this looked so much better in photoshop... now it's pretty shitty

zen-harunyandere  asked:

Hey can I req rfa + v saeran, like abt when it's halloween time, what would theydo or wearing what kind of costumes with mc? I need fluffs ❤


If you’re on mobile, I’m really sorry for the shitty picture quality

my photoshop skills are the real horror on Halloween night



  • Yoosung wants to prove his manliness to you on Halloween
  • He has this whole plan thought out
  • It goes like this:
  • Yoosung is an attractive police officer
  • You’ll be looking illegally fine
  • He’ll arrest you
  • “You’ve been a bad girl.”
  • Handcuffs
  • kinky stuff, basically
  • Seven helped him plan it out
  • He tells you to dress up nicely
  • but you already new of his plans
  • you want me to be your criminal?
  • Oh I’ll be one all right
  • Yoosung’s standing by the door, looking suave as fuck in his police officer
  • No really, those pants hug his tush just right and it’s
  • 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌there👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit  
  • “Wow Yoosung, you look good!” your voice comes the other side of the room
  • He smirks at himself in the mirror
  • Okay Yoosung, you can do this! he says to himself, turning towards you
  • “Hey MC, I’ll have to- eh?”
  • He watches your sidle up to him, wearing one of those hideous orange prison jumpsuits
  • “Yeah?”
  • “Um, what…what are you wearing?”
  • “Come on, you’re an officer of the law yet you can’t even tell an inmate from the rest of the population?”
  • Yoosung tears up a lil
  • Dang it what am I supposed to do know?
  • “But officer, you never told me was I was imprisoned for,” you say with a wink
  • “Ah!” he coughs, “y-your looks are too sinful, it’s illegal!”
  • Wait no that’s not what it was
  • You just giggle and tug on his arm
  • “Well I’ve also just broken out of jail…I guess it’s your job to bring me back?”
  • Yoosung thought he was ready for this
  • He wasn’t
  • “H-how about we go outside for now?” he squeaks, and pulls you along.
  • Even after you spend hours looking at Halloween decorations and buying various pumpkin-themed snacks in the cool autumn breeze, his face still remains a stubborn shade of obnoxious red


  • all you need to know is that he lost a bet 
  • Conditions: he has to dress up as a fairy princess and walk around throwing petals and glitter everywhere on Halloween night
  • Duration of time: 3 hours
  • Zen:
  • he’s a p r o          
  • some of his fans see him on the street, but they don’t believe it’s actually him
  • until pictures are leaked
  • by who you ask?
  • lolololololol (⌐▨_▨) lolololololol
  • he gets twice the amount of role offers, mostly being for dress-wearing characters
  • He refuses to leave the house for the rest of the week
  • Because if he does
  • “Momma look! It’s fairy Zen!”


  • She wants to advertise the cafe on Halloween night
  • “Isn’t it a good idea MC? There will be a lot of people around, and if they see us wearing our mascot, then we’ll get more customers for sure!”
  • “Ok but Jaehee we don’t have a mascot?”
  • Emergency Meeting Commenced
  • Topic: is a simple coffee cup good enough to become a mascot?
  • It doesn’t matter we’re doing it anyways
  • Halloween comes around, and you receive your custom costume order
  • They’re big
  • And hot
  • Luckily the weather outside is cool ,otherwise you’re pretty sure you would have had a heat stroke
  • But look at you two
  • You’re just two giant coffee mugs waddling around outside
  • You almost knock over several children
  • hey Jaehee change of plans let’s go people bowling instead
  • Jaehee tries to talk to them, but ah they’re running away
  • A coffee cup spoke to me!
  • What was that the voice of the abyss?
  • You don’t get that many extra customers afterwards, but you do get a whole bunch of complaints
  • Most of them being how their children swear they saw a grotesque specter outside your door
  • And how you should consider getting your cafe exorcised


  • His company is throwing a Halloween party, and of course, everyone has to come in costume
  • Jumin actually doesn’t care about Halloween
  • “What is this commoner practice? You celebrate the dead by pillaging houses for sweets?”
  • not pillaging Jumin
  • though that means
  • all the planning is up to you
  • MC should not hold so much power
  • yeah, you could dress both of you up as a Count and Countess, something cool and edgy 
  • just imagine how handsome Jumin would look???
  • but w a i t
  • you have a better idea
  • animAL ONESIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  • no cats though
  • you both love cats, but halloween is a time to explore the depths of the universe and try out new things
  • and ya just

