this quote has been in my head all day

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twelve days of twelve // day twelve: peter capaldi appreciation day

i’m doctor who!

Rescue Bots characters as dril tweets because f,w ,
  • Heatwave: awfully bold of you to fly the Good Year blimp on a year that has been extremely bad thus far
  • Chase: i wont say more of this. but a couple of the big accounts on here have been souporting swearing culture, by posting swears to the time line.
  • Boulder: "Why should there be only one good friday. Let's try our best to make all the Fridays good. Thank you" -a quote i invented which made me cry
  • Blades: (after hearing the library has games , i arrive at the front desk, disguised as a non-gamer) er.. im here for some.. book's
  • Kade: (intentionally spoken within earshot of severral arbys girls) ah fuck. my hands smell like steroids from using steroids all day
  • Charlie: the US army sent my police departmet 100000 hideous robot arms to rip off citizens' heads but heres the thing, we only need like 500 of them
  • Graham: and to the guy who said i have shit for brains: youre right. i do have... four brains..........
  • Dani: alright now. just checking to see if there's any interest in a livestream of me speed running this entire bottle of hunts tomato ketchup
  • Cody: look, im not saying that martin luther king jr was a gamer. that would be ludicrous. im simply saying that if games had existed at the time,
  • Frankie: im going to be one of thsoe guys who writes ebooks named like "Brain God: Calculation Master" then spend all day screaming at people on here
  • Doc Greene: my watch beeps whwich means its time to stand in front of my ex-wife's house and play "Hit THe Road Jack" while dacning and licking her mail
  • High Tide: Starfish Rant. ive had it up to here with this bullshit animal. click here to watch my starfish rant
  • Quickshadow: fuck "jokes". everything i tweet is real. raw insight without the horse shit. no, i will NOT follow trolls. twitter dot com. i live for this
  • Blurr: how come a baby born with a foot in its brain is considered a "Miracle Baby" but when I get my dick stuck in a drawer im just some asshole
  • Salvage: never knew that anything was good or bad until i got ont he computer, i had always assumed that everything was Average until i got yelled at
  • Mayor Luskey: how can i possibly enjoy a moment's respite, when thousads of my followers could be giving my posts "The finger," without me even knowing it
  • Huxley: im a journelist now. gi;ve me free monster engery or ill Eviscerate you
  • Woodrow: for decades i have traversed the unforgiving mountains and rivers of south america, hoping to catch a glimpse of the fabled "ass downloader"
  • Evan & Myles: folks it's me, the guy who said that hit & run drivers are actually good on a blog once. anyway I want to get on CNN again so please retweet
  • Dr. Morocco: to the coward fraud who claimed my username: it is you who deserves to be plagued by this baneful "2". Posted by CrotchLordMiami2 at 3:36am
  • Madeline Pynch: i wear the oj simpson glove while i post . thats just a small example of how fucked up i am. Dont make me tell u more

“Setbacks are just setups for comebacks”

A quote I have stood by for years. A quote that I have been trying to keep in my head despite the madness that is consuming it. I think runners and all athletes as a matter of fact, come out stronger after a setback. But that doesn’t mean the feeling of betrayal, heartbreak, & frustration doesn’t creep inside your brain. Why is it that after all the sacrifices, sweat, and blood an injury can just take it all away? Tears have been shed. Patience has been tested. But skin has been toughened.

When you understand that life is a test, you realize nothing is insignificant. Every day is an opportunity for deep character development. The mountain is full of ups & downs and growth will come from it.

God knows that you can stand that trial; he would not give it to you if you could not. It is His trust in you that explains the trials of life, however bitter they may be. God knows our strength and measures it to the last inch. A trial was never given to a man that was greater than that man’s strength.

A magician is strong because he feels pain. He feels the difference between what the world is and what he would make of it. Or what did you think that stuff in your chest was? A magician is strong because he hurts more than others. His wound is his strength.

