this scene gave me the feels so bad

Naruto’s Fatherhood

Okay, I’ve been seeing this whole idea going around for a while and felt the need to address it. A main point in the Boruto movie/series is that Boruto is frustrated with Naruto for not being around due to his Hokage duties. This leads to many fans assuming that Naruto is a bad father by choice. Let’s begin.

Naruto was inaugurated as Hokage after his kids were born. They were both young when this happened, so why is this relevant? Because Naruto had more time on his hands to spend with them, being a father, as he continued chasing his dream. What does this mean? Boruto and Himawari have experienced Naruto’s fatherhood before and after him taking the title of Hokage. 

For children who have consistently been ignored by a parent, it’s safe to assume that by the time they are 11 or 12, they’ve become accustomed to it. Why then, would a child who is accustomed to being ignored and neglected, be so upset about that fact when it’s all they know? Let me remind you all of this scene here at the end of The Last: 

Does this look like a bad father to you? They both attack him, and he receives them with open arms. He suggests a snowball fight, giving in immediately to their request. Children who’ve been ignored wouldn’t feel so carefree as to run into their parent’s arms, demanding that the parent play with them. Is it really that difficult then to make the connection that Naruto, who wanted nothing more than a bond, a family, someone who would receive his love and reciprocate it, gave his kids all of the free time that he had? This brings me to conclude this:

When all of that changes after Naruto becomes increasingly busy in his new position as Hokage, Boruto doesn’t understand how to cope with these feelings because he’s never felt that way before. This is the best explanation for his behavior then. He’s openly upset because he feels as though Naruto suddenly forgot about them, because he’s not getting the same attention he once was. Let me point you to this scene here, in Boruto the Movie where Boruto is looking at all of the photographs in Naruto’s study. 

In all of the photographs leading up to the one farthest right, appearing to be the most recent, Naruto is present and they all appear incredibly joyful. This only solidifies the idea that Naruto had been a wonderful father up until his Hokage inauguration. 

Naruto, on the other hand, has finally achieved his lifelong dream, and being someone who puts everything they have into everything they do, he works hard at his job because it was he who worked so hard to create the peace that he now has the task of maintaining. Is he perfect? No. Naruto has never had to balance family life and work life. He’s always been alone, never having to consider others in his decisions. It’s not difficult to understand then, that Naruto genuinely wouldn’t have understood the implications this would have for his family.

Naruto has never learned how to be any type father, good or bad. He has no example to follow or deviate from. When you’ve never experienced something for yourself, how are you to act upon the situation when it arises? At some point, Boruto brought up his feelings to Naruto in some way, probably through an angry outburst. So how does Naruto handle it? He over-exhausts himself, trying to make everyone happy by maintaining his shadow clones all day in order to get the maximal amount of work done possible and keep his kids from totally hating him. For someone who has desired nothing more than the acknowledgment of those around him since day 1, this behavior makes sense. 

I mean, the disappointment he feels when he’s messed up again? He’s trying his best with nothing to guide him. He sends Boruto congratulatory e-mails, he gives him a pep talk, he wants Boruto to feel acknowledged. Is this the best way to go about it? Maybe not, especially compared to the attention he must’ve given his kids before his new position. But, I sincerely doubt that Naruto is a bad father, nor does he want to be one. It’s a difficult situation for them. The new Boruto series is currently set before the Boruto movie during their academy days, so this must be during the onset of Naruto’s run as a Hokage. Therefore, that scene in today’s episode where he goes straight to bed after coming home is probably before Boruto brings his frustration to his father’s attention, so Naruto is probably unaware of the way his kids are feeling. 

However, Boruto quickly comes to understand Naruto and his struggles when he witnesses him fight the Otsusukis during the movie. Faced with the prospect of losing his father completely, his eyes have been opened to some of the difficulties Naruto faced in his youth. He decides that Naruto shouldn’t have to face more difficulties from the people he loves the most. He comes to terms with the situation by the end of Boruto the Movie, eventually accepting that this is the situation that they are in, and that he’s going to have to make the best of it. 

And if his own son can accept that this is Naruto’s new fatherhood, I don’t see why you guys can’t. 

TL;DR, Naruto’s fatherhood definitely has some bumps in the road, there’s no denying that. However, his intentions as a father are clear, and those are that he loves his kids and wants them to be happy, like a GOOD father would.

Joker Imagine - ‘Do it’

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Hey, I was just wondering if you could do an imagine of the joker raiding someplace and having the reader there and instead of dropping to the ground when he starts shooting she just stands there. Eventually he would walk up to her while raising a gun to her head and she says “Do it”. Please and thank you!


A/N: Here it is. I hope you like it boo :)


Originally posted by diablito666

Originally posted by benkotuyumyasen

Your P.O.V.

The main bank in Gotham seemed to busy all the time! I sighed impatiently and shifted my position on the dark blue seat. I had a bag on my legs with important papers I had to talk about, but I knew the wait would be long. There was at least 10 people ahead of me in the number line so I just had to sit and wait. It was friday so it was extra packed. People wanted their money, some had to discuss their issues and so on. I looked at the white marble floor and saw dozens of feet, heels and boots and sneakers. Gotham was full of people and everyone was different.

The clock started to get closer to 9 p.m. which meant that I had been waiting for half an hour. Wonderful.As I got up to go and use the washroom, I felt the ground shaking. A split second later a loud bang interrupted everything. I lost my balance and fell on the ground, landing on my bum. I grunted in pain as my tailbone got a hard impact.

What the fuck is going on?

The next thing I knew was that people were screaming in fear. I opened my eyes and saw people dressed up as clowns, pandas and all kinds of things running inside through a hole they created on the wall. Some were already stealing money and others guarded the hostages, us. One of the bad guys with a batman mask shot a man in his stomach and so I witnessed how he fell fell on the ground, crying out in pain. My eyes froze to look at the situation. The bad guy shot the man again, this time in his head. The innocent man died, just like that. I saw it all happen. His blood was pooling around his body and his head looked really fucked up. The sight made me feel sick.

