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Day 3nd January - Never seen before

  • Pick a Sterek scene from the show and illustrate it through images or words what happened after and/or before that scene
  • After Boyd’s death, Stiles made Derek take care of himself. Derek took a shower, slept and they talked about what happenned and that it was NOT Derek’s fault.
My 10 Fave Babes of All Time

Tagged by @faecakes​. Thanks! (I loved your selection btw~).

I think I did this one a while ago but I took the chance to make this my first drawings of the year :pp to start warming up again ww. These are in no particular order.

1. Horokeu Usui (HoroHoro) / Shaman King.

Horo was probably my first masive 2D crush. I obsessed over him like a psycho lol. I learned every single little thing about him (and I mean trivial stuff like… the exact numbre of frame, page and volume for his first appearance xd), the meaning of his name, the name of his techniques (which were in Ainu). Oh, and also, SEIYUUS! Horo started my obsession with making seiyuu connections x) (I was never really fan of Ueda Yuuji, tho). And I really admired Horo… I felt he was like my soulmate, my perfect husbando. So, based on priority right, he should be like my #1 bae :’)

2. Hinata Hideki / Angel Beats!  &  Kuga Aki  / Kamisama Dolls.

I’m putting them together because they’re both special characters to me for the same reason: I knew Kimura Ryouhei because of them, and I loved him from the very beginning. Coincidentally, I started watching Angel Beats and Kamisama Dolls at the same time, and the contrast between these two characters, voiced by the same seiyuu, made me fall in love completely. They’re both so different. Hinata is a bright, loyal, energetic boy while Aki is this manipulative, rude, meticulous, violent guy (though he’s also super calm and indifferent about certain things). Hinata had me loving his voice changes whenever he was put into ridiculous and funny situations while Aki got me melting becasue of his manic laugh. I love Hinata & Aki both as characters, not just because of Kimura, but they’re the perfect examples of why KimuRyou is my fav seiyuu <3 <3

3. Kise Ryouta / Kuroko no Basket.

Oh boy….. my love for this man burns like a thousand suns bursting, ISTG. He’s too pure too good to pretty too shiny too precious for this world. Ok, I admit… Kimura Ryouhei is partly at fault here lol. Kise actually reminded me a lot of Hinata and I liked him from the start too, but soon I started loving every single little thing about him. He’s introduced a little as an arrogant dude but soon enough comes to change after his loss against Seirin (I loved it when he cried sddsffg). He’s like the cheerful, carefree member of the group, but he also shows so much determination, strength, and even selfishness. But I really think he’s the most admirable of the Generation of Miracles.
And he’s so pretty I wanna cry everytime I see him, sob.

4. Judal / Magi.

Yes, the Kimura Ryouhei syndrome continues… but I swear it’s coincidence(?).
Judal caught my eye since I saw him in the opening (that sequence when he’s falling, grabs a white rukh and turns it black it’s mesmerizing), but when he was finally introduced in the show, I WAS DOOMED FOREVER. Goddamn, I loved his personality. Even if he’s a little bit of a psycho, I loved his childish arrogant attitude. He’s like my twisted son ♥ Except… not really a son, because… he makes me feel things 6//6 (???). Aahaahgsdjhk yes yes ok, I love his design, really, L O V E   I T ♥ ♥.  His long braid, those beautiful ringed eyes, the makeup on them, the necklace and bracelets, that crop top, those abs, DAT WAISTLINE  aksjdhjkashdkjhgasgasd ⁄(⁄ ⁄ ⁄ Д ⁄ ⁄ ⁄)⁄
He needs his own manga, there’s just never enough Judal in my life.

