this should be the top post on tumblr

i only get on tumblr every now n then n i feel bad bc i’ll just like emerge from the depths of the internet to post one or two arts n then retreat to my abyss, leaving my mutuals hanging when they post things. on top of that there’s like no new content for days or weeks at a time except the occasional reblog n i feel like i should probably have some sort of art buffer to posts doodles n stuff w/ but all i have is a picture of stripper toonz from the discord group n i don’t know how i feel about posting tht on my mostly pg blog….

tl;dr - sorry im not on often bc college sucks, i’ll try making an art buffer on the weekends to at least post something every now n then.

anonymous asked:

you know that one gif where zayn is sleeping in just a towel and liam gently tries to wake him up by caressing his cheek.. i always wondered what happened next.. (maybe zayn slowly blinking his open with a soft smile when he sees liam and pulling him on top of him to cuddle or more;)) only if u want to could you please write another canon drabble? yours are soooo good! (for inspiration: zayndrogynous*tumblr*com/post/157117474724)

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Liam’s not sure how long he’d been there. He thinks maybe just a couple of minutes but it was probably longer than that. He must be in creeper territory by now considering this should have only taken a minute at the most but he couldn’t help himself. He was caught completely off guard by the surge of emotions that took over his body and mind the minute he laid eyes on Zayn.

At first he couldn’t understand why. He’d done this a hundred times before. It was deemed his job ever since they all discovered that Liam was the only one able to rouse Zayn from his precious slumber without having their heads bitten off. Secretly, Liam loved it. He loved knowing that this was another thing that made his relationship with Zayn special, that he was the only one able to coax a smile and a laugh from a sleepy Zayn despite his well known love affair with sleep.

Liam approached him slowly and quietly until he stood over his best friend’s sleeping form and just admired him for a moment. It was amazing, really, how beautiful Zayn was. He’s always known this of course, but he looked different when he slept. There was an innocence about him that only manifested itself when he was asleep. He loved watching him like this, looking so vulnerable and peaceful. It dawned on Liam that he was one of the few people that had the privilege of seeing Zayn in this state. Gratitude joined the heady mix of emotions already wreaking havoc inside him.

He leaned over and placed his palm on Zayn’s cheek. His skin was warm to the touch and Liam gently rubbed his thumb across the soft skin. He stroked his cheek and allowed his eyes to roam over Zayn’s face taking in its perfect symmetry, the flawless skin, those insanely long eyelashes, the fullness of his bottom lip.

His mind started conjuring up memories from their time together. His favorites were of the two of them alone, either on the bus or in a hotel room somewhere, talking about anything and everything, snuggling together, watching movies, playing video games and arguing over who was the better player. They’ve cried on each other’s shoulders more times than they care to admit and have found strength in their bond. Liam wondered if Zayn knew what an important part of his life he had become. 

His fingers glided across Zayn’s lips lightly, not wanting to wake him just yet. He fought the overwhelming desire to lean down and kiss him. He wanted to kiss those pink lips until Zayn woke up and kissed him back.

He suddenly realized that this wasn’t the first time he felt that urge.

Liam clenched his eyes shut tight and sighed as it finally sunk in. He knew now. He finally understood why today felt different. He opened his eyes again and allowed his hand to skate down Zayn’s arm studying the numerous tattoos adorning it while he came to terms with the realization.

He couldn’t deny it any longer. Today was the day he admitted to himself what he’d known all along: He was in love with Zayn.

He loved Zayn in a way that was different from the way he loved the other boys or the way he loved his family and friends. Liam had Zayn’s friendship already but he wanted so much more. He wanted his heart, his respect, his admiration, his time and yes, his body. He wanted to hold his hand whenever he wanted, share a home with him and celebrate anniversaries and all that sappy stuff. He wanted to come first for Zayn the way Zayn came first in all things for Liam. 

He wanted everything with Zayn. 

Liam’s eyes traveled back up towards his face and he froze. Zayn was awake and was looking right at him. Liam pulled his hand away instantly, dropping the water bottle he held in his other hand in his haste. He felt his face burn with embarrassment after being caught red-handed. He probably had a dopey smile on his face the entire time he had been daydreaming about happily ever afters with Zayn. He was mortified.

“I uh - sorry, um,” Liam stammered, completely tongue-tied and unable to come up with a good excuse for his behavior. He considered just running out of the room without any explanation and took a step back, about to do just that.

Zayn’s hand reached out and grabbed Liam’s before he could make his escape.