This day had been the worst so I was too angry to let fear make me obey. I got up and looked around better. The furniture around the hole was set on fire and everything grew into a huge mess. A bad feeling was obvious in my gut. This was obviously a robbery. My body froze a little bit and then reality sunk in. We could all die.

‘’You’’ A raspy voice barked from behind me and then I heard a gun loading. A woman on the ground next to me whimpered and hid her head. I sighed shakily and turned around to face the guy holding me at gunpoint. Instead of facing someone with a silly mask, I saw the deepest reality of a criminal clown. Behind me was the one and only Joker.

My eyes widened as I met his blue ones. He looked at me angrily, making the black make-up around his eyes seem darker. His green hair was put back nicely and he had red lips. I was too scared to pay attention to his clothes, but I saw that he was wearing something black and dark red. Then I saw the gun he held, a personalized pistol aimed straight at me. My breath hitched in my throat. I was this fucking close to the Joker!

‘’Get down princess’’ He growled angrily and tried to scare me by raising the gun closer to my face. I gulped at looked at the hole of the gun that could shoot a bullet any second. Joker’s finger lied dangerously on the trigger, but he didn’t pull it yet. ‘’No’’ I answered sternly, slightly worried about doing so, but I didn’t want to surrender.

I saw confusion wash across Joker’s face. I bet I was one of the few people who told him that. ‘’If I were you, I’d listen to me’’ He warned me with a raspy voice. People around us were staring at me in disbelief. yes I was scared, my heart was pounding in my chest and I felt lightheaded, but I was too self assured to kneel down. They’d kill us anyway.

‘’Well clownface you’re not me’’ I spat at him angrily and then expected to get shot, but nothing happened. Joker looked at me wickedly, his eyes moving from my left eye to my right. He gritted his teeth and then squinted those crazy eyes of his. ‘’Don’t talk to me like that or I’ll shoot you!’’ Joker yelled at me and hit my stomach with the gun. I swallowed the pained cry and kept my eyes focused on his.

I didn’t expect my life to end like this..

 ‘’Do it’’ I whispered quietly, but I knew he heard me. I felt tears stinging my eyes. I was so close to crying, but I tried to hold my tears back. I stood there, completely in display for Joker to shoot me and that’s what I waited for. He waited as well. I grew a little impatient again. Maybe my life wouldn’t have to end like this. As he took good time to think, for some reason I didn’t know, I decided to attack him.

I leaped towards the crazy man in front of me and legit jumped on his chest. Joker nearly stumbled, but he caught his balance with his leg. Then he turned us over so I was the one falling. I hit the ground with my back, but it didn’t stop me from getting up again. Tears ruined my makeup and I cried silently, yet I kept trying. I tried to slap Joker, but he grabbed my wrist and pinned it around so it hurt a little bit.Then he put the gun in front of my face again. 

Oh fuck. I thought quickly and kneed him, but I hit his leg which didn’t even hurt that much. ‘’You’re a naughty naughty girl’’ Joker hissed and then pushed me against the floor. He put his foot on my hips so i couldn’t get up. Then he pointed his gun towards me. ‘’Too bad I’ll have to kill you’’ He sighed and I watched his his pale finger hugged the trigger. ‘’Then do it’’ I encouraged this crazed criminal, facing the fact that I would die. It’s not like many people would miss me anyway.

I didn’t even bother to wipe away my tears. I just stared into Joker’s eyes and ignored the screams and gunshots in the background. What was he waiting for?  ‘’Do it!’’ I screamed at him, hating this feeling. I was scared and angry at the same time. Just lying on the ground and waiting for my painful death was disgustingly awful. But the bullet didn’t seem to come.

Joker leaned down and grabbed my black jacket so he could pull me up to my feet. I grunted in pain because his touch was harsh. Then he pulled my back close to his chest and put the cold gun against my head, holding his other arm around my waist. All of this was so confusing!

But it didn’t take long for me to know why he did this. In front of us stood Batman, in his dark knight suit. I was the hostage that Joker would kill if Batman would come closer. I could feel my heartbeat all the way in throat as I stood there. I had never been this scared in my life. There was nothing I could do.

Joker’s goons were gone. Some were lying on the ground in pain, but most of them had escaped already. So it was Joker vs Batman with me in the middle. Yay. This felt like some kind of nightmare. ‘’Let her go Joker’’ Batman spoke with his deep voice. He could probably see my quivering body. ‘’Why would I? You don’t think I’m that fucking stupid do you?’’ Joker laughed darkly and caressed my cheek with the cold metal. Batman didn’t answer immediately. He seemed to be in deep thoughts.

‘’She doesn’t have anything to do with this’’ Batman tried again. He stepped closer, but Joker didn’t approve that. The next thing I knew was the Joker shot the ceiling and then put the gun back towards my head. Batman froze and didn’t come closer. The shot was a clear warning that I’d be next.

‘’Just go away Batsy. You can’t save her, just like you couldn’t save Rachel’’ Joker spoke darkly. Everyone knew about Rachel. Joker had set up a trap a few years ago which led Harvey Dent to lose his mind and half of his face. Then Rachel had died. Not that I liked what happened, but Rachel was my former co-worker and we never got along. When she died, I wasn’t that sad about it. But what Joker did was still wrong. Even tho he kinda did me a favour, I couldn’t say I wished for her death.

I noticed how Batman got angry by Joker’s rude comment.   ‘’Now pretty how about we go out of here together and leave Batsy alone,hm?’’ Joker purred into my ear and tried to walk sideways to the entrance. A car had pulled over and a goon was driving. Batman hadn’t noticed, but I could tell him. Did I want to? This was all messing with my mind and I was way too confused to think straight.