5. Nozaki Umetarou / Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun.

I’ve said this before, but it me. Nozaki is me, I am Nozaki (except I’m not tall and handsome lol). Looks cold, mostly serious, suuupr dense in some subjects (specially about love and romance), zero experience in love… but somehow still makes love stories! His shoujo manga is terrible haha but he’s surprisingly popular as mangaka in spite of that x) I bet if I were to draw a manga it would be as ridiculous as his (or if my comics serve as an example… well, there ww).
He has this stoic aspect, but he makes the most idiotic faces when he gets excited too~  I think Nozaki is more socially skilled than me but we’re both awkward anymway(?) xD. He’s my spirit animal ♥ 

6. Netherlands & Finland / Hetalia.

Ah, my time in the Hetalia fandom… feels so distant :’)
Italy was my fav at first but then I started roleplaying Fin (the first chara I ever roleplayed) and my love for him kept growing from there. He was just too adorbs <3 I got to know a lot of super nice people, both on the internet and irl, because of him. Also, back then I listened to lot of metal music, and I always pictured Fin as a secret metalhead xD And then Netherlands… I don’t remember exactly how I started liking him, I remember they released the chara design, stuff happened, and then there I was cosplaying the dude. Hahaha ah, even though I loved Fin, I couldn’t identify with him cause he’s super cute,  happy and lovable; but Netherlands was more like me~ Stoic, cold, tsundere.
Over time, Netherlands became my favorite over Fin, but they’re both special.

7. Furukawa Nagisa / CLANNAD.

My precious child. The purest girl ever created. A National treasure, istg.
She’s not the type of female characters that I usually like, but somehow she got me from the start. She’s too adorable, sweet, innocent and good. She’s just too good!!!!!!! She’s always caring for others, always supportive of her friends, and tries her best even though she’s phisically weak and lacks confidence. She’s so strong and admirable, she makes my heart melt. CLANNAD made me cry rivers and hit me hard when… well, when After Story happened.
She’s the type of character that I want to protect from all evil.
I also LOVED Nakahara Mai’s performance as Nagisa, btw. I kept watching her scenes over and over just to listen to the cutest voice akjshd <3
I really love this child ;//;

8. Licht Jekylland Todoroki & Lawless / Servamp.

Well, as you would expect x)
It’s probably obvious that I love them both so hard. And I want to clear up for the records that it’s not just because I love them together, or the homo hints flying all over the place between them. I love them both as separated characters.
I really admire Licht. His resolution, his unbreakable spirit, his attitude, the hard worker he is, his strength, his pure innocence about the things he loves, his vision, his badassness, his frankness, his creativity…  He’s a gem, the type of person I could never be :’)  ALSO, HE’S HOT AF.
Lawless is so beautiful. He deserves the universe. I feel him more in a spirital way. How he lost faith in everything, how meaningless lives seemed to him, the vicious cycle he was in. But the fact he’s able to change that (with Licht’s help) is truly touching and praiseworthy. He made a deep impression in me.
Ah, and of course, his flamboyant personality! He’s such a dork ahah xD I love his nerdy side, his energy, even his bragging. And the fact that he can literally go from hotdamn vampire to cute hedgy in no time is amazing xD ♥ Also, his voice…. yeah, you know this by this point, but the fact he’s voiced by Kimura Ryouhei makes him even more perfect than he already was (everytime I listen to the Drama CDs, I literally have to go back and listen to his lines again because kjahsdjkg perfection in my ears).
So yeah, I love my boys ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

9. Morgiana / Magi.

Ah, Morgiana ♥ ♥ The ultimate example of the type of female character that I like. She’s strong, kind, determined, tough, has a strong sense of justce, needs no one to do shit for her, BUT she’s not arrogant, aggresive or extravagant herself. She’s quite, starightforward and helpful. But she’s also soooo adorable and cute!! The way she puffs up her cheeks when she’s mad, her smile, the little tears on her eyes when he was encouraged by Hakuryuu, her happy face, the way she dances around wearing that exotic outfit… man she is gorgeous, she’s amazing, she’s a goddess.
And dem kicks, THE KIIICCCKKKS, god she’s a BADASS.
She seriously became like a prototype of my perfect gurl. No kidding, after her, everytime there’s a badass fem chara that I like, I call her “a Morgiana”.
And I know she’s probs being “controlled” by Sinbad in the manga right now, but I cried when she said she has come to love herself because of all the time she’s been with Alibaba. I’M SO PROUD OF HER <//333

