this made me sob okay

“In a Heartbeat”, a 4 minute short film created by a small animation studio, had so much better quality and heart than most of the movies in Hollywood today….

2

Tianshan Week Day 5 One Day. I named it after the song I listened to. “All is violent, all is bright”.

Sorry for missing out yesterday but I put all my feelings and effort into this one. This instrumental inspired me for the scenery. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hQ9fFfKeWkk

I feel like He Tian would dress like a total pimp later while Guanshan stays with his bomber jackets or warm winter jackets (bought by He Tian and the devil personified refuses to take anything for it in return *cough* Maybe Momo’s soul, but that’s a different story *laughs*)

something flickered in black’s shadowed eyes

i know what that something is

the realization of just what kind of friends harry’s got

and sirius black remembering he used to have friends like that once too

sirius being instantly more gentle to his godson’s best friend

let me just lie down for a while i’m fine

k-noelle  asked:

Kasamatsu, Hanamiya, Kiyoshi, Hayama, and Himuro overhearing their S/O telling their best friend how much they love them.

Thanks for the request! Enjoy~!

-

Kasamatsu 


‘..and I think I love him. I really do. I have never thought I would say that, but yeah. He is amazing. I want to spend the rest of my life with him.’ You said looking at your friend straight in the eyes, before grinning so widely it hurt. It was great to finally say how you felt. 

‘Maybe you should tell him?’ Your friend proposed kindly. She was honestly glad that you found someone worth fighting for. 

‘WHAT? No! At least not now! I’m not ready!’ And it was true too. You were dating for like a year now, but you still were not sure how to handle the whole romance thing. 

‘Kasamatsu-senpai? Why are you hiding here?’ You head turned to owner of the voice. It was Kise, who was apparently, violated by your very aggressive boyfriend. 

‘KASAMATSU? WERE YOU LISTENING?’ You screamed, not quite angry, but rather shocked at the new revelation. 

‘Yhm…yeah?’ He said, nodding carefully. ‘B-but yeah, I love y-you, too? I d-d-do. So yeah.’ Your bright red boyfriend hurriedly left classroom. 

 You only smiled to yourself feeling more than blessed, because your feeling was requited. 


Hanamiya 


Today was probably one of the worst days you’ve ever had. Not only did you realise your strong feelings towards Makoto, but also he decided to openly avoid you without any reason you could comprehend. And you weren’t okay with that. Not at all.

Your last lesson was slowly coming to an long-awaited end, but no matter how much you wanted, you weren’t able to be happy about it. Fear about Makoto’s future actions was eating you alive.

Let’s be honest, it would honestly suck if he dumb you the same day you understood you love him, right? Your very disturbing thoughts were interrupted by loud ringing of the school bell. Sighing heavily, you stood up focusing your whole attention on gathering books and cleaning all your mess.

You tried to leave school as invisible as possible and when it worked, you almost did your victory dance. However, when you were skipping happily someone, or you could say the person you wished you wouldn’t met punched you with his bag which ended with you losing balance.

The groan which left your mouth seconds later sounded more like awakening of hungry dinosaurs, but you could care less about that. Looking up, you saw your own and oh so precious boyfriend glaring down at you like there’s no tomorrow. You would lie if you say that it did not make you mentally piss yourself.

He quickly kneeled next to you, his expression confused you to no end. He looked somehow flustered? He took his bag from your lap, looking at you so intensively that it hurt.

‘Um, Mako? Is some—’

And then he showed his bag into your face, holding tightly.

‘WHAT THE HE–’

‘DON’T SPEAK! AND DON’T LOOK AT ME, STUPID!’ He shouted, but not in the rude way. It was more like he wanted to really say something important. ’I heard how you feel about me.’ You gasped. ‘Yeah, yeah. I eavesdropped or same shit, I love you too. We can leave now.’

‘I LOVE YOU TOO!’ 

‘SHUT UP, STUPID!’ 


Kiyoshi 


Hyuuga had enough. And when Hyuuga have enough then…situation is completely normal, but it didn’t matter at that moment. His friends, Kiyoshi, was crying loudly for five hours now and it didn’t seem that he would end soon. 

What love does with people. 

‘Teppei, can you stop please?’ Hyuuga patted his own head, which was empty after so many now working ideas how to help his friend. ‘Tell me, what exactly did she say?’ It made him sob even louder. ‘Okay, that’s it. I’m calling Riko, she will deal with your shit.’ 

‘NO! I will tell you.’ Kiyoshi exclaimed, shaking slightly at the thought of Riko cooking something to make him feel better. ‘Sh-she told me that she…LOVED ME. AND THAT’S SO CUTE, SO PURE. I DON’T DESERVE IT. OH GOD. SHE WAS SO ADORABLE ALL BLUSHING AND THEN SHE SAID THOSE WORDS I THOUGHT I MIGHT DIE. GOD LET ME JUST DIE.’  And he started crying again. 

