this scene makes me want to cry so hard

Requested by Anon: Sherlock x reader. While Sherlock has to work with Anderson every so often. His girlfriend has to work with him all the time. One day after a hard day Sherlock makes it all better.

(Gif not mine but writing is)

Bad day at work

“Just because you are the girlfriend of Sherlock Holmes, it doesn’t meant that you are as smart as him. So don’t tell me how to do my job!” Anderson yelled. It sounded as if he spat the words as you, each syllable cutting into your heart. You wanted to cry but kept a serious, unmoving face. You were screaming internally. 

You were in the middle of examining a body at the centre of a crime scene. Working with Anderson everyday as part of the forensics team, could be difficult at times. You had just said that Anderson’s theory was wrong and gave your own conclusion. That’s when he snapped at you. 

Very calmly you stood up and removed your gloves and placed them on the side. As you walked out you turned to Greg who had a look of shock and surprise on his face. 
“I still go with my instinct. If you need any more assistance then let me know.” you said to him. Greg nodded in silence, he couldn’t understand how you had kept your temper after the way Anderson had treated you. Before you shut the door you could hear Greg telling Anderson off for his behaviour towards you. A smile crept onto your face but quickly vanished as you remember Anderson’s spiteful words. 

The cab back to 221B Baker Street was a quick one in complete silence. Opening the door to the apartment you saw your boyfriend, Sherlock sat in his chair reading a book. As you entered he looked up, studying you. He furrowed his eyebrows in a confused frown. You threw your work bag on the floor with great force and stormed into your bedroom. You repeatedly punch one of the pillows to take out some of your anger. Then you sit on the floor with your head leaning on the mattress. 

You hid your face on your knees and sat there in silence trying to calm down. You heard the bedroom door slowly open. Out of the corner of your eye you could see the familiar tall silhouette of Sherlock. Due to where the bed was you could not be seen by him immediately, which gave you time to wipe the quickly forming tears from your eyes. 
After spending most of his life attempting to detach himself from his feelings, Sherlock sometimes struggled to connect with you on an emotional level.
“Mrs Hudson had made this for me but I think you need it more.” he said in a cheerful but worried tone as he placed a cup of tea on the bedside table. 
A quiet “thanks” escaped your lips. 

Sherlock sat on the floor next to you, placing a comforting arm around your shoulders. He opened his mouth to ask you what was wrong but you cut him off before he had the chance. “I can see why you call him an idiot. I’ve tried being nice and patient. But Anderson.” you growled. Sherlock pulled you slightly closer towards him. “He’s infuriating it’s obvious what happened and who the suspect is. But he. He yelled at me today in front of everyone saying that just because I am your girlfriend, it doesn’t mean that I am as smart as you.” Tears ran down your face as you quietly sobbed. You felt embarrassed as you did not want Sherlock to see you like this. You were always so positive and kind, he didn’t know how you put up with Anderson, working with him every day. 
“What does Anderson know. He is a complete and utter idiot. Perhaps he’ll see sense tomorrow.” Sherlock said in a serious tone, he was trying his best to suppress his anger. 

Slowly you stood up with Sherlock following your movements. Grabbing a tissue from the bedside table you wipe away your tears. "I’m not sure how I’m going to go to work tomorrow and face him again. Look at me.“ you say whilst placing the tissue in your pocket and gesturing at your face. Sherlock stared at you with sad crystal blue eyes. A reassuring smile crept onto his face. 
"Do you know what I see.” he said as his hands cradled your face. 
“Please deduce me, Mr Holmes.” you sighed.

“I see and intelligent brain.” he said and gently kissed your forehead. “Skilled hands.” He took your hands in his and placed soft kisses on them. “and a loving heart.” he whispered as he leaned his face towards yours and kissed you. Your lips began to smile against his. Slowly Sherlock pulled away. He paused for a second as your cheeks blushed. 

“Anderson was right, you’re not as smart as me. You are better than me in every way and you always have been.” he said smiling whist staring into your eyes. 

anonymous asked:

For me the most painful scene was Emma crying at the bar. The things she was saying made me want to scream at my TV it was so sad

It was hard to watch just for the shear retcon of the things they made her say. “As soon as it got tough he took off”? Tough?? Like this is the first time things have gotten tough?? Emma has an abundance of firsthand experience that proves the exact opposite about Hook. It doesn’t make sense for her to legitimately feel that way. When she was opening up to Aesop, she didn’t even frame it in terms of her own fears of abandonment. She framed it in terms of Hook’s failings; on how Hook was supposedly letting her down. That to me speaks less to a complexity in Emma’s human shortcomings and more to the writers wanting for Hook’s handling of the situation alone to come under scrutiny and be ultimately forgiven, when actually Emma and her whole family let him down in a big way. The one who actually “took off” emotionally when things “got tough” was Emma in that moment.

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I see your 'about' and it says mk saved jy and we can't argue on that. Can you imagine how hard it was for jy sitting in a CLOSED CAR, ON THE BOTTOM OF THE POOL WITH WATER POURING THROUGH THE WINDOWS?!! I would have a panic attack, for sure, just thinking about being in his place makes me uncomfortable. It's so dangerous, I want to cry. Mark had to get there the quickiest, swimming there all the way, looking decently, so they don't have to repeat the scene over and over again..They're my heros;(



You know what scene will always make me cry, whether it’s on a screen or on paper?

The one where someone calls the phone number of their dead best friend/love of their life and listens to the voicemail message or the last message they ever left the person still alive aND THEN THE AUTOMATED VOICE ASKS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO AND THEY HIT THE BUTTON AND IT REPLAYS AND THEN THEY’RE CURLED UP IN A CORNER CRYING AND I’M CRYING


honestly every time

it gets me every time

why cursed child broke my heart

I’m not going to shit on the whole play because I’m an actor and honestly I do agree with the people who say this is something that needs to be seen in its intended format (that’s me looking past the character flaws and plot holes). That being said, this post will not include any of the things I truly enjoyed about the play and focus on one thing that ruined the whole thing for me.

I needed to get this out because if I didn’t it was going to eat me alive. I finished the play Monday night and so I’ve had some time to sit and stew about it and the cold hard fact is that if I think about Scorbus too much it really makes me want to cry. It breaks my heart! As a queer person reading this play I got so excited that we were going to finally have this beautiful out and proud couple in the harry potter universe. I couldn’t believe it was happening at first, but then as the play went on it became more and more irrefutable that Albus and Scorpius loved each other and it was beautiful. Then this bullshit scene is thrown into my eyes like acid, Scorpius asking Rose out, and I’m ready to throw my script across the room and scream. My whole face went blank and something in my chest fell because i felt betrayed. Now that’s super dramatic - I’m super dramatic. get over it! 

