this movie!! i still want to talk about it sometimes!!

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Chelsea ( @opensmother-lippedlover​ ) and I ( @jessjust​ ) met December 5, 2012 on Tumblr (Yup, I remember dates well). Immediately I noticed how sweet, polite, and interesting she was. We continued to talk here and there, and making our relationship official months later. We dated for about six-months. Initially everything was great, but the long-distance was awful and we were too young to know how to handle it. We called it off. We went our separate ways; fell in-love here and there with other people. 

Years later I was working for the Texas Legislature, near done with my undergrad degree, and with the flexibility to move anywhere. I then realized how much I kept thinking about her, wishing to share the precious memories I was making at my job, how supportive and uniquely proud she would be — and truly how much love I still had for her. Not knowing where she was in life I decided to reach out to her, told her how I felt and she left me waiting (lol) Some time later she finally came around and told me she felt the same way. Well the rest is really history. 

(The day she asked me to be her girlfriend)

We left Philadelphia and houston, and we moved to Chicago after I got a scholarship at DePaul Law School, and she began her education to become a Veterinarian. Most importantly we created our own little family with our baby Gatsby, a cavalier King Charles Spaniel. Now I’m proud to call her my fiancée. I would give my life for her. 


We’ve had bumps here and there like any other couple, but we love each other enough to fight for each other. That’s what’s important. And why I proposed December 17, 2016 at the art institute!

She may still get mad at me when I forget to place the new toilet paper in the holder and I may still get annoyed when she talks through a movie. All in all, that’s what a relationship is about loving each other and ironing out the little differences.

We want to share our little story with details sometimes left out by the media. With our relationship on the spotlight I hope this encourages others to love and work hard for their relationships ❤️ love is out there, it’s just hard to keep.

(This is an old video Chelsea’s dad filmed of the first time we saw each other again after years apart)

More photos of the engagement can be found in our Instagrams: Cnicolem_ and J.essrdgz

This is for @bookkbaby. <3 <3 <3

Being human hurts more than Cas is prepared for.

It’s full of strange physical sensations, ones that he had control over in the past, ones that now seem to control him. It’s full of weakness, of obstacles that he has to work around rather than effortlessly power through. It’s full of emotion, of strange moods and reactions that catch him by surprise and unsettle him.

He gets by. He’s watched humans forever, and he focuses on using the same coping mechanisms he’s seen them use, on learning how they get through all of this.

“Why don’t you work on finding the good stuff?” Sam suggests one day. “There has to be at least a couple things that are better as a human, right?”

It’s an interesting idea, and Cas spends the rest of the day thinking about it.

Yes. There is one thing that’s better. One thing, one person, that makes him feel good. Content. Safe and happy and fulfilled in a way he never did as an angel.

But it has only happened a few times and he’s a little nervous about pushing for more.

That night, he makes himself knock on Dean’s door anyway. Again.

“Yeah?”

Cas finds Dean stretched out on the bed, laptop in front of him playing some movie. “Hello, Dean.”

“What’s up, Cas?”

Cas looks at the ground for a moment. “I was…well, I was hoping that I. That we could.”

Words fail him, so he just looks up at Dean and hopes for the best.

“Sure, Cas,” Dean grins, relaxed and easy like this isn’t the big thing Cas thought it might be.

Happily, Cas rushes to the bed and flops down against Dean, snuggling into his chest and tangling their legs together. Dean wraps an arm around Cas to hug him closer, plants his chin in Cas’ hair, and goes back to watching the movie.

Part of Cas wants to sleep, because he knows that here with Dean, he’ll sleep well, no nightmares or worries to interrupt him. The other part, the part that wins, wants to stay awake and enjoy the solid warmth against him, wants to listen to the heartbeat steadily drumming in his ear.

“Hey, Cas?” Dean murmurs as the movie ends.

“Mmm?”

“You know you don’t have to ask. I get it. And you’re always welcome to…you know.”

Cas smiles at how they still won’t actually talk about it. But discussing this doesn’t seem like such an important thing at the moment.

“Thank you, Dean.”

Being human hurts.

But sometimes, it doesn’t.

Someone: So, what do you like? B-

Me: Pizza! And fruit smoothies. Cats are amazing. Horses too. And bagpipes are my favorite instrument. Oh, and I really want this-

Someone: I meant people. Who do you love?

Me: Oh. I love my friends of course.

Someone: That’s still not what I’m talking about. Who do you want to be with?

Me: With my friends? 

Someone: On a date?

Me: I’ll hang out with my friends on any date. I’d give them lots of hugs, tell them they look great, because they always do. And I’d love to have a sleepover sometime. We can stay up talking or watching movies, and then hopefully not having to fight over the blankets in our sleep. And in the morning someone can make breakfast.

Someone: That’s the stuff you do when you’re in a relationship with someone, not with friends.

My aroace ass: Friendships are relationships! No kind of relationship is more important than any other!

