this isnt even me but my name

god can you imagine the conversation otabek and yuri had while trying to come up with a show name for yuri

“ok ok ok ok i got it beka what about……….. YURI ON DARKNESS ISNT THAT COOL”
“it’s very cool, yura. i’d love to see it.”
“RIGHT! RIGHT!!! LOOK OUT VIKTOR”

“if i can suggest something, what about yuri on tiger? it’s perfect for you.”
“OH MY GOD YES??? THATS EVEN COOLER??? I CAN SKATE WITH THE TIGERS OMG BEKA U GENIUS”

“yuri on galaxy?”
“HAH YES!! IF JJ THINKS HE’S THE KING OF THE WORLD THEN IM KING OF THE GALAXY HAHA SUCK IT”

“okay, i’ve got it. ‘me vs generation.’“
“THAT SOUNDS SO COOL!! ME VS THE WORLD!!!! YEA THATS SUPER COOL WRITE IT DOWN”

they go on for hours

the list ends up 10 pages long

a personal list of symptoms i have that fall under the fantasy living aspects of avpd (avoidant personality disorder). maybe you’ll resonate with some of these as well.

  • over consuming media. whether its anime, manga, dramas, or video games. an example: i finished s1 of a 24ep show in two days while playing animal crossing the entire time. when i take a break, i insert myself into the world of the media i’m partaking in. this could manifest as a simple self insert, imagining what i’d do in certain situations, to a complete thought out fantasy world that takes my consciousness out of reality. it can be jarring when i’m dragged back into the real world by force (sometimes, i can have conversations with people without knowing it, and come out of it during). 
  • creating personas / ideal personalities. i don’t like how i portray myself in the real world most of the time. my personality, as i see it, is basically just a bunch of symptoms from disorders. so when i’m in these fantasies i’ve created, i give myself better traits and make myself look the way i want. these visions of myself are often times carried into dreams and, when i’m not paying attention, sometimes through conversation in real life. i lack a thought to mouth filter when this happens. 
  • uncertain reality. because of the dissociating and the constant back and forth between fantasies, reality can seem totally unreal. people and relationships can seem fake, forced, or dishonest. especially when a person you’re close to is sucked into your fantasy. they can say or do something in your made up world, but in the real world — they’d never do or say something like that, which sends mixed signals to your brain. “maybe they would actually do that.”, “maybe they have thought those things before.”, “maybe they do feel that way.”, etc. 
  • if i don’t think about it, it doesn’t exist / didn’t happen. have you ever experienced a dream so vivid of every day life that you have to stop and think, did that really happen or was that a dream? it’s the same concept as that but reversed. if i tell myself something didn’t happen, i start to believe it. example: an acquaintance sets off alarms of potential abandonment. i leave them before they can leave me. i tell myself i never knew them. i start forgetting things about them. eventually, i don’t even remember their name. they’ve been cut from my memory. they don’t exist in my reality. 

Aight, so let me tell you about this kid at my school named Steven.
Steven is a pretty cool guy, does his school work, maybe plays around a bit too much. But he’s chill. So, I’ve known him for about two years, and during this time he has 1) Been hit by a car,
2) Stapled his own forearm in one of the classrooms he isnt even in,
3) Gotten chewed out in class for a solid twenty minutes then went “Cool”.
4) Has ridden a skatboard in the halls during passing period, and finally
5) Snuck into multiple class rooms with computers just to play games.
This dude flying by and having fun with these last 3 years.

I cant stress enough how much i look forward to starting on T, and getting top surgery.

I cant wait to hear my voice crack for the first time.

I cant wait to start shaving

I cant wait to look down at my chest and be happy with what i see

I cant wait to pass as a male

I cant wait to get that jawline i hope i get

I cant wait to stop getting my period. (You have no idea how wrong it feels, every freaking month!)

I cant wait to be called a boy by everyone around me

I cant wait to be a proud trans boy, who isnt afraid.

I cant wait to people making fun of my voice cracking, even if im 21 when i start on T.

I cant wait to go topless at the beach, and no one staring at me weirdly.

I cant wait to be ‘one of the boys’

I cant wait to be able to go into the mens section in stores, and not get weird stares.

I cant wait to go into a mens bathroom, and no one looking at me weirdly.

I cant wait till i find a name that i think suits me, and then having people calling me that

I cant wait to teach people about lgbt+

I cant wait to meet other people like myself

I cant wait to hear somone call me their BOYfriend

I cant wait to be refferd to as a boy, even when im not around.