 I’m also reasonable. I went into this play ready to ship Rose and Scorpius because the epilogue kind of eludes to it, but the play changed my mind. It converted me into a full Scorbus shipper only to what? gaybait me I guess. What the actual fuck JK Rowling and Jack Thorne and the director who I can’t blame because I’m sure the magic of this play is lovely on stage. I laughed at their subtle nods to the fanfiction community; the drarry duel, the snamione banter and the dramione stage direction. I thought it was cute if not a bit cheesy. But they did not give a nod to Scorbus, they wrote scorbus then forced a hetersexual ship down our throats and it legit hurt my feelings. I was like “you think the lack of LGBTQ characters in your books is funny?” “Did you think, oh I’ll let the fandom make it gay so I don’t have to.” Well you did make them gay and then you pushed them into the closet and it made me feel like my childhood hero was ashamed of homosexuality. She’s alright to support it, to come out for her characters after the fact, to like the idea of them on twitter but she couldn’t actually write it in the play because that’s too bold. There would be too much back lash. Let’s keep throwing the gays under the bus because they must be comfortable down there already. She has so much influence, she had an opportunity to really make a statement about the lack of LGBTQ+ characters in popular literature and then not only did she not do it but to tease at it…..IT HURT OK!

Now this is not the first time I have had this reaction (albiet not as strong) to something my childhood hero and savior, Rowling, has said. When she completely obliterated the Hermione/Ron relationship I could find little words to defend her. She destroyed the legitimacy of a couple she groomed us to love for so long (sound familiar). Well, now I’m here and I can say I’m mad at her. I couldn’t before but now I can. I have loved her for so long. I always will love her for bringing characters into my life that were for years my only friends, but this is going to be a hard one to forgive. 

Now, and this is wishful thinking, this might only be the first installment of a series of cursed child era books/plays and she might be planning Scorbus endgame. If that is the case, I will eat my blasphemous, shitty words. Until that point, I am going to try to separate myself from the script as much as possible. Even though I’m a weak human being and if it comes to New York I will see it and allow myself to get my heart broken all over again.   

So I Watched Gintama

I’d heard a lot about this show and how it was so funny. So I actually decided to try it out anD GODDAMMIT I can’t stop and help I’ve fallen in love with these idiots.

Weird jokes, weirder characters and unbelievable 4th wall breaks all combined with deep, meaningful arcs, epic character development and hilarious fan interactions make this show one of the best long running anime series ever. 

Sakata Gintoki - My love for this white haired, sugar loving, perverted asshole cannot be defined in words. I LOVE HIS FACE AND VOICE SO MUCH OH GODS *fans self*. His action scenes are breathtaking and his tragic backstory makes me want to cry. 

Shimura Shinpachi - The only voice of sanity in this fuckfest. Devoted to his sister and works hard to become a samurai. Iconic eyewear and random shrieking aside, Shin-chan brings balance and a simple charm to this world of wackos and I absolutely love him. 

Kagura - Bow down to the Queen of Kabukichou! She’s perfect. She can kickass ass and break your bones and she can be cute and innocent. She’s lazy and childish, strong yet gentle and she’s everything a girl should be.


Hijikata Toushirou - Another voice of sanity albeit, obsessed with mayonnaise. A brilliant strategist and loyal to Kondo, he’s called the “Demon Vice Chief”. Often curses his life but will die or kill for his squad. His love for Mitsuba had me in fucking hysterics. 

Sougo Okita - King of Deadpan and sadist to boot. His constant attempts to kill Kagura I SHIP THEM SO HARD ASDGFHGJHKJL bring hilarity to his otherwise unresponsive character and his skill with the sword and bazooka are deadly.

Kondo Isao - Is it too much to ask for this poor gorilla to be happy? He’s the comic relief for so many jokes…I just want Otae to give him a chance. *cries*  

Katsura Kotaro - “Zura ja nai, Katsura da!” His luscious locks and Elizabeth are the only things keeping him alive imo. His dense attitude leads to some hilarity and as the leader of the Anti Rebellion Faction he’s always at loggerheads with the Shinsengumi.

Other characters

Tsukuyo is the perfect match to Gin and I love her for her strength and fortitude. I adore Otae and Kyuubei for their amazing friendship. I hope Hasegawa has better luck, the poor bastard. Takasugi is a gorgeous motherfucker who’s wickedness comes from his and Gin’s shared tragic past. 

The Yoshiwara in Flames, Shinsengumi Under Attack and Yagyuu arc were probably my favourites.

Special mention: Gintoki’s baby, Otae’s burnt eggs and Okita’s sleep mask. Sacchan’s extreme stalking, Otsu’s censored songs, Sakamoto’s pure laugh, Tama’s robot antics and Yamazki’s badminton racket.

This show is fucking brilliant and yes, THE HYPE IS REAL.

lucas looking @ riley pt. 1

alright so y’all wanting this, so i’m giving it to you. i have a folder on my computer that has 179 caps in it, so this will probably be split into like 3 posts so they aren’t too long. they’re gonna be in order, so this post will be s1 and the first half of s2. i’m gonna put it under a cut so it doesn’t clog up anyone’s dash, so have fun, enjoy the suffering !!!

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Tenno no Ryoriban Interview: Sato Takeru-san (as Akiyama Tokuzo)


(Photo 1)

*What was the impression when you read the scenario for the first time?

I thought Tokuzo-san’s life was just a great one. (Since it is the historical story about Mr. Akiyama Tokuzo,) It is shocking that there was a person who actually led such a life.
It’s a very nice story and I enjoyed reading the scenario, but when I read it thinking that I would play the role, I was very surprised because he was the type of a person I had never played and totally different type of figure from my natural self. If I was to play this role, it would be a great challenge, I thought.

*About the cooking scenes

Since I usually don’t cook, ‘the time has come at last for me to cook’, I thought. (lol) I started to go to cooking school last summer at rock bottom, cutting my fingers. (lol) Until the shooting for the drama started, I had been filming a movie in Hokkaido, and there even in the hotel room, I kept practicing cutting potatoes and onions. In reality, there are many scenes where I handle potatoes, and the first difficulty I faced was to peel them into ‘chateau’. We have peelers now, but in those days they did it all with a small petit knife and it’s very difficult. But I didn’t use a stand-in but did all by myself even in shooting close-up shots at hands.
Even though I’ve been practicing again and again, it is the most difficult to show cooking is in my blood because I’m acting a cook. It does not apply only to cooking but to any time when I play a role as a professional; using tricks won’t work in many parts, so I’m struggling. Cooking is artisanal, so the cutting movements of a kitchen knife and delicacy in dishes are also awesome. I have difficulty in making it look convincing. However, cooking scenes are enjoyable. These days I have a strong impulse to cut them into strips when I see vegetables. (lol)
I enjoy eating the dishes we made in the kitchen, and the cutlet that appeared in the first episode was delicious! The cutlet served as a trigger for Tokuzo-san to chase a dream. You will all feel like eating cutlets once the drama starts, I suppose.

*Do you have something in mind when you play Tokuzo?

It was the role I’d never tried before, so for a while after the shooting started, I thought this and that. I read the scenario many times and went to the shooting site thinking what kind of approach would be the best. I proceeded the shooting talking with Producer Ishimaru and Director Hirakawa.
‘Why was Tokuzo-san loved so much? What should I do to be like that?’ I thought, but as a conclusion, I didn’t devise something visible. The reason why Tokuzo-san is loved so much is that he is honest and embracing life, I think. It means that I have to embrace life, straight, with sincerity. That’s the only way, I think, and I’m now doing so.