  • You’re wearing a matching blue unicorn onesies, and together you guys enter the party
  • holy hell is it a good thing that the press isn’t there
  • “Jumin Han Does Gay!” would’ve been their headline for the rest of the year
  • but shit does the man look fine
  • next time you get down and funky, you make him wear it again


  • we all know he has a gazillion outfits
  • and it’s not physically possible for him to choose only one for Halloween
  • why not just wear all of them at once?
  • after a few hours in his room, refusing any help, he squeezes out of the doorway and waddles over to you 
  • #sevenwhatthefuck
  • He looks like he’s wearing one of those blow up sumo suits, except without the nipples
  • or like without anything that makes the suit look like a sumo wrestler except it’s largeness
  • he’s like
  • a giant meatball
  • of clothes
  • the costumes that had stopped fitting after the nth layer, he had tied all together and draped across himself like a scarf
  • “I’m ready for some trick or treating!”
  • you flick him lightly on the forehead and he just kinda flops backwards and rolls away
  • “Now I don’t even have to wear heelies to escape the feelies.”
  • Seven adamantly refuses to change or rather remove about 50 layers, so you successfully manage to frighten away all of the children while you go around collecting your candy taxes
  • no waiting in line yo
  • after some time, Seven is too tired to walk, so you push him back to his house like some humanoid dung bettle, and you spend  the rest of the night playing games and getting cavities
  • Saeyoung still refuses to take off his costumes


  • He’s already a Halloween costume lmao
  • Bean’s got the dramatic eyeliner, the hair, the look
  • “What do you mean dress up?  No thanks I’m fine like this.”
  • So he’s just wearing his bomb-ass jacket and leather choker again
  • Nonetheless, you choose to dress up as a maid
  • oh my
  • “Saeran why is your face so red?”
  • “I-I used too much blush.”
  • You don’t go trick or treating, instead you find a local Halloween festival where they do all kinds of activities
  • Loves apple bobbing
  • He’s real good with his mouth
  • But he doesn’t like it how you just stand there, so
  • “You’re my maid, why don’t you do it for me?”
  • “Yes Master.”
  • *chokes on his apple*
  • You check out the ice cream stall which serves special ice cream only on that day, and you’re pretty sure Saeran single-handedly eats most of the 4 buckets they have
  • But next year, Saeran lets you choose his costume
  • you’ve had this on your mind for years
  • you were born for this day
  • Saeyoung loves it
  • But Saeran never lets you choose his costume ever again


  • the both of you want to have a stroll around town on Halloween night
  • but 
  • costumes?
  • the guy can’t see
  • doesn’t know what you make him wear???
  • you tell him he’s dressed as Zorro, which is why ‘his face is surrounded by cloth’
  • He’s actually

  • he thinks he’s a hero, but he’s really just a sunflower 
  • meanwhile you take on the appearance of a gardener because ‘this is my one and only flower that I will never let wither’ 
  • V thinks all the comments about “how cute!” are directed at you, so he smiles a bit and he’s a tol smiling sunflower with sunglasses prowling thru the streets on Halloween night
  • nobody tries to scare either of you because either they think about how darn precious he looks or how the way he looms over people with his face surrounded by bright yellow petals is rather ominous
  • the stuff of nightmares, really 
  • but he’s the most succulent of succulents and you feel safe with this happy flower walking around with you
  • ‘tis truly a blessed evening with your blind plant man

The Riverdaily Rundown - 08/25/2017

Hey hey hey, mah dudes. It’s Sam here! We are gonna get this show on the road real quick ‘cause there has been so much content today.

Like so much content. A beautiful wave of content. A Jesus blessed storm of content. It’s all thanks to RAS, some dedicated fans, and the cast members. Let’s give them a round of applause. Without y’all, we’d be fucking miserable.

Alright, let’s go bitches!

Hey, Bughead fans, guess what! WE GOT SOME MOTHERFUCKIN’ CONTENT UP IN THIS BIATCH! I ain’t just talking about lil’ photoshopped cartoon characters or shit! I am talking about legit content. I am talking about pictures from filming. I am talking about RAS being a frickin’ doll face. It’s great. It’s amazing! It’s just ugh. Let’s just talk about it!

