this made me so happy you don't understand

still less than 2 months and i’m now at 600 followers

i honestly don’t even know what to say anymore, i never expected i’d get any followers at all, much less this many. thank you to all of you who have given me endless support and who enjoy my blog and its content, you make me so happy and i love you guys so damn much it’s unbelievable <3

2

I can not agree more! It is truly the best squad and who else could lead it if not Izuku himself? 

@lena-loz

So guys i went to the 24k concert tonight and omg shit happened XD



So i made this fansign for Hui (He’s my bias). I was pretty close to the front so when he was in front of me at the beginning of the concert he pointer at my sign and after that pointed at his own heart (i died).

So like halfway through the show cory started pointing out all the fansigns. Taking some from the crowd and handing them back. When suddenly Hui walk towards me from the complete opposite side of the stage, and reaches for my sign.

The other signs were all handed back. Hui did not give mine back. He held onto it for a good while before carefully handing it to the staff who put it aside.

My friend who was standing in front of him got him holding it on video and like asdfghjkl I’m still not okay wtf.

anonymous asked:

Wtf no need to be rude. I was gonna follow you because of baby doll but what's the point in following a blog that doesn't write smut.. Your blog won't survive along side all the smut blogs like @jeonjagiya, @avveh and @elliejade if you don't write smut.. Like who just writes fluff its boring and stupid, like I tried reading well tailored and it is so boring and sucked. Sorry but maybe you just shouldn't write

Firstly, thank you for reading Babydoll, that fic made me super nervous posting and I am happy you enjoyed it.

Secondly, It is okay to have an opinion on smut vs fluff I understand that you like smut and prefer it, but I just don’t feel comfortable writing it, therefore, I don’t.

I really don’t care if my blog “SURVIVES” That isn’t the goal of my blog, I write because I like to write. This isn’t about who has more followers or who writes better. I can bet you anything all three of the writers you listed feel the same way.

Lastly, I don’t think they would be very happy with you going around harassing other people’s blogs like this, it’s really childish.

Writers have the RIGHT to refuse to do any request they don’t feel comfortable or just don’t want to do. 

You don’t own us, nor should you try to start drama between us either. I love all three or those writers blogs and respect them a lot. 

Please, If you don’t like my blog, then don’t follow me. Simple as that. No need to come onto my blog and be mean.

I hope you have a nice evening and I hope you find someone who is willing to write that smut for you. I am sorry that I am not able to.

-Raina

So my mum took me shopping for some clothes for school.
  • Just like always, this is how it went:
  • Me: *goes into women's section to make my mum happy*
  • Mum: "oh, don't you like this! This is nice! HOW ABOUT THIS!"
  • Me: *looks at women's clothes, thinks to myself "I don't understand this shit"
  • Me: *complains about how women's clothes are made because seriously, some shirts I'd have to buy four of and where them all at the same time just so it's not see thru!!!*
  • Mum: "stop complaining, it's not me that makes the clothes!"
  • Me: "well y'know, some other sections of the store might have some close that actually make sense!"
  • *continues for about 10 minutes*
  • Mum: "fine. Y'know what, if you wanna look at the men's section go, but hurry up"
  • Me: *does a tiny fist pump of victory and skips over to the men's section happily like the person I am"
  • Me: *SO MANY NICE CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!"
  • After all that I finally bought three shirts and they all look AWESOME!!!

anonymous asked:

You know Uruha saying he was happy with the welcome at the airports during the world tour made me happy because I know sometimes fans in Latin America can get a little too excited and I know they're tired after the flight but, it's nice that even though it freaked them out at first and they don't want pictures taken lol (which I can understand) that they were a little happy to see them there. This is from the R&R interview with Uruha so super late lol but, I like your side notes they're so funny

LOL thank you for reading!!! I’m glad they like us crazy overseas hoes :’)