Batman leaped closer to us. I startled so bad that I screamed and kicked the dark knight. Why? I didn’t want to get shot. ‘’Leave me alone!’’ I sobbed out loud to Batman, partly feeling guilty for kicking him. Batman seemed surprised and he stepped a few steps back. He tried to grab one of his weapons, but Joker was quicker. The next thing I knew was that he pushed me inside the car. Joker’s goons shot at Batman who had to seek shield. That gave Joker plenty of time to get in the car and so we escaped the scene.

‘’You did so well kitten’’ Joker laughed evilly and sat next to me. I was on my back and I was too scared to sit up straight. I had kicked the only person who could have saved me and now I was heading to ..who knows where with fucking Joker! I really fucked up.

‘’I didn’t mean to do that’’ I whimpered with a small voice. I was letting reality replace my shock and I got really scared. But a part of me found Joker really interesting. I knew I should hate him, but after thinking about the crazy clown prince of crime for a few years, my thoughts had formed a big mess. I had mixed feelings about this man. 

‘’But you did it’’ Joker answered me and then took a deep breath. He wasn’t holding me at gunpoint anymore. ‘’There’s bad in you and I’ll promise to get it through baby’’ He added mysteriously. My eyes widened. Bad in me? ‘’I’m nothing like you’’ I hissed and then sat up a little better. So I’d either die or become like him? I knew I could try to escape, but we were in a car that drove so fast I bet the driver broke all the laws he could.If I’d jump out, I’d die.

‘’Don’t be so negative. You’re feisty, I like that’’ Joker admitted and seemed like a whole new person. Earlier he was more scary, now he was just plain crazy and a little flirty. I kept an angry glare on my face. ‘’Hey, drive us to the X4 hideout!’’ Joker growled angrily at the driver. His tone was really scary, something you wouldn’t want to make worse.

Then he turned to face me again. That’s when I paid attention to details. He had ‘damaged’ ‘J’ and a star tattooed on his white face. He had some scars from heists and his blue eyes were actually pretty. I felt like I could study his features and tattoos for ages, but I was too scared to. Also he was a bad guy. I shouldn’t be thinking like this. I should be more scared and more angry.

‘’I can see through your anger’’ Joker giggled and then grabbed something from his pocket. I followed his moves silently and then saw a cigar that he lit up and put the thick stick on his lips. He inhaled the toxins and after a few seconds breathed the smoke out. I tried to show him that I was disgusted, just because I wanted to go away. I put my hand on my nose and squinted my eyes.

‘’Want some?’’ He looked at me and offered me the cigar. I looked at it, then at Joker who seemed more relaxed around me and then I looked out of the window. We drove so fast that I couldn’t focus on anything. All I knew was that I was stuck with the Joker and it stressed me out. So I grabbed the cigar and inhaled it deeply. The smoke entered my body and made me feel both disgusted but relaxed. I breathed it out in the car and then gave it back to Joker. 

‘’You didn’t mean it when you told me to do it didn’t you?’’ Joker asked me with a raspy voice. I felt a little numb, because this all happened so suddenly. I wasn’t sure what I should feel. Fear? Anger? Sadness? I was too baffled to know. I looked at Joker who had a smirk plastered on his face. ‘’You’ll find out’’ I replied shortly and then shut my eyes.

How could this be real?

I want to talk about last night’s episode for a moment and how I really felt Alec’s pain when he talked about the homophobia that occurs within the Shadowhunter community.

That scene really resonated within me. I relate to Alec more than anyone can ever understand. Here we have a young man who believes that just because he liked boys, there was something wrong with him. That nobody would love him the way he wants to be loved. He thought just because he was gay and living in a homophobic society he could never have what he truly wanted and thinks he’s meant to be alone for the rest of his life.

That scene gave me heart pains because I related to that so much. Being pansexual and living with homophobic family members (my mom isn’t too bad. She just doesn’t accept me for who I am) is really hard on me. I purposely close myself off because I feel that if I do, then I can’t get hurt by anyone but at the same time I’m doing myself damage just by shutting off my emotions. I feel lonely and much like alike, I feel that I’m not good enough for anyone and that I’m not allowed to have what I want. And this hurts. This scene made me feel both happy that I could relate to Alec and sad because it was like watching myself on screen.

The way Magnus speaks to Alec makes me want the same thing. I want someone who will look at me and speak to me like I’m no different from anybody else. I want someone who will understand me and take their time with me because if I can be honest for a moment, I have a lot of problems. Physical and mental and emotional. I want someone to be patient and understanding of why I am the way I am just like Magnus is patient and understanding with Alec. Unlike Alec, I don’t think I’ll ever have this. I truly am meant to be alone for the rest of my life. Seeing this scene made me open my eyes and realize that now.

Sorry for rambling. That scene just made me real emotional and I related to it more than I wanted to.

writing-in-riverdale  asked:

i still believe it's cheryl, i think she's the one falling through the ice from that director dudes instagram!! talking about the performance kj & madelaine gave for the finale. and we all know kj broke his wrist during that episode so i feel like maybe cheryl could be the one that suffers bad and madelaine had to under go something obviously for scenes!!

Ooh that’s a good theory! I’m still thinking it’s Cheryl as well but the argument my film teacher provided regarding Polly keeps swaying me back and forth.

Photo shoot Ready: Tom Holland x Black Actress

Requested: Tom and Reader are called to do a couples photo shoot and interview for Vogue. Tom is a bit nervous because he believes the photo shoot is a bit risque. 

You walked hand in hand with Tom on the set of the photo shoot. It was 3 in the morning and the shoot would last nearly all day. 

When Vogue called you two, you were a bit worried- You and Tom’s relationship had lasted for nearly 6 years because of how private you were. Both of you felt like a photoshoot of some sort was like bragging and that it made your relationship seem very staged. But after a long discussion with To and both of your teams, you all agreed. 

You saw your reflection in the dressing room mirror, “Yikes.” You had on one of Tom’s hats and you looked tired, very tired. Tom had his own separate dressing room along with all of the clothes he was to wear. 

