this show is never gonna be the same without you


Word Count: 694

Requested: No

The quiet humming over the tour bus filled your ears as you laid in the nearly-too-small bunk. Your body was pressed against Shawn’s while he held his arms around your waist, keeping you from sliding off the edge. His hand rubbed up and down your back, drawing shapes and different patterns. Neither of you said anything. You let the silence hang over you like a blanket, not quite sure what to say in this moment. You laid still, just taking in the sweet scent of Shawn with every breath. 

Your fingers traced gently over his tattoos. Even in the dark, you knew every curve and line to the drawings, memorizing them with every trace. Shawn’s grip suddenly tightened as he leaned down, pressing a gentle kiss on the top of your head. You looked up at him as he removed his lips from your head. Even without being able to see the details of the face, you knew he looked upset. You knew his eyebrows were furrowed together. You knew he was biting his lip, a habit he had when something was on his mind. 

You moved one of your hands to cup his cheek. Your thumb brushed against the soft skin slowly, feeling his face lean into your hand. You let a frown form on your face, thinking to yourself how this would be the last time for several months you would get to share a moment like this.

Shawn leaned his head down, resting his forehead on yours. Neither of you moved, just looking at each other, taking each other in. He closed his eyes while inching his lips closer to yours. You moved the rest of the way, pressing your lips to his in a soft, gentle kiss. The kiss wasn’t hurried. It wasn’t needy or hungry. It was a lingering kiss, neither of you daring to move away from each other. His soft lips continued to move against yours for just a second before drawing away, resting his forehead against yours once again.

You didn’t need to ask him. You knew what was wrong. You felt the same way. You never wanted to leave the soft, warm embrace of his arms. You didn’t want to go months without seeing the way his face lit up when he was excited. You didn’t want to leave. 

Shawn’s voice broke through the heavy cloud of silence that had been lingering for too long. His voice was quiet and cracked, showing that he was truly upset. 

“I’m gonna miss you.” His voice was just above a whisper. The words were only meant for you to hear. You nodded your head in agreement, moving it back down to lay on his chest. 

“(Y/N)?” He asked, making you look up.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, Shawn,” you said back, a small smile growing on your face.

“I don’t want you to go home,” he almost whined. You felt bad. You wanted to stay. You would do anything to be able to, but you knew you had to finish school.

“I’m not going home,” you stated simply, confusing Shawn.

“Yes you are. You’re leaving me.” You could see the pout forming on his lips, making your heart drop to your stomach.

“I’m leaving, but I’m not going home. You’re my home. I’m just going somewhere that you won’t be,” you whispered, moving your hands to brush through his hair gently. 

“It isn’t the same,” he said in the same whining voice.

“I’m going to miss you so much. And I hate having to leave you. But no matter where I go, you’re my home,” you said, snuggling into his chest even further. 

You two sat in silence again for what felt like hours. Neither of you said anything. Neither of you moved. You two laid in the darkness, just enjoying each others presence. You laid on him, memorizing the feeling of his body under yours. The feeling of his hands running through your hair. It was something you wanted to remember when you left.

“(Y/N)?” He asked like before, making you look up and hum in response.

“You’re my home, too.” 

you owe me a dinner

requested: please can you do imagine where y/n is on tour with shawn and he proposed to her and then before the Q&A it’s cute and fluffy and shawn goes to Q&A and fans ask about y/n so she goes to shawn and fans see ring and ask about it and shawn is talking about it and y/n says something like “you told it first. you owe me a dinner cute ass” bc they made a deal about who spills the tea about proposal 😊 also sorry for my English bc I’m from Poland 😊


also teen mendes helped me out again 😂😂😂 what would i do without her


“y/n!” shawn burst through the doors of the tour bus. you were laying across the small couch, not really having much to do while shawn was at sound check before his q&a. “come with me m'lady.”

he stretched his hand out to help you off the couch as you giggled at his cheesiness.

“where are you taking me?” you asked, following him out of the now empty tour bus. he led you away from the venue he was due to perform at in 2 hours, and into a small park area.

“let’s take a walk or something, i feel bad i have to perform on your birthday.” he apologized, again. you knew deciding to join him on tour would mean he would be performing on your birthday, and you were okay with it.

“shawn, its fine honestly. as long as i get to see you, i’m fine with it.”

he shook is head, “well i’m not fine with it. it’s your birthday y/n, it only comes around once a year! we’re gonna take a walk.”

you just nodded, interlocking your hands and letting shawn pull you along. thankfully it was a nice day here in new york, the sun was shining as you walked along the deserted pathway.

you loved that even with his busy schedule, shawn always tried to take some time in the day to spend with you. no matter what he was doing.

“i love you,” you sighed, thinking out loud.

he chuckled, “that was random but i love you too,” he kissed your temple.

you admired the scenery around you, the trees were decorated with little fairy lights for when it got dark and there were many gardens full of flowers as you walked along the path. you decided that this place must be busier at night.

in the distance, there was a lady walking her dog coming your way. even from afar, you could tell the dog wasn’t on a leash. shawn noticed too, hoping the dog wouldn’t run to him or else his allergies would act up.

“shawn! that dog is adorable!” you exclaimed, “i so hope it comes here.”

as if on cue, the dog runs towards you barking happily.

“hi!” you crouched down, meeting the small dog. it jumped on you multiple times, excited to see someone new. “aren’t you a cutie?”

the owner of the dog soon caught up to her runway dog, “i’m so sorry, she likes to escape sometimes. there’s usually nobody here at this time so i bring her without the leash.”

you were too busy playing with the puppy to answer, but shawn was quick to answer the elderly woman.

“oh no worries, as you can tell my girlfriend loves dogs. we don’t mind.” he said, smiling down at you and the dog.

“oh it’s very clear, she’s adorable. so what brings you to this path at this time of day? it’s normally empty.” the lady tried making small talk with shawn while you were pre occupied. he told the lady why he brought you here, speaking in a low voice so you wouldn’t hear him.

“okay girl, its time to go.” the woman called to the dog. “this cute couple needs some alone time.” she picked the dog up from your hands as it whimpered, not wanting to leave. you didn’t want it to leave either.

“bye! thanks for letting me play with your adorable dog.” you said as the lady continued in the opposite direction of the two of you.

as you walked along the path, shawn shoved his free hand in his pack pocked. sighing in relief seconds after.

“everything okay?” you asked, raising an eyebrow.