I cant wait to hear my mom and dad call me their son

I cant wait to tell my story to other trans people, and hearing other stories 

I cant wait to wear a dress, even after i have transitioned fully, and then rock it!

I cant wait to stop being scared

I cant wait to stop crying

I cant wait to stop hating my self

I cant wait to not feeling like this anymore

I cant wait to be happy with my self

I cant wait to be a better person

I cant wait to be more happy, so much more happy

I cant wait to get the people out of my life who arent okay with me being trans

I cant wait to set and X with male on tests

I cant wait to start growing a beard

I cant wait to then shaving it off

I cant wait to when people dont have to be scared to come out as trans, or anything else

I cant wait to all parents are accepting and supportive of their kids

I cant wait to all people re accepting and supportive of their friends and family.

I cant wait to being trans isn’t something you should hide, becouse you are scared of others reactions.


I know i can do many of these things already when i havnt gotten the surgery nor started on T. But when i do get the surgery, and start on T, i know im gonna be much more confedint. Im gonna move away from where i am now, and start again, as the boy i truly am, and not someone i pretend to be.

I am so lucky that i have suportive parents and suportive friends, and im so happy. I am so freaking lucky to have them, even though im not fully out at all to everyone i know, just this little start means so much. And i cant imagine how it would be for somone without the suport. So please, if you know somone who is trans, agender, bigender, or something else, pleasure suport them. They might ask you to use a diffrent pronounce, or name, and if they do that, please use the name/pronounce they want, it means so much. And even if its a bit hard for you to remmber it, please try your best, and if you use the wrong name/pronounce, just quickly change it and move on, no need to make a big deal out of it. But just things as that can help so much, it can really mean a lot.

Being trans isnt always easy, some people have it worse than others.But i know just the smallest things, can make someone that much happier. 

I my self is a 17 year old trans guy, i havnt always known that, but im glad i have figured it out. There are still a lot of things i dont know yet about my self, But for now, i know im a trans guy, i am pansexual, though leaning towards guys, so i would say im quite gay. 

People figure out who they are at diffrent times, some when they are young, others when they are older. ANd that is okay, you should never force anything, and you dont have to label yourself, some people like labels, others dont. Just do what you feel comfortable doing, and dont judge others for doing the same thing.

I know i dont have a big following, and most of my folowers are porn blogs, but i just really nedded to say these things, and i will probrly reblog this post later, and probrbly also write one more or two. Happines is something that comes and goes, right now im okay, but i know that i will meet people who wont agree with who i am, and tell me that who i am is wrong, and tell me all kind of negative things, and i know i will cry, a lot more, happy tears and sad tears, beauce there is gonna be hard times and good times, and that is never gonna change, i hope it will though.

Anyways, im Ollie for the time being, a little gay trans guy just passing by. My inbox is always open, and i would love to talk to people, and learn about their experiences. 

I hope you have a great day

anonymous asked:

I'm really upset that she invited people who went to loft I really thought she meant it when she said she wanted to meet as many of us as possible but this proves that isn't true

TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT BORN ON THE 13TH OF DECEMBER 1989 RAISED IN PENNSYLVANIA UNITED STATES OF AMERICA   WANTS TO MEET US ALL. YES ALL OF US. YOUNG, OLD, NEW, INTERNATIONAL YES EVERY FRIGGEN SWIFTIE. 

1) SHE LURKS PEOPLES BLOGS WHILE IN MEETINGS

2) SHES ON TOUR AND LURKS PEOPLES BLOGS WHEN SHE’S EXTREMELY BUSY WITH FLYING IN AND OUT OF CITIES, REHEARSALS, SHOOTING A MUSIC VIDEO

3) SHE TOLD ME IN PERSON HOW HARD IT IS TO FIND SOMEONE PEOPLES DETAILS AND ORGANISE TO MEET THEM WHEN SHE HAS PROMO OR IS ON TOUR. HENCE WHY SHE ISNT DOING ANY MEDIA INTERVIEWS BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO PUT HER FANS FIRST