‘Wait, so you are crying because she loves you?’ Well, shit. Hyuuga should have know that Kiyoshi was just a drama queen. 

‘Yeah, basically.’ 

‘Teppei, you are retarded and I’m not friends with you anymore.’ 

‘EHHHHHHHH?!’ 


Hayama 


Hayama couldn’t control his movements anymore, he was running from class to class, shouting that you loved him and he couldn’t be luckier. At some point he started hugging people too. 

His last destination was the gym, where his teammates were practicing. Well, he should be there to, hehe. 

‘GUYS, GUYS. I NEED TO TELL YOU SOMETHING.’ All pairs of eyes laid upon his, some were interested, some bored and some used to his stupidy. ‘S/O-CHAN SAID SHE LOVES ME! NOW WE CAN GET MARRIED, HAVE KIDS AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER! Don’t look so bitter Akashi-chan, someone will love you too, someday…’ That statement earned him a glare.

‘Maybe you wanna hug?’

‘Don’t touch me. Never.’

‘It such a beautiful day. I’m gon–’


‘HAYAMA, YOU STUPID CREATURE. I WILL KILL YOU!’ Hayama paled and turned his face towards door, seeing you red from anger and shaking in pure rage.

‘Well, I don’t think she loves you anymore, Hayama-chan.’ Whispered Akashi, smiling evilly as he watched you beating his friend to pulp.


Himuro

‘You know what? I’m planning to tell Tatsuya how I feel.’ Your friend looked at your face after your very serious statement, clearly looking at any sight of fear.

‘Today? You have a date, right?’ She asked, feeling genuinely happy for you.

‘Yes. I will tell him I love him, but I’m kinda stressed that he will laugh at me. He is a great gut, like my one and only. I’m scared that he won’t feel the same way about me.’ You said truthfully, biting you lip.

‘Don’t worry, I see how he behaves sometimes. He is as wasted as you.’ She chuckled, making you relaxed.

‘I hope you are right.’ 

‘I always am.’

Little did you know that dark-haired man whose name was Himuro Tatsuya, closely listened to your conversation blushing like crazy even though it was unlike him.

‘Eh, Muro-chin? Why is your face so red?’ His younger teammate stated, watching him. 

‘I need to prepare myself for a special confession today, Atsushi.’

‘I don’t understand.’

‘No one can understand love.’

machiavellianfictionist  asked:

Please give me more ML fic recommendations! I know we have similar taste because I love Truthful Scars and I just left a kudos in Sunshine and noticed the last person to do that before me was you. Thanks!

TIME TO GO THROUGH MY AO3 HISTORY

this is a huge rec holy hell

Sunshine by giratinas - Adrien feels a little warmer than usual when he looks at Marinette today. It’s probably just the summer heat, nothing to worry about. Right? (Rated E)

first day of my life by belligerent - Gamer AU where Ladybug and Chat Noir meet each other beta testing a video game. (Rated T. A personal favorite!)

Intense [Like Camping] by kali_asleep - It was supposed to be the perfect graduation trip: four days, just the four of them, camping in the forest.But things just don’t work out that way for Adrien and Marinette. As it turns out, the only thing worse than an accidental reveal is an accidental reveal in the middle of nowhere. (Rated T)

Too Real by PearLynn - She knows that her hormones will be the end of her, sooner or later. And with the way Chat is looking at her now, she knows it will be sooner. (Rated E)

Truthful Scars by frostedpuffs - Adrien Agreste has never been an expert in controlling his emotions. When feelings for his classmate in pigtails begin to arise, he can’t stop himself from seeing her any chance he gets—even when wearing a pair of cat ears and a black tail. Yet with all budding romances comes the inevitable (and quite unintentional) hurt, leaving Marinette to question her loyalty to Adrien all while contemplating why exactly Chat Noir is so good at making her cheeks burn and sending her heart into a beating frenzy. (Rated T. shoving my own fics in here lmao)

We Need To Talk by frostedpuffs - Adrien and Marinette have been together for nearly five months now. When an akuma attacks hits the school and Marinette can’t get away to transform quick enough, Chat Noir comes to her rescue, but does something Marinette would have never, ever expected. (Rated G)

this is home by clairelutra (exosolarmoon) - Marinette hadn’t thought he’d take the news so well. (Rated T)

Heat Wave by pamplemousses - A unbearable heat wave hits Paris, and Marinette can’t help but complain how hot her shared room with Adrien is at the moment. (Rated T)

Snuggle Bug by imthepunchlord - In the winter time, ladybugs slow down to hibernate, and have been known to stowaway inside homes for warmth. Marinette is no different. As a true, sleepy and cold Ladybug, she’ll latch onto anything that moves. And is warm. (Rated G. ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE ANOTHER PERSONAL FAVORITE)

did you get my message? by mazberrypie - After a long night of working on some designs, Marinette doesn’t do a very good job of checking who she is texting.

