this scene and their faces and everything about this relationship

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It’s poison. I can feel it.

Acting - Dylan O’Brien (Smut)

Song: Alessia Cara - Wild Things

Rating: MA (17+ for Explicit Content)

Pairing: Reader x Dylan O’Brien

Word Count: 3,191

Warning: Exhibitionism(sort of), Oral (M>F), NSFW

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anonymous asked:

So SCrs have a post comparing 3x07 with 8x10 and saying that Elena made everything about her, about Stefan feeling anything or he'd lose her, but Caroline makes it about him regardless of their relationship... I know you didn't watch the episode, but what do you think?

I watched that scene and here is where context comes into play.

In 3x01 we learn that Elena has been searching for Stefan all summer, like literally for two or three months basically all she’s been doing is chasing leads.

and she’s been fighting everyone about searching for him:

and in 3x02 she faces werewolves for him:

In 3x03 she hid in a murder closet while Klaus the Original Vampire who thinks she’s dead, is right outside so she can see Stefan and bring him home:

and then Stefan breaks up with her after all of that:

and then in 3x05 she is hit by Klaus:

she watches Stefan tear apart her classmates:

and she’s still there like:

telling him to fight and he just needs to want it bad enough and he’s compelled to bite her which puts her in the hospital:

but in 3x06 she’s right there like:

and then 3x07 comes around and before that moment that the SCers are comparing to 8x10, Elena spends the day learning from Lexi on how to get through to Stefan, it’s about her methods and the things you have to do to get him to feel again:

She watches him suffer, listens to him talk about how he wished her never met her and she just has to take it , like it’s exhausting being there and going through that while at the same time her brother is cheating on her best friend with a ghost, Klaus is trying to make hybrids, like the world is coming apart at the seams and she’s needed elsewhere so she goes where she’s needed and Stefan asks her if she’s giving up, the one person who has been his cheerleader, who has been relentless in getting him back, who has been there no matter how hard he’s tried to push her away:

and she says:

Like no, I’m still here, I’m still your cheerleader, I’m still stubborn and she also says:

which is fair because she’s done everything, she’s risked her life for him, she brought his dead best friend to help her get through to him, tortured him, pleaded with him, but he needs to want it too, which is a line very much about him as is this:

and this line:

is an appeal to his humanity which makes absolute sense because it has been established and re-established that his humanity is directly linked to Elena.

In 3x01, she’s the one he calls, not Damon, not Caroline, it’s Elena:

In 3x05 he freaks out when Klaus hits her:

he told her she was what kept him from giving up:

Klaus marvels at the love he has for her:

and he fights compulsion for her:

So why wouldn’t Elena appeal to his humanity by threatening to give up on him? After everything she’s done for him why wouldn’t she realize that she’s spent so much of her time and been consumed with getting him back?

When 8x10 rolls around, what has Caroline done for Stefan by that point? Nothing. She’s talked at him.

In 8x08 they haven’t even interacted, she hasn’t been searching for any plans or any methods to help him out of his deal.

In 8x09 she talks at Damon about Elena and dances with him then talks at Stefan then stakes Stefan and throws a ring at him.

In 8x10 she manages to get him chained up and talks at him some more:

She didn’t risk her life for him, she hasn’t spent months searching for him, she’s a vampire so she has eternity on her side while Elena was a human who was being hunted by original vampires, Caroline is just getting started when Elena was invested by the time 3x07 rolled around. They are in two very different places and frankly Elena and Caroline mean two very different things to Stefan. Give me 3x07 over 8x10 any day.

So I haven’t been watching su since the whole Singing-Slavers-human-zoo debacle, but I’ve been ruminating over a bunch of stuff from the last couple of seasons and how peridot has been handled makes me really mad.

We know the crewniverse loves to “fix” people with relationships (whether or not we see any on screen chemistry). When they slapped lapis and peridot together, they “cured” them of their mental illness/neurodivergance. Sure, lapis gets an episode or two to act mopey and gets triggered by amethyst in another, but other than that, being in a relationship with peridot “cured” her. She’s all better now because instead of facing her problems now she’s just with peridot and that makes everything fine somehow. Everyone talks about that.

What I hear almost nothing about is how lapis has, apparently, “cured” peridot. When peri first came on the scene, she was cynical, analytical, reclusive and on top of all that she showed obviously autistic traits. In the last three eps I’ve seen her in, she’s lost all of her “negative” (read: obviously autistic/neurodivirgent) traits and become a sort of hyperactive art hamster or something.

It’s almost as if the new writers/storyboarders viewed her autistic traits as bad and just threw them away! °o°

the only one I see come up is her scripting/ecolalia and it’s used mainly as comic relief. Other than that, she’s become an upbeat, neon-green popsicle with no purpose other than “try not to say the J word around Lapis, plz” and it fucking sucks.

And we never mention that amethyst threw her limb enhancers (I.e. her accommodations) into the ocean. When it comes up in the show that she needs them, Steven is the only one who cares. Never in the show is any effort made to recover them, Steven just makes her some paint cans and everything is fine because Steven ‘bleeding-heart-liberal" universe can do no wrong. Amethyst also tried to chuck peri’s tablet in the ocean (see a theme here?) But because it made her metal powers work, ame is a big hero.

This show had some kindness to it at one point, but it’s all gone now. Instead of teaching kids to stand up against even the most mild injustice or showing how teamwork and clear communication are what make friendships and other relationships work, now they’re telling kids to listen to the bigot’s side of things and to be sensitive to that “opinion” even if you have the means to help the people it hurts (like why was no one worried about any of the people in the zoo? They had literally all of security on their side and they didn’t try to do a damned thing about those enslaved people!).

TL:DR su has gone rotten. It puts forth bad/abusive relationships as a cure all (especially for things that should never be treated like they can be cured {e.g. neurodivergance}) and espouses straight up racism.

