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Imagine #13

(this imagine is dedicated to a friend of mine, I think she deserve something like this, and a big thank you to her for that I found these amazing twins)

I took a deep breath as I looked into the big mirror hanging on my wall, mocking everything about me. Everything about my body was ugly, I was first of all short and really skinny, it wasn’t fun anymore. Everywhere I went people always told me to eat more, but I already did. I just couldn’t gain weight, I would remain skinny. My thoughts was killing me and I couldn’t stop them. I used to have a really hard time, the days was like hell to go through. 

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Daughter of hades, Son of Zeus Part 4

“Look I just wanted to ask you something” Michael said and looked a little tense
“Go ahead, can’t guarantee you the answer you’re looking for though” I mumbled

“Come to Felicia’s cabin with me” this time he sounded more confident.

I laughed “Sorry but I’m not into threesomes” He looked utterly surprised by my answer and looked at the ground embarrassed

He gave me a half smile “well as much as I would want that” he added and got closer to me “I would of at least asked you out first” he looked me straight in the eyes and made me feel very uncomfortable.

“Felicia’s father is God of vines so her place is pretty much like a never ending party” he said while backing away.

“Okay if you can give me one good reason to why I should go with you, I will come willingly” I asked curious about what he would say to try to convince me.

“Because I will be there” I had to concentrate to not burst out in laughter “and I think we both know that you aren’t going to be able to resist me for much longer… so why fight it” there was absolutely nothing wrong with his assertiveness.

“You….” I couldn’t even finish my sentence without laughing “you actually think I fancy you” he looked at me questioning.

In the distance I could see Calum approaching.

“Hi Calum have you heard, apparently I’m in love with Michael” I couldn’t stop laughing “oh really and when’s the wedding?” Calum asked Michael who was in shock.

Michael looked at me frustrated and chuckled “yeah well whatever, you know where to find me” he said and left.

“I don’t know what that was all about but.. we are going to Felicia’s cabin so I was just wondering if you wanted to go with me” Calum said still trying to catch his breath from the little fit of laughter we had.

I looked at Calum skeptically.

“I don’t know, Michael just asked me the same thing and…” I didn’t have a chance to continue before Calum interrupted me.

“Screw Michael. You have been here for two days and Michael already has you wrapped around his finger” Calum actually looked hurt.

“Euw Calum I wouldn’t even touch Michael with a tong” If I’m not mistaken it sounds like my little guide has a crush on me,
how cute.

“Come on y/n, there’s free alcohol” Calum said with a wide smile

“I’m staying for one hour” I said sternly.

When we arrived at the Dionysus’s cabin there was a lot of people and from the look of it, it really was a “never ending party”.

I couldn’t help but to look after Michael, not seeing him made me feel a little better.

We walked in to what I think was supposed to be a living room. People were dancing and singing along to whatever song was on, I couldn’t hear what song it was because of all the screaming.

When I got here I expected this camp to be all about training and becoming some sort of warrior or some shit like that, I don’t know, but I think I can get used to this.

“Y/n you came, I got a little worried when you just left like that” a short brunette with a lot of make up on screamed behind me, I couldn’t really recognize her at first but I soon saw it was Felicia.

“Yeah sorry about that I just had to get something from my cabin” I lied.

“Yeah yeah but you’re here now, let’s take some shots” she screamed and i tried my best to hear her.

“Hey Andra come on, let’s take some shots” I turned my head the same direction as the brunette to see a blonde girl with a little too much cleavage for my taste hooking up with a very tall blonde boy, if it wasn’t for his quiff I wouldn’t have recognized him as Luke. Andra just waved her hand at us.

“Well who needs her anyway” Felicia laughed.

“Well Calum are you up for some shots” Felicia asked and I had totally forgotten about the tall boy trailing behind me “Aren’t I always” he chuckled back.

A couple of body shots and drinks later, I was wasted and long forgotten about the just staying for an hour thing.