4) SHES BEEN LURKING US WHILE SHES BEEN ON BREAK SECRETLY 

5) SHE REMEMBERS FANS NAMES AND URLS WHEN SHE MEETS THEM… I CANT EVEN REMEMBER MY PASSWORD

6) SHES LITERALLY OUT THERE HANGING WITH US ONLINE, WATCHING OUR LIVESTREAMS ON INSTAGRAM, TUMBLR, TWITTER AND PINTREST….YES…SHE EVEN HAS BEEN LURKING PINTREST 

SO HUNNI, TAYLOR ALISON SWIFT DOES CARE ABOUT YOU AND WANTS TO MEET YOU AND DONT LET YOURSELF TELL YOU OTHER WISE. 


anonymous asked:

I love you friends to lovers series so much! They're so cute! Do you think you could do one for Ken? He is really killing me with this promotion...

ofc!! find leo (here) & hyuk (here

  • you and ken meet,,,,in a way most people would describe as,,,Special 
  • see you’re at your local supermarket,,,,and it’s summer so a friend of yours suggested a picnic and you’re in charge of finding the perfect watermelon
  • which you do,,,you put it in your cart and turn your back to check out some strawberries but,,,when u look back
  • you see,,,,,,,this tall,,,,boy carefully lifting the watermelon out,,,,,,,,,of your cart,,,,,,
  • and you’re like hEY and he’s like OP! I GOTTA GO! 
  • and you’re like NO COME BACK??? THATS MY MELON????
  • but the boys legs are long and he’s sprinted down the aisle as you’re trying to chase him 
  • and you manage somehow to catch him before he turn into the freezer section and you’re like HAND OVER THE MELON
  • and he’s like “what melon?????? idk what ur talking about???”
  • but you just blatantly stare at the big bulge from his shirt,,,,,that is not his stomach,,,,,,because whose stomach pokes out from their shirt and is GREEN
  • and you’re like “listen,,,,buddy,,,,,,give me the melon and u don’t have to get hurt,,,,” and he’s like HA as if you cou- oW o W OW DONT PinCH my NOSE OWWW FINE ta KE the MELON I SURRENDEr”
  • and he takes it out from under his shirt and you grab it back with a prideful smirk on your face and you’re like “don’t mess with me,,,,,,,whats your name??” and he’s rubbing his nose and is like “ken” and ur like “dont mess with me u filthy ROBBER KEN”
  • and he’s like HEY DONT BE MEAN and u stick ur tongue out
  • and u expect,,,,that’s the end of it,,,,,but it’s not because the next week there’s ken again and as soon as you see him you’re like “DONT THINK OF STEALING MY FROZEN PIZZA THIS TIME” and ken is like “fROZEN PIZZA ISNT EVEN GOOD KEEP IT”
  • and it’s through this childish supermarket feud that you realize you guys would be good friends LOL mostly because ravi and hongbin who r with ken are always like “what are you guys? a slapstick match made in heaven?”
  • and u and ken are like NO but tbh,,,,,you get to talking to him on the line for the cashier and like he’s not too bad and ken is like “lets call it a truce to our melon war” and ur like ok truce ,,,,,, bUT im watching you kenneth
  • and he’s like THAT ISNT My NAME 
  • but tbh the more you guys see of each other,,,,the more everyone around you can tell that it isn’t teasing and friendship,,,,,you guys are,,,,,,cute
  • in an endearingly embarrassing way
  • and when ravi and ken are walking down the street one day ravi spots you in a cafe,,,,,reading a book and just hanging out and he basically nudges ken to go over and talk to you
  • which ,,,, never happens like ken is the outgoing silly wingman,,,not shy big baby ravi but,,,,,
  • as he’s approaching you you grin and you’re like “here to steal my latte?” and he’s like pLEASE why are you offering to buy me one instead
  • and you’re like what is this a date
  • and ken sits down across from you and is like “it could,,,,be if you want,,,,,,” and you can tell this time it isn’t a joke,,,,,,,and,,,,your heart beats a bit faster and you’re like “o,,oh well then,,,,,,,”
  • and ken is like “look, ill even pay for my own latte and for anything else you want” and you’re like no no we can split the bill and ken is like “wow,,,,,i stole your melon but,,,,,,,you’re really stealing my heart ;)”
  • and you’re like fgkdjsnfg sTOp but also this dumb corny boy,,,,,is,,,,,your type,,,,,, 

whimmmsickles  asked:

What gave you the ideas for all the names?

i wanted pik and quat’s names to be odd, sharp, and not name like at all. 