P.S. the new Lars was super fucked up. He puts it best himself: “ I was acting weird all day and everyone just LIKED IT?!” I love how this show teaches kids to violate people’s bodily autonomy because they’re not happy, positive people all the time. It feels like there’s so much eugenics hiding in su and it’s made me really uncomfortable for a long time

Mark Pellegrino @ Asylum 18

A few random bits from his stage talks that I noted down:

* About a Jared fart during filming: “I don’t know what his diet is, but it’s not good!” When asked if he carried on acting the scene in spite of the smell, he replied that he was “too busy trying to get to all the free oxygen”, then added with a smile: “It’s why I enjoy torturing him.”

* “It’s sort of fun jumping Jared.”

* The most Luciferesque comment: “Aww, look at the baby! … I want to eat the baby. *Coos* Hello buddyyyy!” *Mutters darkly* “Their brains are so tender… Did I say that out loud?”

* Alaina and Mark singing happy birthday to an audience member, but in a slightly sinister Abaddon and Lucifer slow and murderous kind of way! xD

* Pelly rubbing the back of his head like ALL THE FREAKIN TIME… until the cute little tuft of hair at the back was sticking up.

* He said that he loves The Beatles (which has given me a headcanon that In My Life is Samifer’s song, because Jared once said that was his fav Beatles song. Aww!)

* If he could possess anyone, it would be Donald Trump, to “make him do things”, though he already thinks Trump is possessed!

* He dislikes the narcissism of Lucifer and the fact that he wants to wipe out humans, because he himself is very pro-humans thriving. But he does relate to the rebellious, anti-authoritarian side of Lucifer; the part that “deliberately stirs up shit” and asks why? “That’s the aspect of his individualism that I really dig”.

* He talked about how it was “heartbreaking” to film the scene where he kills Gabriel, and that he sees parallels between Luci and Gabe’s relationship and that of Sam and Dean’s.

* When someone mentioned the other actors who played Lucifer’s meatsuits, he jokingly refused to even acknowledge Rick Springfield’s existence. He kept scrunching up his face and saying “Who?” repeatedly.

* My favourite part of his talk was when he confessed to being afraid of everything and admitted to feeling “a sense of being less than I am”. He encouraged people to challenge that in themselves and practice going outside of their comfort zone because “Courage is a habit.”

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I was rewatching 6.8 again and something struck me about this scene. 

In this scene we see Delia talking about Patsy, she’s scared and alone. Patsy is the only one who truly understands and knows her. They quite literally piece together like a jigsaw and are not whole without one another. When Delia can’t get in touch with Patsy she fears she’ll never be whole again, she’ll never experience love in that way again and no one will truly understand her. “she’s vanished” and “i’ve just disappeared” emphasises that they cannot truly exist without one another. In this scene Delia is facing the heartbreaking possibility of a future without Patsy.

But what struck me about this scene is that everything Delia is voicing is exactly how Patsy would have felt when Delia had her accident. Delia had no memory of Patsy following the accident, Delia wasn’t herself and therefore became someone Patsy “knew once.” Delia’s memory had vanished and thus all recollection of her relationship with Patsy. She couldn’t be reached during this time. And it was as if Delia had vanished from Patsy. Patsy faced the heartbreaking possibility of a future without Delia. 

It’s not exactly a parallel but it’s interesting to see that they’ve now both experienced the fear of having to live without one another. How they’ve both had to face a future alone, knowing they’d never be who they truly are again without one another.

anonymous asked:

I still can't get over the fact that Magnus was going to let Alec walk away and that it was obvious from his reaction that this has happened to him before so he just resigned himself to it but then Alec stays he comes back and Magnus looks so relieved and happy when he say "I'm all for effort" I'm crying

I mean when you look at it, Anon, it is 1x12 all over again. Magnus lay his feelings in front of Alec at the scene in his loft, but Alec told him to back off. And I am sure Magnus would have just done that if not Ragnor’s death “happened” and ghost!Ragnor told him like “Someday, someone will come along who will tear down these walls you’ve built around your heart…” which made Magnus realize, maybe I should give this one more chance so that’s why he went to Alec’s wedding. Because he knew there was something between him and Alec, something he couldn’t just simply let get away.

But even after Magnus made that decision and put his heart on the line, he could’ve never been sure if Alec wouldn’t just stomp on it. When you look closely at the scene you can see that even after Alec chooses himself and walks down the aisle towards Magnus, Magnus is still unsure if this really happens. If this is true. I think it finally dawns on him when Alec kisses him in front of everyone.

Same with 2x06 now. They hadn’t had time for each other. They always had to postpone their date. And when they finally went on that date it was all kinda awkward after the story of Magnus’ 17000 exes. So on the way home Magnus probably already braced himself that this thing with Alec and him might maybe lead to nowhere—because it seemed that Alec couldn’t handle it.

I mean Magnus was kinda struggling to maybe hold Alec back when Alec was leaving but he didn’t make a move. Accepting that this was the end before it even begun. So when Alec came back, you can see the surprise on Magnus’ face. And again, it takes Alec to kiss Magnus to make him fully understand that Alec chose Magnus. And this time, it really was all about him. Alec chose the man he had feelings for. And everything else just didn’t matter. And the realization when this sank into Magnus after their kiss, like Alec and him actually starting to be in a relationship now….so pure. All those raw emotions. It was simply perfect!

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Favorite Stiles Scenes: Season 6A, Episode 10: The Reunion with Dad Part 1: ‘I found you. I can’t believe I found you.’

Come on, you had to know this scene would be first one I would do! ;) Anyway, I absolutely love this scene. It’s the absolute, sheer joy on the Sheriff’s face that does it. He’s so happy to see his son again he’s almost in tears. And Stiles has missed him so much that all he can do is hug him as tight as he can. I love the Sheriff/Stiles relationship so much and you can tell that Linden and Dylan really care about each other. 