10. Special mention to: EVERY KIMURA RYOUHEI CHARACTER.

Agh, I just…. it’s amazing how without a miss, characters voiced by Kimura always become my favourite. I always love them, for one reason or another. I mean, I have other seiyuus I love too (Kaji Yuki, Nakamura Yuuichi, Ishikawa Kaito, Sugita Tomokazu, Kamiyan….), but I don’t always like their characters. But with Kimura, I ALWAYS do.
I don’t know all of his roles, obviously, but here’s some that I absolutely love:

Takakura Shouma [Mawaru Penguindrum]  |  Yagami Riku [Prince of Stride]   Nishimi Kaoru [Sakamichi no Apollon]  |  Atou Touji [Tokyo Ravens]  |  Hauser [Nanatsu no Taizai]  |  Izuminokami Kanesada [Touken Ranbu]  |  Wakamatsu Hirotaka [Nozaki-kun]  |  Fujimoto Takatora [Aoharu Kikanjuu]  |  Kimata Hayato [Meganebu]  |  L-elf [Valvrave]  |  Furuya Chihiro [Sankarea]  |  Bokuto Koutaro [Haikyuu]  |  Shimotsuki Shun [Tsukiuta], etc….

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Special mention 2: Jorah Mormont, Eddard Stark, Jon Snow.
Because I love GoT, and these are my favs, but I can’t draw real people ww.

I’m tagging @pastenaga​, @stars-glow-for-you​, @adeslowmoqueen​, @rhomilch​ & @reimeijennoir​~ Feel free to do it if you want uvu/ Don’t worry guys, you don’t have to draw the charas to do this www Actually, you don’t have to write anything about them either lol my hand slipped(?)

“He found a strength he didn’t realize he had… because of a certain person who was precious to him.”

Choose an OTP and tag 5 people

Tagged by @the-notsoevil-queen thanks Alexia <3

Well she already did OQ which I APPROVE

so…  I’ll go with River x Doctor

Originally posted by fangirlhome

1. What scene made you start shipping your ship?

Well… I think the first time River was on screen I was like thefuckisthis… but then when she sacrificed herself BAM i was in!

2. What songs remind you of them?

Bloody hell, A thousand years of course!

3. Have they ever made you cry?

The fact she lives their love story in the wrong order kills me

but I cry everytime i hear her speech in the Christmas Special

4. Favorite scene? scenes?

When they fight together, and basically every scene when they fly the Tardis and she corrects him

5. Favorite Quote? Quotes?

1* I hate you. No, you don’t. (their I Love You)
2* Hello, sweetie.
3* I trust this man with my life. With everything.
4* Why am I handcuffed? Why would you even have handcuffs?
5* River Song, I could bloody kiss you! - Oh, well, maybe when you’re older.
6* Hi, honey. I’m home.
7* Are you married, River? / Are you asking? / Yes. / Yes. / No, hang on, did you think I was asking you to marry me or asking if you were married? / Yes. / No, but was that yes or [pauses] yes. / Yes.
8* Don’t worry, I’m quite the screamer. [climbs into the tunnel.] Now, there’s a spoiler for you!
9* She will be amazing.
10* Such a basic mistake, Madame Kovarian: take a child, raise her into the perfect psychopath, introduce her to the Doctor. Who else was I going to fall in love with?
11* When one’s in love with an ageless god who insists on the face of a twelve-year-old, one does one’s best to hide the damage.
12* When you love the Doctor, it’s like loving the stars themselves! You don’t expect a sunset to admire you back! And if I happen to find myself in danger, let me tell you, the Doctor is not stupid enough, or sentimental enough, and he is certainly not in love enough to find himself standing in it with me! - Hello, sweetie.
13* Happy ever after doesn’t mean forever. It just means time. A little time.
14* Twenty-four years.
15What do you think of the towers? / I love them. / Then why are you ignoring them? / They’re ignoring me. But, then, you can’t expect a monolith to love you back. / No, you can’t. They’ve been there for millions of years, through storms and floods and wars and… time. Nobody really understands where the music comes from. It’s probably something to do with the precise positions, the distance between both towers. Even the locals aren’t sure. All anyone will ever tell you is that when the wind stands fair and the night is perfect… when you least expect it… but always… when you need it the most… there is a song.
16* Not one living thing is worth you.