“It’s okay, Li,” Zayn said to him, no anger or judgment visible in his face. Just that same fond smile that Liam had seen time and time again. Zayn tugged his arm down forcing Liam to sink to his knees beside him. Zayn reached his other hand up and cupped the back of Liam’s neck in that all-too familiar way and pulled him closer.

Liam’s breath hitched when Zayn brought their foreheads together. Liam’s heart felt like it was going to burst through his chest it was beating so fast.

“I love you, too” Zayn whispered softly, his eyes shining and full of hope. Liam exhaled and smiled, his body sagging with relief after hearing Zayn’s confession.

“Uh, are you - really?” Liam asked. He needed to make sure he wasn’t still dreaming all of this.

Zayn didn’t answer but his smile grew bigger as he pulled Liam in the rest of the way and proceeded to kiss him. He kissed him long, slow and deep. It was better than anything Liam had imagined.

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Today’s brief:

| Wall Planter |


Today’s concept was suggested via a Tumblr follower who for the life of me I can’t find because of Tumblr’s stupid messages/asks setup.

Image 1: Cast concrete planter with wire hanger.

The wire is attached to the wall then the planter slides in.

Image 2: The wire crosses the top lip on the wall side of halfway and the center of gravity is towards the front. My head thinks this should work.

Image 3: Posting these somewhere between Macksville and Kempsey. I’m on a family holiday for the next few weeks but I’m trying to keep up daily posts.

bhunivelzah  asked:

Hi! Can you post a/your top 10 tumblr blogs with stationery/journal ideas/creations/tutorials/posts/etc? Thank you!

Hi, definitely! I I feel like 10 is not enough because there are so many great people with amazing creations here, but I’ll try to choose! :D

@studypetals Rhianne’s blog is where you should go when you need ideas for your bullet journal. She has lots of resources - doodles, banners, titles,… and her journal is simply amazing.

@studyrose Cheyenne has the most gorgeous bujo ever, like DAMN, her journal was the one that inspired me to start my own.

@studykouffee​ Kou and her journal & notes omg, just go and look at it, it’s awesome. I still cannot comprehend how she does her lettering.

@studywithinspo Brian’s bullet journal and aesthetic are GOALS. He also has a youtube channel where he posts tutorials and flip throughs etc, you should definitely check that.

@emmastudies​ Emma has lots of great advice, and she just made really nice desktop calendars for 2017!

@nag-aaral​ Eris has such a BEAUTIFUL bullet journal, every photo she posts is a piece of art.

@focusign Judy uses simple layouts in her journal, and they look SO amazing and still well decorated!!

@acadaemic Anna has SO PRETTY spreads & her study posts are goals.

@studyplants Adi makes beautiful graphics & helpful masterposts but also gorgeous notes 💕

@studylustre I’ve been stalking Carol on her instagram (because her feed is AWESOME) but she also posts her pics here on tumblr and they’re so amazing

Again, I feel so bad for leaving so many awesome people. Just look through the stuff I reblog, there are many posts and creations I find amazing :)

How to fall in love with yourself and feel a bit happier too:

1) Buy clothes that you like, rather than what others say you should wear or what is “made” for your body type. If you’re plus-sized and like crop-tops, then wear them. If you’re skinny and like baggy clothes, then wear them. If you’re tall and like heels, wear them. If you’re short and like ballet flats and sneakers, wear them. If you’re a boy and like skirts, wear them. If you’re a girl and like cargo pants, then wear them. If you like the clothes you’re in, then you are more likely to like yourself.
2) Eat good foods. Eat a bowl of fruit for breakfast, and a salad for lunch. Your stomach will feel good and so will the rest of you.
3) Keep up with hygiene. Brush your teeth in the mornings, and shower daily. It feels nice, I promise.
4) Do your make-up, but only if you want to. If you prefer not wearing makeup, then don’t wear it. People don’t care as much as you think they do. If you like to wear makeup, and it makes you happy, then do it!!!
5) Treat yourself. I don’t mean by buying expensive things. I mean, have an evening to yourself once in a while. Buy a face mask, take a bubble bath, paint your nails, catch up on your favorite show.
6) Prioritize and be proactive. Don’t wait until the last minute to do things that have deadlines. It’s less stressful to get things done ASAP. And when you lessen that stress, you will be more happy.
7) When you look in the mirror, don’t point out the bad things. Look at your positive aspects and learn how to love yourself not only for them, but for your flaws as well. Accepting the fact that you have flaws, and that everyone else does as well, will put you in a better mindset.
8) Don’t hurt yourself on purpose! Don’t do things that you know can be dangerous or even fatal! Find other ways to relieve stress or get an adrenaline rush.
9) Don’t hate on other people. Don’t point out other people’s flaws and don’t tell them that they are wrong. We all have different experiences and different perspectives. It’s unfair to hate on people because you believe differently.
10) Remove verbally and emotionally abusive people from your life. If they feel the need to attack you or to make you feel less than you are, then they. do. not. care. about. you. and you absolutely stop associating with that person.
11) Remove people that are bad influences from your life. Don’t stay with people that are continuously making you do things that you think are wrong. Don’t stay with people that pull you away from loved ones. Don’t stay with people that constantly try to coerce you into being someone that you are not
12) Last but not least, take care of yourself. Remember, people out there love you, and if they are able to love you, you should be able to as well❤️

