this one breaks my brain


Swipe Right for Trickster

Originally posted by spnfans

Gabriel x Reader
Family!Sam and Dean Winchester x Reader
Words: 1892

Drabble Gabriel uses his powers to hi-jack your Tinder/dating app when you ignore him. If you’re not used to these kind of apps swiping Left = No and Right = Yes.

I honestly have no idea where this idea came from but it wouldn’t leave me alone until I wrote it.

As a Winchester having a sex life wasn’t too hard, if you asked your twin brother Sam the hardest part was keeping them alive afterwards. If you ever teased him about it he’d put your phone and books as high as he could get them and remind you mercilessly that he was five minutes and twenty-nine seconds older.
Dean never had any issues attracting someone to keep him entertained for a while and you’d always turned heads in the towns you visited but you were slightly more choosey than your oldest brother. You could hear Gabriel laughing down the hallway in the bunker and rolled your eyes. If it wasn’t for Gabriel you wouldn’t have your current problem. Before Lucifer ‘killed’ him, the pair of you had been, what you could only describe as, heading towards a relationship. There had been a lot for you to get over, him repeatedly killing Dean and Sam holding onto his hatred of the Archangel were to name just a few of your hurdles.

It had started, as most situations involving Winchester’s do, with alcohol. You’d stormed out to the nearest bar after a raging argument with your brothers, they knew that you were just as strong as them and just as intelligent as your twin but they still tried to keep you out of hunts after all these years. Maybe it was the fact that it was a particularly hard hunt or that you’d not slept in two days but you finally snapped and called them out on their ridiculous sexist bullshit.
They had taught you how to hunt after all and your Dad had never had an issue with it, he was often secretly proud of your capabilities but John Winchester had never been the type to dish out compliments.
So that’s how you ended up at the bar and on your third double vodka when Gabriel realised that it actually was you. He didn’t come over, he watched you all night until you got so drunk that you couldn’t speak, though you still managed to break a creep’s nose, and he dropped you back safely at the hotel room you were at and you woke up with no memory of seeing him.

It was a routine that continued across the country while your family hunted, the toll of finding out they were going to be Vessel’s made your brothers hard to be around, going out for a drink gave you time to reset. Each time you got to varying states of drunk, most of the time you had very amusing conversations with Gabriel, once he even took you to TV land, and then he’d take you back to where you were staying and you’d have no recollection of ever seeing him.
Eventually Gabriel got bored of you not understanding your own inside drunk jokes when you and your brothers saw him sober so he used his grace to get you to remember all of the times he’d taken you home drunk.
It solidified a bond of instant trust that only your drunk self knew existed.

Gabriel came to hang out with you more and more and eventually you settled into a ‘Friends with Benefits’ situation which was working wonderfully, he even ramped up his flirting with you in front of your brothers.
He asked you out on an honest real date the morning before Lucifer killed him.

It had taken you so long to get through the grieving process, you had had to deal with everything that happened with your brothers and Adam and the final showdown. Each and every hunt or drink you had pushed down the sadness further. Eventually you got your brothers and Castiel back, they tried not to be too angry about your lying to them but Dean especially couldn’t control his hatred for the Archangel when he had to comfort his crying baby sister.

But it was Sam who got the first punch when Gabriel came back, he’d knocked on the bunker door and when Dean and Sam opened he greeted them with a bright smile and was greeted in return with Sam’s fist to his jaw.
Your brother’s didn’t let him stay as a show of solidarity with you but you told them simply that  you didn’t care what he did and that’s when Gabriel had realised how bad he’d fucked up.

You could accept him having to fake his death but you’d hidden your whole relationship, surely he should have trusted you to have hidden the truth?
It had been a few weeks now and you’d still not spoken or acknowledged him, not one utterance or glance thrown his way. Even Sam and Dean had warmed to the point of being indifferent to him. He’d done everything to get your attention and if anything it had hardened your heart further to his advances.

So now that you were sat on your bed on Tinder, swiping left to every guy whose face came up, you ignored the knock on the door. You ignored when they knocked again.
After a moment the door opened and Gabriel popped his head in and grinned, “Hey we’re going to have a Dr Sexy marathon, you in?”
You shook your head.

Gabriel sighed and stepped further into the room, he looked at you with a sadness you didn’t think possible on his usual happy features, “Are you ever going to speak to me again?”
With a sigh you sat up a bit straighter and threw your phone a bit so that it landed face up on the bed. Gabriel’s eyes followed it and this time he didn’t wait to see if you would speak to him.
“Are you serious?” Gabriel snapped at you, his eyes glowing with anger.
Finally, after all this time you spoke to him and he didn’t like it, “Gabriel you get no say in my life anymore. Get out my room.”

