me a feeling of having a home and you always listened to me when I rabbled on so many idiotic nonsense. You gave me a chance to learn to express my emotions. You were there when my own blood wasn’t. It just kills me that I need to say goodbye to you Elizabeth. You are my hardest goodbye because I know people see you as a cat, but I saw you as my child. You brought life to my dull life. It kills me seeing you in pain Elizabeth. You don’t deserve to leave this world like this but just know ill be here till your last breath. I know life will be hard without having someone to welcome me home but you can let go now Elizabeth. Im ready to do this on my own and I’m going to miss you so much. I love you so much Elizabeth. You can let go now” I whispered. I leaned down and kissed her paw gently. I got up and hugged her and I notice she raised her head gently and licked some of my tears away. She purred and she laid her back down. I continue holding her paw till I noticed she stopped breathing. More tears were falling down my face and it was so hard to breathe. 

Wait for me at the rainbow bridge Elizabeth 3rd. 

I’ll be there to find you soon. 

Have fun with V. 

When BTS Saw You Crying

Jin: *Wipes your tears using his thumbs* A pretty girl like you should not cry. 

Suga: *Helps you stand up* Don’t waste your precious tears in such useless things.

J-Hope: *Run his fingers through your hair* Everything will be alright, you’re with me. No one can hurt you. 

Rap Monster: *Place your head on his shoulder* Just cry until you feel better 

Jimin: *Hug you tight* I don’t know why you’re crying but I hope this make you feel better

V: Hey beautiful look at me *Makes funny expression to make you laugh and you did* You are the most beautiful girl when you laugh* 

Jungkook: Noona don’t cry *Give you a tissue*  Want me to sing you a song? 

Can't Be In Love

Characters: Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Reader (Y/N Y/L/N)

Pairing: MOC!Dean x Reader (sort of)

Word Count: 1.6k-ish

Summary: Reader is in love with Dean and wants to let him know, but he can’t accept it.

Warnings: Angst, a particle of fluff but mostly Angst. Sorry, kiddos. *runs and hides*

Author’s Note: Heyy guys! This is my entry for @iwriteaboutdean‘s 90′s Baby Challenge. My song was “Truly, Madly, Deeply” by Savage Garden. Thank you, sweetheart for giving me an extension. You’re so damn patient with me. I hope you all like it. *hides face* Feedback is greatly appreciated!!!

Can’t Be In Love

It’s so heartbreaking to see the one person you care so much about, hate everything they are. Their mere existence plagues them, almost wishing they could meet their untimely death just to cease to exist.

It’s the burning hatred for one’s self that quenches everything you held so dearly to. It devours it and leaves nothing but a dark void inside you. There’s nothing left. Only loneliness and destruction.

That’s what Dean presented to me every time I tried to get close to him. It never failed. Right at the moment when I saw a crack in that wall he loved to put up whenever things got too intimate, he would either pull away or just walk off, cutting the moment short.

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1D lyrics that hurt me

• but I know in my heart, you’re not a constant star.
• I let you use me form the day that we first met.
• you know I’m always coming back to this place.
• you know I’m always gonna look for your face.
• I try to forgive you but i struggle cause I don’t know how.
• I think I might give up everything just ask me to.
• I hope that you don’t run from me.
• You will find me, in places that we’ve never been.
• I know we’ll be alright child, just close your eyes and see.
• I’ll be by your side, any time you’re needing me.
• when you’re lost, I’ll find the way, I’ll be your light.
• lights go down and I hear you calling to me.
• it’s harder to reach you even though I try.

Who are you? - Andre Burakovsky

Requested by Anon: Hi! First of all, great work with the oneshots! Could I request a one shot where you are a singer who knows nothing about hockey and in one of your concerts in DC some of the caps go to it and you get Andre Burakovsky on stage for a song without knowing who he is and don’t understand why the people are going crazy about it. Thanks in advance :)

A/N: Omg, this idea was so cute. I hope it is good enough and I’m sorry for any grammar mistakes! Thanks for requesting it.

Word count: 1464

Warnings: nope

Originally posted by welbecks

I can hear the crowd screaming my name and I can’t help it but to smile. I have been in the music industry for a while now, but the nerves before a concert are always there. It is a sold out night, every single ticket had been sold for my show at the Verizon Center in Washington DC and I can’t stop bouncing around like a newby giving her first concert in front of a couple hundred people.

“(y/n), you are up in two” my stage coordinator, Michael, yells at me and I give him a small nod.

Today was my first show after winning a Grammy award and feel like I’m still dreaming; it feels like it was yesterday when I was doing small gigs on bars and pubs around my city, getting paid with pizza and twenty dollars.

I hear my queue and grab my mic from its stand, ready to get on stage.

“3…2…1…go, go” Michael looks at me and I climb up the stair of the stage and make my entrance.

The whole stage is dark and the spotlight is on me, blinding me for a second. My guitarist starts playing the first chords of my first song and the crowd goes crazy. I have decided to change the song list for the rest of the tour and no one expected me to start with my first single.

“Good night, DC” I say, walking down the small set of stairs I have on the stage “I hope you remember this song… it’s been a while since it came out”

They cheer and I smile, starting to sing the lyrics of the song that put me on the spotlight of the music world. I’ve written, or at least co-written, every single one of my songs. I like to sing about what I feel, what I’ve been through, instead of just singing lyrics that I don’t relate to. It has never been about the money for me, I’ve always wanted to write songs that are relatable. My lyrics talk about love and happiness and heartbreak and rough times and life in all its sides.

“It is so great so be back” I like to take time between songs to thank the fans for all they do for me and tonight is not an exception “Last time I was here it was for my last tour… oh no, I’m lying. I came to see the Wizards play a couple months ago… Go Wizards!” I say and everyone cheers when I see a red jersey flying to the stage. I go over where it has fallen and grab it “Washington Capitals, huh? Andre Burakovsky? I’m not a hockey fan, but I might need to get into it… what do you say Washington?” and everyone screams.

I put my mic on the ground and put on the hockey jersey, which looks extremely baggy on me and goes to mid thigh, making me look like I’m just wearing the jersey and my boots.

“What do you think?” and I hear whistles “okay… I’ve been wanting to do this for a while in my concerts and I’ve never been allowed, but I’m feeling quite naughty tonight” more screams and I chuckle, walking on the catwalk looking at the people on the sides of the stage, noticing and rather large group of guys with what it seems are their girlfriends. All of them are smiley and seems like they are having a good time when I notice one of the guys is by himself, no lady attached.

“Hey, do you want to come up here?” I say to him and I see all his friends patting his back and pushing him around as he walks to the stage, getting help from my security team to get on.