(Photo 2)

*Please tell us your impression of the co-stars

Kuroki Haru-san, who acts as Toshiko, who is to be Tokuzo’s wife, is really just like Toshiko-san. So much so that I can’t tell if she is Toshiko-san or Haru-san. She is the type of a woman who supports a man a few steps back of him. There is something traditional about her. She has an inner fortitude, and if you ask if she is strong or weak, she is strong … It’s also like Toshiko-san.

Kiritani Kenta-san, my friend apprentice, is … really a welcome existence. I’ve worked with him many times, but he makes me want to work together again. I want him to be in the shooting site.
Since there are many scenes where Tokuzo plays all alone, I feel saved at the shooting site with Kiritani-san after I kept acting all by myself. He understands how hard it is to act alone and clears the atmosphere, so he makes me realize what it is to become lighter spiritually.

Suzuki Ryohei-san, my brother, is stoic. I think he is really a man. I love his stoicism and manliness that once he has decided, he never fails to do it.
He makes me feel like crying, just being there, just by his existence.
I love the scenes with Tokuzo and his brother very much. But there are not so many scenes with my brother to the contrary, rather few, and we communicate almost only via mails. The reason why I feel so much for these brothers’ scenes is that I know what Ryohei-san feels toward getting into his character. Therefore I feel strongly about my brother, I think.

*You did locations quite widely we hear …

Fukushima, Ibaraki, Kobe, Okayama, and France … In Japan, we started shooting in January and February, but the scenes were not set in winter, so to avoid letting out white breath, we acted eating ice. It was cold.
(Suzuki) Ryohei-san says I never said ‘cold’, but in fact, I said ‘cold’ in front of (Kuroki) Hana-chan. I’m honest in front of my wife but can’t show my weakness in front of my brother. (lol)

*Which is the most impressive location of all …?

The most impressive is France, as expected.
Don’t you have an elegant image to hear ‘location in France’?
In fact, it was tough location as if it weren’t already enough. (lol) It took as many as twelve hours to fly there, and as soon as we put our baggage at our hotel, we started filming … at any rate schedule was so tight.
And this drama has so many scenes where Tokuzo runs. Probably I spent more time in running than cooking, I suppose. (lol) Not only in France but in Japan, I ran, but Paris has more straight roads with a good view than Japan. But running on a road with a good view means that however far I run, you can see me forever. I wished, ‘Please say “Cut!” ~ *cry*’all too often. I had to run all the way to the horizon … doing it every day exhausted me as expected. *bitter laugh*

(Photo 3)

*This drama starts in Meiji Era. Was there anything surprising during the shooting?

It’s unique to this time, I guess, that pots used in cooking are very heavy! When we wash dishes, we use loofah instead of sponges.
It was the time when books were very precious, you know. So we treat them very carefully. I was about to lay a book face down if not told to stop it, when Ryohei-san taught me because he had just played a role who works in the publishing industry. Since then I’ve been careful. (lol)

In those days, there was nothing like email, so letters had a great power as a communication tool, I think. They conveyed their thought in hand written letters even if they were not sure if the letters would reach the other person. However, the bond between people and love and thoughts toward people were all the stronger in those days, I suppose. It would be more wonderful if we, living in the modern world, too, could lead a live like that … I sometimes think.

Final word for the viewer, please.

Even though I’ve been shooting for such a long time, I myself can’t imagine how this drama will turn out even now. The only thing I can say is that we’re making it in earnest.
To tackle one thing this earnestly is rare occurrence. This is a hot site of creation. To be in there is a blessing as an actor. Since we’re making the drama in such heat, I honestly want you to watch it. We’re working straight and with inexcusable seriousness, so I won’t bother to say ‘This is a drama like this’, but I’d rather only say, ‘Please watch it!’

analysis/little headcanon dump of the scene that fucked us over so hard in reply 9!!!! this is lengthy and it’s just about ratio and birthday you don’t have to read it~ it’s just a bunch of bullshit i promise

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What is This Feeling? (Part 3)

A/N: Here it is! My last fic for about a week. People were requesting me to write another part of this, so that’s what you’re getting! This isn’t the best chapter I’ve written, but it was the best I could come up with.

Word Count: 2, 140

Your POV 


Ever since Dan left, I’ve been feeling more alone and sensitive. I’m not sure what is was, maybe I missed him? Maybe I’m just pissed off at this entire situation since I couldn’t figure out what I wanted, or even needed. Phil and I have been getting in a few arguments lately…they’re mostly about Dan. He hasn’t been telling me what’s going on between them, and I feel responsible for them not talking. Something happened in Dan’s room that night when Dan announced he was moving away; and I’m going to get to the bottom of it. 

Today Phil and I were visiting Dan’s flat since he finally got everything furnished and it’s all done. Phil wasn’t very ecstatic about it, but me on the other hand? The happiest mood I’ve been in all week. That changed quite quickly though. 

We arrived at his flat, and knocked on the door.  

“Phil, what’s wrong? You’ve been acting kind of off ever since we left our flat.” I whispered to Phil so Dan couldn’t overhear anything. 

“Yeah I’m fine.” He responded. I raise an eyebrow at him, doubt probably written all over my face. 

“Don’t worry about me.” He flashed a smile at me and leaned down to kiss my cheek. At that moment, Dan opened the door. I looked at him then back to Phil who just pulled away from my face.  

“Hi.” Dan said, staring into my eyes. 

“Hey.” I smiled at Dan, and pulled him into a long hug. I turned around to see Phil, who was standing outside the flat looking at the both of us. “Phil c'mon.” I grabbed his hand and pulled him inside, and pulled him towards the lounge. 

Behind us Dan closed the door, and walked to the lounge where he found Phil and I awkwardly sitting on the couch. Once Dan entered the room, I couldn’t help but smile. He sat on the right side of me, and Phil was on my left. This couldn’t be any more awkward since there was obvious tension in the room. 

“I’ve missed your presence in the house Dan. It’s different not hearing random mumbling in the morning.” I teased, nudging him with my elbow. 

“Oh shut up. I doubt you miss that.” He laughed, his beautiful brown eyes crinkling in the corner. “So how have you guys been doing?" 

"Oh noth-” I got interrupted by Dan’s phone going off. 

“I’m sorry hang on.” He pulled his phone out of his pocket, and chuckled softly while typing something. “Okay continue.”

He smiled at me, and put his phone away, 

“Don’t worry, we haven’t done too much. Phil has been busy with work, and I’ve just been…doing nothing.” I laughed. 

After a few hours of Dan and I talking (with Phil joining in at some points, but for the most part he was oddly silent) we decided to order pizza and watch a movie. Dan’s phone kept going off, every time he would answer it he would smirk, and quickly type back something. It was obvious he was texting someone, but who? 

“Okay what movie should we watch?” Dan questioned, sitting down on the floor next to his movie collection.

 "Let’s see what you got Howell.“ I joined him, sitting crossed legged, skimming through the movies. 

