this moment broke my heart

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So, Peter’s replacement will be announced tomorrow. No doubt the fandom fallout will range from wild approval to vehement dislike, and every shade in between.

I’m not going to join the bun fight, because I honestly prefer to wait and see. I have faith that the people involved know and love the show, and will create something true to Doctor Who.

What I am interested in doing is celebrating the perfect storm that has been Peter Capaldi in Doctor Who.

For me, Peter isn’t just an actor who has played an iconic and much-loved role. He’s been the embodiment of all things good about the show. He’s worked incredibly hard to create a performance that comes alive on a punishing schedule.

He’s given us dark moments. I genuinely didn’t know if he would come back for Clara when that door closed between them in Deep Breath. On a level of course I did, but part of me wondered, has he changed that much? Will he really have her back? And when he took Clara’s hand, I cheered and I haven’t stopped cheering since. His performance has been emersive.

The sheer range of emotions the Twelfth Doctor has lived through creates the most character development of any Doctor, in my eyes. He started emotionally tight, bruised after Trenzalore, and he unwound himself with Clara’s help until he was able to ask Bill, finally, “is there anything we should be saying?” and talk about being kind. That moment of emotional honesty broke my heart.

Peter has been more than a great actor and fine Doctor, though. He’s been a wonderful ambassador for the show. He is unrelentingly kind with fans. He knows exactly what it’s like to feel flustered or in awe, to love a show so much and channel it into meeting one person. He gets Doctor Who fans because he is one.

And that’s why I like the phrase Peter is “Doctor Who”. To me, it’s not just a name, although Steven Moffat had some fun with that in World and Time, to me it means Peter is the living embodiment of the show.

Peter has breathed joy into the role. Maybe he won’t be piloting the TARDIS on our screens, but Peter Capaldi will always be the Doctor to me.

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We’ll be okay. We will.

*sobs*

Top 10 moments when ACOMAF shattered my heart in the best way possible

Okay, now that I’ve spent my whole week just living and breathing about ACOMAF… re-reading ACOMAF… and just thinking about it obsessively and telling ALL my friends about it… I feel like now it is a good time to post this. I’m going to post my top 10 moments in ACOMAF where MY HEART BROKE. And I hope you guys can agree–because this fandom is one soul, and we ride and die together.  

10. When Feyre comforts Rhysand after waking him up from his nightmare.

Like first of all, OW. It just breaks my heart over and over to think about what Amarantha did to Rhys, and what scars it left behind. 

But… what broke my heart more was this:

“But–but how many nights had I wanted someone to do the same for me?” 

AND I’M JUST LIKE FEYRE SUFFERED ALONE IN THE SPRING COURT 

Because some stupid High Lord of the Spring Court just pretended to be asleep whenever she vomited her guts out, and pretended everything was all fine and dandy. You claim to love her, and yet, you let this happen. tamlin u shit bag

9. Lucien and Feyre reunion after Feyre goes to the Night Court. 

You gave up on me.” 

Look, guys, I know Lucien is not a bad person. Deep down, he is a good, troubled person who has a lot of his own scars, and I know that he does consider Feyre to be his friend and he does care about her. But he also chooses to yield to Tamlin at the end of everything. He does fight for her, but he doesn’t fight enough against Tamlin. Now, this could be because Tamlin does instill a lot of fear in Lucien–which, if it’s true, it is not a healthy friendship, even if Tam is Lucien’s High Lord. But it makes me wonder, you know. Where is our fiery Lucien, who once spat at Tamlin’s feet? I really do hope that Elain will help him change for the better. Or that he comes to this realization from himself. Man, I love Lucien, but he’s going to have to do a lot more to redeem himself. 

Because, see, even Rhys thinks that Lucien would’ve stepped in.

And this breaks Feyre’s heart, that her friend wouldn’t do this for her. And she would’ve fought for Lucien until the end, no doubt about. 

“I thought so, too” HA HA HA LET ME LIE IN MY OWN PUDDLE OF TEARS

8. The scars that remain with Rhys because of Amarantha. 

The next scene that broke my heart happens during the sexytimes between Feyre and Rhys.