“oh what? yeah,” he said. “i was just checking to make sure i had my phone.”

you nodded, knowing fully well his phone was on the bus still, but you said nothing of it. it was probably nothing.

shawn released his grip on your hand, suddenly stopping a few feet behind you. you hadn’t noticed at first, you were to engrossed in the scenery around you.

“y/n,” he called, you barely heard him his voice was so soft. you turned around, greeted with shawn on one knew in front of you. you covered your mouth with your right hand, tears already welling up in your eyes. he grabbed your free hand quickly before beginning to talk.

“i was gonna do this tonight on stage but i couldn’t wait another minute. y/n when i first saw you at geoff’s birthday party i was left speechless because you were beyond gorgeous. i asked you out that night and lucky for me you said yes and i will never forget that. you gave me a chance and showed me beautiful things i never would’ve seen without you, when i fell in love with you it felt like magic and i want to make you feel the same now will you give me another chance but to let me show you unimaginable things this time and marry me?”

you simply nodded, not being able to form proper words or sentences right now. you held your left hand out for him to slip the beautiful ring on, as he did. both your smiles were probably the widest they have ever been.

“i love you,” you finally managed to get out, smashing your lips onto his. once you pulled away, he pulled you into him, kissing the top of your head multiple times. you stayed in his embrace for what seemed like hours until your phone started ringing.

sighing, you pulled away from shawn to check the caller ID. it was andrew, most likely looking for shawn. you put it on speaker before it connected.


“y/n where is shawn?” andrew asked, “he needs to be at the q and a in 30 minutes!”

shawn’s eyes widened, completely forgetting about the q&a.

“sorry andrew, we’ll be there. we just took a walk for a bit.”

andrew sighed, saying goodbye and hanging up the phone. you stuffed your phone into your back pocket and reconnected your hand with shawn’s.

as you walked, you admired the ring that now had a permanent place on your left hand. it was stunning, it was exactly what you wanted.

“do you like it?” shawn asked, noticing you admiring it. “if you don’t we can change it.”

“no,” you smiled, shaking your head. “it’s perfect. i love it, it’s exactly how i pictured it to be. i’m glad you didn’t wait until later to do this.”

“me too,” he smiled. “but are we gonna announce it right away?”

“well everyone on the team is going to see it, but maybe we could have a little fun with announcing it.” you smirked.

“oh yeah? like what?”

“well,” you grinned, a plan was already forming. “whoever spills about the engagement first before announcing it, owes the other person a dinner.”

“oh you’re on!” shawn exclaimed.

you arrived at the venue quicker than expected, the two of you entering through the back and finding your way to shawn’s dressing room.

“sorry i’m late!” shawn said as the two of you burst through the doors. “we got a little distracted.”

you blushed, smiling at the ground.

“i’ll say,” geoff interrupted. “y/n is that new?” he motioned to the ring shawn had placed on your finger only minutes ago.

shawn nodded, “i couldn’t wait until later, she was playing with this dog and i just had to do it.

“congrats man!”

the crew in the dressing room congratulated the two of you multiple times. you told them you weren’t announcing it right away when they tried to take videos of you for instagram and snapchat.

“i hate to break this up,” andrew interrupted. “but shawn you have to go to the q&a.”

he nodded, quickly kissing you before exiting the room with the rest of his team leaving you alone in the dressing room.

not even 10 minutes later, geoff appeared at the door, letting you know shawn wanted you to come out there. apparently the fans had asked about you.

you followed him to the small room where the q&a was being held, the room erupted in screams once you walked in.

you shyly waved, unfortunately you already forgot about the ring and you waved with your left hand.

“hey, a few of them wanted to say happy birthday.” shawn said, wrapping his arm around you as you stood next to the table where he sat.

“thank you.” you blushed, not enjoying having this much attention plus almost 100 cameras on you.

shawn picked a girl near the front to ask a question.

“this one is actually for y/n,” she said. “is that an engagement ring on your finger?”

you looked at shawn, hoping he would answer. mostly because you didn’t like to talk in front of so many people, but you also wanted a free dinner.

“it actually is,” he beamed as the crowed erupted in cheers yet again. you listened as he told them the details of what happened, so much for keeping it a secret.

“also shawn,” you butted in once he finished the story. “you told first.”

his eyes widened, “oh shit, so much for that.”

“tough luck,” you patted his chest. “you owe me a dinner babe.”

Peter Watching the Baby

Originally posted by tw-tattoo

Requested by @dakotapaigelove

Request: Can you do where peter has to babysit Derek and reader baby for a night and peter is really good with their baby and he ends up falling asleep with the baby?


Derek and I walk up to the door of Peter’s apartment. I held C/N on my hip and bounce him up and down. Even though Derek has a key, he still knocks on the door. After a few moments, the door is opened, and there stands Peter, and brooding look on his face as always. “What do you want, Derek?” He asks.

“We’re going out for the night and we need somebody to watch C/N. Who else better to do it than somebody already related to them?” 

Peter’s eyes widen. “Hang on. Hang on. You want me to babysit?” 

“Yes.” I reply.

“What’s in it for me?” Peter asks.

“Quality time with the youngest member of the family.” Derek responds. He hands Peter the bag of baby supplies. Peter stares at it for a minute and then rolls his eyes. “Give him here.”

He hold out his arms and I hand C/N to him. “Don’t kill him.” I beg. 

“I’m not gonna do anything. I think I know how to handle a baby.” He replied. “When will you be back?” 

“Later tonight.” I reply. “Thanks Peter.” I head off back to the car, Derek right behind me. 

Peter POV

I shut the door of my apartment and look at C/N. It’s been years since I’ve had to babysit. The last time was when Cora was only five. That was ages ago. I grab the bag of supplies and lift it up and put it on the kitchen counter. Meanwhile, I’m thinking of what I can do with C/N.

I smile and look inside the bag. When I find some toys, I smile even wider. I grab what toys I can and head back to the living room. I set C/N on the floor and sit down in front of him. I start to shake the toy in front of him, but not too close to his face. He smiles and gurgles. 

I continue to play with C/N until it looks like he’s getting tired and I start to pick up the toys. I grab a diaper from the bag and bring C/N into the bathroom. I change his diaper and then bring him into my room. I lay down next to him and close my eyes. 


We knock on Peter’s front door, but nobody answers. Derek knocks again and we get the same result. Pulling the key from his pocket, Derek unlocks the door and we both walk in. “Peter?” Derek says. “Are you here?”