"Okay what about Avengers?” He pulled out the case and placed it in front of us.

 "You know how many times I’ve watched that, different movie.“ I began to look at his collection. It’s filled with a bunch of Marvel and Studio Ghibli movies, with some random other movies on the side. Near the bottom of the collection was just a bunch of anime shows. "What about My Neighbour Totoro?" 

"I’m not in the mood to cry.” Dan laughed.

“Okay true.”  

There was more playful movie banter until we finally decided to watch Scott Pilgrim vs The World. Dan jumped off of the couch when he heard knocking at the door. 

“I’ll get it.” He said excitedly, running down the hall. I turned to Phil and gave him a stern look. 

“Phil something is obviously wrong, why won’t you tell me?” I whispered. He’s barely spoken this entire time. 

“I’m sorry (Y/N), I’m just thinking about a lot of stuff.” His eyes were filled with pain. 

“Like what?” I asked. 

“PIZZA IS HERE.” Dan yelled as he entered the lounge with a pizza box and a kitchen roll placed on top of the box. He stopped in front of the coffee table. He carefully grabbed the kitchen roll, and placed it down, then did the same with the pizza. He sat down next to me, and scooted closer. 

“Okay you ready?” I asked, turning to Dan who was staring at his phone again. “Sooo who are you texting Howell?” I teased, nudging his arm. 

“Oh, I met this girl and we’ve been texting a lot. She wants to know if I want to go on a date." 

My heart began to beat faster, and I felt a big lump in my throat. I should have taken the chance while I had it, he’s moving on god dammit! It took everything in me to force a smile, "That’s great!” I said, obviously trying to act excited for him. 

“Yeah I guess.” He shrugged and turned on the movie. He reached for the pizza and put all his attention onto the TV.  

I turned my head away from him, and looked at Phil who also seemed like he was watching the movie. A tear slipped out of my eye and I muttered, “Fuck.” Phil turned to me, but I got up before he could see anything. “I need to go to the washroom, be right back.” I stammered, tripping on the way out of the lounge. Smooth move (Y/N). 

I shut the bathroom door, and stared at myself in the mirror.  

“What have you gotten yourself into?” I said to myself. More tears escaped my eyes the longer I stared into the mirror. I lost my change to be with Dan, and I’m not even sure if I love Phil the way he loves me. Don’t get me wrong, Phil is a great person. He’s so sweet and funny, don’t forget attractive. However, I felt like Dan was the one who I truly loved, but that window closed long ago when I started to go out with Phil, thinking I had feelings for him. 

The movie finished, and we parted ways. I said goodbye to Dan, and gave him another hug. Phil mumbled by and just walked out the door. Phil and I hopped into a taxi, the car ride home was silent. Once we arrived at our flat, we both sat in bed. I was about to fall asleep when I heard Phil talk. 


"Yes?” I sat up so my back was resting against the headboard. 

“Were you hurt when Dan said he got asked on a date by that girl?” He asked me. I observed his face but his expression was hard to read. 

“Um…no.” I felt guilty for lying, I want to tell Phil the truth. But I don’t want to hurt him either, he doesn’t deserve all of this. 

“I can tell you’re lying.” Phil looked down at his hands. “You seemed really hurt when he told you. I knew you ran off to the bathroom to cry, I just didn’t want to make a big scene.” That was one thing I always admired about Phil. He was so observant and noticed the small changes in people’s behaviour. But, at times it could be a curse.

“Phil, if you’re implying that I have feelings for Dan, you’re wrong.” Saying these things made me feel even guiltier, I was lying straight to his face. I knew he must have known I was lying, but I couldn’t admit it.

“Why are you lying to me?” His cheeks started to turn red with anger, and his voice began to get louder.

“I’m not lying to you.” I said calmly. 

“I know you are (Y/N), just tell me the truth.” There was a fire burning in his eyes, but I couldn’t bring myself to confess. 

“I can’t.” My vision got blurry with the tears building in my eyes.  

“Why not?” Phil’s voice grew softer, and he wrapped his arm around my waist to pull me in closer. I nuzzled my head into his chest, and let the tears fall out. 

“I don’t know anymore. I’m trying to figure things out.” I mumbled into his chest.  

“You know what?” He softly pushed me away, brushing strands of hair out of my face. “I’ll give you time to figure everything out. When you do, talk to me about it okay?” I nodded my head, and he leaned in kissing my forehead.  

How can someone like him be so sweet in a situation like this?

Phil’s POV 

I knew what was going on. It was completely obvious after what happened at Dan’s house.  

(Y/N) was in love with Dan, and he was in love with her.  

It was evident that Dan was only using the girl to try to get over (Y/N), but I could tell it wasn’t going to work. I’ve accepted the fact that the person I love, loves someone else. I only want for her to be happy, and if that means with Dan, then so be it. That’s what I was talking about when I told (Y/N) I was thinking about stuff. The way (Y/N)’s face lit up when she saw Dan was amazing, and he did the same whenever he even looked at her. I was watching them (in the least creepy way possible) while they were choosing what movie to watch. Heart eyes were very noticeable whenever they stared into each other’s eyes. 

When I was questioning (Y/N) before going to sleep, I knew what the answer was. I wanted her to admit it, so she can realize who she should be really putting the effort into. But when she started to cry, my heart melted. I wanted to hear her say she was in love with Dan so badly, I needed closure. I gave her the time to figure herself out, because she doesn’t seem to realize she is in love with Dan, not me. 

I feel guilty for not telling her the real reason why Dan moved out. She deserved to know how much Dan loved the both of us, and didn’t want to come between us. 


I walked into Dan’s room, finding him crying in his bed. 

“Dan why are you moving out?” I asked. 

“I can’t tell you.” He responded, burying his face in his hands. 

I walked over to his bed, sitting next to him. “Please tell me.” 

“You’re going to be pissed off.” He mumbled in his hands. 


“Phil, I can’t.” 

“Just tell me!” My voice rose, turning into a yell. 

“I’m in love with (Y/N)!” He said loudly. I stared at him in shock, even though I did see it coming. 

“I’m sorry what?” 

“I’m in fucking love with (Y/N), or at least I think I am…I don’t know.” He shook his head which was still resting in his hands. 

“Is that the reason you’re moving out?”

“YES!” Dan shouted, lifting up his head from his hands and revealing his tear-stained face. “I can’t do this anymore Phil.”

“I’m sorry that you didn’t tell her soon enough! But this isn’t all my fault.” I yelled back. 

“Because I was scared Phil! And obviously I fucked up again so that’s why I’m leaving. It hurts me too much to see her with you.” He replied in a softer tone.

“Dan, I’m sorry.” I said growing quieter. 

“I know, it’s just hard.” Dan’s voice cracked as he stared at the wall thinking of something else to say. “I-I just didn’t want to get in between you guys. It’s obvious you love her and I don’t want to ruin that.” 

“Well-” I heard knocking at Dan’s door and quickly turned my head to the door, and back at him. He nodded slowly, giving me the signal to open the door. There (Y/N) stood, shocked and scared.