Okay, just re-reading this scene is making me really emotional. So I don’t know if I’m going to be coherent enough to say this. But like, guys. I think this scene is important–and heartbreaking at the same time–because it’s a moment where Rhysand’s scars are acknowledged. Again, it is so rare in YA fiction to see a male character who has been sexually abused, and Sarah explores the scars that remain within Rhysand. And it’s also important because he’s also able to overcome these scars, and find happiness even after the darkest of times.

7. How Rhysand is treated in Velaris vs. Under the Mountain

Okay, so I like how 8 and 7 relate to each other. 

What struck me about this scene was: “no one whispered about him or spat on him or stroked him as they had Under the Mountain”

What really breaks my heart here is that it’s not just Amarantha that violated Rhys. Others did it too, because Amarantha did it, because Rhys was Amarantha’s whore, and therefore, her property. 

And this makes me really sick to my stomach. And it breaks my heart. fuck

6. Feyre realizing how sad she is at the Spring Court before her wedding. 

THIS PHYSICALLY HURTS

my poor baby Feyre 

I spent a good portion of time during the beginning of the novel wanting to wrap her in a warm blanket, hug her, and tell her it’s okay. 

And Tamlin, CAPTAIN OBLIVIOUS, is able to laugh freely. I’m gonna fight him

Even Rhys in Chapter 11 goes: “Months and months, and you’re still a ghost. Does no one there ask what the hell is happening? Does your High Lord simply not care?” (Shall we count this as like an honourable mention moment for when my heart broke into a million pieces… again) 

ha ha ha ha let me DIE my heart can’t take this 

5. Rhysand asks Feyre about her birthday. 

This isn’t a sad scene, but it still moved me and broke my heart because you can obviously tell how much Rhys loves Feyre.

FEYRE’S BIRTHDAY IS THE WINTER SOLSTICE

THE LONGEST NIGHT OF THE YEAR 

“YOU WERE TRULY BORN ON THE WINTER SOLSTICE?” 

YES RHYS MY SMOL SON YOUR MATE WAS BORN ON THE LONGEST NIGHT OF THE YEAR YES YOU TRULY BELONG TOGETHER

But also, like. Rhys seems genuinely sad that Feyre did not celebrate her birthday. Do I foresee belated birthday gift/party in ACOTAR 3? Because yes I will sell my soul for this 

4. Feyre walking away from Rhysand after learning about the mating bond

Okay, no, I totally understand why Feyre is angry enough that she wants some time alone away from Rhysand once she learns from the Suriel that they’re mates. I’ve seen people hating on her for it… but c’mon. Really? You don’t think you’d be angry? Angry enough to walk away? I mean I’d want my own space to think too

But yeah it still broke my heart because Rhysand just calls after her… injured and weakened… ahaha…..ha…. why…

Now we’re rolling into the final 3… and honestly, these broke my heart the most and made me cry. I still want to weep when I think about them. 

3. Rhysand noticing Feyre’s weight loss 

He cares so much about her. *UGLY WAILING* *falls to the floor*

And he makes sure she eats properly. And wants to have breakfast with her. 

RHYSAND YOU PRECIOUS SOUL

cue ugly sobbing, with the snot and everything 

rhysand calling tam out on his shitty behaviour

2. Cassian and Feyre training 

This is still one of my favourite scenes, and I … just. The whole scene leading up to it is an emotional roller coaster–Cassian saying that he’s there for Feyre if she wants to talk about leaving the Spring Court, the whole “I’m fine” thing, and how Feyre just realizes she did everything for Tamlin… and he just…. left her to suffer alone.

He’s ready to take the blow. 

CASSIAN WOULD TAKE THE BLOW. 

BECAUSE HE CARES ABOUT FEYRE AND WANTS TO HELP HER COPE. 

BECAUSE HE UNDERSTANDS.

Rhys is precious, Cassian is precious….. the whole Night Court squad is precious. I just love them so muchhhhhhh. 

And now. .  . okay. 

The final scene had me in full blown tears. 