Someone: *sigh* I really just wanted to know if you like boys or girls.

Me: You forgot the non-binary people. Also, I like pizza.

Someone: But-

Me: P. I. Z. Z. A.

Crush, crush | Reggie Mantle x Reader (Riverdale)

Pairing: Reggie x Reader.

Summary: A little imagine. A small encounter at the school’s library can lead to something more.

CRUSH, CRUSH

Originally posted by ryan-coogler

Can you imagine, being a long time friend with Archie, Betty and Jughead but having a crush on Reggie since day one. You know you and him will never be a thing though, Reggie was the school’s bad boy and his previous girlfriends were all so stunning and gorgeous while you were only you. At this moment, we were at the library studying for an exam that was giving you an hard time. You decided to take a break and look at something other than your books. That’s when you noticed Reggie, in the background, looking at you. At the library? Really? you thought. He was more the kind of guy you spent his free time on the football field. You immediately looked at you books again, but you could feel his gaze on you. Does he even know I exist? He was just probably wondering who was the freak seating in front of him. But then, when you decided to go back to what author was saying, someone cleared their throats next to you. You raised you head and the Reggie Mantle was in front you you, the only separation was your desk for the day.

“Hey, what’s up?” you almost chocked. His voice was so soft but still so masculine. It was almost like he was shy?

“Oh.. hey.. fine, studying I guess…. and you?” You stuttered, and you felt your cheeks reddened.

“Can I seat?” It was almost rhetorical as he sat while asking this question.

“Yeah.. of.. of course.”

There was a moment of silence, one being too shy to talk to the other.

You started panicking, what did he want? You hope he wasn’t going to ask about helping him with his homework. You weren’t in a chick list movie, the nerd and the bad boy wasn’t an actual thing. So, when he started talking again, you were still wondering why he was there.

“ You know.. maybe..” he said. You could help me was the sentence you were ready to hear. “We could go out sometimes.” You almost had a panic attack. Reggie Mantle asked you on a date?

At first you thought I was another round of the playbook, after all, he was one of the player but he accepted. You didn’t notice the fact Reggie was almost dancing on his chair and the giant grin he had on his face. Reggie had finally his ultime girl crush on a date, this girl was you.

love the sin, love the sinner

Relationship: Steve Rogers/Tony Stark
Universe: MCU, post The Avengers (2012)
Rating: Explicit
Words: 10586
Notes: Steve Rogers pov, angst with happy ending, smut, lack of communication, realistic sex, old man Tony, oversensitive Tony, crying during sex. 
Warnings: panic attacks, barebacking.  

thanks to @cptxrogers for reading this and encouraging me <3

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There’s been tension for months. Not the kind of tension they experienced on the helicarrier that first day, a different type. After New York they started talking, started agreeing, or at least disagreeing in a productive way; there were lingering touches and lingering gazes, soft smiles and whispered tactics, murmured ideas.

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Firebender!Vernon as Your Boyfriend

Originally posted by hanwooz

  • At your school, you’re assigned a spar partner for matches that stay for four weeks until you switch off with other people
  • Your first partner that year was Vernon
  • Never falling from the Top Five of the Sparring Ranks, the most comfortable in his element, he was extremely intimidating
  • Well… Until you actually talked to him
  • He gave you tons of advice on battle tactics and fighting styles 
  • And he’s sweet! and cute! and has the biggest smile that… makes you melt
  • Vernon in an arena vs Vernon off an arena are two completely different people
  • You guys use a somewhat fireproof dummy to practice and while it’s your turn to use it, he gives out tips
  • “Raise your arm a little higher when you’re hitting so you strike the chin better.”
  • “When you burn him like that, stay a little farther. It’s supposed to be a long-ranged attack.”
  • Whenever you guys decide to practice one-on-one, you never fail to hesitate and get taken down when he gets… too close
  • Cause you like him
  • Great, you like someone way out of your league 
  • Probably one of the greatest firebenders in your generation
  • wOW gR8!!!!
  • On the last day of your partnership and biweekly evaluation match, he… burnt your arm and you gave him a really big bruise on the side of his nose
  • “So can this be an excuse to go hang out and grab some ice cream after school?”
  • “Vernon, I can barely use the arm you didn’t burn.”
  • “I’ll feed you, no worries.” 
  • Also Vernon: “Also I really want you to be my girlfriend, if that’s cool.”
  • jesus christ vernon yes oh my god how long has it been since i’ve waited bless you “Um suRE” (wow smooth)
  • You guys wanted to keep your relationship on the down-low for privacy, but according to Waterbender!Jeonghan it was “So obvious that it’s like the ember of fire in a pitch black room.” okay nice simile dude i just want to live my lifE
  • Since you guys still have school and stuff, there’s only the occasional weekend movie nights and food dates
  • Even if you guys have different partners, you still spar and train on the weekend and talk about how you can take the other down
  • Really likes to hold your hand and swing it far and sometimes it hurts but you love him too much to say stop like he smiles so big when he does it im cryin
  • A huge fan of forehead kisses
  • Never in front of the boys though… The last time he kissed you, Earthbender!The8 screamed and attracted the rest of the boys to embarrass the both of you 
  • He tried cooking dinner for you once and almost burnt the house down because he overheated the mac-and-cheese 
  • Vernon didn’t bother to use the stove, and rather his own hands but he forgot that.. his fire was too hot oh my gosh vernon why are YoU sO STUpid sometimes istg
  • loves you with all his heart, and if it weren’t for the way you stared at him during spars and the way his insides fluttered (with the help of the boys’ encouragements too) he would’ve never felt so at home holding your hand