You checked out the costumes and a few of the pieces, some were nearly just pieces of cloth. Tom was a bit anxious about the whole theme it was supposed to be modern day Bonnie & Clyde. He didn’t want everybody seeing you naked but he knew that was a part of the job. 

Haz was by his friends side looking through his clothes. “This leather jacket is sick!” Haz said taking it off the rack. “Yeah, I wonder what they have Y/N wearing?”

“Mate, it’s going to fine.” Haz laughed. His style team came walking through the door, “Alright T, you ready?” 

“Yeah.”

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Rave master : Favorite chapter

This manga is one of my favorites and one of the first ones that i read. I loved this manga so much. I read it again just to revive the funny moments and this interesting story about raves and etherion. I was thinking in this chapter that it’s actually my favorite of the whole manga, they all in happiness before the last battle

¡how much i loved this chapter! it’s all about both realizing their feelings to each other but at the end they couldn’t say it HAHAHA

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In this part, Haru is overthinking in Elie and when she smiles to him, he gets crazy. Musica tells him that if he has something to say, he had to say it now, because they don’t know what could happen tomorrow, then haru says that he doesn’t want this to be the last night and that it was (lyingggg)

Julia tells Elie that she loves Haru and that she should go and kiss him while she is drunk but elie refused, then we realize that it’s a plan from Julia and Musica to put them together (i loved these two for that omfg friends goals)

Musica holds haru at the floor while Julia says to him that she’s going to undress elie and she says it’s okay, because you don’t care huh? and then haru it’s like (STOP PLEASE SHES MY WOMAN WTF) not really but…Then he says ‘’I like elie. (MY FEELINGS JUST EXPLODED) but elie was drunk lol. Julia tells him to come and tell her that otherwise she’s going to undress elile completely as she was born lol

Haru puts some courage and takes a whole bottle of alcohol and says he is gonna do it!, also he gets naked here (yk girls huh)

HES HOT

When he’s about to say it, elie spits fire on him because of that alcohol that Julia gave her at the beginning.

(belnika is concentrated in her thing…HAHAHA)


MASHIMA KNOWS HIS THING MAN, I LAUGHED SO BAD HERE

I really cannot wait for what is coming with Nalu confessing feelings!

Anyway, that’s the end of the chapter, for me it was pretty funny and they realize their feelings, even if they didn’t tell each other. They will say it later.

Last night i was imagining this scene with Natsu and Lucy, Julia as Cana, Musica as Gray, think about it and laughhhh!

Zayn imagine inspired by the gif above.

(not my gif)


You were a photographer who worked with One Direction when they were on tour. You were responsible for taking photos of them performing on stage and helping them with their Twitter and Instagram accounts. You couldn’t even believe that this kind of job existed until you started doing it and found out how full on and exhausting it really was.

You loved the job, it was amazing. But the job wasn’t the only thing you loved.

You were on the road with the boys since day 1 of the tour and you had grown incredibly close with all of them. Being a similar age to them was what did it, a lot of the other people on the crew were a lot older then the boys, so it was nice to have other people your age to hang out with. They were like family to you and when they weren’t on stage you were spending time with at least one of them, either chilling out or doing something naughty and mischievous.

You were especially close with Zayn, who you had grown incredibly fond of over the last couple of months, and you wouldn’t say you were in love because you didn’t feel you could admit it to yourself just incase he didn’t feel the same way, but it felt a lot like it.

On this particular day management had asked you to take some studio pictures of the boys to use for the tour book they were starting to create.

Usually they would have booked a professional studio and photographer but they were short on time and had decided to just set up the backdrop, lights and camera gear in a hotel room.

It was midday, the boys were in between interviews and management had told you they wanted it done quickly and efficiently, pissing you off a little knowing they had now put stress on both you and the boys.

They all came in on time, perfectly dressed with make-up and hair done from their last interview that morning, and Louis volunteered to go first stepping in front of the camera. He immediately started doing funny faces and acting like an idiot. You loved the guy and his humor, you really did, but management had put a lot of pressure on you and you didn’t have time for this. But he was funny and you giggled anyways. Once he had got you laughing you both couldn’t stop and you ended up getting the most hilarious pictures. You did ask him to do some serious pictures, thankfully getting two.

Harry however, was not as compliant. After seeing the way Louis had acted for you he decided it would be best to one up him, doing stupid dance moves and making funny faces. You didn’t get one normal picture of him. However you were running out of time.

Niall and Liam were much the same as Louis. They did a few normal shots with the rest being silly. What could you do? They were perfectly comfortable with you and knew how to make you giggle. They were troublemakers and flirts and they loved it.

Zayn was the last to go in front of the camera. “Hi sweetheart,” he said sweetly before starting to model his favorite poses. He made you blush incredibly bright.

With just a few frames left to go Harry jumped over giving Zayn a kiss on the cheek, making Zayn make an incredibly funny reaction, sending you into a fit of giggles.

It was then your boss came in.

“Well this looks professional,” he said sarcastically and darkly. He had an unfriendly look on his face, frowning deeply.

Your breath hitched.

“Sorry sir,” you said gulping.

He walked over to the computer beginning to look through the images you had taken. He did not look impressed. In fact, he looked furious.

“What the hell are these? I asked for professional profiles! Not this nonsense. Someone please find a professional photographer to come and take some real pictures instead of this immature child!”

You felt sick in the stomach, wanting to crawl up into a little ball and cry. All the boys looked horrified for you. Zayn quickly strode in front of the man looking even more furious then the man himself.

“Who do you think you are criticizing her like that! The pictures are amazing! They look real! Sorry for us having a good time and smiling but that’s just who we are! So if you want to blame someone, blame us!”

The man looked completely taken back by Zayn’s yelling. He was not usually one to yell and make a scene.

You didn’t know what to say either. The room was in complete silence.

Harry decided to break the silence. “I like them too. They feel like the real us.”

“Completely,” Louis added.

Niall and Liam nodded in agreement.