Quat was because the month i designed them, me and my friend e were on the hunt for kumquats. i was craving them so bad. i would go into stores sayin “now were the FUCK them QUATS at????” and i thought quat sounded so funny and stupid. so thats why i named quat. 

Pik is weirder. during my DND campaign my DM asked me what my character would name a shop. My character was a half japanese half orc were-shark who liked to make food so i googled ORC LANGUAGE on google and Pik equivocated to “cook” on the first page i clicked. orc isnt even a real language. but i went with “Pik Samé” but i thought the sound of ‘pik’ was funny and cute. so thats why i named pik pik. 

Sunny was the name of my dog growing up, and also is 100% just actually my dog, Sunny in the comic. Sunny is literally just my dog if they were a person. 

Honey cause… oh… i just thought it sounded so sweet. to be named honey. cause then everyone calls you Honey, and its like youre loved by everyone. oh…. aw… oh…. <3

Oolong cause i always thought that was a cool ass name. 

Ferdinand and Wesley cause i felt like it fit their personalities really well. 

I got Acy’s name out of a baby name site. my requirements was that it had to be 3 lettlers long and weird sounding. the name Acy won. I was actually gonna name him Norweigh at first. thank god. i didnt. 

NOW YOU KNOW! I PUT! NEARLY NO THOUGHT INTO EVERYTHING I DO!!!!

anonymous asked:

What killed me about the scene is Shiro says Keith's name 3 times in one scene. Three times. Like geez, I get it, you're in love with him.

Don’t forgot Shiro also said that to reassure him because even while mortally wounded and falling to the ground in agonizing pain, his top concern was still comforting Keith 

EDIT: oh fuck my bad this is the wrong scene isnt it?? we have too many sheith scenes shit. do you mean the new one?? damn add that to the score 

((pls full view bc tumblr is the worst hecc. i really wanted to do an animatronic fusion, so bam!! two of my faves 8> even if rwq technically isnt an animatronic //sweats

idk if these two have been done before, i really hope u guys like them aa it took me way too long to finish, they look s h i n y. it was hella fun!! also i know echo is such a lame name oml but idk it just kinda felt right to me :0c))

anonymous asked:

christmas :)

fake relationship au where theyre in uni, theyre roommates and best friends ,and they can either stay or go home for christmas and isak doesnt really have anywhere to go and when he tells even, evens eyes light up and isak is already planning on leaving the room but even pulls him back on the bed, “thats, amazing. like its sad and im sorry but also!” and isak has to close his eyes to prepare himself, “i kinda told my mom i have a boyfriend and she wants to meet him” and isak furrows his eyebrows, “how the hell does that change my christmas” and even sighs dramatically like its so obvious, “i was gonna tell her the truth bc i havent started dating anyone since ,buuut…” and isak is so impatient and is about to yell but then even frowns, “god youre impossible,” then he takes isaks hands, “you could pretend to be my boyfriend and you wouldnt have to spend christmas here” and isak snorts, “thats stupid” and even is pouting, “come onnn we can totally pull it off! we’re best friends!” and isak lies on his back, his legs ending up in evens lap and he only groans, then even gets close to his ears and teasingly whispers, “my moms cookings are the most delicious” and isak opens one eye and even chuckles and starts tickling isak and doesnt stop until isak agrees. so, u know the roll,,,,they go and pretend to be boyfriends and the hand holding isnt awkward at all, plus a few cheek kisses is fine ,theyve done that, sharing a bed? easy, theyve been cuddling for weeks now at uni. feeding each other to seem genuine? also fine, theyve done that too ,and..slowly even realizes theyve done almost every thing that a couple does (which, huh, funny) except one thing that is kissing,,so when theyre outside at night, shoveling the snow out of the way, even throws a snowball at isaks back and he turns around with his mouth open, “what was thAT FOr” and even shurgs, “so that you paid attention to me” and isaks like, “u couldve just said my name or smth” and even grins, “i know. but wheres the fun in that” then before isak could throw a snowball back at him, he just blurts out “we should make out” and hurries to add when isak whips his head at evens words ,“so that it isnt awkward when we have to do it in front of them” , and they dont speak for a minute and even thinks he’s ruined everything but then isak breaks the silence, “can we do it after we made snow angels” and even nods with a relieved smile. theyre lying in the snow laughing and isak has his tongue out to catch snowflakes and when he swallows even takes a deep breath, gets on his elbow and leans in, pressing his lips against isaks softly, and they dont move them for a second but then its a nice peaceful rhythm and their cold noses touch and their cheeks are pink ,both from the cold and the kiss, and isaks hand is on evens cheek, thumb caressing the cold skin there, and evens hand is resting above isaks heart and even isnt sure if he hears his own heartbeat or if its isaks vibrating through their many layers but he likes it too much. then he pulls back, places his head back in the snow and their breaths are visible against the dark sky, “that was chill” even whispers then isak repeats it. they realize theyre in love the next day when theyre singing along to evens uncle playing the piano ,and theyre looking at each other during the whole song, singing to each other

Last Post On The Topic

Hi all!