RAS was an absolute babe, today. Not only did he bless us with an amazing photo of mechanic!Betty and mechanic!Jughead, he also blessed us with a beautiful caption that pretty much confirms endgame for bughead. (x) @sprouseharts

This photo. This caption. This tweet. Ugh. It’s amazing. It’s beautiful. I am more excited about this tweet than my own birthday. (it’s cool I hate my birthday) I’m more excited about this tweet than the Second Coming. I’m more excited about this tweet than I am about that left over piece of meat lovers pizza in the fridge.

It’s just fucking exciting (or I live a really boring, shitty life one of the two).

Here’s another post that compares the two mechanic!Bughead images we’ve gotten so far. It will murder you. My ghost lawyer is currently backed up filing my own lawsuits, so I’ll have to refer you to his colleague if you need one too. (x) @bugheadjones-the-third

@brittalundin​ also joined in on the fun! She tweeted out her support for mechanic!Betty as well! I’m glad to see that the crew is on the same page as the fandom! Or maybe the fandom is on the same page as the crew…? Idk. I’m just glad we aren’t trying to murder each other anymore! (x) @sprousehartinvestigation

Remember that time when I was glad that we weren’t murdering each other anymore? Yeah. About that. That’s a fucking lie. We’re murdering each other better than ever folks.

How do I explain this fandom? Easily. We hate each other. That’s all. That’s all there is to it. Pure hatred. So pure it has been formed into a new element. We’ll all be receiving a nobel prize this year for aiding in its discovery. Please wear semi-formal to formal wear. Thank you.

Anyway, why do we hate each other? I don’t know. Probably because humans live off of emotions and hatred/anger is a very strong one that can easily be given into. Also because there are a ton of different ships coming out of this show/comics and nobody seems to respect anyone else’s.

Or maybe because everyone gets worked up a little too much. I mean probably not right? It’s not like this fandom get worked up about a meme.

Except, wait, this fandom does get worked up about memes. (x) @thejugheadjones

Archie Comics’ twitter posted a very funny (and historically accurate meme) depicting the relationship between Betty, Archie, and Veronica. I got a good kick out of it, but it seems like some of the fandom just wanted to actually kick people because of it. By some of the fandom I mean the Barchie side of the fandom.

Look, dudes. I get it. You love your ship. You don’t see a lot of content from you ship in the comics or the show lately, but are you really gonna get pissed over a meme?

Yeah. Probably, huh?

To make matters worse the Bughead and the Varchie side of the fandom went off on the Barchie side of the fandom and shit just got hectic.

Gotta go change the sign from “1 day(s) without fandom fighting” to “0 day(s) without fandom fighting”. We were so close to beating our record of two days, guys. C’mon!

Dogs. Dogs are cute. Dogs are adorable. Dogs deserve love.

Cole. Cole is a person. Cole is probably adorable but like idk I don’t know him. Cole most likely deserves love.

These two creatures put together creates an infinite aura of happiness. Which is why we are so blessed (praise be to Jesus) to have these adorable photos and videos of both Cole and Dog together. (x) @rarecolesprouse​ (x) @gershwinn


Film her? I don’t even know her! *ba dum tss*

Nah, but the cast did some filming today, and it looks pretty rad. Like mega rad. Like the most rad thing that could possibly ever rad.

We’ve got some great pictures of a fishy looking scene going down in a shady side of town between Ronnie and a rival gang member? What is this? This is not okay. I am not prepared for this, right now. (x) @bronwynn

Deep breaths be damned! I am freaking out right now and living for it!

Here is some more in depth explanation of what happened during today’s filming from a fan who was present. It may be kind of a spoiler, but it’s definitely interesting! (x) @forsythe-p-jones

Cole was seen leaving a building, presumably to film. As he was leaving someone yelled that they liked his shoes and he did a little jig. This jig will forever go down in history as the best impromptu jig of mankind. Cole Sprouse will be receiving a golden globe and an emmy for his jig work. Tune in next friday to get the full, hour-long scoop on what truly went through his mind as he did his jig and the full story behind it. (x) @hobooutsider (x) @sprouseharts

Archie Andrews is a motherfuckin’ gansta. When he goes, he goes hard. We he fights, he punches first. When he does graffiti, he makes weird ass smiley faces. (x) @juggiesbetts @zumpie

Oh, Archie, dear. Congratulations on making Weenie Hut Jr. customer of the month. The fandom and I are so proud.

But not really. Boy, look. I know you’re going through some internal trauma and shit, but please explain to me why you are graffiting a happy face? Is it some deeper meaning shit? Are you putting on an act? Are you showing the world what it wants to see from you? Or do you just really like smiley faces, buddy?

