So guys i went to the 24k concert tonight and omg shit happened XD
So i made this fansign for Hui (He’s my bias). I was pretty close to the front so when he was in front of me at the beginning of the concert he pointer at my sign and after that pointed at his own heart (i died).
So like halfway through the show cory started pointing out all the fansigns. Taking some from the crowd and handing them back. When suddenly Hui walk towards me from the complete opposite side of the stage, and reaches for my sign.
The other signs were all handed back. Hui did not give mine back. He held onto it for a good while before carefully handing it to the staff who put it aside.
My friend who was standing in front of him got him holding it on video and like asdfghjkl I’m still not okay wtf.
I really feel that I can be myself around Jesse. He doesn't flinch away from me when I take my faceplate off. He respects me more than a lot of people, not treating me like a machine or like I'm made of glass.
There's just something about him that makes me want to trust him. I don't think he'd ever have a mean intention in his life that I wouldn't understand.
Sorry, it's nearly three in the morning, I shouldn't be keeping you up.
God, no, keep going. I've known you since the beginning here and I've never seen you so happy.
Wtf no need to be rude. I was gonna follow you because of baby doll but what's the point in following a blog that doesn't write smut.. Your blog won't survive along side all the smut blogs like @jeonjagiya, @avveh and @elliejade if you don't write smut.. Like who just writes fluff its boring and stupid, like I tried reading well tailored and it is so boring and sucked. Sorry but maybe you just shouldn't write
Firstly, thank you for reading Babydoll, that fic made me super nervous posting and I am happy you enjoyed it.
Secondly, It is okay to have an opinion on smut vs fluff I understand that you like smut and prefer it, but I just don’t feel comfortable writing it, therefore, I don’t.
I really don’t care if my blog “SURVIVES” That isn’t the goal of my blog, I write because I like to write. This isn’t about who has more followers or who writes better. I can bet you anything all three of the writers you listed feel the same way.
Lastly, I don’t think they would be very happy with you going around harassing other people’s blogs like this, it’s really childish.
Writers have the RIGHT to refuse to do any request they don’t feel comfortable or just don’t want to do.
You don’t own us, nor should you try to start drama between us either. I love all three or those writers blogs and respect them a lot.
Please, If you don’t like my blog, then don’t follow me. Simple as that. No need to come onto my blog and be mean.
I hope you have a nice evening and I hope you find someone who is willing to write that smut for you. I am sorry that I am not able to.
Wait I heard something about V hate do I need to throw down??? Bc I'm willing to throw down, people need to stop accusing him for everything like damn the man can only control himself and yeah he made a few mistakes and bad deductions but??? Literally everyone does??? It doesn't make him an awful person?? He's willing to learn and grow and he wants to make sure his choices don't hurt people so I don't see why people hate on my babe
I COULDN’T AGREE WITH YOU MORE MY FRIEND!!! Look, I won’t deny that V made some bad choices but hasn’t every person in the game made a bad decision before? V is human, obviously he’ll make bad choices!! He understands his mistakes and tries to fix things, even if it means sacrificing himself to make other’s happy! So this V hate really confuses me. Yes, he should have tried harder to find Rika some help but it isn’t his fault that she went psycho and created a cult!! V literally says how terrible he feels about everything that happened to Saeran and tries to protect the other RFA members, even at the cost of his own life! We need to print and frame your last sentence because it’s perfect, anyone who is a V hater needs to read it! And now, a message to all of the V haters: V DID MAKE SOME MISTAKES BUT HE FEELS GUILTY AND AWFUL ABOUT THEM AND TRIES HIS BEST TO FIX THEM ALONG WITH KEEPING THE OTHER RFA MEMBERS SAFE!!!! #VDESERVESBETTER2017
Okay but, you don't understand how HAPPY your Train AU makes me?? Like, I just read it, and I end up getting this big, gooft smile on my face. I don't understand what it is... BUT BRUH. KEEP IT UP XD Even the colors make me happy! They're just so nice to look at! They made my day less shity. <333 Hope you go far with this adorable AU!! <<33333
anonymous said: hi hon! can i get a #25 with mr. archie andrews? thanks :)
prompt: 25- “i told you not to fall in love with me”
chapter song: stay / rihanna and mickey echo
you are your own worst enemy. its the truth. its something that i’ve dealt with on many occasions so i know its true. self sabotage is my main game. i can never let myself feel even an ounce of happiness. the only person who made me feel happy was archie.