And then all I can hear are screams and people going absolutely crazy. I have never seen anything like this before. I look at him, raising my eyebrow and he just smiles at me like he doesn’t know what it’s going on either. He is tall, way taller than me, and has the cutest face with wild curls of brown hair that give him a really innocent look.

“What’s your name?” I ask him, pretending to be an interviewer and moving the mic in front of his face.

“Andre” he has a slight accent, but I can’t pin point where he is from.

“Do you think you will know the next song?” I wonder, and he smirks.

“Try me” and the crowd goes absolutely mental, yelling his name and taking tons of pictures.

I give a nod to my band and they start playing my latest single and he smiles, leaning over so our head are at the same height.

“I have this one on repeat on my phone lately” he has to scream for me to hear him and I just give him a little push, laughing.

Andre turns out to be really fun on stage, dancing and singing and we just have a really good time. I have never seen that many phones out in my shows and I’m kind of shocked, but I brush it off and try to finish the song. Andre goes back with his friends and I keep the show going until the very last song, which is a new and unheard one from my next album.

“You are too good to me, DC” I say, grabbing my guitar from its stand and sitting on the edge of the stage, legs hanging. “This is the last song of the night and I want to give you a little treat. I won my first Grammy Award the other night and I can’t be more thankful for everything you do for me guys…” I say, getting my mic on the small stand a member of my crew has set for me so I can play “This is a new song, it is called Neither black or white and it is about those times where you are not feeling that great but you don’t even know why. I hope you like it”

The whole arena is quiet while I sing and it is a beautiful scene. I wonder if they are liking it or not, but my doubts are solved when I finish and everything goes dark, indicating the end of the show, and everyone yells and screams. I get up and make my way back to backstage while the lights are out.

“Thank you, DC” and the lights come back up.

Michael is the first one to hug me, but the rest of the crew is quick to follow. It is a routine to be honest, I like to thank everyone for making the show possible.

“(y/n), go change. There are a lot of VIPs today” my manager says and I nod, walking to my changing room and taking off my stage clothing and changing into a pair of jeans, a sweater and a pair of converse.

I always hold meet and greets for VIPs. It is not included on the ticket, but they spend way too much money and I like to give back to them. It takes me about half an hour to meet everyone and take selfies and sign merchandise and just try to make everyone feel special.

“Time for famous VIPs” my manager indicates me while getting in a smaller room.

And then I see them, the big group of guys, their girlfriends and Andre. I look at them and then look at my manager, back at them and then my manager again.

“(y/n), I’d like to introduce you to Alex Ovechkin, Tom Wilson, Jay Beagle, TJ Oshie, Niklas Backstrom, Nate Schmidt and Andre Burakovsky from the Washington Capitals” my manager says and I can tell he is holding a laugh.

“Everything makes sense now” I mutter and everyone laughs “I didn’t know what was going on, why everyone was being so loud”

“Yeah, our baby is well known among the Washington ladies” Ovechkin says, messing with Andre’s hair.

“Hey, is it true that you have never been to a hockey game?” a big guy with blue eyes and dark hair asks, Tom Wilson? Ugh, I suck at names.

“Yes. My family is a basketball family, I never watched hockey growing up”

“We need to change that. You should come to tomorrow’s game” Jay Beagle says “Burky right there is injured and won’t be playing tomorrow, so he could explain the game to you”

I think about it for a few seconds, going over my schedule.

“Yeah, I think I can make it” I agree and all of them smile.

“And you already have the best player on the team’s jersey” Andre comments and everyone cracks up again.


Hey Taylor,
I just wanted to thank you for making me so happy! I was/ still am going through a really rough time in my life and going to that invite only concert and hearing your music just makes my life better. At that concert and the one in Austin I just forgot about life and had the time of my life dancing with you and my friends. I wish bad things didn’t happen to good people, but that’s life. My dad passed away from cancer last November and it has been really hard on me. I miss him so much and I wish I could give him one more hug or talk to him one more time. We would jam out to your songs and he was always so supportive of everything I did. You and your music have helped me through so much and I am so thankful for you. I truly don’t know where I would be without your beautiful self in my life. I hope you’re enjoying your break and I can’t wait to see what you have planned for us! I love you forever and always. I can’t wait until the day I get to talk to you in person and give you the biggest hug.
P.S. I just wanted you to know that I am thankful for you and never forget how amazing you are!

Give Me Love (Bucky x Reader)

A/N: Hey guys!! I’m so sorry that I took so long to post this!! I wasn’t too sure about the lyrics because I’m not familiar with this song but I kept listening to it and rereading the lyrics and I think that I kinda got it…I hope it’s alright?😅 Enjoy!!

Lyrics in italics

Request: Could you do a fic based on ‘Give Me Love’ by Izzy Bizu? With Bucky? idk

All I know is I am broken

And I fall sometimes

All I know is my heart is stolen

And I can’t escape sometimes

Resting your elbows on the windowsill, you leaned out slightly as you looked down at the slow traffic, letting your mind wander. You thought about everything, anything and nothing at all. It was a nice quiet day, the sky was blue and you had nothing much to do so you were just daydreaming.

Another home, another lover

Another home

Am I alone with my mother?

Will she call?

You sighed as you backed away and headed to the couch, slipping your phone out of your pocket as you looked at your notifications. You saw that you had texts from your friends, some of your coworkers but none of them were from the person you secretly wanted to hear from the most.

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EXO Reaction when you save their lives

Xoxo, Admin A~

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*Forever grateful* “I’ll never forget the day I first saw you, you saved my life and took my heart in return”


“I wish I could see that girl again.. I never thanking him for doing what she did.I’m going to find her.. even if I have to go to the end of the world” *Can’t stop thinking about it*


*Sees you one day, before losing all hope* “You… you are the girl that… Please.. let me be part of your life, you became my life the day you saved me..”