Undertale - Starter Sentences
  • SPOILER WARNINGS AHEAD! Please proceed with caution. As always, feel free to change any pronouns/words to your liking.
  • "You're new here, aren'tcha?"
  • "Golly, you must be so confused."
  • "Hey buddy, you missed some."
  • "Is this a joke? Are you braindead?"
  • "You just wanted to see me suffer."
  • "Ah, do not be afraid, my child."
  • "Welcome to your new home."
  • "Here, take my hand for a moment."
  • "I should not have left you alone for so long."
  • "Surprise! It is a butterscotch-cinnamon pie."
  • "I want you to have a nice time living here."
  • "I have seen it time and time again. They come. They leave. They die."
  • "I am only protecting you, do you understand?"
  • "Hmph. You are just like the others."
  • "Attack or run away!"
  • "I know you want to go home, but..."
  • "I promise I will take good care of you here. I know we do not have much, but... We can have a good life here."
  • "My expectations... My loneliness... My fear... For you, I will put them aside."
  • "Do not worry about me. Someone has to take care of these flowers."
  • "Quick, behind that conveniently-shaped lamp."
  • "I will bathe in a shower of kisses every morning."
  • "Hmm... Maybe this lamp will help you."
  • "He's playing poker by himself. He appears to be losing."
  • "I can't be your friend!"
  • "I guess this means I have to go out on a date with you?"
  • "All that pressure to succeed... Really got to her..."
  • "You know what would be more valuable to everyone? If you were dead."
  • "You think I'm gonna be friends with you, huh?"
  • "We're gonna be best friends!!"
  • "Envision these vegetables as your greatest enemy! Now!! Pound them to dust with your fists!!"
  • "Uh, you know, like a robotic TV star or something."
  • "Now he's an unstoppable killing machine with a thirst for human blood?"
  • "Yes, she scrawls her name in the margins of the notes. She names programming variables after her. She even writes stories of them together, sharing a domestic life. Probability of crush -- 101%."
  • "Yeah, you gotta save your money for college and spiders."
  • "D-Dude... I can't... I can't take this anymore! Not like this!! Like, [NAME]! I like... I like, LIKE you, bro!"
  • "I found a gun in the dumpster!"
  • "He's like, my robot husband. He just doesn't know it yet."
  • "You've still got time. Don't live like me. I'm 19-years old, and I've already wasted my entire life."
  • "Never interact with attractive people."
  • "Why do people find him so attractive? He's literally just a freaking rectangle."
  • "Future? What future? I'll probably be trapped at this stupid job forever."
  • "This was all just a big show. An act. [NAME] has been playing you for the fool the whole time."
  • "All so you would think she's the great person that she's not."
  • "Nice day today, huh? Birds are singing, flowers are blooming..."
  • "We could be like... Like a family..."
  • "You really are an idiot."
  • "Killing me is the only way to end this."
  • "If you let me live... I'll come back. I'll kill you. I'll kill everyone you love."
  • "Don't you realize that being nice... just makes you get hurt?"
  • "Let's go to the garbage dump!!"
  • "She's so confident... And strong... And funny..."
  • "I'm just a nobody. A fraud. All I've ever done is hurt people. I've told her so many lies, she thinks I'm... She thinks I'm a lot cooler than I actually am."
  • "If she gets close to me, she'll... She'll find out the truth about me. ... What should I do?"
  • "Let's roleplay it."
  • "I kiss her back... S...softly... I... l-look gently into her eyes... I START HOLLERING!! [NAME]!!! I LOVE YOU!!! [NAME]!!! KISS ME AGAIN, [NAME]!!!"
  • "...WHAT did you just say?"
  • "You don't have to lie to me. I don't want you to have to lie to anyone anymore."
  • "[NAME]... I want to help you become happy with who you are."
  • "Anime is real, RIGHT?!"
  • "[NAME] and I finished our training early. Very early. So I sent her home. Very home."
  • "Is that your ex? Gee, that's rough, buddy."
  • "OH MY GOD. Will you two just smooch already?!"
  • "It's all your fault. It's all because you made them love you."
  • "Your life will end here, where no one remembers you..."
  • "No! I don't need anyone!"
  • "[NAME]... Do you know why I keep doing this? Why I keep fighting to have you around?"
  • "I'm doing this... because you're special. You're the only one that understands me."
  • "I care about you, [NAME]. I care about you more than anyone else in the world."
  • "I'm not ready for this to end. I'm not ready to say goodbye to someone like you again."
  • "I'm so alone... I'm so afraid... [NAME], I... I... I'm so sorry."
  • "I always was a crybaby, wasn't I?"
  • "I wish I could tell you how everyone feels about you."
  • "I understand if you can't forgive me. I understand if you hate me. I acted so horrible. I hurt you. I hurt so many people. There's no excuse for what I've done."
  • "Maybe... The truth is... [NAME] wasn't really the greatest person."
  • "You're the type of friend I wish I always had."
  • "Take a deep breath. There's nothing left to worry about."

