this makes me so happy i want to cry

this week is an uphill of genuine happiness for me. monday turned out to be super great and tuesday was nice to me too and wednesday— i finally have a sunflower plant. today was pretty chill altho i had a melt down (not really sure what triggered my sensitive muffin heart but oh whale) at one point. so in conclusion, i could say that the world is practically treating me well!! the ironic part? this makes me want to cry. because i have never felt this overwhelmed and happy ever. i hope the same goes with everyone— we all deserve to be happy. feel free to send me messages / hit me up if u wanna tell something abt ur day, ur life, u need friendly advises etc. & i’ll try to respond to everyone. ily & good night sunshines xx

Character Music - Anu’ra
There's no use looking back, we can never return. 
Isn't it nice?
I'll spiral into heaven, trembling with excitement."

General Theme: Buck-Tick, Coyote

"I hum your name and walk on corpses.
Very soon I'll be walking towards the sound of your hands. 
Your shadow flickers and I crawl through the mud, I'm coming.
My spine creaks
Can you hold me close and give me the kiss of forgiveness?”

Romance Theme: Buck-TickKiss me goodbye.

Until the candles go out, 
until our tears dry up
I want you to look at me and be with me always
Until we crumble, until we break
I want to gaze at you and be here always.
My voice is torn to pieces and dances in the wind, 
I am so happy I want to weep
Kiss me good-bye, with your last words, make me cry.”

Battle Theme: Nobuo Uematsu, Freya.

Gatekeeper to all beyond the estate's foyer, 'The Knight of Menphina'
greets the player in honorable combat. 
Occasionally lamenting his regret of the situation,he will afford 
the player an opportunity to withdraw from House Lavandiere. 
Mid-phase will see the addition of Isin, a large Coerthan wolf, 
into the fray. Should Isin be defeated before the Knight, 
he will enter an enrage, empowered by an unspoken 
influence that surely lies deeper within the estate.

Should the player choose to spare the Knight post-battle,
it will result in instant death. 

anonymous asked:

Just reading about how you care for your fans kinda makes me cry a little sometimes because you're just so nice

I hope the optimism and positivity spreads and helps people out. Everyone seems so down and depressed around here. I want everyone to just be happy and such.
I can’t believe I’m about to reference this…basically the damn pinkie pie song..

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.