*Cries every time he thinks of it* “I can’t stay like this forever. I owe her so much… Her name will be forever on my lips”


*Thinks of that day every time he has some free time* “I should have… followed her.. why did I let her go? Why didn’t I keep her with me? She not only saved my life, she healed my heart, she marked it with her touch”


*Doesn’t know how to find you, but writes a song dedicated to you so one day you listen to it, and know he is waiting for you* “I hope my song touches your soul, like you touched mine”


*Hugs you for ten hours never stopping thanking you* “Please.. don’t disappear, I can’t thank you no matter what I do. Let me at least keep you safe now, let me be the one you turn to when you need help”


*Never rests until he finds you* “I know we don’t really know each other.. but you saved my life and I intend to do everything for you, until the end of the world. Don’t push me away, because I won’t give up”


*Before you two part to your own way* “I promise you.. that the next time we meet, I’ll be the one doing something for you… I’ll be worthy of being by your side”


*Takes some time but does everything to win your heart and keep you forever in his arms* “It’s my most treasured memory.. the day I met you. Not because you saved my life. It’s because you gave me a new life, that day I found the love of my life”


*Becomes like your body guard. Always keeping you save without you knowing it. Always being your guardian angel*


“It’s you… you are the girl that saved my life.. I’ve been wanting to thank you for years, I’m glad I finally found you. Can I get you a coffee to start showing you my gratitude?” *Don’t think it’ll end there, he is going to make you happy forever*

[Masterlist] [Guideline]

Flying (Request)

hey.  can you please write something based on “if I could fly” Harry and reader were friends /together in the past but something happened and separated them… and they didn’t met in a really long time but when they accidentally do he is really inspired to write this song and talk to her and tell her how he feel after all this time… or something like that?!  whit really fluffy ending but I just like some drama here and there.  I like how you write.  All the love, R.

My first request! Thank you, love! (needtobefind) I hope this is what you were looking for!


You hadn’t been expecting to see him again after all this time. You had moved away from your hometown over a year ago; partially to get away from the influence and memories of Harry. 

It had been a fairy tale romance between the two of you. Harry had been your everything. You had fallen in love with him faster than you had even thought possible and the two of you were inseparable.

Having him leave for a tour was hard on you, but you always managed to make it work. Harry would always say that he missed you so much and that if he could fly, he would come home to you right there and then.

Things were great until the rumors started. You weren’t one to believe in tabloids, but you got hounded with them every single day. Harry out and about with a different girl every night. Sometimes pictures don’t lie. Seeing Harry kissing another girl was the end of it. 

The breakup had been bad. There was crying, there was yelling and there were words thrown around that you normally didn’t even use. You had been the one to end it, despite Harry’s pleas that he loved you and the whole thing was just a misunderstanding. But you couldn’t do it anymore. You loved him, but you were done. 

That had been 15 months ago. After you moved away, you had done everything in your power to forget about Harry entirely; which was a difficult task considering he and the rest of the boys were everywhere. When a 1D song came on the radio, you changed it. If the boys were on TV doing an interview, you flipped to a different channel. Slowly, but eventually, Harry drifted from your mind.

Which was why seeing him that day was the last thing you were expecting. In that moment, every single memory came flooding back to you. You saw your entire relationship flash before your eyes and it made you ache. You tried to hide before he saw you, but couldn’t move fast enough. You made eye contact and all of the other people around you seemed to disappear. Before you knew it, he was walking toward you and then he was standing in front of you. This boy that you both loved and hated so much. The one who had made you feel so alive, and then so hurt.

“Hi.” He said, his voice low.

“Hi, Harry.”

Your conversation was not a long one, nor was it substantial. He awkwardly asked how you were and you awkwardly replied that you were fine. It was all small talk, but you knew that there was so much more that you wanted to say that was just buried. The five minutes that you stood there talking to him, all you could think about was how much you missed him. You knew in your heart that he hadn’t cheated on you - that the tabloids had just been an excuse for you to leave him because having him away all the time was just too hard for you. You would take it all back in a minute just to be with him now. 

But you couldn’t say it. You knew you couldn’t say it. And so you watched him walk away once again, knowing that you may have just blown your last chance to get him back.

Three months passed. You hadn’t seen or heard from him since. You had managed to go about your daily life and typically forget about Harry once again. You vaguely knew that 1D was putting out a new album, but you didn’t pay attention enough to know when or what was on it. 

You were sitting in your favorite cafe when you heard something on the radio that would change everything.

“And now, coming up we have a brand new song from One Direction. This one was co-written by Harry Styles, and while we don’t know the story behind the song, we can tell you that this one is a tear-jerker. This is ‘If I Could Fly’.”

Your head shot up when you heard the title. Instead of rushing out of the cafe to avoid hearing the song, you actually got up and moved closer to the speaker where the song was coming from. When the first line of the song started, you heard Harry’s low, smooth voice singing,

If I could fly, I’d be coming right back home to you.
I think I might give up everything, just ask me to.
Pay attention, I hope that you listen cause I let my guard down.
Right now I’m completely defenseless. 

For your eyes only, I show you my heart.
For when you’re lonely and forget who you are.
I’m missing half of me when we’re apart.
And now you know me, for your eyes only. 

By the time the song finished, you hadn’t even noticed you were crying. In your mind, you heard Harry saying to you, “I miss you so much, (Y/N). I wish I could fly. Because if I could fly, I’d come home to you right now.”

You knew that Harry wrote this song, and you knew that Harry had written it for you. You also knew that you had to find Harry. 

You managed to look up where the next closest show to you was going to be. The tour was over, so you would have to look for other options. Talk show appearances were your best bet, and you finally found one that you could actually get to.

You didn’t want to sit in the audience. You just wanted to wait for Harry to finish and then find him outside or something. You had no idea if your plan would actually work, but you had to try. Luckily for you, while you were standing outside with dozens of other fans, you saw a familiar face. When you had been dating Harry, you had spent some time with them while they were on tour and got to know Paul - their security guy - fairly well. You saw him walking toward the door and called for him. Since all the other girls waiting with you didn’t care about Paul, he heard you yelling for him and turned around. When he saw you, his eyes widened and his mouth had a hint of a smile as if to say, “What are you doing here?”

You made your way through the crowd of girls to get as close to Paul as you could.

“I need to see him.” Was all you said. 

Paul nodded slowly and then looked around before leaning in closer to you. “Come around the side. Door 16. I’ll meet you there in five minutes.”

The next thing you knew, you were inside the studio and everything was quiet. Paul led you through the halls to an empty room.

“Wait here.” He said, “I’ll bring him back when they’re done.”

You sat and waited in the room for what felt like an eternity. You honestly had no idea what you were going to say to Harry once you saw him, but you just knew that you had to see him. You had to let him know somehow that you still loved him.  

Finally, you saw those eyes again. Those dark, piercing green eyes that could tell entire stories with just one glance. Those eyes saw you as well and the rest of him stopped dead. 


You got up from where you had been sitting and started walking to him.

“I heard the song.” You said. “I really like it.”

Harry nodded slowly. “Good. I spent a lot of time on that one.” He replied, knowing exactly which song you were talking about.

You could feel a lump forming in your throat as you stood looking at him. There were still so many things you wanted to say, but in the moment, it was as if none of them mattered.