6. Favorite angst moment?

When she broke her wrist.

7. Favorite fluff moment?

The Towers of Darillium.

8. A scene that you wished happened?

I’m at peace, thanks. Oh no, wait, the honeymoon.

9. Do you think marriage is right for them? 

Dude, she’s the Doctor’s wife. They’re so married I cry everytime they speak.

10. Share a headcanon?

A Chirstmas dinner with Amy and Rory.

Tagging @storiesseldomtold @riverregal @ofbooksandparamore @ginaandrobbie @theonewithoutaclue

anonymous asked:

What are your favorite Destiel fics written by other authors? Are there any that impacted your own writing style?

What a good question! The answer is yes, and I’d like to share them.

» For Love For Glory [LJAO3] - bellanovaskies

83,400 words, NC-17, AU

Summary: It’s the 1940’s, the war is tearing Europe in half, and the Nazis have a plan to uncover an ancient weapon belonging to the Egyptian gods that can tip the scale in their favor. With the help of a librarian named Castiel, it’s up to Sam and Dean Winchester, respectively a professor of archaeology and treasure hunter, to get to the Lost City of Amun-Ra and stop the Third Reich from achieving world domination. But with a missing father, secret societies, and an unexpected romance, things get more than a little complicated in this race against time. Loosely based on the Indiana Jones franchise.

This story taught me how to write a fanfic so it reads like a movie in the reader’s mind. Sometimes I wish I’d written this - but thankfully it was written by jaegersaurus, who happens to be one of my best friends in the whole wide world, so I get the honour of being proud of her. (She’s not bribing me to say this, I promise.) She blew my mind with her writing skills here. The scene with Dean walking under the Nile River was the single most incredible scene I’ve read in a fanfic story. This is a cinematic masterpiece, and it deserves to become fandom famous. Hell, in another life, I think it could’ve made the New York Times best-seller’s list. I will rec this as the greatest piece of Destiel fanfic, probably until my dying day. (If I’ve oversold this, I’m sorry. I just really love it, okay?) P.S. The ending will make you cry. And that only adds to how great it is. (It’s not major character death, before you ask.)

» All Things Shining [AO3] - Askance, standbyme

142,000 words, NC-17

Summary: Something in the world is waking up. It isn’t long before it’s brought to the attention of the Winchesters and Castiel: miracles are spreading across the country, the paranormal seems to be shrinking back on itself—and it all has something to do with the missing prayer book of a traveling preacher who died over a century ago. Dean is convinced it’s all the lead-up to another Apocalypse; Sam and Castiel aren’t so sure. Regardless, it sends them out on a less-than-typical road-trip, following the Mississippi and remnants of a very old story that seems increasingly to call to them. And along the way the trio learn much more about themselves—and the consequences and origins of love—than they’d ever have anticipated.

I started reading this nearly two years ago and I haven’t finished it yet, so it never made it to my rec list. But that’s the fault of my reading difficulties, not the story. This story taught me how to write original characters. It taught me how to weave extra characters into a fanfic narrative, and it taught me a better way to make ambience out of words. It also taught me it’s okay for a narrative to meander, because whatever you do, you’re still paving the road for the rest of the story. The settings of this fanfic are places of peace for me; all I have to do is remember it and I’m filled with a sense of calm. This is a story that seems raw in all senses of the word. Honestly, I’m getting emotional just thinking about it. I’ve never read a fanfic like it, and I doubt I will again.