I also absolutely love the coloring for this set. I feel like I got it just perfect and you can see everything. I’m working on the second half of this scene when the Sheriff ‘sacrifices’ himself so Stiles can get out. Hopefully that one will be out tomorrow or this weekend. 

Here is all we know about The Pepperwood Chronicles

Dedication: “To Anthony Rizzo and the Chicago Cubs, for all we’ve been through. And to my friend Jessica Day for the same thing.” (6x01)

Forward: "Best enjoyed with shrimp cocktail.” (6x03)

Direct Quotes and Excerpts:

  • “Julius Pepperwood loved three things in his life… "his gumbo…his sex, and more of that sweet gumbo. Her legs were as long as the deep….” (6x12)
  • “The sun baked down on Pepperwood’s back as he moved over to the St. Charles streetcar. The driver handed him a brown paper sack. Without opening it, Pepperwood knew what was inside: blood-soaked beignets.” (6x15)
  • “Pepperwood lay on the ground - "in a puddle of blood. "Jessica Night broke through the barricades and ran to his side. ”‘Even though he doesn’t have muscles, “he seems incredibly strong’ Jessica thought, "as she looked into his perfect, sexy face. "Even now, even covered "in the blood of the man they both knew as Schmith, "the two sat in silence in the hot, New Orleans night, "waiting for the words that would never come.” (6x22)

Characters:

  • Julius Pepperwood
  • Jessica Night - the reason Pepperwood gets out of bed every morning (6x22)
  • Gator - Pepperwood’s best friend and clairvoyant brother (6x12)
  • Schmith - puppy kicking, dirt bag, villain (6x03)
    Jewish sociopath who wears a bolo tie and eats applesauce out of a baboon skull (6x22)
  • Bayou Sue - possible letter sender (6x18)
  • Lady Diamante -involved in underwear incident (6x18)
  • Gay dog - (6x18)

Descriptions:

  • "A hard-boiled Chicago cop turned New Orleans detective, racing around on fan-boats, drowning that two-faced DA in a bucket of jambalaya. Finding John F. Kennedy… alive?” -Schmidt (6x03)
  • “New Orleans story about a guy fighting with the alligator within.” -Nick (6x18)
  • “Race. The sexualization of the American handgun. It’s a story about his ambiguous relationship with with justice.” -Nick (6x18)
  • “Pepperwood, he’s a private investigator It’s about a man who has nothing, who risks everything, to feel something.” -Jess (6x19)

Noted Scenes:

  • Highly graphic sexual shed scene (6x15)
  • Scene in the fish morgue (6x18)
  • Transcribed local news: ..”the irony that Pepperwood’s violent world is being translated into sound bites for mass consumption…” -Schmidt (6x03)
  • Dilemma at the fish market (6x19) (thanks @newgirl-videos)

One-Liners:

  • “Ah-don’t.“ (6x12)
  • “Kill yourself.” (6x19)

About the Author: Link by @jessicadamnday

Random facts:

  • Fandom name: Pepper-heads (6x18)
  • Inspired Fanfic written by Robbie (6x03)
  • Intended for Blue-collar nautical workers on the coastline of Maine, enjoyed by young adults everywhere (6x18)

Did I miss anything???

anonymous asked:

Can you tell me PLEASE your thoughts on Barry and Iris sitting in their window and how he caresses her face? And the lighting

I’m so sorry this has taken me so long, anon. I’m almost exclusively on mobile and I wanted to back this up with pics/gifs. Plus life is so full I can barely find  moment to breathe. So I’m quite late, but here you go hope you see it. :)

(No gifs or pics are mine.)

Honestly Running Home To You is in itself a perfect love song from a musical, filmed almost as if it were being performed on the stage. All they have is two actors, a set and lighting, and a song. And the sobbing audience, of course. ;)

So I’m glad you asked about the lighting because I was quite impressed by their use of it.

First things first though, everyone has already waxed poetic about how beautiful it was and how softly he caresses her face. Everything about the scene is soft. The song is soft, the touches are soft, the lighting is soft. It’s comfort and home, just like it should be.

(Hold it together, man…don’t…cry…) Grant is a very good actor and it shows here, but he’s never quite as good as when he’s acting opposite Candice. There’s a reason they looked everywhere to find such a perfect fit, since their chemistry and how they gel together is of primary importance considering Barry and Iris are the top of the speedster family tree and their relationship is iconic. Grant and Candice acting together are a director’s dream in that they work off each other and become even stronger actors together. That’s impressive considering how strong they are alone.

So we get a love song sung to Iris, only the two of them. It’s from the heart, it’s everything it needs to be to make up for the other one being spoiled. Note the lighting is soft amber when he starts and Iris is further into the apartment, mimicking lamp light from their home.

When they move in front of the window, the lighting shifts to blue. So pretty, so soft, so romantic.

But the lights outside the window remind me of something else. For that matter, so does the blue. What does it remind me of? Oh yes.

This.

Look at the lights! It’s not a perfect match, but it has similar elements to the other. Focus on the color blue, pretty lights, romance, we even get a similar pose with Iris’ arms around Barry’s neck.

So while it’s entirely possible that this wasn’t a conscious choice from the crew, it very well could have been. Iris is also wearing a darker blue dress here that doesn’t pull focus from the lighter blue lighting. There seems to be quite an emphasis on the color blue this season when it comes to westallen, besides the classic red and yellow because he’s the Flash. So what is that? Blue is a lovely calming color that evokes peace and stability, yes, but it’s also the primary color of the speedforce. Is this a nod to Iris as Barry’s anchor? Possible foreshadowing of speedforce involvement in beating Savitar/losing Barry to it? Savitar himself has blue highlights to his suit. We could drive ourselves crazy with theories at this point.