Dance in the Dark by MisterDoctorProfessorPatrick - Chat Noir decides to pay his princess a visit, but since black cats are hard to see in the dark, he overhears a little more than he might have expected. (Rated E)

Freckles, Dots, and Ladybug Spots by caibi - He traced the spots on her skin like they were parts of a constellation; little stars that would light the way. He didn’t know he’d follow the trail to the one he’d been meant to find.

Without You by Inkkerfuffle - The apartment is far too quiet now, far too lonely and cold now that Adrien had moved out. It’d been one week since he had finally taken all his stuff and moved away, and it’d been six days since Marinette had finally gathered the courage to set foot back inside the home they once shared. It just wasn’t supposed to end like this. In fact, it wasn’t supposed to end at all. (Rated T. IT HURTS SO MUCH BUT IT’S WORTH IT)

Telltale by Zizzani - It all starts with a simple injury, but slowly Ladybug begins to really see who Chat Noir is, and Adrien begins to see Marinette… (Rated T)

The Consequences of Midnight Makeouts by Faequeen40 - Marinette has a very distinctive hickey and it seems like the universe is out to get her. (Rated T)

I Do? by SKayLanphear - Marinette and Adrien are getting married! Unfortunately, Adrien is bothered by the fact that he didn’t invite Ladybug, while Marinette gets cold feet every time Chat Noir flits through her head. A story of mixed up love, rash mistakes, and two oblivious superheroes who should have figured things out a long time ago. (Rated T. IT HURTS SO MUCH… IT HURTS SO MUCH)

The Date by Magical_Awesome_Kid - They had a simple deal: one date. Chat had one date to sweep Ladybug off her feet. If she still didn’t like him in that way at the end of the day, he’d give up his attempts altogether. Ladybug took the deal, knowing that her heart belonged to another.But we know them too well. (Rated G)

Cat Nap by madasthesea - Marinette, upon being woken from a nap by Adrien, recognizes his voice. But not as Adrien. He can’t help but tease her about it. (Rated G)

The Hazard of Being a Baker’s Daughter by konekat - One night while on patrol, Adrien notices flour in Ladybug’s hair. When Marinette complains about the flour from her dad’s bakery the next day at school, he starts to get suspicious. (aka “The Flour Reveal Fic”) (Rated G)

Pas de Chance by InsanitySilver - A July night finds Paris tossed into chaos and two heroes scrambling for shelter. Ladybug takes Chat Noir to the only safe place she knows: home. (Rated G)

Try and Try Until You… by sarahcada - In which Adrien and Marinette fight to protect their wedding night. (Rated M)

perfect fit by Lee_Mix - Sometimes wearing your heart on your sleeve isn’t the best thing. It’s a good thing Marinette is a designer–trim out the excess, and display it proud for everyone to see. - Aka: Marinette’s crush on Adrien is revealed to the entire class, and Chat Noir is surprisingly good at giving love advice. (Rated G)

boom, clap (the sound of my heart) by chassecroise (rhapsodyinpink) - You can learn a lot of things about someone during a thunderstorm. Sometimes even more than you bargained for. (A post-Jackady Ladrien/Adrinette one-shot) (Rated T. honest to god im in love with this)

The Blushing Game by amiraculousladybug - What starts out as an innocent game escalates into something more for our two Parisian heroes. (Rated T)

sugar, sugar by Mooncactus - After discovering the identity of the man making his and Ladybug’s life a living hell, Chat Noir overworks himself to the point of exhaustion - and dangerously low blood sugar levels. (Rated T)

Blind by PearLynn - Out of all the scenarios she played out in her head, the few where she and Chat magically hooked up for some unknown reason, she never imagined being blindfolded. (Rated E)

Until I lose count by Baneismydragon - Adrien hadn’t planned on kissing Marinette. He certainly hadn’t planned on doing it more than once. He DEFINITELY didn’t plan on doing it repeatedly while hiding behind the comfortable anonymity of his alter ego. But some habits are very hard to break, especially when the more times you do something, the less you want to stop. (Rated T)

Food For the Soul by ParadiseAvenger - “Why don’t you come by during the day and buy sweets like a normal person?” Marinette fixed him in place with her blue eyes, roving over his black cat suit. “Why don’t you come dressed as a normal person?” she added. Adrien barked a little wry laugh. “Let’s just say I can’t,” he said and forced himself not to elaborate. (Rated T)

My Last Thoughts are of You by SKayLanphear - When a freak accident sends Marinette into critical condition, the only thing she can think about is Chat Noir. She wasn’t going to make it and someone had to tell him. Otherwise, he’d never know what had happened to her–why his lady had never returned. And, as it just so happens, Adrien is there with her near the end, so she decides that he can take the message to Chat just as well as anyone. (Rated T. oUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH  THIS IS THE ONE AND ONLY FIC THAT HAS EVER MADE ME CRY A LOT OKAY I WAS ALMOST SOBBING)

The Bakery by cyansea - Marinette Dupain-Cheng’s life used to revolve around the bakery her family worked at, but with all of the things going on in her life, it’s become the least of her worries. When Ladybug mentions she likes the Tom & Sabine Boulangerie Patisserie, she doesn’t think anything will come of it.