“I’m so sorry, Harry.” You said, tears starting to pool in the corner of your eyes.

Harry didn’t say a word, but walked over to you and softly reached up to wipe a stray tear off your cheek.  

“There was never anybody else.” He said, quietly.

“I know.”

“There’s still nobody else.”

You finally were able to smile at him, which caused him to smile back revealing that adorable dimple that you loved and missed so much.

“Harry -”

Harry stopped you by putting a finger over your lips.

“Shhh. We’ll talk later.” He said.

Then he gently pulled your face to his and kissed you. It had been almost two years since you had last kissed Harry, but it felt like mere seconds. You could remember every single moment you had spent with him and it was as if you had never been apart. You felt yourself melting into his arms as he wrapped them around you and pulled you even closer, ending the kiss and holding on to you for dear life, burying his face in your shoulder.

“I’ve missed you.” He mumbled. “So much.”

“I missed you too, Harry.”

Time stood still, and you never wanted the moment to end. But at least you had hope now that it wouldn’t have to. 

I’ve got scars, even though they can’t always be seen.
And pain gets hard, but now you’re here and I don’t feel a thing.

8 months later part 2

Hey guys! I was really happy to see that some of you liked the story, so I decided to write a part two. From the beginning I thought it would just be one short story, but I got so many ideas so it might come out more chapters after this one, if you would like it to.


Part one:


*Adam’s pov*

I sat there with a finish message and was just about to send it to her. When I remembered that I wasn’t the only guy she had liked during 2016. When she broke up with me she started dating Tom Hiddleston just a few weeks or maybe a month after. I was so destroyed at this point. The love of my life didn’t give me a chance to win her back, she showed me and the whole world that she was the winner of the break up when she was seen together with him. At first I thought it was a sick joke, my Taylor wouldn’t do that. Then, when I heard he had bought her a ring and she turned him down and he couldn’t stand it, it was over between them and maybe I had a chance. I didn’t knew if the whole story was true. But the first time I heard it, I hoped it was. Because if she turned the ring down she might still have feelings for me. My friends gossiped a lot about it, and Tom said something about don’t believe everything you read, but at the same time, they broke things off right after that.

I read the message again “Dear Taylor. I just saw your video and must say congratulations. The song is great, the video is too and you know when we first started dating, and how you were very insecure about your body, I’m happy you’re over it now. Because even though we are over, I still stand behind my words. You are the most beautiful woman I’ve met in my life. You seem to be so happy, and I’m really glad for you. I really wish you the best. I know this might come as a shock to you, but Taylor I miss you so fucking much. I can’t stop thinking about you. And if you wrote this song about me, which I really hope you did, please give me a call. -Adam”

I couldn’t send it. What if the song was about Tom. “Wondering if I dodged a bullet or just lost the love of my life”, that could totally be about Tom, or at least if he really was ready to propose and she turned him down. If she thought she loved him, but that it was too early. If he really gave her a “now or never” and she decided to go with never, because it was too early to call him the love of her life. She actually called me that, so maybe the song isn’t about me. And why would she see me around in all the empty faces when she met Tom right after we broke up. What if she replies something like “Hey Adam, good to hear from you. That’s so nice of you and I’m happy everything turned out great for you too. I’m sorry, but the song isn’t about you. I really miss you though, what do you say about two friends grabbing a coffee sometime next week? -Taylor”. Taylor is too nice to just be writing “Haha that ego, no it’s not about you.” but still. It’s a big chance the song isn’t about me and then I know it’s over for real. Then I know she will never be mine again. So maybe it’s best to think that I have a chance, because at least that give me some hope.

I deleted it. I couldn’t do this to myself. Taylor is probably having a part and is celebrating with her friends and everything. Why should I ruin her night? I still love her, so I can’t do that. That text message would make her so sad if the song is about Tom. Because if I had sent it and the song was about Tom, she would have to break my heart again. And I know that would break her too.

*Gigi’s pov*

I was sitting in Zayn’s lap. Feeling so happy. I’m only 21 years old, but I have found the one guy I wanna spend the rest of my life with. I had him right in front of me and I was so proud over him most of the times, but tonight I was a bit extra proud. Because my bestfriend and boyfriend had realised a song together and the music video was hot, mysterious, but still no kissing and nothing too much. “I love you so much” I whispered to Zayn. “I love you too babe. You know you are the most beautiful girl in the world right” he said and made me blush. I kissed him and heard how Taylor excused herself from the room. “Do you think she’s okay?” I whispered to Zayn when she was gone. “I have no idea, why do you ask?”. I gave him a serious look and then said “The song honey, it’s about Adam.”

OHH GUYS, was the first thing I thought to be honest. I loved this man more than anything in the world, but still he didn’t knew the story that he was telling in his song. He didn’t knew the song was about Adam.

“Adam?” he asked a bit confused. “Yeah, that guy you called di*khead on twitter, remember” I answered as I rolled my eyes. He started to laugh, “oh you mean Calvin Harris. I totally forgot his real name is Adam.” I started to smile, to me Calvin was Adam, but I remembered that because of their twitter fight me and Taylor hung out with out the boys most of the times. They met and hung out a few times, but still I got where it all came from. “I think I need to go and check on her” I said and kissed Zayn one last time before I started walking away.

I walked up, and asked pretty quiet “Taylor, where are you?” and didn’t get an answer. I walked to Taylor’s bedroom, and then I heard the sound I hated the most. The sound of someone crying their eyes out. I walked against the noise and it took me to her bathroom. “Taylor open up” I said with a pretty calm voice. “No, go back to Zayn. Have a great evening. I don’t wanna ruin this for you two. So go and have fun.” she answered.

“Open that damn door, I’m not going anywhere” I said, when she finally opened up I saw three bottles stand in front of her, one with red wine, another with whiskey and the last one with champagne. It smelled terrible in the bathroom. And when I lifted the bottles I realised it was a lot left, but still, she had been drinking so much more than her body could handle. I might need to take her to the hospital was my first thought. “What the hell?” I said and even more tears started streaming down from her cheeks. “Why did you do this to yourself?” I asked her while I tried to wipe her tears away. She laid down over my lap and said “He should have sent the text” I finally got up my phone and called Zayn so he could get a driver. But at the same time I started wondering about her words. The signals goes away….”ADAM” I said and Zayn answered “no, Zayn?”. “Babe I need you to fix a cab and a driver. FAST” I know he can hear it in my voice, that I’m worried. “What happened?” he asked fast. “It’s Taylor, she needs to get to the hospital.” Right away he hung up and I know that he tries to get a driver as fast as possible. “Gigi, I hate that I still love him. Did he have to do that?” Taylor said and then passed out in my lap. “Taylor, what did he do” I tried to ask, but it was impossible to get any connection with her.