But the main thing I take from this is that this is again almost a “reset” for westallen, harking back to the occasion they finally got their first date right and their romantic relationship on track. It fits, considering the first proposal was spoiled to a degree and their relationship had been derailed. And it’s just lovely.

And then, of course, when Barry proposes for a second time the song is over and the lights have changed just like they do after every love song in every musical I was ever in, and of course they reflect the reds and yellows of the Flash because that’s who this show is about and there is no Flash without Iris West. I approve!

Also, that pillow was perfect set dressing, lol. Nice.

All in all, the cast and crew gave their all for the musical ep and it showed. And westallen has raised the bar for all couples everywhere. (I won’t get started on the writing choices made to finangle them to this point, lol. No seriously don’t get me started…)

Westallen deserved a gorgeous iconic romantic scene, and it was so nice that we actually got it. :) Now I need to go watch that scene again excuse me…

Originally posted by forbeautifulpeopletv

Hugs for you nonny, sorry I’m late!

Not Experienced - Choi Seunghyun

Originally posted by porimu



Pairing: Choi Seunghyun X Reader

Word Count: 3,197

hope you guys are gonna enjoy this cause i obviously did

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Y/N was standing off to the side while she watched everyone set everything up for the scene she’d be shooting tomorrow. She was shaking with anxiety seeing as it was something she’d never done before in her short list of projects she’d participated in. A sex scene.

And if it weren’t bad enough that she was filming a scene, having to pretend to know what she’s doing when really she doesn’t even know what she is doing since she’s never experienced a real orgams her life, which she had to now fake, she was doing it alongside the one person on this set that she had the biggest crush on. Choi Seunghyun.

When she first found out she’d be acting alongside Seunghyun she cried. She cried for nearly an hour, her emotions ranging from disbelief to excitement to pure terror. She hadn’t even met him at that point. And when she did she nearly cried again right in his arms as he hugged her.

That was three weeks ago and she had finally gotten over the initial shock of facing and working with her celebrity crush and actual crush. But now she was terrified all over again because she was going to be filming this scene with him, going into it completely blind. God knows how many times she’s going to fuck it up and have to restart, effectively annoying everyone including Seunghyun.

“This is your first sex scene, huh?” His voice echoed from less than a foot behind her and she whipped around to see him standing there, watching the setup for the mock-bedroom they’d be in. He averted his gaze to her and gave her one of his luxurious smirky smiles.

“Yeah.” She mumbled, turning her attention back forward as Seunghyun stepped up, standing right beside her, his arm brushing against hers.

He tucked his hands into his pockets and rocked back on his feet awkwardly. “It’s not that bad, really. You get used to it after the first few takes.”

That statement did no good for calming Y/N. Knowing that she’d have to do multiple takes for this scene made everything seem ten times worse. “That’s great.” She mumbled sarcastically, earning her a chuckle from Seunghyun.

“You’ll do fine. Just…think about the real thing, ya know?” He shrugged. She sighed, mentally slapping her palm over her face as she let her head droop down. She’s only ever had sex twice and neither times were good at all. She was positive she hadn’t even orgasmed. She didn’t know what it was even suppose to feel like.

Her experience with sex came from a year long relationship with a boyfriend she had nearly two years ago. They only slept together twice. The first time was absolutely horrible. Y/N even cried if she remembered correctly because it was nothing like she expected it to be. She thought it’d be romantic and pleasurable but really it was nothing more than a rush of limbs and lips in the backseat of her ex-boyfriend’s car. Not to mention it was painful as fuck. The second time was almost no better, the only benefit begin it took place in an actual bed. But again, it wasn’t pleasurable and she nearly cried for a second time.

“That’ll be a little difficult for me.” She murmured ashamedly, her hands sinking into her pockets, her stature now mimicking the boy standing beside her.

Seunghyun’s head swiveled to the side as he looked down at her with a raised brow. “You’ve never had sex?” He asked her as if it was a real concern. She felt the heat rush to her face as she groaned.

“No—I mean, yes. Yes, I’ve … had sex. I just—“

“It wasn’t good? Don’t really have anything useful to pull from the experience?” Seunghyun beat her to the punchline.

She nodded timidly, rolling her lips between her teeth as she shifted uncomfortably on her feet. “It was horrible.” She laughed dryly, reminiscing on the two worst nights of her life. “It was rushed. Pretty sure I wasn’t actually sexually attracted to the guy in the first place. Which is a real punch in the face, seeing as I wasted a year dating him.” Seunghyun stood and listened as Y/N ranted on about her experience, or lack of. “There wasn’t even any foreplay, not that I’ve ever had the chance to really know what that is or experience it. I’m assuming it’s stuff like oral and whatnot.” She felt silly talking about this with him. Especially because it was Seunghyun. The last person she’d ever thought to have this conversation with. But she had to admit that speaking about it was lifting a huge weight off of her shoulders.

“So you’ve never … ?” Seunghyun asked awkwardly, gesturing a hand in the air haphazardly before shoving it back into his pocket.

“Orgasmed? No. And yes, I know I probably need to do a little research about how to at least fake one before tomorrow. As much as I hate the idea, I’ll probably spend my night watching porn—“

“Nuh-uh.” Seunghyun shook his head, cutting her off in an instant. She snapped her head to the side, her brows furrowing. She was about to open her mouth to ask why but he continued. “Porn is fake. Dramatic. Half of the shit you’ll watch is nowhere near what a real orgasm will look or even sound like.” She nearly smiled and laughed at the fact that he knew this fact. It didn’t click that it was because he’d seen a girl, or girls, actually orgasm before but she thought more about how he maybe had done research. And for some reason, the idea made her want to giggle.

“So what should I do then? It’s not like I have someone to just go sleep with before tomorrow. And even if I did, I doubt it’s be magical enough seeing as it’s been nearly two years since the last time I even did anything like that.” She could feel the drip of frustration just beginning to trickle through her body at the whole ordeal. “I mean, what would you advise me to do?”