Mina’s Monday Recs

So this is what I hope is the first of many weekly fic recs! Just to reiterate that if you write Olicity, Thearoy, Nyssara, Merlance or Canarrow fic, and it’s canon (i.e. not AU), please tag me! Future fics, missing scenes, road trip fics, first times, smut - give it all to me :D (The canon thing is not because I think any less of AUs, but it’s just a matter of my personal taste, really - almost all of the fics I read are canon.) I will also occasionally throw in a fanvid or graphic or tag fic (especially if they include Sara or Laurel, because they are my babies), depending on my mood, so the same goes - tag me if it’s canon. :)

I should probably also preface this by saying that the majority of my recs will probably by Olicity, although again, depending on what I find, there will be other pairings too. We’ll see how things go :)

So Neighborly by quiveringbunny​ (Olicity) - such a cute and funny (not to mention sexy) rendition of domesticated!Olicity. I have been loving all the fics and edits about stay-at-home!Oliver and breadwinner!Felicity after SDCC 2015, and this story is the epitome of all the wonderful things I hope to see in season 4 with Olicity. And, I mean, it’s kind of hard not to love Oliver mowing the lawn while shirtless, lol.

Mutual Release (NSFW) (or you can read the entire series (NSFW) in one go at AO3) by dust2dust34​ (Olicity) - oh dear *fans self* This is like so many levels of hotness and angst and heart-melting beauty. Seriously, whoa. This is set during Arrow Season 2.5, and I can totally see every bit of this happening in canon, honestly. I love that this is so much more than just a naughty fic. Bre explores so much of Oliver and Felicity’s characters in this little series, and each chapter kind of pushes a new boundary of their relationship. So achingly beautiful. <3

When There’s Smoak by jedichick04​ (Olicity) - another one set during Arrow 2.5. Holy unresolved sexual tension, Batman! Duuuude. This is totally the definition of hotness. You can really feel Oliver’s frustration here, and I love how much this fic shows his reaction to his changing feelings towards Felicity. My favourite moment by far was when Felicity says, perfectly innocently, “You look hot”. :D

come let me show you where life begins by effie214​ (Olicity) - wow. Just wow. This is pure poetry, honestly. Another example of Oliver and Felicity’s wonderful domestic bliss, I think I died a little bit when I read it because of how beautiful the imagery was (I mean, the footprints in the sand and the tide alone… AND PANCAKES. GIVE ME ALL THE PANCAKES), and I just felt like there was something so floaty and gorgeous and ethereal about this fic. So. GOOD.

This is How it Begins (NSFW) by gnimaerd​ (Nyssara) - OH GOD I FELL IN LOVE WITH NYSSARA AFTER THIS FIC. I mean, I was already in love with the pairing, but it now rivals Olicity in how much I adore everything about it. I love the tentativeness of their first time, the way Nyssa is so unabashed in her feelings for Sara. AND THEN NYSSA WHISPERS IN ARABIC AND I BASICALLY LOST MY SHIT (actually, that was a lie - I lost it after she called her “poor little bird”). Basically, if you like Nyssara even a little bit, read this fic. And then come and cry with me.

Before We Depart (NSFW) by gnimaerd​ (Olicity) - hot damn, wow. The author has so beautifully captured the messiness and perfect imperfections of everything that is morning Olicity sex with Felicity on top and yet still managed to make it ridiculously hot. It’s set the morning after the whole “I wanna be with you” speech in 3x23, and it features some of my favourite Olicity things in smut - including Felicity swearing, and her wearing Oliver’s shirt, and Oliver making pancakes (sort of). 

And then there’s this tag fic by redpendreaming​ (Olicity) - OMG PARENTS!OLICITY IS THE BEST. I have such a weakness for anything involving Oliver and Felicity and babies, and I totally died at “Superdad”, especially that last line (”it’s his favourite identity of them all”). 

That’s it on the fic front. I also wanted to throw in this gorgeous Sara Lance graphic by cherrychapssstick, made for the Arrow Summer Rewatch - this is one of my favourite lines in the whole show, not just about Sara, and the dark colouring and images used and that particular shot of my baby’s beautiful face makes this graphic perfection. It also just made me sob because SARAAAAA <3 (Again, I hope it’s okay for me to post your graphic here! Tell me straightaway if you want it taken off and I will, Sarah :) )

Speaking of Sara, there’s also a wonderful Canarrow video by wondertwinc - I think I’m still crying, actually. I also ship Olicity and Nyssara so hard, but it’s difficult not to love Canarrow at the best of times. The vidder did such a fucking gorgeous job of picking all the best moments between Oliver and Sara, especially with the parallels (THE FOREHEAD KISSES AND THE BITS WHEN SARA HANDS OLIVER HIS BOW OMG) and also the opening dialogue where Oliver basically asks Sara to move in with him. Ughhhhh. So many feels, sinceriously. 