#nojudgement #lies #lotsofjudgement #pleaserespondinMLAformattedessay

Wow. Here are some great pictures from today! A lot of fans managed to meet the cast and get pictures up close as well as far away! They are literally so beautiful they will make your eyes burn more than staring at the eclipse for 7 hours.

(x) @sprouseharts (x) @sprouseharts (x) @sprouseharts 

Also here are some gorgeous pictures of Madelaine Petsch! (x) @riverdales-daily

People are freaking out because Lili posted that picture of Cole with a dog on her instagram. That’s really all I have to say about that.

Here is some Varchie content that @veronicadvalle provided us with once again! (x) the parallel between these scenes hits me in the feels, man!

#deadagain #callmylawyer


Now here’s just some content ‘cause I’m sick and I’m tired and I’m ready for sleep.

Gifs! (x) @tommensbaratheons (x) @anti-aureate

Funny Memes! (x) @zumpie (x) @bugheader 

Agreeable Textposts! (x) @musingmola

Fanart! (x) @gogenevieveart (x) @sprouseharts

Alright, folks! That’s all I got! I just want to give a huge thank you to @juggydunes for making my little gif header! I didn’t even have to ask, they just did it on their own accord! I love you so much! This means the world!

Sorry for the shitty (and late) rundown again! Sick Sam is a dead Sam! Haha! Hopefully I’ll be better soon! Lots of love!

Peace out, witches!

anonymous asked:

Hey, soft boy. I've been developing games using game maker for the past couple of years and have been wanting to switch to unity for sometime now. However, while I was able to quickly learn the ins and outs of gml, I can't for the life of me adapt to unity. How did you as a game developer learn to use unity? How much programming experience did you have beforehand? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Hey, anon boy. I jumped into Unity when I was 13, knowing almost nothing about game development. I had some advanced computer literacy skills tho, I had messed with HyperStudio (i bet NO ONE knows what that is) in elementary school, and in 7th grade I knew the basics of how to use Command Prompt, and like I knew how to use image editors (Fireworks and a lil Photoshop, with a splash of Flash), so I had literacy of how computers and programs worked. The only “coding” I knew was just copying and pasting code that other people wrote (and sometimes changing the numbers). 

So after I found Unity, I literally just jumped into it. I began by messing around in it (clicking random buttons to see what they do), and I found the terrain editor (keep in mind this was like Unity 2.6, that old shit lmaooo) and that was a super formative moment for me. I then started following tutorials; I think the first thing I used was a shitty PDF FPS tutorial (holy shit I found it), once again copying and pasting code, and looking at fully built example projects to decipher them. 

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

ahhh thanks for answering! Can you make a full tutorial? Thank you!!! :)


I think it’s best to start with Allura’s coloring, since this one’s more tricky. 

I think this would also be a very interesting tutorial for those who want to edit/gif POC but fear they might accidentally whitewash them due to the ligher effects. Well, fear not, because there is, in fact, a way to make everything pretty and pastel and still make your character’s skin tone as dark and consistent as it originally was.

So here’s the gif we’re going to start with.

And with the effects applied, it looks like this:

As you can see, I managed to make Allura’s entire surrounding pastel, including her eyes and clothes, without making drastic changes to her skin color. Her skin is slightly more reddish and darker, but that’s because of the coloring rather than the lighting-effects.

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anonymous asked:

um hello, do you mind giving tips for lineart? you're lineart is so pretty and smooth and mine is so shaky and just generally makes me cry tbh. sorry if this a bother, i'd really appreciate it tho

Hey, don’t worry, not a bother at all!

Alright, the first thing I’m sure everyone knows by now, but bears repeating, is that you gotta practice. That’s really the short of it–Improvement happens primarily when you’re drawing. There’s a whole bunch of subtle muscle memory [like how hard you need to press your pen to get a certain line thickness] that can be learned only through trial and error and persistence. So don’t give up! I’m rooting for ya.

Now, to move on to the actual advice. Take most of this with a grain of salt, since I’m still learning & improving myself!

The most important part is to be confident in your lines. I’ve noticed a lot of beginners ‘pet’ their lines–instead of doing it in one sweep, they make multiple tiny strokes, usually going over the same section several times. The end product comes out jaggy and sketchy.