“Masturbate.”

The word rolled off of his tongue so casually, so smoothly as he continued looking forward, not even looking down at her—like he was answering the simplest math problem ever before moving on. But Y/N, on the other hand, stood there with wide eyes and her mouth slightly agape. “I—I’ve never—“

“I know you haven’t. Or you wouldn’t have this reaction.” Seunghyun finally looked down at her and waved a finger in her face. “But maybe you should try it. It’s not a big deal. It’s normal.” He shrugged. She’d always thought masturbation was a sexual thing you weren’t suppose to talk about with others but here she was with her co-worker, having what he probably believed was the most natural conversation ever. “Just go to bed tonight and try it out. Something may happen, something may not. I don’t know. Not exactly sure how well it’ll actually go. For a guy it’s pretty easy. But I assume if I can make a girl cum with just my fingers than you can do it to yourself.”

She nearly choked at his words, holding up her hands to him to stop him from sharing any more details of his sexual experiences. “Thanks for that.” She seethed with sarcasm. “But I don’t think I’ll do myself any good.”

“Do you want to do this scene correctly tomorrow or not? Go into it completely blind and I guarantee we’ll be here all night until you finally get it right.” Seunghyun brushed off, shrugging. “Think about it,” is the last thing he said to her before spinning on his heel and strolling away, leaving Y/N there to think about everything he’d just said.

She knew he was right. If she didn’t do something tomorrow would just be a huge disaster. Maybe if she did at least try to get a little feel for it she could channel it and make the whole thing not as bad.

She sighed, walking off to the parking lot to drive back to her hotel for the night.

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Y/N walked onto set the next day, having already gone through wardrobe and makeup. Now she was just waiting for them to set marks and then she’d get to finally shoot the scene she’d been most dreading. Last night was a total bust for her. She tried her best to do as Seunghyun advised her but it just didn’t work out and now she felt completely screwed.

“So, how’d it go? Did you do what I said?” His voice came up behind her just as his body did until he was standing beside her like the previous day, hands tucked into his pockets.

“Yeah.” She said flatly, gnawing on her bottom lip.

“Anything?”

“Nope.” As soon as the word left her mouth she heard Seunghyun sigh which only made her more annoyed than she already was. “What the hell are you getting all huffy about? You’re not the one about to make a fool of yourself in front of twenty plus people!” She snapped, instantly retracting back into her shell, an apologetic look on her face.

She expected Seunghyun to retaliate but instead a small grin creeped onto his lips, his interest piqued at her outburst. “I’m not. But maybe you should calm yourself a little bit.” He said softly, his hands coming out of his pockets and reaching at her sides to grabs her clenched fists she hadn’t even realized she made.

She let him carefully pry her fingers open as he looked at her with a reassuring glint in his eye, making her calm down immensely. “I’m sorry. I just know I’m going to fuck up a bunch of times and I don’t want everyone to be annoyed with me.”

“It’s alright. They’ll get over it. And if worse comes to worst I’ll do something about it. Alright?” Seunghyun spoke calmly, his tone making every last bit of nervous tension in her body wash away. She hated how easily he could manipulate her.

She nodded just as the director called places, the calmness she felt not last very long.

She lied in the bed, they were about six takes in and Seunghyun could tell she was becoming frustrated. He hovered above her, shirtless and shimmering slightly from the sweat he had built up from repeating the intense scene over and over again. They’d always got a decent amount into the scene but when it came time for Seunghyun to disappear under the blankets and for her to start moaning, it all crashed and burned. She was immensely embarrassed by now and she honestly just wished she’d drop dead.

Seunghyun looked down at her as they waited for the cameras to be set back into place. “Look at me.” He murmured softly, his hand stroking softly over her hair. She rolled her eyes in frustration and looked up at him, her face and glare hard. “Just let go, alright? You’re doing so good you just keep psyching yourself out at the last minute. Just relax.” His hand never stopped soothing over her hair, the feeling making waves of tingles rush through her body.

Y/N nodded, sighing and closing her eyes for a moment to breathe. It the moment that her eyes were closed Seunghyun pressed a soft kiss to her forehead, making her smile and huff out a laugh. “Thanks.” She said softly, looking to the side to see the director getting ready to start up again.

“Y/N, just relax!” He shouted out from behind the cameras. She nodded, holding up the hand she had rested on Seunghyun’s back to give the director a thumbs up. Her hand returned to it’s place as she looked back at him. She gave her a comforting smile and a small nod.

“Ready?” He asked, searching her face for any sign of doubt.

“I think so.” And with that the director called places and then action.

Seunghyun’s lips instantly connected with hers as they began kissing heatedly. This was the easiest part for her. She’d kissed Seunghyun multiple times in the past three weeks while filming stuff so that was a walk in the park. But as soon as it got more heated than that she began to fall apart.

Seunghyun’s hand reached for hers, their fingers tangling together as he kissed her with as much passion as he could fake. She hated that this was so easy for him. That he couldn’t make any mistakes so she was always to blame from their slip-ups. She just wanted to do it right.

Y/N let out a soft sigh as Seunghyun kissed from her lips down to the spot just below her ear, sucking softly. “Relax.” She heard Seunghyun whisper quietly, so quietly that not even the boom mic could pick it up. She swallowed, allowing her hand to come up and run through his hair as he nipped softly at her earlobe, nearly breaking her concentration. That wasn’t scripted.

The small gesture caused a rush of tingles to move through her body and up her spine. She swallowed the pressure in her throat as a sudden rush of heat at the entire situation made it’s way to her core. That hadn’t happened for any of the last six takes. At least not this strongly.

Nevertheless they both continued, Seunghyun kissing back up to her lips before mumbling just loud enough for the mic to pick up. “You’re so beautiful.” It was breathy and she’d heard it six times before but this time it had an actual effect on her, making her wrapped her hand around the back of his neck, something she wasn’t meant to do, as she pulled him harshly against her, kissing him roughly.

