this show is just the best

anonymous asked:

Jess you know what's sad? In a couple of years there probably won't be an Outlander, Sam and Cait will go back to being obscure celebs and we will all have moved on. This is just entertainment, nothing more. For people to be so hateful to others shows their true character and it's not a nice thing to see. Please give Lauren my love, being a mother is hard enough and no one should ever make you feel like you aren't doing your best!

Agreed!! I was literally in tears when I read that message because of how disgusting it is. I cannot understand how anyone could feel comfortable typing those words and pressing send. How have we gotten to this point? Over two celebrities who don’t give a shit about us? I don’t care if you don’t agree with shippers and our opinions, no one should be treated this way. NO ONE. 

Dinner Party

Originally posted by awhjensen

Reader goes with Sam and Dean to help Dean’s Girlfriend on here first hunt. It ending badly for Reader.

Reader X Dean Winchester

Warnings:Blood, almost death. 


I hate dinner parties. Okay strike that I have never been to one I just happen to hate this dinner party. Why you may ask? Because I had to sit next to my best friend as he looked around waiting for his date to arrive.

“Where the hell are they?” He asked his voice gruff showing his discomfort.

“Dean relax. She is with Sam he is not going to let anything happen to her. Besides you are going to blow our cover.” I say softly leaning over to whisper in his ear.

All I got as a response was a clinched jaw.

Sighing I moved over putting a seat between us. Being in the back of the room at a small square table kept most eyes off us. The rest of the room was filled with more tables people sitting around them most likely talking about the people at the next table over. At the front of the room was a stage a large curtain behind it. Some holly roller was going to join us and start so charity auction. Her being the perfect target for some higher level demon.

We were here to kill the demon and call it a night. A quote unquote “Easy job” for Dean’s girl .Her supposable wanting to get into the life. Dumbest girl I ever met but then again you know what they say about blondes.

Seeing movement out of the corner of my eye broke my from my ranting thoughts. Yes I was jealous  but you would be too if you were raised with someone. Seen them die more than once but is still always there for them just to have them always pick someone else.

I was a little surprised to have Dean sitting beside me once again Amber on his other side. I could barely hear him ask her if she was okay.

“Are you okay?” Sam asks from sitting beside me.

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Enough // Jughead Jones

Pairing: Jughead x reader 

50. “Tell me you need me.”
&
93. “But, I said I love you.”

warning: mild swearing 


It was only two weeks into your relationship, when Jasons murder happened. It changed everything in Riverdale: how people behaved, how secure everyone felt, your believing, that nothing could happen to you in such a tedious town, but most importantly to you, it changed your relatioship with Jughead. 

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MC is going to go get her hair done
  • *she goes to walk in but sees two familiar faces*
  • MC: oh my god is that zen and jumin
  • MC: thEY'RE GETTING THEIR HAIR DONE TOGETHER?
  • Jumin: You know, I'm glad we made up.
  • Zen: Me too, you're not that bad trust fu-
  • MC: *runs in while taking pictures on her phone* ME THREE I AM ALSO GLAD
  • Zen: *falls out of seat* NO MC DONT SHOW ANYONE NBONONONONONONONONO
  • MC: I'M ALREADY SENDING THEM TO SEVEN
  • Zen: NOOO OO O O O O. O OO. O O O STOP
  • Jumin: You're ashamed to be seen with me, zen?
  • Zen: No it's - it's not that just you know you got that... gay rumor thing and I just don't want the ladies to be put off
  • Jumin: *stands up and puts his arm around zen* MC take a picture quick
  • Zen: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
  • MC: oh my god best day ever
Being jealous (BTS)

Gifs aren’t mine.

Jin (Seokjin):

Jin would try to hide it and act nicely but after seeing you hang out with that guy and him flirting a little too much, he’d walk towards you and place a protective hand on your waist while smiling a bit too sweetly. He’d make passive aggressive comments the rest of the night.

Sorry she’s mine.

Originally posted by jaayhope

Suga (Yoongi):

Yoongi would be the most protective boyfriend ever and wouldn’t be afraid of reminding you who your boyfriend was. He’d get angry while seeing you talking with some other guy and putting your hand on his arm as you laughed but since he wouldn’t like showing how jealous he really was, he would just take your hand and excuse yourself before dragging you as far away as possible from that guy.

Originally posted by nnochu

V (Taehyung):

Tae would be the sweetest boyfriend ever and basically your best friend but when he’d see you getting closer to one of his friends, his smile would immediately be wiped off of his face. He would never directly confront the guy or you though because he wouldn’t want to upset you but he wouldn’t be as playful and would cuddle you extra hard that night just to remind himself that you’re all his.

Originally posted by taedamn

J-hope (Hoseok):

Hobi would literally give you the world if he could and would always be kind and pay attention to you so he wouldn’t understand why you would talk so warmly to someone else but him. He wouldn’t really comment on it, not wanting to ruin what you had or make a fool of himself but he’d explain to you how upset he was that night and when you’d apologize and promise not to do that again he’d shower you with kisses.

