this moment was so beautiful

-as requested. Thank you and I hope you enjoy it ❤️

“I never saw brown eyes as anything more,
Until I watched as yours glistened in the moonlight.
As we laid beneath the stars,
I began falling for you in that moment, on that night.”

She held so much beauty, passion, and grace,
But her words had frozen him.
Though every inch of her skin his fingers had traced,
He wasn’t sure he wanted this.

As he met her gaze, sunlight cascaded down her.
Her radiant green eyes tore into him.
He was unsure if they could make it together,
But in that moment hers were the eyes he dreamed of.

—  K.N.B.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.