Most people carry that pain around inside them their whole lives, until they kill the pain by other means, or until it kills them. But you, my friends, you found another way: a way to use the pain. To burn it as fuel, for light and warmth. You have learned to break the world that has tried to break you.

—  Lev Grossman, The Magicians

“She hated him!” “Nah, she didn’t.”

mike ross thoughts

everyone’s like “how could Mike be so dumb” to trust frank so fast and tell him everything and use the phone etc (and i thought the same thing too, like come on, mike, this is prison, be more suspicious) but we know mike has always been pretty naive and too trusting since the start. and then i thought about how at the end of the premiere he said to frank, “why would you do that to me?” Well, in season fun (one) when he was scared of being caught mike asked harvey the same thing, “why would you do this to me?” I’m also pretty sure he said something like this to trevor, or maybe even louis at some point when he screwed him over or tricked him? when i think back through the seasons, mike has always had this really surprised reaction whenever someone hurts him. yet he also has never seemed to think much of himself (aside from knowing he’s smart but not street smart which is just fact.) so this brings me to, basically, mike is so far removed from the idea of intentionally hurting people that he almost can’t even understand why anyone would hurt him. not because he thinks he’s great, but because he just genuinely never considers any reason for it….i don’t think being aggressive or angry is even a thought to him, unless he’s super provoked, like in the promos, or with trevor which was self defense. mike has been physically hurt a lot on suits, like a lot, by pretty much everyone he cares or cared about (if u want a quick list- trevor punched/kicked him, jenny slapped him, rachel slapped him twice, tess’s husband punched and kicked him, louis tried to choke him out….and now he gets beat up in prison. i’,m also probably forgetting some) it’s almost like harvey’s the only one who hasn’t hit him, interesting And each time he either reacted in self defense or he didn’t react at all (on 2nd thought he might’ve started the fight w/trevor? but trevor was bein a dick and saying shitty things to mike and that’s even me talking as a big trevor fan because i love trevor) ANYWAY, the point is, mike’s always been totally confused whenever someone hurts him, even if the same person hurts him over and over again. it’s weird though because he’s had such a shitty hand dealt in life that you’d think he’d be super cynical and super suspicious of everyone, but he’s not. for his sake, in prison, i wish he was. but ultimately, no, i don’t want awful people to make him awful. someone made a gifset of mike a while ago w/ a quote that said something about “nothing’s quite as beautiful as someone who’s survived losing everything but still has a tender heart’ and if that ain’t mike idk what is. does this make sense? because i’ve been analyzing this all in my head for days and while there’s some things that seem to contradict why he’d be so naive but for the most part his track record shows that he just instinctively either sees the good in people or tries to, even if he shouldn’t. which is why harvey’s been trying to teach him to read people for like 1000 years. 

also, slightly unrelated but, mike being in prison brings out all the orphan feelings (imagine his parents being alive and knowing he’s in prison, imagine his parents meeting harvey/etc)….when rachel said “he has no immediate family” my heart fucking BROKE. he does have family in a sense, but no blood relatives at all. I mean, if he’d gotten caught before he stumbled into The Interview & gone to prison, he never would’ve met harvey or rachel and literally there would be no one to visit him. i just get so sad thinking about his parents being dead and i really wish the show would focus more on that sometimes. we clearly saw during the rinaldi episode that he has definitely not dealt with it much at all (nor did he seem to have dealt with it by the time he was talking to the priest either.) i feel like he completely buries the pain for the most part. i know he’s cried about it but in general he seems to not really talk about it and i don’t know why the writers haven’t done more with this…. and yeah we got the flashback ep which was good but i want more. i want to meet mike’s parents. that’s the kind of flashback i want. 

honestly i have no idea where this post was headed, i just am really tired and i really love mike and i’m concerned for his wellbeing, as always. 

oh yeah, and the “narcissistic tendencies’ thing was such bullshit, sorry, bye.