anonymous asked:

i just really wanted to tell you that your incorrect quotes have absolutely made my day. i just discovered your blog today, and honestly, i cannot wait to see more. even the ones i don't understand (i haven't read The Cursed Child yet). i hope you have a wonderful day, love!

this made me so happy, thank you so much !! have a wonderful day too x

OCD: Hand washing & how to quit it.

So, a little while ago I made a post about my experience with hand washing & OCD. I’ve had a couple messages from lovely people who are struggling and I wanted to share how I managed to reduce my compulsive hand washing, (I think the official term for this is exposure therapy.)

NOTE: 
I am not a therapist. I am not a counsellor. I am not a doctor. I have no training in treating disorders like this. The aim of this post is to share my experiences and what worked for me in the hope that it can help someone else. Perhaps you suffer from OCD but treatment isn’t available, or you’re unhappy with the treatment you’re currently receiving, (if this is the case I urge you to speak to your doctor/therapist, maybe ask them about exposure therapy and if they think it’d be right for you). It might not work for you, but it worked for me, and if it’s any help to anyone else I feel the need to share it.

I’ve lived with OCD for over half of my life. This is what worked for me. It is, hands down, the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, but I did it, This is a very broken-down, simple example of exposure therapy from a patients point of view. I’m here to support anyone else who is going through the same thing, and I want to try my best to help others…

Start a diary:
First thing’s first, I need to stress how important it is to write things down. Recording your thoughts, feelings and experiences makes recovery a smoother process, as it enables you to look back at what might have an impact on you; why you had a good day here and a bad day there, why your OCD was not as troublesome on Monday as it was on Tuesday, and so on. With this method of exposure therapy, recording your experiences is essential, and it’s helpful to have something to compare it to.

You could write a long diary entry, or make simple notes; whatever works for you! My OCD used to make reading and writing difficult, so I used a word document to simply bullet-point what had happened each day, then I’d rate the severity of my OCD/stress/anxiety/depression out of 10. 

Exposure therapy:
1) Make a list of things you think are dirty/covered in germs and find really difficult to touch, and put them in order. For me it was something along the lines of ‘light switch -> door handle -> a person’. This list can be as long or as short as you like, (mine was definitely longer than this), and it doesn’t matter what it includes. Think of it as running a race, each object is a hurdle you’ve got to jump over. Start small, and work your way up.


2) Start at the bottom of the list, we’ll use the list above as an example. Touch the light switch, and instead of immediately washing your hands, wait one minute before doing so. 

3) Try again. This time, increase the waiting period; wait for two minutes before washing your hands. Next time, wait three minutes, then four, and so on. The idea is that this gets easier each time.

4) Once you’ve reached a point where you feel comfortable touching the light switch without washing your hands, start doing the same thing with the door handle. Touch it, and wait one minute before washing your hands. Next time, wait two minutes, and so on.

This is where the importance of writing things down comes in.
While you’re carrying out these exercises, record your thoughts and feelings. Make a note of emotions you feel before, during and after the exercise every time you carry it out. It is also helpful to make a table, and rate your anxiety levels out of ten, ask yourself these questions:
-How much anxiety did you experience before touching the object? (1-10)
-How much anxiety did you experience during the waiting period between touching the object and washing your hands? (1-10)
-How relieved did you feel after washing your hands? (1-10) 

The idea is that it gets easier over time, and you’re able to see this because your scores are much lower towards the end of the exercises. What we want is to feel less nervous before touching the light switch, less anxious during the waiting period and less relieved after washing your hands. The activity is intended to make you realise there is no real danger in touching that light switch, and that no real harm is going to come of you not washing your hands immediately after touching it. 