Make long, sweeping strokes. Draw from the elbow, not from the wrist. If you’re doing digital art, don’t be afraid to use the undo button as many times as you need until you achieve the results you want. Also, rotate your canvas. Seriously, the quality of your lines will suffer if you’re forcing your hand into unnatural, uncomfortable positions [I need to heed this advice more often too… It’s tricky to get used to it in the beginning, so if you’re drawing for long periods of time check yourself every once in a while to make sure you’re not falling back on old/bad habits.]

To gain some confidence, I’d highly recommend doing line exercises. Here is a link to a post that explains it all much better than I could, with examples!

Also, try switching to a traditional medium, using pens or markers or ink–basically something that you can’t erase. This will essentially force you to be more careful of your line placement and any mistakes you might make. You can do it digitally, too, but the undo button is incredibly tempting. If you’ve got the willpower to avoid that sorta thing [I know I don’t] go for it.

So, get a sketchbook and fill out all of its pages with nothing but drawings in ink–don’t focus on making the drawing itself perfect, focus on practicing your lines. There’s like, a boatload of shitty art in all of us that we need to push out before we produce anything good.

Finally, I’ve got this neato trick I’d probably be dead without. I only know how to do it in Photoshop, but I think there was a tutorial for Sai floating around too.

If you’re like me and zoom into your drawing when you line [don’t be like me. Another exercise-try lining without zooming in, pretend you’re drawing on regular A4 paper and there’s no zoom] and then zoom out and cry because it looks all wrong, all you gotta do is go to “windows” > “arrange” > “make new window for ‘drawing name’”

And, bam, second canvas! It follows your strokes on your original in real time, so you can get a better idea of what the heck is going on in your image. It’s seriously saved my art several times.

Other tips:

1. Draw on a large canvas. When you size the drawing down once you’re done, some of the shakiness of the lines will be smoothed out by the compression.

2. The shakiness might also just be a product of shaky hands, which sometimes can’t be fixed, so I’d suggest installing a stabilizer. I’ve heard Lazy Nezumi is good! [It only works for windows, though–I’d suggest others, but I’ve never used any.]

I hope at least some of this was a little bit helpful. Good luck!

I'm Sorry

[title]: i’m sorry

[pairing]: shawn mendes x reader

[requested]: yes – (x)

[summary]: #1 | “do you want me to leave?”

[warnings]: swearing

[author’s note]: the new photos of shawn from his luomo shoot are… distracting

…but goddamn that boy can really flaunt a blazer

+ “WRITING PROMPTS” prompt list

Originally posted by 21tst-may

YOU run a hand through your hair, biting your nails nervously.

You sit on the edge of your bed, wiping the salty droplets that had fallen onto your cheeks.

You emit a loud, thick cough, your voice scratchy. The room is dim, a small lamp casting a yellow glow from beside your bed.

Thoughts race through your head; thoughts that make you sick, make you want to throw up. The thought of him touching her in places he would touch you, the thought of her name rolling off of his tongue instead of yours, the thought of these very sheets you lay on tainted with the love they had made… Not you with him, her.

It’s been 12 months…

12 months of apparent lies and cover ups.

He told you he loved you, but was this all just a lie? A lie to get in your pants, act like he loved you and felt something deep for you, but then find someone else and leave you clueless and heartbroken?

The high quality picture burns holes in you, and you have to force yourself to look away from it. You sniffle, using your hand to whack the magazine off of the bed. You fall onto your back, your sweatshirt sleeve soaked with tears.

“I hate Hollywood and all these rumors.” You whisper, biting your bottom lip.

Suddenly the door to your apartment swings open, a voice greeting you. “Y/N, I’m home, baby!”

You squeeze your eyes shut, curling up into a ball. A small, weak, vulnerable ball of sadness and suspicion.


Why can’t I disappear?

The door to your bedroom swings open. “Y/N?” His voice asks softly.

Shawn approaches you carefully. He places an hand on your upper arm. As soon as his skin comes in contact with yours, you swat it away.

“How could you?!” You yell, sitting up and glaring at him.

“What are you talking about, Y/N?” He asks, backing slightly away from you. How could he act so innocent and clueless?

You slide off of the bed, retrieving the magazine from the floor before throwing it at Shawn harshly.

Shawn studies the cover as you weep quietly. The high definition picture of Shawn and Camila Cabello locking lips makes you want to throw up.

“Do you actually believe this?” Shawn asks you.