I take up my phone and go to contacts and search for Adam. Click on text message and then writes in “What the hell did you do?” and click on send before I even thought it through…


Do you want another chapter so you can find out what happens with Taylor and how Adam will respond?

1 Year ‘Gift’

Okay, so this is long as hell but you can deal and should read it all. It all means a lot to me, and lets you know how much I love you @robyng98

Dawn of the Third Day- NateWantsToBattle

Now will you take me along
When you fly away and play your song
Because 7 years is far too long
I know she knows she gives me everything
Gives me courage, give me wisdom, gives me strength
For her I only hope I’ll do the same
Now I won’t ever be the same
Ever since I learned this princess’s name
Now it seems there’s just no other way
I’ll win her heart by the dawn of the third day
When I’m high and dry, she’s my song of storms
When I’m cold at night, her Din’s fire keeps me warm
I could feel her since the day that I was born
When I’m bloodied, battered, beaten from the longest fights
She hookshots straight to me heart and holds me tight
We’ll stay up late and share our stories all night
Now I won’t ever be the same
Ever since I learned this princess’s name
Now it seems there’s just no other way
I’ll win her heart by the dawn of the third day

Okay, so yeah, this is a Legend of Zelda song, but it is cute as fuck so I included it. Sue me. But basically it makes me think of us, with you being too good for me and me trying to win your heart because you’re just perfect and I”m not. 

Question- Assassination Classroom Theme Song

When I’m awake
You are all I think about
When I’m asleep
Yeah, you’re all I dream about
And any day
Now I know I’ll win your heart
I need it
I swear it

It’s just cute. Simple as that. (when taken out of context its cute. DON’T question it. lol.)

Jamie All Over- Mayday Parade

And please don’t tell me that I’m dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it’s over
I’ll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories
We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you

It’s kind of a sad song about a relationship being too good to be true, and knowing it, but just taking it for what it is and making memories.

Crossing Fields- Sword Art Online Opening 1

Within my dreams I’ll touch the sky
But I still realize
I won’t survive the fight without you by my side
You give me light when I have lost my way
I fall asleep
‘Cause I always find you in my dreams
I’ll always be right next to you
I’ll give you everything I have

I just kinda always need you here by my side, and I know that even when you’re not physically here with me, you are always in my heart.

Rebel Love Song- Black Veil Brides

Never gonna change my mind
We can leave it all behind
Nothing’s gonna stop us
No, not this time
So take your hand in mine
It’s ours tonight
This is a rebel love song
Hearts will sacrifice
It’s do or die
This is a rebel love song

If this song isn’t fucking us. I know this is from like the first time we dated, but I just had to include it. I loved it.

Hold on to You- NateWantsToBattle

I’ve done my best to look inside
But I found nothing
No shame no pride
I need something to hang on to
I miss when you were here by my side

When you take this song out of context, it’s cute. But it’s actually about Kingdom Hearts soo. But long distance sucks. And I hate it. And I miss you. Sigh.

One Me Two Hearts- Divine Gate opening

I need you to lend me your heart
Do me this and I’ll open the gate
Don’t you tell me that you’ve forgotten
I want it, I need it, I see it, show me now
Lend your eyes and I’ll help you see
Lend your ears and listen to me
There’s so much in this world that is left
And your time isn’t up yet
Take this as a note from you and me
There’s nothing left to fear in dreams
Don’t cry yourself to sleep

Just don’t put most anime songs into context and we will be good. But, just don’t give up on us, no matter what. We can do it and we can push through. I love you.

Miserable at Best- Mayday Parade

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I’ll be miserable at best
You’re all that I hoped to find
In every single way
And everything I would give
Is everything you couldn’t take
'Cause nothing feels like home,
You’re a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

I hate myself. I swear to god. But this was part of my breakup playlist but it always kicked my ass into place and made me realize how much I fucked up when I kept losing you.

They Don’t Know About Us- One Direction

They don’t know about the things we do
They don’t know about the “I love you"’s
But I bet you if they only knew 
They would just be jealous of us,
They don’t know about the up all nights
They don’t know I’ve waited all my life
Just to find a love that feels this right
Baby they don’t know about, they don’t know about us

Also an old song but oh well. I remember learning this song on piano for you. And then you dumping me a week later. Lol.

To The Ends Of The Earth- NateWantsToBattle

So follow me to the ends of the earth
Now take a minute and revel in it
And see how much you’re worth
I’ll fight and defend
I’ll see this out till the end
So follow me
To the ends of the earth
We’ll own the night
And the sun will still rise
The rain starts to cease
And I can see clearly

I’ve told you to listen to this but I know you didn’t so I included it. It’s just a really cute fucking song and proving to someone that you love them enough to go through anything with them.

It Had To Be You- Motion City Soundtrack

What if it was you?
You that I needed all along
I felt like a fool
Thinking we were completely wrong
It seemed like a dream
A beautiful scream
That echoed forever
And made us not afraid to feel a thing
And after it ends
We’ll try to be friends
They say that what doesn’t kill us makes us who we are

WOW MANY SAD SONGS WAY TO GO ME. But this is kinda about a relationship ending and still wanting/needing them in your life after it all and to be honest this was also in my breakup playlist. It made me realize that I will always miss you, and if something does happen and we break up, I still want to be friends as time goes on because I’ve never had a friend like you before.

Gone So Long- Breathe Carolina

Do you still remember my touch at all?
I never meant to be gone so long
Do you still remember my touch at all?
I never meant to be gone so long
Street lights passing
Every one gets me a heartbeat closer
To where it started beating
Keep me feeling safe and sound
When everything that’s right is upside down
Was it all a dream I had?
Time for us to wake up
I’ll save my words to make the most of it
I never meant to be gone so long

Long distance. Sigh. 

All of Me- John Legend

All of me loves
All of you


For The First Time- The Script

We’re smiling but we’re close to tears,
Even after all these years,
We just now got the feeling that we’re meeting for the first time …

Idk. I’m fucking emo.

Perfect- Ed Sheeran

Well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know
She shares my dreams, I hope that someday I’ll share her home
I found a love, to carry more than just my secrets
To carry love, to carry children of our own
We are still kids, but we’re so in love
Fighting against all odds
I know we’ll be alright this time
Darling, just hold my hand
Be my girl, I’ll be your man
I see my future in your eyes

You had me look this up. I cried. Of course. (edit: AND TODAY YOU FUCKING SANG IT TO ME MY EMO HEART WAS FUCKING CRYING BABY) Even if we are gay and can’t carry each others kids, I still love you and this song.