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HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY UNDERTALE, thanks for cursing my heart for the past year and making me a way better artist in the process. speaking of, you should probably open that top one in a bigger window because no matter how much i improve, tumblr hates posting art.

anyway, yeah. happy birth, UT. you’re a good game and i met a lot of neat people through you so if you need me i’ll be here. still. in the pit. forever.

I cannot be the only person who is utterly exhausted by the nasty-ass “you’re a terrible person, die forever, I’m screaming, how dare you, you’re the worst human being that’s every existed” call out culture on Tumblr. And other places online, yes, but I’m kind of stunned at the dog-piling nastiness and how terrible it’s gotten of late.

Here’s an idea: check the notes of the latest outrage post that’s going around, or maybe even the OP’s blog. That should take 5 seconds. Did the OP apologize? Are they someone who made a fucking mistake, or are they truly an unrepentant ass? If they fucked up and have apologized, then maybe your addition yelling at them isn’t necessary. Maybe you don’t need to climb on top of the Outrageous Dogpile and “I’m screaming, you should die.”

Like, honestly, is this how y'all act toward people offline, or do you just act that way when there’s anonymity to make your pitchfork-waving safer?

(No, no one’s been coming after me lately, this is just a sort of general “what the shit, kids” sigh of exhaustion at me observing what’s going on with other people.)

Top five pharzar discourse

5) abusing someone for not replying to an ask

4) SAME person accusing me of being a terf for reblogging a post that talked about how I should be critical about my behavior around trans women

3) threatening to kill someone because I used a knife emoji

2) Alice the 25 year old white woman who faked her suicide on vine

1) confusing me for Tumblr user zubat

Tumblr recommending a post about how people shouldn’t dismiss other ships and we should all just get along, but also Caryl is never going to happen… After reading a bunch of posts about how amazing it would be if Carol became Alpha - yeah that just about tops me off, and I’ve only been back online for about an hour.

Why the hell is everyone suddenly so desperate to tell Carylers Caryl will never happened?! Did someone put something in the water?

anonymous asked:

yikes @ thinking one word in caps makes something aggressive. who cares if it wasnt intended to be racist? jk absolutely had the resources to consult with and at least research what she was doing. there are tons of people even just on tumblr as well as articles that it would take you two seconds to look up the issues with it. you can pat yourself on the back and pretend you're coming out on top just because you think you use nicer words, but your actions are racist and you are too.

I probably should have made myself clearer, I didn’t mean to imply that the anon was being aggressive, I was referring more to other posts I had seen.

There are a lot of problems with JKRs representation of north american culture, and if you tell me it’s racist I’ll believe you. However I still maintain my attitude towards dealing with it. It’s like if someone uses a slur. I will tell them it’s not appropriate, give them a chance to apologise, and move on. If they don’t apologise or claim that it’s fine, then I will get angry but by lashing out at people who make mistakes you put them off from ever attempting to educate themselves.

Everyone makes mistakes. JKR is a cis white british woman, just like me and I can guarantee that she, like anyone in her position, will fuck up occasionally. It’s not really an excuse but as a white person, your position of privilege means it’s often hard to see racism that is so blatant to others because it doesn’t directly affect you. It’s the same for any privilege, it’s much easier to ignore when you’re not on the receiving end of it.

Attitudes are changing and people are trying to educate themselves much more, but when you’re in a position of privilege you are never going to be able to fully appreciate the struggles of those being prejudiced against. JKR fucked up, native american culture is very different to anything else she’s tried to include in her world and by doing so she erased centuries of hardship faced by native americans, but she still deserves a chance to learn from her mistakes.

