this really takes me back to '05

1:05 am

This topic to me is a very delicate topic, something which I really didn’t want to talk on at first, but I feel sharing my story would help others out there.

It started around March last year, after getting back some of my results in the 2nd year of my Law degree. I got a result which I really wasn’t too pleased with and I was so close to taking drastic actions like dropping out of the LLB because of the stress I was going through at the time.

I thought nothing of it at first but I would feel butterflies in my stomach and would wonder why this was happening to me. It became more frequent to the point where even seeing a notification on my phone would trigger it. I had no clue on who to go to, or who to talk to about it. So I did some research and realised the symptoms were in line with Anxiety.

At first I couldn’t believe it, I thought I could brush it off and the feelings would go, it just kept on getting worse, I stopped eating for a period of time and then secluded myself from everyone, Thinking it would help me. I finally decided that I would talk to my mother on this, being the person I am, I don’t like to put stress on my parents, I want to deal with it on my own. But it helped me significantly, being able to talk to her about it. Talking to someone you trust about what’s making you anxious can help. You may find that they have encountered a similar problem and can talk you through it. It may be that just having someone listen to you and showing they care, can help in itself.

The constant worry that went through my mind, the fears, not reaching my full potential would go run through my mind. It became apart of me to be expecting a “flight and drop” that’s how bad it felt.

Things that worked for me, were breathing exercises and listening to music or creating music. I had to try and conquer my negative thoughts and have a constant battle in my mind that I will succeed.

This experience changed my outlook on life and made me realise that our Mental health is just as important as our physical health. DO NOT take it for granted, look after your mental health, be selfish with it, it is extremely important.

I know that it doesn’t come just like that, but take it every step at a time, it’s a marathon not a sprint.

Every time you think of something good, congratulate yourself, every time you conquer your fear, congratulate yourself. This is your journey, you’re overcoming the battle day by day.

5 soukoku;dazai/chuuya fics

posting extra early bec i’m not going to have internets in the next 2 weeks orz

① day 01: childhood/port mafia. knight in armor.

Dazai’s main goal in his childhood is to become Chuuya’s knight in shining armor.

② day 02: hanging out/time flies when we’re together. flights of fancy.

Chuuya tries to take Dazai out flying. Tries, being the keyword.

③ day 03: role swap. this beautifully cruel world. for @oiyukis​ ♥

“You’ll regret leaving me, Chuuya.”
“I know. I need to try anyway.”
“…I’ll find you and hunt you down and drag you back. I’m going to wipe out anyone who thinks they can have you ♥”

④ day 04: going back/train station. boy, come back to me.

Chuuya meets Dazai at a train station, always at a train station, and only at a train station.

He isn’t stalking Dazai, really.

Really.

⑤ day 05: fantasy/curse/we could make it reality. nothing but the truth.

“So, Chuuya, do you swear to say the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth?”
“I DON’T HAVE A FUCKING CHOICE, DO I?!”

because why settle for a highschool AU, when you can have a highschool AU + truth serums + magic + rumored boyfriends + engagement rings + only the ring finger knows AU

Unusual Pt. 10

Summary: The Winchesters found her in Crowley’s supernatural prison guarded by a dozen of demons. Keeping her as leverage without even knowing she’s the big key everyone is looking for.

Autor: deanwinchester-af

Pairings: Dean x OFC (Eventually) 

Characters: Dean Winchester, Katherine Pierce, Sam Winchester.

Words: 900+

Warnings: None.

A/N: Things are about to get really interesting from now on. One of my favorite story lines of this story is gonna take curse from now and I hope you guys love it as much as I do. Any questions, options, wish list for next parts just let me know. I love reading those type of things. Feedback is always appreciate it. ♥

Parts: 00, 01, 02, 03, 04, 05, 06, 07, 08, 09

THANKS FOR READING ♥

Title: Purgatory


*One Year Ago*

“There has to be a way to bring her back!” Dean snapped.  

The older Winchester browsed around the thousands of books in Bobby’s library. Guilt over clouded his thoughts of letting Katherine split through his hands. A big arm turned him, his younger brother Sam glaring at him.

“You have to calm down!” Sam’s voice deep.

Dean shook his head, “I can’t, I have to help her.”

“There’s no way you can help her”

“You don’t know that,” Dean turned, continuing his search for a way to bring her back.

Once again, Sam spin him around. “She’s dead Dean!”

Dean slam the book he was holding across the room, “YOU DON’T KNOW THAT.”

“She’s a monster, Dean!” Sam yelled back.

Dean sighed deeply, pushing his brother out of the way and strolling outside. He needed time alone to cope with the fact that Katherine was gone. She said herself, there was more probability of her dying than her going back to Purgatory. Dean hated the feeling of guilt that was overcoming him. He wanted to be heartless and hate Katherine even though there wasn’t a nerve on his body that actually hated her.

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Clarke Griffin

7:09 p.m

You’re coming tonight, right?


Nathan Miller

7:09 p.m

Is this code for you want me to bring Bellamy?


Clarke Griffin

7:10 p.m

Forget I asked

…..

But yes


Nathan Miller

7:11 p.m

We’ll be there in twenty with the popcorn

~~~

Ray-Bae

8:00 p.m

Can you and Bellamy make out already?


Clarke Griffin

8:01 p.m

Raven I swear

Can you just pay attention to the movie?


Ray-Bae

8:03 p.m

Who can pay attention to this stupid movie when you keep making eyes at each other?


Clarke Griffin

8:05 p.m

Make eyes?

Are you my grandmother?


Ray-Bae

8:05 p.m

Your grandma is dead


Clarke Griffin

8:05 p.m

Thx for reminding me

~~~

Twinkle-Twinkle-Little Blake

8:08 p.m

Are you and Raven texting each other?