The man gave up. “Fine. If you want unprofessional photos blasted all over the Internet, whatever, but don’t come crying to me when they get bad reviews.”

He stormed out of the room.

No matter what the boys had said you still felt the need to cry. Zayn saw it and ran over to you immediately, holding you in his arms tightly and resting his chin on your head.

“It’s ok love,” he said, “He’s a jerk. And by the way, those photos are awesome. All of your photos are. Don’t let anyone ever convince you they aren’t.”

You looked up into his eyes and nodded.

Despite all the boys being in the room Zayn didn’t miss the opportunity to kiss you softly on the lips. Any sadness you felt a minute again disappeared immediately.

You cuddled tighter into his chest. He chuckled.  

Later that night you and the boys ordered pizza and beer and sat on the floor of Harry’s hotel room looking through the pictures and chuckling. They all picked out there favorites, Niall and Liam both posting a few of themselves immediately on Twitter, and any concern you had earlier that day was non existent.

You spent most of the night next to Zayn, sneaking glances at him on occasion. At one point he had shifted incredibly close resting his chin on your shoulder.

Louis looked over at the two of you and chuckled.

“For god sakes will you two just get on with it and kiss. You’ve been looking at each other all night. We don’t care.”

Zayn chuckled in your ears and turned your face with his finger. He kissed you softly but passionately.

The boys cheered immaturely. Must have been the beer.


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THIS!!! This is what I wanted to see the most. To see this smile of Tomoe. To see him happy to run with Riku again!! This scene gave me the rest and there my tears just flowed. I couldn’t stop crying because i was soo so happy for Tomoe and Riku, but especially TOMOE!! TT^TT !!! Now my kokoro doesn’t hurt anymore ♥ It’s to bad that this was the last episode of Prince of Stride but …. huh … i’m just happy because … god Tomoe I have no words anymore, just wanted to say that Q////Q I’m happy that Tomoe is happy ♥ Now I’m drowning in my feelings of happiness. ~ ♥ My precious Tomoe Q^Q ♥

Bruh. This movie was amazing. Not only did new generations get to watch NWA and their music evolve before their eyes but their generation got to relieve it. The actors were on point. Ice Cube having his son play him made it feel like it was actually Cube on the screen and it seemed so real. I liked that it didn’t just focus on the good of NWA but also on the bad like the beef between Eazy and Cube. It touched on many subjects that unfortunately today we are still dealing with like racism and police brutality (not being mutually exclusive). Some of the scenes in the movie gave me Deja Vú like, “I saw that on the news a couple weeks ago.” It also allowed you to see their reality in Compton and how the violence and the drugs there affected them both negatively and positively. Ugh, it was just a great, well put together movie.

Oh and I was hype that they had Tupac, Snoop and Suge. I mean fuck Suge but Tupac and Snoop, Death Row.

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    Goodbye                                                       Father.

My Starlet

“For God’s sake, please don’t ruin this!” you say to yourself as you look in the full body mirror. You twist and turn a few times, checking out how the outfit hugs your body in perfect ways.

The people working wardrobe really know their stuff.

You were decked out in a grey tank-top, a flannel shirt that was rolled up to your elbows, a pair of skin-tight faded jeans, and a pair of black doc martens. The jeans gave you such a nice shape, and it helped with your confidence.

It was your first day of filming anything professional, and you landed a spot on your favorite television show of all time. Even better than that, you would be playing the other half of your favorite character on the show. Mr. Jared Padalecki.

The role had opened, and you were one of the first to know about it because of a friend of yours who was in high places. You auditioned along with hundreds of other girls. Somehow, your acting chops were good enough for them to pick you up as a regular on the show.

You hadn’t met Jared, Jensen, or Misha yet, but you were looking forward to it. Your first scene would be with Mark Sheppard, so it was something to look forward to.

There was a knock on your trailer door, and it broke you from your thoughts, “Come in” you called

The door opened, and you saw a woman of about 36 standing at the door with a headset and a clipboard, “Miss (Y/L/N), I was sent to bring you for hair and makeup” she said with a sweet smile.

“Awesome!” you said, unable to contain the excitement you felt. You fell in step with her as you made your way to the hair and makeup trailer.

“My name is Sandra” she introduced herself, shooting you another soft smile. Her blonde curls bounced as she walked.

“I’m (Y/N)” you introduced yourself with just as much enthusiasm as she did. She was incredibly nice, and it took you by surprise. You had this preconceived notion that movie people and TV show people would be snobs, but she was breaking the mold.

“Mr. Ackles, Mr. Padalecki, and Mr. Collins all send their best wishes on your first scene” she said, and you smiled. They knew you existed to a certain extent. It would be official once you were able to shake their hands and see them in the real world.

“When do I begin filming?” I asked

“You’re scheduled to begin filming promptly in 90 minutes. It’s enough time to get pampered and make it to the studio. You should even have enough time to meet with Mark before you begin filming. I know that everyone here is looking forward to meeting you” she said

“Really?” you asked as your spirits lifted

“It’s been a while since we’ve had a new face in the cast. The last regular we had was Mr. Chau” she said, and you giggled at how funny the titles were. You were used to calling them by their first names to your friends, so it was odd to hear her addressing them so formally.

“I’m just happy to be here for any amount of time. Of course, it’s an honor to be picked up as a regular on this show. I’ve been watching it since the very beginning, so this feels surreal” you said with a wide smile “I’m just reeling at the thought of getting to meet Jared and Jensen”

“You’ll get there. Depending on how quickly things get finished, you’ll meet them sooner rather than later” she said just as we reached the trailer. She opened the door for me “Miss (Y/L/N) is here for hair and makeup” she announced, and all eyes turned to you.

“Come on in, sweet pea” one of the women said to you. She was in her early 30’s, and she had soft hazel eyes with strawberry blonde hair.

You followed her instructions and left Sandra at the door.