1. Amren x Feyre 

SHE ASKS RHYS THIS LIKE 3 TIMES

SHE DEMANDS TO KNOW WHERE FEYRE IS 

AND AND AND AMREN ISN’T ALWAYS VOCAL ABOUT HER FEELINGS AND SHE’S SCARY AND SHE’S VICIOUS

BUT SHE LOVES FEYRE

I JUST

IT’S THE MOMENT YOU REALIZE HOW MUCH AMREN–AND THE REST OF THE COURT–ALSO LOVE FEYRE, A FELLOW DREAMER 

I’M DEAD 

D E A D 

LOWER ME TO THE GROUND 

This post also made me very emotional again. Thanks for reading. And if you know want to discuss ACOMAF with me, and the scenes that broke your heart (because there are like 10 million more)… feel free to shoot me a message. 

I’m gonna go read ACOMAF some more and cry by e 

FP Jones/Andrew’s Family/Riverdale imagines - Oh Dear Part 10

Originally posted by sprouseharts

AN: Here ye are, hope you’re enjoying this fic :)

(Part One)(Part Two)(Part Three)(Part Four)(Part Five)(Part Six)(Part Seven)(Part Eight)(Part Nine)

Overall Summary: You’re Archie’s old sister and you have a thing for a certain serpent

Pairing: Reader x FP Jones, Sister!Reader x Archie Andrews, Daughter!Reader x Fred Andrews

Word count: 3,252

Warnings: Well, FP is clearly older than the reader in this fic,

You reentered the gymnasium just as Archie and Veronica took the stage. 

“Hey, you okay?” Your dad caught your arm as you past him. His face full of concern as he had noticed you didn’t look too happy. 

“Yeah, fine. I just… I should probably get back.. over there.” You forced a smile onto your face in order to escape further questioning. You slipped away without a fight and stood a little behind Jughead and Betty.

You watched Archie and Ronnie perform but you couldn’t enjoy it. Not with the nauseous feeling that sat in the pit of your stomach after Archie’s confrontation. 

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MY RQ EDITS

➫ the moment that broke our hearts (and killed me, just look at my url XD)

Red Queen, Chapter 26, by Victoria Aveyard

“Maven, please,” I plead, trying to make him look at me. But he turns his back, focusing on his mother and his betrayed blood. He is his mother’s son.

“You used me.”

Finally, Maven condescends to look back at me. “Catching on, are you?”

inspo: @gisabarrow :)

“I’ve learned things about you, things that you wanted to keep secret. You had Nighteye as a sidekick who knows about One for All and who believes Togata senpai would be a better candidate for your succession. A successor I didn’t know about. And you didn’t tell me.

And while you’re keeping all these secrets, I’m left to be denied the truth about everything that involves me! I have no idea of your intentions and that’s just leaving me all confused and you’re just…running away from your problems!!

I finally know the truth! I know who you are! You’re a liar!!

I thought you wanted to help me become a hero, wanted me to be your successor because you believed in me! How could you not tell me all of this?! I don’t know what to do without you guiding me! Maybe it doesn’t matter to you to think I needed to know as much as hiding from the past mistakes you made! And that’s why I’m here isn’t it?! Did you give me One for All just so you don’t have to deal with your past mistakes?!

…Is that all I’m here for?”

So an idea struck me after re-reading chapter 130 to crossover the moment that broke my heart from SU with the Father/Son relationship from BNHA that has my heart.

Now I’m not saying this will happen, but I think it could after how Izuku was at the end of the newest chapter and I don’t know whether or not I want him to snap and yell at All Might outta frustration and anger in the next chapter, but I mean I kinda sorta wanna feel the feels if it does happen ya know. 

Kara don’t..
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He pleaded. With his whole damned life he pleaded. He pleaded for his heart. He pleaded for his feelings for her, for their love, he pleaded. He pleaded for the mistakes he made. He pleaded for the lies and secrets he covered. He pleaded for a second chance, for her to forgive him, he pleaded.

He screwed things up. He knew he screwed things up. He made a big mistake. He knew he made a big mistake. And all he wanted was that one second chance. One second chance for him to explain everything. One second chance for him to pay his guilt. Just one second chance for him, for them.