Also, can you and Bell, like, leave?

I can’t focus on this movie at all with all this back and forth between you guys

~~~

Miller

8:30 p.m

Pls tell Clarke how you feel

I really can’t take being sandwiched between the two of you on the couch

It’s awkward

I don’t like awkward


Bellamy Blake

8:31 p.m

Deal with it

~~~

Lincoln <3

8:42 p.m

Stuck at work :/

Sorry, babe


Tavia

8:42 p.m

Miss you!

Just come over once you’re finished

We’re watching trilogies

I need someone to cuddle and explain Elvish to me


Lincoln <3

8:43 p.m

You are the biggest Lord of the Rings Nerd

You understand Elvish just fine

But ditto on the cuddling

Bellamy will be pissed, though


Tavia

8:45 p.m

First, I don’t care

Second, he and Clarke are too busy sucking face


Lincoln <3

8:49 p.m

…..

I would have been fine without that last detail

~~~

Clarke

9:00 p.m

Why is Lincoln texting me

About

Your

Brother


Twinkle-Twinkle-Little Blake

9:02 p.m

:D

~~~

Caw Caw Little Birdy

9:17 p.m

Are you the only one watching the movie?


Murph-Man

9:19 p.m

Apparently

I’m immune to Bellamy and Clarke’s sexual tension


Caw Caw Little Birdy

9:20 p.m

Can you tell me what’s going on in the movie then?

I want to understand what’s happening to Orlando Bloom


Murph-Man

9:20 p.m

It’s Legolas, you uncultured swine


Caw Caw Little Birdy

9:22 p.m

Whatever

He has fantastic hair though


Murph-Man

9:27 p.m

The only time I will ever talk about Orlando Bloom’s weave with you is if I am heavily liquored up first

Which I am not


Caw Caw Little Birdy

9:27 p.m

And another of my dreams is not to be

I hope you’re happy with yourself


Murph-Man

9:30 p.m

Immensely


Caw Caw Little Birdy

9:32 p.m

Ass

~~~

Bell

10:00 p.m

Is everyone texting?

Or asleep?

But mostly texting?


Clarke

10:00 p.m

Not everyone can appreciate Tolkien


Bell

10:05 p.m

I like the books better


Clarke

10:08 p.m

Of course you do

I mean

You’re you


Bell

10:08 p.m

Thanks?


Clarke

10:09 p.m

In the very best way ;)


Bell

10:10 p.m

Nice save

I’m swooning over being called the very best nerd


Clarke

10:16 p.m

Please

You know you love it


Bell

10:30 p.m

You’re right

I’m in love

~~~

Ray-Bae

11:48 p.m

We also need nutella and those little oatmeal pies

You’re probably not getting this

But I’m real serious about the nutella

And Murphy is going to start taking us out one by one if he doesn’t get a freaking oatmeal pie

He’s like eight years old

Clarke

C L A R K E

We should have never sent you and Bellamy on a snack-run

We’re just going to die hangry

~~~

O

12:00 a.m  

Don’t be mad

We kind of hot-wired your car

It was an emergency

~~~

Murphy

12:02 a.m

To be fair I didn’t hot-wire your car

Octavia did

I just helped pop the lock

~~~

Nathan Miller

12:10 a.m

You guys need to get back

Now

Jasper threw a damn rock through your car window

~~~

Lincoln

12:10 a.m

Please don’t ever leave me to watch over them again

I can’t

Octavia is a car thief

Murphy and Raven are cheering her on

There’s a rock in your car and glass everywhere

I think Monty is having a nervous breakdown

Oh no

That’s just me

~~~

Clarke Griffin

12:30 a.m

We’re on our way home with the snacks

No one touch the glass

Please do not commit any more felonies 

And yes….

Bell and I are official now 

Friends with Benefits – Pt. 6

Summary: Dean Winchester and the reader been really good friends for ages, bad ass hunters and also friends with benefits. This takes place on season 11.

Author: deanwinchester-af

Characters: Dean, Reader, Sam

Pairings: Dean x Reader

Word Count: 1K+

Warnings: Fluff and Angst.

A/N: Hope you guys like it, feedback is so much appreciated as always ♥ 

Let me know what you think?

THANKS FOR READING AND ENJOY ♥

PARTS: 01, 02, 03, 04. 05

“This is it?” Dean grabs the bottle with green powder inside, staring at it with doubt in his eyes.

You squinted your eyes, crossing arms onto your chest. Sam just got back from searching for the last ingredient. While Dean spent the entire morning going back and forth whining and touching his boobs the entire time his brother was out. At first it was amusing having Dean as a chick but is getting really annoying to deal with him on his new form, also you missed the time alone and his kisses on your skin..

“Yeah” Sam grabs the bottle of Dean’s hands and starts to mix the ingredients.

Dean and you stood back, both quietly watching Sam do what seems he learned at Hogwarts.  The ingredients once mixed ended looking green and disgusting. You frowned thanking any God that you’re not the one drinking that up. Sam turns and looks at Dean, handling him the glass and a paper.

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nytimes.com
Person to Know: the Designer Bringing Glam-Rock Back to Men’s Wear
Ed Lee, a recent Central Saint Martins grad (and Harry Styles favorite), has created a brand inspired by fashion history — and his love of vintage clothing.
By Osman Ahmed

Lee wasn’t preparing to take it any further than a job interview — which all changed when the singer Harry Styles came knocking. “I hadn’t even made up my mind as to whether I’d start my own line, but the fact that he wanted to order some custom shirts, and gave me the freedom to do what I thought would be best for him, really boosted my confidence,” Lee says.

via @anyonewitheyescanseeit