2ladsinloohve  asked:

No 89. “I could never forget you." Robron Fluff, possibly talking about the affair. How they couldn't stay away from each other?

Happy birthday, sweet Mia, I hope you like this little drabble. :-)

“I could never forget you.”

It was a quiet evening in the Mill, Liv was in her room and Robert and Aaron were sprawled on the sofa, some movie playing.

Aaron was sitting up and Robert had his head in his lap, facing the TV.

“Seriously?” Robert asked with a laugh.

“What?” Aaron asked.

“That woman, she meets her lover in a café in broad daylight. A café that is like five minutes from her husbands’ work. She’s just asking to get caught,” Robert said.

“You would never make such an amateur mistake, right?” Aaron asked amused.

“No, I mean, she has opportunities. She still got the key to her friend’s place that’s still empty,” Robert said, obviously not really paying attention to what Aaron has said.

“Maybe she wants to get caught,” Aaron said.

“What?” Robert asked surprised and looked up at Aaron.

“I’m just saying, maybe she is sick of playing all these games, of sneaking around,” Aaron said.

It clicked with Robert now that Aaron might not be talking about the movie.

“It’s not always fun, is it?” he asked.

“No,” Aaron said. “Not always.”

“I’m sorry,” Robert said, “you know…”

“I know,” Aaron said quickly. “It wasn’t all on you, you know. But I do admit I wanted us to get caught sometimes. Knowing you went home to her wasn’t fun. Knowing you would forget me as soon as you stepped through those big fancy doors.”

Robert reached up and cupped Aaron’s face.

“I could never forget you,” he said softly. “And I missed the barn more times than you would think when I was lying in bed.”

Aaron smiled at him. “That barn stank.”

“Really?” Robert asked with a smirk tugging a bit to pull Aaron down. “I didn’t notice.”

Their lips met in a sweet kiss, Aaron tugging at Robert’s lip just a little bit before he deepened the kiss.

When they pulled apart Aaron smiled. “You know, I could never forget you, either.”

Timmy Todd - Part 4

Yay!! Part 4!! Timmy and Jason finally meet!

———-

Driving to the Manor was one of the most terrifying things you have ever done. It was more terrifying than taking on the Joker while pregnant, then facing Bruce’s wrath, more terrifying than seeing the love of your life for the first time in almost four years.

“Are you okay, mommy?” Timmy asks from the back seat

“Yeah, pumpkin. I’m just a little nervous about having everyone together”

“Why?”

“Well, because it’s been awhile since your daddy saw Grandpa, and this will be the first time you have ever seen him”

“Why haven’t I ever seen daddy before? Doesn’t he love me?”

Pulling over on the side of the road, you turn around to face your son, “Of course he loves you, sweetheart. I don’t want you to ever doubt that. We all love you so, so much, Timmy. Your daddy had to go away for a while, so he didn’t get to see you, but he’s back now”

“You said that daddy was dead” Tim looks at you, confused.

“I know, I thought he was dead for a very long time, but he isn’t, he’s alive, and he wants to meet you”

“Why didn’t he tell you?” You son tightens his arms around his bear, the same bear that Jason had when he lived at the Manor, “Why did he stay away? He hurt you lots, mommy”

“I know he did, baby, but we have to forgive people that we love.”

“You still love, daddy?”

“Yeah, I really do love him, and I love you”

Tim grinned and leaned forward, wrapping one are around you, and giving you a peck on the cheek, “Love you too, mommy. Can we go now? I wanna get to Grandpa’s house ‘fore Uncle Duck eats all o’ Papa A’s cookies”

You chuckle, “You promise to make sure I get a cookie too?”

“Yes!”

“Alright, then we can go! We gotta beat Uncle Duck!”

You were the first to arrive at the Manor, and as soon as Tim was unbuckled Dick pulled up on his motorcycle. The two boys took one look at each other and took off toward the house.

“Don’t run inside!! That goes for you too, Dick”

Bruce is the one to greet you when you finally make it into the house, “I received a call from Jason last night”

Feigning innocence you glance up a Bruce, “What did he want?”