Do these exercises as often or as little as you feel comfortable doing them. 
Don’t be disheartened if you’re finding it difficult. It took me months to get through this  If you’ve had a stressful day/week, this will be harder, but it’s not impossible.

During the waiting period:
This was the most stressful part of the whole exercise for me every time I carried it out, and I found there were two ways in which I could make it easier. 

1) Use logic to overcome OCD. We all know logic and OCD are not friends, they’re more like worst enemies, but logic can win if you feed it. We’ll use the light switch as another example here:
I was scared of touching the light switch because it was covered in germs. I was convinced that, if I touched this light switch, I would become very sick and die. Yet, every day, I’d see members of my family touch this light switch, and none of them ever washed their hands immediately afterwards, and guess what? None of them ever became ill, and to this day they’re all alive and well. Why should it be any different for me? The truth is, it’s not, and it very, very, very, very, (very x2,000), unlikely that touching this light switch will result in my death.

This is really, really, difficult, but you need to challenge your destructive thoughts and overcome them. Use people around you, if it helps, have someone carry out the exercise with you.

2) Distract yourself. I know this is sometimes frowned upon, but sometimes it’s the only thing that works, especially if you haven’t got the hang of challenging your illogical, obsessive thoughts. Sing a song, play a game, count backwards, watch tv, or anything else to try and control the urge to wash your hands. It will pass. 

YOU CAN DO IT
We all see people every day touching things and not washing their hands immediately, I used to look at them with disgust, but also admiration. I’d think ‘’How come they’re not washing their hands, that’s gross.’’ but I’d also realise that my hand washing was excessive and I’d think ‘’I’d love to be able to open a door with my bare hand and not feel like I was going to die afterwards.’’. But you know what? Germs are everywhere. However, they’re not all harmful. If millions of people can go about their day-to-day lives without washing their hands constantly, and they still lead long, happy, healthy lives, then so can you. 
 
I’ve been thinking out making a post like this for months, and I’ve only decided to do it now because I’ve seen the positive reaction from similar posts I’ve made. Again, I’m pointing out that I’m not a professional, and I urge everyone to seek professional help if possible, but I understand it’s not always so easy.

Exposure therapy plays a huge part in my recovery, I still use aspects of it every day and all I really hope for is that this post is helpful to some of you out there who are struggling.

Take care of yourself, find support where you can, (please message me, I’m happy to help where I can), and get some good lotion to heal your hands! 
Stay strong guys!

sky-daybreak  asked:

Hello, I commissioned you for Genji and Sombra a little bit ago and when I changed my profile picture today to one them (so amazing by the way, I love them so much) I thought I should check with you if that's okay? Do you mind if I use one of the commissioned art-works you made? I also credited you in my header, but if you'd rather I not use the art, I understand and I don't mind changing it right away! Have a lovely day!

It’s totally fine! They’re your commissions and as long as you let me know about it it’s mighty fine! 

Thank you and AGAIN I am so happy to hear you like them! It was a great pleasure to work on them! :3

8

2015 MOVIE LIST: Rurouni Kenshin: The Legend Ends (2014)

“You took so many lives during the battle and because of that you think of yourself as worthless. You became weaker because you dedicated your life to to protect other people’s, so you don’t understand your own happiness. Your life is worth as much as other people’s lives." 

deepspacecellist  asked:

damn. i really understand where you're coming from as a student in a top school because it's so taxing and the teachers emphasize that we are in the top 10% of the national cohort and it gets toxic sometimes

i was at the school that my brother’s going to and i noticed that they didn’t have even a quarter of the number of trophies that we do and it made me feel…kind of sick. i lowkey feel like my school is this really incredibly exclusive learning environment that a lot of kids could benefit from but that most really capable kids can’t make it into, and i so hate being a part of that kind of mentality