archie was always different. i understand that it sounds very cliche, but its the truth. he made me feel different. warmth oozed from my heart everytime we locked eyes. i knew he had feelings for me but i wasn’t aware how much he felt for me. he loved me so much, but i couldn’t hurt archie.
riverdale. apple pie america. my hometown. im y/n sweetwater. yes like the murder river. that river was named after my great great grandfather, kenneth sweetwater. making me by all intents and purposes, riverdale royalty. this came with a stigma. my family was always under a microscope. my mother, heather, was so beautiful. she was a golden girl, gorgeous and talented. everywhere i go people always say its like seeing heathers ghost.
its haunting. she died when i was four. my dad was left alone, a 22year old single dad. he was heartbroken, but i was always treasured by him.he loves me more than anything, im all that he has left of her. my parents had real love. the kinf of love that warrents a slow ballad, kissing under the soft moonlght. sneaky rendezvous’ at sweetwater river at midnight. true love.
“earth to sweetwater..” kevin moans as we stroll along the main street, sipping on sweet tea.
“whats up?” i mumble softly, playing with the ice in my cup.
“its like talking to a brick wall.” he teasted, bumping his shoulder on mine.
“im sorry k, im just a little pre-occupied.” i admit.
“oh yeah, the dilf is bringing his new fling to dinner tonight huh.” kevin grimaced, making a scrunched up face.
“bite me.” i mouthed.
“there’s the sheriff, im out babe.” he smiled.
“pray for me?” i plead.
“you’ll be okay, we can spill the tea tomorrow.” he declared.
and with that he was off. with a pep in his step, smile on his face. unlike me, i looked like pure shit and i felt like i was gonna pass out.
i open the front door to my house, trying to be as quiet as possible so i can go and change my shirt. i spilt iced tea all over myself and i wanted to look somehwat decent before meeting my dads new possible love interest. like many things in my life, this didn’t go to plan.
as i entered the dining room, i see my dad facing this beautiful woman. She looks like she just stepped off of a catwalk.
“hey honey.’ my dad smiles.
“yeah just showing my face, got home safe and sound.” i said smiling at the mystery chick.
“gina this is y/n, y/n this is gina.” my dad awkwardly introduces the two of us.
she looks over at me and smiles.
“um dad, i need to run to archies real quick and take him..the maths text book i borrowed.” that was a lie. this situation is too awkward so i have to bounce.
“okay, just dont stay out too late.” he warned.
“i wont, toodles gina, it was nice meeting you.” i blurt as i leave the cringey date scene in my dining room.
as i rush out of the house and get into my car, i remember that archie and jughead had said in passing that they would be at pops’ tonight obsessing over jasons death as per usual. off to the well lit diner in the middle of town.
as i pull up i see the red haired boy leaving.
“hey! where are you going?” i shout out of my car window, almost giving the tall boy a hear attack.
“what the fuck y/n?!?” he exlaims, rubbing his chest in circular motions.
“where are you going?” curiosity fills the air.
“home.” he answers shortly. coldness overiding his tone. i could tell there was something bothering him.
“whats up your ass?” i commented under my breath.
all of a sudden, archie storms over to the passenger door of my car, swinning the door open and almost instantly afterwards he slams it again.
he is now sitting in the seat, his head in his palms.
“you’re driving me fucking crazy.” he whispers.
“i told you not to fall in love with me.” i warned, bordering on the verge of tears.
“you’re saying it like i can help how i feel about you!” he snapped back at me.
“you can, you can go and be with someone else. someone who will make you happy. someone who is worth your affection. im not that girl.” i reply.
“do you love me?” he aksed.
“its not that simple archie..” i pronounced.
“answer the question.” he ordered, tears in his waterline. his big brown eyes filled with hurt.