I Can Wait Forever- Simple Plan

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you’re gone it won’t stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

It’s us if we would’ve listened to our parents. We probably would’ve waited as long as we needed but we’re badasses.

With Me- Sum 41

I don’t want this moment to ever end,
Where everything’s nothing without you.
I want you to know,
With everything I won’t let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I’ll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won’t let go.

I love you no matter what we go through or what happens to us. I’ll always prove it to you. 

Still Into You- Paramore

Can’t count the years on one hand
That we’ve been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better
It’s not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can’t deny, can’t deny you’re worth it
'Cause after all this time I’m still into you
I should be over all the butterflies
But I’m into you
And baby even on our worst nights
I’m into you
Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don’t really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I’m still into you

This song is me at you so perfectly. No matter all our hard times and breaks, I’ll always be into you.

StopRewind- NateWantsToBattle

Eye to eye our worlds collided
Ear to ear you kept me smiling
Kept me happy kept me grounded
Before I flew away
And I felt it breaking
Then you came around
In this world of white noise you’re my favorite sound

The entire song is about feeling like you are in an endless loop of depression and anxiety, but you find someone to help you through it all. Even if you fuck up along the way, someone is still there to love you. 

Marry You- Bruno Mars

It’s a beautiful night,
We’re looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

You told me to look this one up. So, you trying to tell me something? wink wonk.

Elvis Presley-The Wonder of You 💙

When no-one else can understand me
When everything I do is wrong
You give me hope and consolation
You give me strength to carry on
And you’re always there to lend a hand
In everything I do
That’s the wonder
The wonder of you
And when you smile the world is brighter
You touch my hand and I’m a king
Your kiss to me is worth a fortune
Your love for me is everything
I’ll guess I’ll never know the reason why
You love me like you do
That’s the wonder
The wonder of you

Listen to the complete playlist!

1. Seamless - Sabrina Carpenter “You & me together take on the world forever. I know all your secrets & I promise you, I’m gonna keep them~”
Ordinary Day - Vanessa Carlton
“As he spoke, he spoke ordinary words, although they did not feel; for I felt what I had not felt before.”
Crazy Stupid Love - My Crazy Girlfriend
“I’ve been looking everywhere, wishing on stars. There may never be a love as f***ed up as ours.”
Quiet - Lights
“I’m not yours & you’re not mine, but we can sit & pass the time. No fighting wars, no ringing chimes, we’re just feeling fine.”

I Really Like You - Carly Rae Jepsen
“It’s like everything you say is a sweet revelation; all I wanna do is get into your head.”
6. Beautiful Disaster - Kelly Clarkson
“He’s a tragedy with more damage than a soul should see. Do I try to change him? He’s so beautiful; such a beautiful disaster.”
7. On the Way Down - Ryan Cabrera
“I took a dive & on the way down I saw you & you saved me from myself. On the way down, I almost fell right through—but I held on to you.”
Oh Darling - Plug In Stereo
“You seem quite shy, but you’re oh so cute & I’m the kinda guy that would love to be yours if you’d ask me to, so just take a chance and try to hold my hand!”
I Do Adore - Mindy Gledhill
“Grace just isn’t my forte but it brings me to my knees when you say: ‘Hello~how are you, my darling, today?’”
I Wouldn’t Mind - He is We
“Merrily we fall out of line; I’d fall anywhere with you. I’m by your side: swinging in the rain, humming melodies. We’re not going anywhere until we freeze.”
All You Wanted - Michelle Branch
“If you want to, I can save you—I can take you away from here. So lonely inside, so busy out there & all you wanted was somebody who cares.”
The City Lights at Night - Sail by the Stars
“Let’s run away & leave this place; we won’t come back again ‘cuz tonight is the night we are everything that we wish we could be.”
Criminal - Britney Spears
“I hear people talk, trying to make remarks, keep us apart. But I don’t even hear; I don’t care. I’m in love with a criminal.”
Everything to Me - David Lehr
“I’ve been sleeping in way too late for the past three days straight, ‘cuz I’ve been talking to you.”
Pieces of Me - Ashlee Simpson
“How do you know everything I’m about to say? Am I that obvious? If it’s written on my face…I hope it never goes away.”
Rescue Song - Mr. Little Jeans
“My dress is torn, you have a black eye you got from a giving kind. But your coat is big & I am warm; I’ll ask if I can walk you home.”

With You - Goodnight Sunrise
“Just like that, all my walls come down. It’s like a private joke just meant for us to know. I relate to you naturally, everybody else just fades away.”

If I lose my fight and the demons win,
If I perish in the flames of my own anguish.
If nothing ever remains of my life and my dreams,
Just please know that I was here.
I was more than a name, more than a number,
More than my failures and more than my blunders.
I lived a life and I was more than alive.
I felt happiness, and pain and desire.
I was a person fighting through my crumbling mind.
I struggled through my demons and let my light shine.
I suffered in silence and I suffered alone,
But I stole my happy moments and put a brave face on.
The world may never know the battles that I have fought,
The scars that I had and the burns that made me raw.
But if there’s one thing you give me, then please give me this:
Remember me for more than the tragedy of my loss.
Tell the world of my stories, of my loves and my hopes.
Of the girl who dreamt of stars, when the ground swallowed her whole.
Tell them the things that I felt and the cheers that I spread.
Tell them of my silent demons that I kept forever veiled.
If all else fails and nothing else prevails,
Just promise me that you will do this for me:
You will remember me as more than my ending note,
You will remember me as more than just my tragic swan song.
For I lived and I loved, and I had hopes and goals and dreams.
And I fought through my plight and thought of grand schemes.
But through all my strength and my silent warrior cries,
If everything else was robbed from my life,
Then please promise me that you will give me this,
Promise me that you will honor me in my memory, at least.
—  The World May Never Know Me, But I Was Here // a.s.

931123 ♡ happy birthday teen top’s l.joe

dear byunghun, today is november 23rd. in western culture, you are 23 years old. we have a special name for the birthday in which your age matches your birth date; it’s called your champagne birthday, and it only happens once.

champagne is a special thing. you too are a very special thing. and in a lot of other ways, you’re just like champagne. you’re bubbly, sweet, and you make people feel good. you make people feel warm, like they’re floating on air. you’re intoxicating in the best way possible. i would know; i’ve had the pleasure of loving you for over five years, and i promise i won’t ever stop.

thank you for loving every single one of your fans back with so much gratitude. most idols don’t do that, you know. they don’t show their fans as much love and appreciation as you do, and that has always been my favorite part of being your fan. thank you for always giving us your best, your brightest, and your strongest. i’m so proud of everything you’ve accomplished, from the songs you’ve written to the acting roles you’ve landed. promise me that you’ll never stop reaching for the stars, okay? i hope you have an amazing birthday, my love. i am forever grateful for your beautiful presence in my life, and in this world.

