this rosy life

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It’s been so long since the last time I posted some selfies on this blog. I’m not sure why. Maybe it’s because I liked the semi-anonymous persona that I have been playing. Or maybe, I just fancy how I could be away from my actual self whenever I’m on this site. I have been leaving and coming back here for two years now. I’ve been caught up with responsibilities and realities of adulthood. However, I can’t put myself to deactivate this. I used to always tell myself that I’d come back and write here the way I did before. A few weeks ago, I started being active again and I was surprised to see how a lot of things changed. I don’t recognize almost everyone and I think that’s a good thing. Sure, I missed my old friends but I am sure that they left this site because of acceptable reasons. It feels like I’m starting again and I am excited and terrified at the same time. 

Anyway, I posted these pictures of mine to introduce myself. I’m not really good with hello’s but I am trying my best.

Hello! 😊My name is Nicole Adrianne. I always sign my quotes with my initials, N.A. You can call me Adie, for short. I live in the Philippines and summer is just starting here. I miss the rain. I watch a lot of Kdramas lately and last December I asked my hairstylist to give me a Korean hairstyle. Thus, the bangs. Three weeks ago, I was so irritated how it reached my eyes so I impulsively cut it and it looked like Kim Bok Joo’s. It’s such a relief it grew now. I drink coffee all the time. So some of my writings are products of palpitation. The kind of music I listen to depends on my mood. So I listen to almost everything. I major on Computer Science and I’d like to be as good as Felicity Smoak. Stuck In Love is my favorite movie of all times. I think I am Samantha Borgens without a Lou. I think I am okay with that. I don’t know what else to say. I’m not really comfortable talking about myself. 

But hey, you can talk to me. You can be friends with me. I’d like to get to know you better. I wish I can stay here for a long time. There are lots of things that I want to write about. I hope you can stay here, too. I am used to being alone but a little change won’t hurt, right? 

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Rosie, you deserve someone who loves you with every beat of his heart. Someone who will always be there for you, and who will love every part of you,especially your flaws. I know Katie needs her dad. I don’t want to intrude. So if this is all wrong, just ignore it and I promise. I’ll never broach the subject again. Greg’s not the man for you, Rosie. Twice I’ve let you slip through my fingers. Let’s stop being afraid and take the chance. I know now I can make you happy. Call me if you feel the same way. 

                                                                                                 Love, Alex.

Life is funny isn’t it? Just when you think you’ve got it all figured out,
just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something,
and feel like you know what direction you’re heading in, the paths change,
the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and
east is west, and you’re lost. It is so easy to lose your way, to lose direction.
And that’s with following all the signposts.
—  Cecelia Ahern, Where Rainbows End