Just going to make one big ass post going through everything that I have seen over the last few days.

Yeah….probably shouldn’t have deleted Tumblr but whenever you see all your families personal information in a private message, your brain panics a bit. If youre wondering why I did delete tumblr, people were threatening my family and I by posting all my families info and to be honest, my families security is wayyy more important than a post on a social media.

From what it like, a main talking point is ‘Why do you not want to be associated with Vanoss?’ and its not that at all. We grew our channels together and ive played with him for years! Just because we dont play together anymore doesnt mean we arent still good friends. We make music and whenever i’m in LA, we always hang out. I feel like a lot of you alerted to HE DOESNT LIKE EVAN which is 100% false.

From what i’ve learned, the fandom doesnt see Evan as being a leader but outside the fandom, its something I get slapped in the face with everyday and after a while and after tens, if not hundreds of thousands of people saying that I am is what bugged me.

For my friends and I, we have always seen eachother as individual channels and thats why a lot of us make solo videos and videos with everyone and anyone. The ‘BBS’ as its known is only made up of whoever Evan only plays with and thats why I said it quote on quote ‘doesnt exist’ because we all do our own thing bar Evan who only sticks to a core group. From what i’ve learned during this whole thing is the BBS is a thing because people who makes fanart and people who are a fan of what we do needed a name to go to and if anything, that makes sense now and I want to thank the people who have came up to me and help clear things up. For me, I always saw the ‘Vanoss Crew’ and ‘Vanoss and Friends’ and those names is what triggered this whole thing because we all put so much time and effort into all of our videos and to be categorized as a ‘friend’ of another channel is demoralizing but what I wrongly did was categorize BBS under names like that and from which I see, people in the BBS fandom know Evan isnt the leader and we are all equal which brings me peace of mind and I can only apologize for thinking they were the same thing. For me, I couldnt get my head around BBS but after seeing such a strong, passionate fanbase, it made me realize that even though im apart of it, the whole thing is a lot bigger than me and to those who I have offended during this whole thing, I want to say i’m sorry.

I love you guys so before jumping to conclusion, if you have a question or problem, talk to me instead of attacking me.

I feel like no matter what I say, people will take it in a bad light when the original post was meant to be a good thing but hey, thats life! Regardless, ill be over here making videos for the people who want to watch :D

anonymous asked:

The name shortstack made me a little confused, since I was thinking 'this isnt a shortstack, she doesnt even have a big butt' lol then I realised it is just a name and they dont have anything to do with actual shortstacks. (used as a tag for someone who is really short but has big breasts and ass with thick thighs but still has average to thin waist line)

“Try not to think about it too much, Anon.”

“Try.”