Originally posted by jaayhope

Rap Monster (Namjoon):

Namjoon would be fuming when seeing that guy openly flirting with you in front of him. He’d probably glare at him the whole night and when you’d pull him to the side to ask him what was wrong he’d be hesitant but try explaining the reason behind his sour mood. After you’d give him a sudden and passionate kiss that the guy had obviously seen, he’d feel way better and go back to being fun.

Originally posted by sugaa

Jimin:

Jimin wouldn’t be able to stand the fact that you’d spent most of your night with someone other than him. He’d be fuming and within five minutes he would take your arm and drag you away. After doing that, he’d realize what he’d done and that you’d want an explanation so he’d get shy and would start sweating, his eyes widening. When asked what the hell he was doing, he’d quickly apologize before explaining the situation which would make you smile a bit. You’d assure him it was only him for you before kissing him and spending the rest of the night beside him.

Originally posted by sosjimin

Jungkook:

Even though he’s the maknae, he would have the strongest reaction. He wouldn’t be able to bare the sight of you, laughing with someone he didn’t know. He’d go over to you and put his arm around your waist, holding on tightly and would stay like that the whole time. Afterwards, when being asked what that was about, he’d just kiss you and try to reassure himself. Having understood though, you would reassure him yourself and promise him him that you were his and he was yours.

Originally posted by jeonsshi

First Date

Request by @lisamaliceWhat about a fluffy Sami Zayn where he and the reader are on a first date and he keeps wanting to impress her even though she already really likes him and loves what he does.

Word Count: 1,085

A/N: @lisamalice, Sorry for long wait, going through a lot. Hope you enjoy!

Originally posted by samisebei

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Awake Part 11

Title: Awake

Summary: You had just graduated with a degree in English and thanks to some writing competitions you had gotten noticed and offered the job of a life time right out of school. This job was your dream job, you were going to be a writer for the tv show Supernatural, your favorite tv show. The whole cast and crew are very welcoming and kind and you find yourself making some of the best friendships, specifically with the green eyed actor that plays Dean.

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Warnings: language, smut, fluff

A/N: Thank ya’ll for being so patient, my anxiety has been bad and then school has been kicking my butt so writing has been hard but thank you guys so much for all the encouragement and kind words <3

You and Jensen had spent most of the day in bed not able to keep your hands to yourselves, only leaving the bed for snacks and bathroom breaks. You couldn’t believe that the two of your had said I love you and you couldn’t be happier, you felt like you were in heaven. Jensen pulled you closer to him and you rolled over to place a kiss on his cheek and check the clock.

“We should start getting ready we have to be at your parents place in a few hours” you mumbled as you placed kisses on his neck laying down on top of him.

“Mmm sweetheart I cant get anything done with you like that, lets just throw some clothes on last minute…” he grumbled his hands gripping your ass and he bite down lightly on your shoulder.

You moaned at this and he chuckled but you used all the restraint you had to pull yourself out of bed Jensen frowning at this.

“Baby we smell like sex I need to take a shower and I need time to cover up these marks” you joked pointing to the bruises he’d left up and down your neck and shoulders.

“Fine but I’m getting in with you”

He walked you into the bathroom turning the shower on making sure it was hot before leading you in. He pulled you to him hugging you from behind and letting the water run over the two of you. You leaned your head back against his chest and let yourself enjoy the water. Jensen pulled back a little bit and you turned to see what he was doing. He leaned down and kissed your forehead before motioning for you to turn around. He took the soap and began to work his way over your body. You shut your eyes and let him take care of you, you could’ve fallen asleep if you weren’t standing up.

“Ok sweetheart you’re all done” He pulled you to him again in a tight hug and placed kisses on your neck over the spots he’d left marks, “sorry about those, I’ll be more careful…” he mumbled tracing the bruises he’d also left on your hips and thighs, “I hadn’t realized I was being so rough…” you looked up at him and he was frowning.

You took your hands and placed them on his cheeks standing on your tip toes to place a sweet kiss on his lips.

“Jensen I like it rough, don’t ever apologize for it, I would tell you if you were hurting me…well if you were hurting me in a way I didn’t like” you smirked pulling a laugh from Jensen and he leaned down to kiss you.

……………………………………..

Once you and Jensen were out of the shower you put on your make up and were able to successfully cover up the hickeys with some concealer. You decided to wear your favorite red and polka dot button up dress. You were checking your appearance in the mirror when you noticed Jensen watching you from the door way. You turned to face him and he smiled at you, he looked incredibly sexy he was wearing jeans that hugged him just right and a dark blue button down with the sleeves rolled up. When your eyes finally met his you blushed when you realized you’d been caught staring.

“You look beautiful, Y/N” he said grabbing your hips as he pulled you to him.

“You look incredible Jensen, I love it when you roll your sleeves like that…” you trailed off as you traced the veins and muscles in his forearms. He chuckled and pulled you into a tight hug.

“I can’t wait for you to meet them” you felt your stomach lurch, you knew you shouldn’t be so nervous but you couldn’t help it. Jensen must’ve noticed the way you tensed up because he leaned down to kiss you.

“They’ll love you baby” he said holding your face in his hands and you nodded giving him a small smile, “and then later when we get home I’ll love on you…” he said placing kisses on your face and you giggled.

“That was so cheesy” you giggled but it quickly turned to moans as his hands traveled down to your ass and he began sucking on your neck. He pulled away and rested his forehead on yours.