“What do you think?!” You yell, crossing your arms over your chest. “How could you?!”

Shawn’s eyebrows furrow. “I can’t believe you think I’m that unfaithful to you! All I’ve been is gentle and caring for you, Y/N! Do you think I’d ever fucking do something that cruel to you?!”

Your lip quivers as you whisper, “Maybe I do.“ Shawn’s face twists in anger. “This photo looks pretty fucking real to me. Maybe that’s where you go when you come home late; maybe you’re with Camila.”

“I’m not!” Shawn defends.

“And what if you are?” You whisper. “You know, I wouldn’t appreciate being treated like a used piece of shit.”

“You’re so goddamn stubborn! I can’t believe you’re mad at me for something I never even did!” You stay silent. “You know what, maybe I am with Camila, what if I was, huh?”

“I can’t believe you’d lie to me about saying you love me!” Tears blur your vision, small droplets of water staining your shirt.

Shawn’s face softens at your words, and just for a second, you think the situation will get better from there. But then his face hardens again, making your heart clench.

“Don’t you dare say that I don’t love you, Y/N because I fucking do! With all my goddamn heart!” Shawn runs a hand through his hair frustratedly. “I just can’t believe we’re having this fucking argument right now.”

“You know I hear what you say about Camila during your damn interviews—”

“Yeah! I say that she’s a close friend of mine and that she’s very talented!”

“‘Close friend of mine’.” You mock, making the anger in his chest expand. “You seem a little more than friends to me, Shawn!”

“You know, at least Camila actually trusts me as a friend. There’s about zero fucking trust in this relationship, Y/N! Have you ever heard of photoshop?! That’s a thing! It. Was. Photoshopped.” He seethes. “She actually cares about me and doesn’t accuse me of false accusations. If you can’t face the fact that there’s going to be false rumors and lies all over the media about us, you need to get it through your thick skull, Y/N.”

Small sobs escape your lips. You had never been in this big of a fight with Shawn, usually your fights were about what to have for dinner or fighting over the TV remote. Nothing serious like this. You loved Shawn with all of your heart and being, but you hated seeing all of these rumors spreading around like wildfires, because you couldn’t tell if they were true or not. You didn’t want to lose the light of your life. You knew he was a good boyfriend, but you couldn’t help but wonder if those rumors were in fact true or not. The salty tears running down your cheeks had never been this bad when it came to Shawn, you were full on bawling that he was upset with you and that he might be cheating on you. Of course, you cried when he went off on tour and you had to stay in Pickering to continue schooling and such, but this was way worse.

Shawn knew you were upset, but he couldn’t stand to be accused of every rumor in Hollywood about him by his girlfriend. By now, he was just letting out all of his frustrations and anger. He could’ve dealt with it in a better way, but the thought never came to mind. He knew you were very sensitive, so why didn’t he realize he was slowly breaking you? Simple. He was sick and tired of the media doing everything they can to corrupt your relationship.

“Y/N, you’re so stubborn and hard to deal with sometimes, and it pisses me off! We’ve been together for over a year, Y/N! You can act so bitchy sometimes, and I just now realize that! Y'know, Camila would actually believe me if I told her I loved her. I can’t deal with this right now.”

Your heart slams to the bottom of your stomach. He was comparing you to another woman. Someone better. Maybe he loved her and not you.

“Then do you want me to leave?” Your voice cracks as fresh tears roll down your face. Shawn stays silent.

“Maybe I will.” You whisper, walking past him.

You quickly walk towards the door to your house with tears remaining in your eyes.

Shawn stands in your shared room, staring at the floor. Tears run down his face as well, one of the few times he’s cried. He was always your rock, there for you, but not this time.

As the sound of the door to your house opens, he wanted to scream your name. He wanted to apologize. He wanted to hug and kiss you. He wanted to assure you it would all be okay. He really really wanted to, but in that moment, your name was stuck in his throat, its verbal route clogged with no other escape. As much as he wanted to reach out and stop you from leaving, his body wouldn’t let him. You deserved someone better than him. Just then he had treated you like a piece of shit, and he wanted you to find someone better. Nothing could ever replace his love for you, though.

“Idiot, idiot, idiot!” He screams at himself, ripping up the magazine into small pieces. He lets out a loud scream before approaching the wall and delivering a few flat palmed blows to it. Another wail escapes his throats before he collapses against the wall, crying into his hands. He knew he fucked up, and reality was hitting him like a train.