He did leave and slammed the door shut. He stormed into the TV room, his eyes glowing and evil thoughts about how best to destroy your phone storming through his head.
“You can’t have expected her to forgive you Gabriel.” Castiel chimed in his opinion and the Archangel gave him a horrible glare for his troubles, the sneaky mind reading fledgling.
“What’s this?” Sam asked and Dean just looked annoyed at more delays stopping his program.
“Your sister is on a dating app looking for guys!” Gabriel snapped and threw his hands up childishly.
They both pulled a face not waiting to hear about their sister’s sex life.

“Can’t see why she’s not falling all over you when you’ve just turned into a whiny bitch.” Dean grumbled and flicked the remote for Dr Sexy to play, the symbol for all conversation to stop. Gabriel dropped himself down on the couch with his arms crossed, he hated to admit it but Dean had a point, you fell hard for Gabriel when he was just being himself and making you laugh. All this whining and apologising was not doing him any favours.

With an evil smirk he used his grace to start his cunning plan.


After Gabriel’s little tantrum you’d considered ignoring your app for a while but you refused to let the angel upset you anymore, not after you had taken this long to accept everything that had happened.

You continued to swipe life through your options until one grin stopped you.


You narrowed your eyes at your phone screen and clicked on the profile, it said simply:
Gabriel – only on here to get Y/N Winchester’s attention. Text me.

You rolled your eyes and swiped his profile left to cancel him only for another picture of him to show up. You swiped left through that for another Gabriel to show up. You growled to yourself and quickly swiped left through all of them only to find more and more Gabriel’s appearing.
But you didn’t close the app, through your anger you felt something that you hadn’t in a long time – amusement.
He’d set up some of his profiles to have one word on them so that when you swiped to them it spelt out little sentences like: You – were – a – lot – easier – to –deal – with – drunk.
If – Sam – is – really – your – twin – why – are – you – so - small?
And finally,
I – literally – have – nothing – better – to – do – than - this.

You couldn’t stop the grin on your face even if you wanted to; this is what you missed about Gabriel. Your messed up, sugar craving Archangel who always made you smile and for a moment let you forget your massively fucked up life.
Another Gabriel picture popped up, this time he wasn’t doing a silly pose or dressed in a weird costume but it was a picture you remembered him taking. It was the both of you lay in bed with the covers pulled up to hide your modesty, both of you were smiling up at the camera, he had it saved as his phone screensaver ever since and one more than one occasion had left his phone out hoping your brothers would see before they knew that you two were an item.

You opened up the profile and read it: Swipe right for your Trickster, you know you want too ;)

You shook your head laughing and swiped the profile right.

The flutter of feathers behind you was almost instant and Gabriel whined from behind you, “Awwhh, I had loads more pictures ready.”
“And I’m sure you’ll still show them to me.” You joked as you turned to face him but swore loudly and almost jumped back off of the bed when you found that him right next to you on the bed.
“Fucking hell Gabe.” You swore at him as he laughed and caught your arms to keep you on the bed. When you were steady he didn’t release you, he just sat holding you too him and you realised it was first physical contact that you’d have since he’d come back ‘from the dead’.
“You’re such a softie.” You teased and he playfully pinched the back of your arm but he didn’t release you but simply pulled you both so that you were lay down on the bed with your head rested on his chest.
You lay that way for a long time.

Being cuddled back up to him again, after all this time made your stomach flip, you pushed your face into his chest and tried to hold back the sob in your throat. His hands gently brushed through your hair in an attempt to calm you.
“I missed you.” You admitted and cured how upset you sounded. He didn’t comment on your sudden change in mood, it had taken time but he understood now just how much you’d had to go through alone after he was ‘killed’.
He continued to play with your hair and rub you back as he mumbled, “I’m here now.”

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my brain 2 me: quit scrolling and refreshing!!! u’ve seen Enough on the internet in fact u’ve seen It All and it’s time to rest please give me one break!!
me 2 my brain: no thank u

Behind The Story - Pt. 14

Summary: The reader is Jensen’s girlfriend (fiancé) and also a cast member of the show. Discover their journey to parent hood and marriage as they go.

Author: deanwinchester-af

Characters: Jensen, Reader, Jared and Cast Cameos.

Pairings: Single!Jensen x Actress!Reader

Words: 2K

Warnings: Implied Smut.


A/N: Another NerdHQ part, hope y’all like this one.