“I’ll be back for you in an hour” she said, and you nodded your head. You were placed in one of the hair salon chairs. It was much more comfortable than you thought it would be.

“I’m Joan, and I’ll be doing your makeup. Stacy will be working on your hair” the hazel-eyed woman said. You averted your eyes from her to see the other blonde that she was motioning to.

“Before we get started, though, Jared left something for you” Stacy said, handing me a folded piece of paper.

“That kid made us promise not to read it or until you did. Trust me…we wanted to” Joan said as she began to collect her tools. You unfolded the paper, and you eyes locked onto the neat handwriting.

Dear (Y/N),

I’m so sorry I haven’t been able to meet you yet, but I want you to know that I’m really looking forward to shooting our scenes together. I’m so excited to see your work, and I’m even more excited to greet a new member of the Supernatural family. I’m sure you’ll love it here. The anticipation is killing me, but I’ll make it through another few hours. I can’t wait to meet you!

Sincerely,

Jared P.

“Oh. My. God.” you said, feeling your heart swell with joy. A smile found its way onto your lips, and you knew that it would never go away. Every eye was on you.

“What?!” Stacy and Joan asked as you reread his note to you. You handed it to Joan, and she read it aloud. Everyone in the trailer had wide eyes by the time she finished.

“You have to write something back” Stacy said

“There’s no way he’s gonna get it. I can write it, but it’ll be with me until I see him” you said

“That’s what PA’s are for” Joan said before eyeing a young woman who was sitting on the other end of the trailer “Vanessa, would you mind running a note to Jared for this lovely young lady?” she asked, and you looked over at the aspiring actress. You knew that job. Being a personal assistant wasn’t usually too much fun unless you enjoyed the person you were working for.

You were a PA for Nikolaj Coster-Waldau for all 4 seasons of “Game of Thrones”, and he was a fantastic person to work for. When you found out that you got a role in “Supernatural”, he urged you to do it even though it would mean you had to leave the crew of “Game of Thrones”. He was always so supportive. You’d worked with others who weren’t so supportive, too, but he stuck out much more than the others did. You hoped to treat any of your future and present PA’s with just as much kindness.

“I’d be happy to” Vanessa responded, and a wide smile spread across your lips. You grabbed a notebook and a pen from the counter before thinking of what you could possibly say to him.

These would be the first words he ever heard from you, so it was a make or break kind of deal. You didn’t want to come off as too excited to meet him because then he would think you were a stalker. At the same time, though, you didn’t want to come off as annoyed because then he would think that you thought you were better than everyone else.

You decided to be honest.

Dear Jared,

Thank you so much for the sweet note you left for me. It really boosted my confidence for my upcoming scene with Mark. I needed an incentive to make it perfect on the first try, and you gave that to me. Don’t feel too bad about not being a part of the initial welcome wagon, either. Besides, the anticipation can’t be killing you as much as it’s killing me. I’m more excited than a Star Wars fanatic becoming a real jedi.

Sincerely,

(Y/N)

“Could you take this to Jared?” you asked Vanessa, and she nodded her head with a friendly smile.

“Will do, Miss (Y/L/N)” she said as you handed her the folded note. She hurried out the door, and you felt the butterflies in your stomach.

What if he doesn’t like it? What if he thinks I’m too dorky?

The negative thoughts were unrelenting in your mind. You were so self-conscious about what he was going to think of you.

“Hey,” Stacy’s voice broke you from your reverie “everything’s gonna be fine. He’ll love you” she said as she began to pull the comb through your hair.

“I’m sure he already has a crush. I mean, he’s never sent notes to anyone before” Joan said as she began applying makeup.

“He definitely doesn’t have a crush on me. Besides, my character is supposed to be rugged, not beautiful. I can’t even imagine the kind of makeup I need to pull that off. I won’t look like something out of a magazine, I’m sure” you said with a laugh

“There are a few things you don’t know about stylists, then” Joan said with a smile. She began applying eyeshadow, but you weren’t able to see exactly what she was doing “we have a say in the makeup that goes on your face. Stacy and I decided that, while your character, Catherine, is strong and fierce, you’re going to trick others with your stunning good looks” she said

“So, almost like Bella?” you asked

“In a way. Your first scene with Mark is gonna be one of them. The character of Catherine shouldn’t scream “hunter”, so you’ll look beautiful the majority of the time” Stacy said from behind you

They continued to work on me for another 10 minutes, not giving you a chance to look in the mirror. After 10 minutes, the trailer door opened again, and Vanessa walked in with her hands behind her back. A sly smile was on her face. She walked over to me before revealing a folded piece of paper in her hands along with a red rose.

When she handed me the note, I unfolded it quickly.

Dear (Y/N),

Your dorkiness is adorable. You and Jensen should get along just fine. As for the two of us, I’m sure we’ll make the perfect team. Jensen and Misha both want me to say hi to you on their behalf, so “hi”.

I have complete faith that you’ll do a spectacular job in your scene with Mark. Hopefully, Jensen and I can finish filming soon enough for me to see you in action.

I’m really sorry about the rose not being real. It’s one of the roses we used as a prop in the last scene, and I don’t think anyone is gonna miss it. I’ll get you a real flower soon, don’t worry. Good luck in your scene, and-once again-I can’t wait to meet you!

Sincerely,

Jared P.

“Well, isn’t he just a little Prince Charming?” Stacy asked

“That kid is something else. He doesn’t cease to amaze me” Joan said, and you smiled up at Vanessa as she handed you the fake rose.

While it wasn’t real, you reveled in the fact that he thought of you enough to put an effort into actually finding it for you. It was sweet. Your father always taught you that it’s not the gift that matters, but it’s the thought behind it.

After the hour was up, Sandra met you in the trailer to sweep you away to film your first scene. You fell in perfect step with her as your heart caught in your throat. The anticipation was killing you. The butterflies were nearly bursting out of your stomach, and you tried to will them away.