“You were saying sweetheart” he smirked. You tried to suppress your smile but couldn’t help it when he was looking at you like that. You blushed and looked down embarrassed by the effect he had on you. He kissed your forehead and grabbed you by the hand leading you to the car.

……………………………………………..

“Jensen!” you saw Mrs. Ackles walking down the steps of her house making her way towards her son and pulling him into a big hug.

“Hey mom missed you” he said kissing her head and hugging her back. She pulled back and made eye contact with you smiling, Jensen placed his hand on your back and pulled you forward, “Mom this is Y/N Y/L/N” You started to reach your hand out to shake her hand but were pulled into a hug instead.

“Its so wonderful to finally meet you every call from Jensen was filled with stories of you. You can call me Donna. Jensen’s dad is inside so let’s all head in” you smiled brightly at her loving her already as she lead you into the house.

“Dad!” Jensen said excitedly as an older man pulled him into a hug.

“Missed you, so glad you got some time off. Now where is this girl you can’t shut up about” you giggled with Donna from behind them and you could see Jensen’s face and ears turn red with embarrassment as he gestured back to you, “nice to meet you sweetheart I’m Alan” he said pulling you into a hug like Donna had.

“I’m Y/N, its nice to meet you too” you responded smiling.

“Dinner is almost ready, Alan come help me in the kitchen. You two can go take your seats” once his parents were out of sight he wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you to him and kissing you.

“Told you they’d love you” you smiled at him and kissed him once more.

“How much have you talked about me, should I be nervous?” You giggled as he lead you to the table.

“ You’ve just been a big part of my life lately so you’re in all my stories I have to tell. I think they know you’re more than a friend to me though, but I haven’t actually told them we’re together yet, not that I don’t want to, we just hadn’t talked about telling family yet and I also was nervous about what they’d say about the age gap, it shouldn’t matter too much but I don’t know I guess I get nervous about people not approving and thinking I’m a creep or wondering what a beautiful young woman like you is doing with a thirty something grown man” you turned to him and kissed him and then wrapped your arms around him.

“Jensen you know I don’t care about the age gap, yeah I’m young but I’m still a grown woman and you’re really not that much older than me-“

“I’m almost 12 years older than you, what do you think your parents are going to say about that?” he said his face looking worried. You placed a hand on his cheek and made him look in your eyes.

“My parents will think what they think, but I bet they’ll just care if I’m happy, and I am. And your parents don’t seem to care either, but honestly who gives a shit if anyone does have a problem with it, no ones opinion but our own matter when it comes to this relationship” Jensen nodded and gave you a soft smile but you could tell your words hadn’t set in completely yet and that he was still nervous. Before you could say anything else his parents came back into the room with all of the food.

……………………………………………..

The rest of dinner was amazing, the four of you talking and laughing. Your stomach hurt from how much you were laughing. You were adoring all of the stories of Jensen as a kid, you didn’t think he could get any redder with embarrassment bit it was adorable. You absolutely loved his parents and you felt like they liked you too. When it came time to leave Jensen’s parents both hugged you and asked that you two come back in a few days for dinner again. You and Jensen got in the car and started to drive back towards his house. You turned your head to look at him, he always managed to take your breath away no matter how much time you spent with him.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” he asked noticing you staring. You blushed but didn’t say anything instead just reaching out to hold his hand that was relaxing in the middle. You leaned over and rested your head on his shoulder and closed your eyes. He chuckled lightly but just leaned down and kissed your head continuing to drive home.

……………………………………

You dozed off for a few minutes before you felt Jensen placing kisses on your face and whispering “we’re home”. You smiled up at him and whispered back at him, “We’re home” it was just a statement and you knew how he meant it but you couldn’t help your heart from fluttering a bit when he spoke like it was both of your home. He smiled at you and kissed you then the two of you got out of the car and headed inside.

“You want to get into some pjs and then cuddle up and watch a movie” you asked wrapping your arms around him and looking up at him with the best puppy eyes you could muster.

Jensen rolled his eyes at you but a smile spread across his face, “you have a specific movie in mind don’t you?” you smiled and stood up to kiss his nose before making your way back into his room, “we can watch whatever you want sweetheart, but there is a request I have…”he smirked and you gave him a questioning look as you stepped out of your dress. He motioned for you to come over to his closet as he eyed you up and down, you wondered if there would ever come a day that you wouldn’t feel yourself blushing under his gaze. You walked over there and he opened a drawer and you raised an eyebrow at him wondering what he was doing. He pulled out a worn ACDC t-shirt. Your recognized it as a shirt that Dean had worn at some point.

“This was one of my favorite shirts from set and I kinda stole it, and I don’t know I guess I’ve always kinda had this fantasy about how hot you’d look in one of Dean’s shirts…” he mumbled out his hand reaching up to rub his neck. You giggled and smiled at him. You reached around to your back and undid your bra letting it fall to the ground and Jensen let his eyes trail over your body hungrily and you smirked at him reaching out to take the shirt. You pulled it over your body and spun around letting him see all of you in it. Jensen laughed at that and pulled you into a kiss, “alright baby now lets watch that movie”.