“I’m sorry.” Shawn whispers.

On the other hand, you sob into the steering wheel of your car, your head resting on the cool black material. Cries and a string of curses roll off of our tongue at the thought of not having Shawn in your life anymore.

Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, but that doesn’t mean they weren’t meant to be.

wow okay this was shitty

i’m so sorry to the anon who requested this i just couldn’t find the write way to word this, but i hope you enjoyed anyways!

i’m hoping my inspiration comes back soon because i’m really missing it

this was also very short hmph, my writing will get way better i promise :)

also, i love camila ok?

i just used the “shawmila” controversy (if you even wanna call it that) for their fight because…

…i’m original

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— october 12th, 2016


Okay I think I’ll answer all of the questions lmao

  1. Do you prefer traditional drawing, or digital? This is probably the most difficult question to anser ayyy. I reALLY like both. I’m not as good with digital art as with traditional art but I think both have so many nice thinGS aH- and they are so different I really can’t decide wish one ;_; tho +1 to digital art because god bless Ctrl+z
  2. How long have you been drawing? Since I was able to hold a pencil
  3. How many classes have you taken? Last summer I went to an art academy in Philadelphia for a month but aside from that, I’ve never taken any other art classes. I’m a self taught artist.
  4. Do you have a DeviantArt, personal website, or art blog? My deviantArt username is also Geheichous!
  5. What’s your favorite thing to draw? Canines! :D
  6. What’s your least favorite thing to draw? BACKGROUNDS.
  7. How often do you use references? Almost never because I don’t have internet at home so I can’t look at poses and suff so sometimes I just call my mom to pose for me xD
  8. Do you draw professionally, or just for fun? For fun! 
  9. How much time do you spend drawing on an average day? like 4/5 hours idk it depends. Lately I’m drawing more because I’m having an art exhibition soon :D
  10. Are you confident about your art? Not as much as I would want to be ayyy
  11. How many art-related blogs do you follow? like the 70% of the blogs I follow are from artists 
  12. Is it okay for people to ask you about your process? Sure! I also have things written in my FAQ so check it out too!
  13. Do you prefer to keep your art personal, or do you like drawing things for other people? I really enjoy making fanart for people or commissions c: 
  14. Do you ever collaborate with others? Yeeee I’m making a collab right now with tsukeono​ :D
  15. How long does an average piece take you to complete? It depends a lot, but a full traditional piece is arround 6-7 hours. I usually writte down in the description how much time did the work take me in my DeviantArt
  16. Do you draw more today than you did in the past, or do you draw less? Its been difficult to draw for this last two years because bachellor but I’m finally going to a Fine Arts University this year so expect more art!
  17. Do you think you’re justified in giving other people art advice? Hell yeah if they ask for it :D
  18. What are you currently trying to improve on? BACKGROUNDS. And color shading 
  19. What is the most difficult thing for you to draw? BACKGROUNDS.
  20. What is the easiest thing for you to draw? Hands and canine faces
  21. Do you like to challenge yourself? YEs but not with baCKGROUNDS.
  22. Are you confident that you’re improving steadily? Yeaa a bit, mostly with digital art
  23. Do you draw more fanart, or more original art? Fanart
  24. Do you feel jealous when you see other people’s art, or inspired? (Be honest!) BOth. When I see art i really like I’m like wAAAHHH thats SO PRETTY! And then like, I’M GOING TO CUT DOWN YOUR HANDS AND SEW THEM TO MINE SO I CAN DO THAT MAGIC YOU DO
  25. Do you like to draw in silence, or with music? With music muuch better
  26. For digital artists: what program(s) do you use? Paint Tool SAI and Photoshop CS5
  27. For digital artists: how many layers does a typical piece require? 1 for messy sketch, 1 for more accurate sketch and then an other one for all the colors (I don’t do lineart at all so I don’t need an other layer) And sometimes 2-3 more layers for shading and hinglights.
  28. For traditional artists: what medium do you like most? (Pencil, charcoals, etc) Alcohol markers+Color pencils
  29. For traditional artists: How do you usually start on a big piece? (Light sketch, colored lead, sketchpaper, etc) I usually make a lots of small pencil sketches, then choose one, scan it, print it in a bigger size and trace it into a better paper.
  30. What inspires you to not just make art, but to be a better artist? The art senpais lol, I jusT see their art and speedpaints and wips and inSPIRATION SLAPS ME RIGHT IN THE FACe.                                   Also having artist friends because they give me so many ideas to draw and making collabs with them make me feel like I MUST LVL UP MY ART SO I CAN BE AS GOOD AS THEm AND DONT DISAPPOINT THEM WITH MY SHITTY ART.

