Never Going Back Again Ch. 9
I’m right here, you really can’t see me?” I say to her in the mirror.
sighs and slides away from the mirror and walks right past me. I didn’t think
my heart could hurt any more than it already had been but when she walked past
me, her pretty brown eyes still blind to me, my heart just shattered. I couldn’t
stop myself from cryin’ and carryin’ on and callin’ after her. I followed her
out to the hallway and saw her freeze. Had she heard me?
I ask quietly.
usually don’t see much when it comes to colors of auras, just feelins and
stuff. But when Cordelia saw that my bedroom door was open her whole body went
real stiff and the air around her went black and crimson red. I could hear her
heart screamin’ and everything. She walked over and frantically made sure that
the jar was still there and the picture of me. Was it Dee who’d kept my room
to follow her as she storms out of the room yellin’ to try to get her to notice
me but I can’t help but look past her to the jar on the dresser. It’s hittin’
me all of a sudden what must be in there. I’d been so distracted by bein’ back
in the house that I hadn’t heard it callin’ to me. That jar has what’s left of
my body in it. This sure is a strange feelin’. Now that I’m not all excited
about getting’ to Cordelia and lettin’ know I’m here I can feel it. How I’m
here and not here all at the same time. I step into the hallway again and find
myself right in front of Cordelia again. I would give anything in the whole
world just to feel her givin’ me a hug right now. I have got to figure a way to
get my body back!