End of Flashback 

Looking back at it now, I should have told her the truth earlier. I guess I was being selfish at the time, wanting her to myself. I spent my time being jealous of Dan, throwing myself into my work because of my anger and sadness. That’s why I’ve been busy lately. I have been distracting myself so I don’t have to focus on our current problem. But I finally came to terms with the fact that Dan and (Y/N) love each other.  I want to help her realize that she should tell Dan her true feelings. Whatever made her happy, made me happy. 

A/N: I feel bad for making Phil go through this. I MUST STAY STRONG.

anonymous asked:

Howdy friend, your tags on that Tony and Happy gifset murdered my soul, I never noticed his body language/voice thing but now that you pointed it out it last going to haunt my nightmares. Just wanted to let you know that you killed me. RIP.


i was just crying about this the other day but tony Trying To Look Chill WHILE BOILING INSIDE is just MY JAM

look at this nonsense. PLASTIC SMILE THAT QUICKLY DIES AS HE MAKES A SEEMINGLY INCONSEQUENTIAL REQUEST THAT ACTUALLY MEANS A LOT TO HIM i empathize with this so hard as someone who owns a hot toys tony stark sixth scale figure that’s hands down my most valuable possession and when people see it they’re like IT’S SO PRETTY and i make THIS EXACT SAME FACE LIKE “YESSS IT IS ISN’T IT d o n o t t o u c h i t”

HIS SHOULDERS AND THE WAY HE’S FOLDING HIS ARMS ACROSS HIS CHEST OH GOD KILL ME 1) that must hurt in the arc reactor 2) he still bothers to almost sort of smile at the nurse. his face is doing so many fucking things this is one of those fucking reasons why writing tony stark is so Frustrating because how on earth are you gonna translate this exact image


and then in this part he’s saying something seemingly harmless but go ahead and mentally photoshop the words “i will personally rip the head off anybody that fucks anything up around him” to the bottom of this gif and it still looks completely believable jfc

he’s trying to look tough with that little “yeah you got that?” nod but jesus christ HIS EYES ARE RED AND GLASSY



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5 AUs

Hale’s Emissary || Sterek • [Trailer, AU] by Sapphiamur

Wonderful twist on the concept of ‘emissaries’ and beautiful editing.

Stiles & Derek || My Salvation || 3x11 3x12 selfmade “deleted” Sterek scenes by fierce-little-red

I was so pissed when this was taken off YouTube for copyright shit. If this was Teen Wolf, I’d actually consider watching again.

Derek&Stiles | Apathy by NinaLima22

Not drastically AU, but very well put together and sexy. (Yes, there’s minor porny bits. Yay.)

STEREK TRAILER - Abominable Snowman by Nerjaveika

This video is nothing short of a classic. Again, not drastically AU, but light and very fun. The music gets stuck in your head really easily, though.

4 Canon Compliant Vids

focal point; stiles & derek by LonelySpeaker

I get very emotional about this video, and there’s not even dialogue! So. Emotional.

Stiles & Derek [4x12] • save him by LadyMagiccc

This video manages to sum up Sterek in 40 seconds, which I honestly didn’t think was possible before I saw it.

Happy and proud | Stiles & Derek | CRACK by Nerjaveika

A lovely, humorous compilation of season 1 and 2 Sterek bits! :)

put your hands into the fire || Derek&Stiles by Drankini

A beautiful, but under-appreciated vid. For all of the dialogue, you hear Stiles through your left headphone and Derek through your right. The effect is brilliant.

3 Stiles-Centric Vids

what i like about you • stiles stilinski by sparksfly221

Lighthearted and fun, and the opening is wonderful!

wake up! | teen wolf | stiles!nogitsune by KatrinDepp

I’m so, so sad that KatrinDepp’s only done one Teen Wolf vid. This is hands down my favorite void!Stiles video, and there are a lot of good ones.

►Stiles’ Jeep & Co. | Old Jeep by xXWhisperOfDreamsXx

This is more Stiles x His Jeep than anything, but what can I say? Ruscoe needs more love. This vidder also has a lot of other well done TW videos, but they’re mainly Stydia.

2 Derek-Centric Vids

The BEST of Miguel Juarez | Derek Hale (HUMOR) by AnneSoshi

A gorgeous compilation of Derek scenes which remind you that he can be a sassy, sarcastic motherfucker when he feels like it.

Derek Hale - I will hold on by HoneyMonsterNoNo

If you ever wanted your heart ripped out, this is the vid for you. It makes me want to steal Derek away and wrap him in blankets. Wonderfully done, but my feeeeeeels.

1 Vidder

oldschoolyardgames (minus2 on tumblr)

It’s hard not to cry whenever I see they’ve posted another Teen Wolf video, Sterek or otherwise. God, they’re just so beautiful. The editing is perfect and the story-lines are even better. I didn’t put any of their vids under other categories on this list, but that’s only because I’d have to add all of them and there would be no room for other vids.

AnY Ch. 134 - Review

Hey guys, I’m back from my short holiday hiatus! Btw, Merry Christmas to all of you! And as a special gift, we got the translation of chapter 134. So here’s my review:

Ugh, I guess I’m not the only one who hates Mizari with such a passion. He’s the only character in Akatsuki no Yona who I’d really like to stab straight into his heart…

Zeno agrees to be tortured by him again so they can get Yoon’s bag back, and also some water and food. I feel so sorry for Zeno! But on the other side, after receiving some serious injuries, his true powers will finally be revealed. They could use them to escape from their prison.

Shin-Ah telling them that he would be ready to use his powers anytime really got into me. Awww, and Jae-Ha was about to cry after he listened to his words! 

Hahahaha, I laughed so hard at this scene! Hak comforting Yona and pretending to be Ao while making “Pukyuu” noises? No one can tell me that Hak can’t be cute as well.

Now that’s something (almost) every AnY fan wanted to see. Hak’s finally confessing to Yona. But what a surprise, she didn’t hear it… And on the next morning, Yona gets the impression that Hak wanted to tell her something really important in her dream. Does the author want to torture us all? They need to kiss already! 

So, they were trying to contact Lili at first. But she, Ayura and Tetra haven’t returned for a few weeks. Could they still be at the castle with Soo-Won? They left on Joon-Gi’s orders. And he did send Lili to Kuuto in order to thank the king properly for saving her from the gallows. But for a few weeks? Maybe they’re already on a new mission, who knows? We’ll probably get some answers in the next chapter… 

So I was wrong… It wasn’t Hak’s plan to contact the Wind Tribe. He doesn’t even want them to get involved. But Voldo knows someone who could probably help them out. Now look at who it is:

Yes, it’s Ogi! So that’s how he gets some information regarding the kingdom of Xing. And also, look at his expression. He clearly notices Hak!

Based on his expression and the sweatdrops running down from his face, I’m also sure he clearly knows “Won’s” identity.

So he does recognize him. :) I wonder what kind of information Ogi has stucked up for them… I’m also expecting to see Soo-Won in the next chapter. Maybe he will come to Ogi’s place again? Will Lili be with him? So many questions! I can’t wait to see how the negotiations will turn out!