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Hannigram AU: It

When Will was young, the only place he found much joy was with his friends: Beverly, Jimmy, Alana, Brian, Jack, and Margot. The seven of them weren’t well liked in school then, The Loser’s Club, but none of them cared.

His parents were not very strict, but they weren’t exactly warm and most of his best memories were of fishing in the pond with his younger sister, Abigail.

After Abigail was taken, Will remembers his mother left and his father barely spoke.  

Will’s explanation fell on deaf ears, no one believed him about the man in the clown suit, not even his friends. Until someone took Bella, and Jack was determined to find her.

They didn’t find her, but they stopped It.

Or so they’d thought.

Will felt the fear rise up in him, fighting not to show It just how scared he was.

The cold breath on his cheek made him close his eyes.

“You’ve grown up so well, my cunning boy,” the icy touch of long dead fingers made him sob, “But look where that has gotten you. Alone, all alone.”

Will opened his eyes, smiling even as tears blurred his vision.

“I’m not alone.”

The wide smile got in return was chilling.

“No, I suppose not. Though I have been here waiting, right where you left me.”

Will shivered as the monster he had pretended to forget leaned in and licked his cheek.

“They all float down here, Will, and you will too. I promise you that.”

kale update and GG Live!!

you guys have been sending me messages all worried about where i’ve been

seriously thats too sweet wtf

i’m sorry i didnt mean to worry you. i’ve been away because i was just at a convention over the weekend. it was very last minute so i didnt really get any chance to announce it. lol

on another note though, i’m going to Game Grumps Live tomorrow!!! I’m so fucking pumped. I bought a gold pass, so I get to go to the “surprise” meet and greet early.

i’m going to be cosplaying as arin/egosonic to the show. i will very likely be meeting arin face to face dressed as him in the sonic dress.

i will try my best to get a photo with him and post it here to show you all.

i’ll be giving arin a hand written letter with all the shit i likely won’t have time to say to him at the show. that way i can just be chill and hang with them for a bit without trying to deal with my fanboy spew. LOL. of course i’ll be including my contact info and an offer to be an artist for them. i’ll also be giving arin a personal print of my submission to the egosonic artbook.

as for dan, i have one of my another world shirts to give him!! i can’t wait to tell both of them how i’m now friends with eric chahi and am doing a comic for him. i hope i blow them away with that news. lmao

i’m so anxious. but also super excited. my main worry is that, i’m a person with immense social anxiety - but not so much in the “i cant talk to people” way, more in the “i’m not good at crowds” kind of way. i tend to let myself get overshadowed and talked over very easily. so i just pray to FUCK that a. i am able to even get a chance to say anything to them and b. there isn’t any obnoxious attention seeking fans constantly sullying everyone elses experience with the grumps by hogging all the hangout time just to make references at them. (you know the types.)

maybe if i’m lucky, my awesome friends i’m going with, @finsterhund@honeysips , @breathlessintake and @paranoidpotato will have my back and will help me get the chance to talk to them if it doesnt arise on its own. some words of encouragement and suggestions from you guys (my tumblr followers) would be lovely as well, if you can spare them.

i’ll be back to regular tumblring tomorrow!

One of the things I love about TV shows, is the ability to re-watch scenes with the click of mouse. Especially after learning something new. I like to re-watch with my new knowledge and see if the story was leading there all along.

This scene from 2x13 of Supergirl gave me that opportunity, but in a new perspective.

With just a few heartwrenching, well-acted lines the writers gave us a look into the Maggie Sawyer backstory we’ve been screaming about. An idea to why she’s so guarded. An explanation for her patience and understanding with Alex’s coming out.

The best part for my giant fangirling emotions? Re-watching the Sanvers’ scenes knowing she’s lying about her parents acceptance and she’s hiding the pain for Alex. Seeing how truly happy she is that Alex told Kara with no negative repercussions and wondering if it stings a little. Understanding these lines better, “I heard everything you said.” “I don’t meet many people that I care about.” And simply understanding Maggie Sawyer a little better. From one scene!

I’ve said it before and will continue reiterating, this is my favorite show since Buffy. It’s not perfect. But it has kickass female characters. Played by fantastic actresses. And a lesbian storyline I’m loving. I’m excited every week for a new episode.

Do I want more Sanvers? Always. Especially if it’s more opportunities to showcase the acting of Chyler Leigh and Floriana Lima. Especially especially, if it’s angsty, meaty, heart-felt content. What can I say, I like my drama in fiction not real life.

This season feels a bit all over the place, but I’m still in love. I’m here for the kickass women. The strong acting. And the lesbians help.

Ps, if you think my over indulgence into the significance of one scene for Detective Maggie Sawyer is bad; come talk to me about
Meredith. Fucking. Grey.

(B.A.P’s Yongguk and Youngjae) Mafia!AU Oneshot: When your brother doesn’t approve of you going out with him...

It would all be very innocent between you and Yongguk, he put on a tough face for his men and brothers but with you, he smiled so much that his gums sometimes bled from showing them so much.

He would catch himself just gazing out at you whenever you were cleaning or cooking something for your brother. He just couldn’t help himself. You slowly but surely became the sun to his world, your warmth and your heart were all he ever wanted.

He kept wondering where all the fierceness he ever had went when he was around you. He could never bring himself to say so but he loved you. He wanted you and one day, he forced himself to muster the strength to say it.