[Showtime Ep 10] Compliments
  • Sungjong → Sungkyu: I had a lot of worries and thoughts, rather than him telling to cheer up; he listened to everything I had on my mind and that helped me out a lot.
  • Sungkyu → Sungyeol: I don't know if it's because of Sungyeol's [sometimes] useless curiosity, but he sometimes asks me about random things or if there's anything wrong and I was really thankful of that.
  • Sungyeol → L: I...well I really wanted to say thanks to this for a while now; there was a time when Myungsoo and I had a big fight, it was 5 or 6 years ago and I wanted to thank him for just accepting those kind of things and understanding.
  • L → Woohyun: I don't think he himself notices this but when he talks to me I get really happy, but I don't show it; but it was just the small conversations that made me happy, like when we were in America, he asked me if I wanted tea.
  • Woohyun → Hoya: I was freestyle dancing and [Hoya] said "Wow, you really improved on your dance" and he said it so seriously and I thank him for that.
  • Hoya → Dongwoo: As you know, I hurt my ankle and because of that and a lot of things, I felt sorry. So even though I shouldn't I danced a few times for some of the songs, but at that time Dongwoo hyung came to me and said "You have nothing to be sorry about; I don't know why you're even sorry." and because that I was able to take some of the burden off and feel better and because of that I'm getting better. SO, I wanted to thank you for that
  • Sungkyu → Dongwoo: [Sorta???] Sungkyu wanted to say that Dongwoo says nice words at concerts in place of him and then everyone yelled at Sungkyu then /ditched/ Dongwoo for Chicken... so yeah.

anonymous asked:

Are requests still open? O: I know you've got a lot right now (take your time, if anyone complains then theyre, pardon my language, /fuckin rude ass people/) but if you end up getting to it at some point in this lifetime, may I have a short request to their gf saying she'll share her peanut m&m's with them? (This probably sounds really strange but I don't share my peanut m&m's with /anyone/ they're like drugs to me I swear, and I don't tend to eat many sweets either but they're an exception lol)

This made me laugh so hard but also made me super happy like you don’t even understand xD I know this took forever and I’m sorry I hope you like it~

Gifs aren’t mine

SEOKJIN:
Seokjin was actually really touched that you would share something that you loved so much with him - especially if that something was food. He’d tell everyone that would listen that he got to eat some of your favorite food and they didn’t, a wide smile on his face the entire time.

YOONGI:
Yoongi tried to act very nonchalant about the whole thing, but the gummy smile on his face as he savored the food you’d given him gave away how he really felt, though he didn’t really care that you knew; he didn’t mind if you teased him so long as you continued sharing with him.

HOSEOK:
Hoseok was almost giddy as you offered him some of your favorite food, nearly forgetting the food completely as he beamed at you and told you he loved you over and over again. He would eventually take the food from you, popping it into his mouth and eating it like there was no tomorrow.

NAMJOON:
Namjoon loved that you were offering your favorite food to him, but he didn’t want to take it from you if it made you so happy. So, instead, he acted jokingly disgusted by the food, scoffing and saying he didn’t like them; it made you laugh, and you got to eat all of what made you so happy, so it was a win-win for both of you.

JIMIN:
Jimin actually was touched that you would share your favorite food with him, but he was going to over-dramatisize his reaction; he would act over-the-top as he “graciously” accepted the food from you, only to laugh and mutter a sincere thanks before eating what you’d given him.

TAEHYUNG:
Taehyung would assure you that you didn’t have to offer him any of your food, especially since it was your favorite, but he’d take what you’d offered and eat it before you could try to take it back, not wanting to miss his chance at eating the food that you loved so much.

JUNGKOOK:
Jungkook would end up making a joke about the whole thing, pretending to get flustered as he took a step back and asked if you were sure that you were ready for that step in the relationship. Of course, he’d snatch the food from you before you could take it back, grinning all the while.

gryffindorkx  asked:

i don't think you undERSTAND. YOU MADE ME SHIP JACKUNZEL WAY HARDER THAN I SHOULD HAVE

THIS IS EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED I’M SO HAPPY AHHH *eagerly tosses a series of jackunzel gifs at you*

I’ve been trying to think of a good AU so I can manip these two again but I’m all out of ideas!! Do you have any in mind? :D