this needed a gifset so badly

I need to type out my feelings about the latest AOS episode.

1. The fitzsimmons scene. I knew Fitz had to be the other LMD after Radcliffe mentioned he had another one undercover. But that scene had me doubting myself. And Jemma’s heartbreak not knowing if she was or was not a LMD or if Fitz was one…. It was so emotional. Iain De Caestecker and Elizabeth Henstridge need awards. AND SHE HAD TO STAB HIM. She will forever have that in her memory!!! She has gone through too much. Someone needs to take Shields acronmy and change it to mean something along the lines of physical and psychological pain. *wraps Fitz and Simmons in blankets*

2. THE HUG between Daisy and Jemma was so beautiful. I love their friendship. And the scene before it was INTENSE. 

3. Daisy fighting LMD Mack and Coulson. And the way she destroyed them. You go girl.

4. I have never wanted to see gifsets of an episode so badly in a long time.

5. I knew Radcliffe would get stuck in the Mindframe. 

6. Coulson’s a teacher. It’s like an AU fan fic.

7. MAY”S HYDRA??! She can’t be evil. I refuse. She’s probably just undercover.

8. Fury has a tombstone. Jemma can’t be dead, I refuse. She probably faked her death and is working for Shield.

9. So Fitz is a rich tech businessman? Maybe? And who was in the car with him? A family member? Aida?

10. So Ward is Daisy’s boyfriend. Great. *sarcasm* I hope it’s because: 1. He’s probably just the person that Daisy thought he was before he betrayed them. 2. Maybe they work for Hydra in the Mindframe? And maybe in the Mindframe she’s only in a relationship with him to spy on him? 

11. I wonder if the explosion that May LMD triggered killed the Shield redshirts that were unconscious? That was a pretty big explosion… 

12. Mack’s a dad! I have a feeling his daughter is the one that died…

13. What is the name of the song that was played at the beginning of the episode and the end?

14. ELIZABETH HENSTRIDGE’S ACTING. IAIN DE CAESTECKER’S ACTING. CHLOE BENNET’S ACTING. *claps* 

15. *wraps everyone in blankets* 

16. This episode was one of the best of the whole series. Brilliant. Heartbreaking. Intense. Phenomenal. Emotional. It felt like a horror movie. 

17. WHY DO WE HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL APRIL?!?! WHHHHYYYYY?!! 

18. This cast is amazing. The actress who plays Aida is just, wow. She has the whole be a creepy robot thing down. 

19. This show NEEDS to be renewed. 

GUYS IM BEGGING. STOP WHATEVER YOU’RE DOING AND JUST VOTE FOR 20 MINUTES NON-STOP FOR BOB.

WE’RE WINNING NOW BUT WE’RE DROPPING AND I NEED YOU ALL SO BADLY TO VOTE

IF WE LOSE OUR LEAD TO 45 AGAIN WE MIGHT NOT GET UP AGAIN. JUST PLS PLS WE’VE BEEN WORKING WHOLE DAY TO BE IN THIS PLACE NOW.

Im begging i will do everything for u i will make 29317298 gifsets for ya whatever the hell u want

JUST VOTE NOW NON-STOP

http://www.eonline.com/news/846427/alpha-male-madness-2017-vote-in-the-final-round
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10 Works In Progress

@dovabunny tagged me, thank you!

Do This: List 10 things you’re currently working on in as much or as little detail as you’d like, then tag some friends to see what they’re working on. This can be writing, arts, gifsets, whatever.

I’m taking this to mean like… actual wips so here we are. But I’m constantly working on becoming a better writer and a better friend too.

  1. Kanders D/S AU - Karl and Anders have an arrangement. Anders gets what he needs & Karl makes sure he’s safe and is taken care of after.
  2. Kanders Gladiator AU - Karl is a gladiator, Anders is a body slave, they were lovers once, many years ago. Reuniting hurts so good.
  3. TMHTS - Wonderfully secret au with drawsshits, it’s like a hundred things i love all wrapped up into one glorious fic, my fave mhmmmm.
  4. Handers Stripper AU - ruoiewrjulskdjrwe I need to finish this >.>
  5. Adoribull Moving Co. AU - Bull owns the Chargers Moving Company, who specialize in covert moves to help people out of bad situations.
  6. Fenhawke Hockey AU - Fierce competitors on the ice, fierce lovers in bed. Hawke boasts about being able to bodycheck anyone into unconsciousness, but that new elf on the rival team is too damn fast.
  7. Fenhawke HS AU - Another wonderful co-written au with drawsshits. She handles kanders, I handle fenhawke. A+ teenage drama.
  8. Handers Escort AU - sequel…. very sad. happy sad… sappy…
  9. Handers Gangbang - gift for draws, and well… really also for Anders ;)
  10. Fenhawke College AU - Hawke is your local barista who works the all-night shifts on campus and falls in love with the voice on the campus radio station.