“Y/N…” That day, his face was very upbeat and wacky but only to hide the extreme giddiness and excitement that lie underneath. “I was wondering, uhm, do you want to go out sometime?”

You were happy that he asked you out and you accepted without thinking or remembering who exactly your big brother was.

‘A force not to be reckoned with’ didn’t even begin to explain Youngjae. You adored your brother, you respected his insight and he respected your space. You two were tied at the hip and there was nothing you two kept secret. When your father died, you both couldn’t bear the pain and found solace in keeping to each other instead of going to your friends. 

This, to you, was a bad idea. You wish you had spoke more about it, had more people around because honestly, it was all quite lonely and even more so quiet. But for Youngjae, it molded him into a hardened businessman who only had time for things that carried the family name farther. He was only soft around his friends and you.

The cross that you wore around your neck was his sign of your happiness, it was the first thing he thought of when he thought of you. Your father gave that to you when you were young and told you 'to give to the boy you love so that I can bless him.’

So, now, he doesn’t bother asking about boys you’ve ever dated. As long as he sees the cross, he knows its not serious and he takes happiness in seeing it all the more.

But after you and Yongguk started dating, you two naturally kept it secret or didn’t speak about it. You just spent more time together, spoke more often while in private, you would talk on the phone all night and sometimes he’d even sneak into your window. 

Nothing explicit happened even though he really wanted it to but after a while, you gave him your cross and explained the importance of it. You don’t know why but he stopped trying and definitely stopped sneaking into your room at night. He should you more respect and asked for your opinion on things more often. 

Sometimes, you would even invite him to your room willingly. Those were nights that you genuinely felt relaxed, calm, and blissful. You were becoming a couple worthy of a future together, that’s for sure.

You two dated secretly. Nobody knew but you were at the happiest you’d ever been. Everyone thought you were the same happy little sister of Youngjae’s but to Youngjae, something was different. You were almost too happy. And definitely too carefree. 

Your lunches weren’t the same, you were trying new things - a lot of which weren’t the favorites he knew you to love. Something was off. He saw the chain around your neck and assume the cross was still on you, just tucked into your shirt as you didn’t like showing it off in fear of it being stolen. 

So, he knew it wasn’t a guy.

“Enjoying your food, sis?” He decided to prod for the heck of it. Nothing could possibly be wrong but why not?

“Of course! Ah, I’ve been bored lately so to stop myself from moving around too much, I’ve decided to try new fashions and foods. It’s not a bother, is it?” You realized your brother’s inquisitive gears were running in his head. All these changes were because of Yongguk telling you he wanted to see you be more adventurous. 

You didn’t know if he was suspecting you but if he knew you had been dating Yongguk, he would’ve lost his mind for sure.Him and Yongguk are friends but Youngjae has always been intimidated by Yongguk due to his violent past.

 Yongguk has always been sweet to you and you two already discussed the business he runs but you were that Youngjae wouldn’t approve.If only you knew how much he wouldn’t, though.

“That’s good. Listen, I’m going to a get together tonight. I’ll be away for a little while. Will you be able to handle yourself?” Youngjae’s never-ending worry for you made you roll your eyes all the way back into your head.

“I’ll be fine, Youngjae! Go ahead, I’ll turn in early.” You smiled gently at your brother who was happily satisfied with your response. He picked up the bill and went on his way. You decided not to go home straight away. 

“Take me to Neiman, I want a new dress for tonight.” You had a date with Yongguk, you wanted to look your best for the man of your life. That night, it was a ball for charity but that was just a disguise for the true nature of the ball. People were in the back gambling and trading drugs and people, not willingly either. It was no place for a child but it was here that you would see Yongguk.

During the party’s main event, Yongguk was waiting, decked out from top to bottom in expensive fabrics. You couldn’t believe how beautiful he looked. You had walked in and spotted him easily from across the room and he spotted you as well. But just as you were crossing the dance floor, you saw your brother, Youngjae, walk up to Yongguk. 

Yongguk turned pale white but righted himself quickly. They began talking and you just walked away, feeling somewhat defeated. You couldn’t help it. You ran into the an attraction, The House of Mirrors. The white of your gown sparkled lovely against the mirrors but the smell of incense was intoxicating. 

You looked down at the stars at your feet and wondered if you would ever be able to peacefully watch them with Yongguk.

You waited…and waited…and waited. Until the one you loved appeared behind you.

“Y/N, you alright?” Yongguk tugged sheepishly on the back of your gown to get you to look at him. Your sad eyes broke his heart, he put his warm hands up to your cheeks and kissed you delicately on the lips.

“You’re worried, aren’t you? About your brother?” Yongguk playfully chirped, you tried not to kick him for being so carefree.

“Yongguk! Be serious, aren’t you scared of what he’ll do as well?!” You pouted at him and he just threw his head back and laughed at your worry.

“Baby, please! Youngjae and I are friends…Friends! I don’t know why we even keep us a secret, let’s just scream it out one time. It won’t hurt.” You immediately went to protest but Yongguk’s lips met you first. Every time you dared to open your mouth, his lips were there to close it. 