“He better be here.” I say.

We start to move all throughout the house. We found C/N’s baby bag on the kitchen counter, so we assume he’s still here. We finally make our way to Peter’s bedroom and what we find melted my heart.

Peter lay there, asleep with C/N in his arms, also asleep. Pulling out my phone, I take a picture. “We’re showing this to the Pack. We are never gonna let him live without showing him this picture everyday.” 

Little did we know that when he saw the picture, he hacked into Derek’s phone and sent it to himself and set it as his background.

I’m gonna miss you guys so much. I know alot of us will keep our blogs for a while, but it’ll never be the same, and eventually blogs will die out. This fandom is 90% of the reason I still watch the show, and I don’t know what I’d do without you all. I consider each and every one of you my best friends in the world. I’ve been in this fandom since mid season 2, and all I’ve experienced is love and acceptance (a few trolls here and there but hey, who doesn’t get that) which is something that was lacking from my “real life” at times. I’ve been through a lot the past few years. I’ve gone through so many changes, and I’ve felt so alone at times. And I think I speak for everyone when I say that this family got me through it, like it dod for so many of us. I remember coming home from school, having a horrible day and logging onto tumblr to be with you guys. Talking about theories, memes, the cast ANYTHING. I really don’t know where I’d be without you guys. Through everything the one thing that remained was pll and the pll family. We all have so many inside jokes, and memories ( #CharlesLikesToParty #Tippe ) that will live forever. Nobody understands me like you guys, and I’ve never felt a sense of belonging so strong as the one I feel with all of you. I’m so scared for tomorrow. Some of us will be happy, some angry, some devastated. I don’t know what’s gonna happen after its all over. I don’t know how I’m gonna feel. But in the words of spencer, I’m sure about one thing. I’m sure about all of you. No matter what happens, we’ll always connected through this family.

and THAT is immortality my darlings.

Bechloe Week Day Four: Flowers



A/N: angst warning

There were so many flowers. They lined the walls of the shop and the aisles were bursting. Beca’s hands trembled as she looked through the flowers. What did she say her favourite was? It wasn’t tulips or sunflowers. Maybe daisies? No. That’s not it. What was it?

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Voice Audition Tips

We still get a lot of questions about Voice Acting for SSS and here’s a reminder that we only will take in people when we host casting calls. There is no exceptions. Sending us demos won’t change that either. BUT THAT’S NOT WHAT I AM HERE TO DISCUSS. I am also here to give a few tips to help increase your chances when the time does come.

We very often get a massive response when we host casting calls for voice actors, we easily receive 100+ auditions and to be honest, well over half of them are from people who’ve never done a single bit of voice over before in their lives (and it REALLY shows). A lot of the people that come asking us so often if they can voice in the series are also the same, no experience whatsoever. Guys, if you want to voice for us and stand out from a crowd of 100+ then you’re gonna need to gather a lot of experience before trying out for not just our project, but any other projects you wish to voice in. While it’s true some people can get straight to the mic and sound flawless without ever doing it before, it’s RARE for that to happen. You need practice. We’re not saying everyone on this team are professionals but at least most had voiced stuff previously so knew what they were doing when approaching their lines. So here’s some tips you can think about before trying out in the future; these tips can apply to trying out for ANY animation.

🌟 Don’t beg for roles - You’ll be surprised how many do this and then finally try out. This will put the director off even considering you so don’t even think of trying it. If you act immaturely, people won’t want to work with you.

🌟 Gain experience, try out for lots of other projects - There are LOADS, hundreds of animations on Youtube that need voices, we’re not the only animation here, in fact, there are lots of other neat warrior cats series that are going to want voices. Waiting on us is going to get you nowhere, you need to gather experience and learn more about your voice, range and how to work on projects like these. Go and audition for lots and lots of projects and keep going, don’t stop until you can’t fit any more roles into your schedule. This is probably the most effective way to improve your chances. Also, getting into more projects helps build your credibility as a voice actor. 

🌟 Keep it simple, edit out the mess ups - If we’re getting over 100 auditions, we’re not going to want to sit through single-take auditions where out of a (e.g) 3 minute long audition, 2 minutes are you messing up, stumbling over words, pausing to read and restarting. Edit out your mistakes, keep in the correct takes! We all love bloopers but when we just want to hear you read lines properly then it can get frustrating. If you think you have some really funny outtakes, stick them at the END of your audition if you really want to put them in there. Your good takes should go first. Same goes for intros really, don’t sit there rambling on for 2 minutes, keep your intros short and sweet. I recommend intros being no longer than 20-30 seconds. (But really you shouldn’t need any longer than 10-15 seconds).

🌟 Be confident - Even if you feel you’re not that great at acting yet, don’t let anyone else know that! A common thing I noticed lately is that newer folks may often say “Oh, I’m not too great at this”, “my voice sounds dumb” or “I’m not sure how to do this so sorry if I fail” on their auditions. This is a huge no-no. Just introduce yourself, explain the characters you’re going for (and maybe the voice you’ll use for them if need be) and then get straight into the audition. Don’t sit there telling them how much experience you don’t have. Just go for it!

🌟 Always read descriptions thoroughly - Make sure you read all the rules, every detail for the characters you’re going for and check anywhere else on the page for updates. Sometimes, directors may ask you for specific things when you audition and if you audition without looking at the things they write down, then you’ve messed up already. Always read into it as much as you can. 

🌟 Do multiple takes - Try to do around 2-3 takes of each line you read to make sure we get a good idea of your voice and emotions. If you’re going for a lot of characters for one audition then do 2 takes for each line max. 

That’s the basics for now. I HIGHLY recommend looking up online voice actor tutorials on Youtube. They give a really great look into what you need and the best way to achieve your full potential. 

If you want help finding stuff to audition for on YT, you can use the playlist I make and update as a start. I add most casting calls I stumble upon into that playlist. Feel free to save it somewhere and check up on it. Here:

Have a great day, hope you find this useful!

- Blue (Bluestar VA)

fun aromantic things!

- going on a date with yourself on valentine’s (or just getting to buy chocolate on sale, if self-dates aren’t your thing)

- getting twice as emotional over platonic relationships than romantic relationships

- th feel w hen you get a squish on someone,, ,………….