» Shut Up (Put Your Money Where Your Mouth Is) [LJ | AO3] - kototyph

23,900 words, NC-17, AU

Summary: Dean’s done some pretty stupid things, but getting drunk-hitched in Vegas to a colleague he barely knows might just take the cake. His surprise husband, Castiel, is a little weird but likable despite that, and Dean figures they’ll go back to Boston, get a quiet annulment, and go their separate ways. Six weeks later, he’s still married to one of the strangest, most genuine and definitely most dangerously lov— likable guys he’s ever known. Dean doesn’t know why or really even how it’s happening, but it’s getting harder and harder to remember that he has divorce papers to file.

This taught me how to write fluffy stories in concise little packages. kototyph is another one of those talented people who I’m proud to call a friend (who is also not bribing me!). This story (and all the Dean/Cas stories by kototyph, particularly Domesticated) taught me it’s okay to be completely self-indulgent when writing. Sometimes you can just let your heart lie back on a cushion of happiness and beautiful words, and, on occasion, it becomes escapism you’ll never forget.

There are a few other stories which I recced here back in 2013, and that list is still relevant today (mostly because I haven’t read a lot since 2013). Feel free to skip to the fic rec part and ignore all my waffling. In addition, there are plenty of swoon-worthy gems that I’ve recced on my Destiel AU list and my canon-verse list. Go forth and consume! Don’t forget to leave comments and kudos, because the writers worked hard on their writing and they deserve to know it’s appreciated. ♥

Let’s talk about the Shadowhunters pilot.

*cracks knuckles* Sit down, Bradley Herondale is back in the Shadowhunters tag.

It was amazing. We’ll start with those three words, because they are very true. No pilot is perfect, and while I haven’t seen the second episode (due to it only being available early for a select few,) I have heard it gets a lot better, which is saying something, because the first episode was literally everything I hoped for.

Is it like the books? Yes, and no. It’s exactly as they said. They made some changes so we’d be surprised, and I was! There were many moments that took me surprise and it made me so happy, because almost everything that “wasn’t in the book” technically was in the book. It showed things the books couldn’t.

We got Lightwood siblings banter and sibling love (which the movie did not do at all) and so many more things. Things that could have easily been happening in the background of the books that Cassie just couldn’t write in. I mean, you have to appreciate the “it’s platinum” scene. You have to. Not to mention the “love you, too,” scene. 

I know there are people complaining because of some of the actual “changes” but before I go into those, I’d like to point out a few tiny little details some of the more avid haters seem to love ignoring.

  • Luke’s race is not stated in the books. He had brown hair, and blue eyes, traits that are, in fact, found in other races besides white, believe it or not.
  • Clary’s hair is literally described in the books as bright, fiery orange/red, and more specifically as brighter and lighter than her mother’s.
  • The characters were aged up because let’s be realistic, a 15/16 year old would not be up for what these characters go through. If you want an actual shadowhunting world, you can’t ask for tiny babies with swords. This is The Shadowhunter chronicles, not the Hunger Games.
  • Side note there are steamy sexy scenes that may give underage audience members the idea that they are old enough to do these things, and they are not. Clary is aged up to 18 bc if the Hell Scene happens if we get more seasons, TV cannot show a 16 year old doing that without some backlash.
  • Changes were also made so people wouldn’t associate the show with that horrible movie.
  • Maureen is aged up for the same reasons stated above.
  • Maureen’s race literally doesn’t matter, no character’s race does. They are people. Same for Camille. Don’t like race changes to characters? Imagine how people of color feel when their characters are changed to white for movies/TV?
  • Hispanic Lightwood siblings ftw, don’t complain, they’re hot. No, Alec’s eyes aren’t blue. Please cry me a river. Matthew is perfect.
  • I can’t even form words for how stupid you are if you think Magnus is white. In the books, it is explicitly said that he is Asian, (and he’s bisexual) multiple times, with backstory to support it, so sit down and don’t speak to me again.