“You are a terrible liar, I know you talked to him. He said that he would be coming to dinner tonight, and that he wanted to have a talk. He hasn’t even wanted to be in the same room as any of us since he got back, and now all of a sudden he wants to talk”

“I don’t know what to tell you, B. Maybe he’s finally ready to man up. I mean he said htat he wanted to meet his son, and I had a few conditions. Just be grateful and try not to mess any of this up”

You walk away, you really don’t want Tim to eat too many cookies, it would spoil his dinner.

Dinner was almost ready and there was still no sign of Jason. You were starting to doubt that he would even show up when there was a knock on the door.

“Mommy, is that daddy?”

“I don’t know, sweetheart. Wait, Timmy!!!”

Your son took off toward the front door, skidding around the corner, and barreling into the back of Alfred’s legs. “Master Timothy, I do believe that your mother has told you not to run indoors, correct?”

“Yes, Papa, ‘m sorry”

“You were eager, I will allow forgiveness just this once, but in the future be mindful of the rules”

You look past Alfred and your son to see Jason standing awkwardly on the front porch, “You should know that you don’t have to knock, Jay”

“Wasn’t sure how welcome I was” he mumbled trying to see around Alfred.

“Mommy, is it daddy?”

Jason’s eyes widened when Timmy stepped out from behind Alfred. Seeing the two next to each other made their similarities much more noticeable. Anyone could definitely tell that Tim was Jason’s son, and you watched as that realization hit Jason.

“Yeah buddy. I’m your daddy”

Tim gives Jason a shy smile, before hiding behind you. You crouch down, “Why don’t you go and give your daddy a hug, sweetheart? I think he would really like that”

Your son nods and turns toward his father, “Can-Can I have a hug?”

“Of course you can, you can have as many hugs as you want”

The joy on Tim’s face breaks your heart. You hadn’t realized just how nervous and afraid your son was until he wasn’t anymore

Jason looks up at you over your son’s head, “Thank you” he whispers. Quickly scooping Tim up, Jason heads into the house, pausing when he sees Bruce, Dick, and Damian, but giving them a nod and a small smile.

Dinner was, thankfully, uneventful. Timmy ended up sitting between you and Jason, and had decided to bring his father up to speed with everything that he had missed.

“Sometimes mommy gets really sad, and Uncle Duck and Uncle Dami have to come get me so we can have a sleepover. Grandpa says that mommy is sad because you died. But you’re not dead, so now mommy doesn’t have to be sad anymore!”

“What did I tell you about talking to people about mommy’s sad days?”

Tim immediately averts his eyes and mumbles out, “’m not supposed to tell people that mommy gets sad when she doesn’t take her candies”

“That’s right. Now, since everyone is done eating, why don’t you and Uncle Duck and Dami go watch a movie, while daddy and grandpa talk.”

Tim sniffles, “’m sorry, mommy”

You sigh and pick Tim up, “I know, but you know that I don’t like to talk about it, and I’m so sorry that you have to see me like that sometimes” ducking your head down you catch Tim’s eye, “but I love you”

“Love you too, mommy. Can you cuddle with me?”

“I have to help Papa clean up, but after that we can all watch whatever movie you want. Does that sound good?”

Timmy sniffles, “yeah” He reached toward his Uncles, “Come on Uncle Duck, you promised to help me build Legos!”

You can’t help but chuckle at how easily distractible your son is. Turning back to the two men still sitting at the table, you raise one eyebrow, “So am I going to have to lock you in a room together, or are you going to talk out your problems like civilized adults?”

Jason is the first to speak, “Well, old man, it looks like we are going to be having a pow-wow.”

“Something that is long overdue, Jason”

You nod, watching as the two men walk into Bruce’s study and close the door. You really hope that they can get their problems solved. Timmy needs his father in his life, and Jason needs to start expressing his anger is constructive ways, ways that don’t involve killing people. Because you have already made up your mind. If this family doesn’t start fixing itself, you are taking your son and you are leaving Gotham. You would do anything for Timmy, even leave behind the only family you have ever know, and the love of your life.

I love the Nyx sisters, I love thinking about the Nyx sisters. These girls are so important, just imagine them laughing their asses off as they goof around together watching movies, imagine Sid’s rediculous teenage “Ughhh you’re not my mom, why do you want to ruin my liiiife” drama (that may hit a little too close to home sometimes), or noticing Vetra has a crush on Ryder while Vetra still thinks she’s being subtle and relentlessly teasing her about it.
Just.
Imagine the Nyx sisters being sisters, through the good and the bad.

anonymous asked:

Hi! i really love your art and am a patron (for 4 months its rlly been worth the money, thank!) this might be a random question but i spend a lot of time behind a desk at work so i was wondering, as someone else who might be in a same boat if you have podcasts or something that you listen to that you can recommend? there's so many out there and i want to start listening but i don't know where to begin!