- your friends treating you like a human being instead of an emotionless robot, & treating your aromanticism like it’s actually a positive thing (because it is)

- your friends sending you aro memes/puns

- your friends making aro memes/puns

- being the ultimate wingman and helping your friends get with their crushes

- someone wears green in your favorite show? it’s automatically Aro Subtext™

- -sees a bow and arrow- “haha same”

- living without all that #romance drama in your personal life

- “you know you’re never gonna get a date like that” “ohh noooo ……. how tragic ……….. i’m so upse t ……… these are Real Tears”

- reaching for any form of representation in media and being practically invisible in the LGBTQ+ community which just increases your base willpower stat by +10 with each passing day so you can eventually take over the world just as the prophecies foretold

- pizza

Stay With Me - Part 8

Word count - 3311

Warnings - Killings, blood, guns, abuse, smut.

Requests are open. 

Part 1      Part 2      Part 3      Part 4      Part 5      Part 6      Part 7 

Hey! Hope you like the new part and so sorry for updating late, real life is getting a little bit busy but I will upload the requests and thanks for being patient with me. Thank you so much for reading! 

GIF NOT mine, credits to whoever did it.

Originally posted by qothams

Harley fell to the ground from the impact of the bullet, you tried to go towards her but his men stopped you. “Oh calm down, she’s dead and there ain’t much you can do about it.” Joker said, starting to laugh. “NO!” You said, bursting in to tears, hearing Joker laugh and you looked at him, seeing in red, you grabbed the guards wrists and turned them, yelling in pain, you put them down at your height and knocked both of their heads together, you grabbed one of their guns and shot them both dead, you laughed at the blood that was pouring on the ground, from their skulls. “Your turn.” You said, pointing the gun at both of the guards that held Harley and you dropped the gun at seeing her, you ran towards her as fast as you could and you realized that the bullet went to her shoulder, not to her head, making you sigh in relief, you lifted Haley’s head a little bit and kissed her forehead but you saw Harley whimper and you looked at her wound, blood was pouring out, you put your hands and added pressure, seeing Harley start to have tears in her eyes. “Puddin’-“ Harley said, and you shook your head, crying but still putting pressure on her wound. “Don’t you dare say goodbye, you aren’t going to leave me, not today baby, not today. Just stay with me.” You said and she giggled. “I love you puddin’ you know that right?” She said and you nodded, crying in her shoulder. “I know, but no, don’t give up on me.” You said, and she smiled, you caressed her cheek, accidentally and staining her white, pale face with blood. “Call Ivy, get me a private doctor, do not call an ambulance, or they are going to send me to jail.” Harley said and you nodded, grabbing her phone and trying to dial. “Hurry up Y/N!” Harley said and you managed to get Ivy. But then you realized Ivy? “What do you need her for?” You said raising an eyebrow. She rolled her eyes and grabbed the phone. “Hello?” You heard Ivy from the other line, you grabbed Harley’s phone and called Drake, your private doctor. “Done.” You said, hanging up and looking at Harley. “Y/N” Harley said, looking at your eyes, as you saw her, tears brimmed at your eyes, you were so afraid of losing her. “Don’t worry, he’ll pay.” You said, kissing her lips, being afraid that it would be one of the last times that you could taste her sweet lips. “Don’t.” She said, you looked at her and she smiled. “Don’t do it, he’ll kill you, if you do it and I survive I’ll leave you.” She said, you looked at her blankly and she swallowed, hissing in pain. “But, he did this to you.” You signaled at her, laying in your arms. She shook her head. “But you aren’t a monster, you saved me from him, you are my savior and that’s why I love you, that’s why you are the one for me.” She said, crying and becoming paler. “But, I don’t know what I would do without you.” You said, as you felt more tears dripple down your cheek. She smiled and you kissed her again. “You are so strong, I’ll fight, but you don’t need me.” She said and you heard cars, your doctor and Ivy went running, grabbing her neck and putting her in a bed. (A/N I forgot how they are called, so sorry.) You looked at her and she giggled weakly as she saw Ivy. “Red! Are you gonna enjoy the show?” She said, laughing but crying at the same time. “My little maniac, you’ll never change.” Ivy smiled at her and Harley grabbed her hand, pulling her closer and whispering something, Ivy nodded and you saw a few tears escape her eyes. You were on the ground, sitting down, Harley’s blood starting to dry up and you sobbed, you have never cried like this before, you felt a pair of arms starting to soothe you and you saw Ivy, smiling weakly at you. “She’ll be alright, she is a fighter.” Ivy said, looking at the doctor hurry as Harley passed out, losing blood every second. “I don’t know what I would do without her.” You managed to choke out, Ivy started to cry too and you hugged each other. “Me neither.” Ivy said, sobbing in your shoulder.

You both went towards the hospital, Ivy driving, of course. You hugged your knees looking at the road, when you got to Drake’s house, you stayed in his living room, waiting for them to stabilize Harley.

“Drake said that you can take a shower, I’ll go towards your flat and get some clothes. What do you want?” Ivy asked, looking at you painfully. “A black top, black and red sweater and what ever pants.” You said, looking at the ground, looking up you saw Ivy nod and go. As you looked at the floor you thought about Harley, looking at the floor, you remembered the first time that you told her that you loved her.


You heard screams from J’s apartment, smiling about one of his other victims. You entered his apartment, smiling at frost as you looked for Harley.

“Y/N! What a nice surprise, what brings you here?” Joker said, entering the room, taking off his purple gloves with blood, you smiled. “I’m looking for Harley.” You said, confident that he didn’t know about both of you. He growled, smashing a pot on the wall. “Harley’s busy, she’s getting her punishment right now.” He said, pacing in the hall. “Why?” You asked, worried by the inside but trying not to show any emotion on the exterior. “One of my men told me that he heard her moaning in the woman’s bathroom, she’s been cheating on me while I leave the city. Can you believe that! The nerve on that little slut.” He said, growling and looking angry, you heard screams, now recognizing that they were Harley’s. “Can I see her? I mean, who else is punishing her?” You asked, nervous, playing with your fingers. “Well just me, I mean, she’s mine. You can join if you want, you are straight right?” He said smiling and opening the door, you entered and saw Harley, lying down, her body exposed and full of recent cuts. Joker grabbed a whip and hit her, she screamed, looking tired and as you got closer you saw blood coming down her sides, she was sobbing. Joker hit her again but frost called him and he excused himself.