I was a problematic tween. I’ll admit that freely. In 2010 13 year old me was using words like ‘spaz’ and ‘retard’ on a daily basis. It was wrong and offensive but I’m glad I was offered the opportunity to learn from my mistakes. I was calmly told why what I said was hurtful and asked not to do it again, and I never have. 

I’m sorry I’ve upset you and I didn’t mean to cause any offence, but this is my attitude towards dealing with prejudice and I maintain that it’s the best way to educate people.

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💌With access to my mom’s scrap booking supplies this weekend, I made letters!
💌So, the first two are the front and the inside of a letter I wrote to my cousin. Really liking the border designs there.
💌Both of the ones of the far right, top and bottom, are the first two I made. I like them because I actually tried to make them. I think my later ones turned out better.
💌The first two on the bottom row - I love the paper that I used, suns and roses adorned on them, so I left that side alone except for adding some red sparklies. The inside I also like because I tried some new banner-esque drawings.

PSA: How To Be Able To Trim Posts

Step 1: Firstly, you’ll need to go to the Chrome Store and get the New Xkit, it should be free. Search and download it onto your computer/laptop.

Step 2: Access Xkit from the Tumblr Dashboard on your computer/laptop. You will see a new icon in the top right hand corner of the screen, between your activity log and your profile icon log.

Step 3: Click on Get Extensions on the bottom row once the page shows up and search Editable Reblogs, once found download Editable Reblogs.

Step 4: From now on when you are reblogging a post, you will see a pen in a circle under your profile picture. Click it if you want to Trim.

Step 5: Highlight the passages you want to delete from the post then press backspace. Warning: If it is a draft you must Save Draft then reload the page.

If you have followed these correctly, you may only need to repeat Steps 4 and 5. I hope this helps and it is clear to follow.

best friends without benefits

best friends without benefits by lizbobjones
Rating: M
Word Count: 20,700
Summary:  It’s nearing three a.m. and they’ve been on the road a long time. Sam’s been asleep in the back seat since eleven. Giving up and handing the wheel over to Cas and letting the guy who doesn’t sleep drive had seemed like a good idea.


There’s so many reasons why you should check out this fic, let me count them! First of all, you may not recognize the author’s ao3 name, but there’s a good chance you have read elizabethrobertajones’ destiel metas here on tumblr. Next, this is post season 11 case fic and Mary is there - adapting to modern life, refreshing her hunter skills and getting to know her sons and their angel friend. On top of that, the fic has a very subtle humor that is enriched with Cas’ deadpan quips and Dean’s self depreciating reflections.  And it is just the perfect length to read it before season 12 starts. All good things! 

But the main reason to read the fic is it’s hilarious take on the Friends With Benefits trope that on our blog is always tagged with #sex than love. Well, dammit, in this story love arrived so much earlier that it is not even funny. The UST between Dean and Cas is deafening and talking about things doesn’t help at all, especially, since the words Dean says carry different meaning for Cas. The fic takes the line from the show about Dean calling Cas his brother and runs away with it. Misunderstandings? You betcha. Like I said, all good stuff.

anonymous asked:

Been following you for two years and just wanna say your advice has helped me recognize my self-worth. You have definitely helped me become a better woman. I feel like you should publish a book with your top tumblr posts, everyone should read them. God bless you Nissi 💖❤

Aw thank you sweetheart. I’m happy you enjoy the blog. And maybe I will make it into a book lol 😋thank you again huh

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i haVE MORE OF THESE BUT TUMBLR IS BEING A JACKASS AND DOESNT LET ME POST MORE THAN THESE AND I JUST WANNA SAY THAT EVERYONE DRAWS FOX BETTER THAN I DO ASIKGAKBHRCDSAKiuafsUHTRFO

Ok time for massive credits (going from top to bottom, left to right): sirwolficus, cgphilli, artsysouleater, dissociative-hysteria, Endyquackes(on DA), cosmic-artz, Eyebrow-lorde, The-Rare-Kai, White-bow-tie, Bojana (irl friend), Brainstorm-Comix-inc(Sam on DA), Ace-the-ghost, thealbinocutie, trashy-art-stuff, kitzkatzfunny, moho-milk-town-power-down, Luminous-Silence (on DA), Tomee-bear

~All these peeps are amazing and you sHOULD GO FOLLOW THEM ALL STAT–