Lastly, this Olicity video by ipikaboo was just perfection. Like I am pretty sure it killed me in how good it was. I love the song, and I also loved how well the vidder was able to pick scenes and lines that fitted with the lyrics. And, of course, the way the parallels were used (FACE TOUCHING and all the hilarious innuendos - my favourite being when she says the word “platonic” and it goes to the scene where Felicity is on top of Oliver touching his chest… lolol) was just fantastic. I love how happy this video is and especially the opening shot of the comic where Oliver covers Felicity’s living room with flowers. THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENED IN CANON, GUYS. (I love my OTP SO MUCH.)

So, that concludes my first weekly rec! I hope you like what I’ve chosen to pimp this week. Most of it is recent stuff, but others were posted a little while ago and are just very memorable to me, hence why I’m reccing now. Please please please, if you can, take a moment to reblog/comment on anything up there you like. Or go to AO3/YouTube/whatever to comment there. There is nothing fanwork creators crave more than a proper response to their work, and I’m sure they would love to hear you squee. :) See you next week with more recs!

CHAPTER 104 OF KUROSHITSUJI WAS SO FIRE

OKAY SO FIRSTLY OP PAGE WHICH LEGIT MADE ME SOB NO T OKYA 

THEY LOOK SO HAPPY AND SAFE AND LOOK AT WOLF’S EXPRESSION SO SO SWEET JFC

SAD WOLF CHILD BACKSTORY

FUCKING PRECIOUS SIENGLIDE LOOK AT THAT SWEETIE AND WOLF BEING BEST WOLF MOM EVER

THERE ARENT TEARS IN MY EYES WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT

ceel and sebasnerd doing something ooc and HELPING SAVE SOMEONES LIFE LOOK AT THAT GUYS

ceel yelling at child to get their shit together while he is still in FULL LOLI CROSSDRESS

BAD ASS GERMAN WIFE

SEBASNERD SUPPORTING AND CONGRATULATING PRECIOUS GERMAN TREASURE 

CIEL BEING SNARKY AND GIVING US COLD HIT OF REALITY THAT HE CAN IN FACT NOT TRUST BASTARD BUTLER

CHAPTER 104 GUYS

Nearly Off the List

Hi! Could you please do a teen wolf imagine where stiles and I are super close and I’m a werewolf and I always help out the others during fights but nobody has seen me in a while so they come looking for me and find me somewhere in the woods all beat up and bloody and almost dead from wolfsbane and but they end up saving me in the end. (I’m 5ft 6in with blue eyes and dirty blonde hair if that helps) but if you can’t I understand.

(Hope you like it!)

Author: Sim the Bookworm

Reader’s POV:

Throwing all my books into my school bag, my phone buzzed somewhere in my room. I froze and looked around until I saw it sitting on my bed. Grabbing it, I saw that there was a text from Stiles.

Meeting up at Scott’s later. See you in school

I tucked my phone into my pocket and ran out of my room to head to school after replying. Things have been tense lately with the deadpool. Everyone’s been keeping an eye on each other and we’ve all been on our guard. Each night we meet up at someone’s house to talk about different plans to deal with the Benefactor. And we get nowhere.

My phone buzzed in my pocket and I pulled it out. There was another text about meeting at Scott’s tonight. This one was from Lydia.

‘Already know. Stiles told me’ I replied. Another text came in from her.

‘Of course he did ;)’

‘And what is that meant to mean?’ I asked slightly confused.

‘Sweetheart, I don’t need powers to see you like him’ I laughed and stuck my phone in my schoolbag.

Then everything went black. And there was pain.

Stiles’ POV:

The whole schoolday I never saw (Y/N). We had most of our classes together. At Scott’s house, I had stared at all the papers that had our information on them. I checked my phone once more to see if (Y/N) had texted. She said that she’d be in school to me and Lydia.

“Okay, so we’re nowhere to getting closer to the Benefactor.” Liam pointed out. Everyone just stood there in silence. I looked out the window hoping to see (Y/N). Scott nudged me and I looked at him.

“Where’s (Y/N)?” I asked him. He shrugged his shoulders and so did Liam. They’re all members of the same pack.

“Doesn’t she walk past the woods on her way to school?” Lydia asked.

“She does. Scott, her name’s on that deadpool.” I looked around at everyone. Without saying anything, I turned and ran out the house with the others behind me.