But we won’t see how the story actually continues till February. :( The next chapter will be an extra and after that, AnY will be on hiatus again…

anonymous asked:

The news about Hoechlin hit me really hard. First because Derek is my favourite character (and Stiles obviously) and because probably there is no more Sterek scenes. And I really want to cry. I know i'm overreacting but I can't take it so... If you know something to make me feel better I'll be really glad.

I feel you there, anon. 

And I don’t know if I can make you feel better, but I’m sure as hell going to try right now. 

You know how many Sterek fics there are on AO3 right now? 33,497 fics. 

You know the only pairings that have more? Johnlock and Destiel. The difference is only around 5,000 and 6,000 more than Sterek respectively. And that’s with Destiel having a three year head start on Sterek and Johnlock (encompassing all versions of it, not just the modern one) having like a 9 year head start (there is one actually published in 1993, but it’s just one and I didn’t know AO3 was even around then like woah I was a wee baby back then???) and a one year head start for Sherlock (and with that’s it’s around 4,000 more only).

So like, Sterek is up there with the big guns. It’s a big gun itself, and they never had 6, 7 seasons (and counting, maybe? Is Supernatural still on?) of scenes and a relationship to take things from and they didn’t have over a hundred years since their introduction.

They’re the ship that could - CAN.

All it took was one, into two seasons for them to blow up and become huge. And I still had my butt face of a sister in the corner going all “but they barely interact, I don’t get it, I don’t see it, maybe if they get more scenes, i dunno” 

From what I’ve seen, Destiel has had tons and tons of scenes over many many seasons, and of course Johnlock has. 

And then JD puts a stop to Sterek before it could even really start (Even just a friendship, a close friendship, which is what most Sterek shippers wanted, anyway, because we knew we were never going to get romantic Sterek and we were okay with that) and it didn’t work. MTV tried to put a lid on it and it’s shippers and it didn’t work.

For two seasons they kept Sterek apart and treated it like it was taboo and it still didn’t work.

They tried to silence Sterek shippers and it didn’t work. 

I know they would love for us to have done that, to just “let Sterek die” and it would have been easy, to just let Sterek go and not wish and hope for it and just let go of anything related to Teen Wolf completely. But we didn’t.

The one thing Jeff Davis and Co. would have loved for us to stop giving a shit about and it became one of the only things a lot of people care about in regards to Teen Wolf.

We’re not going anywhere.

Because Sterek is something special to me, to a lot of us. And fuck, call us delusional, call us bizzare and twisted, keep throwing it at us, because nothing has knocked us down, even if we’ve taken a few hits.


will not


no matter

how much

they want

it to

And I should explain while I’m ahead that thinking of this is what has been cheering me up and I’m hoping it can help you cheer up - just a side note, sorry if you’re reading this up to this point and are confused haha.

And I’ve seen people upset that there hasn’t been Sterek, not with Sterek itself. People are happy with Sterek, they just aren’t happy with how the JD and Co. have treated the relationship and its shippers. People aren’t happy with the show, but they are happy with Sterek. 

We all know if Jeff and MTV and the freaking PTB hadn’t been so scared to go forward with Sterek, that they would have had something even more special, even if it was just a friendship, even it was just platonic. Sterek shippers would and always have been taking that step to romance in fics, we’ve got it covered. 

If there wasn’t something there, even if it’s just a platonic bond to others or to the writers, then Sterek wouldn’t be as big it is. 

And, we got all but one Sterek scene - that was a dream sequence to boot - in 3B, we had two episodes and like 30 seconds of interaction in another in season 4 (and one can’t fully coun’t because it was young!Derek which was great but not quite the same) and people still hardcore shipped Sterek. We practically got nothing week after week after week and that didn’t stop people from shipping Sterek, so losing Derek, losing Hoechlin, won’t put a stop to Sterek shippers now. We barely had Derek in the show as it was. 

And now I’m thinking of fics where Derek leaves for however long he’s going to be gone, but Stiles still stays in touch with him and they kinda maybe get closer over texting and phone conversations and Stiles turns to Derek when the pack is falling apart because he’s fallen out with Scott and he and Malia are done so he doesn’t have anyone really to talk to except him. And then Derek comes back and then they become incredibly close and then maybeee over time, like while Stiles is college, they fall in love and it’s amazing and imperfect and they’re idiots that are in love with each other and YEAH. YEAH.

See, we got dis. We so got this. We probably were going to get next to nothing anyway even if Hoechlin had stayed, so we probably would have taken matters into our own hands, as you do, anyway. 

And Stiles and Derek separately.

Derek deserved more, I think. I’m soooo freaking sad to see him leave and I never wanted him to and him (and Stiles) being there is what kept me watching (as well as a few other characters but those two were the big reason why I stayed watching the show in season 4 and why I was gonna try and watch season 5) and I wish Hoechlin leaving wasn’t true, but at the same time, I’m kinda of happy it is. Because Derek deserved more, and Hoechlin’s gotta do what makes him happy and I am so happy for him, and it will be nice if Derek does pop up as a recurring character (I might actually watch an episode or two then) now and then, and if this is what is best for Hoechlin, then that’s good.

Stiles will, I’m sure, continue to be awesome and adorable and blunt and intelligent and hot and trying to keep the pack together, and I’ll definitely be trying to watch his scenes, at the very least. I can’t really abandon Stiles. 

And I guess, in the end, what I’ve been trying to say with all this is that…I’m trying to look at the positives, and I’m holding onto what I love, which is Sterek, and I’m not giving up on Stiles or Derek and they’ll still be around, even if Derek…not so much, or just in fics. Because he gets all he deserves and more in fics anyway.

So…um, Sterek is the key to my happiness right now, and maybe it can be yours, hopefully?

You can never go wrong with Sterek in your life.


Stiles sees Derek shift for the first time when he returns to Beacon Hills to save him, and when Derek turns back, he’s nakeddd and Stiles is all wide eyed and staring at Derek and Stiles squeaks out “Um, so…long time, no….see…?” while staring at Derek’s dick and biting his lip. And Derek huffing out a laugh and smirking at Stiles. 


Things I have learned from Grey (part 2/?)

1. What is life, do pigeons have feelings, what do sheep count when they can’t go to sleep….? Yes, I am, indeed, losing my mind *thumbs up*
2. Christian referring to Anastasia and Kate: “I wonder why these women are friends. They have nothing in common” – bro, my dude, you’ve known them for a combined 28 seconds. But wait, I’ve forgotten that for Christian, women are about as complicated and complex as breathing in and out or scartching his ass
3. Christian literally assumes every man in the vicinity of Ana might be her boyfriend. As if women can’t be single, god forbid, THE HORROR

4.Are they fucking?” – 2 seconds after being introduced to a male friend of Ana’s. FML.
5.He’s telling me to back off. Well, game on, kid.” – here we go with the “let’s see whose balls are bigger” game. Spoiler alert: NO ONE CARES

6. I can’t believe I’m saying it, but I miss the inner goddess. Christian’s inner monologue is so arrogant and pretentious and he keeps wondering if Ana will accept his proposal to be a submissive and he keeps second guessing himself and it’s honestly like reading a 12 year old’s diary. 
7. Case in point: “She’s watching me. Is she checking me out?” – congratulations, Christian, you have the depth of a prepubescent teen
8.Oh, sweetheart, he wants to be more than a friend” – you condescending fuckwit
9.I like my women in skirts. I like them accessible” – I think I threw up in my mouth a little… okay, a little more
10.Fiction was my sanctuary when I was a teenager” – I can’t believe Christian and I have something in common, is the sky falling? *opens umbrella just to be sure I don’t want to mess up my hair*
11. Christ, this is boring, there’s so much filler monologue and mindless shit, it’s honestly a feat that I haven’t fallen asleep yet. SERIOUSLY, NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENS IN THIS BOOK. OR BETTER YET, I KNOW EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENS WHY WAS THIS THING WRITTEN WHY WHYYYYY WHY LIFE WHYYYY
12. Or maybe I have fallen asleep and this is my nightmare. Oh gods, what if bookworm hell is being forced to reread the worst books in the world over and over again?!?!?!