But Kara kept walking and she opened the door. She kept walking like she didn’t want him anymore. He wanted to stay, just stay there with her, no more no less. He wanted to stay, just stay there with her, to hold her and make everything’s okay. He wanted to stay, just stay there with her, and talk things through, but she wanted him to go.

He tried so hard to kept the tears formed in his eyes from rolling down. He tried so hard to listen to her this time. But his world came crumbling down.

His world came crumbling down when she said the last thing he wanted her to say, what he didn’t want her ever to say :

“I can’t do this. It’s over.”

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I don’t know why we need
to break so hard.. I don’t
know why we break so hard
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Forgot to say that, but I think the moment in Dead Men Tell No Tales that broke my heart wasn’t really Barbossa’s sacrifice, but when the compass he was holding pointed to Carina. Like… fuck. That was so emotional, I know it’s a big part of the plot, but still. And his face, when he realized!! Those blue eyes who always seems like they’re about to cry and the despair was so wonderful and horrible at the same time! And the way he calls her “my treasure” dAMN I’M CRYING

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The very moment Victor knew his world record would be broken broke my heart, and also made me realize what closure looks like. And I am choking up because Yuuri got to be there and see that moment, and the calm expression on Victor’s face (which could be either a happier or sadder emotion, based on our interpretation) that he didn’t want to disturb. 

anonymous asked:

It's Iwa-Chan's birthday! Could you do a top 5 for him?

Of course! What a perfect day to celebrate one of my favorite aces and characters of Haikyuu!

1. “There are six players on the volleyball court!”. One of the most epic speech in Haikyuu, that not only changed Oikawa’s attitude completely but Kageyama’s too and, consequentially, Hinata’s. His words are now a universal advice that will run down the generations. This is his true legacy. 

2. “Wha Kind of Ace am I?”. In this moment my heart broke for Iwa-chan. The role of the ace gives him so much pride and missing that last spike (the last spike of his high school career, the last toss Oikawa gave to him…which is, not so ironically, the last toss of Oikawa’s high school career too and it was reserved….for him) that eventually made them lose hurt him so much. Iwa-chan is human, Iwa-chan cares, he cares so much it’s almost painful to watch (ಥ﹏ಥ)

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3. His appearance in the Karasuno vs Shiratorizawa match, aka the moment we all died and ascended to another realm of existence. (p.s. as if you didn’t search the entire stadium for him honestly Iwa-chan who are you trying to fool here)

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4. “Let me take this challenge”. Overconfident Iwa always my favorite Iwa tbh (THAT SWEAT DROP THO)

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5. Iwa-chan is tired of your shit: a compilation

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- bonus: a very big thank you to Allen for bringing our beloved Iwa-chan to life. I’m having Kousuke hug you for all of us ;D

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TEAMWORK!

aka why the tagline “you can’t save the world alone” is so fucking awesome for justice league.

i’m just. wow. i’m so fucking happy to be getting a team-up movie that not only addresses the stark differences between its members but also emphasizes the importance of teamwork, family and togetherness. it’s not simply “HEY LOOK HOW DIFFERENT ALL THESE PEOPLE ARE WOW HOW WILL THEY EVER MANAGE TO GET ALONG??!?!” it’s literally a story framed around a group of people being inspired by loss and coming together in the face of adversity despite their differences. especially in bruce’s case – it’s been a long time since he’s been put in the position of working together with anyone aside from alfred and now he’s actively seeking out people to help him. because he knows he cannot change things by himself. he cannot do this alone and for the first time in so long he isn’t going to try to do it alone. 

diana’s line, “do not approach alone. we do this together.” is fabulous (i highly suspect she’s saying this to barry after he admits – in a moment that both made me giggle and broke my heart a bit – that he doesn’t know how to fight.) these people are different, have different backgrounds and viewpoints and strengths and weaknesses but they are still here to work together above all and i’m just so taken aback at how present the themes of hope are in this movie already.

“all of us are held back in some way.” just fuck me up. victor’s struggle with his humanity, barry’s loneliness and inexperience, arthur’s hesitance, diana and bruce’s slowly reemerging faith fueled by superman’s death. 

anyway my point is this movie seems to be approaching the team situation in a way that is very unique to the genre of comic book movies and i couldn’t be more excited.