However, in the darkness behind the mirrors. Youngjae listened to the whole conversation. His heart spun turmoil, his eyes turned crimson red, and he couldn’t control his actions. 

He shattered the mirror completely, causing a huge ruckus. You and Yongguk gasped when you caught sight of him. You felt your heart fall to your stomach, you couldn’t believe what was happening. With his bloodied fist, he took your arm, glared at Yongguk and spirited off with you. 

Yongguk wouldn’t leave well enough alone and followed you both. Youngjae tossed you in his car and drove, not bothering to wait for the chauffeur to get in himself.

“Youngjae, what’re you-” “Be quiet.” He didn’t have to yell. You did as he asked. You had never seen a fire burn so hot that it was cold. He was truly beyond words, now. When you two were home, he brought you downstairs to his den where you were rarely allowed to enter. 

He pulled up a chair and sat you on it. He then crouched very closely to you.He stared for a few minutes before snatching the chain around your neck. When he didn’t see the cross attached to it, he raged at you. He pulled the chain off completely and threw it across the room.

“Are you insane?!” He screamed, flailing his arms up like the roar of fire. He started going off, he couldn’t even put full sentences together. He wanted so badly to just slap you and you were sure if you weren’t his sister, he would’ve.

“Youngjae, please…Yongguk would never hurt me. He’s sweet and kind.” You tried to reason with him but Youngjae would hear none of it.

“Oh, my god, Y/N! You barely know him!” Youngjae began to start up his rant but you were sick of his tantrum, you stood up and walked over to your tossed away chain.

With tears in your eyes, you glared at Youngjae and then smiled at the figure that had appeared in the door. “Don’t be so sure." 

There is a long silence before Yongguk spoke, putting into motion a fierce argument between the two leaders.

"I love her, Youngjae. I love her! I love your sister, so what? We’re friends, aren’t we?! How could you think I’d hurt her?!”

“We are not friends, Yongguk. We work together, we make money. But that’s it.” Youngjae’s words cut sharply against Yongguk’s but he shook it off as a heat-of-the-moment comment.

“So what now? What about Y/N? What about what we have together?”

“That’s just it! You have nothing with her!” Youngjae furiously shrieked out at Yongguk, his voice cracking under the violent pressure as he snatched the cross off of Yongguk’s neck. Yongguk gripped Youngjae’s wrist fast, tightly making Youngjae wince.

“Why, then? Why can’t I be with her? I’ve never done anything to deserve this treatment, Youngjae? Even if we aren’t friends…”

“You are a damn monster, Yongguk. You and I have done everything together, we’ve murdered, we’ve stolen, and we’ve burned people alive for less than a single cent. You think I want my sister around that?! Around you?!” He pulled his wrist away. He glared at the cross with disgust almost as if it was a symbol of Satan more than a holy savior.

“You are not going to see my sister anymore…” Youngjae shook his head as he stuffed the trinket into his pocket. “Don’t let me catch you looking at her, speaking to her. Don’t you so much as breathe in her direction.”

“Or what?”

“Or I’ll kill you.”

The arguing went back and forth for hours until everyone was too tired to speak. The sun was surely about to rise. Youngjae was tired of fighting.

“You are going to leave my sister alone and that’s it! End of discussion!” Just as he was about to leave, you ran to the door and stopped him.

“Youngjae, why won’t you listen?!” You shouted at him. Youngjae, sick of your fighting, snapped his fingers and two of his biggest men came and pulled you aside.

“Youngjae?!” You screamed at his rudeness and Yongguk was finished as well, he just look at Youngjae and sighed. 

“Youngjae, please just-?!” Yongguk was walking up to calm Youngjae but instead, Youngjae pulled his gun out and everything froze. You whimpered, hot tears fell down your face as you knew this would be the last time you’d see Yongguk for a long time. Dead or alive.This situation had officially escalated to the highest, hottest point.

“Y/N!” Youngjae yelled out your name, you paid full attention with wide, blood shot eyes. “Do you love him?”

“Yes! Yes, please! Youngjae, please leave him alone!” You kicked against your guards but it was no use.

“If you want him to live then don’t resist. I want you to pack your things. I’ve decided, we are leaving this place for good..” Youngjae made his demands clearly.

“But if we leave, I…we may not see each other again!” You shout out but Youngjae remains deaf to your pleas.

“If you stay here, I’ll kill him and you’ll never see him again. If you go, he’ll live and you’ll never see him again. It all depends on what you say next.” Youngjae wasn’t playing anymore games.

“I can’t choo-” Youngjae pulled the hammer of the gun back, preparing to fire. You let out a small shriek, jumping back at the quick movement.

“It all depends…on what you say.”

You were sure your eyes would slip out from all the tears that were running down your face, you brought your gaze up and saw Yongguk’s eyes almost redder than yours. His crying face was more than you could bear but if he died in front of you right now, you were sure you would die as well.

“Fine. I’ll go…just please, leave him alone.” You dropped your head in defeat. Youngjae immediately holstered his gun and turned his back on Yongguk.

“Let her go.” He spoke so icy cold, the eloquence was almost a slap in the face to Yongguk. He couldn’t believe this was happening, he was so angry he could barely breathe. He wanted to fight back but seeing you sadly walk away from him was more than he could take. When you were out of sight, he busted into tears as if he was a child who just got his candy taken from him.