“Baby.” You said, rushing towards her, untying her and putting her on her feet. She threw her arms against your neck, trying to support herself. “Puddin’.” She said, sobbing and trying to walk. “Let’s go.” You said, trying to take her towards the door. Before Joker stepped in, smiling and applauding.

“I knew it! Harley always talked about you Y/N, it was obvious, now let’s get things going.” He said, grabbing Harley and she screamed, crying and being held by Jokers men, as same as you. “You shouldn’t have done that pumpkin.” He said, slapping her hard against her mouth, she cried as Joker went towards you. “And you, little bitch.” He said, grabbing the same whip as he used on Harley. He hit you uncountable times, you hissed in pain, starting to feel the tears well up in your eyes. “No please Mr J, I’ll stop talking to her!” Harley screamed, trying to get herself free, Joker started to hit her again and you sobbed looking at Harley. “Listen, I’m gonna give you a chance to leave.” He said, shooting the men that had apprehended you. “I won’t leave, not without her.” You said, standing up. And grabbing the mens guns. “What? Something wrong?” Joker said and you looked at him in disgust. He grabbed his whip and started to hit her, she was screaming in pain, crying and looking at you, pleading you to go home. You saw that blood was starting to stain the whip and you shot his men. “Stop it.” You said, pointing your gun at him and he smiled. “Go Y/N, stay away from him.” Harley said, tears streaming down her beautiful face. “No, I can’t-“ You said, Joker looked at you, cutting you off and you gave in, you outstretched your hands at him. “Take me, leave her alone.” You said, looking at him with tears in your eyes, he smiled and looked at Harley. “Don’t do anything! I promise that you can take me!” Harley said, trying to go with you. “I’ll be good, I’ll be yours Mr. J, just please don’t hurt her.” Harley said, she went towards you and hugged you as hard as she could, Joker looked at both of you and smiled. “I need one of you, who will it be?” He said and looked at both of you. “I can’t lose another person that I love, please Harley, live.” You whispered and she let out a sob. “I love you Harley, remember that.” You said, burying your face in to the crook of her neck, smelling her for the last times. “You love me?” Harley said, and pulled away, looking at Joker.

“Stop it, J, you ain’t gonna get one of us, you don’t own me now this is what we’re gonna do we’re gonna leave and you will leave us alone got it?” Harley said, grabbing a gun, looking at him, challenging him. “What are you gonna do dollface, kill me? You’ve tried it before and it hasn’t worked.” He said smiling, Harley looked at the ground and smiled. “But I’ve changed puddin’, you can’t hurt me. What, are you the devil?” She said, shooting the Joker in his foot, he yelped in pain and Harley grabbed your arm, pulling you towards the door.

You got out and Harley smiled at you.

“What you said was true puddin’?” She asked and you nodded, she put her hands around your waist and pulled you closer. “Say it again.” She said, almost whispering, her voice husky and low. “I love you Harleen Quinzel, I’ve been in love with you from the first time we met, from the first time that we kissed, I love you and all your insecurities, I love you and all your imperfections, I love you.” You said, she smiled and you grabbed her neck, you were desiring her lips on yours, she smiled and pushed her pink lips on yours, you smiled in to the kiss, you enjoyed the moment and the taste of her lips. “I love you too.” She said and pecked you once more.

End of flashback

You gripped your cup of coffee, feeling one tear come down another, you looked at Ivy and she was with a pack of clothes.

“Here.” She said, handing you your clothes and smiling. “Thanks.” You said, quietly you headed towards the bathroom and started to change, the night was cold and you didn’t have a Jacket so you could only live with it and try not to freeze.

“Harley is okay, you can go in and see her, she is still sedated but she will be alright.” Drake said as you walked out of the bathroom and you went towards Ivy, she smiled and you smiled as well, you didn’t even have to talk to know what was going to happen.

You entered Harley’s room and it broke your heart to see her connected to all the machines, you let out a sob and ran towards her, you hugged her or at least tried to and Ivy sat down. “I think I’ll be going to my place and fresh up.” She said, looking at you and you nodded. She got back up and left the room.

“Oh Harley I’m so sorry.” You said, sobbing in to her one more time. You went to the side of the bed and laid down, next to her, her heat was low but at least you were perceiving it. “I love you.” You said and started to fall asleep.

As you were in a ‘peaceful’ slumber Harley woke up, she was afraid, not knowing where she was. She felt something, someone warm next to her and she turned her head, looking at you asleep, she smiled and kissed the top of your head, she moved her right arm towards you, hugging you. You went closer to her and put your arm against her waist, she smiled but her smile faded as she saw your face, it was stained in tears and she couldn’t help but be sad too. She scratched your head gently, then caressed your cheek, she thought of such a beautiful girlfriend she had and that she didn’t know what she would do without her.

“Good to see that you’re up.” Ivy said, towards Harley and walking towards her. “Did you do what I ask?” Harley said, curiously and gripping your tighter, smelling you and smiling. “Yes, gosh you should’ve seen her waiting for you.” Ivy said, annoyed but Harley smiled, she kissed the top of your head once again and smiled. “Did you give it to  her?” Harley asked, serious but feeling the need to smile because her heart was fluttering of the warmth that you gave her. “No, I left it in her car.” She said, sitting down at Harley’s bed. “Look at her, red.” Harley said, smiling and looking at you, Ivy looked annoyed but Harley ignored it, everything is alright as long as you’re there with her. “Looks like she really loves you.” Ivy sighed and grabbed something. “I know red, gosh I love her so much, she’s my other half, she’s the best girlfriend that someone might ask for. I don’t know what I would do without her.” Harley said, nuzzling next to you and smiling “Here, put it on, everyday, actually let’s start right now, I’ll put it on for you.” Ivy said, removing Harley’s shirt and smiling at her, once she put it on, Harley felt better and Ivy started to look in Harley’s blue eyes. Ivy started to lean in towards Harley, her breath and heart beat accelerated as she got closer to Harley. Harley didn’t know what to do, yes, she had to dodge Ivy but something felt right and Harley just stayed, closing her eyes. Ivy felt Harley’s lips graze hers and she pushed in closer, kissing Harley and savoring her lips, Harley started to move her lips in sync, Ivy started to pull away but Harley didn’t want to, Harley left your embrace and pulled Ivy closer. Once Harley realized what she was doing she pulled away, going back to you.