Okay so on to things that were actually changed. Dot being aged down, I don’t know why. The character was changed, get over it. I liked Dot a lot, and her helping Jocelyn and Clary made so much more sense than in the books when she was a hateful hag.

People are talking about the necklace, which wasn’t in the books. The necklace Jocelyn gave Clary seems to connect them, as shown when she saw Valentine Marking Jocelyn. I’m beginning to think that maybe it will be the source of Clary’s dreams. In the books there’s not much of an explanation for Clary’s dreams besides Ithuriel, and if he is included later on there may be a connection, but regardless I think they did it so no one thinks Clary is seeing the future or anything. Like I said I don’t know, but it seems plausible.

The way the steles work in the show isn’t a big deal. It saves screen time. Instead of spending 10 seconds of screen time drawing, all they do is wave it and it’s done, so we get more story in episodes.

I’d also like to point out that in the books, runes can be different colors than black, and furthermore, it has been said that the runes in the show start out red and puffy because they’re literally burned into the skin, and they fade to black, then lighter and lighter until they’re gone. Basically just like the books, except more realistic in terms of the body reacting to burns.

The reason more people are in the Institute and the reason the Lightwood family is here early is so new fans get a better feel of the Shadowhunter community and politics and such without waiting for ages to see Idris. Plus Max will, y’know, um, get more screen time than he would originally.

They changed Luke to a cop because it makes it easier to progress the story for the show. It’s easier to call a cop, and easier to cover up demonic/Downworlder activity from mundanes.

Also for those who haven’t read the books, spoiler alert, but Luke is a good guy!! He pretends to be evil to make sure Clary is safe! Don’t worry, this show is not demonizing POC! Luke is good, Magnus is good, Alec is good, most of the POC mains in the show are good!! Don’t fret!

Oh and I have no idea why Valentine is in Chernobyl but considering the bad history of the place, it seems like the kind of messed up place Valentine would choose to hang out. Also the show has made him look like the huge insane fuckboy he really is, and I love it.

Anyway, I was also relieved that Jace is Jace Wayland. Not to be too spoilery, but they could have called him something that would probably destroy the entire point of his character arc. Regardless, Dominic was perfect as Jace, and furthermore, that little “this is for my father” seems to be setting us up for the big Oh $#*+ from the end of City of Bones.

To wrap this up, I am more than pleased. I’ll admit I had my doubts, but it was amazing. Please keep it on TV. I need this. These books saved my life and made me who I am. No matter what changes they make, the show is great, and the characters I’ve loved like friends when I had none are finally getting another chance after that horrible movie. If you don’t want to watch it, at least don’t bad mouth it. Please let the rest of us have this. Please.

A small list of other things:

  1. Simon Lewis is my god.
  2. It’s platinum, just saying again.
  3. FOREVER YOUNG. HONESTLY SIMON BABY DON’T SING THAT SONG.
  4. “Just marry Jocelyn.”
  5. Magnus looking at Clary with all those emotions on his face.
  6. “Is there a meth problem we need to talk about?”
  7. “Ow,” is now slang for “we’re a little in love.”
  8. “Is he your meth dealer?”
  9. “What are you wearing??”
  10. Alec is the Salt King.
  11. Champagne Enema
  12. Clary actually does art in the show, unlike movie Clary who only draws a plot related symbol very badly, and shirtless Jace until she’s wet.
  13. Thank the Angel they removed “ImpOSiBle!! ShE DiEd eigHTEen YeARs agO!” from the final cut.
  14. Everyone is sexy.
  15. Jocelyn is a badass.
  16. “She’s very comfortable with her body.”
  17. The show was great.
  18. Haters get out my face.

Don’t take me tongue tied
Don’t wave no goodbye
Don’t kiss me goodnighg

really messy and full of mistakes, but i really had to draw something after having read the final chapter of Denial is Not Just a River in Egypt!! Such a beautiful makorin fic, it made me cry twice out of sheer happiness wtf is wrong with me, get me out of makorin hell