Reader’s POV:

I woke up and nearly screamed in pain. I touched my side to feel it was sticky with blood. Looking around, I saw trees. There was light peeking through gaps in leaves and I realised it was the moon. And I was in the woods. Groaning, I looked around and saw my school bag. Inside it was my phone. I fumbled for it and with shaky hands tried to call Stiles. Except someone kicked it out of my hand. Looking up, I saw the glint of a knife in the hand of someone I don’t know.

“What a shame. I’d figured you’d be out for longer. Looks like people are going to hear your screams.”

Before he could even do anything, something attacked the man with the knife.

“(Y/N),” I heard Stiles yell my name and felt someone grabbed me from under my arms. I yelled in pain as I was pulled to my feet and I fell against Stiles.

“Get her to Deaton’s!” I heard Scott tell Stiles before things went black.

I ended up waking up feeling tired and sore. Opening my eyes, I turned my head to see Stiles lying next to me. I tried moving but I felt something heavy across my stomach. Then I realised that it was Stiles’ arm.

“Stiles?” I whispered. I reached up and shook his shoulder. He woke up with a start and fell off the bed. Pushing myself up, I looked down at him.

“(Y/N)! Are you okay?” He asked scrambling to his feet.

“Yeah, I- I’m fine.” I told him as my voice began to crack. Stiles sat down on my bed and wrapped his arms around me. I buried my face in his chest and sobbed.

“Hey, hey, you’re safe. Okay?” Stiles made me look up at him. I nodded and he kissed my forehead.

“Stiles, will you stay with me?” I asked.

“Yeah, I will.” He told me. I lay down and Stiles lay next to me. I felt him wrap his arms around my waist and pull me closer so I could rest my head on his chest. Feeling his chest rise and fall, I fell asleep.

Sunlight Chapter 7 - A Matthew Esinosa Fanfic

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7. A Hard Goodbye (Morgan’s POV)

I wake and I’m in a room with Liam, my mom and my dad. There are six tables. The first three tables each have something different on it. The first table has a knife on it. The second one has a gun on it. The third table has a whip on it. The last three tables have love on it. I can’t describe how the ‘love’ looked. I just know that, that was love on the tables. As I struggle to move, I notice my feet are stuck to the ground.

Liam walks forward and reaches for the knife. He walks back to his starting spot. Next, my mom walks forward, her face lifeless. She grabs the whip then moves back. Last, my dad steps forward and starts to walk towards the first table with love on it. My dad still loves me, I think to myself. Right when he’s about to take the love, his arms shoot back and then he goes for the gun. What? What does this mean?

In unison all three of them say, “We never loved you Morgan.” They walk around the tables like soldiers. Now they are just a mere foot away.

First my Mom whips me in the leg. My thigh stings with a familiar but worser pain. I feel my leg start to blister. Next Liam and my dad step forward together. At the same time, Liam stabs me in the side and my dad shoots me in the head. I scream bloody murder as I shoot straight up.

I look around to see where I am. I’m back in Matt’s room. My face is soaked with tears and sweat. I’m breathing fast and I can’t control it. I feel Matt shift next to me. He sits up fast.

“What happened? Are you okay Morgan?” he asks worriedly.

“No,” I pant. I take the blankets off and curl up in a ball, my head between my knees. I feel Matt’s hand on my back moving up and down and his other hand trying to get me to look at him.

“Shh. It was just a dream. Just a dream,” I hear him whisper. I’m still breathing heavily. He rests his chin on the top of my head. Feeling his presence made me calm down a bit.

“Breathe Morgan. Take a deep breath.” I do as he says.

“It was h-horrible,” I say as I uncurl and wrap my arms around Matt’s neck. He holds me tight. He pulls me onto his lap.

“Everything’s okay. No one can hurt you as long as I’m here. I won’t ever let anyone hurt you. Shhh,” Matt’s voice calms me down. But what about when he is gone? What if, while he’s gone my mom does whip me, Liam does stab me? He’ll be on the complete other side of the country. He won’t be able to do anything. We lay back down, Matt’s arms around my body. He strokes my hair and squeezes me tight until I fall asleep.Just before I drift off I hear him whisper, “You’re strong Morgan.”



The next day I wake up to a missing Matt. My feet touch the cold wooden floor. I scan the room then walk out. Matt and Carter are sitting at the kitchen table eating breakfast and talking. I take a seat next to Matt.

“When do you guys leave?” I question.

“In two hours at 10:00.” Carter replies. I’ve grown very close to Carter and sort of his family this past week and a half. Carter is like the older brother I should’ve had,  Kealia is one of my good friends now, his parents are so kind to me and treat me like I’m their own. I’m so thankful for what they have done for me.

“Come here,” Matt says as he grabs my hand and leads me upstairs. We went into my room and we sat down on my bed.

“First, how are you?” he asks looking into my eyes.

“Better I guess. Thank you for being there for me Matt.”