No pressure, but tagging… @drawsshits @the-stray-liger @mago-emplumado @pikestaff @therealmnemo

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gorgeous outdoor girl group mvs.
“today, let’s go anywhere else no matter what. how about a place where you can hear the water and there’s a lot of grass? honestly, whatever i’ll see with you, i’ll like it.” -fiestar/iu’s sea of moonlight

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And their bonds will never be broken, their love will never get lost.

so proud of this gifset! it captures my two otps for the doctor: ten and rose; they fancied each other but were badly matched. he lost her  but found her again when they could be together as ten too and rose. River was perfect for him ,but it was a tragic romance so he resisted, but he couldn’t because he did love her, and she is amazing, and he lost her as he always knew he would, but since she’s a time traveler he always gets to find her again whenever he needs a song .

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Happy 17th Birthday Karla Camila Cabello Estrabão! (March 3rd, 1997)

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CS + Startling

Dedicated to the wonderful captain-swan-in-the-tardis

So for this word I went with the more positive but also more negative meaning of this word. On one hand we have these melting remarks by Killian, which is being truly remarkable in every way and sweeps Emma off her feet with his constant romantic remarks.

But on the other hand we have Emma, that each time reacted by leaving or changing the subject. Yesterday I talked about these acts as frustrating on another gifset, but as I was preparing the gifs for this word, I suddenly felt related, because you see, I suddenly saw in Emma’s reaction something I do quite often. The thing is, I think the reason to all these frustrating acts was that she was startled by these words. Not because she didn’t like hearing them, but because she liked it too much. I think all these sentences took Emma off balance, she felt overwhelmed by what was going inside her when he said it, out of control even, and so she needed so badly to change the subject and even walk away. 

Emma never felt this way before in her life, and the close thing she had for love left her heartbroken. So I’m not saying Emma wasn’t in denial, or even frustrating, I’m just saying maybe she acted this way because this is what her body allowed her at that moment and she needed to go through this very long process of accepting the love Hook feels for her and also the love she feels for him. 

Send me a word and I’ll make you a CS gifset inspired by it.

Full “CS + word” list made so far

fuckery. just fuckery. idek.

(…just skip to the italics if you don’t wanna waste your time k bye)

OMG IM SO GLAD I STOPPED WATCHING REIGN THE RAPE WAS THE LAST STRAW FOR ME SO I STOPPED WATCHING

 BUT BECAUSE I KEPT SEEING UPDATES ABOUT THE SHOW ON TWITTER AND FROM HEARING IT FROM MY FRIENDS I JUST COULDN’T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE. 

I KEPT QUIET AND KEPT MY SMALL RANTS ON TWITTER TO A MINIMUM BUT I CANT DO IT ANYMORE 

TODAY MY FRIEND MESSAGED ME SAYING HOW GOOD THE RECENT EPISODE WAS AND OMG THAT WAS MY LAST STRAW I FUKING CANT KEEP IT IN OK

*deep breath* lol

first of all- the rape scene

that scene is pretty self explanatory on how ridiculous that scene was. I feel like I don’t need to talk about this because I’m pretty sure everyone covered it . for me. 

Its not even about the rape though- the bottom line is rape is a sensitive topic, and yes I completely agree that it should not be ignored and can be a topic of discussion, but its just the way they portrayed the assault was disturbing. the fact that they used it as a plot device to advance francis’s plot is absurd

“feminist show” my ass.

 basically laurie was on crack or something when she planned out that episode. I cannot express my feelings enough on how badly I feel that she needs to be fired. 

ever since season 2 the show has been goin downhill. ever since from the beginning the show has been getting bad 

it’s not just the rape scene that ticked me off- in fact like i said the rape scene was the last straw.

so anyway

I haven’t seen a single reign episode since 2x09 until my friends wanted me to watch it with them and jfc I’m so glad I haven’t caught up with it.