Sweet Dreams


you x yunhyeong

description: where you had a bad nightmare and he comforts you


i hope this turns out how you imagined it!

“You like the movie?” Your boyfriend whispers in your ear. You nod, focusing back on the screen as he wraps his arms around you. His arms slowly moved from your waist to your shoulders, until they wrapped around your neck. Not knowing how to react to the situation, you just sat there, frozen not able to scream out. A snicker left his lips, mocking you. Suddenly his arms tightened around your neck, and before you knew it, you could barely breathe. You can hear his heavy breathing in your ear as he tightened his grip around your neck. The lack of oxygen caused you to go in and out of consciousness before blacking out.

“BABE” he yelled, shaking you. Your eyes shot open, soaked in tears. Not knowing that the loud sobs from your vivid dream shocked your boyfriend. “Shhh baby don’t cry,” he whispered, pulling your body closer to his. He stroked your hair, trying to calm you down. Your sudden outcry had shocked him. Not realizing that you had fallen asleep was a part of the shock; he thought you screamed at the movie, but boy he was wrong. You too wrapped your arms around his waist, burying your face into his chest, inhaling his scent. It was a dream.The movie credits were rolling on your TV screen, saying that you slept through the majority of the film.

“I’m sorry I fell asleep,” you muttered, wiping your tears with a tissue provided by Yunhyeong. 

“No, that’s not the issue right now. What were you dreaming about?” he asks, looking into your eyes. The look of concern in his eyes made yours water a bit more- it really was a dream. He’d never do that.

“You tried to kill me while we watched a movie,” you whispered. He looked at you, confused.

“Y/N, this isn’t heaven,” he says with a chuckle. You shook your head violently.

“Yunhyeong, I know this isn’t heaven. That was my dream. You killed me in it,” 

A frown appeared on his face as he stroked the hair off your face. He took a good look at your face- first your eyes, then your nose, then your lips, then back up at your eyes. The fear from your vivid dream resonated in your eyes.

“I’d never,” he said, kissing your forehead. “I love you too much to ever yell at you or lay a finger on you,” he whispers, kissing your entire face. His soft lips left a tingling feeling on your face. His kisses slowly started getting sloppy and slobbery, making you giggle. You attempted to push him away only to fail tremendously as he wrapped his arms even tighter around you- squeezing your body completely up against his. 

“If anything I’d save you from anyone who would try to hurt you,” he says with a smile. His hands slide up your shirt, stroking your bare skin, His soft touch gave you chills, and made it hard to focus.

“I know,” you mumble. “My little prince wouldn’t hurt a fly though,” 

“I’d only hurt people if they hurt you or my family or my boys, you know that,” he says with a smile. His leg wraps around your body, keeping your entire body squished up against his.

“You’re my perfect prince,” you giggle, thinking about cheesy that sounded. “You’re perfect,” you whisper.

“I’d be and do anything for you, you know that,” he says, kissing the tip of your nose. The sudden kiss made you scrunch up your nose. You both laid there- no conversation, no subtle touches- just quiet breathing.

“Thank you for making me feel better after my bad dream,” you say after a while. 

“Anything for my beautiful princess- you know that,” he says quietly.

“Can you sing for me?” you ask him quietly. You can hear his heartbeat clearly as you placed your head on his chest.

“What would you like to hear, your majesty?” he asked. A laugh erupted from both of you, cringing at his cheesy line.

“Anything that you want to sing. As long as its pretty,”

“We haven’t released this song yet,” he whispers. Your eyes light up at his words. “I helped write the lyrics this time. It’s about you,” he says, blushing.

“Aww did my Yoyo write a song for me?” you giggle. He avoids eye contact with you, trying to hold in his smile. “That’s the sweetest thing a guy has ever done for me,” you say sincerely.

Upon hearing these words, his confidence rose as he cleared his throat. You shut your eyes, hoping to fall asleep to his sweet voice and his consistent heartbeat. His honey voice flowed into your ears, making your heart melt. You felt yourself drift in and out of sleep, making it hard to focus. You gave up on trying to stay awake as he finished the song. He shifted under you to turn of the light on the night stand.

“Good night, my princess, my world, my everything. Sweet dreams,”

ahh SO CHEESY AND AOITTHEJFNGBB (<—- how i feel after writing this) I know this isn’t great, but i hope to improve as i continue writing more and more. please give me some feedback. That will help me improve and write better imagines and scenarios for you guys! Thank you for reading! xx

“I’ll make love to you”