“I have a friend too,” Jensen mumbled, “She-”

As soon the audience heard the pronoun, everyone started to scream and cheer. You laughed at Jensen’s own way to announce you. Currently standing backstage of NerdHQ with Misha and Shay who’s your new assistant.

“She’s a friend but she’s more than a friend, y’ know?” Jensen said.

“Who is she?” Zach asked rolling away with it.

You looked at the screen projecting Jared, Jensen and Zach on stage.

Jensen smiled and spoke a weird Italian accent, “She’s ma’ babe.”

In that moment the door sliding wide open revealing you to the audience. You strolled in, smiling and waving at the everybody. Jensen, Jared and Zach stood up from their seats to greet you. After hugging Zach and Jared, you hugged and kissed Jensen quickly on the lips, then sat down next to him.

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Maybe I just needed some time. After you left and became nothing more than the brightest of stars, I needed time, that no one could give me. They were too caught up in making my mind wind itself around the stardust that was every memory of you. No one could give my brain a break. I was restless and everyone thought they could replace you. I just needed time. I need time.
—  tomlindiary

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I really can’t answer that questions. It’s impossible. Impossible. However, if you’re looking for a really good book to read you can check out my recommendation page!! 

OK, here we go. Finally! A stunt I know how to research!  I know, I know.  We all know it’s just a stunt, no one has to *prove* it, but I needed a brain break from my job, so I did a little digging….  TL;DR I’m pretty sure she’s in it to raise her name to get better representation.  And here’s why!  

My first thought was that the show isn’t doing well and they need a little ratings boost, particularly in the all-important 18-49 demographic.  It’s down 29% from last year and is currently in 6th place out of 9 of The CWs show.  That’s an ouch.  And I think fans of Louis’s WOULD tune in to see his new special lady friend’s TV show and a lot of those fans would be in the 18-49 demo.  @marmitechicken even suggested that maybe Louis could guest star in an episode which would DEFINITELY boost ratings (and please SIGN ME UP IF THAT HAPPENS), but unfortunately, I can’t see it actually happening.  The CW doesn’t do much stunt casting anymore, particularly on their shows that have a strong mythos.  Then I discovered that the show is pretty much guaranteed a season 4, even with it’s current ratings, because it will then be up for syndication and that’s where the networks make the big bucks.  So that theory was a bust.

So then I decided to look at Danielle as an actor.  Does she have any new projects that need promotion?  Is she up for anything big?  Well…not really.  She’s a series regular on The Originals which means she’s contracted for a specific number of episodes.  USUALLY that means at least 12 (although this is always subject to change from episode to episode).  So far, 8 episodes have aired and she’s only appeared in 4 of them.  This means she’s probably going to be pretty heavily featured in the latter half of the season which also means she won’t have time to do other project.  She currently has one film in post-production, but no air date (I’m assuming it’s a made for TV movie because her costar is Luke Perry and if it’s NOT? that’s not seeing the light of day).  She also has another film in development that she’s attached to, but it’s super low budget so nothing that would require a celebrity boyfriend to promote.   

Time to dig further!  I then looked at her representation.  Her agent is out of CESD- a decent agency for her to be at where she is currently in her career.  It’s not top tier like CAA or WME, but still bi-coastal and fairly well known and decently sized.  She’s towards the top of their roster, but hasn’t quite peaked yet.  Her PR rep, IDPR  is also great for her.  They represent some very big name clients as well as smaller ones.  Her direct rep’s top clients are Anna Chlumsky and Uzo Aduba.  Pretty solid choice for someone with Danielle’s resume.  But then I took a look at her manager. She’s with Primary Wave Entertainment and according to IMDBpro, she’s currently still signed with their children’s division where she’s their top client.  Among their adult clients, she’s also towards the top of their roster (Charlie Sheen is actually one of their clients as well).  

Now also something to keep in mind is this is the perfect time to hunt for new representation.  I don’t know what her contract looks like or when it’s up, but usually late fall/early winter is when agents and managers are taking on new clients to build their roster for pilot season.  If I were on her team (and this is assuming any/all of her contracts were up), I would recommend she hire a new manager.  Best way to leverage that other than her resume (which if she’s locked into a contract for another season of The Originals she can’t really do much of that), she’s gotta up her name recognition.  And what will do that? LOUIS FUCKING TOMLINSON.  

If you made it this far, god bless you.  I’d love to hear your thoughts!! 

Switching between drawing commissions, patreon rewards and playing games with friends the whole day and sometimes my brain just goes “urgh” and I need to do sth entirely different. This was one of my “brain breakes” xD Sexy Toaster has a small place in my fangirl heart atm haha. The other pictures I did are not really…upload worthy lel. But it was a good drawing day in general~