She felt the twitch of a smirk that his lips pulled into before he moved down her chin and throat, kissing over her pulse point, a moan falling from her lips that she just couldn’t contain. He nipped her skin as if to praise her for the sound before kissing down the valley of her breasts, over the middle strap of her bra and further.

Her heart began to race as he pressed kisses all across her stomach and hips. This is where she always messed up. Finally, Seunghyun disappeared under the covers completely but she managed to compose herself and continue. She reached out and fisted the sheets as the script said, just about to let out her first sigh of fake pleasure when all of a sudden she felt Seunghyun’s lips on the inside of her thigh.

She nearly choked at the feeling but continued, surprised she hadn’t fucked up yet. What the fuck was he doing?

Her hands began shaking as he kissed farther down her thigh. This wasn’t suppose to happen. He was suppose to be faking it all—not really touching her.

She let out a moaning gasp as the feeling of his lips connecting with her covered core, his tongue swiping over the fabric of her increasingly soaking underwear until the tip of his tongue was flicking against her clit. She choked back the loud moans she wanted to let out and opted for softer ones instead. She really fucking hoped the director wouldn’t call cut right now. She was enjoying this rebellious turn of events too much.

No one could see what Seunghyun was doing to her under the covers but the thought of someone catching them sent a shiver through her body and she visibly shook. She sucked in a shaky breath when Seunghyun pushed her underwear to the side, a loud moan slipping her lips when he kitten licked up her slit before pressing his tongue flat against her, collecting as much of her wetness as he possibly could. She couldn’t help the sounds tumbling from her lips as he continued, effectively driving her insane.

“Oh god,” fell from her lips. It wasn’t scripted and it was loud enough for everyone to hear but no one stopped them.

“You’re doing beautifully, Y/N.” The director commented as they continued, the sound of his voice snapping her out of the daze for a quick moment. Seunghyun must have noticed or knew because he instantly slipped his tongue inside of her, easily making her lose her train of thought again.

Her back arched as she felt a burning heat pooling in the pit of her stomach. Something she’d never felt before. Seunghyun licked back up to her clit, wrapping his lips around it and sucking harshly before nibbling on it. She was a moaning mess now and one of her hands even slipped under the blanket to run through Seunghyun’s hair. Once again: unscripted. But the director must have really loved all of these ‘improvised’ moves and sounds because no one off camera said a word.

Seunghyun sucked more harshly, his tongue licking over her quickly and before she could react the heat inside of her exploded, her body shaking as she pulled at the sheets and at his hair. His tongue continued to move over her slowly as he brought her down from her high, her chest heaving and her fingers lazily massaging his scalp.

“Cut!” The booming voice of the director snapped her, almost violently, out of her trance as her eyes snapped open and she jumped. “That was perfect!” The director cheered, a few people around set clapping, probably happy that the day was finally over. Seunghyun popped out from under the covered and she craned her head up to see him with a huge grin on his face. She huffed out an exhausted laugh as her head dropped back down onto the pillow while Seunghyun crawled back up to level his face above hers.

“Nice acting.” He taunted, kissing her on the nose. She rolled her eyes and mimicked his grin, her hands slowly trailing up his back, her fingers dancing across his spine.

“You’re going to hell.” She joked back, running her fingers through the short hairs at the base of his neck. Seunghyun laughed, a hand coming up to card through her disheveled hair.

“So, how was your first orgasm?” He asked, pride seeping through his voice as he made no effort to hide it.

She bit her lip as she felt the heat rushing to her face. “Amazing.” She mumbled, her other hand coming up to cup his cheek as her thumb soothed over his cheekbone.

“Well, there’s a lot more where that came from if you’re up for it.” The words made her chest tighten with excitement. “But first we should probably get up before people start to pick up on something.”

She smiled and nodded, letting him climb off of her before she sat up. She couldn’t believe he’d just fucking did that, but she sure as hell didn’t regret it. And if he was true to his word, she was extremely excited to see what else he had to offer, after this experience, she wanted more.

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Sooooooo guys this is my first smut and i hope you enjoy it cause like a had to get some ideas from my friends which kinda failed :3  but anyway i hope you enjoy it see ya guys ;)

anonymous asked:

that fight was so devastating! we never really saw jughead like that, especially when he's with betty,their moments are always quiet,gentle like that last scene. what did you think of it? i need that scene dissected

Oh Nonny, I’m not gonna lie: I LOVED that fight. I was absolutely giddy with glee while it happened. It was raw and angry and it brought so many of Jughead’s insecurities to light because even as he was lashing out, it was more self deprecating than finding any faults with Betty. He kept praising her even as she denied it and found so many faults within himself. It was heartbreaking but I’m so glad for that fight.

Jughead addressed some really important issues. Namely, Betty’s “perfection” and Archie. And while they didn’t re-address Archie in their later scene I don’t even know if they really need to.

Lili and Cole are AMAZING together on screen. Their actions and reactions and the emotions they bring out in each other is electric and captivating.

Betty’s face when Jughead mentioned Archie was devastating and you know that they both realized Jughead went a step too far with that remark. Her choosing to walk away COULD have been perceived as a realization on Betty’s part. It could have been Betty realizing Jughead had a point.

BUT IT WASN’T. Lili played that perfectly in a way where you saw NO REGRETS on Betty’s face about her relationship with Jughead and NO lingering feelings for Archie. She was more insulted and angry that Jughead would accuse her of that.

And look at what it lead to, exactly as you said: another soft, intimate scene with the two of them coming to a deeper understanding of each other as people and as a couple. My only issue is that I wish that diner scene had been longer. I wish we’d seen MORE of them talking about everything in their fight, going over all of their issues. But then a whole episode could have been dedicated to that talk and I still would want more :P.