“So, you still have about 15 minutes before shooting is supposed to begin, but Jared and Jensen are still filming their scene” she said, and your hope of meeting Jared on your first day diminished. She noticed that you were visibly discouraged, so she tried her hardest to cheer you up, “it’s not too terrible because I know that Mark has been looking forward to meeting you”

You nodded your head, knowing that you couldn’t let such a small inconvenience ruin your experience here. You would meet Jared, Jensen, and Misha at some point. You were playing Sam’s love interest, so you would have plenty of screen time with him.

“(Y/N)!” you heard an excited voice coming from your left side. It was a voice you’d heard so many times at various conventions.

Being a PA and close friend of Nikolaj, he would request to bring you to each Comic Con. Sometimes, you were too busy, but most of the time, you were able to attend with him. You would always sit in on the Game of Thrones panel, The Walking Dead panel, and the Supernatural panel. His higher-pitched voice didn’t sound at all like the voice he used as Castiel.

You turned your head to look in his direction, and you stopped dead in your tracks. Instead of greeting you with a handshake, he pulled you in for a close hug.

I’m gonna have 45 heart attacks right now!

“It’s so great to finally meet you” he said before pulling away from you “I’m Misha” he added

As if I don’t already know.

“It’s nice to meet you, too” you said, feeling out of breath.

“I’m really sorry to break this up, Mr. Collins, but (Y/N) has to be on set with Mr. Sheppard” Sandra interrupted your moment of pure fangirling. You were in her debt, but you would’ve enjoyed much needed bonding time with Misha. He was brilliant and much more handsome in the real world.

“My apologies. Give Mark a hard time for me, and good luck on your scene” he said, patting your shoulder before walking away.

You continued to walk with Sandra, a small smile playing on your lips as you continued to think of your encounter with Misha. The smile only brightened when you thought of your upcoming encounter with Jensen and Jared.

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Joker x Harley

Honestly, I do not ship this for it’s abusiveness. I admit that this ship can be abusive, but what intrigued me is the story of two psychotics being able to love each other (in their own way).
Do not get me wrong, I’ve heard about the comic and cartoon version of Jarley and I do not ship that since it seems heavily one sided and of course, abusive.
However, I do love this ship in the SS movie a whole lot. The movie is clearly romantisizing the two. I walked in with very little knowledge and shockingly to you probably, I did not even know Joker would be in the movie. I paid very little attention to the movie marketing and advertising itself so I’m quite clueless at how it’ll turn out. I was merely trying it out only because my friend wanted to watch it. Who knew it’ll hit me so hard and I walked out of the cinema shipping Joker and Harley.
I think Harley Quinn is portrayed as an independent and strong character in SS, so is Joker. Basically, what impression they gave me is that they are both physically strong and capable of taking care of themselves but emotionally, they are weak to one another.
I think it is interesting how Joker can feel love and love Harley, even if it is hard for someone like him to express love ‘normally’. If you ask whether he cares for Harley or not, an example I can give you is the Club Scene. Joker was triggered when someone referred to Harley as a “bad bitch” either because it disrespected Harley or was hinting on trying to hit on her. Either way, Joker would not tolerate that shit. Being the Joker he is, he made a sarcastic joke and killed that guy to prove his point: no one shall disrespect or hit on Harley in front of him. I don’t think he’ll let that remark slip by if he does not care for Harley.
Speaking if Harley, Harley herself basically submitted to Joker mostly at her own will, saying how she can take the pain and jumping into the acid vat herself. She still said “yes” and “I do” even when Joker repeatedly ask her questions which gave her the chance to deny. She can take this psychotic man because she of how strong she felt for him. (And of course, giving him a machine gun)
Joker himself was surprised by her feelings which was new to him, him not being able to act in the 'normal’ way is expected.
Despite that, the way Joker acted towards Harley must have given Harley some sort of hope that this can be love, even if it is so very different than 'normal’. The baby clothes in the scene where Joker had knives all around him and the illusion Harley had of marrying Joker and having kids also hinted there might be something happening between them that is not mentioned in the movie.

This is how I felt about the relationship between Joker and Harley (IN THE MOVIE). This relationship can be deemed as “unhealthy” and not a relationship goal, but it is alright to like it and enjoy the story and not drag it into reality.
Jerad mentioned SS is only the beginning of the story of Joker, so I am really hyped to find out more of his character and Harley Quinn’s since the movie itself have taken a different route on their character and relationship compared to the cartoon and comic.

What MR said about him knowing if they were bringing him back to TWD or not.

Okay so I was watching a old YouTube interview video with Michael Rooker because he’s just so awesome lol BUT this is what he said explaining on whether he knew he was coming back to the show or not after his rooftop scene.

“They kept doing things with Merle’s stuff, Merle’s stash, Merle’s motorcycle, Norman (Daryl) was mentioning his brother all the time. They were throwing little hints all along the way…”

Idk if I’m too far deep in the TD atmosphere but isn’t this what they did with Beth as well. Throwing little reminders at us. Such as using the blonde walkers, her knife, mentioning what the group has lost, the music box, the similar quotes between her and Daryl being reused. All these things were thrown at us throughout all of 5B… Like they did for Merle throughout Season 2?

He also said before that quote that they went back to him on the rooftop in the very next episode. And that gave him a hint too.

Could Emily Kinney’s hint be the not-aired-yet scene of them putting her in the car instead of burying her? Not saying they’re the same but it’s similar. At least I see it.

Tagging:

bethgreenewarriorprincess bethuswillrise happycookiieblog and a whole lot of others that are not listed.

If you wanna be tagged in these kind of things I post, inbox me. I’m just bad at knowing who wants to be notified and who doesn’t. I feel like I can get annoying at times so if you give me permission to tag you, it’s your problem not mine lol jk but seriously just tell me.