“no.” the second lie filled the car like a toxic spill.
i heard an audible heart break. its like someone viciously ripping a piece of paper. hard, loud and sharp. what have i done?
i was cutr out of my gaze into space by the car door slamming shut. the red haired boy walking along the icy car park. the love of my life. the love that i’ve just alienated.
I don't understand why people are overreacting over the tag thing. For me personally, I only tagged the original Mafiatale as such. Everything that's been made mob/mafia related after that, no matter if it's undertale, gaster!sans, or etc, I've tagged as mob au. It's really not that hard to do lol You're doing great and you're honestly an inspiration to this fandom, so thank you for being a part of it <3 At the end of the day, you need to do what's best for you and make yourself happy
honestly? me neither. i honestly didn’t think it was an unreasonable request, that’s why i made it, and i never expected something like this to happen. i honestly don’t get why some people get so up in arms about being asked to not tag something as something, it’s not like it takes a lot of effort? and i get it, people have their own categorizing systems that they don’t wanna mess up, but…idk. i was totally unprepared.
i just really wanted to tell you that your incorrect quotes have absolutely made my day. i just discovered your blog today, and honestly, i cannot wait to see more. even the ones i don't understand (i haven't read The Cursed Child yet). i hope you have a wonderful day, love!
this made me so happy, thank you so much !! have a wonderful day too x
Honestly dear! You've made such phenomenal content that is entertaining BUT if you don't enjoy making it then we all understand! At the end of the day you just have to post what makes you happy and what you're passionate about and with your talents, I'm sure whatever it is will be awesome! I certainly do hope you come back to it soon but you and your passions are definitely priority! We all support you and whatever you make!! Thanks for this wonderful AU none the less! 🌟🌟
Im cryin g in the club thank you all so much for being so supportive this toucHED ME HEART
You know Uruha saying he was happy with the welcome at the airports during the world tour made me happy because I know sometimes fans in Latin America can get a little too excited and I know they're tired after the flight but, it's nice that even though it freaked them out at first and they don't want pictures taken lol (which I can understand) that they were a little happy to see them there. This is from the R&R interview with Uruha so super late lol but, I like your side notes they're so funny
LOL thank you for reading!!! I’m glad they like us crazy overseas hoes :’)
So, a little while ago I made a post about my experience with hand washing & OCD. I’ve had a couple messages from lovely people who are struggling and I wanted to share how I managed to reduce my compulsive hand washing, (I think the official term for this is exposure therapy.)
NOTE: I am not a therapist. I am not a counsellor. I am not a doctor. I have no training in treating disorders like this. The aim of this post is to share my experiences and what worked for me in the hope that it can help someone else. Perhaps you suffer from OCD but treatment isn’t available, or you’re unhappy with the treatment you’re currently receiving, (if this is the case I urge you to speak to your doctor/therapist, maybe ask them about exposure therapy and if they think it’d be right for you). It might not work for you, but it worked for me, and if it’s any help to anyone else I feel the need to share it.
I’ve lived with OCD for over half of my life. This is what worked for me. It is, hands down, the hardestthing I’ve ever had to do, but I did it,
This is a very broken-down, simple example of exposure therapy from a patients point of view. I’m here to support anyone else who is going through the same thing, and I want to try my best to help others…
Start a diary: First thing’s first, I need to stress how important it is to write things down. Recording your thoughts, feelings and experiences makes recovery a smoother process, as it enables you to look back at what might have an impact on you; why you had a good day here and a bad day there, why your OCD was not as troublesome on Monday as it was on Tuesday, and so on. With this method of exposure therapy, recording your experiences is essential, and it’s helpful to have something to compare it to.
You could write a long diary entry, or make simple notes; whatever works for you! My OCD used to make reading and writing difficult, so I used a word document to simply bullet-point what had happened each day, then I’d rate the severity of my OCD/stress/anxiety/depression out of 10.
Exposure therapy: 1) Make a list of things you think are dirty/covered in germs and find really difficult to touch, and put them in order. For me it was something along the lines of ‘light switch -> door handle -> a person’. This list can be as long or as short as you like, (mine was definitely longer than this), and it doesn’t matter what it includes. Think of it as running a race, each object is a hurdle you’ve got to jump over. Start small, and work your way up.