Hello! Firstly, thank you for your patronage ;v; 

I do listen to a lot of podcasts! Many hours of drawing every day kind of means I need lots of audio in my life. Here’s what I can recommend (with links, and they are all free to listen):

1.) My Brother, My Brother, and Me (Comedy) (1-1.5 hours per episode): Yeah, there’s gonna be a few on here from the McElroy brothers. I think most people here know what this one is all about.

2.) Sawbones (History, Comedy) (1 hour  per episode): Also a McElroy property, but this one is a medical history podcast with Justin and Sydney McElroy discussing crazy medicine shit throughout human history. It’s bananas, and also SFW (no swearing, some bodily descriptions however.)

3.) The Jenna and Julien Podcast (Comedy, Discussion) (1.5-2 hours per episode): JennaMarbles’ podcast. I highly highly HIGHLY recommend this one, even if JennaMarbles seems outdated to you. Some are funny, and some are very insightful. Jenna is very smart and passionate about many things and you can learn a lot from this podcast. Also I don’t know if I know a funnier/ better ensemble than Jenna and Julien.

4.) Sword and Scale (True Crime) (Horror) (1.5-2.5 hours per episode): This is a true crime podcast. If you aren’t interested in that sort of thing, you can skip over this one. This is the best quality true crime podcast I’ve listened to, but it is also a bit voyeuristic. A chunk of the listening experience is listening to real recordings of court cases and any existing related audio. So, for example, the Jonestown episode contains the Jonestown tapes. Moments in the episodes like this can become very, very graphic. If you try this one out, check the comments first. If people seem remarkably turned off or upset by something in that episode, avoid it. 

And jesus christ do NOT listen to the second half of the Deep Web episode. Just fucking don’t. Be careful with this podcast. I have a high tolerance for violence, but this one can sometimes be too much. 

5.) Cool Games, Inc (Comedy) (45 mins- 1 hour per episode): Another McElroy/ Polygon property. Griffin and Nick discuss fake games based on suggestions from Twitter. It’s very funny, and the episodes are shorter. 

6.) Harmontown (Comedy, Discussion, RolePlaying) (3-3.5 hours per episode): This is the podcast I’ve been listening to for the longest time (YEARSSSSSS) Also, Dan Harmon’s podcast. You know, the guy who made Community and co-produced Rick and Morty.

If you like Rick and Morty, I HIGHLY suggest listening to this podcast. You’ll understand where a lot of the humor comes from. This is mostly on the fly humor from him and guests in front of a live audience.

At the halfway point they do Harmonquest, which is a roleplaying DnD style rpg adventure. It’s the funniest shit ever. 

7.) Tales of Horror (Horror, History) (1-1.5 hours per episode): Different and interesting. This podcast consists of recordings from old radio horror readings. The quality (audio and storytelling) varies through each. Some of the recordings are very degraded. The stories themselves are pretty tame, as you couldn’t get away with much on the radio during the times they were produced, but still qorth listening to.

8.) Movies with Mikey (Movie Discussion) (15-30 mins per episode): Okay, not really a podcast, but I’m shocked that this isn’t more popular. Mikey talks about movies that audiences didn’t praise when they were first released, and various others. Very very thoughtful introspection on a lot of movies I adore (Sunshine, Princess Mononoke, A.I., Iron Giant, to name a few). Want a new perspective on your favorite movie? Listen to him.

9.) The Flophouse (Comedy, Movie Discussion) (1.5 hours per episode): Three guys watch bad movies and comment on them. Sometimes it’s funny, sometimes they’re, erm. Annoying. These episodes are kind of hit and miss. 

10.) Mystery Science Theater 3000 (Comedy, Movie discussion) (1.5 hours per episode): Mergh, also not a podcast, but can be listened to like a podcast. The Flophouse, I think, was based off of this series. I’ve been watching it since I was a kid, and Netflix just revamped it recently. Both versions are good. A guy and two robots make fun of cheesy old movies. 

That’s all for now!

Be prepared future friend


I’m kind of a prick. I make jokes about my mental health all the time cause I don’t know how else to handle myself. I make bad puns and send trashy memes. I recommend music almost every day because I express how I feel better through songs. I’m way too sarcastic and my constant fangirling about bands, books, shows and movies annoys the shit out of some people. If you’re still reading, woa, cool. Why would you want to talk to me? I’m a loyal friend. I don’t just stop messaging after a little while. I’ll always try to make you feel better. So if you want to talk, let’s talk. And sometimes I try to be an interesting person.

Let’s talk about everything. Your life. My life. Death. Existentialism. When it’s late and we can’t sleep. Let’s complain about the weather and school or work, and send each other memes and pictures of our pets. Let’s talk about how the future is scary yet exciting. Let’s talk about what scares us and what makes us happy. Ask each other questions from “how was your day?” to “do you think there’s life after death?”. Rant about your day and I’ll rant about mine. Let’s talk about our favourite books and movies  and watch them at the same time while skyping or texting.