Boyfriend || Sanggyun

  • LETS GO
  • T H I S B OY
  • I LOVE HIM
  • SO
  • Sanggyun as a boyfriend
  • lets go with a simple thing
  • CUDDLES
  • He’s such a cuddly boy
  • he’ll cuddle you all the time
  • he will do anything for your cuddles
  • will even make you jealous with his friend teddy
  • “look its teddy, teddy, teddy bear!”
  • yes its from that one live…
  • “Sanggyun?”
  • “yes y/n?”
  • “what are you doing”
  • “cuddling teddy”
  • “but why??”
  • “because you don’t want to cuddle me”
  • lots of pouting
  • and whining
  • he wants your full attention
  • when he doesn’t get it he’s always whining
  • “y/nnnnn!!!”
  • “let me do this”
  • “buttttt you promiseddddd”
  • “okay we’ll go watch movies”
  • MOVIE DATES
  • it’s the time when he gets to cuddle you forever
  • he cuddles you all the time
  • but when a movie is playing
  • he can admire your beauty
  • he can’t help but smile at you
  • you’re his everything
  • and he likes to show it by
  • giving you everything you want
  • but he also likes to treat himself
  • so a quick shopping date it is
  • he loves clothes so he’ll ask you to go with him
  • he’ll buy you stuff
  • but really it’s all for him
  • “does this look nice?”
  • “yes Sanggyun”
  • “okay I’ll take it”
  • he’ll even do aegyo for you
  • “Y/n look at me!!!“
  • "What am I looking at?”
  • *gasp* “aren’t you falling for me?! I did aegyo for you!!”
  • somewhat horrible aegyo
  • but still very cute
  • I love his aegyo
  • “LOVE ME”
  • will never let you relax
  • he is always by your side
  • even if you go out to the store
  • anything that involves you and him
  • is always a date
  • simple groceries shopping is a date
  • talking about dates
  • Sanggyun will take you to the most
  • extravagant dates to the most simplest ones
  • he’ll even take you see wiz khalifa with him
  • he’ll be such a fanboy
  • AND EXTRA
  • he’s the most extra person around
  • when he’s around you and just you
  • he does so much extra aegyo for you to love him
  • he’ll even dress up in a tux
  • when all you’re doing is laying around the room
  • he just wants to look good for you
  • he’ll laugh mostly giggle over everything funny you say
  • even if it isn’t funny
  • he just wants you to notice him
  • even when you’re dating
  • HE ISNT CALLED FRESH FOR NOTHING
  • he will always be fresh for you
  • “Mr. Kim Sanggyun”
  • “that’s my name isn’t it nice, you can be Mrs. Kim”
  • “Sanggyun you haven’t even asked me to marry you”
  • “do you want to marry me NOW?!!”
  • he’s always excited for anything
  • He’s even a tease
  • don’t get me started on that
  • he will be “sexy” for you
  • but he’s really just pretending
  • he might try to be sexy
  • and even get it the first time
  • but he’s really just a dork
  • a cute dork
  • who wants all your love
  • OMG LET’S NOT FORGET
  • HIS CUTE SCREAMS
  • HIS SMILE
  • HIS SMILE!1!1!!!!11
  • IT’S BEAUTIFUL
  • AND HIS EXISTANCE
  • JUST HIM
  • HES SO UGH
  • SANGGUN IS JUST A SMOL BOY
  • INSIDE A OLD BOY BODY
  • PLS LOVE HIM
  • HE’LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU
  • and pls accept that he’s extra 25/8
  • like he will wreck you if he hasn’t
  • and love his aegyo

Originally posted by soobuin

Hey guys. My name’s Mason and I’m struggling really hard at home in a very unsafe and uncomfort able environment.

Hi guys!! I am 19 and still living at home. I am transmale and my family isn’t being very supportive and they have been rude about it before but today they got angry and aggressive (September 21 2017) my mom and brother found out I was getting a binder and my mom said if she finds it she’s going to burn it. And my brother joked about it and my breasts. It upset me very much and I just hit a breaking point. I have been saving up but it’s going to take months before I get the money I need to move out and it is unsafe here. My mom is getting to the point wear she throws out my mens clothes and chucks my body wash and deodorant. She really doesn’t like me being Mason and doesn’t use my pronouns or names and it really upsets me. I am looking for work daily, I also have school in the morning that I have to attend so that I can get student benefits (extra money, won’t kick in for about 3 months) honestly this is my last attempt to get out and away from my family. They think this is a phase and will not let me do anything manly. I need to distance myself from them and become who I am as a person. As a man.

I have been looking for places and have set up meetings with people so I can see the places, but not many people are accepting of the LGTBQ community so it’s much more difficult to find a place that’s decent and cheap. Rent is expensive here in Alberta, Canada, for one bedrooms it’s $900 to a $1000 and that doesn’t even include power, internet, food. It really sucks and I just don’t want to even be here anymore. I’m really trying my absolute hardest.

This is my last resort so I set up a kofi account and it has my name and everything. I’m not sure how to put it on this post but it’s on my profile it says buy me a coffee


Guys even a few dollars will help me. I’m praying for a miracle because I’m really scared of my family.


I am scared for my life.



Please reblog and spread it.