I was sitting in the kitchen talking to
Calum “I just realized that I don’t even know your last name” I giggled at Calum who made a funny face “Hood, you know like that fox” he lifted his arms pretending to shoot away an arrow “oh, oh you mean Robin Hood” I said hardly breathing because of the laugh I was trying to hide.

Suddenly I heard a lot of cheering and saw a big crowd forming around something.

“What is going on over there?” I asked Andra who finally found her way from Luke’s lips to us “oh that, that’s just Michael” I don’t think I’ve seen Michael even once since I got here.

“And what the hell is he doing, I mean there’s a crowd so I can’t see anything” I asked really confused “he’s probably doing a keg stand or something” Felicia shouted from the other side of the kitchen island.

“So you mean that you’ve had a keg all the time and you didn’t say anything” I said and made my best sad face.

“You didn’t ask, do you know how to do a keg stand?” Felicia asked surprised

“If I do? Please, I’m the master of keg stands.” I said confidently.

“If you can beat Michael’s record then I will carry you all the way home” Calum looked at me weirdly
“Bring me breakfast tomorrow and we have a deal” I held my hand ready to shake Calum’s “It’s a deal!”

We made our way to the keg where I could see Michael talking to Luke.

“HEY YOU, ISNT IT MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE I SEE??” Michael came up to me and hugged me tight.

“First of all I’m not your wife and second of all LET GO OF ME!” I squealed while trying to get out of Michael’s grip.

“I knew you couldn’t resist me” he whispered in my ear before backing away and raising his hands in defeat.

“Thank you very much” I mumbled irritated.

I think Calum saw how uncomfortable I felt because he stepped between us “okay so his record is 15 seconds, do that and you get breakfast served in bed tomorrow” Calum walked around the keg ready to assist me but I just waved my hand at him.
I’ve done this so many times that I really don’t need any assistance.

I decided to do a double deal while I was at it “HEY Michael wanna do a deal?” I turned around to look him in the eyes

“if I beat your record, will you leave me alone afterwards?” I asked hoping for him to take the bet “If you do a keg stand and dance with me, I will leave you alone later and that’s a promise”

I nodded in agreement.

I took a firm grip and threw myself up in a handstand and the people around us started counting down from fifteen.

When they finally reached zero I slowly made my way down and threw a sarcastic smile at Michael who stood there like an absolute idiot.

I high fived Calum who looked disappointed “Hey a deal is a deal and before i forget, I would like pancakes for breakfast thanks”

I made my way back into the living room and looked back to see if Michael was following and when I did, I saw him looking at my ass “HEY thunder boy, eyes up here” I said and pointed at my eyes, he just laughed and followed me into the living room where people were dancing.

To my bad luck a slow song came on. It sounded like ‘My favorite faded fantasy’ by Damien rice which is actually a favorite of mine.

Michael and I was dancing close to each other. It felt like he was planning this, I mean it’s weird that just after my keg stand a slow song would come on when the only thing left on my list to get away from was to dance with him.

Michael closed the little distance we had between us and hugged me while we were dancing.

“Why do you have to hate me so much?” he asked and laid his head on my shoulder.

“Have you meet yourself, you aren’t exactly the nicest person” I sighed.

“I could be better if you just gave me a chance” he looked me in the eyes and had a look of honesty on his face.

He leaned in for a kiss but I turned my head and he backed away.

“I need air”

Michael had made me feel weak, and that can never happen again.

I started looking for someone, I don’t know who but I needed some stability right now. I felt the sting in my hands, this can’t happen, not now, I need to calm down.

Right in the middle of my little panic attack I saw Andra, I made my way over to her and grabbed her by the arm “I need to get out of here!” I guess she saw panic rising in my eyes because she quickly got me out of there.

“Where do you wanna go?” she looked at me worried “I don’t know, but it hurts” I said faintly.

“Stay here I’m going to get Calum just umh breathe, okay?” she said before running away. Everything was blurry and the breathing thing was easier said than done.