2) Start at the bottom of the list, we’ll use the list above as an example. Touch the light switch, and instead of immediately washing your hands, wait one minute before doing so.
3) Try again. This time, increase the waiting period; wait for two minutes before washing your hands. Next time, wait three minutes, then four, and so on. The idea is that this gets easier each time.
4) Once you’ve reached a point where you feel comfortable touching the light switch without washing your hands, start doing the same thing with the door handle. Touch it, and wait one minute before washing your hands. Next time, wait two minutes, and so on.
This is where the importance of writing things down comes in. While you’re carrying out these exercises, record your thoughts and feelings. Make a note of emotions you feel before, during and after the exercise every time you carry it out. It is also helpful to make a table, and rate your anxiety levels out of ten, ask yourself these questions: -How much anxiety did you experience before touching the object? (1-10) -How much anxiety did you experience during the waiting period between touching the object and washing your hands? (1-10) -How relieved did you feel after washing your hands? (1-10)
The idea is that it gets easier over time, and you’re able to see this because your scores are much lower towards the end of the exercises. What we want is to feel less nervous before touching the light switch, less anxious during the waiting period and less relieved after washing your hands. The activity is intended to make you realise there is no real danger in touching that light switch, and that no real harm is going to come of you not washing your hands immediately after touching it.
Do these exercises as often or as little as you feel comfortable doing them. Don’t be disheartened if you’re finding it difficult.
It took me months to get through this
If you’ve had a stressful day/week, this will be harder, but it’s not impossible.
During the waiting period: This was the most stressful part of the whole exercise for me every time I carried it out, and I found there were two ways in which I could make it easier.
1) Use logic to overcome OCD. We all know logic and OCD are not friends, they’re more like worst enemies, but logic can win if you feed it. We’ll use the light switch as another example here: I was scared of touching the light switch because it was covered in germs. I was convinced that, if I touched this light switch, I would become very sick and die. Yet, every day, I’d see members of my family touch this light switch, and none of them ever washed their hands immediately afterwards, and guess what? None of them ever became ill, and to this day they’re all alive and well. Why should it be any different for me? The truth is, it’s not, and it very, very, very, very, (very x2,000), unlikely that touching this light switch will result in my death.
This is really, really, difficult, but you need to challenge your destructive thoughts and overcome them. Use people around you, if it helps, have someone carry out the exercise with you.
2) Distract yourself. I know this is sometimes frowned upon, but sometimes it’s the only thing that works, especially if you haven’t got the hang of challenging your illogical, obsessive thoughts. Sing a song, play a game, count backwards, watch tv, or anything else to try and control the urge to wash your hands. It will pass.
YOU CAN DO IT We all see people every day touching things and not washing their hands immediately, I used to look at them with disgust, but also admiration. I’d think ‘’How come they’re not washing their hands, that’s gross.’’ but I’d also realise that my hand washing was excessive and I’d think ‘’I’d love to be able to open a door with my bare hand and not feel like I was going to die afterwards.’’. But you know what? Germs are everywhere. However, they’re not all harmful. If millions of people can go about their day-to-day lives without washing their hands constantly, and they still lead long, happy, healthy lives, then so can you.
I’ve been thinking out making a post like this for months, and I’ve only decided to do it now because I’ve seen the positive reaction from similar posts I’ve made. Again, I’m pointing out that I’m not a professional, and I urge everyone to seek professional help if possible, but I understand it’s not always so easy.
Exposure therapy plays a huge part in my recovery, I still use aspects of it every day and all I really hope for is that this post is helpful to some of you out there who are struggling.
Take care of yourself, find support where you can, (please message me, I’m happy to help where I can), and get some good lotion to heal your hands! Stay strong guys!
Hi, Dee! I just wanted to say that I'm happy you exist <3
I don’t deserve you guys. Thank you all for your messages of support! I’ll reply to anon ones when I’m off hiatus, but I’ve read all of them and they made me emotional. You guys are always so nice and understanding and I’m happy you’re on my blog. Thank you for being here! :*