Youngjae!” He sadly shouted at your brother who only stopped in his tracks for a second, “Give me back my cross!” As a final stick at Youngjae, he demanded his cross back with bravado and confidence that he for sure didn’t have. Youngjae’s cold eyes glossed over to him, he eyed his men and they walked up onto Yongguk and took hold of his arms. He teetered down, no more strength left in his legs to fight back.

Youngjae put the cross in his palm and wrapped the chain around his knuckles, “You want your cross back? Let me show you the pain that this cross carries and we’ll see if you want it then, yeah?” Without a moment’s warning, Youngjae laid into Yongguk’s stomach with a powerful punch before going into the most brutal beat down Yongguk had ever taken.

Youngjae completely lost his mind with the beating, he began screaming his frustrations into Yongguk who calmly took the painful strikes. After a while, Youngjae grew tired of battering Yongguk and ordered his men to leave. Yongguk, now on curled on the floor in a blood mess, looked up at Youngjae with venomous disdain.

“The pain you feel is only a fraction of what I feel.” With those words, Youngjae tossed the cross down, bent and soaked in blood from his own palm. After Youngjae left, Yongguk groggily stepped up, picking up his cross. He could only look at the place he last saw you, sadly walking away.

“Y/N…”

anonymous asked:

Not talking about Caryl here but the show in general, is it just me or is the entire negan story and rising up to go to war just really boring? Boring because it's so predictable, there's no question TF will win, no question that Carol will return, no question that Rick will survive and go on making speeches into oblivion, the whole of 7b is just filler to a few nice fight scenes at the end, nothing deeper than "hey if we work together we can fight evil!" When did TWD get so basic?

Honestly, Caryl is the only thing that makes me stay with this show. The scene effects are terrible, the plots are terrible, and it speaks for itself that the Caryl scenes were the best of the episode, because it’s what Twd should be about, HUMAN CONNECTIONS. Not just negan negan negan, Rick being terrible but everyone praising him and the next cool Walker. Like, really… with all its flaws, I miss season ½/3 so much
The bests episodes of season 4 and 5 were when they dealt with the emotional baggage all of them carry around.

Season 6 and 7 suck so much cause they sidelined that over… some weird guy in a leather jacket who speaks into infinity plus cool walkers.

Also, I think they need to invest the money they have in better effects and start dealing with stuff that will add to the emotional level of the relationships instead of taking the focus away from it. What about the next villain being actually some natural disaster? What about something like people betraying each other and communities working together to rebuild the world and showing this progress. What about dealing with someone imune? They have soooo many options they can explore, but they don’t leave the mediocre field, it’s sad.

anonymous asked:

Thank you for your post... I see a lot of people being really mean, people I used to respect. It doesn't even matter if you ship, that is not hurtful. And then, maybe it's because I saw this in the past, I see people making comments involving Cait and spreading the 'this is a real woman' message... I'm pretty sure Cait would hate to see her name involved in this and in this way, actively using it to shame someone that is part of her best friend's life. (1/2)

(2/2) It’s like “Sam could have this goddess, and chose that..”. How do you know what Sam wants? And most important in this (because it’s really just women shaming women) what Cait wants??? Shaming Sam by exulting Cait is a shady, disgusting way of showing your sadness and frustration. Snarking is good and healthy, rudeness and girl-shaming is a disgrace. And I see shippers and neutrals, and antis at this. Here and on twitter. This is what is sad.


Thank you, anon. I completely agree with you. 

I had hoped this whole thing would have died down again, but then what I saw this morning almost made me lose faith in humanity itself lol. I hope I’m not adding too much fuel to the fire than necessary, but I feel like this has blown out of proportion and it’s hard to not say something at least. 

I understand that some people are hurt and angry. Of course, I can’t tell them to feel otherwise. I have been in a similar situation myself many years ago, where I shipped a real life couple who broke up. Little teenage me was so devastated and it almost felt as if someone had broken up with me. So I can relate to what people are going through right now and that’s totally alright. No one should be shamed for that, even if it seems silly to feel that way. 

However, tearing down other people – and especially women in this case – or when you lash out at others because you’re hurt, is an entirely different thing. Then there are also fans, who haven’t had their heart broken by this, but still think just because these people are famous/actors, it’s ok to treat as if they own them. 

Thankfully, there are a lot people who oppose this kind of treatment in the fandom, whether it’s shippers, neutrals or antis. Despite all the negativity lately, I’ve also seen a lot of good and positive posts. :-) 

haleyhopeg  asked:

This is just out of sheer curiosity, but how do you two know each other? When I first started listening to the podcast, I thought you might have met through the show, but you keep referencing knowing each other for 17 years! I really admire your cross-country best friendship, especially since I'm about to graduate my undergrad and all my best friends are about to scatter in a similar way. If you don't mind sharing, how did Clarin come to be? :)

We met in college! I (claire) was a sophomore and Erin was a freshman. This was like, I think, 2000-2001? There was a cluster of people in Erin’s friend posse who were in a play that I wrote, so I got to know kind of the whole gang after that, and then the next semester I ended up moving into their dorm section, and we just clicked immediately.  If there’s such a thing as falling in friend-love with someone at first sight, that is how I felt about the girl in the olive khaki military surplus jumpsuit with an encyclopedic knowledge of The Monkees and Jane Austen.  She was just immediately my favorite person.  It really happened that fast. 