Relfections of Branzzz

First off I wanna thank my fans man without yall I could never reach this point …thank my Lowlife family for all you do and ur continued support  in all I do… you all are amazing asf man..blessed by yall


Its one thing I learned while doin this shit though…dont stress…people gonna do you wrong…spit on yo name..but dont worry  let your work speak for you ..cause da same ones talking down be the same ones asking you to write sum for em or collab with em or reblog they work…


I remember when the only person who would work with me was @momosecr3tz….ya boy couldnt even response back….went to hella offices and they told me the same shit every time..you  dont got what we lookin for….now I got request to write and direct other people work (I wont say no names so dont worry) 


TO ALL THE NEW COMPANIES OUT THERE…I wanna give yall a shoutout frfr…if you feel like you not heard, or you not growing fast enough or you thinking of giving up DONTTTTTTTTT..trust me I feel you cause I was you before…ur all talented and deserve to be here and if you all NEED ANYTHINGGGG hit my line I be honored to work with you and get your name out..cause all you need is a shot just like me…this isnt me standing up here saying im better than anyone its just me reaching back for those i can relate to..your time is coming I promise you

finally to the apple of my eye @bribeautti-vu…i cant even explain what you mean to me…you been down with ya boy since waaay back and my sucess is directly linked to you..behind every man is a stronger r woman and thats you ma…forever my lady and thats what I know


The grind wont stop cause I dont

With love, 

Branzzz

@farrahvu @yfnbravo @picassovu @drinabina @ixyi @leonazulpasioninfinita @karuchzvu @umbrellaed @ibvnnyzvu @xomnikhyleex @andraimvu @kellyshaw8 @msxng

Originally posted by rockahontaz

Heathers the Musical, A Summary.

Beautiful - School is hell, but not if you’re hot >;3c~~

Candy Store - Peer Pressure, the musical.

Fight for Me - Veronica you dont even know his fucking name yet, put your panties back on.

Freeze Your Brain - Tragic Backstory™ - (feat) slushie kink

Big Fun - I’ve never been invited to a party before but i’ve been told they go like this.

Dead Girl Walking - Girl gets ostracized by the public and her first instinct is to fuck the hot guy she only learned the name of tonight.

The Me Inside of Me - Local girl happily accepts her murder because everybody loves her even more now and honestly, mood.

Blue - Rape culture, the musical

Our Love Is God - You know Veroniva he just killed Heather, this entire song should have been raising so many red flags. *Kurt and Ram die* See? What did I tell you?

My Dead Gay Son - Lets throw away our internalized homophobia and honor our dead gay sons! Also we’re kinda gay for each other too so…¯\_(ツ)_/ ¯

Seventeen - Maybe murder isnt an acceptable pastime for seventeen year olds.

Shine a Light - Feelings™

Lifeboat - In which heather Mcnamara instantly became my favorite character.

Shine a light (reprise) - In which Heather Duke competes to be an even bigger bitch than JD. Also that hug was pretty gay.

Kindergarten Boyfriend - I have PTSD from 15 years of hellschool, but jesus fucking Christ Martha, you’re making it really hard  for me to empathize with you. You dont keep SCABS in LOCKETS.

Yo Girl - Honestly terrifying. Also JD, you dont have to call her out like that.

Meant to be Yours - In which Veronica really doesn’t want to come out the closet.

Dead Girl Walking (reprise) -  Surprise, Bitch. I bet you thought you saw the last of me. Also, rip JD

I Am Damaged - I can’t believe JD is fucking dead, again.

Seventeen (reprise) - Lets watch something happy and repress this experience for the rest of our lives, okay?

anonymous asked:

kinda urgent? not entirely. i keep being called by she/her pronouns at school. i understand that everyone isnt used to me being a Boy but it seems like no one cares at all about me or my transition (even freshman who dont know me and have only heard my preferred name). how can i correct them? like i know how to but do you have any tips for yhe anxiety and fear of confrontation that comes wiyh it?

Archer says:

What I used to do so I could avoid stating that I’m trans would be to say “I’m actually a guy, just so you know.” It surprisingly works rather well, even with people who know I’m trans. If you’re getting anxious about it no matter what though I would recommend practicing what you’re going to say a few times over so you can deliver the line with confidence.

 This blog is written from a more outsider’s view but could still offer some help.

This is another good one and I even learnt something from it just now.

There are some other great methods out there as well. One I would recommend is to learn to know people will make mistakes, but not everything is on accident. Hold people accountable for “messing up.” That isn’t to say be rude to them, but if they know and don’t seem to be making an effort point it out to them.