(or at least how i make them…)

what you’ll need:

  • patience. seriously.
  • time
  • make sure you have QuickTime installed, it wont work without
  • i use photoshop cs 5 portable. (i dont know if theres a huge difference to the regular one sorry!)

Please like/reblog if you thought it was helpful!

oh btw in this tutorial i assume you dont know anything about photoshop so im also explaining where you find the adjustments, etc.

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Hi everyone~ recently I’ve reached 1k on this pretty lame blog and so I wanted to make a follow forever to show my appreciation to all these wonderful blogs/people. You make my dash so beautiful *.* This is my first one btw I don’t really know what I’m doing. orz

Btw I have hella non-existant photoshopping skills sorry you guys deserve so much better ._.

I still can’t believe that I tricked so many people into thinking I’m cool heheh >:) Anyways I’m pretty sure you’re sick of me talking so I’ll shut up now.

To everyone on this follow forever: you’re freaking awesome ok stay awesome forever~

To everyone else: you’re all freaking awesome I love you all okok.


Ok and that concludes my rambles.

Tumblr senpais: aka I don’t know what you did exactly but I aspire to be you and you’re just like 1000% pure awesomeness and plz don’t be creeped out by me as I probably stalk you.

altairis | akashis | red-hana | lordzuukoukyos

Favourite mutuals: aka wow you’re so cool I can’t believe you follow me and I feel a bit accomplished when you reblog something from me uwu 

lulukou | erendragneel | tetsukun | creepyalchemist | racyue | mammura | meganething | yatoli

I don’t really want to pick favourites i mean then i’d have to bold everyone .-.

but if you’re italicized plz hover over your name you have a little message note: i would give everyone one but i’m really awks lol so just a generalized message:

A lot of you make graphics and gifs and they’re all so beautiful and perfect ok I really look up to you hehe maybe one day I’ll become half as good as you guys at like photoshopping. You’re so talented and creative omg. Or your blog is one I reallyy enjoy seeing on my dash and you’re an amazing person in general ok? Ok. 


0kamii | 0takugirl | a-kihito | ackermaner (well acc bisshamon now whoops) | afterstories | akahshi | alastiaatsushimurasakibaras | attack-on-harukasbooty | bane-no-yato | blu-82b | candycane-chan | dandere | daughterofsatan | ebiswuescarletes | forestofbigasstrees | formlessprodigy | fumiiko | gre-ll | gurrenlagging


haruuka | hawuka | hayasakas | hiba-ri | hikikomori-chan | himuropls | hiyorihichij0u | jaegering | jukous | kagamiine | kisesryouta | kiss-kiss-fall-in-mud | kissechi | knightwalker08kougamy | koutone | kozatos | kovhaikuriyahma | kurocchii | kuropiecekurummi | lilium | luuchans | m-ashiro | m0chizou | makochantachibanana | mawaruu | maztsuoka | meganetsunderei | meishinno | mochiru | moemoekyuuun | mokacheer |  murasakibaraatsushi | my-kokoro-just-brokoro


narusu | n0ragamiohayocelestia | ohlevihohymir | painlessheartsr1n-okumuraratotax | rineren | rebornarchangel | saiyakas | samezukaz | seijurohs | sennenkoi | sexjuro | sexpai | sexuoh | swagckerman | shingekinomadoka | tachibanos | taikos | tetsu-s | theheichouwesawthatday | theperfectcell | the-senpai-noticed-u | tsumidere | tsumugo | yatogamiii | yukariis | yukiine | yukinne | yukkie-s | yyatogamiszetsueen | zetsuuen

+ blogroll

hopefully I didn’t miss anyone ;-;

just remember, that regardless of whether you’re on this or not, or if I follow you or not, you’re still perfect.

*sorry if ur url is not even on this or is covered by the hand lol

Stay fabulous minna~

mikasa / transparency

Tutorial: Theme Graphics

Hello, so an anony asked me how I make the pictures on my theme. Sorry in advance if this is shitty, I’ve never done a tutorial before. I’ll try to keep it as simple as I can for beginners. People have also asked me how I keep the picture static and in place on my theme, so I’ll also teach you how to keep it from shrinking or repeating.

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