“Whenever you need me, I promise I’ll be there.” Next he got up and took my phone off the top of my packed bag. “Now, I want you to get Instagram, Twitter, Vine, and snapchat. Go now. Download it.”

“Bossy much?” I say giggling. I download all the apps he told me to get. “

Now I want you to snapchat me everyday along with text and everything.” I nod. “And I’m warning you, some bad rumors go around about me and the guys. No matter what, don’t believe them. Unless they’re good, those are true.” I laugh at his remark.

"Okay okay I get it, you’re a good guy.” He wraps his arms around me.

“Come with us to the airport.”

“Okay,” is all I seem to get out.


10:00 came quicker than I wanted it to. Matt, Carter and I got into the car. Carter got into the driver’s seat and Matt and I were in the back. I was on my phone setting up everything like Instagram and Twitter. I feel Matt look over my shoulder. Two seconds later I get a notification on Instagram, “Matthew Espinosa (@matthewespinosa) Started following you” I smile without looking up. My phone vibrates in my hand.

“Matthew My Love
Hey babe😘”
That was when I looked up at him. A tear makes its way down my cheek. Matt puts his hand on my face and wipes the tear away with the pad of his thumb.

"I love you Morgan.”

“I love you more Matt,” I reply sobbing.

“Not possible.”

“Is possible,” I reply. The car slows down.

“Okay love birds, you can go have you’re little scene in the airport like every other couple does,” Carter laughs at his own joke.

“Shut up Carter,” Matt laughs along. “C’mon Morgan,” I scootch out of the car and I help Matt and Carter with their bags. We walk in and that was when I grabbed Matt’s wrist. I feel the scars that I forgot was there. I pause for a second.

“Stay with me  forever,” I plead.

“Promise,” he replies squeezing my hand. We walk towards the line. I stay in line with Matt and Carter until it’s their turn. Carter goes first.

“Bye Carter. Have fun.”

“Thanks Morgan I’ll see you later,” We embrace and then he then walks on.

“Call, FaceTime, text, Snapchat everyday. Remember our promise,” Matt says looking into my eyes. I burst into tears and hug him. I was sort of hoping he had forgotten about the promise we made.

“Okay.” I say sobbing. He pulls me back from the hug, both his hands on my shoulders.

“You’re the best thing that ever happened to me Morgan. Stay strong. I love you. I’ll see you in two months.”

“I love you Matt.” We kiss until the people behind us start to get annoyed. Our lips move in sync one last time. He pulls away but I lean in for more. Matt pulls back. I feel his breath on my lips.

“I’ll talk to you tonight,” Matt says.

“Okay. Have fun Matt.” He nods then turns and walks on.

~

(Matt’s POV)

Leaving Morgan back there was the hardest thing I’ve ever chose to do. I saw the hurt in her eyes as I walked away. She leaned in for a longer kiss, but I knew I couldn’t. My heart shattered into a million pieces. I couldn’t look anymore, so I turned my head.

I pull my phone out and text her one more time. “I’ll see you soon.” The delivered sign changes to “Read 10:58am”

“Text me when you land. I’ll miss you.” I put my phone in my back pocket. Carter is standing there waiting for me. He pats my back.

“Its okay bro. These two months will go by fast.” I look down at my feet. When I blink, a wet tear comes from my eye. We get through security and then we’re walking down the jetway. I take my seat next to Carter. Thankfully it’s a window seat. My eyes instantly look outside to see if I can see Morgan. I can’t, I just see the field to the other side of the plane. I couldn’t stay strong anymore. I broke down right there. These two months need to go by fast. But I know they won’t without Morgan.
~
(Morgan’s POV)

I walked over to the window joining the many families watching as the planes took off. I watched as Matt’s plane went down the Catwalk then into the sky.

Each stair creeks louder than the one before as I make my way up. While I walk into my room my phone lights up with a Twitter notification. “@TheMattEspinosa is now following you!” and “@Mr_Carterr is now following you!” I smile and slide the notification. It brings me instantly to Matt’s profile. Wow, 1.9m followers. His layout is so cute. It’s him with a crowd as his icon and the back of a little duckling. That’s so him. I laugh silently to myself. While I turn the doorknob, I put my phone in my back pocket. My eyes instantly go to the big crystal chandelier, as usual.

I get back to the Reynold’s to get my bags and leave. I hug them and tell them goodbye.

“take care sweetie,” Mrs. Reynolds says to me after I pull away from out hug.

“Text me girl,” Kealia tells me. I tell her I will and then I say goodbye to Mr. Reynolds. I make my way to the door then I turn around and take one last look at the mansion I have been staying in for the past two weeks and a half. I really don’t want to go back with my mom, Dave and Liam.