I know I keep bringing up the “anchor couple” meta I wrote, but the way they’re writing them so far really does show how much of an anchor couple they really are. Contrasted with all of Archie and Veronica’s issues Bughead is a safe haven. They’re not “perfect”. They fight and have issues and THAT’S OK. They come back together stronger and their relationship deepens and becomes more stable as a result.

This got long and rambly and it’s not very organized but I’m going to go into this in so much more detail in my emotional intimacy meta which needs to be revised with this new episode. I may write a separate post on all my feelings about this episode in itself because it was just so good. Also, now I’ve started ANOTHER meta just on Betty’s feelings about the word “perfect” and everyone’s perception of her “perfection” vs her own.

So I hope this is enough for now Nonny. Stay tuned for the upcoming metas :)

Three Reasons Why I Love Guy of Gisborne (That Aren’t About His Looks)

There is a popular idea in the RH fandom that people like Guy primarily because Richard Armitage is hot.  I’ve had thoughts about this for a while, but I just caught a glimpse of an old post in which that notion plays a prominent role, and thought, what a good way to procrastinate! 

I’m not about to argue with the observation that Richard Armitage is good looking, and I don’t think may other Guy fans would.  But the idea that this is the main reason why most of us like him is, frankly, wrong.  I would argue that it tells us more about the fans making this claim than it does about Guy fans.

The first two are my personal reasons, which others may or may not share, and a final one that I think probably is a popular, if not the most popular, reason.

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The entire conversation in the C$ scene about Davids father was so….wrong. like….both their dialogues made absolutely ZERO sense. This entire show is just a bunch of….whitewashed garbage, where H00k can just cry and feel bad for himself and Emma doesn’t care about the fact that he murdered her dad’s father, oh no! It’s about him destroying his memories and not giving snowing a chance to FUCKING FORGIVE him?? What kind of fuckery is this? She literally just BRUSHED past everything to talk about how he’s “changed”? This show keeps using that fucking word over and over and over again. I just wanna bash both Emma and H00k’s faces in. I can’t fucking stand them and I was so utterly grossed out by this stupid scene. I will never understand the appeal in this stupid boring ass “relationship.” I guess I’m just thankful I’m not a shallow ass peabrain because let’s face it, that’s what you have to be in order to sit back and gush over Craptain fucking Yawn.

“During the course of the story he is faced with exactly the same prospect (faced by his father) – of losing everything again. But it’s a catharsis for him. He realizes the only thing that matters is his family, his relationship with his mother and his love for Margaret, which he believes will never happen. He goes from being a somewhat tyrannical entrepreneur who is money-grubbing to someone who is prepared to shed all of that for love. It’s an amazing scene for a man of that time. It’s not about Victorian manners. It’s very now…… Her breeding and her mental attitude are at odds with her actual financial means, while John doesn’t have the intellectual means but has the financial means. Each has something the other wants … I also think part of the attraction has to do with the antagonism of their relationship. She challenges him. No one has ever done that to him apart from his mother, and he and his mother have a strong working relationship. Most of the women presented to him are silent and very conformist, but Margaret is different. There’s a very fine element of his mother he sees in her. It’s not necessarily an attraction but something he thrives on.”

Richard Armitage

SPN 12x19 “The future” (a.k.a. Destiel) Spoilers

Listen up you guys.
Can somebody explain to me what this Destiel implied f’ckery kind of episode is?

Before anything else I’d like to state that:
1. I do not normaly talk about episodes except for something like “That was amazing” or “I’m shook”, so this is pretty intense.
2. I do not watch the show just because of Destiel. I know Destiel is just one of many parts that makes spn what it is (unofficially) so I watch the show by focussing on the events but still keeping in mind Destiel
3. For me personally, Destiel is just the relationship between Cas and Dean. I don’t care whether it’s just friendship, family or a romantic relationship. Their happiness is what comes first.

So now that my general opinion about the show and Destiel is kind of clear: 
Think about the amount of Destiel scenes in an episode that would make me forget everything else about the episode?

I mean ?????

There is SO MUCH going on in this episode. The colt, Cas’ powers, the friggin Satan’s child??

But Destiel practically JUMPED in my face so that at the very beginning and end of the episode the only word that I can use to describe this week’s episode is “Destiel”

And there’s literally more posts about that mixtape than about other important facts like what the hell is going on with Cas?

And what really makes me think about it is the fact that this episode was WRITTEN this way. I don’t care who or why but the bare fact that somebody thought it’s a good idea to show us Dean’s heartbreaking eyes or just casually talking about a mixtape or pushing Cas against a wall or just trusting him with the keys of the one material thing that means the most to Dean: the impala..??
MIXTAPE guys. I repeat..MIXTAPE (+ there was no need for this scene?? Why are they doing this to us?)

They could have just called the episode “The Future of Cas and Dean”

I mean.. Please keep in mind that I, somebody who never discusses new episodes, felt the need to put out the fact that there was A LOT of Destiel in this episode. The writers are really getting into it more every new episode and tbh that means that there’s a higher risk of them ripping out our hearts.