Some things I identify with: bisexuality, borderline, INTJ, art, photography, writing. I speak English and Dutch.
We can tell each other everything about ourselves when we get to know each other. Things I’m looking for: a long-term friend. Someone who talks a lot, long conversations about anything and everything. Someone who can deal with my endless sarcasm and stupidity. And someone who is comfortable talking on whatsapp after a few tumblr messages, simply cause that’s easier. I’m almost 18 and I’d prefer to talk to someone around the same age. If I didn’t scare you of and you like talking a lot you can message me on tumblr @aboynamedfinch

anonymous asked:

Hey! Can you write a fanfic where Ashlyn is having a hard time with depression and Ali is there to help her?

Ashlyn had always dealt with depression and she was very open about it. She didn’t want to hide, but she also didn’t want people to feel sorry for her. The one person that she knew she could always count on to be there for her is Ali. Sometimes she didn’t want advice. She didn’t want to be told that everything would be fine. All Ashlyn wanted was to know that she was cared for, to know that no matter how deep and dark her thoughts got, that she was loved.

When Ashlyn was a kid, she struggled on a daily basis with depression. It was a constant battle to keep her emotions in check and it didn’t always work. She had a tendency to lash out at others and she would isolate herself because she felt like no one cared. But she was a kid then. She knew better now. She had Ali now.

Ali and Ashlyn had developed a bit of a code. It took a while for Ashlyn to open up and be completely honest with her depression with Ali but Ali never pushed. It was a hard subject and Ali admired Ashlyn’s bravery.

If Ashlyn was feeling low, she would go to Ali and simply say, “I don’t feel good.” Ali understood. It didn’t mean that Ashlyn was ready to talk, it just meant that she wanted Ali to know.

Today was one of those days.

They had the day off and neither one of them had made any plans for the day. Ashlyn loved sleeping in, but this morning when she woke up, she rolled over and went back to sleep. She didn’t want to get out of bed. She didn’t want to do anything but sleep. Ali could tell that Ashlyn want doing great even though she hadn’t said anything. She could feel it in the air.

It was almost noon. Ashlyn was awake now but she had yet to get out of bed. Ali crawled up the bed and layed down behind Ashlyn.

“I don’t feel good.” Ashlyn said.

“I know, baby.” Ali acknowledged her and ran her fingers through Ashlyn’s hair.

Ali moved away from Ashlyn momentarily and went into the bathroom.

“I started a shower for you.”

Ashlyn didn’t want to get up, but she appreciated that Ali was taking care of her. She nodded and got out of bed. Before she went to the bathroom, she kissed Ali on the cheek. A way to say thank you.

While Ashlyn was in the shower, Ali took the sheets off the bed and put them in the dryer for a few minutes. It was a cloudy, rainy day in Orlando, so she closed all the windows and drapes. She knew that Ashlyn would be in the shower until the water ran cold. That’s always what Ashlyn did when she didn’t feel good. Ali grabbed her laptop from the living room and placed it on the bed after she retrieved the warm, fluffed up sheets from the dryer.

Ashlyn got out of the shower, but when she walked back into their room, Ali was gone. She found a note left on the pillow.

The sheets are fluffed and I want you to pick a movie to watch on my laptop. I’ve gone to the store to get snacks! I’ll be back in a few.

Ashlyn smiled at Ali’s thoughtfulness. Ali was her flotation device. Whenever she felt like she was drowning, Ali was there to help her keep her head above water.

Ali returned home with a bag of movie snacks for her and Ashlyn. She brought them into their room and set them on the nightstand. Ashlyn was propped up in bed wearing freshly washed sweatpants and one of Ali’s old PSU soccer shirts. Ali quickly changed into some shorts and a tank top and climbed in the bed. She patted Ashlyn’s shuder, telling her to move. Ashlyn sat up straighter and Ali moved in behind her. Once Ali was comfortable, Ashlyn leaned back against her.

“Did you pick out a movie for us?”

“Yep!”

Ashlyn already sounded closer to her old self and Ali felt relieved. She still hadn’t told her what was going on in her busy little mind and Ali had not asked either. If Ashlyn wanted to talk, she would. Sometimes, all it took for Ashlyn to feel better was to be reassured that whatever she was dealing with, she wasn’t facing it alone.

They had made it threw about half of their first movie when Ashlyn spoke up. “Sometimes my mind gets too loud.”

Ali didn’t say anything, she just gave Ashlyn’s shoulders a squeeze to let her know that she was listening.

Ashlyn continued. “I try to stay positive and tell myself that it’s all in my head, but sometimes that doesn’t work. Sometime I just have to let the demons take over because it’s easier than fighting them off. Every now and then, I need a break and I just have to be sad for a little while. I don’t know why. My mind just doesn’t work like other peoples.”

“Do you want me to say anything or did you just need to get it off your chest?” Ali didn’t want to speak if it wasn’t her place. She knew that Ashlyn needed space sometimes and that was perfectly fine.