“Y/N it’s time to wake, or you’ll be late for school!” mom yelled from downstairs. I groaned and turned onto my stomach as I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hand.
“I’m up” I yelled back as I slowly got out of bed. I went into my bathroom and stripped out of my shorts and top, and then I got into the shower and got cleaned.
I used my favorite Aussie shampoo and conditioner, and a really good body wash.
I got out a few minutes later and dried my body. I went into my small walk-in closet and found a floral skirt, a crop top in black with a little lace, a peachy colored cardigan and my favorite Keds shoes in white.
For my makeup I just went with the usual, and for my hair I just blow dried it and pulled it into a ponytail.
I grabbed my school bag and went downstairs.
“Good morning mom” I said as I walked over to mom to peck her cheek. After pecking her cheek I sat down by the table and eat a quick breakfast. Then just as I was about to walk outside Justin honked. I smiled widely and said goodbye to mom, then I ran outside and got into his car. Justin pecked my lips as the first as I got inside the car.
“Good morning” he smiled. I smiled back and grabbed his jaw before kissing his lips again.
“Good morning” I said back, then I intertwined our fingers, and Justin drove us to school.
Justin and I had been dating since freshman year, and we loved each other.
We were both seniors now, so it was soon time for us to graduate, but luckily we were actually both going to the same college, and we had planned on buying an apartment together, so we were sure we were going to see each other.
“Are we still hanging out after school?” Justin asked as he looked over at me. I smiled and nodded my head.
“Of course, I wouldn’t miss the opportunity to see you” I told him and bit down in my lip. Justin squeezed my hand and looked at the road again.
“Good, because I have a surprise for you today, but not outside school, at school” he said, then he pulled my hand up to his mouth and kissed it.
“Really? OMG I can’t wait” I smiled.
Justin always did an effort in surprising me with the sweetest things like romantic dinners, spontaneous drives and so on.
I was surprised he was still with me, especially when we never had, had sex before. But Justin was still by my side, and he respected me! Even though I had told him a lot of times that I was ready to have sex with him, it just wasn’t true, and Justin knew.
But I was getting there…    
“Want me to come watch your game today after school?” I asked Justin. Justin was the quarterback on the school’s football team, so he was pretty popular, which made me popular.
“Of course, you know I don’t play good, when you aren’t there” Justin cheekily said, I giggled, and then Justin parked his car outside school.
“I’ll see you in second period babe” I told Justin as we got inside school. I was about to walk away, when Justin grabbed my hand and twirled me around. Then he leaned down, and we started kissing. But sadly we got interrupted, when Sophie and Taylor awed. I pulled away from Justin, but I kept out foreheads together. I looked up at him and directly into his eyes as I bit down in my lip.
“I love you” he said, I smiled as I continued to bite my lip.
“I love you, too” I told him, then I pecked his lips and pulled away to sat hey to Sophie and Taylor.
“Hey girls!” I said as I walked over to them, we started walking away, but I couldn’t help but look back to see Justin still looking at me as Ryan and Christian tried to talk to him.
I blew him a kiss, and then I turned around and tried to catch up on what Sophie and Taylor were talking about.
“I’m so jealous of you and Justin! I want a boyfriend like that, too” Sophie whined, I chuckled and started blushing.
“He really is the best boyfriend ever! He has a surprise for me today” I told them, the girls opened their mouths wide and looked at each other.
“You better give him something back sweetie” Taylor said, I sighed and nodded my head.
“I’m really trying girls, I’m just not completely ready yet” I told them as I took their hint on having sex with Justin.
“Taylor and I have both done it, and it doesn’t hurt” Sophie said, I gulped and looked down.
“I just want my first time to be special, and not just behind the football field,” I said, as I look a Taylor. Taylor shrugged and smirked.
“At least you know it will be special, when you have Justin” she smiled; I nodded my head and smiled widely.
“Yeah, and you know what? I’m gonna do it” I told him, but as I said that a huge knot formed in my stomach.

It was finally second period, and I made my way into the classroom. But sadly all the seats around Justin was taken, so I started walking down to the back of the classroom.
“Baby, over here!” Justin yelled as he pated his lap. I smiled and playfully rolled my eyes before making my way over to him.
I sat down on his lap sideways and pecked his lips.
“I missed you” I told him, Justin scrunched his nose sweetly, and then he started rubbing it against mine.
“And I missed you” he said. Then the teacher came into the room.
“Ms. Y/L/N and Mr. Bieber, you can’t sit like that,” Mr. Evans said as he looked directly at us. Justin sighed, and I got off his lap to sit in the back of the room. But to my surprise Justin stood up, too and sat down beside me.
“Good, now open your books on page 89 and start working” Mr. Evans said, and we all started working.

School had ended, and currently Sophie, Taylor and I were sitting on the benches outside school as we watched Justin, Ryan and Christian play football. There were only a few minutes left of the game, and our team was winning, so we were all already cheering.

We all stood up as the game was called off and our team had won.

The girls and I cheered loudly, and we all ran down to the field.

I found Justin and jumped right into his arms and wrapped my legs around his waist.

“You were so good, baby!” I said as I removed his helmet. Justin was all sweaty, but I didn’t care, I just wanted to celebrate him!

“Thanks” he said, and then he placed his lips on top of mine.

“Wanna get your surprise?” Justin asked me as he looked up at me. I nodded my head and placed my head in the crook of his neck.

“Okay, then go sit down with all the other football players, they know what to do” Justin said, and then he placed me on the ground again and pecked my cheek. Then he ran off and left me standing there confused as fuck. I furrowed my eyebrows and walked over to Ryan and Christian.

“Justin said you guys knew what to do,” I told them; both of them smirked and nodded their heads. Ryan made me follow him over to their bench.

He made me sit on the bench in between the other football players, and then they ran off, too?

“Okay, so there is a student that would like to surprise his girlfriend, that why you all are here still” our principal said, I gasped and covered my mouth. Then Ryan and Christian came back and soon after Justin came back onto the field.

“Okay, so this is dedicated to my beautiful and amazing girlfriend! I know you always wanted to sing for you, so that’s what I will be doing” he said, and then the music to ‘I’ll make love to you’ started playing. Justin chuckled nervously as he looked down at me with a smile.

He grabbed the microphone tightly, and then he started singing beautifully.

“Close your eyes, make a wish, and blow out the candlelight. For tonight is your night, we’re gonna celebrate, all through the night. Pour the wine, light the fire, girl your wish is my command. I submit to your demands, I’ll do anything, girl you need only ask.

I’ll make love to you, like you want me to, and I’ll hold you tight, baby all through the night, I’ll make love to you, when you want me to, and I will not let go till you tell me to” Justin beautifully sang.  I couldn’t help but cry like crazy, and Justin had noticed, because he had walked over to me and dried some of my tears away as he continued to sing. He grabbed my hand and made me stand, and then he twirled me around and started slow dancing with me in front of the whole school, but I didn’t care, Justin was everything I focused on.

And he had just proved that I would never regret giving him my virginity. The knot in my stomach was completely gone, and now my stomach was filled with butterflies.

Justin finished the song, and immediately I hugged him tight. I placed a kiss on his neck as I started sobbing, but in the good way of course. Justin picked me up and wrapped my legs around his waist.

“I hope you understand how much I love you, and that I will wait forever for you to be ready, just take your time and know that I will be by your side the whole time, because I love you” Justin said, a tear ran down my cheek, but Justin was quick to dry it away.

“I’m ready, Justin! You just proved that I won’t regret giving you my virginity! I love you, and you said it yourself, you will always be by my side” I told him as I smiled. Justin smiled widely, then he connected our lips and we started making out as Justin walked away from the football field.

Justin drove us to his house, and let me just tell you, I will never regret my first time. 

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If you are still taking prompts I would like to see one where Sansa over hears a conversation between Jon and Davos or Tormund where Jon confesses that he believes Sansa will betray him eventually in order to become Queen of the North. But that he isn't worried about that because the others are coming. He says that if he lives to see the end of the war, he'll disappear. Letting Sansa play the game of thrones with the south. That night, Sansa confronts Jon - upto you how that confrontation goes!

this veered a little off course but i hope you like it! I was struck with inspiration thanks to the song “my mistakes were made for you” by the last shadow puppets. explicit!

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