“I’m in love with you Harls.” Ivy said, and Harley shook her head. “No, you can’t be, I’m with my puddin’, I love her and she is the only one in my life, she saved me from that monster, she’s the only person who has loved me properly.” Harley said, shaking her head. “But Harley if it weren’t for her you’d be fine.” Ivy said and Harley shook her head. “If it weren’t for her I’d be with that monster.” Harley said and looked at Ivy. “I’m happy with her, let me be with her.” Harley said and Ivy nodded, she left her and Harley put her shirt back on. “I love you and only you puddin’” Harley said and leaned in for a kiss. That’s how Harley knew that it was you and that it will always be you, when both of you kissed, she felt fireworks in the pit of her stomach, she could feel electricity throughout her whole body and she felt warm.

Her lips were pushing against yours and she smiled, all those feeling coming back.

You started to open your eyes, looking at Harley and you smiled, you were kissing and that’s what made you feel better. You started to get up and you separated from the kiss. “You’re awake.” You smiled, cupping Harley’s cheek in your hand, nothing could be better. “Of course I am silly, you wouldn’t get rid of me that easily.” She said and you smiled, kissing her again. “I love you.” Harley said and you smiled, pulling her closer to you. “I love you too.” You said and you both kissed, nothing was wrong, you had each other and that was enough.

“I was so worried that I wouldn’t kiss you again baby.” You said, grabbing her hands, hugging her again. Harley tilted your head again and kissed you, slow and passionate, she cupped your cheeks and smiled, you smiled at her and caressed her arm. “Well you don’t have to worry about that anymore puddin’.” She said and smiled. Harley grabbed a T.V remote and started to flip through the channels. You started to suck on her neck, leaving kisses and little bites. “Come on Y/N, I don’t think that we can have sex.” Harley said and you smiled at her. “Maybe we can.” You smiled and Harley turned off the T.V, you sat on her long legs and started to kiss her neck again. “Puddin’ please, you’re gonna turn me on.” Harley said and you smiled, your hand travelled towards her pants, that Drake put her in so that it wouldn’t feel such as a hospital. “That’s my goal baby.” You said and stood up, closing the door and the curtains.

You walked towards her and pulled down her pants, smiling at Harley in lust. “Puddin’ no.” Harley said but you didn’t answer, you started to kiss her. She whimpered and bucked her hips, you grabbed her hips with your hand, and you started to suck on her, Harley was moaning slightly. She rolled her hips with your mouth and started to moan a little bit louder. “Baby, don’t make to much noise.” You said, against her and she moaned. You licked her again and she grabbed your hair, starting ty pull you closer, you shoved your tongue inside her, your hand went towards her and you started to rub her. “Fuck Y/N, don’t stop.” She moaned and you sucked on her once more. She moved her hips and you kept them still with your hands. “I’ll stop when you want baby.” You said, sucking this time harder and shoving a finger inside of her, she moaned and clenched, you knew that she wouldn’t last longer so you smiled and bit her, she grabbed your hair, pulling it once more and moaning. “I’m gonna cum.” She said, before panting and moaning out your name until her juices were on your tongue and you cleaned her up.

“Want to cuddle?” You said, smiling and looking at her, climbing her up. “Of course puddin’!”Harley said outstretching her arms, pulling you in to a hug and you lied down, next to her chest. Harley started to scratch your head gently and hugged you even closer. “I love you Y/N.” She said, sighing and kissing the top of your head. “I love you too Harley. Please stay with me.” You said, nuzzling next to her and enjoying the moment, the silence, the peace, the love, everything was perfect. “Where would I go? You’re the only one for me, you’re my other half.” She said and you smiled as she made your heart flutter. “Just don’t replace me for anyone or anybody.” You said and she chuckled. “Are you going bananas? Nobody is better than you, nobody compares to you, you’re the best person that someone can ever ask, now shut up, I want to enjoy this.” Harley said and kissed you, you felt her soft, plump, pink lips against yours and she took your breath. As your lips moved in sync with hers nothing could molest you.

Lauren Aquilina sentence starters
  • "Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here."
  • "I can't be everything you want to see."
  • "It sounds like my idea of hell."
  • "Please don't drag me down."
  • "Society killed the teenager."
  • "Didn't you know the devil always wins this game?"
  • "You are dying to just to live."
  • "You're a grade A in following the crowd."
  • "I just wish I could mute all their mouths."
  • "I don’t know how I’m gonna get up from this one."
  • "It's clear that I'm not ready for this."
  • "I can't live up to these expectations of me."
  • "I don't see you with me."
  • "It's time to say goodbye."
  • "Why is it always you I come running back to?"
  • "I've wanted you for too long."
  • "Why do I wanna do it all again?"
  • "You've had me chasing you for years, I don't know why I still care, but I do."
  • "I've never wanted anything more than you."
  • "You left and then acted like we never existed."
  • "Do you know how hard I tried to be everything you wanted?"
  • "Who am I to tell you that you should stay?"
  • "I know you'll be happy, and eventually I'll be fine."
  • "Those hardest to love need it most."
  • "Such good friends, it has to end, it always does."
  • "We are too fragile just to guess."
  • "What if we ruin it all, and we love like fools?"
  • "I want you more than I've wanted anyone; isn't that dangerous?"
  • "Oh god, I feel so unprepared."
  • "Got what I want, but now I'm scared."
  • "Do I annoy you?"
  • "Do I bore you?"
  • "We won't ever be."
  • "Forgive me, I'm just so fucked up in the head."
  • "Do I embarrass you beyond belief?"
  • "Is losing me such a big relief?"
  • "Look at all the chaos you've escaped."
  • "I love your brain, but I hate your guts."
  • "You've got it all."
  • "Put all your faults to bed."
  • "You can be king again."
  • "You're too wrapped up in your self doubt."
  • "I can't control my feelings."
  • "You're completely off limits, for more reasons than just one, but I can't stop."
  • "You're aware of my existence, but you don't know I'm here."
  • "You're the center of attention."
  • "You're so busy being busy, I don't want to interfere."
  • "My mind is blind to everything but you."
  • "I wonder if you wonder about me too."
  • "Our lives are stories waiting to be told."
  • "We'll defy the rules until we die."
  • "So let's be sinners to be saints."
  • "The world may disapprove, but my world is only you."
  • "If we're sinners, then it feels like heaven to me."
  • "You showed me feelings I've never felt before."
  • "Our hearts are too ruthless to break."
  • "I'll never be the same."
  • "Why won't you just talk to me?"
  • "Talk to me or watch me leave."
  • "There's a universe inside your head."
  • "Are you ever gonna wake up, or are you gonna let me just walk away?"
  • "I don't know why you're hiding."
  • "This changes everything."
  • "You're so oblivious to words I've never said."
  • "This is the ugly truth."
  • "Shall we leave?"
  • "Becoming strangers once again, or maybe that's all we ever were."
  • "You'll be fine without me."
  • "And in your excellence, I forgot I used to have my own."
  • "You won't even notice that I'm gone."
  • "You consume my thoughts... I'm not sure that I'm in yours at all."
  • "The worst part of it all is that I desperately still want someone who never wanted me."
  • "I'm only your everything when you feel alone."
  • "Who the hell are you for the hell you've put me through?"
  • "Everything we try to say has hidden meaning."
  • "Time moves slow, waiting for this to evolve."
  • "When hearts have nothing to hold, they let go."
  • "What the hell are we waiting for?"
  • "Are we lovers or liars?"
  • "There's nothing left to try."
  • "Lying to ourselves, lying to each other."
  • "All the things you loved are now my flaws."
  • "Should we lose everything we've got, or settle for something that we're not?"
  • "Can we go back?"
  • "You're running just to run from me."
  • "I don't blame you."
  • "Who would wanna be around me?"
  • "Thought you were human but you're just a ghost."
  • "It's not hard to let it go when there's nothing to hold on to."
  • "I've forgotten who you are, but I remember that's a good thing."
  • "You promised me we'd always be fine; guess you lied."
  • "It's not that I don't want you, it's just I don't know how to love you like I used to."
  • "Second chances are hard to find when you damaged everything I had left."
  • "I know I've been so cold, but pushing you away is how I cope."