I... Feel so attacked

Saw Magic Mike XXL. And all I can say is… I feel used. There was not one moment, ONE MOMENT, where they gave me time to recover from the last scene. I felt so light headed and weakhearted. So much thrusting, so much… Booty. At one point I was begging for the movie to just end and we weren’t even halfway in! And at the end of the movie I felt like I was taken advantage of. I’m not saying it’s a bad movie oh GOD NO. It was just more than my body heart could take… And I’m willing to put myself through it all over again 😂😂 I need a nap.

HI HELLO HEROACA LAST EP FEELS

SO THE LAST EP AIRED TODAY AND IM JUST AGNIJKSUNHOSRFHJMSFOL HELP ME OMFG MY HEART GOODBYE

FIRST OFF IM JUST CRYING BC IZUKU CARES FOR ALL MIGHT SO MUCH THAT HE JUST JUMPS INTO DANGER EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS HE MIGHT DIE AND IM JUST ADGMSKFJHNMDK JUST TO SAVE DAD MIGHT

THIS SCENE SERIOUSLY GAVE ME SO MUCH DAD MIGHT FEELS OK IM JUST IZUKU WAS STARTING TO FEELSO BAD BC HE FELT LIKE HE WASNT ABLE TO HELP ALL MIGHT AND THE FACT THAT IZUKU SAID IT IN A WHISPER AND ALL MIGHT CAUGHT IT RIGHT AWAY AND REASSURED HIM THAT NO YOU DID HELP OKAY SHHH DONT BEAT YOURSELF UP MY SON

*YELLS REALLY LOUDLY* BEST DAD DAD MIGHT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

CAN I JUST DIE LOOK AT THE FATHERLY LOOK ALL MIGHT IS GIVING IM CRYING SO HARD DAD MIGHT IS REAL OMFGMHFDHODIJHDOJG HELP MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HE’S A PROUD DAD IM JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

SO FCKING PRECIOUS AND IZUKUS LOOK OF RELIEF WHEN HE KNEW THAT ALL MIGHT WAS OKAY ADMGBDJGHBSFLHSF HELP

THIS PART THOUGH I LAUGHED SO HARD I WAS LIKE KIRISHIMA WAIT NO STAY HOLD UP FREN DONT COME NEAR *YELLS*

THEY ARE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

IM NOT SUPPOSED TO THINK THIS IS CUTE BUT OMG LIKE FATHER LIKE SON AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

BABBYYYYYYY

THIS WAS SO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HELP ME OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

ALSO THIS ANNOUNCEMENT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY FSHDFGHD SECOND SEASON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MORE DAD MIGHTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

WELL THAT WAS LONG I HAVE A LOT OF FEELS IDK WHAT TO DO WITH THEM HELP ALSO WISH ME LUCK BC IM GOING TO READ THE MANGA AND I’LL PROBABLY DIE AND CRUMBLE INTO PIECES A LOT GANBARE AKI IM SO DEAD ILL DIE WONT I BUT MY CHILDRENNNNNNN AND HIS DAD DGSFHJDGJFKJHGK 

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ahhh you’re all lovely! sorry my replies are always late, and these aren’t even all the wonderful messages otl - if yours isn’t on here, know that i read it and i love you ;3;

no one asked for this but i wanted to say something after all the heartbreaking messages i’ve gotten, and this is sort of my collective, Serious response:

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little complains

Alright, so I had a journey with Tales of Zestiria game and anime. Now I’m watched 13th episode of anime and I got to shout out my frustration so ones looking for some Nezushi thing can skip this post (well I will mention no.6 anime too so it’s your choice).

For first of all Do anime makers really had to push main character who is gay into some girls if it’s not an pure yaoi anime?

Let’s start from beginning. I just finished Zestiria game and it was clear that Sorey is in love with Mikleo. They care for each other very much and alright it could be counted as brother/best friend relationship. But it’s clear that it’s not if you pay attention. Sorey don’t have interest in girls. When Zavid talks about going watch girls in sauna isn’t interested, but when Mikleo gets from sauna Sorey attention tuns on. He think that Mikleo is beautiful in novel. Mikleo cried when Sorey couldn’t see him and he couldn’t help him once Sorey was almost killed. Before final battle Mikleo was going to say his confession but he postponed it until better time. Not mention promise of waiting for Sorey even thousands years.

And all for all Producer of game said himself that for Sorey “Mikleo is one and only one”
Even some straight couples never got such clear words that those two are canon.

But then we have anime. It didn’t bother me, boys keep touching, smiling, looking at each other with love but since 12 something gone wrong. Funny skit about Sorey joking from Mikleo true name was first warning but I overlooked it. Now after 13 episode it really looks like Sorey don’t care about Mikleo. Whole Alishia matter and nearly corruption scene was so strange and unnecessary. Don’t get me wrong I loved Alishia. I would maybe use her in my party more than Rose, and I love that girl also. I just love all characters from this game. And don’t get me wrong in this matter too. I loved previous straight couples in Tales of series. I ship JudexMilla, ColletexLoydd, KohakuxShing, SophiexRichard etc as hard as now I ship Sorey and Mikleo.

In the end this season looks like Mikleo is only one caring and loving Sorey who is focused more on Alishia. I started to feel bad for him, really…

So I’m asking again. Why? Why Ufoable done such thing?

Can’t we have anime with main story focused on storyline with BL couple?

It’s feel like NO.6 anime, when plot was so mixed and this episode really felt like moment when Nezumi asking Shion if he going to have sex with Safu and Shion is like “maybe”

Why?

Shion loves Nezumi. It’s clear in novel and manga.

So why putting such lines into their mouths? Do they really needed to push Safu into this? Do they need to push Alishia into 13 episode like that even if she probably (spoiler from game) married Sergei and they had son who is showed at the end of game before scene of Mikleo and Sorey reunion?

Why messing up good canons?

I only could feel really bad about anime!Mikleo and for us SorMik shipers because anime makers gave so much hints in some episodes for their love and it was all illusion they wanted to get money from. And this realization left me with really bad feelings… 

Ehhh, I better get back to drawing Nezushi doujinshi right now… T_T