13. Christian’s brother is a fuckboy. That is all, carry on.
14.I’d really like to give her a bath, but that would be stepping beyond the bounds of propriety.” – well it seems Christian does have some boundaries, who would have thought

15.My cock agrees.” – the cock has replaced the inner goddess. I can’t believe I’m writing this sentence, wow this is surreal
16.Stop standing here ogling the girl, for fuck’s sake, Grey.” – yes, Grey, she’s asleep and you’re being very fucking creepy
17. You fucker
18.I’m so sorry,” she says, her voice full of shame.” – honestly, this bothers the hell out of me. It’s not like she did the most vile thing in the world, she got drunk. But it’s like she offended every sentient being in a 100 mile radius by doing that. New flash: women get drunk and throw up much wow very surprise

19.An image of her shackled to my bench, peeled gingerroot inserted in her ass so she can’t clench her buttocks, comes to mind, followed by judicious use of a belt or strap.” – I TAKE BACK EVERYTHING BRING BACK THE INNER GODDESS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
20. Holy Jesus it’s like read shitty fanfiction, nothing is happening, and there’s no sexual tension, despite the writer’s very obvious efforts. 
21. I’m asleep
22. Oddly enough, the elevator scene was better written now than in the first book. I actually felt I was reading erotica.
23.I’ll fuck her in time. I’ll fuck her bound and with her smart mouth gagged.” – I feel faint and sick, this is just…so brutal fml how do people find this arousing and romantic and something you’d actually want happening to you
24.a huge cock-tightening grin” – so…um…this is a thing
25. hahahahahaha I’m sorry but wow

26.My cock concurs.” – oh my fucking god I’m crying hahahahaha
27.First, I don’t make love. I fuck, hard” – mr. Oh-look-at-me-so-manly-and-rugged-ladies-pls-hold-ur-panties lolololololol no
28. These. Short. Sentences. Are giving me. A headache. Please stop. And forget. That the full stop. Exists. Please and thank.
29. On Ana’s virginity: “And a nice young man hasn’t swept you off your feet? I just don’t understand. You’re twenty-one, nearly twenty-two. You’re beautiful.” Why hasn’t some guy taken her to bed?” – heaven forbid she stay a virgin for as long as she wants because *insert whatever reason here* I feel offended on behalf of all virgins. YOU DO YOU, BOOS, OKAY? ILY <3
30. Ugh, he’s “rectifying the situation”. I remember this part. IT STILL HAUNTS MY DREAMS.
31. Kay, hold on, I need booze to be able to read this

32.At least I don’t have to worry about every dick she’s slept with.” – I can’t even with you, you fuckboy to end all fuckboys
33.I want to see her marked…pink…with tiny, thin welts from a crop maybe” – ANA RUN THE FUCK AWAY MY CHILD
34.I own her first orgasm” – you possessive turd
35. Oh my god, nobody comes just because you tell them to ffs
36.My cock stirs with approval” – I’m sorry, I can’t take a book with sentences like this seriously honestly i’m imagining stirring the soup with a dick
37. I just can’t
38. Wow that was like 10 pages too many of really poor sex
39. 1/10 would not recommend

Part 1

Fifty Shades of Grey, Fifty Shades Darker, Fifty Shades Freed masterpost

Arrow 4x05 “Haunted” Meta: The Ghosts of People’s Pasts and the echo of their mistakes come out to play

I have so many feels about this episode. I enjoyed the character of Constantine. I fully admit to knowing zero about him or the show canceled by NBC. I have boycotted NBC for a couple years now because they canceled a show I enjoyed so I wouldn’t watch Constantine on principle. The character was a tad outlandish but I think that’s part of his charm. I enjoyed Oliver, Felicity, Thea, Diggle, even Lance a couple times, Darhk was equally terrifying and amusing, Curtis is a dozen shades of awesome, and then there was Laurel Lance.


I liked Laurel for exactly ONE moment this episode. It was the kind of moment that if we had seen more of this from her character not only this episode or this season but the entire series, I might be more inclined to give her the benefit of the doubt. But I’ve kind of exhausted my patience on that because this has been such utter bullshit. I’m done; I’m so done that I’m nearly charred. It’s so frustrating because I want to like her. But it’s not my fault that I don’t always.

The biggest issue is that the writers keep screwing this up. They drop little truth bombs—the amount of shade they threw on themselves during this episode was overwhelming—but then they filled in the hole the bombs made with more shit. Like WTAF. Another meta, another warning: I am going to dismantle Laurel and Lauriver to pieces here (and neither Laurel or Ollie is safe). Oliver, my son, is not the same as Ollie to me, by the way.  I also kind of tear the Lance family as a whole apart and point out how each of them is responsible for their family’s misery. 


Laurel Lance (plus Lauriver/Ollie/Oliver)

We start with the Lances meeting at a crime scene. Why is an ADA at a crime scene, btw? Lance learns that Sara escaped and has been killing people. Laurel shames her father for pointing a gun at Sara, when Lance says that if he’d only pulled the trigger people wouldn’t be dying. It is interesting how Arrow bent over backwards not to place blame where it lies: Laurel. How come all the killings Sara has committed are not put on Laurel’s shoulders? Thea takes full blame for Sara’s death though she was under the influence of a brainwashing drug. The show never fails to blame Oliver for absolutely anything. But the murders are Laurel’s responsibility. I don’t hold Lance accountable because he couldn’t pull the trigger. That’s a hell of a position for a father to be put in: shooting your own child like a rabid animal. I actually felt so bad for Lance last week in that moment because no matter what he did he was damned.

Lance asks if Laurel’s told Oliver about Sara and is dismayed that she hasn’t. Because she believes Oliver would just want to kill Sara.

