this made me laugh so hard jfc

4

I’M STILL ALIVE BUT I’M BARELY BREATHING

I JUST MET TROYE SIVAN

I was 4th in line and in the first group that they took over to the area where we were meeting him. And I was shaking so hard already and I felt like I was about to faint and then I got to meet him and the first fucking thing I said “Oh my god you’re even prettier in person”. And then I apologized because oh my god. But he just smiled and thanked me he’s so sweet.

SO THEN I FUCKING HUGGED HIM

So then he signed my CD (and I kept whispering “oh my god” which made him laugh) and I asked to take a selfie but I asked if he could hold my phone because I was shaking so hard. And I apologized again. And he went, “No, no, you’re so cute.” AND I NEARLY FUCKING FAINTED I SWEAR TO GOD

SO THEN WE TOOK SELFIES AND TROYE SIVAN HAS TOUCHED THIS PHONE JFC

And he asked if we’d been waiting long and I said we’d been waiting since noon but I was so so happy I didn’t care how long we had to wait

And then I asked if I could hug him again and he said “Of course, come here!” And I hugged him AGAIN

And as I was leaving I said I really loved his music and couldn’t wait for him to put out a full length album and he said “soon” because he knows how we feel about that word and he’s a little shit.

And then it was done.

I HUGGED HIM TWICE IM NOT OK

AND HE’S LIKE REALLY SOFT??? Like confident but GENTLE AND SOFT and his hugs are WARM

And he smells really fresh and sort of flowery but not REALLY flowery idk just really clean and really really good

And his EYES. OH MY GOD HIS EYES. They are ASTONISHINGLY BEAUTIFUL in person. An his hands are so elegant and his hair is fucking amazing and he’s just completely perfect and he’s REAL

And I’ll be going to the Wild party tomorrow. No idea how that will go but I guess we’ll see!!

For now I just need a moment.