Hello lovelies, since winter holidays started I wanted to bring some joy to the amazing blogs I follow, to my beautiful mutuals and friends. Also the reason I made this follow forever is that I decided to take a break from tumblr starting the new year. Mostly because of school and severeal personal reasons; I also have some goals I really want to reach and I don’t want to get distracted. Past few weeks were really rough for me and I know I have a bad timing because season 2 of Shadowhunters is just about to air soon :( I’ll miss the editing, freaking out and fangirling about my favorite shows with you guys and most importantly I’m really gonna miss you all! Thank you to all of you who made my life more vivid and meaningful, it wouldn’t be the same without you. I’m grateful for all the love and support you guys gave me, for all the beautiful edits appearing on my dash, for the nice asks and conversations we’ve had that I’ll never forget about. If any of you would like to get in touch with me you can add me on snapchat (lily-pt) or Skype (—I’ll be happy to talk to you!

So here’s the list of the great blogs I follow in alphabetical order. Excuse my shitty header. Also if I forgot about you let me know and I’ll add you to the list.

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tipsysam  asked:

Top 5 spn headcanons?

This took me ages so sorry Hanna for what I’m sure was a long and suspenseful wait (you probably put your whole life on hold for this, AMIRITE?). It’s sometimes hard for me to decipher what’s a headcanon and what’s just my interpretation of the show (which isn’t exactly quite the same thing, right?) but I think these all count. So, in no particular order:

1. Sam designed the anti-possession tattoos: Probably not long after Meg possessed him. This of course makes it EXTRA RAGEOUS that Sam is currently without tattoo (and through no fault of his own, I might add). (I’m never gonna be over this.)

2. Ben is Dean’s biological son: Sure, Lisa. You did a blood test… comparing Ben’s blood to that of the random biker-bar hookup who you described (along with Dean) as ‘leather jacket, couple of scars, no mailing address’. SOUNDS SUPER CONVINCING TO ME.

3. Um… this probably happened: Just think about that conversation in The End where Sam phones Dean for help and Dean’s like ‘nah son’. Then you have like a full day of Dean in Endverse and Sam doing… what? What do you think? I mean I just can’t escape the feeling that he might have at least tested Lucifer out on his word.

4. Sassy Sam: I’m fully convinced that Sam has a soulless!Sam sass monologue running in his head at all times. Which makes it even more impressive that he usually keeps a lid on it.

5. ‘You didn’t need the feather to fly’: I think that if he wanted to, Sam could tap right back into his demon-exorcising powers, no blood-ingestion necessary. But he won’t ever do it.

(Ask me my top 5 anything!)

  • Person: Snowbarry does not happen in the comics, you knew it
  • Me: Let me tell you a story... when i watched the first episode of the flash, i inmediatly shipped Caitlin and Barry, without knowing anything about the comics.
  • Person: Is not canon
  • Me: Let me tell you about Felicity and Oliver
  • Person: Is never gonna happen
  • Me: Let me tell you that you don't write the damnit show, you don't know what is going on in the head of the writers, you don't know! And if there is not snowbarry scenes right now is because just by standing in the same room, they slay, and i know that soon there will be a scene, a scene where they will marry and make babies *delusional me, that's not gonna happen now... it will be in a few seasons*

I. My friends once tried smoking weed inside a public toilet. They asked me to come and so I lied to my boyfriend when I said I was gonna pee. My friends said it was good. It was great if you want to feel something more, something more than feeling the normal you. But I was scared to join them so I left the party without saying goodbye. I don’t want my first time to happen in public especially in a public bathroom.

II. I imagine myself smoking pot one day, inside my room in Prague with the windows shut while I am lying naked. I want it to happen in my room not because I’m scared someone might catch me. I want it to be in my room so if I don’t like it, I could just cry and weep in silence and sleep all day.

III. I can say to myself that my parents raised me well. But raising a good, Christian child isn’t that pretty after all. I grew up naive and feeling strange. I have all the love that I would ever need and I’m happy. But life without secrets is lame and I don’t want that. I crave mystery. I want pain and intimacy all at the same time.

IV. I’ve always wanted to talk about drugs and sex but I’m afraid to talk about it with people without them thinking less of me. A boy told me that not all laws are intended for people and I told him that’s because not all people are human after all. Some of them are walking coffee, and bills and the rest are composed of bravery.

V. The first time I had sex, I cried a lot. My mother and I never talked about sex before. It was a taboo topic so everytime I ask her about it, she would respond with a laugh as if what I just uttered was a joke. When I was eight, I found three pieces of condoms in my father’s drawer and I picked it up and showed it to my parents. It was painted with color blue and it smelled like mint. When I asked my mother what it was, she replied with a straight face and told me to ask my father. So I asked him and he said it’s a gum then I asked him if I can have some. He held my hand and he said it was a gum for adults and all this time I kept on wondering why people would invent gums for adults only as if tasting it would stop me from growing. It wasn’t funny at all.