With my two bags on my slung over my shoulders, I close the door and take the usual route back to my apartment. I pass the place where Liam hurt me and Matt. The second I close my eyes, scenes from that night come rushing back. The way Matt threw himself in front of me to take the punch, the pain I felt when Liam kicked my side. Liam’s dead drunk eyes staring straight at me. Being in the back of the ambulance. I sprint away from there and I end up in front of my old apartment.

I step through the door of my old apartment. The scent of alcohol and smoke goes up my nose and into my system. I cringe. My eyes scan the living room and kitchen. I hope everyone’s okay. Fuck me for caring ugh. I walk down the familiar narrow hallway leading to my old bedroom. I throw my bags on my unmade bed.

“So you’re back.” My body shoots around to see my mom standing in the doorway. I clear my throat.

“Uh yeah.” I choke out.

“I thought you ran away. Why didn’t you?” She has a cigarette between her index and middle finger.

“I um.”

“You should’ve stayed away Morgan. No one wants you. Hell, I’m your mom and I don’t even want you.” I just stare into her hateful eyes. She turns down the hallway. She reaches her hand up to put the cigarette in her mouth. All this rage built up inside me, before I know it I spit out,

“WELL SOMEONE DOES CARE ABOUT ME. HE LOVES ME!” I cover my mouth the second those words slip out. My mom comes storming back. We’re now face to face, her cigarette less than and inch away from my top lip. I try my hardest to keep a serious face other than break down right there. She slaps me on my left cheek.

“No one loves you. This boy just feels sorry for you Morgan. Where is he?”

“He’s, uh, out of the state.” I say my voice cracking.

“Well if he really loved you, why did he leave without you? Huh? I know he’s never coming back for you because you’re a little bitch and no one wants you.” My anger gets the best of me and I feel my foot collide with her thigh.

“You’re still the weakest little girl I know. I wish you would just leave and die.” I feel myself tearing up. I refuse to blink. My mom leaves and then re-enters with an old belt. I don’t move a muscle. I can’t tell if it’s out of fright or because I want to show that I’m not frightened. As she lifts her arm I turn my head and close my eyes. I feel a stinging pain on the same cheek she slapped me with.

 I’m left laying on my bed, my phone in my hand all alone. I don’t even want to look in the mirror to see what mark is left on my cheek. My phone vibrates continuously. I grunt and sit up.

“Matthew My Love is calling…” I accepted it right away.

“Hey babe how are you?” I hear his soothing voice say. I sniffle trying to sound okay for Matt.

“Everything’s fine. Um my family isn’t home right now so,” I sniffle again, “I’m okay. How was your flight?”

“Morgan, something’s wrong. I can tell.” I take a deep breath. Right then, at that moment I broke down.

“Matt,” I say biting my lip trying to make it stop quivering.

“Morgan talk to me please.”

“A-are you c-coming back after th-the tour?”

“Of course I am Morgan! Not a day later. I promise. Now tell me what’s bothering you.” Now the tears are coming out like a waterfall.

“N-nothing. It’s just,” I pause, “my m-mom. Um, she s-slapped me again and uh-um, used a belt as a whip. She s-said some h-hateful things. B-but I’m u-used to it.” There’s an awfully long silence on the other side of the call.

“I need to come back. I need to be there for you. No one can hurt you and get away with it anymore. I knew this was a bad idea. I’m coming home Morgan. I’m getting on the first flight back home. I-” I cut him off.

“Matt no. You can’t let your fans down. Please. I’ll be fine. I’ll still call you and FaceTime you daily and fill you in on everything. Don’t come back just for me okay? I’m fine on my own.” A long silence takes over the conversation.

“Okay but if anything else happens, you need to tell me right away,” Matt says breaking the silence

“I’ll text you okay?” I hear Matt take a deep breath before answering.

“Yeah okay. Love you.”

“Love you more.”

“Not possible.”

“Is possible.” I reply before hitting the red circular ‘end’ button.

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I was privileged to meet Falling in Reverse on Warped Tour and man, I couldn’t be more lucky. I got there very early being one of the first in line and as soon as 2:30 hit, my palms were sweaty. I saw Ronnie then Max, then Ryan and Derek and Jacky and I was SHAKING. I started sobbing as I went down the line telling each and everyone how important they were and how much I loved them. But it didn’t end! Ronnie and Max left first after the big line and I got to shake Ronnie’s hand and touch Max’s arm. Then Derek came out and as I’m SOBBING I said I love you Derek!! And without hesitation he gave me the biggest hug and said “You’re awesome.” That made me cry more and I eventually got a photo with him and he said I was sweet and he was a SWEETHEART. Ryan then came out and I was sobbing and he said “Hi, are you okay?” That made me sob more but I eventually was like yes. I got a hug and a photo with him and he was a doll. Then Jacky was selling stuff so I bought a poster but he gave me a hug and I got a photo with him too. After their show, Jacky gave me his guitar pick!! Ahh!!! I was front row and life was SWEET! I wish June 26 never had to end.