“I want to talk with you.” Ashlyn leaned her head back on Ali’s shoulder and looked up at her. “You always know what to say.”

Ali smiled and folder her arms around Ashlyn’s chest. Ashlyn cuddled deeper into her. “You are so brave, Ashlyn and so strong. It’s ok to get weighed down by your thoughts and it’s ok to let the weight of the world rest on your shoulders. It’s a lot to hold up and sometimes the burden gets too heavy. But what I love most about you, is that you always get back up. You always put others happiness before your own and when times do get tough, when life does push you down, you fight back and you always manage to come back stronger than ever. You see a lesson in every situation that comes your way and that makes you smarter than you will ever know. I just want you to know Ashlyn, that you will never be alone. If you need to talk, if you need to cry, if you need to yell, even if you just need someone to keep you company while you sleep it off, I will be here. I will always be here and you will always be my number one priority.”

Ali felt the tears roll off of Ashlyn’s cheeks and hit her arm.

“Thank you.”

Ashlyn felt like saying thank you wasn’t enough, but it was all that she could manage at the moment. Ali knew what it meant and Ashlyn felt ten times lighter knowing that Ali would always be by her side. Her partner in crime. Her rock. The center of her world. With Ali, she could do anything.

Marco Goes To Hell

Okay, technically the Underworld but Hell sounds so much cooler.

Anyway this is a fan fiction prompted by an Anon poster and requested by @limbust.

I have also borrowed two theories from @tacosandtomcos in writing this fan fic, one regarding cereal and I think the other I borrowed was a reblog of this but I am struggling to find the actual post.

Anyway, I hope you enjoy :)

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sekou2101  asked:

I am confused about which characters are swamped in undersale could I have a chart or something like that please O^O

A lof of people have asked, so here is the chart. Please excuse the scribbles.

Snowy the snowflake.

Ms. Snowdrake.
A lot of people asked this too, is Toriel the amalgamate in this AU?
Yes, she is.

NCG is burguerpant’s childhood friend, and always supported him into following his acting carreer. Napstablook sells ghost sandwiches.

Muffet is a sentry and has jobs all over the place (Nobody knows what is she doing with the money) . Sans is the owner and cook of his own bar.

Grillby wants to capture a human (for reasons I haven’t decided yet) . Papyrus is a boyscout and sells monster cookies to get funds for his friends.

Why are they swapped like this?
It funnier this way!

Temm follows you in Waterfall, and she is afraid of Gerson’s muscles!. MK lives in MK village.

Gerson is the captain of the Royal Guard. Undyne is a shopkeeper and she hates every single minute of it.

Catty & Bratty are the royal scientists and like human movies and soap operas.
Alphys still likes anime, and meets sometimes with happstablook to talk about humans.

Burguerpants is the star of the underground, he owns a cinema and has starred in a lof of movies and some plays.
Happstablook is his employee. They probably don’t get along.

King snowdrake. Not much to say here.

Snowdrake. Not much to say here either.

Annoying void!

And the most unnecessary swap.

The dog royal guards swap with the bunnies from snowdin. And endogeny is replaced by a bunny amalgamate called “Fluffy Bunny” (no pics for these, sorry!)

Frisk and Chara stay exactly the same as the originals.

After Set - Dylan O’Brien Imagine

Author: dylanowhy (me)

Summary: Deciding to follow your dream, you try out for a small role in a new upcoming movie. During your audition you end up practicing lines with none other than Dylan O’Brien, thus landing you the lead part. Now you’re getting your big break, while also falling in love with your co-star

Pairings: Dylan O’Brien x Reader

Warning: Language. Kissing.

Word Count: 2,049

A/N: This is part two of a mini series I am doing called Big Break, you can read the first part here. Will be possibly doing a part three!

Originally posted by dylanobriengirl

You pulled up to a rugged looking place. Peering out from the windshield, yours eyes squinted as the neon sign flashed Ralphs in a painful tang of orange. This was the last time you were going to let Tyler pick the place of hangout after work. “What is this?” Emma asked beside you and for a split moment you almost forgot you were in the car together. Apparently, Emma didn’t drive, which made you feel a little uneasy since she was the age of twenty-three, but you decided not to question it. “I have no idea, but I am starving and I do not feel like driving any further than this.” Your stomach growled in agreement. It took almost thirty minutes just to get to this place and you’d be damned if you were going anywhere else.

You jumped as someone began to tap on your window – it was Tyler, eagerly beckoning you out of your car. You shot him a dirty look before turning your engine off. “Are we planning to get murdered?” Emma asked as you both got out of your car. Tyler laughed at her as they started to talk about his decision and how bad it was. You drown most of it out though, Dylan’s frame catching your eye. He stood to the back, hands deep in his pockets. He was looking at you with as much intensity as you were looking at him, and before you could stop yourself, you made your way over to him. Your feet came to a halt, trying not to get too close. You could feel his eyes dance over you, this was such a dangerous game.