VI. So I stopped asking questions and decided to find the answers myself and they weren’t pretty. The answers were all laid to me when I was nineteen and I was ready to give it all out. My mother never told me it would be that painful and there are no words to romanticize the pain. It was the kind of pain which made my thighs numb for a minute and made my head cracked the whole night. I cried the entire evening and all I can hear was his sorry. He was crying too. I never had sex for a month after that. I was waiting for the wound to close and dry up.

VII. The second time made me bleed and I cried once more. The third time felt like the first time and I told him we should stop it. He understood and so he went downstairs and when he came back, he handed me a plate of omelette full of fresh onions and tomatoes and ten layers of pancakes.

VIII. I can’t remember the fourth time or the fifth. Today it was like a routine I’ll never get tired of. My mother asked me one time if I have ever kissed a boy and I wasn’t able to reply right away. She asked it out of the blue and sometimes she scares me although I know she wasn’t trying to. So I finally said, yes and she stopped right there as if my answer wasn’t the kind she’s expecting. But then she grabbed my arm and asked me to sit closer. She tousled my hair and whispered, “it’s okay. i forgotten you’re no longer a kid. But I’m proud of you especially now that I can see you’re different.”

IX. I was puzzled for a moment and she continued. She said she was once a girl too who wrote so many love letters for a boy who never looked at her like a beautiful poem. “For him, she said, I was a book with dusts on the covers. But he went after me when I wrote to him that I’ll be spending my college years in the city. He went after me but we never saw each other, not until I was married to your father.”

X. I looked at her with so much bewilderment and she continued once more. “Your father knew I didn’t love him at first. When he proposed to me, he gave me a bird’s nest with a note inside saying: I’ll be waiting until the mother bird arrives on your window and takes her nest back. Your father has always been funny in ways only the two of us understand but that’s when I realized he knew there’s someone else in my heart but he’s willing to wait and I allowed him to. Two months after our wedding, he asked me this: do you love me now? I answered him with a kiss and he never asked me again ever since. He doesn’t need to. I made him feel the answer.”

XI. After that she dropped me at my dormitory and I cried all night. When my roommates asked me what was I’ve been crying about, I told them the pizza delivery guy arrived very late so I’ve been starving and the series I was watching just sucked.

XII. I’m learning to speak Korean now and I’m happy that I was able to write in Hangeul. I write the alphabets like they are my own. I don’t feel foreign anymore. Sometimes I keep awake at night pondering about the words in other languages with the same meaning with bravery and loneliness. I can’t find them though because all the words seem wrong and so I never felt lonelier than ever but then again I never felt braver too. I was brave enough to admit I am lonely and I do things like poetry and gardening to ease that loneliness.

XIII. I learned that bravery, just like freedom and love comes in different forms and it’s up to you if you’re gonna let it take you. The same boy who told me about laws also told me that it’s hard to find love when everyone seems to have have already found it in the arms of another.

XIV. So I promised him that I’ll be praying for love to knock on his door. I thanked him for being a good friend. It’s not everyday you meet someone who will show you his scars without hesitations. I promised him I will never stop being brave. I will glow in the dark like a cat’s urine under a black light. I’ll be indestructible like my hair and teeth. I will dance inside volcanoes and rings of fire and I will stay brave.

XV. I will stay as brave as I am.

—  irishjulienne, confessions on being brave and lonely

It’s the 2 year anniversary of The Fosters airing and all I can think about is how different my life would be without it. There are few shows with as much diversity, as much open discussion about challenging gender roles, as much talk of sexuality and feminism as this one. Without this show, there would be no record for youngest same sex kiss in US history; in fact, without Jonnor, most of us would have never met each other. So thank you Peter and Brad, thank you Jennifer Lopez, thank you ABC Family, thank you all cast and crew members: thank you for these two years. I hope there are many many more to come

punkleiaskywalker  asked:

yes, I would like to cry with you about jonty.

thank you so much, i feel like there’s by far not enough love for jonty on here. when i first joined this fandom i honestly expected jonty to be one of the top 3 ships of ‘the 100′ so i’m really confused, like, have we all been watching the same show?

so whenever someone volunteers to cry over jonty with me i really appreciate it thank u friend

i’m just gonna point out some of my favourite things about jasper & monty:

  • they grew up together, they never lived a life without the other in it, they don’t know anything else, it’s always been them against the rest of the world
  • no one will ever know monty as well as jasper does and vice versa, they don’t even have to use words to communicate, they constantly exchange these looks that only the other can read and understand
  • the bond between them has grown over the course of 15 years, there’s nothing that will ever destroy it, no matter how many obstacles they have to overcome
  • though everything around them is crumbling and they’re surrounded by death and war they still sometimes manage to live in their own world, where they’re kids again, with their inside jokes and smiles and giggles, because whatever cruel things are happening in the world out there, they will always have eachother to remind them of who they used to be
  • they’d always, without hesitation, risk their own life to save the other because there’s no one who’s more important, no one they’d ever love more than their counterpart
  • every memory i have, there’s jasper

monty and jasper have one of the most touching, most profound relationships on this whole show and everything about it is beautiful

anonymous asked:

Explain something to me : we Carylers are absolutely fine with Carol being paired with Tyreese or Abraham, we think she deserves all the love of the world and should be rightly so the center of the male attention but the huge majority of us strongly disapproves any romantic inclination that Daryl might feel towards another woman. Why is that ?

Woah. Look at this read more just jumping into my response. Damn things have a mind of their own …

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Alison Krauss - Let Me Touch You For Awhile

Director - Unknown

I know I posted this song earlier this week, but the video is so vividly real to me. I remember watching it when it was new and being so young then and not understanding it but finding the song and the video profound. As I got older I felt as if it was sensual and lovely and cold at the same time. When this song comes on shuffle while I’m driving at night, I get goosebumps. It’s so sexual without being so out there about it and I just have never been able to get over my love affair with this.

I’m gonna ruin my black mascara.
You’re drinkin whiskey when it should be wine.

I don’t hardly know you,
But I’d be willin’ to show you,
I know a way to make you smile.

It’s been a long time,
Let me touch you for awhile.