We were best friends all through college, and then she and her husband Jordan (also a friend of mine; I actually met him first) moved to Portland for a few years after they got married, so we got to see each other a lot.  Jordan’s best friend lives in Portland too, so there were a lot of years of beach trips and game nights and hanging out at our favorite bar drinking flaming Spanish coffees. 

A lot happened in those years; Jordan and I both lost parents.  It was really hard for a long time being so far apart for such a long time; Erin flew out to Portland in August 2015 to see my play, and we’ve seen each other twice since then - I was there last Thanksgiving and then she was here last May for her birthday when we got tattoos and interviewed Mike Beach - but before that, I think we hadn’t seen each other for at least four years, which was AWFUL.

One thing that’s been really amazing, though, is how the show and the podcast have like brought us even closer together, in a crazy way.  When you love someone so much but you’re apart for a long time, it feels like every time you talk you have to like cram everything in and do all the big life stuff - marriage, career, family drama, life, etc. - and all the little day-to-day stuff that really forms the foundation of a relationship can sort of be hard to keep up with.  So after S2 ended and Erin was like “Claire I’m hooked on this show COME BE HOOKED ON IT WITH ME” we were like Gchatting nonstop while I binged the first two seasons and exchanging HUNDREDS  of emails and talking on the phone for HOURS, and I know this might sound kind of silly but like this show had had such a huge impact on our relationship because it was this big fun thing we could share together.  And then the podcast being like a project we took on together that keeps us really connected all the time has been amazing.  It’s still like so, so hard to live this far apart, and we’re both 35 and you hit a point where you’re kind of like “…. unless a miracle happens we’re probably not ever going to live in the same city again.”  And there are times when that’s really difficult, because we love each other such a ridiculous amount.  But we also feel really lucky that we hung onto each other for this long.

CLAIRIN FOREVER

–C

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry but i won't vote for a video that is bullshit wanting to rewrite 1D history, and to please Ben Winston giving him once again an occasion to congratulate himself on twitter meaning "I'm the best" ! I don't think it would really bother the boys if they don't win this one :/ But hey, everybody is free to to as they want. Just my opinion ;)

Feel free to have your opinion. I’m always gonna put giving the boys all the appreciation they deserve over sabotaging Ben Winston. I just don’t care enough about him to let him ruin my love for those boys. And I think showing them (yet again) that we’re still here for them after more than a year of hiatus is my priority

circus au

1.  Coax the Cold by MediaWhore (86k, complete)

England, 1897.

English Professor Louis Tomlinson’s passion for the occult has been a source of mockery and derision for most of his life. When he hears whispers of a travelling freak show newly established in London claiming the existence of a monstrous sea hybrid, half-man, half-fish, Louis sees it as his ticket to credibility amongst his peers. The summer he spends undercover working on the show, however, gives him much more than that.

2.  here comes the sun (little darling) by you_explode (45k, complete)

louis and liam are a trapeze act who’ve just joined syco circus. despite his best efforts, louis immediately falls head over heels for harry, one of the jugglers with a penchant for glittery pink leotards. but louis’s had issues before with intra-circus dating, so he’s trying his best to ignore his feelings. which is why he’s not at all bothered by harry flirting with everyone but him.

featuring lots of pining, lots of ot5 friendship, runaway boys reconnecting with their families, harry and louis becoming co-dependent best friends until they figure out they’re in love with each other, liam fancying zayn who’s already dating perrie, and a beatles-themed circus.

3.  Like The Wings Of Butterflies by sweetly_disposed (15k, complete)

“Tell you what, why don’t you come by sometime, when there’s no practise on? I’ll teach you how to fly.”

Or, Harry, Zayn, Liam and Niall are trapeze artists, and Louis has a love for the circus.

4.  The Ballerina Boy by justgotowisharder (10k, complete)

It isn’t healthy, falling in love with a circus artist. They enchant you with their skills, capture you with a dance, and steal your heart with an illusion trick.

It’s too late for Louis, anyway. Harry already stole his heart.

(Or the one where the boys work in a circus, Harry is the pretty ballerina locked in a cage and Louis loves him more than anything in this world.)

5.  responsible forever for what you have tamed by leighbot (26k, complete)

He deals with a sassy, 500 pound liger every day, but Harry Styles might be his downfall. The thought doesn’t scare him as much as he thought it would.

Or, the one where Harry runs away to escape his past and Louis has nowhere else to go to have a future.

rec list / circus au

anonymous asked:

there was a picture frame with dnp, the glittering silver hat, a dnp brits mug, drawing from when years & years did the blind drawing thing (and he showed that clip as well), tiger food for winston (he's been next to him the whole show) and the clay from jess glynne (and he showed that clip as well)

oh and a piece of paper with their phone numbers so he could call them when something went wrong too haha

caspar lee the actual angel, that’s so cute

he’s gotten so much hate and the fact he’s persevered through and done so fucking well has gained him so much more respect from me (i adored him before) i just love him he’s the best person to have replaced dnp

i’m sure they’ll be super proud of him too! :)