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anonymous asked:

Leico bromance??

Okay I haven’t seen a lot of Leico in a while so this was refreshing 

  • They play video games
    • alot
    • Nico lived his whole life in the Hotel Casino ok he rules at video games
    • Leo isn’t as good but he tries
    • “YOU CHEATED!”
    • “yOU CANT CHEAT AT MARIO KART”
  • Leo is bi and Nico is gay
    • sorry I dont make the rules
    • *hands brush together* “no hommo tho”
    • “it doesn’t work we’re both queer”
    • *sees a hot guy* (at the same time) “Dibs”
  • Although Nico lived in the hotel he doesn’t know a lot of movies for some reason???
    • Leo doesn’t know a lot either
    • they both have movie nights
    • everyone wants in but they refuse
    • “this is ~our thing~ ok”
  • They can’t sleep at night sometimes so they share a bed
    • they didnt talk about it at first
    • but they did one night and it made it a lot better
    • the nightmares still come but it helped to talk abt it
  • Leo bursting in the Hades cabin at 1 (One) in the morning, dude, hitler is your cousin
    • Nico procedes to think about this for the whole week

annnnd yeah that’s all I have so far

My July 4th recap:

The bad: in the morning, I dreamt that Bike Sensei and I were talking about money. I was furious at him after he set aside about $200-300 for 🍻in our budget. It took a good minute after waking up feeling mad still to realize it’s just a dream.

After having lunch at my house and fixing the faucet, we went to see Despicable Me 3. We talked extensively the night before about two movies, All Eyez On Me and Despicable Me 3. I thought he wanted to see the Tupac movie. Even when I told him the time before we started going, it was for that movie. Then at the counter, he said “Two for Despicable Me 3” and I was like “Wait, not the other one?!” This is the second time I realized how way off our communications are sometimes.

Originally he was gonna take the whole day off to help out with the morning ceremony at my hs friend’s wedding this coming Sunday. Then I found out they don’t need him anymore. After learning that we’re the only two invited and no other friends in our group were coming, he didn’t want to go. I told him I’d be really mad at him if he doesn’t come as my +1.

The good: the wedding invite talk happened on our way to the movie. After we got out of our car, I walked along with him but not holding hand or anything and looking pissed. I think he sensed it, he put his hand over my shoulder and pulled me in for a hug. I wasn’t mad at him (yet!) so all was well. Then when we waited for our popcorn, he asked if Jennifer was coming to the wedding. I guess he was still thinking about going or not. If he doesn’t go, I’m not sure how to react.

After the movie, we went to buy a couple of chairs to sit and watch fireworks at a park nearby that I found online that supposedly have food trucks and fireworks. However, there was nothing there when we arrived. We ended up going to the exact place we went last year with tons of traffic and long walk cuz we had to park far. After the police redirecting us to another road, opposite of what the gps said, we passed by the exact bank where we parked last year and had to pay $20 for parking. There was nobody charging for parking this time. After debating and sitting on the road for at least 15 minutes moving only from the entrance to the exit only signs, we turned to the bank and parked there. Walked the 30-45 minutes with him carrying the two heavy chairs, we arrived at the park and watched a laser show and fireworks. He dropped me off near midnight and we both have to get up early for work today!

After so many bad signs, seeing the same bank’s parking lot sort of gave me a sign that we’ll be okay. Like no matter where we go, we’ll end up together at the same spot as last year. Last year, he really came prepare, bringing champagne (which was confiscated when we went through security) and even champagne glasses, fruits and snacks, and chairs. The memories of him pushing the cart with all that stuff and sweating like crazy made all the bad feelings about the friend’s wedding stuff earlier went away. Also he looked so hot last year that I remembered keep checking him out as we walked 😁.

Looking for a daddy ☺

Name: Lauren ☺
Little names: princess /baby girl
Age:19
Little range: Still figuring this out!
Location: Kentucky, U.S.A
About me: college student and full time worker living in my own. Im a little, and very much a submissive. I’m a very fun and down to earth kinda gal. 💗☺ Hobbies- read and watch movies. Swimming when I can!
Little Hobbies/ Interests:
Fav color: Purples! All shades. And Green ☺
Activities: Reading, movies! I LOVE MOVIES. Cuddling. Talking. Sometimes being pouty when I want attention.
Fav tv shows: Younger, Once Upon A Time, Greys Anatomy, American Horror Story, bobs burgers, family guy, avatar the last air bender.
Little gear: still new. So I have none :(
Partner preference: Male , 18+
What am I looking for: A Daddy, willing to teach me and be patient wok me. A friend, a lover. The real deal.
I’m looking for: Sexual and non-sexual - both
What names do I like to call my care giver: daddy or sir
I like when my caregiver- talks with me. Cuddles me, plays with my hair, rubs my butt, gives me kisses. Makes me laugh
I don’t like-no attention- being mean- someone faking interest/ wasting my time

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