Mary’s character development has reached an all time low people omg 

I’m assuming from the gifsets and shit that last episode she let him “be free” although I’m not sure why bc I haven’t actually seen what was going on these past months (so happy I haven’t) 

but anyway 2x14 was the first and last episode I have and will have ever seen since 2x09 because OMG 

what the actual fuck

I don’t get how a woman who has been through something as horrific and disgusting can be so freaking open to this nigga conde who she barely knows and completely shuts off her husband and “true love" 

LIKE WHAT 

I haven’t seen her "recovering” episodes but still

the mary that I knew- the mary that was in love with francis- ‘I want you to be free"

and then here comes francis walking in like


talking to the woman that WAS WITH HIS BROTHER AT ONE POINT

francis’s love for mary amazes me

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME LAURIE WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE PEOPLE HATE MARY BECAUSE IT SURE IS FUCKING WORKING

like ok i get it she was raped and by no means am i saying that doesn’t matter ( i am still infuriated by the portrayal of the rape btw) but the fact that she runs off to conde and just last episode she says she loves her husband doesn’t make any sense.

jfc after the episode I have seen, I still can’t believe people are watching it.

I still can’t believe people are watching this after 2x09 TBH HOW

i’m so glad people have stopped putting themselves through watching this shit but It annoys me that it took monde to shut people down.

whateVER

speaking of monde -why is marry always the object of all the dudes affections in the show i mean really ????

and why is mary always infatuated with someone of francis’s family?? 

and always breaking up with francis???

i don’t remember the last time francis broke it off with mary actually..(maybe in season 1? i think? idk)

AND DON’T EVEN GET ME STARTED WITH THE LOVE TRIANGLE OMG

……..WELL THIS IS AWKWARD ISN’T IT 

claps 4 u laurie AMAZING WRITING 

and then back to monde-AKA MASH 2.0 

i don’t even know.

and the “you will be the death me” thing UHM WHAT 

i thought…mary loved francis????? ??????????????

i didn’t watch the last episode like I said before but from what I heard that’s what she said ??? was she lying??? laurie where are you I need you to explain this because that makes no sense

I guess I understand why people are leaving reign now after this episode but I still don’t get how you stayed in the first place? #sorrynotsorry

But then again frary is hard to let go? but still ?? …idk i just don’t know what to say anymore

then I saw the promo for 2x15 and OH MY GOD 

mary jumping into bed with francis just for the purpose of securing her country lol what

I thought after what she has suffered- and her love for her husband - i mean - I thought-but francis?-oh wait she loves conde

–the mary I knew- that loved francis - is not this at all

and I don’t ever forget all of the times mary fought for francis, but that mary is not this mary right now 

idek what i just said 

*deep breath*

All of that being said (if any of that made any sense lol) I miss reign honestly and truthfully- Yes I miss it not reign right now but the show I fell in love with. I miss mary. The only character that seems to have had me-through the bad and the good - is Francis. It’s not just because I am irrevocably in love with Toby. All biases aside though, Francis has changed as well, but he has never lost that same aura from season 1. The only thing I am afraid of for him is if Laurie will continue to write him off as some helpless husband pining for his wife the entire season, but I probably won’t care anymore because (I hope) after this post I will remove reign season 2 from my life. And I love Mary okay. I do. It just seems that the writers have made Mary too fickle and made her fall too fast and too hard too soon- like her feelings seem meaningless now. For every man that has shown any interest to her she loses herself. Her character development is horrible to say the least. I hope that I can just pretend that reign ended with season one and was a good show. Not because of monde or the random love triangles but because ever since season 2 started  the plot lines got boring, they got recycled from season 1 and a lot of things don’t make sense to me. I kept saying I was done since 2x09, when the writers pulled that painful rape scene, and I REALLY wish I was but from exhausting myself to reading things online and watching promos of the show to see how bad it was doing- I realize I wasn’t done. As a former passionate watcher of the show, I cared about it too much. And even now I realize I care as I write this ( I realize how long this is already lol) but I really hope I can put this behind me. Reign season two doesn’t exist. Laurie ruined my show lol k bye 

yeh .

dale

idek what i said ok I can’t speak english people bye