Let me tell you why she’s wrong and why Laurel does not, in fact, know Oliver in his bones (which is always creepy whenever she says it, FYI):



Keep reading

Episode 10

I will definitely rant at their official site if these line won’t be included:


“ I’m sorry for leaving you alone “

“ If you die, I’ll cry you know?! “

“ If it’s really painful, then drink “

“ No matter what you are, your are my family “

“ Welcome Home, Mika “

“ Let’s live together “

“ We will do everything to turn you back into human again, so please don’t ever say that you’ll die for me “


“ Don’t come near, your making me hard to resist “

“ Your so cruel, Yu-chan “

“ It’s really painful. I really want to drink blood “

“ Let’s run away it all and live in peace somewhere in the middle of nowhere “

“ If it’s to protect you, I will do anything “


* Mika driving a car (though I doubt this part seeing how it is snowing)

* The hug scene!!!

* The blushes!!!

Steroline Appreciation Week Day 7 | Steroline’s Story & My Thoughts

(1x01) When this line was spoken I, nor Stefan, knew just how wrong it was. I never gave it much thought. I shipped Stelena for a big part of season one, and at the time the thought of Steroline never crossed my mind. Season one passed by and I never once paired Stefan and Caroline together… Season two premiered, then this happened:

(2x02) My first thought while watching this scene was “Huh, I could see them being cute together.” However, at the time I was still on the fence with my Stelena/Delena ships. Also, I shipped Matt x Caroline at this point.  BUT this simple, sweet moment which some fans might have easily written off as nothing stuck in the back of my mind.

(2x03) And of course, the very next episode proved just how cute these two are together. But as friends or more? I wasn’t sure which way I shipped them. Otp or Brotp?

(2x13) Stefan Salvatore, steeling my heart and Care-bears all in one scene. This was a perfect early Steroline episode. Starting off with “Hurt her again and you’re dead.” And ending with “I was a little worried about you.”

Then there was season 3…

(4x09) And the scene that started the obsession.

(4x09) The fact that she can’t even look at him because she knows it’ll hurt him.

(4x16) The scene that gave me hope, hope that maybe I wasn’t crazy. Maybe Steroline has a shot. Stefan could have picked anyone in that room, and he picked Caroline. I like to think it was because he knew she needed to have fun too, and if she was left alone she wouldn’t.

(4x16) My favorite underrated scene. It gave me butterflies. This is earlier proof that Stefan won’t always choose Elena. He could have easily pulled Elena off and held onto her. No, he shoves her away and immediately goes back to Caroline.

(4x19) And the scene that still remains in my top 5 list. I was holding my breath watching this for the first time. It was such a huge hint to there relationship. Stefan did move on, he fell in love with Caroline and didn’t even realize.

(5x04) Hello amnesia Stefan, you can stay awhile. Lets remember guys this was actually Stefan humanity and all. Even though he couldn’t remember anything he knows that he likes what he sees.

(5x04) Such a great scene showcasing their friendship and love for each other. Even when Stefan has no memories he knows she’s the one person he can trust. And the hand holding stopped my heart.

(5x12) Stefan defending Caroline’s honor. “Drunk or not, she doesn’t deserve that.” Stefan knows she deserves so much better.

(5x12) Not only did this scene start with Stefan saying “I’ve been look all over for you.” but it ended with him basically saying he knows exactly what Klaus saw in her. And his smile at the end, he’s in love.

(5x16) A beautiful parallel to the 2x13 scene these two won’t let anyone hurt the other.

(5x17) This episode gave me so many feels. When she cried, because the travelers were hurting him, it broke my heart. When she told Tom he reminded her of someone special my heart skipped a beat. And the whole cuddle scene and the conversation that led to it killed me. I rewatch this episode more than any episode of any show. It is my 2nd favorite episode, 6x14 only beating it by a little.

(5x20) Oh how I love jealous Caroline. This episode answered it, Caroline has a thing for him, no doubt left in my mind. And we can’t forget the cheek touch.

(5x21) Heart = Broken. Lets be real, I knew Stefan wasn’t going to die, but seeing her like that killed me. He “died” saving her. He’ll always keep his promise.

(5x22) From Lexi hinting at Steroline to Caroline comforting him, this episode gave me chills. I wished there would have been a Steroline hug when he came back, but I’ll take what I can get. 

(6x01) I was screaming at him to call her back. “I’m not giving up on us.” I’m waiting for Stefan to say this to her in season 7. I kinda hope somehow he listened to her messages.

(6x02) This episode broke me. I couldn’t imagine why Stefan would do that to her. And seeing her cry in the car over him was so hard to watch. I wanted nothing more than for him to come out and find her.

(6x03) Anyone else scream and throw things during this scene? She was letting herself be so vulnerable and he just walked away. I screamed at him to turn about and go to her, but no he had to crush my dreams.

(6x05) Stefan Salvatore, how can you make me hate you yet be so cute at the same time? And the fact that she’s not even the least bit concerned that she’s only wearing in front of him and neither is he.

(6x06) Their eyes were wondering so much in this scene, I think that being that close to him was hard for her at this moment.

(6x07) My emotions were flying in 100 different directions. “Why do you have a thing for me?” It got to me, I really think he just didn’t notice it. Stefan only really loved Elena (that we got to see). He wasn’t used to the way other girls act when they fall in love. And now we know when she told him she hated him, it was the worst thing he heard.

(6x10) Oh this episode, I swear I went through 3 boxes of tissues. Stefan had to be the one to tell her because he needed to be there for her. He was crying because she was so so sad. He couldn’t even look at her when he told her her mother was dying. I think in this scene he knows he loves her, he just doesn’t know in what why yet.

(6x11) His touch literally made her gasp. He has so much effect on her. This scene gave me butterflies.

(6x12) Oh the look on his face. I’m so happy he shared the story of this mother with her, he always knows what she needs.

(6x13) That simple touch and that hug is what I had been dreaming about since season four. You can tell Stefan wanted to kiss her, he just knew it wasn’t the right time.

(6x14) I’m pretty sure my heart still hasn’t started beating again after this scene. Stefan finally gave in, he let his heart take over.

(6x15) The moment Stefan fell in love. The moment he realized this was something even better.

(6x16) If only you would have said that sooner, Stefan. I hated the non humanity story line, but this scene was cute on his end.

(6x17) The only good thing that came from the non humanity story. There is no denying, this scene was hot.

(6x21) Oh she loves him. He’s trying so hard which is what everyone wanted from the start.

(6x22) And finally the scene that gave us all hope while we go through this long hiatus. Stefan Salvatore said he’d wait for Caroline Forbes. They have come so far and I’m so happy I’ve been a part of their journey.

I know everything that went on behind the scenes of that set, and could you… I want you to thank her for me. It couldn’t have been easy for her to come back every year or also every day but please tell her thank you. She made it feel like a family even when the others were so… and look I’ve worked in tv for damn almost thirty years and I have never had somebody walk up to me and treat me like a person the way she did. And I knew how hard they were trying to make it for her and I saw her cry in that elevator that day and I felt so bad. But you know. We all knew. She gave us jobs, a hundred of us, and our families. School supplies for my kid, and I mean she always bought Girl Scout cookies from Christy’s kid and brought in the herb stuff when Andrew got sick. We all saw it. We weren’t supposed to talk nice about her because it upset them, but we all knew

All I’m saying is that took a lot of guts and I’m going to forget a lot of things but I won’t ever forget what she did for us
So please tell her thank you

—  one of my crewmembers