WHAT DO I DO WITH MY LIFE NOW

Me for all time, me forever:

Spare YOI Episode 12 thoughts, because I’m home at my parents place for the holidays and away from my graphics machine and thus unable to pour all my extensively overflowing YOIness into fanart or comics @_@

  • I watched this twice, once during the simulcast and then again later in the day once I’d calmed down, and I liked it a lot better the second time. The first time I was upset because it felt like Victor’s sudden return to competitive skating felt really counter intuitive to his inner monologue in episode 10. I’m still kind of iffy on this “I’m your competitor! But I’m also your coach! ..and I’m also your fiance!” have your cake-ism and eat it too-ism, but on 2nd watch I’m more ok with it because while Yuri urging him in that direction starts out as his own insecurity, by the end of the episode, it seems more about Yuri’s desire in the very beginning to be able to stand on the same ice as Victor as his equal. There’s obviously a skewed power dynamic at play in being coach / pupil and with your life partner you should always be an equal to have a healthy relationship. 
  • The opening scene: Victor is upset because the closest he’s come to a love declaration is kissing Yuri’s hand and telling him his request to take care of him until he retires is like a marriage proposal THEN telling him he hopes he never retires, only to have Yuri tell him right before the last night of the Final, hey dude, Ima retire after tmw k, thx for everything. Which, if you think about it, is a pretty big slap in the face emotionally- Victor’s intent was obviously “I want to be with you forever” and Yuri, in behaving this way, seems to have taken it more as something about Victor’s belief in him as a skater or… something?! No wonder he burst into tears! Then Yuri reads this all rather densely as Victor being upset about coaching / studenting?!? Poor Victor!!!! Victor’s romantic feelings for Yuri are pretty obvious but Yuri, despite also being in love, is clearly inexperienced and doesn’t know what to do with / about his feelings, and Victor realizes that if he pushes, Yuri will probably run away. 
  • Look, I’ll be honest, like most of you I was raring for this season to end with a wedding (I was hoping for Yuri’s win, a wrap up to his and Victor’s love story, and for season 2 to focus on Yurio with Victuuri in the bg) but clearly Yuri is not there yet, and for now I’m ok with the slow burn continuing to burn into proper, life-time sustainable warmth, though I continue to feel bad for Victor, because in my head canon, the time he’s spent chasing Yuri since last year’s GPF banquet is probably the longest he’s ever gone without having sex, since he’s now dating / engaged to / SOMETHING with an emotionally immature but adorable virgin marshmallow. 
  • Stay by My side and Never Leave Me pair skate, they change leads, canon confirming seke pair / switching just like actual real-life gay couples, I’m crying tears of joy 
  • Phichit on Ice please make a 5 min long episodes series spinoff about this here I am again crying tears of joy 
  • Hey, so, they live together in St. Petersburg now right? Right. RIGHT. 

What a gift these 12 episodes were, I will never again experience anything like the joy of seeing episode 10 for the first time, being completely convinced I hallucinated it, and immediately watching it again just to confirm. I haven’t really watched much anime since leaving Japan 10 yrs ago, in recent years if you’d told me if I’d have an experience like this I would have laughed at you, BUT LOOK AT US NOW. 

Can’t wait to get back at the end of the year and draw a bunch of stupid things to tide myself over until Season 2. In the meantime, I did fever-write yet another one of those ubiquitous “Victor’s POV at last year’s GPF banquet” fics last night as I was jitterily trying to calm myself down enough to go to sleep, so if you’re into that kind of thing, you can check it out here, I apologize in advance for everything and nothing.

UNTIL NEXT TIME. 

I kind of want it specified that like. Frank says his wife ripped his heart out, brought the pain, etc etc. In the scene, he’s using he and Maria as a pretty poor example for a healthy relationship, but it’s because he has no context for what’s going on with Matt and Karen. He doesn’t see Matt treat her like she can’t take care of herself, tell her to be quiet and step down when she has a point she wants to make. He never sees the lying and the let down and them mutually pretending to be better people than they are. He sees a relationship going through a rough patch.

Frank’s face when he talks about Maria says everything. She gave him hell, and he loved it. When Karen yells at him in the prison (rot in your god damn jail cell) he like. RESPONDS to that. He’s PLEASED. He thinks it’s great that she’s like ‘heY FUCK U CASTLE’. Frank knows he’s always been kind of a shit, he’s full aware that he’s an asshole. It stands to reason that Maria knew that, but also knew he was a good dude and so threw any and all bullshit he spewed back in his face. (Which isn’t to say I think they fought a lot, so much that Maria didn’t stand for his nonsense, and Frank knows he needed to hear someone tell him to shut up sometimes. Maria and Frank balanced each other out, I think.)

And even if it hurt to have the truth shot at him, he was madly in love with the fact that she did it. That she cared enough about him to see all the shit parts of him and still wait for him to come home every time he went away.

Point is, I’m real upset about Frank and Maria like all the time you guys.

Steroline Appreciation Week: My Favorite Season 6 Scene: Stefan comforts Caroline in the woods in 6x13

I stole this idea from scienter because she wrote about her favorite scene and I thought that would be a great thing to add to show appreciation to our favorite couple :) So I picked the scene in 6x13 after Stefan pushes Caroline to break because she’s trying to bury the emotional pain she feels over not being able to save her mother from dying. For me the reason this scene is my favorite overall of the season is in encompasses everything about their relationship in one shot.

You see their friendship, the budding romance, the honesty and trust and you see the one line for me that always defined them “you don’t have to pretend with me.”

First you get a crystal clear shot of how badly Stefan wants to kiss Caroline, and maybe it’s because he’s a little drunk and he’s giving up control easier, but you can see painted on his face that’s all he wanted in that moment.

There’s realization on Caroline’s face as well, she sees this turning romantic and a part of her wants it to but she’s in such an emotionally heightened state she can’t give herself over to her feelings for Stefan as badly as she wants to.

So Caroline turns away to keep from hurting Stefan and herself and his first instinct is to reach for her because he doesn’t want her to think she can’t be vulnerable in front of him.

Then Caroline apologizes for turning away, for being an emotional wreck, and he reached for her cheek to gentle wipe away her tears as she’s still trying to hide from him.

It’s not until he keeps his hand on her cheek and gently holds her that she falls into his arms and begins to sob as he lets her take all the comfort she can from him in that moment, feeling her pain but also trying to take some of it away.

And that’s what being in love with someone should be about, it’s about being with someone you can be completely honest with. It’s being with someone who knows what you need even if you don’t say it. Love is friendship set on fire.

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